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doflamingosstrings · 4 years ago

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This is one of my more popular fics on Ao3 so I decided to post to here as well! I was extremely down bad when I wrote this so that’s why it’s so long, but enjoy!

-Luffy x F Reader

-WordCount: ~5,000

It began after a night of partying and drinking with the crew.

You had all come back from quite the adventure, and with your success, you all decided to celebrate.

You sat on the deck of the sunny, looking over your shoulder at the sea.

It seemed to sparkle against the moonlight as the water contoured and splashed throughout the sea, and against the ship.

The endless ocean seemed to keep you in a trance, as the waves rose and dipped in the decidedly everlasting distance.

Your hand gripped the cup that was on the ground and lifted it up to your lips.

A refreshing taste had hit your pallet and a sigh had left your lips.

You closed your eyes, and a moment later you felt a presence.

Your eyes didn’t open as you felt no violent intent, maybe the individual was just passing by.

You waited for a few moments, the same presence still upon you, but it had gotten closer as the moments passed.

You decided to open an eye, and you were instantly met with your captain’s face inches from yours.

Your eyes widened slightly, a smile starting to appear on your face, but you kept your feelings under control.

You don't know exactly when it started, but you had formed some kind of a crush on your captain.

There was just something about his endless energy and heartfelt smiles that had you wrapped around his finger.

You decided not to let these feelings show, Luffy never felt like the type to have romantic feelings anyways, but at this moment, hiding your feelings may be harder than you thought.

Your heart fluttered as you looked over his features, his face closer than you had expected. You noted the scar on his cheek, his soft eyelashes, and his jet black hair that had found itself in his face.

“Luffy?” you asked as he smiled blankly at you. “What’s up, you need something?” you asked as you set your drink down on the deck.

“Nah, Sanji noticed you weren't around so I went to look for you!” he said happily. Luffy was sitting in front of you now, sitting up tall with his legs crossed. No one was around on the part of the deck you were beside you and now Luffy.

“You sure you don’t wanna hang out with the others or anything, I'm not doing much over here.” You said, leaning back on the railing on the edge of the boat.

“Yup! I missed you Y/n!” Luffy said, leaning closer to you, ever so slightly. The smallest tinge of pink had appeared on your cheeks at his words. You should have expected this kind of forwardness from your captain, but you couldn't help but feel happy about his words.

“So, how are you feeling now? I know that last fight must have taken a lot out of you.” You asked, not being able to meet his gaze entirely.

Luffy moved to your left, now sitting right next to you.

“It did kinda tire me out, but I’m good now! Especially because of all the meat Sanji made for me!” he said. And looked up into the sky. You looked back at his face, his gaze seemed hopeful yet, timid in a way. Like he was unsure of something, which was unusual for your outgoing captain.

You opened your mouth to speak, but you were cut off by Luffy’s words instead.

“I feel way better now that I’m around you though,” he said, and this time, you couldn't hide your blush. Luffy's eyes had met yours, and he noticed your face.

Luffy moved closer to you, his face now dangerously close to yours.

“You look cute like that y’now!” he said and put a hand on top of yours, only causing your blush to become more apparent.

You didn't know what to say, the unrequited crush that you had gained sometime along your journey, had it been noticed? Does he feel the same way, or was he just trying to tease you?

The questions swimming in your head were answered as a pair of lips met yours.

You felt your heart flutter, it was beating out of your chest. The object of your fantasies was right here, his lips connected to yours, and what fantasies they were.

You felt a heat swell between your legs as you moved to deepen the kiss between the two of you.

You felt a bite against your lip as you opened your mouth ever so slightly, Luffy taking this opportunity to invade the inside of your mouth. You felt a hand on your side as you were pulled closer to your captain, the kiss only deepening more.

You were now effectively sitting in your captain’s lap, one hand sliding under your shirt the other on your cheek.

Your lips parted from each other, but only for a moment, diving against each other a second later.

You couldn't deny the excitement you had felt imagining a scenario like this, and now, it was actually happening.

Your lips had left your captains again, a moan escaping your mouth as he decided to bite at your neck.

“Fuck Luffy..” you said in a whispery tone as your captain continued to lick down the side of your neck, nipping and biting at the soft flesh.

You felt him smile against your skin, he knew exactly what he was doing to you.

You had made it very clear to your crew that your neck was sort of a weak spot for you. After a multitude of hugs and playful touches, the sounds that would come from you every time a foreign pressure would find itself against your neck was nothing less than erotic.

You would often be teased for this, but this kind of touch was something else.

You didn't know if you could keep your voice down as Luffy brought his other hand up, caressing your nape. His touch soft, his hands calloused.

You felt another bite, then a kiss and you had stuttered out what had been words, might've been a moan. “Fuuck.” You said as you felt him suck against your skin, You hated how sensitive you were, it made you so easy to figure out.

You felt Luffy’s tongue lick down to your collarbone, continuing to bite and leave marks against your tender skin.

You felt a hand on your breast and you let out another breathy moan. In seconds, your shirt and bra had come off, leaving you in nothing, your skin feeling refreshed against the cool air.

“Straight forward aren't we captain?” You asked, playing it off as if your panties were not absolutely soaked at this point.

“I can't help it Y/n,” Your captain said, a smirk plastered on his face as he took your nipple into his mouth, biting it slightly. Another moan had left your lips as you pushed yourself against him, grinding your clothed wetness on his leg. “You're just so tasty.”

Luffy's other hand had come up to caress your other breast, kneading it slightly as his mouth left your nipple with a lewd popping sound.

“Luffy..” you whined as you placed your hands on his shoulders. You weren’t the patient type when it came to sex, you knew what you wanted and you wanted it now.

Luffy laughed slightly at the whine, clearly amused by your eagerness. He placed one more kiss against your breast as you were flipped over, your ass in the air, now facing Luffy, as you faced the wide-open deck of the sunny.

Your pants were off in an instant, thrown to the side along with your shirt and bra. You couldn't help but blush as you felt two fingers rub against your panties, and just as you thought, they were shamelessly soaked. “Fuck y/n..” you heard Luffy say as you felt pressure against the only piece of cloth you had left.

You had bit your lip to keep from moaning any louder as a tongue had found its way against your panties, licking the wetness that had seeped through your clothing.

Luffy licked and pressed his tongue against you, seemingly trying to taste as much of you as possible.

Your hips grinded against Luffy’s mouth as another moan escaped your lips. “Oh god-” you shuddered as you felt pressure against your clothed clit, you bit your arm to try and not bring attention to your situation.

The others were still awake, inside the sunny. You knew just how loud you could be when it came to sex. You then thought for a moment, your mouth releasing its pressure against your arm. You bit your lip slightly, the thought of being discovered was far too enticing. Thoughts of the muscular swordsman or the gorgeous navigator taking your moans as an invitation to fuck on another occasion were entirely distracting.

Your thoughts were cut short as you felt your panties tugged down your thighs and off your body. Your wetness was dripping down your thighs now, it was embarrassing being this turned on.

You felt Luffy lick a stripe up your thigh, licking the juices that had begun to drip down, leaving hickeys and bite marks on the way.

“Luffy you-AH!” You had begun to say as you felt your captain's mouth against your bare pussy. He was now licking and sucking more aggressively than before. You felt his tongue move between your lips, slurping up what was dripping out. The noises coming from your captain's mouth were incredibly lewd. You felt a hand on the cheek of your ass, spreading you more open as if you weren't begging to be eaten out.

His tongue slipped up and down, your juices collecting in his mouth only for him to swallow and do the same thing again. You felt his mouth suck against your clit, catching you off guard as another loud-ass moan left your mouth.

You wanted to say something, tell Luffy ‘more’ or ‘good’ but at the rate, he's going you weren't sure if you were going to be able to form an actual sentence. You wanted to tell him how good it felt but your trembling legs and your never-ending wetness were more than enough confirmation that Luffy was doing a damn good job.

You felt him flatted his tongue against you, once again licking at your dripping pussy, slurping up every drop of you.

You felt his tongue probe the entrance of your pussy, the wet appendage slipping inside not a moment later.

“GOd-'' was all you could manage as you were being tongue fucked by your captain. “Thank god for his devil fruit powers.” was all you could think as his tongue pressed against the sweet bundle of nerves deep inside of you. You squirmed at the feeling, you desperately grabbed at nothing as your eyes began to roll back, not expecting him to reach that deep inside you.

You felt his tongue touch every crevice of your insides, it was reaching so far back, moving so aggressively as if you tasted better than even the cooks' food.

Moans were constantly leaving your lips, your volume now unimportant as Luffy’s tongue slipped out of you to lick his lips, swallow, then dive back into your depths.

You weren't sure how much more of this you could take, it's as if he was eating you out for his own sake, not yours.

“Luffy, oh fuck.” you managed to groan out as your legs began to tremble slightly. You once again began to grab at nothing, clenching your fists together as you tightened against your captain's tongue.

“Luffy, I’m gonna come, fuck..” You said, your voice absolutely filled with lust, the only thing on your mind being your orgasm that was fast approaching.

“Mmhmm,” Luffy moaned out as he heard your words. His pace quickened after a moment, as of he wasn’t tongue fucking you aggressively enough. He slid his tongue deeper and quicker inside of you, his fingers now on your clit, rubbing it sweetly, the pace not at all matching the aggressive thrusts of his tongue.

“Fuck, Fuck!” You borderline yelled, as your orgasm approached you. Another few thrusts of Luffy’s tongue and you were gone. You clenched against the appendage, feeling it angle itself up and down, trying to collect every drop of cum that you had just released as you rode out your high.

“Luff-” you had begun to say as you felt his tongue leave your insides. He swallowed after a moment, licking his lips at the taste. He gave your pussy another lick, making sure all your wetness had made its way into his mouth.

Your pussy was dripping with spit and cum. You were shamelessly wet, your captain’s spit slipping out of you, and down your legs. You didn't know what to say, you had not been able to cum like that in far too long, and you refused to end it here.

You turned your head back, looking at your captain, his face now covered in your juices.

“How'd you learn to do that so well..” You asked weakly, you didn’t think you’d ever gotten head that good.

“What do ya mean?” Luffy asked, raising an eyebrow. “I just wanted to taste more of that pussy, you taste really good you know!” Luffy said entirely seriously.

Once again, a blush had found its way to your face. “Damn that’s so hot..” you mumbled to yourself, burying your face in your arms as you slowly lowered your backside now that you weren't being used like an ice cream machine. Luffy had different plans though.

You felt hands on your hips, pulling your ass back up into the air. You looked back at him, a lustful smile on his face.

“Tired already? I've only had a taste,” Luffy said, licking his lips. You were about to reply with a witty remark but were shut up by two fingers invading your entrance. “Mmm~” You moaned out as your eyes rolled back into your head, it seems your words would be limited as long as your captain kept surprising you like this.

