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hiii! i was just thinking about how much i love making playlists but i have legitimately two irl friends and they don't give a shit abt my music taste so i wanted to make a cutesie little (kind of??) masterlist of all my fave playlists that ive made and like their general vibes <3

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for my girlbloggers; very sylvia plath quotes on tumblr/heart aches when you think about your mother at your age/"obviously doctor, you've never been a 13 year old girl"

woman moment

for my babes with suspected narcolepsy; very 'protecting your peace'/ten step face care routine/patchouli oil in the humidifier

bed time routine

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sweet kinda gal

for anyone who cries over spilled milk; very scared of aging/birthday playlist from a few years back/wellbutrin zoloft combo

march sadness/old woman

for the ones with kathleen hanna vocal fry; very resting bitch face/riot grrrl adjacent/too cool for you/wears bright colours ironically

it girl wannabe

for people who can't wait until october; very apple cinnamon bath and body works/tate and violet season/leg warmers over top of doc martens

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for people who can't wait until december; very glee christmas specials/cute fluffy earmuffs/buying advent calendars when they go on sale right after the 24th

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for all of newwavesylviaplath nation; very much camryncore/songs i listen to while i blog/my personal faves

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that's all! because i've been a bit of a flop recently i begged a bunch of people to let me tag them thanks yall: @fear-is-truth @cult-of-lambs @thebonesofwhatyoubelieve @dangeroustaintedflawed @yandereunsolved @taintandviolent @nahoyasboyfriend @elaine-in-the-membrane @slutforgarlogan @coentinim @bluerthanvelvet444 @briaroftheroses @am3ricanh0rrorwh0re @feefymo

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A one-and-only March visit to Williamsburg, Brooklyn’s Rough Trade. A brand new pinball arcade opens up by surprise. A scenic drive to my friend’ M-Ro’s pickle shop in Oyster Bay to buy a piece of his music collection. Picking up Rob Villain at the train station for the first time in nine years and having Chinese dinner before sitting in for my summer broadcast. Meeting the slender -Tash for the first time and taking in that top-shelf indie-rock sensibility she had. Seeing Uniform, Body Void, and Portrayal Of Guilt at Greenpoint’s Saint Vitus and finally meeting my hero Michael Berdan. Finally, a ninety-minute drive out to Staten Island for Christmas dinner with my family, catching up with my golden-era cousins and having our first peaceful outing since the turn of the millennium.

But nothing else, in any point of the year, would compare to the brown-eyed ginger I met at work who took out and demonstrated a still-working Sony Watchman for me. Eight months later and not a day goes by that I don’t think of her, anticipating her to visit my store on Sundays where she’ll actively look for me and wait for me to help her out.

Even though I had a few shiny glossy wins, there was plenty of time throughout the year to fight on through. I enlisted myself to see a nutritionist and also a weekly therapist who pushed me through to get things done. She helped dislodge those hard-to-swallow pills and repaired some of the collateral damage done by past friends, family, co-workers, and former interests. The spectres of loneliness and depression still hover around me but not as close when a daily wellbutrin is taken. Things have been somewhat more stable and less erratic around me in life and at work after coming close to walking out and quitting a few times like Atlas holding everything up on his bare shoulders: forced interactions with entitled or undesirable customers, early store meetings, opening-to-closing shifts, staying later, call-outs, having staff cut in half, and losing even more co-workers to other locations in no thanks to an off-the-handle general manager who got yellow-carded for sexual harassment.

For every season, there were various sounds that defined them. Finds in minimal / synthwave / EBM (Coloroid, Linea Aspera), post-punk / d.i.y. (Yard Act, Deeper), hip-hop / street (B0nds, Obnox), experimental sounds (Mega Bog, New Chance), jazz / fusion (Hubert Laws & Earl Klugh, Heavy Joker) and African musicks (Mahmoud Guinia, Sengerema Kagunga S.D.A. Choir) were the key moments that defined every drive and train ride to New York City. Let’s not forget the endless chimes and noises eminating from all the pinball tables I got my hands on (Firepower, Big Guns).

