#CIRRUSPHUGUN

[itsallaboutbl]

The Boy Next World (Official Trailer)

[ntpondphuwin]

So scary. Let's not watch it. [...] If I tell you that I'm your lover from a parallel universe, will you believe it?

[jez-bez]

"If I tell you that I'm your lover from a parallel universe, will you believe me?"

[wuxian-vs-wangji]

Boy Next World Excerpt: Cirrus → Phukan Blowjob (Ch 13: A Nurse for the Sickie)

Phukan was dazed.

He didn't know why, but the moment he saw Cirrus, he held up his hands and asked for a hug. When Cirrus embraced him, he felt warmth spread through his entire body, prompting him to hug him back tightly. He loved the feeling of resting his face on someone's shoulder, loved the strong touch supporting his back, and it made him want to be even more affectionate with this person.

And then there were those sweet words, 'I'm here, sweetheart. I'm here.'

"Why did you come back so late?"

In truth, it was something he wanted to say to his mother but couldn't, so he ended up saying it to this man instead.

Phukan wasn't sure why, maybe because he was in a daze.

"I'm sorry. I didn't think it'd take this long."

"I'm sick."

The one who insisted he wasn't sick whimpered, pushing himself away a bit to look at Cirrus' face.

"I've had a headache since morning. The medicine didn't help. I couldn't breathe properly either. I just started feeling better. Feel me; I'm still warm." The sick boy grabbed Cirrus's hand and placed it on his cheek and neck, just like he used to do with his father while recounting the day's events.

"Today I couldn't concentrate on class at all. I was dozing off the whole time. I couldn't read my notes. My friends sent me back to rest. I'm sick, but not that sick... I also feel guilty for making them do my part of the report. Everyone said they'd help, but I feel bad. My good grades are all thanks to Nalin and the others. This report is worth 25% of the grade. I'm a burden again. I-"

Chu!

Before Phukan could start crying, soft lips pressed against his sweet-colored lips, silencing his whimpers.

Even though Phukan agreed to let his friends handle the report, he still felt guilty and felt like a burden. Especially when he was unwell, old memories would resurface, making his mind unstable and his emotions more fragile. His round eyes filled with tears, but they stopped immediately with that kiss.

It feels so good.

The young boy thought, looking into the sharp eyes that had pulled away slightly.

"It's okay." Because Cirrus was so close, every time he spoke, their lips brushed against each other, making Phukan feel strange.

He didn't want just that.

"...again." And perhaps because of the fever, the young boy found the courage to whisper shakily.

"Can you kiss me again?"

Phukan saw a look of surprise on Cirrus' face, but before he could react and pull away, warm lips pressed down again.

And this time, it was different from the first kiss.

Cirrus pressed his lips firmly against Phukan's, making him tremble even more. But his hands moved to wrap around the strong neck, holding on as the warm lips pressed harder, changing angles to get even closer, then nibbling and sucking on his upper and lower lips until they were wet.

So sweet.

The young boy unconsciously pulled the strong neck closer, not realizing that the tall figure was slowly laying him back down on the bed, followed by relentless kisses.

"Mn."

Then, a hot tongue slipped into his mouth, tracing along his teeth. This time, without needing to be forced, Phukan's tongue met it hesitantly, allowing it to entwine with his. The heat, hotter than the fever, spread through his body, making him rub his tongue against the other until they almost became one.

Cool hands stroked Phukan's hair, threading through and combing gently. This contrasted with the hot, invasive kisses that grew more intense and demanding, making the young boy tremble.

Phukan didn't realize he was rubbing himself against the tall figure.

He loved the strong feeling pressing down on him, the hot kisses that teased him passionately, the big hands that stroked his head affectionately.

He loved everything Cirrus gave him... until he feared he might get addicted.

The hot kisses continued, heavy breaths echoed in his ears, and the sound of their exchanged touches awakened a deep current within the young boy.

Now Phukan was hot, sweating, goosebumps rising, and a tingling sensation formed in his lower abdomen.

"Ahhh."

The cute boy let out a moan when the tall figure finally pulled away slowly.

Cirrus nibbled his lips again, sending shivers through him.

The cute boy still clung tightly to the strong neck. His eyes were wide, his lips parted and red from the kisses, glistening with saliva. His face was flushed and his eyes were moist with a mix of passion and fever.

All of it required Cirrus's immense self-control to pull away.

"Good boy."

The older man whispered, then forced himself to only kiss the damp forehead instead.

"When did you take your medicine?"

The question helped the more conscious one maintain his remaining composure.

"..."

The boy didn't answer. He pushed himself away and turned his back, curling up with his legs pressed together and burying his face in the pillow. But the ear sticking out was bright red, making Cirrus feel amused.

"I bought you sour curry with acacia omelet. Eat it so you can take your medicine again," Cirrus said gently, reaching out and brushing the young boy's messy hair, but the boy flinched.

"Phu?"

Phukan still didn't respond or turn back; he just curled up with his legs pressed together in extreme embarrassment. It wasn't that he didn't want to eat or was stubborn about taking his medicine, but he couldn't get up right now.

Ugh, it's up.

The more Cirrus touched him, the more it seemed to affect that part.

He doesn't know... He doesn't...

"Do you want my help?"

Phukan's face turned redder than ever, his body trembling slightly as the deep voice whispered in his ear, sending heat to his sensitive part that showed no sign of calming down. The closer they got, the hotter he felt.

"I don't know. I..."

"I can help."

"I don't know."

Phukan insisted, resisting when he was turned to lie on his back again, but his hands covered his sensitive part tightly, looking at the tall senior with pleading eyes.

"Why are you looking at me like that?"

"Because you're too good at kissing."

The listener smiled, brushing his fingers over the swollen lips, making Phukan shiver.

"You need to take your medicine."

"No, not now."

Phukan definitely wasn't getting up now.

"Then when?" Cirrus asked softly, but his eyes were intimidating in an indescribable way.

"Wh-when it's calmed down."

Phukan had to muster all his courage to say that, and the tall figure responded simply.

"Is that so?"

Contrary to his words, his hand moved downward.

"P'Cir! Let go. You can't! Please, let go. Don't touch it," no matter how sick he was, he knew that was something no one should touch easily. But Phukan had no strength to push away. He could only cry out in a shaky voice, not knowing if it was a sob or a plea, his hands trying to push the broad shoulders away.

"Let me take care of you, Phu."

At that moment, sharp eyes met his tearful ones again. Cirrus smiled gently, kissing his forehead to comfort him, moving down to his nose, both hot cheeks, and back to the tip of his nose. His hand slipped past Phukan's hands, which were trying to block the part, and reached the waistband of his pants. Just a light touch on his stomach made Phukan moan.

"Please... don't do anything to me," he used his last bit of sanity to plead.

Just take care of that part, okay?

"Mm, I just want to nurse the sick," Cirrus promised.

Phukan looked into the sharp eyes before slowly closing his own, accepting the touch on his swollen lips again and escaping the embarrassment that was to come.

Every time Cirrus kissed, Phukan moaned uncontrollably.

Every time the warm tongue licked his lips, his heart raced.

Every time the hot kisses sucked passionately, his body melted into water.

"Mm."

Phukan bit his lip lightly when the warm lips moved to his neck, then flinched because the big hand wasn't just touching the waistband but slipped into the cute bear-patterned pajama pants to grasp the fully erect part. His heart raced, his breath heavy and frightening.

"P'Cir, ah," the young man moaned as the fingertips brushed the moist tip, creating a sharp, pleasurable pain that made his toes curl into the bed. His tightly closed eyes opened slightly.

He could only see Cirrus' hair as he continued kissing his neck.

It feels so good.

Phukan was a man. Even if he'd never been with anyone, he still knew how to pleasure himself. But it felt like nothing compared to what Cirrus was doing. The fingertips pressing and rubbing the tip, the palm stroking the shaft, every movement made him moan, gripping the broad shoulders tightly.

"How does it feel?"

"Good," Phukan confessed completely, and was rewarded with a sweet kiss.

This time, Cirrus pulled his cute pajama pants down below his hips, making it clear to the boy that his part was in Cirrus' hand, seeing the moisture dripping from the tip and the pinkish part being teased and rubbed continuously.

