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i literally cant stop thinkin’ about highschoolbully!gojo who used to be your ride or die ‘til he started getting attention from those popular jock type guys who are always assholes to everyone. and him being.. well, him means he preens under attention no matter who it’s from, so naturally he started to gravitate towards that group and their little troop of cheerleading fangirls. and then he started distancing from you and without either of you really realizing it, you’ve slipped between the other’s fingers. but the way he acts towards you makes you think he let you fall without moving a muscle to slow you down.
soon enough, a year swings by and by the end of it he’s gone from your life, save as just another face in the gaggle of boys who make crude jokes and laugh at smart kids and pop milk cartoons during lunch just for the hell of it. but you’re minding your own business, ‘cause you’re mature enough to realize that people come and go, no matter how close you might’ve been and you think it’s unfortunate that so many memories could be thrown aside in a blink of an eye, but it makes a lot of sense when you walk past satoru and his friends bullying some random kid. you don’t know him, but you’ve heard enough to realize it’s his girlfriend satoru’s flirting with while his ‘gang’ kick at the kid. and it’s sickening, but you don’t say anything when you walk by.
and when you don’t ever see the kid afterward and catch the dark eyebags under his girlfriend’s eyes, you come to the cruel realization that satoru isn’t the boy who’d bandage the scrape on your knee you got from tripping in the playground or buy you a soda because he’s noticed your sweat when you were walking home and you don’t have any money left on you.
it’s a glass half empty, half full type of situation. on the one hand, you don’t have him anymore. on the other hand, you don’t have him anymore. that is, you lost your best friend, but you’ve also lost someone who has the potential to absolutely ruin your life. and you don’t know whether to be glad or not, so you just mind your own business even if it hurts a little when he ignores you, stops tossing paper at your head in class (unless it’s to embarrass you) and stops walking you to and from school.
but the cherry on top of the shit cake is that he doesn't get it. so when he approaches you in the library one day after satiating the need to tear pages from books and make them into paper airplanes to throw at people, he doesn't seem to understand why you try to ignore him, or put off his attempts to hold a convo. but the worst part is that he's just sleazy and clueless about it. it's like he took an eraser and wiped every single year of your friendship off the chalkboard with one fell swipe, and you wish he'd done that too to the less-than-appropriate messages he and his friends had written towards one of your classmates.
he doesn't understand why you're hesitant to talk, and that's what makes it the worst. he always thinks he's in the right, and he keeps setting you off and it sucks that he knows exactly what sets you off. "i'm an asshole? what're you talking about? really, you're in over your head. you never change." he laughs, and you ignore him, and he gets bored, and he's about to leave when he spots your wallet open next to your book, on the table. there's a polaroid peeking out, and he recognizes the tufts of white hair to be him. but there's a weird feeling in his chest, and he thinks he gets it from you, so he leaves because he thinks you're weird.
and it goes on; you practically become a nobody in satoru's eyes, because of that weird, weird feeling you give him. it's unfamiliar and he's never gotten it before and he doesn't like it. but it's unavoidable when your professor pairs you two for the end-of-term project. and of course, you're ready to do all the work, because that's how it always was between you when you were kids. but sometimes he'd surprise you by helping, and he'd show you that he was actually intelligent just to earn your praise because he liked it. but he ignored you, and you did everything, and it would've been okay if not for his friends egging him on to present your entire project when the day came and leave you with no content for a grade.
that's the first time it hits him: does he really want to do that? but it's not like it'll be the first time; you've always taken the hits for him, because you're naturally smart and you'll pick yourself back up in no time, and you get why he does it, so it'll be okay. so he agrees, and he enjoys the time he gets to spend with you through it, but the nagging weird feeling that blooms in his chest like a pesky weed only grows stronger. that's all his feelings ever seem to do around you.