On the visible side of things, Omega WUSB had its busiest broadcasting year and summer ever playing everything I got my hands on. Ω+ is still going forward and there’s definitely much more to be told and show to everyone. And Our Lady Omega has almost tripled in followers. It’s been a non-stop final week for us thanks to our one post of hip-hop / rap logos and Peanuts cartoons on vinyl-life philosophy.

2022 will start with me seeing Boy Harsher at the Music Hall In Williamsburg, Brooklyn, a two-week vacation in February, and Ministry in March. More money is on the way and so is a badly-needed career change if I need to salvage my health and sanity. I’ll still be designing, writing, sound- / photo-editing, and broadcasting. I’ll find time in looking for the the rare and overlooked aesthetics and redeeming qualities that stand out in people, print, and physical objects. I’ll still keep in touch with myself while tightly grasping on to stay in an environment / world that seems to be slipping away and wants to expel me.

Thanks to everyone here who came to visit, re-blogged our posts, followed, and listened to us across the board. It’s helped. Seriously. I’m grateful for all the connections I have here, because I sure as hell don’t have them on Long Island.

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Here we are with yet another potentially hopeless attempt at coping. I haven’t been doing well at all lately but nothing seems to be working, and a blog seems like an easier way to get my thoughts out there than a journal. I haven’t been able to stay consistent with my journal for months, so I guess I’ll try this out.

Some back story: I’ve suffered with disordered eating since 7th grade and had a serious case of anorexia nervosa during 8th and 9th grade. Anorexia quickly shifted to binge eating and I gained 60 pounds in a few months. I got really depressed and started self harming, but stopped during my senior year of high school.

Once I got to college, winter came around and I got sad again, but decided that buying a Juul would be a better coping mechanism than cutting. And it was. It was a lot better. This past December, though, the age to buy nicotine products got increased to 21 nationwide and I decided to quit. I was already feeling pretty hopeless about life and had been for a few months, but was generally doing well during the months leading up to December. Quitting was easy and I thought I’d be fine, but I’m starting to realize I haven’t been able to cope with my depression healthily since it started. Nicotine was my coping mechanism, though I didn’t realize it until I quit.

Also, I started taking birth control in September and pretty instantly saw a serious change in my body. My freshman year of college, after buying a Juul, I lost a lot of weight and felt genuinely good about myself. Birth control has totally ruined my self image. I’ve had bouts of dysmorphia and convincing myself that I’m gaining weight, but it’s never been true. This time it is. I jumped from 105 to 112 pounds in a week or two, but it never came off. I started going to the gym but it didn’t help anything. I thought that if I stopped restricting and started eating more planned, healthy meals, I’d lose the weight, but that didn’t help either. And then when I quit nicotine, I turned to eating to numb my feelings. Most recently, I weighed in at 123. I was at a party. I wanted to jump off a cliff. 

I’ve been trying to regain control of myself essentially since I quit nicotine. I feel like I’m spiraling. I feel disgusting and I hate who I am right now. I feel so heavy, so impossibly sad, and so incredibly helpless. Nothing seems to work. I just don’t feel like I’m mentally strong enough to keep doing this... I want to give up. 

But, I won’t, at least for now. I cut back my work hours, so hopefully that’ll take some stress off of me. I’m going to keep going to the gym. I’m not going to severely restrict, because obviously it doesn’t work for me anymore, though I wish it did. I’m not going to binge either, because it makes me feel even worse. I’m going to TRY mindful eating even though it feels completely futile. I can’t stand the way I look right now and I need to be thin again.

I’m also going to maybe start taking anti-depressants. I don’t know how to cope, I can’t cope. But if anti-depressants take away the pain, maybe I won’t feel the need to binge anymore. Maybe I won’t want to start juuling again. Maybe I’ll stop hurting myself. I read that Wellbutrin supresses appetite as well so people tend to lose weight. That’s a win win win in my eyes. My only fear is that my brain gets too cloudy. 

