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armpirate · 3 months ago

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Anti-romantic || JJk | Ch. 36

Pairings: Boxer!Jungkook x fem!reader || Enemies to lovers, neighbors

Genre: smut, angst, fluff, curse, illegal boxing, violence

Warnings: fuckboy!Jungkook x reader, smut, dirty talk, curse, mention of tarot and fate

Summary: Jungkook had always been carefree when it came to love. He always believed he was worth sharing himself with everyone, and thought it was selfish of him to ever think of keeping himself exclusive to just one person.

And maybe that was exactly what got him into the big problem he was in.

A curse that kept him away from love didn't seem an issue for him. The fact that his ex-girlfriend thought he'd be affected by the idea of the girls he slept with running away from him after sex was ridiculous. She actually did him a favor, and took a burden away from him.

At least that was what he thought at first.

He had never found himself thinking of the possibility of repeating with neither of his hook ups, because they disappeared before he was able to even think about it. But when he makes the mistake of sleeping with the sexy neighbor that lives in front of him, he finds himself hoping to get the chance for a second round every time their paths cross.

Y/n hated him the second he set foot inside the building by the way he started making her life a miserable mess for no reason. Sleeping with him was a big mistake she wasn't thinking of repeating. At least not until he came up with the excuse that she rejected him for a curse. Not only she thought he was annoying, but she was also convinced he was crazy.

There was no way she could take him seriously.

Aprox. time of reading: 18 minutes

Chapter warnings: smut, female masturbation, protected sex, dirty talk

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Jungkook sat across from Carly, the tension between them palpable. He was surprised she allowed him to step inside her apartment again after how things ended the last time. He was convinced he wouldn't need to be there, because Y/n didn't believe in it, and something deep inside him didn't want to believe it was actually working -after he naively ate it up for years.

—Carly, I need your help.

—Is this about the curse? —she eyed him up over her cup, barely dedicating an attentive glance at him.

—Please —Jungkook leaned forward, his voice low but urgent—. You have to undo this. It'll ruin everything.

She left her cup back on the coffee table, crossing one leg over the other while she kept her serious look.

—I told you when we parted ways, I told you the other day, and I'll say it again: Jungkook, you brought this on yourself. Either way, you seemed quite happy when I first told you. You even thanked me.

He clenched his jaw, frustration bubbling beneath the surface.

—Fuck, Carly ��he sighed—. I know what I did back then, I know what I said, and I'd punch myself in the face if I had me in front right now. That doesn't mean I don't think differently.

Carly's expression softened slightly, though she tried to hide it. Her tongue moved through her lips, making them shiny down the golden light of the lamp over their heads and her eyes narrowed.

—Will you be willing to do anything to take it back?

—Yes, anything.

—Then get naked on my bed and make me have a good time —she looked carelessly while saying those words—. A throwback.

His face twisted in disgust almost at the same time that idea left her lips. Four months back, he probably would've dragged Carly to her bed mid-sentence. Actually, four months back he wouldn't have been there begging her to take back the curse.

—What crack are you on? No.

—Why not? Y/n wouldn't know. I for sure wouldn't tell her.

—I don't care. I'd know.

Her eyes opened slightly, going back to their natural shape, as she was lightened with the key words to get her to believe him.

—Look, you're beautiful —the last thing Jungkook needed was her to feel offended by his rejection—, but Y/n is more beautiful. And before you curse me again —he warned her, when she was about to speak—, what I mean is that she's the only one in my eyes. I can't even think of being with someone else, short-term, long-term, I don't care. I want her to be the only one in my life, and I want her to stay in my life —he specified—. Shit, I think I love her.

—You think so? —her hands dropped to her lap— That "think" doesn't go in that sentence, you love her —she clarified—. And calm down, big boy, I don't want anything to do with you, it was a test.

Jungkook was hopeful when her eyes looked at him with a kindness he recognized from the days they saw each other, but the sigh that came out right after gave him the worst of the feelings.

—I'd love to help you, seriously. But I can't.

—What do you mean you can't? Fix it —Jungkook insisted, desperation creeping into his tone—. I'm begging you. I need this to be done before things go bad. I can't lose her because of this.

Carly blinked, the walls she'd built around her emotions cracking just a little.

—There's more to it, right?

There was, but she didn't need to know. And he wasn't sure saying out loud what he was hiding was going to make things better.

—Jungkook, I'm sorry. I was hurt when I did it. I wanted you to feel what I felt.

Jungkook exhaled, running a hand through his hair, hiding half of his face behind his tattooed hand before looking at her again.

—You know, I've had this curse present in my life since we parted ways. I was so happy about it, the only thing that scared me was it disappearing —he admitted, with a bitter smile—. And now I'm so fucking terrified of not getting rid of it.

Carly hesitated, guilt flashing in her eyes. She placed her cup down, folding her hands on the table.

—I don't think your spell is reversible.

Jungkook's heart dropped.

—What do you mean, you don't think?

—If you remember the words I used... —she trailed off, looking genuinely remorseful— I said you'd be repaid with everything you did to others. Jungkook, it wasn't a normal love curse. What I threw on you was a karma spell. I wanted to make sure you went through hell before being able to be loved back by someone.

Jungkook stared at her, his chest tightening.

—So I'm stuck with this forever?

—No —Carly shook her head—. The curse will go away when you confront all the karma you have pending. Only then, the curse will disappear.

He leaned back in his seat, defeated. For a moment, the weight of everything crashed down on him. He was sure karma was out to get him, but he wasn't sure the levels of the pain he'd have to go through to overcome it.

The rest of the day didn't go any better.

Jungkook stormed into his gym, thankful it remained closed for that day and Jimin wasn't there to ask him what was wrong, his footsteps heavy with frustration. He slammed the door to his office, breathing heavily, his hands shaking with pent-up rage.

Without thinking, he started kicking everything in his path -chairs, a stack of papers, even a punching bag that was hanging just a little too close to the edge of the room. His chest heaved as his anger spilled out in the most physical way he knew how. It wasn't enough, though. None of it was enough to shake the hopelessness.

Suddenly, one particularly hard kick sent a file cabinet wobbling, and an old, thick file tumbled to the ground, scattering its contents across the floor. Jungkook paused, staring at the mess. The file folder had the date "November 2021" written in bold, faded letters. Curiosity tugged at him, pushing aside his frustration for just a moment.

He knelt down, gathering the papers into a pile, when something caught his eye -a photograph. His brow furrowed as he pulled the picture out from the pages. The image showed a familiar face. A face he had seen before, but not here. His heart stopped for a beat, and he was sure the office started turning in circles around him.

It was Y/n's brother.

His breath hitched as his eyes scanned the attached form -an application for the gym, with dates, contact details, and fight records. There, written in black and white, was everything. Y/n's brother had been a member. He was a fighter in that very gym, although he didn't manage to see him.

Jungkook's hands began to tremble as he flipped through more pages, trying to piece together the puzzle that was unfolding in front of him. Then, it hit him like a punch to the gut. The date of Y/n's brother's last fight -his final fight- was there. The same night he had been killed.

November 2021... He remembered that month he had one bad injury that kept him away from the gym. He was barely around there, he didn't even train people because he had someone else do it for him that worked there before the gym turned to be his. The only times he went to the gym were because Elijah showed up, and he knew Jimin hated to be alone with him.

The line of the 21...

Mercy Stroke...

The day his last fight happened, he remembered he was so out of himself that he didn't even pay attention to who was competing. Elijah wanted him there, because he was a good fighter, and Jungkook barely looked into it before he told Jimin to let him know.

When he learned the news of his accident, he got so scared that he promised he wouldn't send any other fighter if he could avoid it. And he missed every update related to it because his family was too involved in the case. He was even hopeful he managed to survive, and he wasn't part of the cursed line of the 21. Yet he was wrong.

Now everything made sense for him.

His stomach churned with nausea as realization dawned on him. Jungkook had been the one who sent him to that fight.

—Shit... —he whispered, his voice hoarse as guilt washed over him in waves.

Jungkook's entire body felt heavy, as if the weight of this discovery might crush him. Y/n didn't know. She had no idea about his role in it. How could he tell her? After everything they'd been through, after she finally started to open up to him, how could he admit that he had unknowingly led her brother to his death?

He dropped the papers, running his hands through his hair in desperation. He couldn't tell her. Not now. Not after she'd confessed she liked him. Not after they had gotten this close. He couldn't destroy everything -couldn't be the one to break her heart again.

The familiar clatter of keyboards and phones buzzing filled the newsroom, but Y/n's focus was elsewhere.

She was smiling like a fool just thinking about the way Jungkook looked so peaceful in her bed, sleeping while she was getting ready for work. It was almost as if he hadn't pumped her into her so hard that she could feel and hear the way her guts were rearranging the night before. Although what had her kicking her feet under her desk and giggling was the way he showered her body with kisses, whispering into her ear sweet nothings until she fell asleep in his arms.

Who would've told her that man was good at annoying her, but even better at making her nervous with just a word.

She leaned over her desk, mindlessly scrolling through old case notes about the current article she was working on, trying to focus back on her work and kick Jungkook away even if it was for a minute.

Just as she was about to give up for the day, her phone buzzed with a new message. Her eyes flicked to the screen, and she saw the name that instantly caught her attention: Alan.

It had been long since she last heard of him. Actually, it had been long since she found a new hint to follow in the investigation. Not even Jungkook managed to find anything to hold onto, despite how hard he tried. It had stalled, and it felt like they were constantly running into dead ends.

"I have info. Prize: coffee and a donut"

Y/n wanted to be excited for that message, but the truth was that Alan took way too long to give her something to catch on. And last time he did, it wasn't something that actually worked for her.

Although she was planning on having breakfast with Jackie, she had to leave it for another day, as she hurriedly made her way to the door to get to the cafeteria where they always met whenever he had good information.

—Coffee first —Alan rushed her, when Y/n was about to speak before sitting in front of him.

Her eyes rolled at his petition, but she gave in. Her stomach closed just at the idea of getting back to a place that didn't have anything for her, so she just crossed her arms over her chest while she watched her source gulping down the milked coffee and giving huge bites to his donuts.

—Do you only eat when I pay for it or what? —she asked, eyebrows furrowing.

—Funny.

—I know —she ironically smiled—. Can you say what that text was about? I'm on my break, and as much as watching you eat is a show, I have to get back to work, and I'd like not to go back with the uncertainty.

—My source... —he swallowed after chewing only two times— they gave me a location that could have something.

—Last time you said the same, and I ended up in front of a Walmart.

—No —he moved his tongue over his teeth—. I made sure it was a real location. The owner is one big asshole, but they assured me he has high knowledge on what you need to know.

When Y/n looked down at the piece of paper he was handing her, she frowned at the familiarity of the place. She was sure she had seen that address somewhere.

Corner of 14th and Ashland, near the old warehouse district.

—Okay, so —she smiled at him, getting up from the table—. Thank you.

—Wait, where are you going? Aren't you paying for this?

But Y/n smirked to herself, not looking back as she made her way out of the cafeteria to go back to her office.

As she sat back at her desk, Y/n knew the next step was clear: she had to go to that gym. Whatever she uncovered there could finally give her the answers she'd been chasing for so long, and whoever that new person was, she was sure Jungkook would manage to get information out of him in case she wasn't able to.

Although she didn't expect to need Jungkook to get information out of himself.

As soon as she finished the shift, she made her way to that address, double checking the paper, the number and the place to confirm she was in the right place. Of course it was familiar, Alan already gave her that same address after she managed to attend the first boxing party.