“There's something I wanna check,” Luffy said, grabbing your thigh with one hand and fingering you with the other. “O..k.” you managed to get out as you felt Luffy’s fingers fuck you deep. His movements were, strange, their goal didn't seem to be teasing or getting you off, more like, he was looking for something.

Luffy's expression seemed determined and curious, seemingly trying to prove something. You were confused as to what at first before you felt him rub directly and aggressively against your g spot.

“OH, my fucking god-” You yelped as you felt his fingers press adamantly against that specific place. Luffy smiled at your reaction.

Luffy's fingers were no longer focused on thrusting in and out, but now they were circling your g spot adamantly.

Luffy took his hand off your thigh and moved it to your waist. He stretched his arm around your waist, holding you tightly and securely. He shifted his position, his other arm now having more room to do its thing. You weren't sure why he had suddenly changed your position, even if it was only slightly, but then your questions were once again swiftly answered.

Luffy thrust his fingers into you sharply and deeper than he had before, the tips of his fingers curled up specifically to touch the different feeling section of your pussy. You gasped extraordinarily loudly, trying your best to fuck yourself back on his fingers.

“Oh god Luffy, harder!” you said, your hips moving desperately against his fingers, Luffy still rubbing against that specific bundle of nerves deep inside you.

The sounds of squishing filled the deck beautifully. The incredibly lewd noise only made you wetter, making it easier for Luffy to slip another finger in, which he did.

Your thighs were dripping wet at this point, as you were desperate to cum once again as you begged and pleaded for Luffy to keep doing what he was doing.

“Please Luffy.” “don’t stop.” “Right there! Right there!” “fuck!” was all you could manage out as he fully obliged you.

His fingers furiously rubbing the spot inside you that made you go so crazy all of a sudden.

He rubbed fierce circles against that specific spot, making you plead and moan for him to continue, you were so close. “Cum..I’m gonna cum, Fuck-” you said impatiently, and not a moment later, you came all over Luffy’s fingers.

He continued to thrust his fingers inside, letting you ride out your high for the second time tonight.

You clenched against his fingers as you came harder than you had previously, your body giving out on itself as you did.

Luffy's arm held you safely up so you wouldn't fall onto the deck. He turned you around, giving you a smirk as he licked his fingers sloppily. “Fuck that’s hot..” you thought for the third time today as you pulled yourself closer to Luffy.

“I’ve never came that hard in my life, you knew exactly what to do huh?” you asked with a laugh and Luffy just raised an eyebrow at you, again.

“Not really I just wanted to know what that weird feeling spot inside you was,” he said and you stare blankly at him. “You gotta be kidding me..” you thought as you laughed.

“I was just wondering if it would make a difference if I rubbed against that spot real hard, it seems like I was right!.” he said with a snicker, proud of himself for giving you such a powerful orgasm.

You smiled slightly, you knew Luffy could do anything to you and you’d happily take it. You placed your hand on Luffy’s chest, your other hand sliding off his unbuttoned shirt.

“Why should you be fully clothed when I’m totally naked?” You asked, once again sliding your dripping heat on Luffy’s thigh, spit and cum making his leg glistened wetly.

This time, Luffy was the one with a blush creeping onto his cheeks.

You grinned at your accomplishment as you took off your captain's shirt, throwing it similarly to how he did your clothes.

You smiled at your achievement, sliding down his body, a hand on his chest, another on the extremely noticeable bulge in your captain's pants. You slid your tongue down Luffy's chest, stopping once you got to his stomach, and seeing his muscular frame.

You placed a kiss right above the seam of his pants, a soft moan being heard from above.

You couldn't help but feel cocky at your newfound position, it was your turn now to make Luffy moan.

You slid down his pants slightly, both of your hands placed on the seam, pulling it down to reveal an erect cock. It bounced slightly as it was pulled out, and you couldn't help but start to salivate at the sight. You looked up at your captain, a hand on the base of his cock, you placed your cheek against the side of it, licking your lips as you gazed into Luffy’s lidded eyes. You smirked and gave his tip a lick, then a kiss.

Your hand starts to move up and down Luffy’s length slowly, keeping your eye contact with him. You felt the lust in his eyes, he was clearly holding back earlier, allowing you to cum twice before he had even paid attention to himself. You purred at the thought, now was the time to show him your thanks.

You took the tip of him into your mouth, sucking ever so slightly as you tasted the precum that was already dripping from him. You took him deeper, inch by inch, slowly bobbing your head up and down on his length.

You felt a hand in your hair after a moment, and as you looked up, you saw a different expression from the usual carefree pirate. He was lustful, entirely and desperately, and it was all your doing. You smiled slightly as you took him deeper, the tip of his dick touching the back of your throat.

Luffy was bigger than you expected, though you were sure he could make himself bigger if he really wanted to.

You were glad for your former experience with blowjobs, or you would have certainly have been gagging by now.

“Shit..” you heard Luffy moan out as the grip in your hair became tighter. You felt a wave of pleasure wash over you at the feeling of Luffy tugging your head down ever so slightly.

You moaned, the vibrations making Luffy’s dick twitch inside of your mouth.

You slid your tongue against him, licking and sucking the tip with every thrust, up and down.

Then suddenly, you lifted your head up, eyes meeting your captains. Luffy looked back at you, you felt his dick twitch under your grip.

“Fuck my mouth, captain,” you said, noticing the hesitance of your captain. “Don't worry, i can take it,” you said proudly, and not a second later, your mouth was back onto his dick.

“God, you are irresistible.” Luffy groaned out as the grip in your hair grew much together than before, the tinge of painful strain being drowned out by the sensation of your captain's dick constantly hitting the back of your throat.

He slammed your head against his cock, tears welling up in the side of your eyes as you weren't expecting him to be so rough with you so quickly, but you weren't complaining.

Luffy had clearly been close for a while now, judging by down desperately and erratically he was using your mouth.

Spit dribbled out of your mouth, the sloppy pounding making your spit fling and drip down your chin.

You felt yourself become wetter and wetter at the thought of Luffy pounding into you the same way he was using your mouth right now. You moaned at the thought, a long drawn out “Mhmm..” causing Luffy to quicken his pace.

“I'm gonna cum..y/n..” Luffy said, his pace even more erratic than it was. You moaned, as a way of telling him to continue and he obliged.

Your head was pushed and pulled, his dick rubbing inside you as your tongue dragged and licked what it could.

“Fuck, fuck.” you heard Luffy say as he held your head down onto his dick tightly, his dick far deeper inside your mouth than you had thought possible.

You felt a warm liquid start to invade your mouth and you swallowed around his dick as he thrust into you a few more times to ride out his high.

You felt his cum slide down your throat and you hummed slightly as he pulled his dick out, panting slightly as he let go of your head, the sweet tinge of pain being lost.

You caressed your neck, thinking you might be sore the next few days. You looked at Luffy, licking the cum that dripped onto your lip.

“Yum,” you said playfully as you stared at your captain.

You stared at him, still lustful and concerned that the night would be cut short, but you then noticed his cock was still hard, twitching in front of you.

“You think you can go for another round?” you asked as you crawled on Luffy’s lap. You were still dripping wet, your insides throbbing at the thought of being absolutely fucked. You slid your pussy against the tip of Luffy’s dick, teasing him ever so slightly before you felt yourself slam down onto him. Luffy’s hands were on your hips, fucking you as you sat on his lap.

The thoughts you had were gone, you're only concerned with the pleasure you felt inside of you.

Shit Luffy,” you yelped, bouncing on top of him as he helped you steady. Your hands were on his shoulders, your moans becoming louder than before, some moans being borderline screams after a few harder thrusts.

You took Luffy’s lips against your, kissing sloppily and deeply, your tongues dancing together lustfully.

You bit your lip, about to say something witty, but you were cut off by a voice in the distance.

You froze, looking over your shoulder, you didn't see anything but the voice seemed to be calling out to you.

“Y/n Dear! Where'd you go?” You heard the cook call out, and a blush instantly formed in your face. Though the thought of being caught in the act wasn't a turn-off at all, you weren't sure how Sanji would react to Luffy being balls deep inside you out in the open.

“I made a drink for you!” he called out and you could practically hear the hearts in his eyes.

“Oh and Luffy if you're out here you can have on too I guess,” Sanji said, his tone much less excited.

You couldn't quite see him from where you two were, luckily there were boxes of supplies you had yet to put back from your shopping spree in the way, blocking the view.

You looked back at Luffy, a blush covering your face and neck, but Luffy had a smirk on his face. Your eyes widened as you knew exactly what he was thinking.

“Luffy you-” you whispered but were shut up by Luffy’s movement.

In almost an instant, you were flipped over, ass in the air once again but this time, instead of fingers invading your insides, it was Luffy’s dick.

You instantly covered your mouth with your hands, eyes rolling to the back of your head as you felt the intense sensation of being fucked. It had been far too long since you’d had a good fuck which only make you that more sensitive.

“Damn your tight..” Luffy whispered as he tightened his grip on your hips and began to slam into you. The noises that were being made only made your blush grow deeper. All you could do was tighten against his cock and muffle your moans as best as you could.

One thrust after another, you were breaking apart. Saliva was dripping all over your hands as your attempts to quiet yourself began to break apart.

“So..deep..” you mumbled quietly as you bit your finger, almost causing yourself to bleed.

Your vision was blurry with tears, you hadn't had pleasure like this in a while.

“Y/n! Where are you, sweetie! Come back, I miss you!” you heard Sanji shout flirtily. You opened your mouth to say something, but Luffy decided to thrust into you incredibly deep and all that came out was a pathetic whimper.

You mouthed the words, ‘Oh. my. God.’ to no one in particular as the sloppy, wet noises only became more noticeable.

Luffy held your hips tight, pounding into you hard, almost like he wanted you to make sounds and be found out by the cook.

The only things that left your mouth were breathy moans and desperate whines as you felt your orgasm start to creep up for the third time tonight. Your legs were shaking and Luffy knew you were close.

You heard footsteps and bit your arm desperately. You heard the steps go up and down the deck, then silence.

“Tch, bet Luffy made her play some dumb game with her,” he said as you heard him turn around. Your heart was beating incredibly fast, but as his footsteps faded it became slightly more regular.

You turned around to see the man who was buried inside of you and all you could see over your tear-filled eyes was a smirk. You opened your mouth but were cut off for the eighth time this evening.

“When you're done, come back inside, or the food will go to waste,” Sanji shouted and all you could do was moan.

Seemed like Sanji knew you two were doing something out here, but not exactly what which was somewhat comforting. You weren't sure if the loud wet slapping sounds gave him an idea of what you two were up to but it didn't seem like he did.

You breathed out, not realizing you were holding your breath as you felt another deep thrust. Hard, deep, and fast. Your pussy couldn’t take this kind of loving abuse for much longer.

You clenched around him and finally let your voice out, moaning far louder than you intended.