but before you know it, presentation day swings around. you had coffee this morning (on his card), and you're ready enough to shoot him a small smile that sends his heart a-flutter. so you go up, feeling up to the task and ready until— he starts talking, and talking, and talking, and people don't think that he's taking your words out of your mouth because he's intelligent when he wants to make you praise him and you don't get the chance to get a word in and you notice the guys are laughing and hitting each other's shoulders to themselves in the upper rows and before you know it it's over. people are clapping but moreso they're looking at you and they're whispering— but it's terribly loud and they don't bother to hide it. they call you things that shouldn't bother you but they do anyway, because it's satoru's fault, and you're such a fool for thinking you could have it your way again.
so you leave class early, excusing yourself and ignoring the way your professor gives you a distasteful look and scribbles something next to your name. you're out the door in a second, neglecting your bags and satoru's a little lost because— didn't he just do good? people were clapping, and laughing with him and not at him, but it's attention either way so he doesn't mind. so why do you? why did you look at him like he stabbed you in the back? and his friends are calling his name, and he wishes he could chase after you and do something but he doesn't.
and it's a little sickening what they do next; one of their girls grabbed your bags and tossed it to them, and they've started rifling through it as if they own it, tearing up your shit and dumping everything onto the ground and he's kind of just... glued to the chair by his feelings. his heart feels like it's been patched together and the weird fuzzy feeling he had in his chest that's been cultivating has extinguished to be replaced with something he realizes he's only ever felt when it comes to you— guilt.
he's so lost in his thoughts that he doesn't realize his friend is silently offering him something— nudging his side to get his attention. he takes it without really realizing he moved his hand, and his silent friend with the gauges in his ears and the dark hair gets up and leaves without another word. when satoru looks down, he realizes he's been given your wallet. "the reward for betraying your baby," they call it. like all you're worth is the money in your account.
he's a little curious. that's how he's always been; asking you questions, rummaging through your stuff, laughing sheepishly and shaking it off when you caught him red-handed. so he opens it up, ignoring your sad little cards and the funny look on your license. he's looking for something, subconsciously; but he doesn't find it. there's no white tuft of hair to suggest his presence in your life; just empty black leather. nothing else.
and he doesn't see you after. or the following day. or the following weeks; weeks that turn into months that turn into the end of school and he's graduating but you're not by his side. and neither are his so called 'friends'; the only thing he has to their name is your own ruined friendship. it's a shame; he feels alone. very alone. no fuzzy weird feeling, not even that thing people call guilt. no attention to chase, and connections are ever harder to make. it shouldn'tve mattered that much, right? it was just a presentation. why wouldn't you just come back to him like you always did? were you not still friends...?
but the blood is still on his hands, and he doesn't manage to ever wash it off. guilt has a way of festering; of weighing on the heart 'till there's nothing left to feel or think but unfortunate circumstance and what could've been done differently. it just sucks that he never tried hard enough to keep you from slipping between his grasp. and now, he doesn't even have a polaroid to your friendship's name.
pt.2
#idk where this came from#this has probably been done before so i hope this take is original enough 👨🍳#new drabble style cus i got lazy ajgfbdshjg#gojo satoru x reader#gojo x reader#jjk x reader#gojo satoru#gojo satoru x you#satoru gojo x reader#gojo x you#jjk x you#satoru gojo x you#gojo satoru x y/n#gojo x y/n#technically#jjk angst#gojo angst#billet-doux#satoru x reader#gojou satoru x reader#satoru gojo#gojo#jjk satoru#gojo jjk
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the fledgling crow
#oc: rindhil#rook de riva#dragon age#ffxiv#cus technically i drew him in his ffxiv getup#also sighh mom's genes finally catching up to rin at his mid 20s
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DAY 24: First Date
check this out on twt ! based on ch16 of "between the shadow and the soul" on ao3. ANOTHERR heavy recommendation!