Either Alan gave her the wrong location, or his source thought Jungkook would have new information since he's almost every weekend in those boxing parties.

The rhythmic thud of Jungkook's fists hitting the heavy bag echoed through the space, sharp and deliberate. Each punch landed with a deep, muffled whump, the sound of knuckles striking padded leather reverberating off the concrete walls. The chain above the bag rattled lightly with every impact, a metallic clink following each hit as the bag swung back and forth. Between the punches, there was only the soft squeak of his sneakers shifting on the floor, followed by the steady inhale and exhale of his breath, punctuating the otherwise quiet room. The silence seemed to amplify every movement, making each blow feel heavier, more powerful. And despite the silence of his gym, the noise in his head was so loud that he didn't hear Y/n coming in.

Despite knowing him for four months, and seeing him fight once, she had never seen him so focused, so careful on each hit he landed. He seemed like a whole different person.

—Wow, what has that bag done to you? —she interrupted him.

Hearing her voice was like a sudden light being shed among his darkness, dragging him back to reality.

—It has earned a few punches.

—Bad day?

—You have no idea.

Because if she had any idea, she probably would leave him and move out, as far as possible so he wouldn't find her ever again.

—Whose balls do I need to kick? —she walked towards him.

—If you're planning on doing something with someone's balls...

The sentence got stuck in his throat, with a bit of air, when Y/n laid a punch in his stomach, forcing him to bend over a little. He got up shortly after, although his eyes escaped hers as soon.

—Is this because of your mom? —she tried to know, his eyes flying fast on hers.

—Tss, she could only wish I gave a fuck about her. It's... —how was he going to be able to tell her the truth when she looked at him with stars in her eyes?— a fight was canceled last minute. That's it. What are you doing here?

—Oh, hmm —she lifted the piece of paper—. Alan called me this morning, telling me his source had a big fish with a huge mouth, and supposedly he had good information. So, unless it's Jimin, I think I'm back at square one.

—He sent you here?

—Hmm —she nodded, her hum sounding the most disappointed he had ever heard from her—. It's okay, though. I guess we aren't that far.

"We". Jungkook's guts squirmed inside of him when she referred to them as a team.

—So I'm a big fish with a huge mouth? —he asked, trying to distract himself from his own thoughts.

The louder his voice was, the more quiet his mind kept.

—I know you have something big, but that's all I can recall.

—So, am I big? —he walked towards her, unhooking the velcro around his right wrist with his teeth.

—Huge.

—Ouhh —he was satisfied with her answer, walking dangerously towards her.

—Your ego —she stopped him, before his hopes could get any higher.

—My ego, huh? —he threw away his boxing gloves.

—Yup.

—Let me show you how big my ego is, then.

A little scream and a giggle unconsciously left her lips when he first lifted her body, motioning her to wrap her legs around his hips. Her lips tasted bitter, probably because of the coffee she usually drank around that time -and which she probably got on her way to the gym-, yet she also tasted so sweet that the urge to have her installer in his system.

—Thank god you're wearing a dress —he groaned against her lips.

"Thank god" she seconded in her head.

The second kiss was adamant, hungry, both of them knowing exactly what they needed and how they needed it.

Jungkook walked blindly to the small ring that was at the end of the gym -and which was barely used-, to let her sit at the edge. Their hips were still at the same level, allowing them to rub their pelvis together, both of them levitating a bit by the feeling.

—Babe, you drive me so fucking insane.

—I can feel it —she mumbled against his neck.

Her lips moved lower on his jaw, trapping the soft skin in between her teeth to suck in tight, making Jungkook groan when she moved her tongue around the squeezed spot.

He used to hate those marks, he always avoided waking up with a hickey anywhere in his body, but with her he loved them. She could mark him however she wanted, he was going to show off the sign of where he belonged with pride.

She moved her tongue over the reddish spot, moving up to his earlobe to have him squirm and flinching his body.

—Didn't you learn your lesson last night? You don't know what you cause when you do that.

—Honey, I know —she purred against his piercings before finally facing him again—. And that's exactly why I'm doing it.

His tongue dived inside her mouth, just to meet up with hers. Her response was always so immediate, so quick, like she always waited for him, like she always wanted to complement the other half. And that alone made his knees feel like rubber.

—I'd love to sink my mouth in you and taste you, but fuck... Once I go down your pussy, I might need, at least, one hour to fully satisfy myself.

And Y/n knew he meant it. The other night was proof enough for her.

—I'd love to have your tongue on me —she whispered against his lips—, but we both know I need your cock more now.

—Let me get a condom.

Y/n giggled when she saw him run to his office, disappearing behind the door. Although the cuteness was soon replaced by the way her body was burning for Jungkook, her core throbbing just with the glimpses of what was going to happen between them.

It took her a quick movement and her panties were around her wrist, her fingers moved down to her clit before she could be aware of them, with her head falling back over the ropes on her back while her eyes closed.

And Jungkook almost fell to his knees when he came back with that vision. He was convinced Y/n wasn't real, she had to be a product of his imagination.

—Are you going to stare for too long? —she asked, slowly opening her eyes, without stopping his movements, to confirm she was indeed real— Just to change the speed.

—If you move those fingers again, I promise I'll tie you up tonight.

More than a threat, that sounded like the juiciest promise he could think of.

He walked towards her, at the same time he did the knot that kept his sweatpants from falling, before he was back in between her legs. Y/n moved her fingers away from her core, moving them up to Jungkook's lips, which he immediately opened to taste her in her digits. At first, his eyes remained closed, but when he moved up from the middle of her fingers to the tips, he locked eyes with her, at the same time he wrapped his length around the latex.

His tip slicked through her folds, helping him on his plan of teasing her as he tapped over her swollen clit, or just rubbed himself against it, earning more than one warning.

In a matter of minutes, her sweater was rolled up over her chest, just so Jungkook could suck on her nipples as he pounded into her against the ring.

The gasps from exhaustion from twenty minutes back were turned into pleasure ones every time he sank in her, the dry sound of punches turned into the humid sounds of their bodies colliding against one another with each thrust.

Jungkook thrust so hard at some point that she was convinced she was going to fly over the surface, although his digits dented on her flesh to make sure it didn't happen.

She wasn't going away from him, not even a millimeter.

Her moans were more constant, her fingers were holding onto his locks while digging in his scalp, her legs frantically swang with his powerful movements.

—Kook —she warned him, his name leaving as a moan landed directly in his ear as she had her cheek against his.

—I know —he kissed her chin—. I got you, babe.

Six thrusts more and she melted in his arms, with her whine echoing in the emptiness of those four walls, and Jungkook joining her with a smudged groan as he left an open-mouthed kiss on her shoulder.

—Y/n —he called her, gasping for air.

—I know —she nodded, eyes closed as she tried to get some air back.

—No, you don't —he warned her—. I doubt you know how fucking in love I am with you.

The air didn't go past her throat when he said those words. Out of all the things she expected Jungkook to say after having sex with her, a confession wasn't among them.

—W... What?

—You drive me crazy, and not because I'm balls deep in you. You drive me so crazy, really, and I hate it, but at the same time it feels so good —his forehead rested on hers, while his palm caressed her cheek—. You're like the one Wi-Fi connection that actually works in a coffee shop -unexpected, frustrating at times, but I'd totally lose my mind without you. So, I guess what I'm trying to say is... congrats, you've ruined me. And I'm okay with that. Actually, I don't want it to stop. I need it to keep growing until...

She interrupted him before he could go on with that vomit of words that only kept linking one sentence to another that had the same meaning. Y/n was sure that if she didn't stop it, he probably would go on that way for another ten minutes.

—Did you compare me with free wifi?

—You compared me with a discount the other day, so I guess we're set.

Her fingers nervously played with the hairs on his nape, wondering whether she should say what she felt. She liked Jungkook, she was awfully attracted to him, but she wasn't sure to call it love. And if it was love, she certainly wasn't ready to say those words out loud.

Jungkook saw through her hesitation, linking their lips together to ease her mind as she helped her hop down the ring.

—Let's go home —his lips were soft on her temple—. It's your turn to pay for the Chinese.

—Are you sure you don't want to go for a second round?

—Nice try —he pecked her lips—. Put your panties on, and let's go.

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mymindcreatedthis · 7 months ago

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Lost the bet (18+)

Tobin Heath x Reader

Word count: 2,664

Warning: Smut, Sexual Bet, Dirty Talk, Unprotected Sex, Anal, Creampies, blowjob, Throatpies, Spanking, Hair pulling, clit Teasing, Squirting, (R Doms Tobin) (Tobin Receiving).

Summery: The girls get bored and make bets as they watch the England vs Canada game. Tobin and Reader make their own bet, Things don’t go according to Tobins plan.

*Y/n's pov*

The team was hanging out in mind and Tobins room for team bonding. We were watching the teams playing today and playing truth or Dare.

"Y/n. England vs Canada who you got money on?" Kelly asks.

"England 100% that's gonna be an easy win." I reply.

"I disagree I think Canada will win." Kelly says.

"I agree with that Canda will win." Tobin pipes in.

"Fine wanna make a bet?" I ask.

"What's the bet?" Kelly asks.

"$100 if England wins. $100 if Canada wins." I say.

"I'm down! You're so on Y/n." Kelly says.

The girls hear the bet and start butting in and placing down bets. They start throwing money in, at this point the game of truth or dare has stopped and we are just watching the England and Canada game and placing Down bets. 10 minutes into the game my phone pings. It was a message from Tobin.

Tobin: Wanna make our own bet?

Me: I'm listening.

Tobin: if Canada wins I get to do whatever I want to you 😏🤤

Me: Me but if I win I get to fuck you and free use you the rest of the weekend love.

Tobin: Deal.

Tobin looks over at me, smiling and blushing darkly. She bites her lip and stares at my crotch.

Tobin: just know you're gonna lose baby.

Me: So confident makes me wanna fuck you even more.

I swipe up and then my phone off. I set it off to the side, me and Tobin go back to watching the game. We start throwing in money, each person throws in $20.

30 minutes in Canada is up 2-0. "You guys are gonna loose. This is gonna be an easy win for me, Tobin, Mal, Alex and Christen." Ash says.

I smirk at Ash as she says this. "So cocky and confident. Careful Ash, you might loose your luck and end up loosing." I say.

"Pffft whatever. Canada vs England what a fucking joke. It'll be an easy win." Tobin chimes in.

"Keep talking and I'll have you guys throw in another $20." I say.

"Okay Bet." Tobin says. Tobin pulls out another $20 bill and tosses it onto the table. Everyone else does the same. Tobin, Ash, Mal, Alex and Christen are all rooting for Canada.

Me, Hope, Carli, Ali and Julie are rooting for England. I lean over and whisper to Ali.

"Leah Willamson is gonna nut Meg the 2 players and dribble the ball 15 yards. She's gonna get to the 15 yard line and smash it into the net and make the score 2-1." I say.

Ali looks at me, we watch the game and sure enough it happens. Ali gasps and looks at me shocked.

I just shrug and smirk. Everyone looks over at us.

"Is she cheating over there?" Christen asks.

"No quite the opposite. You guys are screwed." Ali says.

Half time rolls around, the score is tied 4-4. Tobin and her team are getting more cocky and confident that Canada is going to win.

"Easy guys we still half another half." I say not looking away from the tv screen.

The game ends, England wins 6-4. I smirk and look over at the girls who were talking shit.