“Oh fuck Luffy, you’re gonna make me cum again,” you said breathily, your pussy just about as wet as it could be as the deep thrusts of your captain egged on your release.

“Me too, Y/n,” he said breathily as his thrusts began to quicked. You tightened around him and bit your lip. “Yes, Yes, Right There!” you yelled as you came on his dick. His thrusts continued through your third orgasm and a few moments later, you felt the warm release of your captain as well.

He stayed inside of you for a few seconds after two, the more thrusts then he pulled out, cum dripping out of your pussy and onto the deck of the sunny.

You finally collapsed on the hardwood deck as you panted, feeling completely satisfied.

“You're ..so..” you started to say. “Good..” you managed to get out as you felt arms wrap around you. Luffy leaned you against him, giving you a kiss on the cheek. You cuddled up into him and all you could do was smile at what happened.

You laughed and kissed him back.

“Let's do this again huh..?” you asked and closed your eyes, your head leaning against his chest.

“Only if you say you love me,” Luffy said and your smile only grew wider.

“How could I not love you, captain?” you asked playfully as you two recovered from the night's events.

“Damn, that was hot.” the swordsman said as he looked out of the crows nest and onto the deck, seeing the scene that had unfolded under him.

Zoro stroked his dick, his thumb pressing the tip of it as precum started to seep out.

“What I wouldn't do for a night with her..” he said to himself, a hand brushing through his green hair, another adamantly stroking his cock. He smirked at himself, thinking of what he was going to do to you as soon as he had you alone.

There’s a part 2 on my Ao3 if you’re interested lol- ( https://archiveofourown.org/works/30691979 )

Anyways- I do requests so feel free to suggest some fic ideas!

#one piece #smut #luffy x reader #vinsmoke sanji #roronoa zoro #luffy smut

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maoam · 2 years ago

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kishimoto said he doesn't think u have to be related by blood to be brothers and there's such a thing as "brothers of hearts" he calls them. that they think of each other that way. and sasuke at the end understands that naruto sees him the same way. not that he understands what it's like to have a brother since he already has one. u can't pick and choose what to agree with on his interviews girl 😭☠️☠️

and naruto getting aroused wasn't in the anime and there's lots of translations so people wouldn't even know that's what happened unless they searched up the right translation but anime onlies would only see what was there and this wasn't there.

and how do u explain kids or conservative adults watching and not analyzing? most people watching anything would agree with whatever's shown, they wouldn't be there like oh this isn't true. so if naruto says brother multiple times and has flashbacks to telling itachi and itachi saying it back to him multiple times that he thinks of sasuke as a brother, then that might just means kishi wanted the audience to see it that way? shocking i know

u can have romantic tropes and it still wouldn't be romantic if they label it as brothers all the time

First of all you're pitiful, trying to act sassy despite the fact you are on anon. Don't give me that attitude "girl" when you're salivating everytime you hit anon, waiting for me to answer you lol

I have seen plenty of straight men (including Japanese) saying they're gay, I have seen conservative Christians get pissed that "gay propaganda" is being pushed on them when reading some of the chapters. Funny how this never happens with other shonen titles. It's almost like people outside of shipping circles pick up on the gay.

How about you go read sneezemonster15 blog if this more brothers than blood brothers thing is so hard for you. She has wrote about it even more than me. Do you expect us to explain to you censorship, SJ's conservativeness or how brother term can be used in Asian media over and over again? And don't get too excited, she doesn't have anon option abled so you can't be annoying towards her. But you might be able to educate yourself. And Sasuke was not happy that Naruto called him brother, or friend, I don't know how many times this needs to be said lol

And yes, him getting aroused is in the manga. I have seen the original Japanese panel, and I have seen Japanese men discuss about it, saying it's obscene and gay. Saying why did he have to write this. Indeed why did he have to write it, since Naruto considers Sasuke his b-b-brother as you say. And oh I wonder why Naruto considers Sasuke more attractive than his "crush" (whose attractiveness he doesn't understand canonically) or the person he married (who he considered plain canonically)? Oh wait, but Naruto said brother, so that means he's not gay just incestous! 😳

He did not write them act like brothers, but gay. They don't act like any of the brothers in the manga, they do not have a sibling dynamic, and they literally have a romance going on. It's funny but also sad how you admit they're romantic but your homophobia prevents you from seeing them as gay. And yes, it is homophobia to see something that's romantic yet deny it just because two characters are of the same-sex.

See this is why I originally closed the asks. Because I got tired of people sending the same stuff over and over again because they somehow follow my blog despite the fact they hate the content and their only motivation to be here is to make me agree that Naruto and Sasuke aren't gay, or whine about my Sakura posts.

#anon

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hislittleraincloud · 11 months ago

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I think the Purity Fuckheads would rather deny that teenagers have any sex at all. Especially since everyone in Anglocentric countries are being indoctrinated to treat all teenagers as children up until the age of 25 due to their misinterpretation of the neurological study on brain development. (Really, at this point I'm just waiting for some asshole to propose changing the name of Young Adult Fiction to Older Kids Fiction.)

We do have to acknowledge that later teens can be attractive. That's the point, biologically. And at some point, everyone has to let go of the control they have over them, lest they start stamping out any kind of autonomy that they're insisting that everyone has. They say they wanna give 16-year-olds the right to vote on someone else's bodily autonomy while at the same time denying them theirs, and that sucks.

Yeah, some of us older people write smut about characters who are in school, still. No one ever bothered anyone in the Harry Potter fandom about this until that fucking moronic Warriors for Innocence started babbling their stupid Bible verses at us, but that was largely received as a joke. The grand bulk of us wrote without fear that some fuckwad would say, "BUT THEY'RE STILL IN SCHOOL!" It wasn't until the 2010s when this Hellsite sprouted that the motherfuckers got pious and started with the "It's Snamione, but shes's aged up! And Snape survived the war!" type of shit. Teacher Crush started to suffer, but right now it seems to be making a little bit of a comeback on its own as its own state of being here, as I've noticed, after starting to tag a lot of my Miller's Girl work. You can see the effects of Purity Culture from the reactions towards Miller's Girl, with content creators on TT and YT crying about "how gross the age gap is” between Ortega and Freeman...talking about them as if they were fucking each other when it was all acting.

People are really losing their grip on reality with that, and sometimes it seems to me that the only people who have a handle on it are those who will write anything in the name of sex, fiction, and the First Amendment. And just as we have the liberty to write it, everyone has the liberty to choose not to read it for themselves. Telling others they can't write it because we've aged out of some magical space where "kids" are allowed to write whatever they want about themselves has never been how fan fiction writing works. It's never been how fiction writing in general works. NEVER.

Anything less than full autonomy in fiction is censorship. And I don't do censorship. I do favor discourse over certain ships rather than dismissive acceptance with "don't yuck someone's yum" (I hate that stupid term, despite), because we did that in Potter, too...discussed peoples' ships, and went to war for our characters and ships. Ship wars made people better writers, since we were all trying to write better fic than our rivals. It was healthy competition because it helped us better ourselves as writers, plus we understood the line between fiction and reality.

It kept us grounded in reality. It kept us knowing what was real and what isn't.

And that brings me back to the point...that fiction is fiction, and anyone should be able to write it, even if it's filthy as fuck. Questioning an author on why they write it shouldn't be a thing (no one questions why Anne Rice wrote Belinda, a story about a precocious 16-year-old who shacks up with an older children's book author...now that's something Jade Bartlett should have done (adapted Belinda for the screen) if she truly wanted to make waves/be controversial in a meaningful way). It's like being in the goddamn Twilight Zone for me, as a writer, watching people deny others freedom of creativity/speech, but I'll be fighting against this shit until the day that I die.

To answer the actual question though, I'd rather have Older writing the sex scenes since they're better at it. We're more experienced (usually) with a larger vocabulary. We can reflect on what we did as teens (I sure do, all the fucking time) and describe it better. Lot of the crap I read on her is just that...crap. The grand majority writing on this site are virgins, according to one large poll I saw pass by my fyp, the ones who haven't experienced the connection (or lack of one, depending) during sex/sex acts, and it will show it in their writing, hence my occasional comments here about how I can tell you're a fkn virgin through your bad smut. There are a few exceptions to the rule...there are some brilliant, virginal writers out there who can churn out good smut that explores sex well. Good for them, because they're writers.

But that's not the majority...the majority in this on the site who write about her characters are just horny bitches who want to fuck Jenna Ortega, so Enid, Sam, and Winnie all turn into a Mary Sues, which is objectifying (no matter how cute the rainbows are when it's dressed up), a thing usually reserved for AMABs (And on the flip side, we have a lot of adults who can't write smut for shit either.)

I'm starting to ramble, so I'm just gonna go and continue working on my Miller's Girl smut, which is about an 18-year-old firecracker and her 40-something year old teacher (I don't consider Mr. Miller to be in his 50s like the actor is...to me he is younger, but his lot in life has prematurely aged him, kind of like how Donovan looks far older than Gomez, Morticia, and any of his other adult peers on Wednesday). Anyone who has a problem with that can DM me, but I don't guarantee a response.

Y'know what I hate? People attacking and accusing a smut writer of liking little girls just because they write smut about them.

With that said I will propose a question. Would you rather have underaged people write sex scenes or let the adults (18+) write them?

Not to mention the fact that said smut is about a fictional character and is in no way real. Honestly, half the smut on this site cannot compare to ones on Ao3 so why don't y'all just shut up and stop projecting your feelings on smut writers.

Thanks

#rant post #smut writers #justice for smut writers #smut #writing smut #first amendment #anti censorship #writer probs #writer probz #writer problems #miller's girl #writing miller's girl

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thejustmaiden · 3 years ago

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So out of nowhere I was tagged and quoted by a SR shipper for a blog of mine posted in August of last year. Talk about throwback but, hey, gotta appreciate that level of snooping. 😉

Back in the day I actually used to encourage discourse amongst Inuyasha fans- both shippers and antis alike- but I've since realized that it's a lost cause. But for you, @feministmetalgreymon , I'll grant this exception. Just 'cause it's been a while so why the hell not. haha

I want to assure you, however, that nothing you say will ever convince me that Sesshomaru and Rin are meant to be together romantically or that the story intended it so. Nor will you find any validation here. You can ship them for all I care, but please for all that is good and holy while I have your attention try- I mean really try- to understand why it is so many of us Inuyasha fans are so against this pairing in the first place (newsflash: it's not about ship wars), and why we believe a romance between the two of them is completely and utterly out of character.

For those of you interested in reading this, the blog of mine in question that the above shipper mentions in their counter-argument is here for reference. It's titled "Jaken = Rin's Dad?" I'm going to try and keep this short, but I'm also making no such promises. After all, I'm not exactly known for my brevity. haha Now let's get crackin'!

Like you, feministmetalgreymon, did for your recent blog here where you took screenshots of mine to address certain parts, I will be doing the same and dissecting yours accordingly.