Phukan grabbed the tall figure's shirt tightly as Cirrus began to move faster, stroking with a rhythm that made his hips arch into the hand, moans escaping his lips.

"This feels so good, ah."

He was so hot all over that he didn't know anymore where it was hottest. It felt so good that tears welled up, confessing everything he felt. He loved it when Cirrus stroked him while kissing him, making him feel even more tingly all over, so good that he couldn't stop his voice or keep his hips from moving.

But then Cirrus stopped kissing.

Phukan couldn't see what expression his senior was making because everything was a blur. His mind was blank.

Until...

"Ah!"

The small body jolted, eyes wide open, feeling a sharp sensation throughout.

It all started from the warm lips that moved to cover the sensitive part, and the moist warmth enveloped the hot flesh, creating an intense pleasure for someone who'd never been doing this with anyone before.

"P'Cir, no, stop, don't, ah."

Phukan cried out incoherently, trying to push the broad shoulders away, but when he was sucked hard, his head spun, sweat poured down his body, and he collapsed onto the soft bed in agony.

Cirrus' mouth was so warm and moist that he couldn't bear it anymore.

But no matter how much the boy pleaded for mercy, the relentless lips continued to move rhythmically, almost making him lose his mind. The moist tongue licked along the length, stopping to press hard at the tip, making Phukan sob, raising his hands to cover his face, feeling like he couldn't' take it anymore.

Meanwhile, the large hand moved to play with the soft flesh, kneading until Phukan felt his emotions reaching their peak.

"P'Cir, let go. I'm going to- ugh, I want to finish, let go, let go."

He tried to hold back, tried to say when the pleasure reached the edge.

"N-no, ugh, nghhhh!"

Not only did the big guy not pull away, but Cirrus also sped up his lips, the tip of his tongue pressing hard at the moist tip until the recipient couldn't take it anymore, warm liquid gushing into the hot mouth until every drop was gone.

"Huff, huff, huff."

Phukan closed his eyes tightly, panting until his chest heaved, savoring the feeling of climax that he never knew could be this good. His cute face was drenched in sweat, his hair sticking to his smooth cheeks, his senses slowly returning.

He swallowed it.

The boy, whose body was still hot from the passing emotions, raised his hands to cover his face, not daring to open his eyes.

Yes, Phukan saw it with his own eyes when Cirrus swallowed it down. How could he face him now?

Even with his eyes closed, Phukan knew Cirrus was buttoning his shirt and pulling his pants back up, but he didn't dare open his eyes, just covering his face and mumbling.

"Go spit it out now."

"I already swallowed it."

Waaaaaaah, I wanna die!

Even without looking, he knew he was being teased, making the boy turn away, curling up again, his legs kicking slightly to show he was sulking, too embarrassed to speak.

"Can I use the bathroom?"

Phukan thought he'd be teased more, but instead, he heard a calm voice and felt the warmth leave.

His light eyelids fluttered open just in time to see the broad back disappearing into the bathroom. He sat up, not understanding what had happened at first. And then, his cheeks turned redder as he realized what Cirrus was doing in the bathroom. 

[halliescomut]

The Boy Next World Official Trailer

Official trailer is out. I'm very excited to see where things go. It's clear some changes were made from the novel, which is exciting, because that gives an opportunity to kind of experience it with new eyes.

Official release is January 5th on MMY's YouTube as well as uncut on iQiYi.

I'm going to talk about novel to series changes that seem to be happening, so HEAVY spoilers below.

I'm going to assume if you're here, you at least watched the trailer all the way through, and I'm VERY intrigued at the choice of twist. I've seen comparisons to Two World and Vice Versa, but I didn't finish Vice Versa, so I can't speak for that in particular. To be honest, my first thought was A Christmas Carol, which is probably a little bit because of the time of year. Either way if we're doing a switch into the parallel worlds or alternate futures actually being real, I like that change SO MUCH.

The twist in the novel was so wildly problematic, to a degree where it certainly wouldn't get a pass in this day and age. And TBNW is one of Mame's older novels, so updating it for what fan/societal expectations are today is a really smart move on her part. I do wonder if she'll be updating the novel once the series is done, since she is changing a major plot point.

I'm going to talk about some other points in the novel, but I don't want to kind of repeat myself with explanations, so go check out this post where I kind of run through the things I hope to see in the series: link

To start, we see from the cast list that Ozone (or Zone) is present, being played by "Vino" Chavid Pevec. I was concerned that this character might get cut from the story, as with "colder" characters, I think having a sibling helps to give a human side to them, especially as a love interest is just getting to know them. We don't see much in the way of the side story that revolves around Cir and Zone's family, which while not a massive part of the novel, does speak to some of his motivations there, but with the changes being made, maybe it's not necessary. IDK. In the end, I can't really determine if it's a good move or not until we series the series and what was actually included.

I did make a point though that if they chose to include Cir's history and abuse at the hands of his mother I would hope they go for discussion only, versus casting a young actor to portray it, so if they've kind of removed that story, I don't think I'll be disappointed.

Wim and Jin are clearly present and we see confirmation that they will be the second couple for the series. I'm not sure how much of their characters will stay the same as the novel, as Phu and his friend group are a bit eccentric and silly, and I kinda hope we don't lose that. Going off the costuming for Jin it doesn't seem like it, so I'm hopeful.

The one of the bigger overarching points in the story is Phu actually dealing with his grief over his father passing, and we don't see much in the trailer for me to know if that's included in the series, but some of the story points in the novel really added depth to Phu's character, so I do think it would be a shame to minimize it or cut it altogether. One thing it does look like they've kept, which I'm very certain will break my heart, is Phu falling for Cir, and coming to terms with the fact that he's 'stolen' alternate world Phu's love and pushing for Cir to try and get back. In the novel, we see Phu as quite silly and a bit full of bravado, but he's also quite soft. His understanding of how much he's come to love Cir in such as short time and then considering how much more alternate world Phu would have loved him, considering they had years together is so beautiful and so sad, and handled with what I'll admit is a surprising level of subtlety that we don't often see from Mame. It's an all-around very complex situation with a lot of complex emotions, and I think it gives an opportunity for Noeul specifically to really show some range in the role.

I will say though, watching the trailer, I'm struck by the beauty of some of the shots. Like truly beautiful, so I definitely want to mention the director Mame is working with here, Thanpisit Jiradechakul. I know a lot of ppl assume that Mame directs all of her shows, and while she is heavily involved, I would say works as a co-director, she's only solo-directed Wedding Plan, and I'll be honest, you can tell the difference. I did try and look to see what other projects Thanpisit has worked on, and it looks like this is his first series. He's got commercials and some other smaller projects on his vimeo, but nothing of this scale. He is the credited editor and director for the Love in the Air music video though, so he has history with Mame, Boss, and Noeul.

Also, since I feel like it must be mentioned, yes of course the chemistry between Boss and Noeul is chemistry-ing... no one is surprised.

[bl-bam-beyond]

CHAIKAMON SERMSONGWITTAYA AKA BOSS & NUTTARAT TANGWAI aka NOEUL return in ME MIND Y & MAME'S THE BOY NEXT WORLD

THE BOY NEXT WORLD

Trailer Highlights/INTRO HIGHLIGHTS

MDL SYNOPSIS: Phugun (NOEUL) has never dated anyone, doesn't know what love would even look like. One day, Cirrus (BOSS) a handsome, cold man nicknamed the Ice Prince walks into Phugun's life presenting himself as Phugun's boyfriend from a parallel world and tells Phugun he's most important person in his life.

Premiere Date: Not Yet Available but Premieres in 2024.

@pose4photoml @just-another-boyslove-blog @lutawolf @negrowhat

[mutsky]

its RAINing at the boy next world worship ceremony theres a STORM at the boy next world worship ceremony 🥹😁🤩

[slonekaru]

15 Day BL Challenge - Day 18

Full challenge list here: Day 16 to 30, Day 01 to 15

Day 18 - What show are you waiting most (im)patiently for?

So fucking many!

The Boy Next World

BossNoeul my beloveds, I said two years ago I would cry if you didn't get another series and here I was a few weeks ago, tears in my eyes when the TBNW teaser trailer was released.