"What were you guys saying? Hmmm easy win?" I ask.

I look over at Tobin. Tobin was already checking me out and undressing me with her eyes. She was biting her lip and checking not like crazy. I grab the money off the table, I split it and spilt it between me and my group.

The girls call it a night and leave the room. Tobin follows them to the door and closes the door behind them. Tobin locks the door once she closes it, I snake my arms around her waist and kiss her neck.

"Mmm you ready to get what you deserve baby?" I ask.

"Y-Yes please give it to me." Tobin stutters.

I smirk, I kiss her neck and lower my hand and rub her over her shorts. Tobin moans in pleasure and presses her ass up against me and grinds me. I moan as Tobin starts grinding against my dick. I slip my hand in her shorts and panties and rub her folds. She was soaking wet.

Tobin moans and continues to grind against my dick. The friction makes me hard, I had a full boner now.

"Tobin... Fuck baby you're soaking wet." I say.

"Someone's getting hard." Tobin moans and continues to grind against my dick.

"Mmm." I moan as she continues to grind against me. I slide her shorts and boxers down her legs and toss them to the side. I take off her top and bra and toss them to the side.

Tobin turns around she gets on her knees. She slides my shorts and boxers down my legs and tosses them to the side. My boner springs out and at attention. I take off my shirt and sports bra and toss them off to the side.

Tobin licks my dick, I moan as she licks my dick teasing me. Once I'm hard she takes my length in her mouth.

"Mmm fuck." I moan in pleasure.

Tobin slowly bobs her head. The tip of my dick hits the ack of her throat. I man in pleasure.

"F-Fuck Toby, right there." I moan in pleasure and throw my head back as Tobin bobs her head faster and faster. Tobin takes my dick in her throat deep throating me.

"H-Holy fuck Tobin. Shit." I moan loudly and close my eyes.

Tobin bobs her head faster and continues to deep throat my dick choking and gagging a bit. I moan in pleasure as I feel myself getting close.

"I'm close Toby." I moan in pleasure.

Tobin hums against my dick and bobs her head a bit faster. I moan and place my hands on her head and make her bob her head faster throat fucking her. Tobin wraps her arms around my thighs as I throat fuck her.

"Guck guck guck." Tobin sucks my dick.

Tobin taps my leg. I pull my dick out of her mouth. Tobin coughs and gags trying to catch her breath.

She catches her breath. I put my dick back in her mouth and continue to throat fuck her as I feel myself getting close.

"Tobin baby I'm go-" I moan in pleasure.

Throat pie:

I'm unable to warn her in time. I can't take it anymore I bust my load in her mouth. Tobin chokes and gags a bit as I cum in her mouth.

Tobin swallows my load and sucks me dry getting the rest of my cum. My dick falls from her mouth. Tobin shows me a mouth full of cum. Some cum drips down her chin. Tobin smiles and swallows my load.

"Fuck Tobin you really know how to suck a dick." I moan in pleasure coming down from my high.

Tobin Giggles and kisses me. "I'm not done with you just yet."

Tobin grabs my hand and leads me to her bed. She pushes me back onto the bed and makes me lay on the bed. She gets on top of me she line my dick up with her pussy, she pushes the tip in and slowly sinks down on my dick.

"Mmm fuck so wet and warm." I moan.

"Mm fuck, I thought you were big in my mouth. You feel even bigger inside me." Tobin moans.

Tobin takes a moment to adjust to my size. Tobin slowly slides up and down on my dick, I moan and place my hands on her hips.

I moan as her walls immediately clench around my dick. Tobin moves up and down faster and a bit harder.

"Fuck baby just like that." I moan in pleasure.

"Yeah does daddy like that?" Tobin moans in pleasure.

"Yes baby it feels so good." I moan.

"Good... I'm gonna drain your balls in me." Tobin sexily moans.

Fuck that may have been the hottest thing I've heard.

Tobin goes faster and Harder. We both moan loudly in pleasure, she she slams her ass down on my dick.

"Oh F-Fuck. Right there." I moan in pleasure.

Tobin moans loudly and goes faster and faster. She moans loudly in pleasure and squirts all over my abs, thighs and all over the bed sheets.

I moan in pleasure as I feel myself getting close to cumming. Tobin moans and grips the head board as she goes faster and harder.

"Ahh I'm close." Tobin moans.

"Me too, don't stop Toby." I moan in pleasure.

Tobin goes as fast and as hard as she can. I moan in pleasure as I feel my balls tighten.

Tobin baby I'm gon-" I'm unable to warn her in time.

Creampie #1:

I can't take it anymore, I bust my load deep inside Tobins pussy and paint her walls white. Tobin cums all over my dick, we both moan in pleasure as I continue to unload my massive load deep inside her shooting ropes of thick sticky cum deep inside her.

Me and Tobin ride out our highs, once we both come down from our highs Tobin slowly gets off my dick.

Thick cum oozes out of Tobins pussy, cum coats her folds and drips down her thighs and onto my lap and onto the bed sheets.

Tobin moves to the middle of the bed and gets on all fours. I get up and move behind her, cum was still dripping and oozing out of her pussy.

I smirk and squeeze her ass a bit. "Fuck baby your ass is fat as fuck." I say and smack her ass a bit. Tobin giggles and moans as I do this, I smirk and slap her ass again.

"Fuck daddy I love you spanking my ass." Tobin moans.

"Like this?" I question. I spank her ass a bit harder than before. Tobin moans and throws her ass back against me.

"Harder daddy." Tobin

I smirk and slap her ass a bit harder. Tobin moans, I smirk and slide my dick back inside her cum filled pussy. Tobin moans as my dick is back deep inside her.

"Ahh so tight and warm." I moan.

I grab her hair and place my other hand on her hip, I slowly thrust in and out of her pussy from behind.

"Fuck baby. Yes pound my pussy just like that, mmm so fucking good." Tobin moans and grips the bed sheets.

I smirk, I pull her hair as I pound her pussy fast and hard. "You like that baby? My massive dick deep inside you stretching you out and filling you up with my load."

"Yes I love it. It feels so good." Tobin moans.

"You feel so good clenched around me. Such a slut for daddy's dick and cum. Aren't you?" I say and slap her ass.

Tobin moans in pleasure. "Fuck daddy I'm such a slut for your dick and cum."

I smirk and continue to pound her pussy fast and hard from behind. I pull her hair and hold onto her hip as I continue to fuck her.

"Fuck....Fuck.....Fuck." Tobin squeaks out with each thrust.

I go a bit faster. My balls slapping against her skin with each thrust. Our moans fill the room, Tobin screams my name in pleasure as I continue to fuck her from behind.

"Fuck I'm gonna squirt!" Tobin shouts.

Tobin moans and squirts like crazy all over my abs, dick and all over the sheets.

"Woah baby, look at that squirt." I say rubbing and squeezing her ass.

Tobin moans and throws her ass back against me sliding back and forth on my dick.

"Mmm shit Toby just like that." I moan in pleasure.

Tobin giggles. "Is Daddy getting close? You gonna bust your load deep inside of me babe. Do it, fill me up with your load." Tobin moans moving back and forth faster.

I moan in pleasure as I feel myself getting closer to cumming. "Toby baby, I'm close." I moan in pleasure.

I go at an angle and pour her g spot at a fast pace. Tobin screams in pleasure, and squirts again. I moan as I feel my balls tighten.

Creampie #2:

I can't take it anymore I slam my dick deep inside Tobins pussy and bust my load deep inside her painting her walls white. Tobin moans and cums all over my dick.

"Ahh~Fuck your cum feels amazing inside me." Tobin moans as I continue to pump her full of cum as I slowly thrust back and forth.

Thick cum oozes out of her pussy and drips onto the pussy. I smile and kiss Tobin deeply, Tobin smiles and kisses me back. Tobin is a really good kisser.

I get up, I grab Tobin and pull her to the edge of the bed. I rub my dick through her soaking cum glazed folds. Tobin moans as I do this.

"Mmm fuck my ass baby." Tobin moans.

I didn't know Tobin was into anal. I slide my dick inside her tight asshole and moan in pleasure as her walls immediately clench around my dick.

Fuck I could cum just from being in her ass. "Ahh fuck Tobin you're so tight I could cum just from being in your ass."

"Mmm you feel so big in my ass. I feel so full with you in my asshole." Tobin moans.

I help Tobin hold her legs up, I let her take a moment to adjust to my size.

"Tell me when to move baby." I say.

Tobin nods and takes a moment longer to adjust to my size. "Move."

I slowly thrust in and out of her. Tobin moans in pleasure.

"Fuck I don't think I'll last long in your tight asshole." I moan.

Tobin smirks. "Your pull out game is weak babe."

I smile and shake my head. "Fuck you, oh wait I am and I just came in you twice after you begged me too."

I hold her legs and go a bit faster and harder. Tobin moans in pleasure, Tobins eyes roll to the back of her head as I continue to fuck her fast and hard.

"So fucking good~" Tobin moans.

I moan in pleasure and go faster and harder. I feel myself getting closer to cumming.

"Fuck baby, you're so tight." I moan in pleasure.

"Yes baby, drain your balls in me." Tobin moans.

I moan loudly in pleasure as I pound her tight asshole. Tobins eyes roll to the back of her head, as I fuck her faster and harder. She orgasms and squirts, her legs shake and buckle in pleasure.

I giggle and kiss her. "Mmm sexy Orgasm babe."

I moan as I feel myself getting closer and closer. "Ah I'm close."

I moan loudly as I feel my balls tighten. Tobin moans and cums all over my dick, this sends me over the edge.

Creampie #3:

I can't take it anymore. I slam my dick deep inside her, and bust my load deep in her ass. Tobin moans as I paint her walls white abs shoot ropes of thick sticky cum deep inside her ass.

"Ahhh fuck~" I moan coming down from my high.

Tobin giggles. She pulls me down and kisses me deeply, I kiss her back and we make out for a few minutes.

I slowly pull out of her ass both me and Tobin moan. Cum oozes out of her ass and drips down the bed and onto the floor.

Tobin grabs my hand and leads me to the bathroom.

"If you're fast enough we'll go another round in the shower." Tobin says.

Fuck Tobin is amazing in bed. I giggle to myself who knew Tobin was a slut in bed? Tobin hears me giggle and looks at me confused.

“What?” She smiles.

“Who knew the Tobin Heath was a slut in bed. I thought you were Dom and here I am Doming you.” I tease her.

She blushes darkly. “S-Shut up.” She cutely stutters.

I laugh and kiss her. “Mmm you’re so cute when you pout.” I say and kiss her pout away.

We strip our clothes and get in the shower. We shower and get dried off, we are too tired to get dressed so we ended up falling asleep naked. We slept with my dick inside Tobin.

#lesbiansmut #my writing #wlw smut #woso fanfics #woso smut #g!p reader #soccer #football #tobin heath

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shefaniquotes · 11 months ago

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SHEFANI PLAYLIST (Spotify 🎧)

Songs that have been referenced by Blake or Gwen in connection to their relationship or are otherwise associated with them

1. Hotline Bling �� Drake

💬 Blake: "Gwen sang it to me on 'The Tonight Show' one night, so ..."

🎼Call me on my cell phone Late night when you need my love I know when that hotline bling That can only mean one thing

2. Step By Step – Eddie Rabbitt

💭 Blake often sang this song in BSers Lounge – fans associated it with Shefani

🎼First step, ask her out and treat her like a lady Second step, tell her she's the one you're dreaming of Third step, take her in your arms and never let her go Don't you know that step by step, step by step, you'll win her love?