[Snippet 1]

I worked with kids for many years as a teacher, and many people in my family have too or still do. Two of them happen to be just over 5 feet which is quite short for the average adult woman living here. I've also worked alongside many a women of short stature, and never did I hear any of them complaining of issues with their students having difficulty differentiating them from their own peers just because they were short as well. I'm sorry but that's just ridiculous. Kids are quite smart and pick up on a lot more than you seem to give them credit for. Height is not the only characteristic they look at to determine who's an adult and who's not, and it's foolish to suggest otherwise. So unless you're a babysitter who's still in their teens and/or who has very childlike features or behavior then I'm afraid what you're getting at is total hogwash. This is just another example of how you shippers offer nothing of real substance to your reasoning, it's only ever cherry-picking or strawmanning from you guys. Stop deflecting from the real issues please, because this certainly isn't one and only winds up being a complete waste of time for all parties involved.

[Snippet 2]

Okay, calm down now. I wasn't insinuating that relationships between parents and children can't change over time in terms of how they get along. Of course that's possible, as all families experience their fair share of estrangement and abuse. What I was speaking about was in reference to the overall dynamic between the two. Because a bad mother or father can still be viewed as a parental figure to their child even if say they're not in said child's life anymore. Since Sesshomaru and Rin share a healthy bond- and just a friendly reminder that in my blog I even said that he doesn't have to necessarily be labeled her father but that a romantic relationship later would still be inappropriate- I didn't deem it necessary to address what you brought up. Plus, it kinda, umm, misses the point?? Please, let's stay on topic. And it's not captured in the screenshot, but stop acting like there isn't a small part of them that idolizes their parents at some point during childhood. Just like you mention later on how it's normal for kids to have innocent crushes on adults that they eventually grow out of? Well, guess what, the same concept applies here. Kids eventually learn that their parents are far from perfect and make mistakes too. Rin is so damn young in the OG series though that we never even get to see her reach that maturity level.

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LOL! Alright, okay, so the "unbreakable bond" bit you're mentioning was actually me quoting you sessrinners. Did you not catch that? I literally spelled it out. *sigh* The whole point I was making is that shippers like yourself make hypocritical and contradictory statements all.the.goddamn.time. One moment you guys claim that Sesshomaru and Rin were essentially strangers and meant very little to each other, only to say in the same breath a few seconds later that they were destined to be together and their bond is like no other. I agree, their bond is special, but why must that mean they're going to fall in love?

That is the root of the matter here. Too many animes/mangas have romanticized this older adult man & young girl growing up falling in love trope that it's become way too normalized and widely accepted across the world- and yes, in some cultures more than others. Sadly, you lack the awareness to recognize how this all works. You know how we know that? When we see that you shippers are so desensitized to sexualized images of girls in the media that you share posts like this one below which *subtly* imply a future romance although one half of that pairing is still just a child in the pic and then try and pass it off as cute. That's like super fucking problematic and it scares me that you can't see that (or deny you do). 🤢

After all that's said and done, Sesshomaru leaving Rin in the village with Kaede is to me the strongest indicator more than pretty much anything else he's done for Rin that proves he is her adoptive father. It's so funny to me how you somehow see the exact opposite though. 🤔 What I think is happening is that you got yourself on some squeaky clean ass shipper goggles fresh out of your little echo chamber. Because I hate to tell you, but what you're fantasizing is what you want to see and not what's actually there on screen or was written into the story. I'm strictly talking about Inuyasha and the manga of course. [For the TL; DR version skip to the last paragraph.]

Parents looking after their kids is what parents are supposed to do. A good parent will do anything to keep their child safe and ensure they are cared for, so what he did for her by leaving her there was in her best interests clearly. Besides, as a babysitter, you more than most people should understand that parents aren't always able to be there for their kids so sometimes others gotta step in to help. Haven't you heard of the saying, "it takes a village to raise a child?" Which in Rin's case is literally true! 😂 Sometimes kids are even sent off to stay with grandparents and that's who raises them instead. Or maybe they have to temporarily live with an aunt or uncle because their single parent's job requires they work out of town 4-5 days of the week so they're hardly home. But that doesn't mean that the parents care or love their kids any less, and it's foolish to assume that Sesshomaru must have thought very little of Rin simply due to the fact that he made the decision to leave her in the village. Come on, y'all are acting like he abandoned her there!!

It's just given the circumstances Sesshomaru finally came to learn that Rin traveling with him was no longer safe. I also like to think it's because he wished for her to live a more normal life and to learn how to fully trust humans again. Plus, continuing to travel with him as young as she was would have proven dangerous and unwise. Now for you to know all this and still manage to turn his past actions towards her while she was just a child into a romantic gesture is what boggles my mind. Regardless of how you look at it, from my perspective or your own, Sesshomaru is in the wrong. Either he's a father figure who impregnates his daughter at the young age of approximately 14. OR he's this man she used to travel with who maybe isn't a father to her but who nonetheless basically rapes her since kids her age can't consent to sex with an adult. Idk about you but it sounds to me like nobody here wins with either scenario we're given. In other words, you should be just as mad as we are. If only one side didn't choose to forsake their morals they know we both have in common for the sake of a ship. Welp. 🤷‍♀️

I agree, incest is disgusting but that's not the only problem we have with this pairing. A romantic bond forming between Sesshomaru and Rin would also constitute as grooming.

You realize that over the years he visited her in the village that he brought her gifts too and essentially watched her grow up right before his very eyes, right? I mean, I know you do, but I really shouldn't have to explain further why pursuing a romantic/sexual relationship with each other is plain and simple wrong. And before you say it's not because he didn't have any malintent, please understand that considering their history and power dynamic up to then that yes this is still considered grooming even if Rin supposedly "wanted it" or "made the first move." Whether you consider him her father or not, as the adult who took on a role resembling that of a caretaker in her early life- a critical developmental time for a child- Sesshomaru is obligated to turn down any advances by Rin and most definitely should not initiate any himself. As the first close adult figure she's had in her life since her parents died, it's unfathomable to imagine how Sesshomaru could go through with taking advantage of this young girl who was under his care and supervision since they met. To think he could be capable of betraying that trust sickens me to the core.

This. Now THIS is how a parent/guardian or a similar adult caretaker (babysitter, teacher, etc.) talks to a child. And, in turn, this is how some young children talk to adults. You'd be insane and delusional to deny it! We see it in our everyday lives, do we not? From where else do you think our stories draw most of their inspiration? Yes, obviously these fictional universes have aspects of fantasy that don't exist in the real world, but so how then do you suppose we're able to relate to them? The reason for that being is because these stories are written by people for people, so naturally there are going to be real life aspects embedded throughout. Sure, a little escapism doesn't hurt as we don't need to take everything so seriously, but ultimately we all need to recognize that the messages in the stories we tell matter. Most stories possess a combination of both light and dark themes, but when it specifically comes to the latter we gotta be careful with how we tackle this in children's media since kids are far more impressionable.

So if at the center of a story we have two of the main protagonists whose mom is basically their same age and to top it off she knew their dad when she was just a girl and who just so happened to help raise her, wouldn't you say that's beyond fucked up or at the very least so fucking weird? Like why would we think it's even remotely okay for our children to watch this garbage?? Really think about it. Try and be objective for once and think about how it would sound explaining this storyline to an outsider who's never watched IY or HNY. Well, antis have tried this before many times and we always get the same reaction: Ewww!

Like I said earlier, if you wanna ship it then fine, but 1) please stop seeking our approval or trying to change our minds - your ship wish came true didn't it, so why do you need us to validate it? 2) even though it's not canon, respect that we don't support this sequel portraying pedophilia in a positive light. It's harmful af to not only allow but glorify the continuation of sexualized images of young girls everywhere. And I shouldn't have to say this, but just because this trope is popular as you say does not make it right. Lolicon themes in the media have been an issue forever and it needs to stop. Yes, even some people in Japan or "the East" would agree. Shocker!

We're pissed off and rightfully so because Yashahime's TV rating is 14, not to mention it airs at the prime time kids in Japan watch TV after getting home from school. That's Towa and Setsuna's age, true, but if Rin being the mom when she's like only a year older than them (please don't argue w/ me about the math- antis have so far been right every time with it) is straight-up disgusting and not something we should be supporting or endorsing. Rin's a whole ass child!! Please don't start with the "but times were different then so her having kids at 15 is acceptable" argument either, because we've already debunked that and every other single excuse you guys throw at us. Besides, how or why would you expect young viewers to know these historical "facts" anyway, especially if as you suggest fiction doesn't affect reality so what does it matter? Yet here we are, arguing over a fictional show in real life almost a year and a half into the "Sesshomaru fucks?" sequel being announced. My ass, your ass, hell all our asses fiction doesn't affect reality!

Look, I do apologize if the tone of this blog came off as snippy or condescending at times. I do not wish you any ill will, it's just I'm not really sure what you expected to get out of all this besides maybe getting on my nerves perhaps. haha A lot of you shippers have been desperately scrambling to interact with us, lurking in our tags, jumping onto our posts screaming canon and getting so defensive even though you sought us out first. We've been sticking to our tags, so how about you stay in your lane too. By the way since we're on the topic, have you seen Twitter or Reddit?! SR shippers there are the actual worst and many Inuyasha fans (not just antis) have complained of not feeling welcomed to engage in fandom spaces anymore. Shippers swarm them and scare them off simply because fans don't like your ship and refuse to accept it. It's pathetic, really. No one should ever be bullied or harassed just because they don't like something you might. We're all fans of Inuyasha, aren't we? So let's act like it. Yashahime on the other hand, you guys are welcome to that pungent heap of trash. Fans have a right to criticize it too, but if you like it then good for you, so keep on liking it and don't mind us.

I'm almost done, but real quick back to Jaken! Let's not forget about how the official Yashahime website- which came out after my blog, mind you- described Jaken. This translation isn't the best one available but it's the only version a fellow anti friend could track down. They do recall a better one done by a native Japanese speaker who was also an anti, and that member confirmed that Jaken is indeed called Rin's babysitter. So you see, I was right in my interpretation. In the original post I did compare Jaken to a brother, but after talking to others (some comments can be found under said post) I did acknowledge that he's more of a reluctant babysitter who's not related. And if he's not at least a brother to Rin, then he's definitely not her father.

At the end of the day, the creator Rumiko Takahashi has the final word. Which is guess what? Hogosha. 💖 Probably should've just started out with that and saved us all the trouble, huh? Good day/night to you.

Papamaru bids you adieu now. 🤞

#anti yashahime #anti sessrin #sesshomaru is rin's dad #papamaru #hogosha 💖#the sequel may not be canon but sunrise can still burn in hell

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dopemixtape · 3 years ago

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As someone who loves Hawkami, how do you feel about some fans' criticism of their relationship and storyline?

