#Can't you feel the love tonight
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Little bright colored outfit with a fun vest ~
(shoes from ebay like 10 years ago. everything else is thrifted)
#ootd#jfashion#fashion#fantasy fashion#mori kei#....like... adjacent... lol#no idea what style this would be lol.. makes me think of like whimsical vaguely fantasy themed childrens book character#finally posting one of my aforementioned seven million drafts of actual outfits and costumes i have finished and edited#the photos for but just never feel like posting lol..#I need to find one of those people whos like 'omg i am ADDICTED to social media ugh i wish i could get off of it#im just browsing and posting like 60 times a daaaaay!!!' and take a little magical bottle and suck some of the social media#enthusiasim out of them. for moi. In exchange they can have some of my 'literally just never in the mood to post or interact with the#outside world ever' energy. We can balance each other. huzzah and so on#Though I think maybe it's part of the general thing I've heard of like.. I can't remember if it was in reference to adhd or just some sort#of general execcutive functioning issue type of thing - but the idea that things have to be ''just right'' before you do something. like#'oh i need to do this task. but i have to wait until XYZ first' or 'oh i can do this but only if X specific condition is met' or etc#The fact that I even have to be in a Specific Mindset to post. or sometimes will delay posting on social media because like 'oh well#I'm going somewhere tomorrow. somehow this matters. i cannot spend 5 minuts posting TONIGHT. clearly it will interfere#somehow schedule wise with the doctor appointment i have 15 hours from now. yes. yes. i must wait until my appointment is over#tomorrow afternoon. THEN i shall post' or etc. etc. lol. NOT even taking into account the many days#I just genuinely and physically sick and it's not even a mental thing. I just physically dont feel like sitting at the computer lol..#ANYWAY.. trying to get back into it. trying to get a business bank account.. make a proper paypal so i can start selling sculptures again.#selling clothes and sculptures.. posting about such things then of course as one must. etc... chanting to hype up and motivate myself lol#But yes. this is my favorite outfit out of the bunch so I am posting it first I guess.. maybe others later..#Also the purple dress says its from shein. which I've heard is bad fast fashion stuff. but maybe okay since its second hand? I havent#been to the bins since like 2020 or late 2019 even. and I think stuff like shein and temu has only become poular in the past few years#but I bet if I went to the bins now I might would find a good handfull of that stuff. Probably now not much different than what you#find in a walmart or a forever 21 or actual physical stores you can go to though. I hear quality of clothing is down everywhere no matter#where you get it or whatnot. What bountiful joys unfettered capitalism and exploitation bestows upon us (<being sarcastic).#Wearing one of my favorite little vests though. I love the texture of it and the clasps on it
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You reach the table, where Y takes up a quarter of the seating space. Although he is tucked into the corner by the lace-clad window, he is not afraid to take up space, arms outstretched across the bench that spans your booth, a dreamy half-smile on his face. You slide in next to S, opposite Y, and covertly ask, “Did you drug him?” S laughs; a dozen bells, ringing. “Gods no. I gave him a stiff drink, and the band is setting up. He has always fancied live musicians.” Sure enough, there is a band tuning their instruments among the mingling crowd of the dance floor. Just in the middle of it, a carpet designates the space for a cello, drums, musicians. A microphone is tapped, reverberating with feedback; no one flinches. The volume is high enough around the bar already, but it settles the more organized the band becomes, barhand waving people off, shushing, handing drinks over with mirth coursing through every twitch and turn of their all-aware movements. Drink-tray carrying girls swirl through the crowd like leaves on a current, trilling, the occasional slosh of liquid gleaming in the warm glow of gas-lit fire. Deals pass between mumbling gentry at the back. Glasses clink. The perfume of oil permeates, near rancid.
There’s a whole world here.
A whole world.
#interactive fiction#ouroboros#THERE IS A WORLD OUTSIDE OF RIVEN?! alright excuse me but i just bit into a theme and the flavor made my pupils blow wide#I am so distraught that I have been so silent and no one knows. The extent of it all. So I'm posting snippets tonight. Don't hold it agains#me because the fobiac self will come reeling once I feel like it's not enough. but im here... now....? can't be suave all the time. ANYWAY.#HIRSWREATH#CITY OF ALL TIME#Am I gonna give you a timeline? No. :>#although could be worth mentioning for people out of the loop: everyone is a he/him in the initial draft. I don't have the energy to change#it. They are dudes. all of them.#THIS IS THE NIGHT. OUGHHHHHHH. I love hirswreath a lot. Also hjorth but hirswreath. and then the sea. AUGH!!!!!!#more snippets???#romance ones??