3. Leather and Lace – Stevie Nicks

💬 Blake: "We should [cover that song]." Shefani fans favorite since Gwen performed the song in December 2015

🎼But I carry this feeling When you walked into my house That you won't be walking out the door Still, I carry this feeling When you walked into my house That you won't be walking out the door

4. I've Been Lookin' – Nitty Gritty Dirt Band

💭 Back in summer 2018, Blake’s mom posted a video of them singing this song while driving in OK

🎼I've been looking for a love Someone to hold as I lay sleepin' I'm not talking 'bout someone Who's scared of promises Or keepin' 'em I'm just looking for a love To stand the test of time I've been lookin' for someone To be all mine

5. Baby I'm-a Want You – Bread

💬 Gwen: "What’s that song that I love…?" - Blake: "Baby I'm-a Want You by Bread?"

Blake on The Voice: "Gwen's not kidding. We listen to Bread all the time."

🎼Used to be my life was just emotions passing by Then you came along and made me laugh and made me cry You taught me why Baby, I'm-a want you Baby, I'm-a need you

6. There’s No Stoppin’ Your Heart – Marie Osmond

💬 Blake: "I love that song ‘There’s No Stopping Your Heart."

🎼I plan to be the one who sticks around Ooh your love could lift me up above the clouds I get so high when I'm with you, I may never come down When forever starts, There's no stopping, no stopping, no stopping your heart

7. I Want To Know What Love Is – Foreigner

💬Gwen: "You took a song that’s actually on my makeout playlist"

🎼I wanna know what love is I want you to show me I wanna feel what love is I know you can show me

8. So Small – Carrie Underwood

💬 Blake on The Voice back in 2016: "I completely got wrapped up in the lyrics of that song. You delivered the message to me tonight, and I totally related to the lyrics of that song."

🎼And what you've been out there searching for forever Is in your hands Oh, and when you figure out love is all that matters after all It sure makes everything else Seem so small

9. Haven’t Got Time for the Pain – Carly Simon

💬 Gwen: "I would dedicate this song to @Blakeshelton gx."

🎼All those crazy nights when I cried myself to sleep Now melodrama never makes me weep anymore 'Cause I haven't got time for the pain I haven't got room for the pain I haven't the need for the pain Not since I've known you

10. Stricken – No Doubt

💬 "She asked me if I knew the song Stricken and told me she recently sent it to Blake."

🎼I love you completely I guess I'm kinda mad about you I love you, I love you I do Love overcomes all of my senses Lowers all of my defenses, yeah

11. Defenseless – Kirk Jay

💬 Blake: “This is my life right now.”

🎼Oh, I'm defenseless Like a drought to a flame I’m defenseless Girl, when you say my name But the thing is I have never felt safer than this

12. Lookin' For Love – Johnny Lee

💬 Blake before playing the song: "I’ll try. I gotta do it for Gwen."

🎼Well, I spent a lifetime lookin' for you Single bars and good time lovers were never true Playing a fools game, hopin' to win And tellin' those sweet lies and losin' again You came knockin' on my heart's door You're everything I've been looking for

13. Turn Your Lights Down – Bob Marley and the Wailers

💬 Blake: "Gwen and I have a playlist. I want their version." - John: "It's a good love song for when you guys..." - Blake: "You're talking about loove."

🎼This potion might, this ocean might, carry me In a wave of emotion to ask you to marry me And every word, every second, and every third Expresses the happiness more clearly than ever heard (uh) And when I play 'em, every chord is a poem Tellin' the Lord how grateful I am because I know him (what? word) The harmonies possess a sensation similar to your caress (uh)

14. In Your eyes – Peter Gabriel

💭 The first dance song

🎼In your eyes The light, the heat (Your eyes) I am complete (Your eyes) I see the doorway to a thousand churches (Your eyes)

15. Islands in the Stream – Kenny Rogers and Dolly Parton

💬 Gwen: "That song would be my dream if me and Blake could do that song together one day."

🎼I can't live without you if the love was gone Everything is nothing if you got no one And you did walk in the night Slowly losing sight of the real thing But that won't happen to us and we got no doubt Too deep in love and we got no way out

#blakeongwen #gwenonblake #beginning #wedding #2015 #2018 #2021 #shefani

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wildbriars · 4 months ago

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i wanted so much to be loved

a playlist for komatsu “hachi” nana who, for all her alleged crimes, was really just a girl • listen here

i. the boy is mine ariana grande / ii. cupid - twin ver. fifty fifty & sabrina carpenter / iii. gorgeous taylor swift / iv. can't blame a girl for trying sabrina carpenter / v. falling for ya grace phipps / vi. fever carly rae jepsen / vii. needy ariana grande / viii. every summertime niki / ix. marry you bruno mars / x. gimme love carly rae jepsen / xi. super psycho love simon curtis / xii. lovefool the cardigans / xiii. down bad taylor swift / xiv. hopelessly devoted to you olivia newton-john / xv. forever & always taylor swift / xvi. all you wanna do aimee atkinson / xvii. in my head ariana grande / xviii. enough for you olivia rodrigo / xix. normal thing gracie abrams / xx. don't smile sabrina carpenter / xxi. love is embarrassing olivia rodrigo / xxii. boy crazy cat burns / xxiii. silk chiffon muna & phoebe bridgers / xxiv. cliffs edge hayley kiyoko / xxv. sofia clairo / xxvi. you're so fucking pretty the regrettes / xxvii. michelle sir chloe / xxviii. thank u, next ariana grande / xxix. did you know that there's a tunnel under ocean blvd lana del rey / xxx. lie to girls sabrina carpenter / xxxi. i can fix him (no really i can) taylor swift / xxxii. love on the brain rihanna / xxxiii. let it happen gracie abrams / xxxiv. vampire olivia rodrigo / xxxv. cinnamon girl lana del rey / xxxvi. would've could've should've taylor swift / xxxvii. easy on me adele / xxxviii. kind of girl muna / xxxix. white horse taylor swift

#nana #nana komatsu #komatsu nana #nana hachi #hachi #hachi komatsu #nana manga #nana anime #nana fanmix #fanmix #spotify playlist #playlists #nana playlist

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aaronstveit · 1 year ago

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read in 2024!

it's that time again! i loved doing reading threads in 2022 and 2023 so i will definitely be carrying on the tradition this year. as always, you can find me on goodreads and storygraph, and you're always welcome to message me about books!

Check, Please! Book 1: #Hockey by Ngozi Ukazu* (★★★★★)

Check, Please! Book 2: Sticks and Stones by Ngozi Ukazu* (★★★★★)

Check, Please! Chirpbook by Ngozi Ukazu* (★★★★★)

The Night Circus by Erin Morgenstern (★★★★★)

The Bad Ones by Melissa Albert** (★★★★☆)

Everything I Never Told You by Celeste Ng (★★★★★)

None of This Is True by Lisa Jewell (★★★☆☆)

Get a Life, Chloe Brown by Talia Hibbert (★★★☆☆)

The Mysterious Case of the Alperton Angels by Janice Hallett (★★★★☆)

Dream Work by Mary Oliver (★★★★☆)

Everyone on This Train Is a Suspect by Benjamin Stevenson (★★★★☆)

Cain’s Jawbone by E. Powys Mathers

The Poppy War by R.F. Kuang (★★★★★)

You’ve Been Summoned by Lindsey Lamar** (★★☆☆☆)

The Seven Ages by Louise Glück (★★★★☆)

The Last Girl Left by A.M. Strong & Sonya Sargent** (★★★☆☆)

The Dragon Republic by R.F. Kuang (★★★★★)

The Bluest Eye by Toni Morrison

Normal People by Sally Rooney (★★★★★)

How to Solve Your Own Murder by Kristen Perrin** (★★★☆☆)

She Drives Me Crazy by Kelly Quindlen (★★☆☆☆)

The Girl on the Train by Paula Hawkins (★★★☆☆)

The Drowning Faith by R.F. Kuang (★★★★★)

Crying in H Mart by Michelle Zauner (★★★★★)

The Burning God by R.F. Kuang (★★★★★)

King Lear by William Shakespeare (★★★★☆)

All These Sunken Souls by assorted authors, edited by Circe Moskowitz (★★★★☆)

The Big Four by Agatha Christie (★★★☆☆)

The Avant-Guards, Vol. 1 by Carly Usdin, Noah Hayes (★★★★☆)

That Was Then, This Is Now by S.E. Hinton (★★☆☆☆)

The Avant-Guards, Vol. 2 by Carly Usdin, Noah Hayes (★★★★☆)

Jurassic Park by Michael (★★★☆☆)

The Magician’s Nephew by C.S. Lewis (★★★☆☆)

Les Misérables by Victor Hugo (★★★★★)

Violeta by Isabel Allende (★★★☆☆)

Wrong Place Wrong Time by Gillian McAllister (★★★★☆)

The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe by C.S. Lewis (★★★★☆)

Fun Home: A Family Tragicomic by Alison Bechdel (★★★★☆)

The Color Purple by Alice Walker (★★★★★)

The Weary Blues by Langston Hughes (★★★★★)

Third Girl by Agatha Christie (★★★☆☆)

The Horse and His Boy by C.S. Lewis (★★★☆☆)

Giovanni’s Room by James Baldwin (★★★★★)

In the Dream House by Carmen Maria Machado (★★★★★)

Prince Caspian by C.S. Lewis (★★★☆☆)

I Who Have Never Known Men by Jacqueline Harpman, translated by Ros Schwartz (★★★★★)

Persuasion by Jane Austen (★★★★★)

V for Vendetta by Alan Moore & David Lloyd (★★★★☆)

What Lies in the Woods by Kate Alice Marshall (★★★☆☆)

We Could Have Been Friends, My Father and I: A Palestinian Memoir by Raja Shehadeh

One Hundred Years of Solitude by Gabriel García Márquez

Murder on the Orient Express by Agatha Christie* (★★★★★)

Legendborn by Tracy Deonn (★★★★☆)

The Westing Game by Ellen Raskin* (★★★★★)

Homegoing by Yaa Gyasi (★★★★☆)

Carmilla by J. Sheridan Le Fanu (★★★★☆)

An Education in Malice by S.T. Gibson (★★★☆☆)

The Nothing Man by Catherine Ryan Howard (★★★★☆)

You Shouldn’t Have Come Here by Jeneva Rose (★☆☆☆☆)

The Metamorphosis by Franz Kafka (★★★★☆)

First Lie Wins by Ashley Elston (★★★★☆)

The Voyage of the Dawn Treader by C.S. Lewis (★★★★☆)

The Silmarillion by J.R.R. Tolkien* (★★★★★)

The Iliad by Homer, translated by Emily Wilson

Everyone This Christmas Has a Secret by Benjamin Stevenson (★★★★☆)

A Tree Grows In Brooklyn by Betty Smith (★★★★★)

4:50 From Paddington by Agatha Christie (★★★★☆)

Small Things Like These by Claire Keegan (★★★★☆)

From Turtle Island to Gaza by David Groulx (★★★★★)

The Starless Sea by Erin Morgenstern (★★★★★)

Cryptid Club by Sarah Andersen

An asterisk (*) indicates a reread. A double asterisk (**) indicates an ARC.