Hello! Well, people are entitled to their opinions, and not everyone is going to view the show and a storyline the same way that I do. That's true of any show. The exchanges that I've seen have been handled respectfully, which is refreshing to see. I'm not here for any nasty discourse. This is fandom, and it ain't that deep. It should be fun. I definitely prefer to stay in my lane and let folks ship what they want to ship, and that's all I ask in return. More thoughts below the cut.

That said, my opinion of Hawkami remains unchanged. I love them. I love the pacing of the story, their chemistry, and watching them navigate these challenges they're up against now that they're progressing past the hooking up stage and move into real feelings territory. Some could argue that they haven't developed real feelings and it's just sex, but I would argue that it's never been just sex between them.

Examples: Evan sitting in the hospital with her after her surgery. Being charmed by her chemistry talk at the scene of a fire and teasing her about a chemistry set. Telling her she's a great medic and a lot of fun to be with. These are not indicators of simply wanting to get in her pants. He tried to keep his distance from her when she showed up at his office after he gave her the clinical resuscitation award. Notice that he didn't deny having feelings for her when she asked, just that he doesn't let personal feelings interfere with professional decision making (obviously that later turns out to not be true). Those looks exchanged in that scene were so soft on both sides, and an obvious (to me anyway) set up for something more long term than a hookup.

Have mistakes been made on both sides? Um, yes. They're human beings, and people make mistakes even with good intentions. Evan pushing 61 to the front of the line for repairs was not a great move. Sylvie had some excellent points and Violet needed to hear them. While we didn't get a long conversation about it between Evan and Violet, it was addressed. *shameless plug alert* I wrote a fic about it because I wanted to expand upon that conversation. You can read it here if you want: https://archiveofourown.org/works/37651678

The second time Evan covers a shift on 61 definitely pushed things a bit. However, it's a TV drama. There's the Gallo drama, and the professional boundaries drama, as well as the drama of Violet balancing it all. Evan seeing Gallo jealous and learning about Violet's past relationship with him added 10 years to my life. He was so calm about it all, because he's a MAN and not a jealous idiot. It was refreshing! I think if this relationship was temporary, we likely would have seen a different reaction from Evan. I know it was not set up to be originally, but this story, to me, is now being told in terms of a true love story.

Evan was trying to do the right thing by taking a step back after getting a verbal warning. He's worried about his career AND hers. He doesn't want her to be under a microscope because of her relationship with him. And while it hurt him to walk away, he was doing it for her. Him coming back at the end was not about missing hooking up with her. It was about missing Violet. Period. There are real feelings here. If it were truly just about sex, they could both find someone else that would be less complicated than their dynamic is. But while it's hard and there are legitimate challenges and obstacles in their path, what they have is real and worth fighting for. That is how I interpreted that last scene.

Bottom line: You can't help who you fall for sometimes. And if you'd like a real world example, I had real feelings for someone who reported to me at work. I tried to fight it for a long time because that seemed like the right thing to do. But we've been together for a long time. We are married and have two kids. We also didn't work together for long after we got together. So, there are solutions to problems.

I'm going to (hopefully) continue to enjoy this Hawkami storyline. I never expected this couple, nor did I expect the absolute chokehold they have on me. However, I'm here now. And if there is something on the show I don't like, I'll write fic to fix it.

These two are endgame for me. Your mileage may vary, and that's fine.

#hawkami #i have lots of thoughts #i am hawkami trash

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yamanaka-shin · 3 years ago

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Wolf Wisdoms

Ship: Shino/Kiba

Rating: 18+

Time period: set around e15 of Boruto

Warning: werewolf sex (I rarely write porn so it's at attempt rather than a masterpiece)

Summary: maybe there's something to be gained from this long overdue date night beyond just the satisfaction of an orgasm and time spent with a teammate turned lover. Shino didn't go into it looking for the answer to his recent problems, but with Kiba as a lover anything is always possible.

"So what's the damage this time?" Kiba wastes no time in making a statement, not even giving his former teammate time to breathe as soon as he's off school grounds. The Inuzuka man was waiting for him, clearly, ready to interrogate. It's just his luck too. It's a harmless enough question that he can't justify declining to answer.

Shino doesn't answer immediately, though, sighing deeply and rolling his shoulders to relieve some of the tension that had built up over the day so he can answer as calmly as possible. He knows his boisterous companion is going to get impatient and probably make a scene for being made to wait but all worthwhile answers took time and patience was a valuable skill to learn. They would get on the same page eventually. The school day had just ended, all of the students heading home to trouble their families with their antics no doubt, and he wouldn't have to worry about seeing them again until the next morning. By that time he'd hopefully be well rested and prepared for another round of lessons with the most difficult class he'd ever had. Luck, though, was rarely on his side when these kids were concerned. Add to that the sudden intrusion by Kiba and all bets were off. Maybe it wouldn't be so bad. Maybe, just maybe, spending a few hours with the Inuzuka man would clear up some of the stress. Just maybe.

"Are you listening? Hey!" With an indignant bark, Kiba upped his volume a notch in the hopes it would snap Shino out of whatever daze he was surely in. "Are you paying attention at all?"

Turning to him, the Aburame man looked him in the eyes before attempting to form an answer. "Yes, Kiba, I can hear you. You don't have to repeat yourself. This is because I needed a moment of silence as I have not been off the clock long enough to relax much and focus on anything except for my students. I promise I will give you my full attention."

Despite feeling like he may have just been brushed off a little bit there, Kiba throws his head back and laughs. It's a good way to snap himself out of a possible spiral of disappointment that was entirely unnecessary. Of course the well respected Academy teacher is still struggling to get out of work mode enough to have a casual conversation, or even just give his undivided attention. He settles again, thankfully quickly, and puts his arm around the shoulders of his still half uptight partner. Shino tenses up momentarily, reacting to the suddenness of the action more than the action itself, but quickly regains his cool and calm composure. It's almost amusing enough to bring another laugh out of his partner. Almost. Kiba refrains last second to keep from driving his best friend up the wall.

"What brings you around here anyway, Kiba?" Though it's hidden behind his visor, one of Shino's eyebrows cocks upward just a little. He cannot deny that it's curious that the Inuzuka has come to meet him right out of the gate.

"Are you saying you forgot?" With his free hand, Kiba slaps his forehead a little dramatically and groans. "I guess I can't be too mad, you've been busy with all this complicated shit after all. First your school gets half blown up to hell and then one of your kids in class has a meltdown."

"No, I haven't forgotten. I have just had to prioritize my students as they are still shaken after the Nue incident. I'm not permitted to tell them all of the details behind it so they have more questions than answers and a lot of them are frustrated. Suddenly losing Sumire like that didn't help matters either. In fact, I think it's the most difficult factor for them to adjust to."

It's impossible to fault the man for putting the kids first in the aftermath of such a disaster. There will be plenty more date nights in the future, and this one is still fully on the table even though it had to be postponed until tonight. A confident grin lights up Kiba's face as he thinks about how considerate his former teammate is of everyone in his life that needs his attention. His ability to alott his time to all of those asking for it goes unmatched by almost anyone else. One pushed back date for the sake of the safety of and peace of mind for the kids is a small price to pay. Tonight, now that Shino finally has the time, will be just for the two of them. The anticipation of it excites him immensely. So wrapped up in the thought of it is he that he barely processes when Shino asks something of him. It's his turn, then, to snap out of it last second.

"I've noticed that Akamaru isn't with you today. Why is that?"

"Sis told me she wanted to examine his back legs after she caught him limping the other day. I think someone may have accidentally stepped on him when he was laying in the sun, but I still trust her to do what she needs to. I'm gonna take him out to Senju Park in a couple days when he's feeling better for some exercise."

"I hope that nothing worrying is found during the examination and that he will recover from his injury quickly. What will you do in the meantime?"

"That all depends on what you have going on." Kiba shoots him a look, mischief glinting in his eyes. "Unless you're too busy, of course. I understand if you are." From anyone else that last statement would sound almost like a guilt trip but because it is the man he has known so well and for so long, Shino knows that there will be no hard feelings should he have other things going on that would prevent him from spending time with his boyfriend.

It takes him a moment to think, but beyond his obligations to his students, Shino cannot come up with anything else that was presently demanding his attention. On top of the already stressful ordeal of outside classes and trying not to further damage the school, the Ghost Incident could not have come at a worse time. The fact that said incident had one of his students at its epicenter only served to further fray his already shot nerves. Now the child behind the entire situation was safely in custody, her future uncertain, and he could bring his on-the-clock focus back to his remaining present students. That meant after work time was also freed up. Or at least it should have been. Though he knew nothing was immediately demanding his attention off the job, the topic of Sumire would continue to sit in his brain like a heavy rock. Not knowing her fate was going to cause him to lose sleep. Maybe it was for the best that he spent some good quality time with Kiba over the next few days now that he thought about it this way. The compounding worries as of late needed some kind of relief.

"I don't have anything important that needs tending to at the moment aside from our date that I have had to put off for over a week now. If you would like my company, I would be happy to spend the time with you after class each day." His tone is a little flat but Kiba knows damn well how to read between the lines by now. Besides, he can't fault the guy for sounding less than over the top enthused after everything that's happened.

"Sounds perfect to me." The Inuzuka grins wide again, canines on full and proud display. "And I want updates on what's going on with that student of yours anyway. You owe me that much. If you were gonna keep cancelling on me for this, the least I can ask is for the details."

"I will discuss what I'm allowed to mention with you later. This is because it's for the privacy of Sumire so I do not need other people to listen in on business that is hers and hers alone, especially when I'm not allowed to tell you all of it." Shino relents, knowing that he does indeed owe Kiba an explanation to the best of his abilities, but makes his own terms clear right off the bat. It seems to check out with Kiba as no petulant whining or argument follows the statement. He can breathe a sigh of relief at this.

Finally pulling his arm back to his side, Kiba lets his partner go and turns in the direction he usually takes to get home. It's still only the late afternoon and that means plenty of daylight left to enjoy before the sun goes down and it's time to get dinner. Shino looks at him, expression blank but still unassuming, as if asking the shorter man about what sort of plan he has in mind. Having nothing to do after work made it easy to plan a date but it came at the price of feeling a little aimless in between the end of work and spending dinner with the partner he hadn't properly seen in over a week. He didn't want to get into an activity that might accidentally eat up all of his time left in the day and thus interfere with the date. Perhaps he'd let his duties as a teacher get to him s little deeper than he'd thought. In the past he used to be so content to have nothing to do for long periods of time. But after devoting hours every day to working with rowdy children to teach them Shinobi life skills and how the world worked, he found that moments that were too quiet and too still had become truly boring most of the time.

"You comin'? I was thinking we could go see my ma for a little before heading back to your place. She's been kinda lonely now that Kuromaru is gone."

Nodding his head once after making sure to fully hear the other man out, this time Shino didn't even hesitate, remembering how his own father had felt getting a visit from his now grown child for the first time in a while. He had to remember to go home and see Shibi more often. And maybe, with any luck, rope Torune into coming along as well. "Yes, I would enjoy going home to see Mrs. Inuzuka. Let's stop at the Yamanaka flower shop along the way and pick up some flowers."