So that’s it for now... maybe this will be my only post on this blog. We’ll see. It feels better to get it out there.

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doc told me to watch out for mood swings and I was watching for the dips for sure, but... didn’t think I’d hit manic

but I don’t think I am?? 

I mean. I am currently in the middle of planning/tackling 4 different crochet projects at once, plus I bought entirely too much yarn for some random other ones, plus I’ve got other miscellaneous craft ideas that I’m planning on implementing soon

that and I’ve been giving in a lot more easily to impulse-buys (but a lot of the things I’m buying are actually useful; like I DID need a new hairdryer and I found a brand new one for $13?? that’s a fuckin steal)

I think what’s making me suspicious right now is the attitude shift. I do feel a lot better because of this job and generally where things are going right now, and I don’t think I feel quite how manic is supposed to feel. I don’t feel on top of the world, I do still get stressed out and tired, I do still get into moods, but not serious mood dips like someone with bipolar would have. but I’ve been feeling... I don’t know, positively impulsive? my impulsive feelings in the past involved self-destruction in one way or another; this is like.. chasing more good feelings. not quite highs, just. things that I think are good for me.  I’m getting the travel bug again. I want to go places and see things. I want to be in places and let them affect me positively, rather than just being sad somewhere else. I think I’m getting close to being ready for some kind of relationship with another person again, like I used to be. I impulse-bought a few toys for my rats and I’m getting really excited planning the playroom they’re going to have soon. I’m excited thinking about the gifts I’ve been planning out and how happy they’ll make people, I hope. I’ve been doing a lot of impulse-buying, like I said, but it’s for things I like, things that make me feel good, and I haven’t been experiencing too much buyer’s remorse. it doesn’t feel like going through the motions anymore-- I remember when I went to target for the first time after my dad passed and I don’t think I even saw one single thing in that store. I was looking at everything and seeing nothing. I bought myself a necklace with a gift card he’d gotten me for my birthday-- one with a message I felt was something he might relay to me. you know, those jewelry pieces that have those cards on them that say the jewelry symbolizes something. 

gratitude. everything comes to you in the right moment. be patient. be grateful. 

I wear that necklace whenever I feel like I need my dad’s support. I wore it to interviews. I wore it to a concert or two. I wore it on my birthday. I’m glad I picked that one. I’ve been trying to keep that message close to my heart since I saw it. I really am grateful. and I’m finding myself much more patient, too. I’m learning that things really are going to work out, and ��the right moment” isn’t always when you think it’ll be. but when it’s right, you know it. I’m trying to focus on right now; firstly I haven’t had the energy lately to be too worried about my future, but also I’m trying to feel better, and feeling better means getting my head out of my past and allowing myself to carve out my future without having too many expectations of it. 

this doesn’t read like mania to me. is this what it’s like not being depressed? or at least having much milder depression?  

whatever it is... I still want to cry when I think about how I feel now. I don’t think I could burn my past; I could delete all my old blog posts, I could burn my diaries and journals, I could forget everything about it if I really wanted to. but it was a part of me whether I liked it or not. I felt a lot of things, and I was so fucking deep in it. no wonder I felt like I was drowning all the time. I was hurting so bad. and I still have that in me-- I’ve always felt everything so deeply. but I want to remember it. maybe it’ll serve as a reminder. if I start sounding like that again, it’s getting bad again. I hope I never have to look back, but I want to have it just in case. 

while I don’t want to be suspicious (can’t I just enjoy a good thing?) I think it’s a reasonable feeling to have. I am on medication, I do need to watch myself. I’m trying to allow myself to feel the good, but be cautious at the same time. I’ve learned far too many times that not everything good stays. but I don’t feel focused on that. I’m not preempting this positivity with fear, I’m not sabotaging myself before I can even feel anything good. 