#talking to strangers #reading thread

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the1975attheirverybest · 2 years ago

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fic idea if you feel like writing any <3

dad Matty is left in charge of getting his little ones ready for school. his eldest daughter can get herself ready but he still checks on her and she helps him get the little ones ready. just some cute shit like making breakfast, doing their hair, driving them to school??

Gave them names cuz it gets clunky constantly referring to them by their ages, though i can't possibly imagine what Matty would name his children.

Warnings: None

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Matty tiptoed towards his eldest's room, grinning to himself. His heart fluttered at the prospect of seeing her excited face once he hands her the coffee he'd gone out to get her. He cracked the door open as delicately as possible, wincing when it creaked. It didn't seem to bother her though. He smiled softly at the sight of his first baby girl, sleeping soundly, and thought to himself that she almost looks the same as she did back when he used to set her down in her crib, over a decade ago.

"Alice, honey, wake up." He whispered, nudging her gently with one hand, holding the coffee cup in the other.

Alice stirred slightly but seemed, on the whole, unaware of his presence. "Baby, I'm sorry cuz you look so comfortable, but- it's time to get up now."

She groaned and mumbled something Matty couldn't quite make out, pulling the covers over her head.

"what was that?" He laughed.

"I said you stink." she mumbled from behind the duvet.

"Just got back from the gym. Didn't have time to shower cuz I wanted to get you this." he stuck his coffee-carrying hand into the tent she'd made herself with the bedding. "Does that help at all?" he giggled. "It's full of that sugar and cream and gross shit that you like."

Slowly, she accepted his sacrificial offering, peeking her head out to look at him with squinty eyes.

"Wait, where's Ellie?" She sipped on her beverage, letting the saturated sweetness warm up her body.

Matty noticed that she held her coffee with both hands, exactly as he always does, and smiled to himself. "Oh, she's in the baby chair in the living room."

"You took her to the gym with you? you crazy?"

"'Course not, dropped her off at Hann and Carly's."

"hmm." she crossed her eyebrows, taking another sip.

"what? I wasn't pawning her off, I promise! went to pick up Hann anyway cuz he wanted to come with me."

"I just feel bad for Carly. Every time she thinks she's done with the infant phase, one of you lot has a baby and asks for her help."

Matty chuckled and shook his head. "She knew what she was in for all those years ago when she married Hann. It's a deal. You marry one of us, you've married into the whole band. Besides, I'd watch their kids in return....one day. When they're old enough to-"

"to not need your help? yeah."

Matty laughed, in awe of her. "Warning: im going to kiss your head now."

"Don't you dare- ewww you're gross." she squirmed away to maintain the grumpy teenager facade. Secretly, she liked when he was sweet with her.

"Count your blessings, kid." he smiled. " You think my dad ever brought me coffee in bed? He banged on the door twice, if I didn't wake up, then it was all my fault."

"Grandpa Tim's too sweet for that."

"Finish your coffee and get dressed, alright? I've got the other two to take care of." Matty walked away from her, heading for the door.

"Make sure you shower first!"

"Piss off!"

***

"Right, so what're we feeling today? pig tails? bun? what's the vibe?" Matty ran the comb through his 5 year old's hair, looking into her eyes through the mirror they were both facing.

Emma sighed loudly, looking away from his reflection.

"hey, what is it, darlin'?"

"Well, I want small braids in my hair, but you always make them too loose and they end up falling off. So...I'll take a pony tail, I suppose." She rolled her eyes.

"Excuse me! I'll have you know, I've been practicing my technique!"

"no, you haven't!" She crossed her arms over her chest.

"Yes, I have! Your uncle George's been showing me. You want me to call him so he can tell you?"

"I guess you can just prove it by doing my hair. Tightly this time!"

"Yes, m'am!"

***

"Okay, I've got all three of you, my car keys, my head hasn't exploded, yet. So, off we go, i guess...c'mon."

"Not so fast." Alice tapped his shoulder. "Em refuses to wear the right shoes."

Matty frowned, looking down at his 5 year old's feet. "she's got shoes on. What's the issue."

Emma pulled her sister's arm and whispered something about not telling dad the situation, but Alice simply shrugged her off.

"well....you see those butterflies with the glittery wings?"

"Yeah...."

"They violate the dress-code.

"She's 5! why does she need a dress code?"

"Hey, I'm just the messenger."

C'mon Em, you're not changing out of these shoes. If anyone says anything to you, tell them to give me a call." She grinned, wide and toothy, just like her dad, hopping and skipping over to him to take his hand as they walked out the door. "these....fuckin' tyrants squashing out a kid's sense of self with their oppressive conformity." He mumbled all the way to the car.

"Hey, if you're so anti-establishment, you shouldn't have put her in that school."

"It's the best there is!" Matty shrugged, unlocking the car door and setting his infant down in her car seat. "Though I'm gonna have to have a talk with your mother about this tonight...a school with strict rules for kids? Can't be the best there is..."

***

"Whose turn is it to pick the music?" Matty asked.

"NOT yours!" Emma yelled out from the backseat, making her dad burst out laughing.

"So much for democracy." Matty muttered and handed his phone to Alice in the front seat. "Well, we're dropping you off first, so you pick for the first half, and then Emma can change it after."

"Best dad ever."

"fuck yeah I am. And don't you two forget it!"

#matty healy #matty healy fanfiction #matty healy fanfic #matty healy fluff

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tillthelandslide · 1 year ago

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ONE OF MY ABSOLUTE FAVES, A CONSTANT SUPPORT AND AN AMAZING FRIEND @xthe1975

This is for you....

You woke up pretty early, the warm sun peaking through the curtains of your shared room. You feel the familiar arms of Ross pull you tighter, face pressed into your neck, lips slowly trailing sleepily across the skin.

"Happy birthday love" he mumbles, his deep morning voice making you smile but also making your stomach clench.

"Thank you sweetheart" you say, liking the way he woke slightly more at the sound of your voice, loving the way his head snapped up and he smiled at you.

"I've got the whole day planned... But first" he leans down slowly, capturing your lips in his in a passionate kiss, neither of you caring about morning breath "I'm going to show the birthday girl how much I love her" he speaks, lips back at yours the first instance they get.

He softly makes love to you, truly showing you how much he loves you before he leaves you to shower. When you're finally finished you find him downstairs, cooking your favourite breakfast.

You watch as he hooks, hair tied up in a bun now and his hips swap slightly to the music he's put on. You couldn't get happier that he's here, home for tour, and determined to make your birthday the best it could be.

You eat the delicious food, and he has to practically force you to sit down whilst he cleans everything up. You begin opening some cards without him, just of some friends and colleagues. He's eventually back at your side, sitting in your living room, and he pulls you into his lap, watching over your shoulder as you read the cards.

He hands you a big card, little messages from all the band, practically everyone behind the scenes of the tour and everyone who he works with. The little messages from the boys make you smile widely and tear up slightly.

"Happy birthday love! Thanks for putting up with us crazy lot, much love - M xxx -p.s glad Ross will be with you for your birthday, he's been a nightmare"

Mattys words makes you chuckle lightly and lean back to press a quickly kiss to Ross' mouth.

"Happy birthday you legend! Party hard and drink lots, hope you like the gift Charli and I got for you! Love g x". Ross then hands you a gift and you open it to find some beautiful jewelry which makes you smile, you put it on immediately.

"Happy birthday from baby Hann, Carly and Hann, we love you! Have the best day, you deserve it"

You slowly read all the other messages, from the likes of Charli, Jamie Oborne, John, Polly, Gabi and lots others.

"Ready for mine now?" He smiles excitedly and it makes you excited. He briefly leaves before coming back with way too many presents and a big card.

You open the card, revealing lots of pictures of the two of you, safe to say you immediately tear up, you open it and see paragraphs which makes you giggle.

"Is this going to make me cry Ross?" You ask and he laughs.

"Possibly...." He holds you tightly as you read his words.

"My love, I had to get this big card as I have a lot to say. Firstly, happy birthday my girl. I hope you have the best day because you truly deserve it. God knows you are the best thing that has ever happened to me, no words will ever be enough, no words will ever truly describe what you mean to me. You are my everything and I love you so much. You deserve the world and hopefully today I can bring you even half the happiness you bring me" he writes and it makes you cry, turning to find your lips.

He's then written his favorite memories of yours and his relationship so far, each makes you smile widely, and lots of kisses and hugs are shared.

You then spend the rest of the day with Ross, doing everything you love, eating everything you love and want to eat and Ross never leaves you side. In the evening he surprises you with all your friends, family and the guys coming round.

It's the perfect birthday.

Note: sorry this was a bit shit. I hope you've had the best day, just know how much you mean to me, I love you I

#the 1975 #ross macdonald #the 1975 fanfic #ross macdonald the 1975 #ross macdonald x reader #ross macdonald one shot #ross macdonald imagine #ross macdonald fan fic

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HI JUNI!!! gimme 1 and multiples of 11!!

Locals (Girls like us) by underscores ft gabby start

I am in no way surprised this made it to number 1. im fucking obsessed with this song i listened to it multiple times per day for months its so catchy and energetic and passionate and transfeminine and i love it. also btw this is the song playing during the transformation scene at the party in chew toy. GIRLS LIKE US ARE ROTTEN TO THE CORE!! this song makes me want to bite someone. btw fun fact underscores went to my high school

11. Drunk Voicemail by Pom Pom Squad

hey, you're the one who introduced me to this album!! i returned to this album regularly all year, it inspired a lot of writing and emotions. this song is really fucking good for those heavy late night feelings. it's a CRUCIAL chew toy song and a WWNGJAD song and the rest of the album was super influential for cul-de-sacrilege.

22. Edging in Heaven by Juicebumps

this is a SUPER WEIRD song by a small indie band ive actually gotten to see live! juicebumps has weird vibes and an insane website and its just. what a song. idk how to describe it. it's on the apple pie playlist for being a weird horny song about heaven and perfection. for a horny song it is NOT horny in the way you'd expect, it's horny in a weird unpolished sweaty uncomfortable way i love it.

33. LA Hallucinations by Carly Rae Jepsen

there's not much to say about this one other than it being a total fucking jam! emotion is a top tier album and this is one of my fav albums. i play it a lot while playing magic (i have a weird insistence that CRJ music has fairy tale vibes so espc when playing w eldraine decks?) but this song is higher up than the rest bc its a Velerium song and i got super obsessed with burning woods for a couple weeks this year.

44. IN MY MOUTH by Black Dresses

again this is just a fucking banger! i dont have specific memories associated with this song from this year its just good!! its on the chew toy playlist so that helps but like genuinely its just severely fucks. i love harsh noises i love scary synths i love trans women i love biting

55. No More Like That by Eifuawn

i listened to this a lot while writing my story mycorrhizal/the store will be closing shortly! i dont have too much to say abt it, idrk the lyrics well, it just has this vibe to it of weariness and yearning and its really beautiful

66. Lean Into Life by Petey

oh. okay. so i have a history with this song. i first heard it the night i had to say goodbye to my then-friend group, including my now-girlfriends, and this song's powerful yearning melancholic but also a little hopeful? energy made me go crazy insane. the idea of leaning into life at a time when i felt like i was just starting to become my own person with this beautiful life. anyways that friend group exploded horribly but i still have my girlfriends and this song makes me think of them <3

77. Rich Bitch Juice (Laura Les Remix) by Alice Longyu Gao

we're entering the part of the playlist where its really just songs i like. this one is just a jam! it's an amaranth song, so i guess i listened to it in preparation for the couple of dnd sessions i had this year?