#wenclair#wenclairtober#wenclairtober2024#wednesday addams#enid sinclair#wednesday netflix#wednesday series#wednesday 2022#Wednesday season 2#wenclair fanart#wednesday fanart#fanart#digital art#art#wlw#fanfic fanart#ao3 fanfic#i think this is technically their first date#spoilers in tags#cus they werent on the same PAGEE yet in the mall#there was deffo tension#but this chapter is definitely the first date chapter#i love this fic btw guys#this singlehandedly revived my vigor for ao3 fics for wenclair#i was just sticking to my bookmarks and not bothering to read anything new#so im glad i picked this one up#the author is soooo based#like actually#i also think wednesday is so grounded in this one#personally enid is so me
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friends were kindly giving me bad graphic tees to draw pomni in :)
(original images for two of them and also some screenshots with the minimal context there is)


#tadc#the amazing digital circus#tadc pomni#my art#i dont think she cares about the ddesigns but she doesnt really care enough to not wear something just cus shes uninterested#in the design#this also doubled as me messing w some small things but waves hand#ask to tag#eyestrain#w pomni its sometimes hard to tell i think it depends on the textures i use how bad the strain is w the red and blue#also there were technically more messages nd slightly more context#BUT i get nervous posting other ppls messages! so these are just some from me
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Hope the Klapollo fans are hungry
#ace attorney#ace attorney fanart#apollo justice#klavier gavin#klapollo#this was done a good while back#sigh#i miss my chromebook#also I actually now give apollo freckles#just cus ykyk#love these freaks#art#digital art#technically a wip but I'll never be finishing it so ykyk#artists on tumblr
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Godzillas in the rain. Look at them, trying to be good big brothers to Minus :') Then there's Ultima.
(I headcanon that Earth is the oldest (because I said so), MV is the second oldest, Shin is the third oldest, Ultima is the second youngest and Minus is just baby)
Minus one being the chihuahua in the family lol
#godzilla#godzilla x kong: the new empire#godzilla minus one#godzilla earth#shin godzilla#godzilla ultima#rain#my headcanon#everyone is the big bro#and minus is the youngest#cus he IS the youngest technically#lmao#but he ain't all cute all the time#oh yes he will bite#Ultima you a**hole...
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vale @ pecco after yesterday's race
#valentino rossi#pecco bagnaia#technically. idfk#motogp#malaysian gp 2025#listen yayyy double marquez podium but enea 20th to 9th im so in love w her shes too good. also wow ai ogura kinda peak yay#also love that pecco is already freaking out abt not matching pace w marc. hes in motorcycling hell ig#perhaps not all that interesting but the only reason i was awake to watch the gp was cus my cat woke me up by putting a snake in my room#I MEANT TODAYS PLS WHY DIDNT ANYONE SAY ANYTHING. IT WAS A SLEEP AGO FOR ME IT WAS YESTERDAY.
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Still trying to finish other things but in the meantime- updated design for my older May! She's an Ace Trainer
#you cant see it form the angle i put it at but she wears her gym badges pinned on her bag! shes proud of them lol#she DID technically win the champion title but the hoenn region saw what happened in kanto#w a child fleeing into the mountains and becoming a hermit. and were like ykno what lets Not do that#so it was kept a secret. shes free to revisit it now that shes older but she doesnt want any champion business anyhow#shes havin fun travelling#she still does contests! her n brendan both#brendan competes in cleverness n toughness contests may in cute and beauty contests... both of them fight in coolness contests#lisia sits back and watches as she clutches out the win yet again cus the stupid teenagers were too focused on winning from EACHOTHER#that they forgot about winning in GENERAL.#good job guys#not totally set on her team?#she has her blaziken. thats also her mega mon#tempted to give her mudkip its just baby forever#she has access to latias? but i dont think shes using it on her team just for flying#ill prolly let her keep her wailord she also uses in game its funny as hell#anyways its mostly all still up in the air#also her n brendan r fighting over custody of cosplay pikachu n theyre both losing#oras#pokemon trainer may#i forgot to actually tag this w the fandom LMAO OOPS#my own rambling makes me forget#hoenn
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more relationship chart stuff, this time for rory and status quo! a lotta thought went into this (thanks to much yammering at friends) so I'm really pleased with how it turned out. including @devicecontact's shitboy yaaaaaaaaaaay!!!!