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ok this is my last one of these. maybe
#his mattress is on the ground bc he is a floorboy next question#rhombus one is particularly silly i love making fun of his synesthesia#pretty sure the lori pic is from a deleted scene but you can't tell me that wasn't the dynamic of that relationship#also love a cheeky lisa apologist post. womens wrongs etc#always gonna love and support the women of TD S1 and hate marty (affectionate) and feel... ambivalent at best towards nic pizzolatto#like thank you for writing the show but also i probably hate you#starting night country tonight and i'm excited to cement my hatred of him because i just KNOW it'll be brilliant and he's just butthurt#true detective#rust cohle#marty hart
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merry xmas! im drinking rum with aleks and listening to some really old techno. i blurted everything about ouro and all the tough things surrounding, and its future, and i got so excited i yelled and yodeled into the dead and dark forest. it's been such. such a good christmas. 2025 got nothing on me. we live we die and we fucking live again. hold my hand. giggle with me. have some zacapa. i love you
#!!!!!!!#when the end of year actually feels like the exhale of a breath you've held for years? i mean. this feels almost too good to be true#not to say im not struggling. but its hard to acknowledge that when everything feels like this. like hope. like homecoming.#a force majeure of optimism but still. grounded? real? yeah. real. more real than anything has felt in years and years#i wish you a lovely holiday whether you celebrate or not#and i wish. i wish upon a thousand stars and the black matter in between that i can be present for the creativity that is a physical thing#an anchor in my body. an anvil. something i just yearn to make real and place in someone elses hands#i have no idea if im doing it the right way! if it reads as i recieve it from the frail ends of my synapses. but god damn it if i wont try#ouro got me this far (even if you had to wait for the story- the story gave me what i needed to just. change what needed to be changed befo#e I tell it to you. i truly don't know how to explain it. im just shaking your shoulders and rattling trees and telling the cosmos thank yo#!!!!! augh difficult to explain can't do it#im smiling angelically at you while man o to is playing on the speakers. and there are stars in the sky and good company beside me.#hope tonight treats you kindly#happy holidays<3
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YALL yall I need you to know the context for the bow competition. LIKE
Okay so the bow in question was Hercule's teacher's bow. (Not sure how odysseus got it. I think it was a gift but 🤷) and the draw back strength was some absurd amount that only demi gods and immortals could achieve (odysseus literally is just that mortal who's built different). (I'm not going to go back and check sources so take this with a grain of salt.) It was something like 500 lbs.
And that's on top of this style of bow being so stupidly hard to string. If you don't do it in the exact right way it will spring back and back you in the face. And this is for a 30lbs of draw back bow. Your stances has to be exactly right. Your hands just so. It's so hard. I cannot imagine what it would have taken to string a 500lb bow. Olympic archers today shoot at a 33 lbs.
AND the challenge itself, the shoot through 12 axes thing? Yah that was odysseus's signature party trick. He did that at every single festival and gathering. During the war he regularly stole every archers bow and did this shit. It was /his/ move.
#Epic the musical#Odysseus#Shoot through 12 axes challenge#Yall I need everybody to appreciate just how extremely badass and petty this challenge was#And how badass it was that odysseus could still string it#I have so many thoughts and feelings about archery#Thank you for all those years that I taught it#Love love love archery#And just to be clear odysseus does not count as a demi god#Divinity doesn't extend past one generation#Penelope recognizing that odysseus is back: I'm about to set up your favorite party trick can't wait to see you tonight 🥰😍🤩😀#Odypen being 🥰 🤝 rat bastard's in love#Archery
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basically life always goes on even if you think it won't. no matter how old you are. you don't have to be young to experience something life-changing. we're learning and growing all our lives, it isn't important how old we are. as long as we're alive,...we are alive.
#like. hold on everybody. hold on. even if the pain is unbearable believe me i've been there. just try to distract yourself. and once you're#ready-even if it doesn't feel like you're ready-be open and dare to hope. it's never too late and there's still good things that can happen#to you. even if you really can't believe it. even if you think you're already in the grave and it's all over. as long as you're here things#can still happen. you can still feel joy. you can still feel love and belonging. even if it won't feel like how it felt before you were#burdened by losses. but that won't cheapen it. you will still love them and grieve them but at the same time there will be a love that will#save you. it will keep you alive. there's always more things to love even if we can't forget who we loved and lost. that's just what being#an adult means i think. like that's life. but there are reasons to hold on. my opinion is live as long as you can. try to not end it#prematurely. there's always something. like i'm the most reclusive person ever and even for me there was something. so there's even more fo#you. hold on. do whatever you have to hold on but hold on.#idk i'm corny tonight#actually bpd#actually mentally ill
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holy lord, the FFIV final boss is nonsense.