88. B.F.F. by Destroy Boys

I had a big destroy boys phase this year, espc closer to the start of the year, when i was writing chew toy and cul-de-sacrilege. i was feeling grungy and angsty and destroy boys was such a vibe. bff isn't my fav song lol by them lol but its still a fucking jam

99. Hollywood Baby by 100 gecs

another amaranth debonair song! it's interesting, i don't remember the start of the year as well, so a bunch of these songs i don't fully remember listening to that much. i guess i played amy more at the start of the year than i realized? i also played her playlist in the car with my dad a lot though lol

tysm for asking i love talking about music so much :3

#asks #airshipvalentine #TY FOR ASKING ILYY

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Posting a photo of you and the other 3 girlfriends of the 1975. All looking hot af. And the caption is something like ‘they’d go too far just to have us near’ or ‘four faces straight out a magazine’. The idea of the gfs being a group of it girls is so fun. Like pap photos of u all leaving a concert. Videos of you all going crazy when Carly sings on stage. An iMessage groupchat. The boys being aware that you 4 hold all the power. Like Matty just KNOWS if he fucks up, it’s going in the chat. It’s just a lot of wine and smokey eyes and good vibes and following them on tour and going viral online.

this is so CUTE i love it. i'm thinking you post a couple of pics so clearly from a girls night - you're all in sheet masks or clay masks of some kind holding a glass of wine each in the first, and then you're out for dinner or drinks in the other one, crucially hanging out together not at a concert. but at the concerts, you're always together in a little vip bit or at the side of the stage (or right at barricade, maybe), dancing and singing along together, the other 3 taking videos when carly comes out to sing or matty drags you up for a robbers kiss and just cheering so loudly lmao. even getting ready together backstage/in hotels/at one of your houses sometimes - helping each other do hair and makeup and finding optimal places to take more pics together lol. pics of the four of you arm in arm on your way into afterparties going viral and ending up on every rockstar gf moodboard under the sun, as well as pics of you all with the boys and them visibly simping lmaooooo. groupchats on every media platform going, for ease of sharing memes and makeup inspo and gossip and laughing/ranting about things your man has done; the boys both love and hate how close you all are, because as soon as one of you knows something so do the rest of you lol. but yeah, the vibes are amazing <3

#mads answers asks #matty asks #fluff asks

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joslincox · 10 months ago

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Songs Used in Ozzy & Drix (Season 1)

Home With Hector

Tik Tok - Ke$ha

I Want You to Want Me - KSM

Girl-Crazy - LMNT

Follow Me Now - Jason Gleed

Human Fly - The Cramps

God Is A DJ - P!NK

Dancing With Myself - Billy Idol

I Wonder - Diffuser

Should I Stay Or Should I Go - The Clash

Cupid's Chokehold - Gym Class Heroes

Juliet - LMNT

Ms. Jackson - Outkast

Ultimate - Lindsay Lohan

Don't Mess With My Man - Nivea

These Boots Are Made For Walkin' - Geri Haiwell

DJ Got Us Falling In Love - Usher

Dynamite - Taio Cruz

Hello - Mindless Behavior

A Thousand Miles - Vanessa Carlton

Pieces of Me - Ashlee Simpson

Call Me Maybe - Carly Rae Jepsen

Don't Stop The Music - Rihanna

Permission to Party - KSM

We Belong Together - Mariah Carey

Moves Like Jagger - Maroon 5 ft. Christina Aguilera

Miracles Happen - Myra

One In A Million - Aaliyah

Reflex

Basketball - Bow Wow

Go Figure - Everlife

Danger Zone - Kenny Loggins

My Own Worst Enemy - Lit

Beat It - Michael Jackson

Basket Case - Green Day

So Bring It On - The Cheetah Girls

Eye Of The Tiger - Survivor

Stronger (What Doesn't Kill You) - Kelly Clarkson

Irreplaceable - Beyoncé

You're The Best - Joe "Bean" Esposito

Come Clean - Hilary Duff

Strepfinger

Secret Agent Man - Johnny Rivers

Keep It Undercover - Zendaya

Missing U - Robyn

A Lousy Haircut

Strut - The Cheetah Girls

Solo Star - Solange

Beauty Queen - Lash

Hair - Lady Gaga

Oh, My Dog

Who Let The Dogs Out - Baha Men

Bounce - System Of A Down

Bow Wow (That's My Name) - Lil Bow Wow

Hound Dog - Elvis Presley

Puppy Love - Lil Bow Wow

Street Up

Jenny From The Block - Jennifer Lopez

Welcome to The Black Parade - My Chemical Romance

Drop It Like It's Hot - Snoop Dogg

Get Low - Lil John & The East Side Boyz

Back In Black -AC/DC

Paint It, Black - The Rolling Stones

Bloody Mary - Lady Gaga

Goo Goo Muck - The Cramps

Back to Black - Amy Winehouse

Gas of Doom

About You Now - Miranda Cosgrove

All I Want is Everything - Victoria Justice

When There's Smoke

Cigarette Duet - Princess Chelsea

The Globfather

Summer Is Not Hot - Selena Gomez And The Scene

Pon De Replay - Rihanna

Don't Eat Stuff Off The Sidewalk - The Cramps

Boombastic - Shaggy

Hawaiian Roller Coaster Ride - Mark Keali'i

So Sick - Ne-Yo

Beyond The Sea - Bobby Darin

If It's Lovin' What You Want - Rihanna

Cancer - My Chemical Romance

Starships - Nicki Minaj

California Gurls - Katy Perry

Ozzy Jr.

Sweet Child O' Mine - Guns N Roses

Always Be My Baby - Mariah Carey

Welcome to My Life - Simple Plan

Growth

American Idiot - Green Day

Drama Queen (That Girl) - Lindsay Lohan

So Yesterday - Hilary Duff

The In Crowd - Mitchel Musso

Wannabe - Spice Girls

Flavor Of The Weak - American Hi-Fi

Genie In A Bottle - Christina Aguilera

Distracted - KSM

Take Me Away - Lash

Rip Her To Shreds - Taryn 24

I Can't Hardly Stand It - The Cramps

Number One - Ginger Fox

How Bad Can I Be - Ed Helms

Mean Gurl - Gina Rene

Rumors - Lindsay Lohan

I'm Just A Kid - Simple Plan

The Art Of Losing - American Hi-Fi

The Middle - Jimmy Eat World

Tangled Up in Me - Skye Sweetnam

Run This Town - Jay-Z, Kanye West and Rihanna

She's So Mean - Matchboy T

Me Vs. The World - Halo Friendlies

Get Out - Mitchel Musso

Royals - Lorde

Sugar Shock

Sugar Rush - AKB48

Sugar, We're Going Down - Fall Out Boy

I Want Candy - Cory Simpson

Candy - Mandy Moore

Goodies - Ciara

Sell Me Candy - Rihanna

Candy Shop - 50 Cent

Lolipop (Candyman) - Aqua

The Sweet Escape - Gwen Stefani

The Dream Factory

Sleep - My Chemical Romance

Thriller - Michael Jackson

Someone's Watching Me - Hilary Duff

Rockin' Bones - The Cramps

Sweet Dreams - Eurythmics

Remains of The Day

Scream

The Monster - Eminem and Rihanna

Problem (The Monster Remix) - Becky G and Will.i.am

Ghost of You And Me - BBMAK

Teenage Dream - Katy Perry

The Ghost of You - My Chemical Romance

Ghost of You - Selena Gomez And The Scene

What Dreams Are Made Of - Hilary Duff

Friends On The Other Side - Keith David

House of Wolves - My Chemical Romance

Calling All The Monsters - China Anne McClain

#osmosis jones #ozzy and drix #osmosis jones 2011 #ozzy and drix 2012 #soundtrack #season 1

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armpirate · 3 months ago

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Anti-romantic || JJk | Ch. 35

Pairings: Boxer!Jungkook x fem!reader || Enemies to lovers, neighbors

Genre: smut, angst, fluff, curse, illegal boxing, violence

Warnings: fuckboy!Jungkook x reader, smut, dirty talk, curse, mention of tarot and fate

And maybe that was exactly what got him into the big problem he was in.

At least that was what he thought at first.

There was no way she could take him seriously.

Aprox. time of reading: 14 minutes

Previous || Next

MASTERLIST

Y/n and Jungkook sat cross-legged on the floor of her apartment, surrounded by a mess of old books, crystals, and candles. They'd been at it for hours, flipping through pages and trying out different spells from the damned book that got them in that trouble.

They first tried with the solution that was given in the page behind his spell, but he didn't feel anything, so they tried with the different solutions that kept coming up throughout the different spells for different things, even if they had nothing to do with what he wanted to erase.

—This one says you have to meditate under a full moon —Y/n read out loud, holding up a page with a dubious-looking diagram.

—Naked? —he arched his eyebrows with a malicious smile, earning an eye roll from her before dropping the book to her lap.

—Well, if you want to... It's up to you.

—Should we both do it together so it gets more power?

—You're making me regret helping you —she assured him, narrowing her eyes while dropping her head.

—I was just thinking of ways to make it work —he shrugged.

—You should eat a sprig of parsley while you do it —she commented, ignoring his approach.

Since he first stepped inside her place, it became impossible for her to concentrate on what they were there for. Jungkook always had a look, a smile, a comment... anything that completely diverted them from what they were doing. That was why they spent the entirety of her Saturday sitting on the floor, in front of a book and a bunch of snacks, with several sheets of paper displayed around them with weird sketches.

—I'd rather stay cursed than do that —he snorted, leaning back on his hands.

—That's how bad you want to date me, I see —the book made a dry sound that echoed in the room through the silence as she closed it.

—Wait, no, I'll do it —Jungkook smiled, trying to stop her from getting up—. I'll eat a whole tree if I have to.

—The sprig of parsley is enough —Y/n clicked her tongue, going back to her place while looking through the pages—. I still don't understand, what did you feel when you think the curse was thrown on you?

—I mean, it wasn't the moment Carly said those words, but later that night —he frowned—. It was like something was opening up my chest and taking my heart out.

His hand flew to his chest just by remembering the sensation, and how hopeless he felt. For a second, Jungkook felt like he was dying and there was no turning back. He even saw the way his life played through his eyes like a movie. It was so frustrating... and scary.

—You, so used to treating girls like objects, will be burdened by the pain of being treated the same way. Love will be an unknown word in your dictionary from now on so when you find The One, you will be repaid with everything you've been giving others —Y/n pursed her lips, repeating the same words that were said to him, for the seventh time that day—. You did hurt her enough for her to go these lengths. My ex is so lucky I don't believe in this.

—I wasn't even dating her. I can't imagine what she'd have done if we had dated —he scoffed.

Y/n looked over at him when he spoke, and something in her made her believe there was no point for Jungkook to just lie about that. He was so shameless, that he probably would've admitted his crime with grace and would've pretended to play it as if it weren't a big deal.

—You didn't once think of dating her? Or anyone? —she asked.

No.

That was the clearest answer he had in his mind.

Not the way he wanted to date Y/n and do all those silly things he had watched in movies.

He didn't know if it was indirectly related to the way he saw his parents' relationship end, or how scared he was of someone hurting him the way his mother hurted his father. It frightened him to see himself the same way he had always seen a person that seemed indestructible. He wasn't curious about love, because he was sure what it'd led to.

But Y/n slowly got in his life, so subtly and quietly that he didn't realize until it was too late. Every push and pull, every clap back, every witty answer led to a kiss, a hug, a smile that he kept looking forward to. And, for the first time in his life, he was curious about love, he was looking forward to sharing everything about him and receiving everything she wanted to share. Heartbreak didn't even have a place in his head when it came to her.