"Keep sucking up to her and she's never gonna let me hear the end of when am I gonna make you her son in law." He sighs through his nose, a good natured gesture despite sounding exasperated, and runs a hand through his hair and keeps that trademark grin in place. "Maybe one of these days I'll have an answer for her."

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There is, initially, a pleasant sort of silence that settles between the two of them after they've set their chopsticks down following the meal. Kiba seems a little spaced out, stomach full and mind at ease in the comfortable presence of the man he's known so well since they were both young. Shino, too, seems content enough outwardly for the first few minutes after he's finished eating. But something begins to bother him and morph his neutral expression into an unhappy frown little by little. His shoulders go more slack, his hands seem to fidget, and he looks like he wants to say something but can't find the words. None of this escapes Kiba's gaze the minute he locks onto the way his lover has shifted moods.

"What's troubling you so much huh?" Kiba keeps his voice low even though his hackles are up. Something is wrong and seeing his partner on edge has gotten him equally on edge. He just wishes he knew what was causing the upset without having to ask.

Though his visor is still on and prevents direct eye contact, he still tears his would-be line of sight away from the Inuzuka sitting across from him before daring to speak. "All of the kids have been talking about Sumire. Boruto is trying to make sure they don't say things too loud, but I can tell it's on all of their minds. They don't know what's going to happen to her." He lets out a saddened sigh. "And neither do I. I don't like not having answers for them, let alone for myself."

Placing his palms on the table firmly, Kiba hunches his shoulders forward and uses a very stern voice to address his companion. "If you don't know what's going to happen, then go find out. Don't wait for them to tell you. You care about that kid? Go ask about her. If you don't even know what's going on, do you think she does? She damn well deserves to."

"I don't think I'm entitled to all of that information even if I would like to know."

"You're her teacher, the closest thing that kid has to a parent at this point. You look after her more than anyone else. So you need to go and tell whoever is in charge to tell you everything."

The no-nonsense string of words, almost like a command, Shino thinks, makes a lot of sense as he mulls them over internally. The second that it became clear that Root was involved in this mess he knew it was way over his head technically. But he could not find it in himself to fully detach from the entire situation and cease to worry after the girl. She was entrenched in something no child her age should ever have to be and now her fate was uncertain following actions that had been taken under extreme duress. If no one stepped up onto her side, who knew when it would get resolved. Or if the outcome would be kind to her at all. And because she didn't even have parents to go to for reassurance or comfort in this difficult time, she should at least be able to rely on her teacher. Kiba put it fairly bluntly but he wasn't wrong in the least

"I know you have to make sure you're there to teach class and all. But worrying about the kid while trying to focus on the others won't work. Ask someone else to sub for you for the day tomorrow and go get answers. If they give you the run around, tell them you're not leaving until somebody squeals. Put your goddamn foot down."

There was that bluntness again. However, it still hit every correct note just as before, and only motivated him further. Anko could take over for one lesson if he asked her to. She'd probably give him a half hearted earful later, but it was a sacrifice that had to be made. And he could probably bribe her with sweets if it came to that. The burning drive Shino felt in his gut then, after lining up his plans in his head, was stronger than almost any instance in the past and he knew he had to take this straight to Lord Hokage in the morning. As soon as he made the request of Anko he would head to the Hokage's office and have a nice serious conversation with Naruto and not back down no matter what. Sumire deserved at least that much. Leave it to an Inuzuka to inspire motivation even when the situation looked bleak.

"Thank you, Kiba." Shino bowed his head a little towards the man sitting opposite of him. "Tomorrow I'm going to take steps to figure out what is going to happen to my student."

"That's what I like to hear." A throaty growl of support echos from deep in Kiba's chest He smiles wide, showing off those impressive teeth again, and feels confident that something good has got to come out of this mess. "Lemme know if you want me to come with you and rough Naruto up if he tries to talk you in circles. Or if anyone else is there that doesn't wanna budge."

The Aburame man holds up one hand to placate his companion, the slightest hint of humor buried in his voice just then. "That won't be necessary I don't think, but I will call you if I need you."

And with that, Kiba leaves his spot at the low table to scoot over and sidle up next to his former teammate. A little confused but not unnerved, Shino opts to remain silent and just watch as the canine inclined nin makes his move. He's surprised in the next moment as one of those rough hands with their sharp nails comes up to rest on the back of his visor. It's then that he hears Kiba make a request.

"Are you okay if I take this off of you?"

Surprised a little by the show of courtesy but grateful for it regardless, Shino nods before replying. "You may. Please be careful with those claws though."

True to form, Kiba makes sure not to dig in his nails as he lifts the visor off of his partner's face before setting it down on the table beside them. Dark brown eyes almost always hidden from view are revealed to him then, squinting a little to adjust to the lighting of the room after being covered so long, beautiful all the same. The same hand that had taken off his eyewear now moves to place two fingers under his chin, rough thumb lightly caressing the cheek of the insect specialist, and neither of them dares to speak for several moments. Shino relaxes ever so slightly under the touch of his teammate turned lover and it seems to spur Kiba on further. In that next moment, he closes the gap between them a little more, hand moving up to cup one cheek. Brown eyes and black eyes meet and it is Kiba who asks the next question.

"Can I kiss you?"

Again it takes Shino by surprise that the impulsive, rowdy man before him is taking the time to ask permission. But he cannot say a bad thing about it. Instead of arguing, he gives him the go ahead. "Yes, I would like that."

Kiba's hand once again migrates to the back of his partner's head and pulls him in close as their lips lock. The sweet taste of winter melon lingers on Shino's lips and when the two finally pull away from each other Kiba finds himself licking his own to savor that taste. He's never been partial to greenery, but something about it on his lover's breath drives him a little wild. It is a flavor that he never would have imagined Shino tasting of in all the years they spent working together, all of the light hearted bickering that went on between the two giving him the feel of someone who would be almost bitter on the tongue. He finds that he loves being surprised at every turn when it is a surprise linked to the Aburame man he loved. The promise of such surprises keeps him coming back again and again for more.

"Kiba, are you all right?" This time it is Shino's turn to snap his companion back to the present as the Inuzuka's mind had wandered off imagining the things he wanted to do to his lover. But it's hard not to let his thoughts wander when he had such an intriguing partner. "You seem a little distracted."

Before giving him a verbal response, Kiba quickly stands up to his full height and offers a hand down to the still seated man. Shino takes it, curious internally but without questioning it out loud, and is brought up to his own full height before Kiba makes to speak. The words come out as a possessive low growl. "I want you."

It's forward for sure, Shino will give him that, but Kiba has always been shameless and doesn't seem to even know the definition of hesitation. He also can't argue that the feeling is mutual. Still, he asks anyway, just for the sake of clarity. "Would you like to join me in my bedroom?"

That's all the invitation the canine inclined Shinobi needs. In one fluid display of swiftness and strength, he scoops up his partner and makes a dash for the room down the hallway. It's a whirlwind of motion that barely gives the Aburame time to process what's going on. When the two are once again stationary, now together in the bedroom instead of the kitchen, Shino is let down on the bed, a little rough but not on purpose, while Kiba pants to catch his breath and recenter his focus. He can't fuck this up by rushing it even though he wants to so badly. The more he thinks about the oddly sweet taste of his lover's lips the more his desire grows. It's made worse when he thinks about how long it's been, how Shino has been working so hard and has had little time to relax and focus on his personal life. The man deserves this. And he badly wants to give it to him. He has to take several deep breaths to recover his wits enough to even think about talking lest his words come out a half garbled mess. At that point an actual dog would probably sound more comprehensible.

"Are you...sure this is okay with you?" He's still panting, having to swallow hard in the middle of his sentence as he's gotten himself all worked up on so little. It's shockingly easy to wind up his own metaphorical spring as tight as it can get. "Tell me...if it isn't."

"I am telling you it's fine and I mean it. I put off date night for too long and it wasn't fair to you." Shino looks up at the other man, sincerity laced in his voice and evident in his eyes though to anyone else he would sound too monotone to get any real point across. "You have my permission to do as you please tonight. I would not be here if I didn't want to be."

"I want it to be fair to you too, ya know."

"I promise that I consider it fair to me." He makes sure to sound sincere because he is and wants his partner to have zero doubts. "Now if you're not going to strike first, I will.

Though it was Kiba who initiated the scene, Shino makes good on his statement and makes the first real move. He brings one hand up to rest gingerly on the waistband of Kiba's pants and it seems to flip a switch in the Inuzuka that had been halted momentarily just a moment ago. A half whine tumbles from his throat as his sense of desire comes back to him. However, just as soon as Kiba seems to get the wind back in his sails, a lightbulb goes off over his head and he has to halt the scene once more, holding up one hand. "Just a moment, babe cuz I just had a thought. There's something I've been wanting to try so fucking bad. Please tell me if it's too much." He takes a few steps back from the bed just then and closes his eyes. Shino can feel the other man gathering chakra into his core, the aura of it similar to a spring coiling tighter, before a couple of hand signs are woven to accompany a Jutsu name. "Man Beast Transformation: Lycanthropy!"

In only the time it takes Shino to blink, Kiba changes. One moment it is a man that stands before him at the end of the bed and in the next moment he's looking into the dark eyes of something wholly lupine. If he hadn't been watching intently the entire time he might have believed the creature in his most personal space now was a monster from the dense woods surrounding the Hidden Leaf. Thankfully he knows intrinsically there is nothing to worry about and his heart picks up in pace, not in fear but in desire. Kiba had mentioned in passing several times in the recent past that he'd been working to train and perfect this technique but up until this very moment he'd not seen the results of such training. Now that the proof was standing before him, calling it impressive and perhaps even enticing was putting it lightly.

Where before there was a man now stands a bipedal canid, one that could be described with no other word better than werewolf. Lycanthrope, just as the Jutsu name described. Something straight out of myths and storybook tales meant to teach lessons to those who could use more caution and discrepancy in their lives. Kiba, the beast he'd changed into, sported a coat of shaggy medium brown fur. The shape of his head had changed just enough to support triangular ears situated up top as well as a muzzle where previously his face had been much flatter. His limbs were longer and sturdier, strong enough to support his now heavier build, and from his position laying on the bed Shino could see a tail peeking out from the pants his lover still wore. Pants, as it turned out, that definitely appeared a little too tight to properly fit on a lupine frame. The same could be said for the rest of his clothes. It gave off a feeling of imagines discomfort since everything seemed so tight. But Kiba didn't seem to be on a hurry to discard them just yet.

"Have you been practicing this just for tonight?" Shino keeps his voice small, curious but not exactly sure how to ask without sounding invasive. He opts for a simple statement and hopes it will get the job done.