Revamp: The Undead Story

Fuck me I cannot wait for this. Disappointed in the loss of Boss after it moved to GMMTV but still I am gagging for this!

And there better be some sexy neck bitting, come through for us Bounprem

Your Dear Daddy

Fucking just give me this already!!!

I want Daddy Fluke like right now

[cornyonmains]

So, I was willing to overlook Build Jakapan firing off some dumbass Tweets. Partly because I thought he didn't delete them to protect his image going into BL, and partly because I just don't have the time or energy to engage in cancel culture.

While it saddens me to say this, Build no longer passes vibe check. But, fear not. Thanks to the insanely problematic binary BL dramas always create in their relationships, Build's acting was not so unforgettable that he can't be replaced by another cute twink with a baby face, and I think deep down we all know this.

Be super cool if the fandom could calm down and see reason in this situation. Build's not worth sinking the entire BOC ship over. Or do ya'll really want to go back to Mame projects being your best option? You guys really want the best you ever get being her inflicting her weird ass goo-goo gaga baby fetish shit on grown, gay men every single series? Do you want another TinCan? Do you want another CirrusPhugun? Do you really want more teddy bears and candy and daddy baby shit? Because I, as a well-adjusted adult, do not.

All I'm saying is we'll get what we deserve with this one guys. There are companies out here filming entire shows without boom mics dying for BOC to fall. Just remember that.

[omgtheregoesthefuckidontgive]

So I just finished watching Wedding Plan and instead of just letting it go I was like no no I must mind map how every character in the MAME universe are connected

So that's what I got so far (with like only main character and story lines that we'll actually see)

Cuz I'm so sure we're getting another series unless I imagined seeing that somewhere (cirrusphugun)

Anyway am I missing anything?

Idk why but I'm strangely invested in this little gay universe

[land-of-enchanted]

P’Cir x Phugun Playlist

1. Harry Styles Adore you

2. Jung Eun Ji You Are my Garen

3. Max ft. Suga Blueberry Eyes

4. Twice Candy Pop

5. Ariana Grande and Justin Bieber Suck with you 

6. Stephanie Poetri I Love You 300

7.  Pink Sweat$ At My Worst

8. Taylor Swift Afterglow

9. Troye Sivan Bloom

10. SHINee Hello

11. One Direction You & I

12. GOT7 Love you 

13. GOT7 Not By The Moon

14. HER Comfortable

15. Natalie Taylor Surrender

16. BTS Lights

17. BTS Home

18. BTS Your Eyes Tell

[wuxian-vs-wangji]

Boy Next World Excerpt: Phukan Giving Cirrus a Blowjob

*Context: Phukan's father passed away years ago, which led his mother to leave Thailand and live in Australia. Phukan misses his mother, but it's too hard for her to be around the memories of his father.

Phukan's father would play a flute for his mother every single day, and that flute is Phukan's most cherished possession. He doesn't know how to play, so he hasn't heard it since his father's death, but he keeps it cleaned and has it checked once a year by a professional.

It is very close to his father's death anniversary, and Cirrus walks into the room to find Phukan holding the flute. Phukan explains its significance, and Cirrus asks if he can hold it, then starts to play.

---

At first, Phukan was both stunned and shocked. His heart raced because he hadn't heard this sound in years. Although he took it to the shop for annual maintenance, he never tried playing it. But Cirrus played a beautiful tune that brought tears to his eyes.

No, Phukan wasn't sad. That was a happy tear.

He thought he'd never hear this flute again.

And Phukan began to recognize the rhythm.

This song... It's 'You Know Who', like he sang to me last night.

Phukan listened until the end, looking at Cirrus, who lowered the flute and gave him the gentlest smile.

"I'll play for you."

Suddenly, Phukan's tears fell. His heart pounded erratically, his eyes fixed on the sharp gaze with love. It was like... the way his father looked at his mother.

Did you know that this sentence meant more than a thousand words of love?

Phukan didn't know why he couldn't just brush it off this time. He couldn't ignore the feeling of his heart swelling like an inflated balloon anymore.

---

Even though his heart was pounding, his face was burning, and his lips curved into a smile. Clear tears kept falling. Phukan had to keep wiping them away. If he wiped the right side, tears ran down the left; if he wiped the left side, they flowed down the right. So, he rubbed his eyes with both hands.

But then, a strong hand placed itself on his waist and lifted him to sit on a lap. The arms wrapped around him, warmth spreading through his body and straight to his heart, which was beating fast in his chest. Instead of stopping the tears, it made Phukan bury his face into the broad chest even more.

He didn't want Cirrus to comfort him because he knew if he did, he'd cry. But he didn't want him to let go either.

The conflicting thought made Phukan grip the older man's shirt tightly.

Cirrus didn't say anything; he just moved his hand from Phukan's back to gently stroke his soft hair. But that alone made the recipient turn into a sobbing child in his arms.

Stop whining, Phu. Stop.

Phukan gathered the scattered pieces of his strength and put them back together. But when he looked up with tear-filled eyes, he still looked pitiful.

"Sniff... I'm sorry, P'Cir."

"For what?"

Please. Don't use that warm tone.

The small one whined in his heart, looking up to see Cirrus' face blurred by clear drops, full of concern. Cirrus could only shake his head slightly.

"I don't know."

Phukan didn't know how he felt right now. At first, he was happy to hear his father's flute again. Then he felt turmoil when he saw Cirrus' loving eyes. And then he was confused by the warm embrace. Now, Phukan really didn't know why he was apologizing. Maybe for crying or for making his shirt wet with tears.

Or maybe for feeling special.

**Note: At this point in the novel, Phukan believes Cirrus is from another world, and has been resisting his growing love for Cirrus, seeing it as betraying his other-world self.

"Then, can you stop crying?" Cirrus gently pulled Phukan's hand away and used his knuckles to wipe his cheeks.

"I don't know," Phukan still answered in a muffled voice, his cheeks and nose red.

He tried to pull his hand away to rub his eyes, but Cirrus grabbed it in time. When his right hand wasn't free, Phukan switched to his left, but the bigger man grabbed that, too. This time, the big round eyes looked up in a sulky way, his sweet-colored lips pouting.

"I just want to wipe my tears."

"And I won't let you," Cirrus said warmly, but the listener tried to pull his hand away.

Instead of letting go, Cirrus intertwined his fingers with Phukan's, holding them tightly, and smiled.

"P'Cir, let go."

"No."

"But I want to wipe my face."

"..."

The usually quiet person didn't respond, just smiled slightly. Cirrus looked at Phukan's tear-stained face, making Phukan frown even more, feeling like the other man was teasing him.

"I really want to wipe my face," Phukan insisted, glancing at his hand that was being held.

He was annoyed at himself for finding the warmth comforting.

Chu!

Phukan froze when warm lips touched his cheek under his eyelid. His big round eyes looked at the owner of the lips but saw only the tip of a nose brushing past his cheek quickly and then coming back. This time, the target was his eyelid, making Phukan close his eyes tightly.

Chu!

The warm lips touched the eyelid lightly. Phukan felt the heat of the lips.

Chu!

After dealing with the left side, they moved to the right, making Phukan's body tremble slightly.

The feeling of weakness disappeared with the first touch, and when both sides were kissed, Phukan's cheeks were burning hot. His hands unknowingly gripped Cirrus' hands tightly. His emotions swung like a roller coaster, reaching the peak when Phukan opened his eyes.

The look in front of him... was crazed with desire.

Phukan felt like he was being dropped from the highest point of a ride when the warm lips pressed down again, this time accurately and clearly claiming his lips, making his stomach flutter. His emotions swung wildly just from Cirrus moving his lips. When he nibbled, Phukan trembled; when he licked, Phukan sweated. His hands gripped Cirrus' hands tighter until they were damp.

His kiss felt so good.

It wasn't just a mindless kiss, but full of emotions. Sometimes he licked along his lips, teased inside, or bit his lips until they hurt but felt thrilling.

This kiss gave Phukan many feelings, but above all...

Phukan liked Cirrus' kiss.

Now, the little guy could only open his mouth, accepting the sweet kiss mixed with a thrilling emotion that licked along his teeth, teasing his tongue, and sucked rhythmically, making him shiver.