—I bet it makes you feel so proud to know you're the first —he teased her.

And last.

—Considering you barely have any firsts available, it feels more like one of those discounts with a countdown.

—That... I don't know what to think of that —his eyes moved to the table, losing his gaze there as he tried to look into her response—. Did you call me cheap?

—It sounds like it, but I promise it wasn't my intention —she giggled, moving her hands up while looking for peace—. You didn't answer my question.

—No, I didn't —he sighed—. I was in those flings, but at the same time I wasn't. I didn't want to be alone, but I didn't want to be with someone either —he puckered his lips—. All of them knew I didn't want anything serious, even Carly did. At least I made sure to make it clear when she asked after our third hook up.

With his perspective, Y/n thought that there was nothing wrong with what Jungkook was doing. He was honest with those girls. Morally and health-wise, she could doubt his choices, but, at the same time, he was honest with his feelings and intentions -which was more than what most of the men in her life had been.

—Maybe I should've stopped seeing her when she started getting too attached.

—Maybe —she smiled—. I think it's important that you're seeing it from the outside, and that you're finally able to sympathize with what those girls were feeling. It's one step forward, actually. And you're doing more than a lot of people are able to —she scoffed.

Admitting one's mistakes was always the biggest crash on someone's ego, yet Jungkook was admitting his in front of hers with no excuses, not a "but..." to back him up.

She blinked, getting herself out of her own thoughts before looking down, eyes on the book while pushing it over the table with a gentle movement.

—We've tried everything. This is hopeless.

He gave her a small, reassuring smile, reaching out to gently squeeze her hand.

—I appreciate you going all out for me, but maybe it's not something we can just... you know, undo like this.

—Honestly, while doing all of this I was thinking... You like me, I like you, I'm still here —Jungkook's eyes were attentive to her—. What if you aren't cursed and that thing on your chest was just a gas crying to get out?

Omitting her joke, Jungkook thought that maybe she was right. She didn't run away, she didn't leave, nothing got in between them ever since they met each other. Maybe all those girls left because they weren't meant to stay, and he just related them to the curse because it was an excuse that seemed logical while he escaped commitment.

—First of all, I don't fart.

Y/n had to hold back the laugh that was about to come out with that denial.

—I remember you there's a thick hole in our shared wall, bed to bed, and let me tell you those girls' moans weren't the only thing that made me lose sleep. I've heard you more than once.

—And you're still after me? See how this is love?

Y/n smirked, shaking her head with his comment.

—You might be right —he sighed—. Could be this gave me a better excuse to act the way I did. Probably, if the curse was real, you'd have moved out in a matter of days.

—Or I'd have died the day you tried to poison me —she calmly stated, collecting all of the sheets that were at her reach.

—For how long will you remind me? —he arched his pierced eyebrow.

—Oh, darling. You have a lot of dates ahead to make up to me —she squeezed his cheek.

—What about today?

—Today?

—You, me, a motorbike, some sandwiches...

—Only if I'm the one who drives —she conditioned.

—I can't promise I'll be able to keep my hands to myself.

—I didn't tell you to —she smiled at him, leaving the book back on the shelf.

The pan of guilt he felt, knowing there was so much more he wasn't telling her, slowly vanished when she looked back at him from the door frame to her room. He swallowed down the urge to spill everything right then, to be as honest as he had always tried to be with everyone, but he kept quiet.

Maybe Y/n didn't need to know about how brutal he was in some fights at the beginning, or how that got him in one more scare. Maybe Y/n didn't need to know about Mortal Blow or that side of him ever in her life.

Her back vibrated with her giggle when Jungkook snuggled to her like a schoolgirl, wrapping his arms around her body, palms on her belly -as if he hadn't had his hands holding her breasts just five minutes back-, with his helmet taking up most of her back.

It didn't surprise him how well she drove, and he wasn't sure he wanted to ask her how she learnt to drive -because he knew it was going to relate directly to the ex boyfriend she mentioned the other day-, and he didn't really want to deal with that thought when he was just getting to enjoy himself.

He came up with the idea of going on a picnic, he prepared their lunch, but Y/n was the one who thought of the place. She had a good idea up her sleeve, which led them to a small lake nearby.

The park was filled with groups of friends cackling, lying a few meters away from them; couples kissed and got touchy on the grass, while others drove the swan-shaped boats in the lake; families walking around, swinging their kid by their arms as if making them fly over the ground.

And suddenly, a thought got so deep in his head, being so realistic, that Jungkook lost touch with reality until Y/n called him out.

His doe eyes were already big enough, but they always got bigger when Jungkook got immersed in his own thoughts. And at that moment, he looked exactly like that, with a small smile curving up his face.

—Tell me you aren't imagining what those people would look like if they fell.

He blinked, finally looking at her to realize how serious his thoughts were when it came to her. He never thought of being in a serious relationship, and there he was: daydreaming of getting to have a family with her when they weren't even dating.

—Wouldn't it be funny? —he lied, backing himself up.

—Oh Jeon, I just hope I'm there the day karma bites your ass —she mumbled, taking a sip to her sprite.

—Tss, hope you know you'll be the one cheering me up when that happens —he replied back with a cheeky smile.

Jungkook bent slightly over her, a hand behind her back on the grass, while his lips approached her so dangerously she held her breath without noticing.

—Let's hop on one of those boats —she hurriedly suggested, getting up from the ground when their lips barely touched.

Jungkook was so devilishly attractive, that she wasn't sure she'd be able to contain herself once they started kissing. Even looking back to him, when he was still lying on the floor, playing with his lip ring as he smirked, was driving her close to insanity.

Even when he complained, causing his accent to become thicker, he made her knees go weak.

—Forty dollars for an hour —he clicked his tongue, saving his wallet back in his back pocket—. For that amount I can build the boat myself.

—The question is whether it'd float when you got to the middle of the lake —she chuckled, stepping on the boat first.

Jungkook eyed it suspiciously, stepping at the edge to check on it

—You seriously think this is safe?

Y/n laughed, feet already on the pedals.

—Come on, you can take down five guys in a ring, but you're worried about a swan boat?

He rolled his eyes but couldn't help but smile as they began pedaling out onto the lake. It was a peaceful scene -the soft lapping of the water, the muffled sound from the people around them, and her skin shining so bright under the golden sun.

For a while, they floated in relative peace, until Y/n nudged Jungkook with her elbow.

—We made it to the middle, it does float, at least.

As if on cue, the boat wobbled slightly, when Jungkook's baggy jeans got stuck in one of the pedals, causing him to shift his weight -just a little too much.

—Wait, wait... —Y/n's warning came too late.

With a yelp, Jungkook lost his balance despite her trying to reach for his arm, tipping over the side of the boat and splashing into the water. For a second, there was nothing but stunned silence, and then Y/n burst out laughing.

Jungkook surfaced, drenched, with a look of pure disbelief.

—I fucking knew it.

—Are you okay? —Y/n called between giggles, leaning over the edge to offer him a hand.

He glared at her, though the corners of his mouth were twitching.

—I'm never trusting a swan boat again —he gasped—. Shit, I might get a stomach cramp now.

—Yeah, over a ham sandwich. You're okay, get back on the boat.

Y/n held tight on the boat, as Jungkook effortlessly pulled his body up the water to sit back in his place. He shook his head fast, trying to get rid of a lot of the wetness in his locks.

—I know I've called you a dog a few many times, but it wasn't for you to take it literally —she huffed, trying to cover up herself with her arm .

—Shit, my phone —he whined, taking the device out of his front pocket.

—And your wallet —she reminded him.

Jungkook, now soaked and glaring playfully at Y/n, shook his head with a grin.

—You're lucky I'm in a good mood today, but still get ready to deal with the consequences.

—Uhh, I'm so scared —she dared him, face getting closer to his—. Let's get back home, you'll need that hot shower.

He was surprised when instead of going back to sitting properly, she kissed him so naturally and sweetly that his heart skipped a hard and loud beat.

It was a quiet afternoon, the kind where time seemed to move slowly. Y/n had stepped out to get groceries, leaving Jungkook alone in her apartment while he took a shower and drained his clothes. He wandered aimlessly, his gaze drifting over her neatly organized bookshelves and the cozy decor.

Pictures of Mitchell and her mother, only her mother, Y/n with a group of friends... all of them were placed over one of the shelves. As he passed by one of the pictures she had with Jason, strange folding caught his eye. He leaned closer, picking it up. He wished he hadn't let curiosity get over him, so he'd have just seen her with Jason, laughing, arms around each other, looking carefree and happy. But just her and Jason.

As he unfolded the picture, his heart dropped to his feet and his breathing was cut in his throat.

He recognized the other man that was next to Y/n, and that she kept hidden behind the frame.

A memory flickered in his mind. He'd seen that face before. In a darker, more painful context. The underground gym, the rough-and-tumble fighters. The young man in the picture was the same one he'd seen at the club years ago, the same one he once beated, almost, to death, before he left that gym they shared.

Noah wasn't only a competitor, but also a trainee when the other gym went bankrupt.

His stomach twisted as the realization hit him like a punch to the gut. Y/n's brother hadn't just been some random fighter. He'd been someone Jungkook had trained with, someone he knew pretty well since he was the one who set some fights for him when he wasn't able to attend.

And, suddenly, the scariest thought flashed his mind. Was he the one who possibly sent him to his final fight?

The guilt washed over him in waves, threatening to drown him, as everything around him kept going in circles.

Jungkook sank down onto the couch, his hands trembling. All that time, he'd been searching for answers about the curse and helping Y/n with her investigation, not realizing he was a part of the very story she was unraveling. If she found out the truth... everything would change. Every step forward they had taken would disappear in front of him.

He took a deep breath, trying to steady himself. He had to keep it from her, at least for a while. He couldn't bear to lose her -not when things were finally going right between them. Not when she'd just started opening up, letting him in.

Y/n's cheerful humming drifted in from the hallway as she returned, and Jungkook hastily put the picture back, forcing a smile as she entered the room.

—Hey, you —she greeted, setting down a bag of groceries and grinning at him—. What did I tell you about sitting your wet ass on my couch?

—Right —Jungkook stood up, his heart still pounding, maybe even harder when seeing her.

He took the chance when Y/n went to the kitchen to leave the picture back to where it was, before she could even notice he had seen it.

—Where's your cocky answer? —she frowned— Fuck, are you sick?

Her concerned eyes moved over him, when her hand touched his face to check on his temperature.

—Yeah, I am sick of being away from you —he quickly answered.

He pulled her into a playful hug, burying his face in her hair as he tried to push away the turmoil in his mind. He'd figure it out somehow -how to tell her, how to make things right. But for now, he would just hold onto the moment, hoping he could keep their happiness intact a little while longer.

If Y/n ever managed to convince him about the curse not being real and not working out, that new discovery just proved to him he was indeed cursed. And he needed to work that thing out before telling her anything.

Taglist: @jk97bam @ttanniett

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crushculture03 · 1 year ago

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Chapter 18

Contains smut!!

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The next morning Matty got up before jules, he made his way out on the balcony to smoke a cigarette in hopes that it would calm his growing nerves about telling Julie that he loved her. He was nervous she wouldn't say it back or that she would hate the song, both he knew were most likely untrue, but he couldn't get out of his head.