I can’t be anything but grateful. I don’t want to push it, but I feel like it can get better still. maybe it really did just take... how many months on this dose of wellbutrin? doc wanted to give me 2-3 I think; it’s probably been 5 or so now. I’ll have to see what my new doctor says about it in a few weeks. I just. I like this trajectory. this almost feels like nearing the top of a hill I’ve been climbing for years. I just know I’m getting close, and I can’t even believe it. I never thought I’d see over the top.

I think having a fucked-up sleep schedule is still holding me back a bit. I hope this sleep study has some answers, or that this new rheumatologist I’m seeing next month might too. 

I guess we’ll see.

[growintothin]

the beginning, but not really

hey guys. wow. where do i start?

i’ve been watching this community off and on for over 10 years for “inspiration”, but never would have imagined i would become an integral part of it. especially at 26 years old. 

that’s right! i’m 26. i’m ancient compared to most with eating disorders. so if you’re older and you’re struggling, let’s talk. it would be super refreshing to be able to relate to someone who’s no longer in school or living with their parents. the struggles are very different.

so to try and give you the most abridged version of my background, i’ve struggled with binge eating and yo-yo dieting since i was a young teenager. i always came to pro-ana blogs for inspiration, wishing so desperately to be able to restrict, and then just bingeing more. despite being a healthy weight for my height (up until a couple years ago), i always felt huge and had horrible self esteem issues. i’ve also suffered from depression and was on and off various medications since i was 15 to treat it.

then, a couple years ago, after meeting and falling in love with my current boyfriend, i went off of my wellbutrin and my birth control pill simultaneously and gained about 25 lbs in a couple months. and over the course of the next couple years, i continued to gain another 20 lbs due to binge eating and other generally poor eating habits. 

my self esteem was completely shot, i had to buy new clothes, i absolutely hated how i looked. but food was my comfort. so the worse i felt, the more i ate. until august of this year. i turned 26 on the 8th, and then went to the doctor on the 12th, fed up with being depressed and hopeless and determined to get back on a different medication that would actually help me. i told my doctor about my weight concern and he decided an snri would probably be a good option. he prescribed cymbalta.

within a couple days of taking it, my appetite completely vanished. it was amazing, intoxicating. i began counting calories, following pro-ana blogs for the first time in 10 years, wearing my fitbit, and became obsessed with how easy it was for me to turn down food for the first time in my life. i lost 15 lbs in under a month and a half by eating around 600 calories a day, and i was feeling amazing.

but after that time, my body was beginning to adjust to the medication and my appetite was slowly coming back. i was able to lose another 6 lbs, bringing me to my lowest weight in the last few years (163.4), but it wasn’t easy anymore. i panicked and requested to be switched to effexor, which is known for causing weight loss, under the guise that the cymbalta was causing me horrible constipation... which was true. i switched, but it didn’t help my appetite. 

the entire month of october i’ve been completely off track, and am back up 5 lbs to 168. i just switched back to cymbalta, and am hoping that combining that medication with this blog for motivation and accountability, i can finally reach my goals by early next year. 

there’s a lot more to this, but i’m gonna end it here today. i’ll go more in depth in other posts. until next time, growintothin.

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Nah bro.  It’s 100% okay.  I tend to be fully open about this online because its a condition that scares a lot of people...because they don’t fucking know what it actually entails...or they don’t understand that you CAN in fact live a normal life with “serious” mental illness in many cases.  But like, if you don’t talk about it...then people stay fearful and uneducated.  And LMAO...I don’t take shit from anyone.

I'm technically Schizoaffective, which is like the diagnosis of schizophrenia plus a diagnosis of bipolar...so it's a little different than someone who is only schizophrenic. But like I'm very torn on this issue.  

The more I tend to read studies and what not, the more I find that schizophrenia/schizoaffective tends to look a lot different between males and females--so females tend to present with mood problems earlier in life that are negative symptoms--meaning something is taken away (depression, blunted affect, withdrawal from life, etc), whereas males tend to present first with positive symptoms (hallucinations, delusions, hearing voices) and receive a schizophrenia diagnosis right away, regardless of whether their mood is affected.  Hence the literature tends to say that males develop the disorder earlier (late teens-early 20′s) and females develop it later (late 20′s-early 30′s).