Phukan didn't know when Cirrus pulled his hand to place it on his strong shoulder, but Phukan hugged back. He needed something to hold onto as his mind scattered.

"Chu... mm."

He heard his own moan echoing clearly in his head, making him hug Cirrus' neck tighter.

The little guy didn't know how long this kiss would last. He only knew... he was willing.

"Ah!"

But then Phukan cried out softly when his tongue was bitten, slowly opening his tear-filled eyes.

Why am I kissing him?

He played the flute for me, making me cry with joy...

"The flute."

Even though Phukan thought he shouted, the voice he heard was only a hoarse whisper. The hand pushing against the broad shoulder gripped tightly, pressing close until their bodies had no space. He felt the warmth of the tall figure enveloping him.

The only thing keeping Phukan sane was... his father's flute.

Where did P'Cir put it?

His tearful eyes tried to look away from the sharp eyes to find his beloved flute, but Cirrus' gaze held him there.

It was maddening.

"I put it on the table."

If Phukan's voice was hoarse, Cirrus' was even hoarser. It was filled with so much desire that it made the listener shiver slightly. But Phukan still glanced at the table by the bed to see his father's flute safely placed there before turning back to the owner of the lap he was sitting on.

His tears had stopped long ago, and his weakness was almost gone, leaving only other feelings.

The excitement of riding a roller coaster still simmered in his blood.

Phukan didn't quite understand this heat, but he glanced at the moist lips in front of him, thinking of their softness and warmth when they pressed against his.

"Don't look at me like that, Phu."

Phukan looked up in confusion, still not out of the sweetness of the intense kiss, making the observer grit his teeth.

"Or I won't be able to hold back," but Cirrus still answered the question in those eyes.

"Ah."

At first, Phukan didn't understand, but then understanding came through the warmth of their bodies pressed together.

It wasn't just Cirrus' breath that was hot. The hand still holding his was hot. The other hand placed on his hip was even hotter. And most importantly, the intense heat pressed between his firm, round buttocks.

It was hot enough to burn through Cirrus' soft pajama pants.

That was when Phukan's whole body started burning, not from embarrassment but from the heat transferred from the other person, making his entire body burn.

P'Cir is aroused.

"Phu!"

Phukan didn't mean to, really. When he tried to move away from the hot part, the result was the opposite. Cirrus gritted his teeth, growling in his throat. The hand on his lap pressed him down, making his firm buttocks press against the intense heat.

It was very hot and hard.

And it made Phukan burn all over, but not as much as Cirrus' face, which was enduring to the point of torment.

Now, his face was red, sweat dripped from his temples, his eyes burning with turmoil, his nose flaring with hot breaths, sharp teeth clenched, his shoulders tense, and even the muscles of his arms wrapped around Phukan were taut as if feeling the tension of his body.

All of this made Phukan swallow hard.

Should I move?

Phukan bit his moist lips, looking up at Cirrus.

Why is it harder?

But then, the heat pressed against his buttocks grew even hotter, making the little guy jump, feeling it rubbing between his firm cheeks.

Phukan didn't know that his curious eyes could kill a person!

"Phu."

"Y-yes?"

Phukan quickly responded when Cirrus' voice was like a growl. He swallowed hard because his throat was all dry.

"If I let you go, can you... go outside?" Cirrus spoke in a very low voice, glancing at the bedroom door and looking at their clasped hands as if they were holding him back from pouncing on Phukan.

Phukan immediately knew Cirrus couldn't hold back anymore.

Their eyes met, and Phukan found Cirrus... scary.

He was about to be devoured.

So Phukan nodded hard, watching the person take deep breaths, remove the hand on his waist, and... let go.

As soon as the tall figure let go, the little guy quickly got up from his lap. He saw Cirrus tightly closing his eyes and leaning back on the bed. He should've turned around and bolted out of the room as fast as he could before he had to find out if losing his virginity would make him cry from the pain. But...

"Phu!"

The person who'd leaned back roared in surprise, opening his eyes because... Phukan had thrown himself down, sitting between both of Cirrus' knees.

His look was stern and reproachful yet restrained, making the little guy hurriedly stammer out his words.

"I... I think I can help you."

"Phu!" Even though he heard the low growl, Phukan continued with what he had in mind.

He pulled down Cirrus' pajama pants with trembling hands.

The younger guy swallowed hard when he saw the monstrous thing standing right in front of him. Its size was incomparable, whether in height or thickness. Especially when fully aroused, Phukan thought the word 'beast' could aptly describe it.

And he was the one who'd awakened the beast.

"I warned you, Phu!" Cirrus said in a low voice, trying to keep his hands from yanking Phukan closer.

That made Phukan nod vigorously.

"You... you did it for me before. So I..."

... want to repay you.

The last part was swallowed back as his white hand grasped the shaft.

The heat transferred through his palm and made Phukan's body flush. His round eyes stared at it with curiosity, not feeling disgusted. There was only amazement and excitement that Cirrus felt this way because of him. Then, his mischievous hand began to move.

"Ah."

He heard Cirrus sigh, both in torment and pleasure.

It made Phukan bite his lip harder, using both hands to grip it and move slowly.

At first, he was hesitant and scared, but hearing the heavy breathing made him more confident, even though his body was also heating up.

Amazing.

His round eyes watched the bright tip bobbing up and down, the clear liquid beading at the tip, the strong veins bulging with desire on the shaft. He moved his hand faster, using his limited experience (from when pleasuring himself) to pleasure the other.

But Cirrus only breathed heavily, showing no sign of escaping his torment.

On the contrary, Cirrus seemed more tormented, his face drenched in sweat, using his forearm to cover his face.

"Stop, Phu," Cirrus said through gritted teeth, making the listener's heart sink.

Phukan knew he wasn't good at this. In his life, he'd only done it for himself. But he wanted to repay what Cirrus had done for him. Last time, Cirrus did it for him. Why couldn't he return the favor this time?

It's not like I'm gonna lose my virginity right here and now.

The thought made him hesitate, then...

"Phukan!"

The name owner didn't dare look up. He didn't know what Cirrus would think of him... giving him head.

Maybe he'd be seen as someone who, at this age, still didn't know how to have sex.

He was using his tongue to lick like a kitten drinking milk from a bowl. The tip of his tongue tasted the bitter flavor, but it wasn't as interesting as the strong twitching at the tip of his tongue as he licked along the length. His hand grasped the soft flesh on both sides, moving gently. His tongue continued to lick.

How did he do it last time?

Phukan didn't know because he was sick and only moaned.

He only knew he had to take it into his mouth and move.

Thinking that, his pretty lips opened, and he slowly took the large shaft into his mouth, finding it uncomfortable.

Even though it wasn't fully in, he was already struggling to breathe. But Phukan tried to take it as deep as he could, even though it was hitting his throat.

"Wrap your lips!"

Suddenly, the deep voice roared like an order, making Phukan glance up but quickly look down.

He saw Cirrus' abs, hard as rocks.

Phukan quickly followed the order, wrapping his lips tightly around the rigid part.

"Don't let it touch your teeth."

He was very careful, feeling the large hand resting on his head, gripping lightly. It wasn't painful but firm enough.

"Move slowly, mmm."

Phukan shivered at Cirrus' moan, following the command. He moved his mouth slowly, in rhythm with Cirrus' hands guiding his hair. One hand gripped the strong thigh, feeling the sweaty, smooth muscle under his palm.

"Mm, ugh."

Phukan almost choked, even though Cirrus was pushing in slowly. But the size was more than his small mouth could handle, bringing tears to his eyes. But despite the discomfort, it couldn't match the heat coursing through him, making his favorite pajama pants damp with lewd liquid.

Phukan couldn't take it anymore and slipped his other hand into his pants, gripping his own cute part tightly.

"Can you go faster?" Cirrus asked?

"Mm-mm."

"Phu, teeth!"

Phukan flinched because when he nodded hard, his teeth scraped the part, making Cirrus roar. He knew he was terrible at this.

"Let me move... okay?"

Cirrus asked in a low voice, and this time, Phukan responded by gripping Cirrus' thigh tightly.

He knew he was terrible at this, but he didn't want to disappoint Cirrus.