#madness combat#_myart#madness combat oc#oc: rory#oc: zero#hank j wimbleton#2bdamned#madness combat sanford#madness combat deimos#really proud of the little nuances between rory and sanmos + rory and doc. feels like i'm slowly getting a handle on like#actual character interaction. LOL#oh and what zero's arrow actually means. cus its not technically correct but it is also true. so. smile
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country boy i love youuuuu yeah



nightmares son as raised by the mtt
#buggytalkz#undertale#utmv#undertale au#underverse#undertale art#undertale alternate universe#undertale oc#undertale fandom#undertale fanart#ut oc#underverse fanart#nightmare sans#dreamtale nightmare#paperjamsans#oc x character#not technically oc x canon cus… well. pjs not canon either is he#horror sans adjacent#killer sans adjacent#rottencrops ship kid
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some doodles
#i meant to put the balor one in the previous post but i forgor 😭its in a diff file from the sketch dump i was coloring in so it just didnt#exist in my mind at all. i felt like smth was missing as i was posting it but i couldnt place what hlep#adeline and eiland have been driving me insane lately. expect more of them. probably.#dont minf the last two guys. some concepts for future farms 😋 (pls mind them im crazy abt all my farmers even if they technically dont -#exist yet. pls ask abt them or smth pls im nroaml i can be nroma l i prommy)#fields of mistria#fom balor#sona#im gonna start tagging that i think.#fom eiland#fom adeline#fom elsie#fom farmer#my art#guys can i just say that im so happy that balor is silver n not gold cus otherwise i would have to confront a part of me im not proud of#we shouldnt talk abt it but like yeah jjust know i like his silver and his whole deal#have such a softspot n bias for characters who dont settle anywhere. who never lay down their roots or whatever. who keep their past secret#like oughh hes hitting so many marks#i like hawthorne a lot. hes more developed in my head. and also i like his dead look and hair bows. i have so many ideas abt him man it hur#i promised myself i wouldnt make a new save file til i reached y2 w rory but apperantly errols bday is cursed bc the game has frozen twice#sorry if you read all of these tags. go to my askbox w fom stuff or smth. ask abt my farmers plsplspls pl s jk haha unless. maybe even#gimme drawing reqs for fom in general. ok tyvm ly sorry for yapping. its what i do best
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Day 118
Today’s board(s) is:



I think my favorite bit with Fliqpy might be that he can and will kill you in the most gruesome way possible, but he draws the line the breaking and entering
(From TV episode 13A Hear Today, Gone Tomorrow)
#htf#happy tree friends#htf flippy#htf fliqpy#I have. A lot of opinions on Fliq but they uhhh they’re probably really controversial so I’m not gonna elaborate#This is a good bit tho#I enjoy the bit <333#Uhh… yeah cool that’s all I got lol#I did technically make that general htf side account that I’ve talked about#But I haven’t fully set it up lol#I’ll make like an official post about it once its ready <3333#Also early post woah!!! Cus I’m writing this late and don’t feel like waiting <333
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guys wdyt abt my crackship
#ough#nobody here knows#about how absolutely feral i’ve been#about dilah spade#hiiiuhhouohoh#this is technically oc/canon cus anipola aint real yet 🤯#doodle bin#i actually drew some more stuff abt them but…its all nsfw…so i cant post it 🤯#ok yeagh enough rambling#twst#twisted wonderland#jp spoilers#dilah spade#anipola#blackjack
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Art vs Artist!
#art vs artist#rhaps art#rhaps face#technically the photo is a couple years old but ill take any excuse to use it#it was a couples shoot but this was the only photo we actually wanted to keep cus i look so good LMAO#anyway one of my friends said that i LOOK like the kind of artist that has the drawing hot men curse#the main difference between the photo and now is that i have bleached white/blonde hair atm
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in some captain underpants fanfic i could write sooner or later idk
#if you look closely that doesn't even look like cap#this is currently a favorite CU fanart I did#very proud on how I drew his belly and body#captain underpants#man in underpants posting#mr krupp#principal krupp#that's technically him!#graynide's art
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Imagine being at graduation and you still manage to smile like this ur wingman????
#HE CUTE HELP#an attempt at realism also????#ms tg#ms art#tagging this as#icemav#cus. technically. it is#tom iceman kazansky#top gun#top gun 1986#top gun fanart
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