So like me, I was first diagnosed with depression, then psychotic depression, then bipolar, then schizoaffective once I could prove that I had psychotic symptoms outside of an extreme mood.  It seems like the older I got (and thus the longer I went untreated), the more symptoms I had, until I could pretty much write down that I experience every single symptom of schizophrenia that exists in the DSMV. I really wonder what would have happened if my initial signs of depression and what I call my "sterile mind" allowed me to be considered a possible "future schizophrenic"...and then if I'd been given medications early on, if I'd have progressed into what I now live with.  Especially since no matter what I took, those traits would get “better” but I’d never actually recover.

But I generally control mine with daily medicine. In the morning I take Wellbutrin (an NDRI) and Vybriid (an SNRI) to manage the mood symptoms. Without these medicines, even just not taking them for a day, I will start randomly crying, refuse to go outside, not talk to people, and feel basically like a dried up husk inside...even though outwardly I appear to be showing emotion. Like its super weird...I'll be either crying or incredibly irritable and agitated...but my brain feels blank inside. No feelings, no thoughts...just annoyance in the fact that my body is just expressing stuff that I don't really actually feel, lol. At night, I take my antipsychotic which right now is Latuda, which is a 2nd gen medicine falling into the category of neuroleptics.

I also go to therapy every Tuesday...which like, it used to exist to try and help me deal with my anxiety and depression aspects of working again after being on disability so long. But honestly, since it took a decade of medication trial and error to both find a diagnosis and get proper treatment...my biggest problem was just the fact that I essentially had a decade of my life stolen that most people use to build themselves. All of my friends were working full time jobs and had been for like 5 years. They were buying houses, and having retirement funds. Some were having children--others said no to kids but traveled the world. Like it was like the world around me had gone on and I'd been frozen in suffering, unable to progress from essentially being 18 to being 28 when I got the correct diagnosis. I have missing memories from periods of cognitive pseudodementia that constitute years of time that other people have built lives from. And being that age and having nothing to have or say for myself for a decade other than "I survived, didn't kill myself, I cry less, and I only remember about 3 out of the last 10 years" was just kind of hard to swallow compared to what was expected of someone my age and socioeconomic class and education. THAT is what I needed to uncover and process before I could move on and function well in the world.

Other things that help me are getting regular sleep. One of my old medications (Geodon) gave me brain damage and ruined my ability to regulate sleep/wake...so I ended up developing narcolepsy when I was around 25. So the bugaboo there is that without medication to treat that, I'll be exhausted all day, but when I do sleep, it's very light/not deep and restful. So I do have some medicines that regulate that--Nuvigil allows me to stay alert during the day, and I either take melatonin at night or Lunesta if I truly cannot sleep.

Any anxiety that I have, which tends to be exacerbated by psychosis (I mean you try lying in bed and hearing some strange lady screaming in your room with nobody there to be found, or suddenly believing that people on the radio are playing songs with lyrics that are talking about you, or watching strange creatures or corpses pop into existence in your livingroom) I treat with the drug Klonopin, which is a benzodiazapine. Lol, like it's amazing how much psychosis can progress if you have nothing to stop the feelings of anxiety, when your brain that already isn't thinking correctly, then drives itself further into places with NO rational thoughts. Like only when I'm relaxed and calm can I be like "gee...it makes zero sense that a mythical being is standing in my living room--perhaps it’s not actually real?”So yeah...medication and coping strategies is the short answer. TL;DR is above.

But thank you.  I hope this gives some insight into what living with this sort of thing is like.  I may write the madness espada...but I’m in much much better shape.   

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Some Background

I live in Bangor Maine. It is not a smorgasbord of care providers. 

Timeline

I have been seeking treatment for depression since approximately 2010. 