#the cosmic hilarity of looking at the “battle” “designers'” credits and seeing one then directed ffvi and was the battle designer for ffviii#this wouldn't be quite so bad if the remaster didn't make you go through all the cutscenes every time....ehat happened to my QoL...#and i feel Gamer Rage in this Chili's tonight#I'll try again tomorrow and if i still can't do it I'll just move on to V#all that said‚ the second half if the game is much less harrowing than he first half#but between the battle speed and boss gimmicks‚ it's hard to hang out with this game the way that i would with i-iii or ix#still love kain though!!!
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Elvis' voice is a great gift to humanity. I don't know how people can live without listening to its wonder every single day -- don't know how I was able to for the biggest part of my life. Thank God today I have Elvis to keep me company. ♥
#i need your love tonight#1958-1959#one of my favorite Elvis songs#this song makes my heart flutter#i can't explain what i feel#it's like my heart is about to burst#i get so excited listening to this tune#elvis... i love you so damn much#Youtube
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I'll be so doomed the day I ever get a girl f/o
#pan rambles#I say doomed in like. a positive way. In a “I'd get way too flustered” way#I haven't really talked about it here because I don't feel like I owe it to people to talk about my attraction and the complexities of it#But I'll talk about it a bit bc I just need to ramble#I'm 99% I'm Aro. At the very least some flavor of it. I don't care about finding a specific label- I've spent many years stressing about it#And I don't really feel like spending even more years stressing about it#Despite being aro- I like the idea of being in a romantic relationship one day#Even if I know it'll probably never happen#Not only am I perfectly content with my QPR rn but also because I don't think most people would be open to the idea of dating an Aro#Which hey! Is completely fair! I know the love I feel is different than what I think most people feel#Though I'd argue that even if it's not exactly the same type- It's still plenty strong.When I love my friends it's a strong feeling#I'd do anything for my friends and I love them so much that I'd literally do anything to see them happy! The love I feel for them is strong#But it's not. Romantic y'know? Augh I'm getting distracted!#Back to my initial point!!! I can't tell if I like girls or not!#I'm not exactly in a safe place irl to try to experiment with those feelings so I've been pushing it aside for so long!#But I think there's definitely a chance I like girls in the same Aro™ way that I like guys!#I'm not gonna try to find a label for it because I don't want to label it but yeah#There's definitely a few crushes and f/os that I've headcanoned as Transfem before#But I've never romantically f/od a girl#Afksnfksnfkskd Ok yeah that's enough of Panchi rambling for tonight!#I just needed to let that out!#Thank you to anyone who listened to my Rambling about Attraction and stuff-
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Another round of "guess which two songs i realized have a remarkably similar vibe"
#tapes: a song cycle#write out loud#the lion king#disney#little miss perfect#i just can't wait to be king#joriah kwamé#elton john#tim rice#mashup#can you feel the love tonight#the owl house#lumity#genuinely believe that 98% of the times i have listened to LMP have been combined with either the DK Rap or this
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going crazy about kaz brekker hours
#HE'S JUST *screams into a pillow*#Inej wants him to be better she NEEDS him to be better and shed his armour and be emotionall vulnerable and honest to her#and every time he tries it life delivers a right hook into his solar plexus and knocks him to hell and back#and time and time again he is made to come to the incorrect conclusion that being vulnerable and soft and caring about anyone ever#is a mistake and a weakness that he isn't allowed that he doesn't deserve#and his only way of getting what he wants and keeping the people he loves safe is if he becomes something that can't love them#like life just continues to punish him for having any kind of feelings#and he can only love them if he kills the part of himself that loves them. like COME ON MAN#i'm literally unwell about this kid (KID HE'S FUCKING 17 LET HIM LIVE)#someone sedate me (well actually don't i need to start reading CK tonight)#Kaz I Am Ruin And Ruination Brekker#and it's so tragic because he has come such a long way during SoC and when Inej asks him to be hers you know he can't do it. he would like#to but he's unable of it like his walls are still built up so high.#and it's fair of her to ask because she needs that and keeping her always at arms length is not viable of Kaz but also that's all he can#currently give her. that's his all and it's not enough and my heart is breaking for them ohmygod#they make me think so much of felonies love square I'LL EAT GLASS#okay. anyway. finished six of crows. i'm normal about them.#mia's reading
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You'll be holding me
And I'll be holding you
Through those long nights
My love will be pulling you through
When you see the stars
Pretend they're my arms
When you feel the air
That is me kissing you there
#love notes#jewel#i love you forever#lately the nights feel colder without you here#i can't tell if it's clouds or the wind i hear#something feels different in the air tonight#and the only thing I need is you by my side
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said out loud to my tv "hi baby!!" when van opened the cabin door. having a normal one.