Phukan allowed the big man to stroke his hair, then grip it in his palm, controlling the rhythm that made it hard to breathe. His tears welled up, but it wasn't unbearable. Phukan knew Cirrus was trying to be as gentle as possible, so he was okay.

The little guy didn't question why he needed to care so much about Cirrus' sexual needs.

Cirrus began to move his hips faster. Phukan got used to the discomfort, his hand gripping his own rigid part tightly, moving in rhythm with the big man's lead.

His body was hot, sweat pouring down, excitement flooding him.

"Mm, ugh."

Phukan moaned in his throat, the sound vibrating through his mouth, making Cirrus breathe harder.

He was excited. He wanted to release. He felt good.

Phukan moved his own part faster, his hips arching back, while his mouth moved in and out, taking the large part thrusting in.

He got used to it, the discomfort, the heat, the taste filling his mouth. And Phukan... couldn't hold on much longer.

"Mmmmmnm."

Just brushing his own tip lightly, his desire built up and was ready to overflow.

"I'm sorry!"

"Mmm!!"

Phukan could only protest when Cirrus grabbed his neck, pushing in deep. His tears streamed down, his voice muffled, but despite the discomfort in his mouth, Phukan... came into his own hand.

But it wasn't over. Cirrus thrust faster, roaring hoarsely, both hands cradling Phukan's neck and chin, making his round eyes fill with tears.

"Let go! I'm about to cum."

But then the big man ordered in a stern voice, trying to pull out, but the little guy.... grabbed his hips tightly.

"Phu!!!"

Not only did he not let go, but Phukan also moved in the hard and fast rhythm Cirrus had taught him. Both hands gripped the strong hips tightly, ignoring the stern voice telling him to pull away.

He moved more vigorously.

"Mnnmmmm!"

Phukan heard Cirrus' deep moan as the hot semen shot into his mouth, a taste unfamiliar with his tongue.

But Phukan took it all.

"Phu, spit it out!"

When Cirrus pulled out, the big hand gripped his chin, his eyes stern despite the heavy breathing. But the little guy shook his head, looking like he was about to cry.

"Phu!" Cirrus didn't savor his moment of bliss but tried to lock Phukan's chin, making the boy grimace at the taste in his mouth...

Gulp!

Phukan swallowed it all in one go.

How did P'Cir swallow it?

Phukan asked himself, but he swallowed through his tears, confident it was all gone before looking up at the big man, who was now stunned.

"Why did you swallow it?" Cirrus asked, cradling his cheek with utmost care.

Phukan coughed a few times, not saying anything as Cirrus pulled him to lie flat on the bed, wiping his tears.

"You swallowed mine, too," Phukan mumbled, finding his voice, not daring to meet his eyes. "If you did it for me, I can do it for you, too."

At first, he wanted to get back at Cirrus. Last time, he said to spit it out, too, but the big guy swallowed it. But now that Phukan did the same, he felt even more embarrassed.

"It's not the same. I did it willingly..."

"I did it willingly, too."

Phukan was surprised by his own words, but let it go because he did it willingly.

His round eyes looked at the older man with a watery, innocent look as if asking if he'd done something wrong. That made the older man sigh heavily.

"Do you want to rinse your mouth?"

"It's okay. I think I'm getting used to it."

Next time, I probably won't choke.

Phukan shivered at his own thought, but he didn't have the strength to get up and rinse his own mouth. He let Cirrus pull his hand to wipe it clean, dressing him back properly.

"P'Cir."

When he saw Cirrus about to get up from the bed, Phukan quickly called out. But when he turned to meet his eyes, he looked away.

"What is it?"

"Tonight... sleep in here with me tonight."

"Stubborn, I told y-"

"But you just came. You probably won't do anything to me, right? Just stay together for a bit... is that okay?" At the end of the sentence, Phukan glanced at the flute on the table beside the bed with sad eyes. But Phukan quickly got up and put it back in the drawer.

This is dad's keepsake. How could I just leave it to witness... something like that?!

Phukan's face flushed with guilt towards his dad, but when he turned back, he felt relieved.

Cirrus had agreed to lie down on the same bed.

"Just one time doesn't make me any less dangerous, you know."

Is he... threatening me?

Looking into those sharp eyes made Phukan unsure, so he quickly forced a dry smile, brushing off what had happened. He comforted himself that it wasn't the first time. Cirrus had done it for him before, so this was just returning the favor.

"I'll turn off the lights now."

It was still early in the evening, but thinking about having to keep staring into Cirrus' eyes, Phukan nodded eagerly.

"Sorry for being so bad at it," he mumbled shyly when Cirrus came back to the bed after turning off the lights.

I accidentally touched it with my teeth twice.

But the answer he got was a soft laugh followed by a warm hug around his waist. However, Phukan had already pulled the blanket over his head.

"You'll get better."

Don't act like you know everything!

The little guy wanted to scold the big guy, but suddenly, he believed that he'd get better. After all, that other Phukan must be really good at it now.

[wuxian-vs-wangji]

Boy Next World Excerpt: Phukan and Cirrus' First Time

"Ready to lose your virginity?"

Heat gathered on Phukan's face and spread throughout his body. His heart pounded with a mix of panic and excitement, and the deep voice echoed in his ears even though Cirrus had moved away.

Was Phukan ready?

Phukan blinked rapidly to gather his thoughts, looking up at the sharp eyes, and found that Cirrus was both hopeful and scared. But he believed with all his heart that Cirrus wouldn't be mad at all if he refused. He believed the other person would wait until he was ready.

Thinking this, the small boy bit his lip before opening his mouth to say...

"Then, I'm willing to shed some tears for you."

"Phu," Cirrus didn't expect him to agree like this.

"Yes, I said it. And you heard it, too."

Why wasn't I embarrassed when I gave him a blowjob, but I'm so embarrassed now?

Phukan buried his face in Cirrus' neck again, determined not to look up and meet his eyes.

Well, yeah, I'm shy, you know!

The answer made the listener laugh softly, pressing his nose against Phukan's temple heavily.

"I promise to make you cry from happiness." Cirrus promised, making Phukan smile widely, but the little guy still asked softly.

"Hey, P'Cir."

"What is it?"

"Does it hurt a lot?"

Phukan thought Cirrus was stunned, but he'd never done it before. And knowing firsthand how big Cirrus was, who wouldn't be scared?

"You'll find out tomorrow."

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Crash!

"P'Cir, wait! P'... mmm!!!"

As soon as Wim stepped out of the room, Phukan, who'd been walking his senior out, cried out in surprise. Suddenly, he was pushed against the door, his back pressed tightly against it. The taller figure followed, pressing so close that they were almost one. Hot lips pressed against the corner of his mouth then moved to cover his soft lips precisely, not giving the young man a chance to refuse.

The kiss wasn't the usual gentle nibble but a firm bite on his soft lips- not hard enough to hurt, but enough to send shivers through his body. The hands that initially intended to push away now wrapped around the strong neck, willingly responding to the hungry touch.

"Mmm."

The adorable reaction wasn't lost on the bigger man. Large hands wrapped around Phukan's back, lips moving to kiss his cheek, nose, and back to his mouth again. A hot tongue slipped inside, sweeping along his teeth and rubbing against his shyly responding tongue.

Phukan's mind went blank.

He only knew that Cirrus's kiss was intense, forceful, and aggressive, making his legs tremble.

"Mmm, P'..."

The hands around his neck tightened their grip on the tall man's shirt as a strong thigh slipped between his legs, rubbing against his sensitive spot, making Phukan moan in to the kiss, his body going limp while Cirrus continued his assault.

"Open your mouth, Phu," the deep voice growled against his lips.

Phukan panted heavily, his eyes brimming with tears, but he opened his mouth as instructed.

"Stick out your tongue."

The young man obediently stuck out his bright pink tongue, and then...

"Mmmmmmm."

Cirrus didn't hesitate to wrap his tongue around Phukan's, pulling it into his own mouth and making Phukan moan shakily. He could only follow Cirrus' lead, his hands gripping the shirt, now caressing the strong neck unconsciously.