I have had trials of Zoloft, Prozac, Lithium, Effexor, Wellbutrin, IV Ketamine, and Viibryd. Several of them were able to take away the feelings of crushing sadness, but I'm unable to reach a state where I actually enjoy my life.

In August of 2018 I began to experience severe and persistent suicidal ideation. I was hospitalized in August, in September, and again in October. In late November I was put on a waiting list for an ECT consultation. That consultation took place New Year’s Eve. 

The Doctor says that I’m a good candidate for ECT but they need some tests to make sure that I am medically cleared. I called my GP and they can get me in January 22nd. I am not sure how long after that the actual ECT will take place. I will keep you updated. 

Diagnosis

My parents divorced when I was eleven and my parents started sending me to therapy because that’s what middle class white people do, when they get divorced. When I was sixteen I started self-harming and my dad sent me to therapy again. Both of them said I was normal. 

When I was twenty three, I hated my job so much that I started going to therapy again. That therapist thinks that being neurodivergent in public school gave me (basically) PTSD which is why I get physically sick if I have to sit still when I want to work on something else. 

I’m on the autism spectrum and I have a lot of tactile/sensory stuff that comes with that. 

For a while, the depression was cyclical so they thought I might have PMDD, but then I got a hysterectomy/oopherectomy and that didn’t fix the problem, so it probably wasn’t that. 

I am working on seeing a psychiatrist (on a waiting list since August, it is January now) and an endocrinologist for a more detailed diagnosis. 

Mindset

In 2008 a machine was created that allowed people to crank a handle for minimum wage. Even though money is required to live and many people do work for minimum wage, most people didn’t crank the handle for very long. 

Most parts of my life are simply a ‘minimum wage machine.’ I take the actions required to stay alive. I wake up, get dressed, go to class. Most days I try to bury myself in some manner of fiction, but more often than not, it’s just me and the crank handle. Buying groceries. Heating food. Folding laundry. Doing homework. Going to work. 

Like most people who come into contact with the literal machine; I’m bored. I’m tired. The effort it takes to continually exist is not worth the results.  

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Scientists have proposed for the first time a remedy for recurring fainting spells. They spoke about their research at a conference of the European Society of Cardiology. According to preliminary findings, frequent fainting can be controlled with the help of artificial pacemakers (pacemakers). Incurable fainting

Incurable fainting

Fainting or syncope is a short-term loss of consciousness that is accompanied by muscle relaxation. The cause of this condition is a short-term disruption (weakening) of the blood supply to the brain. People can faint, for example, when blood pressure drops. During life, at least one fainting occurs with every second person.

Some suffer from regular fainting. Recurrent fainting worsens the quality of life, complicates the social adaptation of people. In some cases, triggers for this condition are known: fever, standing up suddenly. But often its triggers are unknown. Until now, there have been no specific methods of treatment and prevention of recurrent syncope. What scientists have done

What scientists have done

The new study involved 128 people, each of whom had had at least two syncope during the previous year. All participants in the study showed “loss” of heartbeats on the tilt test. To carry out this test, a person is fixed on an inclined table, with which you can simulate a quick rise. At the same time, blood pressure and heart rate are monitored.

Scientists set out to test whether a pacemaker would help prevent syncope in these people. A pacemaker is an implantable device that generates regular impulses that make the heart beat in a constant rhythm: without slowing down and without skipping beats.

Pacemakers were implanted in all study participants. But half of the people were included in the control group: they did not include these pacemakers.

The study participants were followed for almost one year. During this time, 53% of people in the control group and 16% in the pacemaker group had fainting. In this study, a pacemaker reduced the risk of fainting by 77%. Scientists estimate that 11 pacemakers need to be implanted to prevent fainting in five people.

Scientists note that the treatment they proposed can only help some patients, since recurrent fainting has different causes. However, people who can be helped by a pacemaker can be easily identified using the so-called. tilt test – tests for the diagnosis of syncope.

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