Before he says anything, the newly lycanthropic Inuzuka nods his furry head and bears those wicked teeth, now much more pointed than before, in what is probably meant to be a smile. There is a hunger glinting in his eyes, still dark and confident, predatory and unafraid. "You betcha. Now let me show you the results of my training."

Leaning forward, Kiba places his large hand paws on the bed in a wide stance. His tongue lolls out of the end of his elongated muzzle and he licks his lips hungrily. It gets Shino's heart beating faster and faster by the moment, images of what that tongue might do to him flashing through his mind, and he scoots a little farther back on the bed to allow his larger lover to join him. However, as Kiba puts more of his weight on the bed and begins to stalk forth on his hands and knees, the bed dipping appropriately under the new weight, a thought occurs to the entranced Aburame. Something in his bedside drawer they have made use of before might become useful once again. They'll have to open that drawer later anyway when they need the lube, so he can use the excuse of grabbing it to fetch the other thing at the same time. And as soon as the werewolf is looming over the man, that hot breath on his neck when the head of the wolf dips low to nip at his collarbone through the fabric of his bodysuit, Shino has to fight with his own urges to keep his idea secure and clear in his head. Suddenly his own clothing feels too tight, too restrictive, too hot all over his body as he dwells on his idea and shares personal space with the were-Inuzuka. He begins to fidget in a way that suggests he wants to begin removing each piece and give his lover better access to his body. Kiba watches him, those dark eyes taking in the sight beneath him, and seems to catch on slowly but surely.

"Would you like help, babe?" His words are rough, perhaps he's still getting used to speaking in such a different form, but he's sincere. His offer is also music to his partner's ears.

Shino takes a deep breath and looks up at the beast version of the man he knew so well. "Perhaps I could help you out of yours and then you can worry about helping me."

"Ahh, hadn't even thought about that. Good point." A bark of laughter, again just as genuine, suggesting that it really had slipped his mind. "Was wondering why I felt so stiff."

Without much pretense, Shino reaches up and grips the sides of the jacket his lover is still wearing and peels it away, working it off arms that are just a little too long now as best he can, tossing it off to the side. The next piece of clothing will take more dexterity though so he expends a good amount of effort in order to sit up better. He then wasted little time in getting his fingers under the bottom edge of Kiba's shirt, pulling it up little by little over the chest and head of the wolfman, thankful that it had lacked sleeves, until it finally clears his triangular ears atop his brown furred head. The shirt joins the jacket without ceremony and is quickly forgotten. Before he can make any other moves, though, it is now Kiba's turn to help his partner out of something. Shino can feel two claws grasp as carefully as can be managed with the lessened dexterity this new form gives to the wolfman the topknot that his hair is kept in. He slides the clip free of it and tosses it haphazardly onto the nightstand. It overshoots the landing and ends up on the floor beside it with a small clang of metal on wood but neither of them can be assed to care.

"Sorry bout that." Kiba says, but he doesn't seem all that sorry. The apology is still nice though.

"I'll get it later. Don't worry about it too much." Even if Shino himself forgets that the clip is lying there, he knows he has plenty more to replace it later.

There is no time to spend fussing over a relatively cheap clip that is so easily replaced. Instead, the insect user focuses on the fact that he's now feeling slightly less restricted. It is nowhere near enough but at least it's a start. Luckily his lover is quick on the follow up and grabs at the fabric of his fancy jacket a little roughly and begins to pull it away from his body. Shino has to shrug his shoulders to get it off but eventually it works and that marks another tether free. There is a split second where he wonders if it has taken any tears or damage on the removal process but he quickly shoves that thought down as it is another item that is not one of a kind and is as such replaceable. As soon as the jacket is cast aside, he is left to wonder if Kiba will make the next move or if it his turn again. The only thing the lupine Inuzuka is still wearing is that pair of pants that somehow still had enough room in them to stay on when man became wolf. It's a marvel, really, given that he now has an extra limb in the form of a tail stuffed in the fabric but maybe they're just that well made. His eyes examine the pants in question, shamelessly drifting to the crotch section while forgetting his contemplations on the make of the fabric and wondering if perhaps his mounting eagerness is making the matter of the fit even worse. He's winding up his own curiosity by the minute and finds than he wants an answer more than he wants to wait for Kiba to help him out of more of his clothes. In the next second, his deft hands finally make it back to the waistline of those impressive fitting pants and it seems to get the attention of the wolf.

"Can't wait, huh?" The expression he wears now can only be described as his best attempt at a smirk since having a muzzle made human expressions a little awkward. "Can't say I blame you." Ahh, so his ego had been shamelessly stroked just then.

That only drove his early curiosity on further. Sure he'd seen Kiba's dick several times in the past, could never forget the feel of it and the sight of it and the skill with which he used it, but he'd never seen this new and definitely improved version of it. What did it look like now that the man before him looked and sounded just like a werewolf right out of mythology? The only way to find out was to get those troublesome pants off and see for himself. Thankfully Kiba seemed to be content to play along nicely and allowed his boyfriend to tug the restrictive pants down his hips inch by inch, putting in the effort to work the tight article of clothing down over fur that did not seem to want to make the process any easier. Thankfully it only took a few good pulls for that novel dick of his to come into view. The length of it seemed to be about the same, a respectable five inches limp, but the girth of it had definitely bulked up. And even more curious...it seemed to have a knot-capable section at the base. That got his heart racing again. Would be be able to handle something like that? Would his lover be willing to try using that on him in the first place? Sure Kiba was impulsive and brazen but he knew what the word restraint meant, especially when it came to his loved ones.

"You okay, babe? Looks like you're zoning out again." Kiba waved a clawed hand paw in front of his eyes to see if he could get Shino to come back down to earth. Thankfully, it worked.

"Yeah, I'm sorry about that." Shino shook his head to clear it and rubbed at his eyes with one hand. "I think I just need a bit to get used to this."

"We have all night. Just tell me if you wanna stop at any point."

For as much as he wanted to be fully confident in himself that he could handle it, something about being told it's okay to let the other man know if he didn't think he could continue reminded him not to push himself too far. He was silently thankful for that reminder and felt the haze that settled in his head at the sight of that fascinating dick clear up a little, allowing his common sense to come back out on top. The two of them would find a way to make this work somehow. Even if in the end they had to try again another day to go as far as they'd like to. Maybe it would just be one of those things they had to build up to. In fact, it might even be more fun that way, the day it being achievable acting like a reward after a long and hard campaign of effort and diligence. It was starting to sound like a net positive the more he thought it over.

Kiba, sensing that his partner was still getting his bearings back, took the time then to work his pants off of himself the rest of the way and add them to the growing pile across the floor. He now stood before the man who used to be his teammate laying on the bed, looking for a sign to continue undressing said man so no more barriers existed between them. It only took a moment for him to get the permission he sought and then he leaned in close again to get his hand paws on the pants his lover wore. Thankfully those came off far easier than his own had as they were not stretched to their limit trying to accommodate a body that was not designed to be wearing them. The button was a little rough to undo with his longer claws in the way but he managed in the end, not letting himself be bested by one small object made to hold up a pair of pants. All of this waiting was driving him a little crazy the more he was thinking about it and he may have torn off those pants a little more roughly and with less tact then he should have. Shino didn't seem to mind though. Rather, there were only a couple barriers left between them and both men seemed very much eager to discard them so that they could stop wasting time and have at each other.

Clearing his throat then, Shino spoke up first. "It is okay if you want to tear the bodysuit off. It's going to be a pain in the ass to get off otherwise. So if you want to rip it, I give you my express permission."

Though he was meant to be a werewolf instead of an excitable pet, Kiba's tail got to wagging like a happy dog at the verbal permission. He watched for a moment as Shino peeled the top down enough away from his face so it wouldn't cause any problems or injuries and then reached forward with one clawed hand paw and dug said claws into the fabric of one shoulder, yanking the fabric away from the skin. The material gave way easily, no match for such a sharp object literally designed to rend flesh, tearing as Kiba moved his hand paw along, revealing inch after inch of fairly pale skin that spent most of its time under several layers of clothing. Skin that only Kiba got the pleasure of seeing so bare. Just the thought of that was working him up as he worked on breaking the fabric, and he could feel the first serious twinges of activity between his legs. He'd already been slowly hardening before now but something about being allowed to go wild in ripping clothing off of his lover spoke to the most feral parts of him.

As the tears in the bodysuit grew enough to finally pull the whole thing off, the men worked in tandem to separate it from its wearer. It was tossed at the trash can in the opposite corner from the rest of the clothes and actually managed to get to its destination perfectly. As if celebrating his aim, Kiba let loose a satisfied bark and further drove himself to an erect state over one job well done. His eyes now traveled down to the final barrier between their bodies: an impressive pair of underwear, dark forest green in color and just loose enough to leave plenty to the imagination. He had to remind himself not to rip that off too while still riding the little high of tearing apart the bodysuit. Shino tilted his hips up without hesitation and began to slide the underwear off, Kiba taking over for him after a moment so they didn't have to wait much longer. As soon as they were yanked down far enough his erection sprang free, already almost fully hard compared to the half mast Kiba was sporting. The level of eager desire present within the Aburame was impossible to hide in that moment.

"If I didn't know better I'd think you were more excited for this than me." There was that barking laughter again. However, he was indeed correct. But that wasn't to say Kiba wasn't excited, rather that Shino had him beat in sheer readiness just from their mutual stripping alone.

"Something about seeing you like this is doing something to me I cannot explain. This is because it's still novel and also I did not expect it to be employed this evening." Though he tried to sound level headed, it was clear Shino was fighting to keep the lust out of his voice. Thankfully his dick spoke for him and made it impossible to mistake his eagerness to see this new jutsu in action, even if the use for it tonight was less than conventional.

"So what I'm hearing is you want to be fucked by a big, strong beast. Is that it? You want to be manhandled and fucked until you're howling as loud as I am? Should I rail you so hard you can't make it to work on time tomorrow?"

Now the stiffness in his groin was getting almost painful as Kiba hit all the right notes with that assessment. Shino brought one hand up to cover his eyes so his partner couldn't read him for filth before speaking. "Yes...I want you to mark your territory. I need you to fuck me until I can't walk." His common sense was yelling at him that he had to be able to make it to work so he could ask Anko to cover for him while he went to talk to Lord Hokage, but he chose not to listen to it because it was a problem for next morning Shino instead of right here right now Shino.