After finishing his cigarette he went back inside to check on her, seeing she was still peacefully sleeping, he placed a quick kiss on her forehead, then grabbed his journal and headed back outside.

Once he was sat and got himself situated, which just consisted of him lighting another cigarette and sipping the coffee he brewed from the shifty coffee machine that was in the room. He opened his journal and went to the last page he wrote in. Matty had been working on different songs for the upcoming album through out the entirety of the tour, mainly because he had his muse, julie, with him. He knew the songs may sound repetitive but he was in love so his songs were bound to reflect that. The current song he was working on was 'Happiness', that was just the working title he had but he felt it would probably end up being the final title as well.

"She showed me what love is, I'm acting like I know myself, oh incase you didn't notice, oh oh i would go blind just to see you i'd go too far just to have you near, in my soul i got this feeling" he sang quietly to himself. He knew the basis of the song but didn't have all the words yet, which meant he was stuck trying to find a chorus for the song , that was until he looked at the sleeping girl.

"My my my , you mind my mind, oh my my my , she's insatiable thats what she is" he sang, and quickly jotted that down, "her bodies like a modern art take it out infront of me" matty smirked when he wrote those lyrics down.

He recalls the first time they slept together, she was so nervous to show off her body to him, but when she did he kept telling her how it was a piece of art. After a few more minutes of thinking and writing down lyrics to the song, matty finally felt that he had a good foundation for the song and would run it by the rest of the band to see what they thought of it.

Just as he was about to turn to the next page and look at another draft he had for a different song, he heard stirring behind him, he immediately turned around and headed back inside to check up on his sleepy girlfriend.

When he walked over to the bed he saw her eyes beginning to flutter open, " hey baby, did you sleep well?" matty asked, gently stroking her cheek. Jules nodded her head and leaned up to meet his lips, " you're cute" he commented after she kissed him. "I love your curls in the morning, how they're all over the place" she giggled, slowly running her hand through his messy curls, if it was one weakness jules had, it was mattys curls.

"Thank you love, you know I keep it extra curly just for you, I stopped using so much gel, because i know how much you like the natural hair" he chuckled, " natural makes you look sexy" she giggled and kisses him again, before getting out of bed.

"You ready for the show today?" jules asked as she went to brush her teeth, matty followed her into the bathroom and said "Yeah it should be fun! I'm excited to play your home town". "I'm excited too! you know it's funny, all the girls who used to bully me in highschool, dmd me to ask for tickets or to see how I was doing, but then they would ask for tickets" she chuckled, "Yeah that's crazy, it's funny how people switch up that fast", jules nodded her head, agreeing with him.

"But besides that, I'm so excited! Charli and Carly said they needed to see me after the show, not sure what its for but they said I have to wait and see, don't know why they can't just tell me now" she said. Matty stood there thinking of the next thing he should say, he was nervous he was going to blow the surprise and just tell her in the bathroom of their hotel room, how much he loved her.

"Thats weird, but anyways lets get dressed, we should get an early start to the day" matty said, trying to change the subject. Jules thought it was weird, but just brushed it off " yes! Wanna help me pick out my outfit?" she asked, walking to her suitcase. Matty came up behind her and put his hands on the hem of her shirt "How about I just help you take this one off" he whispered in her ear. Jules turned around to face him, she wrapped her arms around his neck and smirked. She leaned in close to him and whispered " Did i mention I'm not wearing a bra", matty looked at her, wide eyed "You're killing me baby" he groaned. "We have time before we have to be at the venue" jules said, lust clear in her voice, "perfect" and with that matty connected his lips to hers, he slowly back tracked her until her knees hit the bed and she fell back on the mattress. He quickly pulled his shirt off , desperate to get relief as fast as possible, jules giggled, "This feels like I dream" she commented, "Oh baby I'll have you seeing stars after this" he said, before connecting there lips again.

☆彡

The two were in a good mood as they walked into the venue, probably due to the fact that not even an hour ago they were going at eachother, not once but twice.

As they walked into the backstage area they were greeted with the smiling faces of their friends, "Why's everyone so smiley this morning" matty commented, as him and jules took a seat next to george and charli. "We're just happy, I mean we all have our girls here with us" george commented, pulling charli closer to him and kissing her.

"Excpet ross though, I'm sorry ross, I promise once we get back things with you and hailey will be amazing" jules smiled at her friend, "thanks jules, they already kind of are, we've been non-stop texting since a few days ago" ross said, jules grinned widely "Thats amazing!".

"Jules, love can carly and I talk to you really quick?" charli asked, as she got up from the couch and held her hand out for jules to take. She took her friends hand and the three made their way out of the room and to the bathroom. "So what did you want to talk about?" jules asked her friends, " we just wanted to say, Matty must be a vampire because girl he marked the fuck out of you neck" charli bluntly responded, which made carly break out in laughter. "Please I know george is the same way, I saw you the night after your first day here, how long did you guys go at it" jules responded back, this caused all three of the girls to break out in laughter.

"Well played foreman, well played" charli said, " do you want us to help you cover them up?" carly asked, pulling out her makeup bag from her purse. "If you could make less of them that'd be great, I love the man to death but we have a job to do and can you imagine how many comments I'd get from fans when they come to buy merch" jules chuckled, as she admired the marks that littered her neck.

"I bet the boys are teasing him about the small mark I spoted on his neck when he walked in" charli commented, as her and carly helped cover up the marks on their friends neck. "Yeah, I bet they are, but i did it on purpose, not to be territorial but hes my man and yeah" jules said, she couldn't take what she just said seriously so she bursted out laughing. "I'm just kidding, i got caught up in the moment and it happened".

Meanwhile, while the girls were in the bathroom, the boys sat in the backstage area conversing amongst themselves. "So little morning delight I see" George commented as he poked the mark on mattys neck. Matty rolled his eyes "Oy fuck off george, I know you and charli went at it all night when she got here" he teased, george rolled his eyes in response and chuckled.

"Yeah yeah, well you gonna cover it up? I'm pretty sure that's what the girls are doing for julie right now". Matty shook his head "Nah I'm going to keep it, you can barely notice it anyways so its good". "You ready for after the show?" adam asked, matty nodded his head "yeah I'm a bit nervous but mainly excited that i finally get to tell her I love her".

Before he could say anymore, the girls walked back into the room, "Ta da, now she doesn't look like she was attacked by a vampire" charli narrowed her eyes on matty "looking at you healy", matty put his hands up in surrender as jules sat back down next to him. "What can I say, she taste sweet" he said, and placed a kiss on her cheek, "Ok tmi healy, I'll spray you with a damn hose" ross said, which caused the room to break out in laughter. "Lets just get to rehearsing shall we?" matty said, getting up from the couch and heading towards the stage.

✩ Time skip to after the show ✩

"I don't understand why you guys have to blindfold me" jules said, as Carly wrapped the bandana around Julie's eyes and secured it tightly. "We can't tell you julie" Carly said, as her and Charli took jules's hands and led her to the stage.

"Where are we even going? And where's matty? usually they're done by now" jules asked, starting to grow suspicious. "You ask alot of questions babe, relax we're almost there" charli said, as they lead jules to the barricade of the stage. "Ok you can take your blindfold off now" Carly said, jules quickly removed it from her face and frowned when she saw the empty set, "Whats the surprise?" she asked, but just then the house lights went out, "Whats going on?" she asked, hoping to get an answer, but no one responded.

Suddenly the main stage lights went on, revealing the band "What are you guys doing up there? Shouldn't they be packing up already?" jules pressed, "You ask to many questions julie, just relax baby" matty reassured her. He turned to the guys and nodded his head signalling for them to start the song, "This is for you jules, my muse, i hope you like it" and with that he began.

Heartbeat

Is coming in so strong

Oh, if you don't stop

I'm gonna need a second one

Oh, there's something I've

Been meaning to

Say to you, baby (Hold that thought)

Yeah, there's somethin' I've

Been meanin' to

Say to you, baby

But I just can't do it

What a call, movin' in

I feel like I can loosen my lips (Come on so strong)

I can summarize it for you

It's simple and it goes like this

I'm in love with you, I- I- I- I- I

Jules started to tear up, he was telling her he loved her through a song, something she had only dreamed about. When it got to the bridge jules couldn't help but laugh slightly when she heard

Yeah, I got it

I found it

I've just gotta keep it

"Don't fuck it, you muppet"

It's not that deep

Well, I've been countin'

My blessings

Thinkin' this through

It's like: one, two, yeah

I'm in love with you, i-i-i-i-i

After the song had finished, the boys quickly made their way offstage so matty and jules could have a private moment.

Matty jumped off the stage and ran up to his girlfriend, who had tears of joy in her eyes. "You-you love me?" she choked out, matty nodded his head, unable to think of any words. Jules grabbed him by the collar and pulled him into a passionate kiss, "I love you too matty" she whispered and kissed him again. "I love you so much julie foreman, I'm so in love with you" he said, as he kissed her again.

"Did you like the song, I've been working on it for a while" matty said, jules nodded her head "I love the song so much, it was absolutely amazing, you made all my rockstar girlfriend fantasies come true" jules said, the last part caused the two to chuckled softly. " Let's head out shall we? I wanna celebrate all night long with the girl i love" matty said as he wrapped his arm around her waist, "Sounds amazing" jules commented.

☆彡

When the two got into their room, they could barely keep their hands off of eachother. " I love you so much" matty said as he hovered over jules, placing sweet kiss on her neck, "I love you too" she whispered back. The two had already stripped eachother of their clothes, and now were left in just their underwear.

Matty slowly kicked off his boxers, freeing himself from the restraint of the cloth. He looked up to jules for permission, she nodded her head in response, signaling that she was ready. He slowly removed her underwear, throwing it somewhere in the room. He lined himself up with her entrance and connected their lips as he slowly pushed into her. Jules let out a soft moan, she laced her fingers into his hair and gave his curls a soft tug, she knew how much he enjoyed her doing this.

"You're so beautiful julie" matty said as he got into a steady rhythm, "So are you matty" she said, pulling him down for a passionate kiss. Jules loved when he would go slow with her, she loved being able to feel every inch of him in her, her stomach always filled with butterflies when he would hit that certain spot in her.

Something about this time was different, sure matty and jules have had plenty of sex with eachother over the last couple months and theres been times where its gentle and times where its rough, but this time she felt different, they both did, it wasn't just sex it was making love. The passion that was shared between the two of them with every kiss and every stroke was unlike anything before.

"Matty I'm not gonna last much longer" she whispered, " me too baby" he responded, as picked up his pace a bit. Jules felt herself hit her high shortly after, she felt like she was on cloud nine, matty shortly followed after her. He kissed her one last time, before gently pulling out and laying down next to her.

She turned on her side to face him, "That may have been the best sex we've ever had" she remarked. Matty smiled and wrapped his arms around her waist, pulling her close "I agree with you baby" he said, then placed a quick kiss on her lips. "I love you, it feels so good to finally say that" matty said, this caused jules to chuckle softly " i love you" he kisses her "I love you" and again " I love you" he kisses her one last time.

"I love you too matty, it feels good to finally say it, i love you Matthew Timothy Healy" she smiled and tucked a loose curl behind his ear. "I love you Julie Matilda Foreman" he responded, " the boys and I are going to record the song soon, so you can have it with you always" he said, "that sounds wonderful I can't wait" she responded and buried her face into his neck. "Goodnight baby i love you" he said, kissing the top of her head, " good night matty I love you too" she responded and placed a soft kiss on his neck.

A/N : End of Act 1

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