But Cirrus didn't stop. His hot tongue pushed back into the small mouth, making the young man gasp for breath. When the tip of the hot tongue attacked the roof of his mouth relentlessly, he trembled pitifully, collapsing into the warm embrace, only to be met with the strong thigh that continued to rub against him.

He couldn't escape up or down.

"Huff, haaa, P'Cir, mmm."

Phukan protested shakily, his eyes glistening with tears, his lips swollen and red, making the onlooker unable to resist.

"Ah."

But this time, it wasn't just a kiss. Large hands slid down to his hips, moving up and slipping under the thin shirt. Cold fingertips touched the warm skin, making the young man shiver.

"P'Cir, no, please, not yet."

Chu!

"Mmm, P'Cir."

Chu!

"Wait, wait..."

Chu!

"Ah, hey."

Using his last bit of strength, Phukan pushed the broad chest away to meet his eyes, and what he saw... was a look of near-mad desire.

"Why?" The tall man couldn't suppress his growl anymore.

And that made the listener tremble all over.

Not from fear, but because... he wanted it just as much.

"I-I can't stand, ah, don't rub." Phukan protested, trying to push the other's knee away, but the more he resisted, the more the tall man pressed his knee harder.

"Don't you like it?" The deep voice whispered against his cheek, making Phukan shake his head vigorously.

"N-not that, but, but I really can't stand."

Phukan's voice trembled, and now, with his eyes brimming with tears and his lips swollen, how could anyone resist?

"Why?" But Cirrus still asked.

"Ugh."

The knee rubbed against the cute part through Phukan's pants, touching the hard lump, making the young man want to hit himself for moving closer shamelessly.

"Tell me why first," Cirrus insisted.

Phukan wanted to be angry, but the sharp eyes holding back emotions made him decide.

Cirrus looked like he wanted to strip him right there.

So, he wrapped around the strong neck with his hands, whispering in his ear, "It feels too good."

The rubbing of his thigh like this only made the lower part harder and scarier.

"I can't take it anymore; it feels good... really," the young man said shakily, hugging Cirrus' neck tighter and confirming he didn't want this position. His legs were weak, his hips kept rubbing against the tall man's thigh, and they were right by the door to the hall.

"Whoa!"

Suddenly, Sisira (Phukan) cried out as the strong arms, which had been supporting his back, scooped under his round bottom, lifting him in one go. Phukan could only wrap his legs around Cirrus' waist, eyes wide with fear.

"Then let's go to the bed!"

This time, the young man fell silent, not knowing how to protest. He only clung tightly to the other with both hands and legs, embarrassed until...

"P... P'Cir."

Cirrus laid him down on the familiar bed.

This bed where they had slept together before, but now, with the older man hovering over him, looking like he wanted to devour him whole, Phukan trembled, his pale skin turning red. He wanted to hide under the blanket, knowing what would happen next. But another part of him...

"P'Cir."

Phukan touched Cirrus' cheek hesitantly, then cupped it, looking into his eyes.

What he saw was that Cirrus' patience was nearing its limit. Even now, Cirrus was trying to be gentle with him.

So, Phukan spoke, "You don't have to hold back anymore. You can do anything to me... anything. I'm okay."

He was really okay with everything now.

If Cirrus wanted to, how could someone like Phukan refuse? Cirrus didn't force him because he wasn't ready. But now he was.

Not just his heart, but his body also wanted to be one with Cirrus.

He wanted to be Cirrus'.

"Do you know what you're saying?" The speaker gritted his teeth.

"I know, I know, and..." the young man looked up uncertainly.

"... Don't you want to do it, P'Cir?"

It was as if Cirrus' patience snapped, and Phukan cried out as the warm lips covered his again. This time, it wasn't just a kiss, as large hands slid under his soft shirt, rubbing over the flat stomach, making the recipient tense with desire.

Phukan didn't know how Cirrus pulled his shirt off so quickly. With just a brief break from the kiss, the shirt was off and thrown beside the bed. The tall man then buried his face in the white neck, his wet tongue licking the flushed skin, leaving a hot touch Phukan had never known.

"Ah!"

Phukan barely covered his mouth in time as the hot tongue licked his neck, brushing past his Adam's apple to his chin, then sharp teeth bit down hard on his chin.

"Let me hear your voice!"

The listener jumped at the grip on his arm, looking up to see... a beast.

A wild beast ready to pounce and devour him whole.

"Ah! P'Cir, don't lick there, mmm."

Phukan cried out as his hands were pinned to the bed while the hot tongue licked his pale, erect nipple, aroused by the intense emotions.

Not just licking and brushing past, but sucking hungrily, the hot tongue swirling around the hard flesh, making it wet, then... blowing.

The hot breath blowing over the wetness made Phukan arch his chest, unable to bear it. His legs squeezed together, hoping to ease the burning heat, but Cirrus showed no mercy as the warm lips moved to the other side, biting and licking until the inexperienced guy was burning with desire.

"It hurts, P'Cir... mmm, my nipple is numb."

Phukan confessed shakily, but instead of making the listener stop, it was like pouring oil onto the fire.

"Ah!!! Enough, enough, d-don't suck, mmm, m-my nipple will fall off, mmm."

Despite the pain and numbness, Phukan couldn't stop moaning, arching his chest into the hot mouth shamelessly.

The scene blurred from the tears of desire enveloping the small body, his wrists twisting to escape the tight grip.

And then...

"P'Cir!"

Cirrus really let go, but it was to push Phukan's hips up, pulling off both pants and underwear in one go, leaving them at one foot, making the young man cry out, trying to cover his shameful part with his hands, but...

Again, the tall man grabbed his hands tightly, revealing the naked body that was so... enticing.

"I'm glad... you're this wet."

Cirrus' sharp eyes stared at the cute part standing against gravity, slick with desire from being teased at the door.

T-that's embarrassing."

The young man said through tears, trying to turn away from the intense gaze.

"Let me see," Cirrus asked firmly, then softened his tone, "Please, Phu."

He often calls me a cheater, but I think he's the real cheater!

Now, Sisira slowly turned back to lie on his back, revealing the cute, red tip to Cirrus' eyes. Maybe it was those fierce eyes that made his legs slowly spread wide in extreme embarrassment, revealing the sweet spot that had never been touched.

"I'll be right back."

"Ah, what?!"

Phukan was shocked when Cirrus suddenly got up from the bed, especially after he'd been lying there with his legs spread. But he didn't have time to feel down for long.

"When did you buy this?!"

The tall man who'd disappeared for less than half a minute returned, but this time, he had a small bottle of lubricant, and... a box of condoms in his hand.

Phukan's breath caught in his throat as Cirrus walked back in. Without hesitation, he removed his t-shirt with one hand and let it fall to the floor. This revealed his strong muscles and hips, still clad in dark jeans.

Phukan never really noticed who was handsome or not, so this was the first time he truly understood the term... sexy.

Whether it was the broad shoulders taut with muscle, the strong chest with beautiful muscle lines, or the long legs barely covered by jeans hanging precariously at the hips, it made it hard for anyone watching to swallow. And that person was now climbing onto the bed in a threatening manner, hovering over him.

"I bought them when you and Wim went to get the car."

Phukan swallowed hard, only able to watch the tall man open the lubricant bottle and squeeze it onto his hand.

It's not that he never masturbated, but he'd never used these things before. And that meant... it had to go in from behind, right?

"It's okay, trust me."

Phukan wanted to say he didn't even trust himself, but he nodded because it wasn't him who couldn't hold back, but Cirrus.

Now, large beads of sweat filled Cirrus' face, his eyes gleaming, his body burning with desire. But he still held Phukan's body gently, pressing a kiss to his shapely lips before hungrily deepening it. The hand with the warm lubricant touched his cute part.

The young man didn't know how he could make such loud noises, but he moaned loudly as the large hand rubbed his hot shaft continuously, fingers squeezing and teasing the tip, kneading the soft flesh on both sides until the pre-cum and clear lubricant mixed into one.

"Ah, ha, P'Cir, ugh!"

The sound of the hand stroking his cute shaft created a lewd rhythm, blending with the moans that heightened the arousal.

Now, Phukan could only spread his legs wide, his body trembling with intense pleasure, then jolted.

"P'Cir! It hurts!"