#said the same way i greet my cats so. that's what that is.#van in this episode!!!! thinking thoughts!!!!#i do not have the energy to properly process this episode tonight. but i liked that episode a lot.#THE NECKLACE!!! lottie was really crazy to do that. like how did she think that was going to go.#melanie lynskey i love you.#also taissa!! taissa!!!#oh akilah eating the blackberries... don't have a good feeling about that!#this episode was sooooo lost season 2 coded#they even had the song in the episode!! make your own kind of music sing your own special song!!!#i keep finding lost parallels i can't help it. there's been so many in this season already.#the taissa/van fire thing that's going on is very interesting. it seems to me that other tai maybe has some kind of fixation with fire?#also misty... I'm not really a misty gal but oof :(#yellowjackets#yellowjackets spoilers#OH MY GOD almost forgot about Jackie. back again in her awful wig :)
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I was rewatching the r.ed r.ain earlier and goodness he's so handsome
#ash rambles 💚#chain breaker ⛓️#okay lets write this post again. he's so handsome!!! i kept having to pause and rewind sjdhqjdhs to think that when i first watched this#series he was just some guy. and now years later I'm suddenly into him? love is a weird thing#i know i said i wouldnt post about him much but really i was just scared and embarrassed of coming back to the series after so many years#but thanks to my friends for being so supportive 🙏🏽 i am going to speak my truth now#and my truth is that sjdjqjdjq i love him so much!!#he's so dreamy..#that scene where he gets out of the shower and has the towel around his neck... oh my god. ohhhh my god.#save me mean scary biker guy that's super cold and likes punching things but is secretly really kind and sweet and loves cats#and his brothers and can canonically cook really good curry save meeee#ohhh long late night rides on his motorcycle with my arms around his waist.. hehe..#and i know the leather jackets are kinda his thing but. I'm sure he has multiple so um...#if you ever see Ash in a leather jacket that's a little too big for her.... Hehe!#methinks all it'll take to melt that Icy Exterior™️ of his would be a kiss to the cheek... but hey only one way to find out right?#also methinks these two get matching jewelry. either a necklace or an earring is fine by me! i know he wears a cross earring on one side but#i bet ours looks different. he can wear the cross earring as much as he wants! i know he was raised like that but i fucking wasn't lol#man... he's so pretty... i can't stop staring- this is one of the few times that i don't care for developing an s/i since it's been years#since i was into the franchise at all and my old s/i is both absolutely horrible#and was shipped with a character i no longer feel anything towards so... whatever. besides I'm like a series veteran lmao i dont think#i need a super cool fleshed out s/i to kiss this man when I've been the one person yapping about this franchise since like 4 years ago#anyways back to the post at hand#pretty... so handsome... he's so dreamy... ugh and that voice.. so nice... ajdhwjdhqjdh I'll go finish the movie later after some more hw#it takes me a while to watch since i keep having to pause and giggle ajfhqjdhwjehe ohhhhh handsome biker bf..... meoowww-#oh also s.uperbowl tonight! my team did shitty this season but I'm rooting for the eagles. also the k.endrick halftime show was awesome!!!#but i just like k.endrick#anyways#h.iroto... handsome...
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The Lion King (1994)
#disney#the lion king#multi gifs#circle of life#i just can't wait to be king#be prepared#hakuna matata#can you feel the love tonight
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we (alpha enthusiasts) are eating so well this week finallyy <3
this ep had SO MUCH Alpha i was honestly taken aback, Sasa how is it that we've been winning so much recently? is this a dream? is it the power of love? did we give away so much we finally get to receive? whatever it is hope it never ends, our girl got so much screentime and proper depth and some actual backstory on what her hopes and dreams and plans for the future are, i feel blessed AAAAAAAAAA
#as a eldest sister myself can i just say i relate to this character so much and i love her so much words can't really explain it#the big sis energy is there and it's so rare for me to feel it in a world where big sis characters usually feel like they've been written-#-either by an only child or a younger sibling idk how to say#also trust me when i say you wouldn't believe the amount of screencaps i took for this ep and how heavy they are gb wise#let's just say thank god i own an external hard drive otherwise my computer would have combusted#my eyes burn from all the capping and now i'll have to watch msi in the morning instead of tonight but for beloved alpha it was so worth it#💌 answered
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