The hot finger penetrated the tight channel. Phukan wasn't sure if it hurt or what, but it was strange; it was a very strange sensation when something invaded inside, making him cling tightly to Cirrus.

"Do you want me to take it out?"

Cirrus paused, gritting his teeth as he asked, and the young man shook his head vigorously.

"N-no, don't stop. Don't. I-I can handle it."

Phukan just didn't know how to deal with this feeling.

The long finger that penetrated all the way in began to move slowly, rotating, pulling out, and... pushing all the way back in.

"Ahhh, P'Cir, it feels weird, ugh!"

Phukan cried out incoherently, looking down at the large hand kneading all over his thin wall. He really didn't know if this was good or not; he just felt strange having something probing inside, rubbing against the soft wall that had never been touched.

"Ah!!!"

But then, Phukan arched his back, eyes wide, moaning loudly when the strange feeling hit a certain spot. Again, he couldn't explain it, only seeing a bright flash from behind his eyelids. His body twitched, tears streaming down his cheeks, and both hands clutched Cirrus' arms tightly.

"P'Cir! Ugh, don't, not there, don't touch there!!!"

Phukan pleaded through his tears, but this time, Cirrus didn't comply.

"Ah! It feels so good, don't rub there, d-don't, ugh, hng."

It wasn't just one finger, but Cirrus had inserted a second finger at some point, making it both tight and full, and it kept going deeper, rubbing that spot over and over. Phukan's hips twitched as if electrocuted, and he was only able to cry out through his tears that it was too much for him.

Of course, Cirrus didn't stop.

"Ugh! Don't. D-don't, don't rub."

Phukan pleaded and begged, but Cirrus kept rubbing, pressing, and thrusting into the sensitive spot until the person who'd never had anything pass through his virgin hole twisted and writhed, feeling like he couldn't take it anymore.

"I-I'm gonna cum, I, ugh!"

Cirrus returned to stroking the cute shaft again, moving roughly until Phukan felt like he was going to die. He moaned, twisting in pleasure, feeling like he could cum at any moment, but he... didn't want to be the only one satisfied.

"Here, put it in, ugh, please."

Phukan pulled the tall man into a tight embrace, speaking through his tears.

"Phu! You're making it hard for me to hold back!"

"Then... don't hold back." Phukan pulled away to meet his eyes, then shivered.

Now, the tall man's face was drenched in sweat, his eyes gleaming, his sharp teeth clenched in restraint, and that...

"Phu!"

Phukan wrapped his legs around Cirrus' hips.

"Ugh, come in, put it in, I-I want... you." He spoke without knowing what he meant anymore; he just... wanted this man.

And that made the listener growl deeply.

"I'll finish once first because I don't want to hurt you, but I can't hold back anymore!"

"Then... Why hold back?" The tear-streaked face asked shakily, seeing Cirrus' face blurred.

"Stubborn!"

Phukan wanted to argue that he wasn't stubborn, but a kiss silenced him. Not only that, the long fingers continued to invade the sweet hole relentlessly until the sound of a hand slapping against his round butt echoed.

He wanted to protest that he didn't need the handjob, but he needed Cirrus. However...

"Ah!!!!!"

Suddenly, Cirrus pulled his fingers out. The first moment felt inexplicably empty, but the next moment, the young man cried out in pain as the large shaft, covered with a condom, slowly penetrated. It hurt so much that tears flowed down his face, causing him to sob uncontrollably.

"Are you okay? Can you handle it, Phu?" Cirrus growled close to his ear, making Phukan nod vigorously.

"I think I can."

Even though he was sobbing and shaking, Phukan still insisted he could handle it.

"But I think..."

"No, n-no, ugh, I want to lose my virginity today. You have to let me lose it, don't, don't take it out!!!" Phukan cried and moaned, clutching the broad shoulders. He couldn't see Cirrus' face anymore because the tightness below made him forget everything.

And because he was afraid Cirrus would stop.

"Ah!!!!"

He ended up pushing himself to take the large part deeper.

"Phu!"

Phukan looked into Cirrus' eyes, seeing the shocked expression, and smiled through his tears.

"I'm... yours now, and you're... mine."

Phukan didn't know if it was because of those few words, but...

This time, the hot, fiery part thrust all the way in, making Phukan gasp, unable to scream, with only tears falling in streams.

"I love you Phu!" Cirrus growled in his ear, "Bear with it, good boy."

"Ah, ah, ugh." Phukan had no response because as soon as the hot shaft pulled out and thrust back in, he felt numb, only able to wrap his legs tightly around Cirrus' waist. He hugged the broad shoulders like a child with no support, tears streaming down as Cirrus kissed them away.

He didn't know what Cirrus was doing, but he felt the shaft moving inside, rubbing against the soft walls on all sides, and...

"A-Ah!!!"

This time, it wasn't fingers thrusting in, but the large shaft going deep, rubbing against the sensitive spot, making Phukan moan loudly. The pain slowly faded, leaving only the burning heat between them.

"Damn it! Don't squeeze me like that!"

Phukan didn't know if he was squeezing or not, but he moved his hips to meet the thrusting shaft, the sound of flesh hitting flesh echoing.

Then, the tear-streaked face looked up at the tall man.

"Ugh, P'Cir, more... Please, I, I want to cum, give me more!" Phukan pleaded.

"Damn it!"

"Ah!!!!"

The young man didn't know anything anymore. As soon as the shaft moved faster, he could only moan, twisting in a mix of agony and ecstasy. His one hand clutched the bed sheet until it wrinkled; his cute shaft was soaked with clear fluid and lubricant, the sound of flesh hitting flesh echoing throughout the spacious bedroom.

More, I want more of you. P-please give it to me. Give me more.

"Hmhh."

Suddenly, Phukan cried out loudly, his desire reaching the climax, releasing every drop of his emotion and staining his white stomach. His whole body collapsed onto the bed, breathing heavily, shaking.

"Are you okay?"

Phukan slowly opened his eyes, looking through the veil of tears at the sharp face. Then, he raised both hands as if pleading.

"I'm okay, huff, huff. I can handle it."

Even though he was panting and shaking, Phukan still insisted he could handle it. The more he looked at the wild expression on the face in front of him, the more confident he became that he could handle Cirrus.

"P'Cir, j-just do... do what you want... ugh."

The young man cried out shakily as the still-hard shaft thrust inside again, but this time, it didn't hurt to the point of tears. On the contrary, his body burned with a terrifying heat, and beyond that, he wanted to please Cirrus, too.

"Do it rough."

"Don't cry later!"

"Ahhhh!!!"

Phukan was flipped onto his stomach, and soon enough, the hot part thrust deep inside more easily than the first time. He flinched but said nothing as the hands gripped his hips tightly and... the shaft thrust deep into his hole.

This time, the trembling moans mixed with the sound of flesh hitting flesh, confirming that... there would be no way to avoid tears in this situation.

But whether those tears were from pain or pleasure, you'd have to ask Phukan when he came to his senses again.

As it is, Phukan wouldn't be able to get a wink of sleep easily. After all, a certain someone had been holding back for a long time.

In the end... Phukan finally lost his virginity.

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Boss/Noeul for The Boy Next World

So we got official confirmation (that we were all expecting) that Boss and Noeul will be playing Cirrus and Phugun respectively in The Boy Next World series coming form Mame/MeMindY. I read the whole novel in about 2 days...finishing up 4 hours prior to the announcement. (Poor decision making on my part honestly.) But I wanted to talk about the novel and basic story, the characters and what I think makes Boss and Noeul a good fit for them, some concerns, and some moments in the novel I'm excited to see.

I am going to attempt to sort of graduate spoilers, so we'll start with no spoilers, move on to potential mild spoilers, and the on to pretty moderate-severe ones. I will clearly mark each transition, so you can stop reading when you like.

No Spoiler Section- Story and Character Summaries

We'll start by going over the basic summary of the story. Phugun and Cirrus are university students that live in the same apartment building. One night Cirrus shows up at Phugun's apartment and tells him that he is his boyfriend. Phugun is understandably confused, as despite having attended the same high school and university, they've NEVER interacted before, but invites him in. Cirrus asserts that he is from a parallel universe where they had started dating in high school. From there it's a bit of a shenanigans ensue situation, but Phugun, being soft-hearted, agrees to try and help Cir get back to his own world, and Cir simply can't help doting on whatever Phugun is available to him. You'll laugh, you'll cry, you might yell.

Now to the characters:

Phugun (often called Phu) is a 2nd year humanities student. He is described as small, cute, and a bit silly. He's also quite feisty and soft-hearted (though he doesn't present that side of himself) and importantly he's kind of superstitious. It is a main character point that he believes that wearing certain colors on certain days will bring him luck, and on days where he can't bad things happen to him. He's an only child and his father passed away when he was in middle school or junior high, so probably about 12-13. After that his mother began travelling abroad, leaving him under the supervision of an aunt. He has a close-knit group of university friends, though from what I can tell none of them pre-date uni.

Cirrus (most often referred to as Cir or P'Cir) is a 4th year business management student. He is described as tall and very handsome, often pursued by other students, but he entertains no one. His nickname on campus is Ice Prince, and many people seem to be afraid of his dark glowers. He does have a small group of friends as well, one from high school (or possibly previously) and one that appears to be just from university. He is the eldest of two children, with a 1 year younger brother (Zone), and his parents are divorced. With Phugun, Cirrus becomes warm and doting, in contrast to the cold persona he presents otherwise.

Now reading through those descriptions you may think...those sound kind of a lot like Rain and Payu...and you are correct. Beginning the novel, I had the same concerns, that these characters were far to similar to their LITA ones and wouldn't offer much space for growth and progression as actors. I have also read the LITA novels (they're actually the only Mame novels I had read before embarking on the Boy Next World) and while I enjoyed Love Storm, I did feel that there wasn't A LOT of serious depth or emotional growth happening in the novel. This is not bad, it's simply my observation, and I enjoyed the novel and series regardless. Through the BNW novel we do have access to both leads points of view and a lot more detail about their backstories, so they are far more fleshed out, complex characters from the start. Because of this, I am potentially hopeful of some really affecting moments that will give Boss and Noeul a great opportunity to really stretch their acting wings. I've made a post before about Noeul's acting specifically, as Rain is incredibly different from him overall, and that remembering that definitely increased my appreciation of his performance there. Rain as a roles is more one that seems simple because he's kind of the most relatable, but for him to be so different from Noeul would offer a specific set of challenges.

There are also a couple of instances in the novel that I think Boss and Noeul in particular could convey very well....

Parallel World Set-up

I also want to give a small explanation of the parallel world basis for the novel, as there are many wildly different systems used in fictional stories, some more complex than others. Below is a pretty basic diagram of the type of parallel world set-up we're looking at.

It's pretty basic, the timeline moves forward and a certain point an occurrence or decision changes the course of the timeline creating to separate but parallel worlds (hence why they travel in the same direction together). In media this divergence point can be anything, in Sliding Doors it's Gwenyth Paltrow's character catching the train versus missing it, but it can also occasionally be a decision. A yes leads to one future, no leads to another, similar to a choose your own adventure story. The divergence point is revealed in the novel, but I won't spoil that, but that decision creates Timeline B where Cirrus and Phugun meet and begin dating in high school. That is the only difference between the two timelines. The orange dashed line is the inciting incident of the novel itself where Cirrus-B ends up in timeline A, and Cirrus-A ends up in timeline B.

I'm going to finish up with trigger warnings for the novel (and likely the series) if you choose to pick it up prior to the show coming out. There are some pretty serious instances of emotional and physical abuse of Cirrus at the hands of his mother, starting from when he was a child. There are also a couple of instances of homophobia. Most of this stems from two specific characters, but there are insensitive and degrading comments made by sort of background characters as well. Grief and grieving is also a potential trigger, as there is discussion related to the death of Phugun's father throughout the novel. As someone who has lost both parents, I did cry at these moments.

Mild to Moderate Spoilers- Scenes and aspects I would like to see in the series

So there are a handful of portions of the book that I really would like to see in the series, and a couple of 'silly' things that I think would just be fun/funny. I'll start with those.

Since we've now established the potential for recasting... I think it would be hilarious if Mame cast a bunch of the actors from the friend group in LITA as the friends in BNW. Specifically Pepper as P'Ren, one of Cirrus's friends who is obsessed with his tropical fish. It would just give the whole thing a bit of a community theater vibe, and I love that.

Since we have a a parallel or alternate universe situation, cast the previous Cir and Phu (Haii and Title) from TharnType 2 as the other versions of them. We don't actually see the other versions in the novel, but it feel like it would be funny like in the opening credits to see like side-by-sides of their lives/timelines.

Now on to actual story points and scenes from the novel I really want to see, and one I kind of hope we don't. We shall get the No out of the way first:

-I do think it is important to keep the child abuse storyline, but I very much hope that it is kept very circumspect or minimal in the show. I would especially not like to SEE it. I think maybe having Cir and Phu talk about it, maybe with audio-overlays or allusions to what happened. But it's pretty dark, and I don't want something like what we got in Don't Say No. Mostly because I have concerns about how filming those scenes can psychologically impact a child actor.

Now the YES's:

-I very much want to see the potential or alluded to second couple of P'Wim and Jin (who are friends of Cir and Phugun). Their vibe is one best described as Hermione Granger and Luna Lovegood, and their interactions in the novel were delightful. I'm sure how much we'll get depends on the episode count, but I'm hopeful for more than a Ryu/Sun situation in Wedding Plan.

-As discussed, Phugun has some superstitions related to the clothes he wears, and in the novel this goes all the way down to underwear. I would love to see like a calendar montage where you see him rotating through a rainbow of different colored outfits. (It would be delightfully gay.)

-I want Zone to be in the show. He's only present a couple of times in the novel, but I do feel that he's necessary to the story and that removing him would negatively impact Cirrus's character/backstory, as his relationship with his brother does play a role in a lot of his choices. But in the novel, they have a fun dynamic, and his interactions with Phugun are quite sweet, so I feel like it would be a great inclusion.

-There are a couple of instances in the story where Cir sings Phugun to sleep to comfort him. We know Boss has a lovely singing voice, I would like to see that.

-There is a scene related to a musical instrument that was left to Phugun by his late father, but Phugun can't play it. In the scene Cirrus plays it for him, and it's one of the scenes that made me absolutely lose it. Now the instrument isn't a guitar, but since we know Boss can play guitar, I don't think it's unreasonable to just change the type of instrument, as that doesn't really affect the story. Though I am aware that a lot of viewers hate the "guitar in BLs" trope, there is a real emotional gravitas to this scene that I think it would be unfortunate to lose.

-Lastly, there are not many NC scenes in the novel, I think 3 fully explicit ones and a couple that are alluded to. But the first one is a BJ in which Phu is receiving and Cir is performing. Now BJs in general are rarely even portrayed in BL, for many reasons, but the fact that it's not easy to film in a manner that would get by censors, or to portray in a romantic light are probably major factors. It's also something that could be far more uncomfortable for the actors to film. But when they are even hinted at it's often the 'Top' who is receiving, we honestly rarely see concentrated effort from a 'Top' to pleasure their 'bottom' without achieving their own 'completion.' I think a lot of this stems from the heteronormative relationship aspects traditionally applied to BL couples. Just as there's an idea in heteronormative/patriarchal society that a woman is there to provide pleasure to the man, and a man is not obligated to return it, that get's saddled on homosexual characters, leading to a situation where we rarely see Tops do much more than prep and penetrate (and the prep is often off screen). It's something that bugs me regularly, even in shows I really like. It's something you see with Kinn/Porsche, with Dean and Pharm in UWMA. These are characters where there is supposed to be this insane level of affection and adoration in the Top for their bottom, but they're not going out of their way to make sure they feel good??? Seems fake. In fairness to Mame, while she does fall into many a problematic trope, she also really likes bossy bottoms who advocate for their own pleasure, so there is that.

So....that's my thoughts on what to expect and what I hope to see. I hope you enjoyed.

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Cirrus and Phukan's NC can't even be called Body Worship. It's hard to explain, but it is very much and very specifically Cirrus worshipping Phukan himself. Cirrus also will ask Phukan to vocalize if he isn't. He NEEDS to hear those moans.

That one is very Payu 😂