"That's what I like to hear." His already gruff tone was deeper now, sultry, full of want. He put his full weight onto the bed and guided his lover down to a laying position once more, dipping his large furry head back down to lick at his neck and collarbone. The warmth of that skillful tongue sent shivers all through Shino and he reached up with one hand to grasp at whatever he could get ahold of as an anchor. He settled on gripping the side of the wolfman, fist balled up in shaggy fur, holding on for dear life as that warm tongue trailed down his chest methodically. Kiba was teasing him with such a move. Lower and lower he dove, and before he knew it, something warm and wet made contact with his painfully erect dick, flicking at the head and lapping up the little bead of precum that had already accumulated there, getting a taste of him before continuing the ministrations with the rest of his muzzle. Sensations of sharp teeth grazing just lightly over sensitive flesh only added to the stimulation. The contact lasted for several seconds but seemed to leave almost as soon as it had come. Thankfully he didn't have to wait long for a new form of contact, this time rough but warm pads on equally rough digits wrapping themselves around the impressive length of his dick, beginning to stroke soft and slow. Shino arched into the touch, mentally begging for Kiba to keep moving those hand paws of his just like he was. But that was just when the Inuzuka werewolf stopped in his tracks. This brought a moan out of his partner, already missing the friction, begging in his own way to have it back.

"You're gonna have to be louder than that, babe. I can't hear you. You wanted me to fuck you silly but I wanna be able to hear you while I'm doing it."

It took a second for Shino to center himself enough to reply but he did the best he could. "I'm s-sorry about that, p-please continue. I promise I'll be louder..."

"There's a good boy. Knew you had it in you."

As he internally chuckled at the irony of the canine calling the human a good boy, Kiba wrapped his hand paw back around the large dick belonging to his one and only lover and began pumping up and down once more. He had Shino pinned beneath him, one knee bent on either side of him on the bed, tail trailing behind him and sticking off the end of the bed just a little, other hand placed next to his shoulder as the one holding his dick worked it's magic. For now he wanted to make this man feel good, get him ready, for once he was warmed up it would be time for the predator to claim his prey. Not yet though. Soon, but not just yet. For the moment he was content to keep stroking the dick in his hands, honestly impressed even after all this time at the sheer size of it. No wonder Shino was such a confident man.

That's when the moaning began in earnest. Finally, there it was, the sound Kiba had wanted to hear. He picked up the speed of his strokes and felt his partner once again arch into the touch, desperate for the feel of rough skin on skin. This combination of beautiful sounds and confident motions made his own erection harder by the minute. He was almost fully hard and would soon be ready to mark the territory that belonged to him and only him. Shino better be ready for that, his boyfriend had plans to make it one hell of a ride. Sure the man spoke like nothing phased him but they would both see what happened when he had a thick werewolf dick shoved deep in his ass. Just thinking about that moment got the Inuzuka drooling, his tongue lolled out again to the side. The temptation to grab his own hardening dick and give it a few good strokes was almost too much to bear. But he had to control the urge as he wanted to last as long as possible when inside of his lover. Self control was a war he just had to win.

The longer the touching went on, the louder the Aburame got. His moans and his panting at this point, coupled with the arch of his back and the grip he had on both the bed and the fur of his lover, gave him away as being close to the edge. Kiba, sensing that Shino was close, moved his body back a little so he could position his head just right. In the next moment, he pulled his hand away and replaced it with his entire muzzle, quickly savoring the taste of the extra precum that had dribbled out in replacement of the small bead that had been licked up earlier before almost the entire length of Shino's dick was snuggly fit in the muzzle of his partner. The wet heat of werewolf mouth and tongue all over his dick damn near sent Shino over the edge immediately. It only got more intense when he felt those imposingly sharp teeth graze over the length of his shaft every few seconds. His breathing pace picked up and he was already seeing stars behind the eyes he couldn't help but close as he was lost in the sheer pleasure of it all. In his ears he could hear the faint, frantic buzzing of his insects reacting to his frantically swirling chakra. Kiba bobbed his large furry head up and down over the dick in his mouth, taking it in as far as he could and even gagging a little as it grazed his throat but refusing to give in. His hand paw, now free to roam, moved to cup Shino's balls and the roughness of his pads against the skin of them only made the friction insane. It only took a minute of that muzzle on his dick and those digits kneading his balls for Shino to come undone. Without warning, that familiar warmth shot to the back of the werewolf's throat, nearly choking him for a split second. Kiba took it in stride, though, managing to swallow a good half of the thick spray of cum. The other half dribbled out the side of his muzzle and dripped onto the bed below. He swiped at the side of said muzzle to clean off the rest before looking down, panting and heart racing, with satisfaction. Shino was panting too, dick finally going soft little by little, both hands now resting on top of the bed. It was a glorious site. The uptight teacher had come undone for the big, imposing wolfman. Kiba felt his dick, fully hard, begining to ache and throb something fierce, with his own precum seeping from the head now, and knew it was almost time for the hunt to commence.

As the two gave each other a moment to catch their breaths and come back down to earth, Kiba ran the back of his furry arm over his face again to try and clean off the remaining cum he'd missed the first time. He swiped a streak of it away from where it had settled into his fur, right on top of the red fang mark still present on his cheek, and then pulled the digit away to inspect it for a moment. It probably wasn't quite sweet like the taste lingering on his lover's lips earlier but it also wasn't likely to he as salty as cum usually was known to be. With this in mind, he brought the sticky white-covered digit up to his snout and licked it with that incredibly skilled tongue of his. In one shot the little bit of jizz was gone, slurped up by the lycanthrope and swallowed down like it was nothing. He almost wished his lover had seen him do this but was quite aware that the man in question was probably still trying to get the stars out of his eyes after being sucked off by a wild beast. It was understandable for him to have missed this sight just this one time.

After enough time had passed and Kiba was satisfied with how he had cleaned what he could off of his face, still painfully aware of the aching in his crotch and the trickle of precum that had begun to leak down the side of his shaft in anticipation, he chanced speaking to his recovering partner. "Are you still up for another round or are ya spent?"

Shino sat up finally and ran a hand through his hair before looking over at the wolfman. "Sorry, I just needed a moment to ride that out. This is because it has been an awful long while since the last time we did this and this time was the most intense time yet. Yes I am up for another round. This time I want you to get your satisfaction."

"Sheesh, you're awfully wordy." Kiba shot him an exasperated but happy look, accompanying smirk pairing well with his tone of voice, and continued. "Just let me know when we can get back at it. I don't wanna rush ya into it."

Something about the restraint that Kiba was showing was touching. Usually he was far too eager to get down and into it without much conversation beforehand. He'd have to do something for the Inuzuka man later to show his gratitude for his show of unusual patience during such a stressful time. "Let me just get a couple of things out of that drawer and then we are free to continue."

And with that the Aburame swiveled his body just enough so that he was able to open the drawer beside his bed and reach into it. Fishing around to the best of his ability, the first thing he grabbed and set on the bed was a half empty bottle of lube that the two of them had made great use of several times in the past. Tonight would probably be its final performance. The other thing, however, had Kiba's ears perked up the moment that flash of red came into view. A slight jingle of metal caught his attention even further as Shino now had on full display the item he had remembered before their session began. It was a strong and comfortable leather collar with silver hardware and a matching red leather leash bearing a good ten feet of length. Oh, so it was like that was it? Was the uptight Academy teacher trying to flip the script and make an obedient dog out of his Inuzuka lover after he'd been sucked off so generously not ten minutes ago, before the Inuzuka in question had even considered his own needs? Immediately Kiba had his hackles up, not in anger but in competition, and he let out a growl as if to instigate a challenge.

"Oh you want to be the one calling the shots huh? I hope you're ready for this. I'm not going easy on ya."

Now it was Shino's turn to smirk back at him. "I'd never expect you to just lie back and behave like a good dog. Go ahead and give me all that you have. I can handle a little rowdy, boisterous posturing."

"Guess you'd be a shit teacher otherwise." He shrugged before pointing a clawed finger at his sitting partner. "Okay then, challenge accepted tough guy. But don't say I didn't warn you."

Tossing the bottle of lube gently to Kiba, Shino picked up the collar next and undid the strap. They had made good use of it in previous encounters but this time it would need to be adjusted to fit a neck that was now larger as it would be adorning a wolfman instead of a fairly average human being. Kiba was busy dabbing a generous helping of the lube onto the tips of his pawpads in preparation to slather it all over his dick so that in combination with his still slowly dripping precum the initial thrust would not cause his partner any pain so they could both enjoy the experience equally. Shino gave him plenty of time and space to accomplish this task before sliding closer to the werewolf, who was now standing in front of the bed instead of kneeling on top of it, and held up the collar so both of them could acknowledge that it was time to put it on. When Kiba gave a mocking snort and a petulant nod, he bent his head just low enough for Shino to access his furry neck. The leather slid around the perimeter of it smoothly and was fastened into place, this time being set on the second to last hole instead of the second smallest to account for the size change that came with the jutsu. Once it was all secured, the leash was clipped to the hanging d ring. As he pulled away from the wolfman, he lightly brushed against the rigid monstrous dick that still had yet to be put to good use and Kiba whined in the back of his throat.

"Easy, boy. It's almost time. Just wait a little longer."

"That's easy for you to say." Replied the wolf, indignant and half desperate. "Hurry up and flip over so I can get you too and we can get down to business."

"And here I thought you were getting this patience thing down finally."

"Shut up and hurry up, you're driving me crazy. I can't take much more of this."

The Aburame figured it was time to relent a little and give his partner what he wanted so he quickly rolled onto his front and carefully lifted his ass in the air. Looking down at the sight before him, Kiba licked his lips and began to imagine the feel of his dick buried deep inside the smartass laid out just for him. Just those thoughts alone got his motor revving and he had to hold on an embarrassing yelp of excitement lest he look ridiculous. So he picked up the bottle of lube again and poured out more on his pads this time than he had poured for himself. The hand paw that was clean and dry was placed firmly on one of Shino's ass cheeks and the other hovered right up close to his waiting hole. But before making to slather the slippery liquid over his beloved, Kiba made one last check in.

"Are you okay with me putting this on you now?" Though he was nearly jumping out of his skin in anticipation, he just had to make sure his partner was on the same page.

"Yes, you have my permission. Just mind the claws again please." Those words were exactly what Kiba was hoping to hear.

"Gotcha, can do." He may have nodded a little too enthusiastically at that but Shino was turned away so he couldn't see and he probably wouldn't have cared anyway.

That was all the go ahead he needed to go to town prepping his lover for what was to come. Careful not to insert claws into delicate spots and nick delicate anatomy, Kiba worked the lube into the Aburame's hole thoroughly with a sense of expertise that only came from doing this several times in the past. Shino shivered at that ministrations but kept himself fairly well under control so he'd not throw off the groove his lupine lover had settled into too much. To distract himself momentarily, he stopped to think about the state of his currently limp dick that had already experienced one wild display of passion. Thankfully enough time had passed since his own previous orgasm that it probably wouldn't take long for him to get hard enough again to enjoy a second coming. As long as Kiba got off, however, that was what mattered. Kiba had put Shino first in priority from the get go and now it was his turn to receive the same level of pleasure he assured his partner had gotten. If the insect user failed to get off a second time it wasn't the end of the world. There would be plenty of future encounters and chances for him to experience that highly sought after breaking point.

It only took a good thirty seconds of prep work before Kiba was satisfied with the job he had done. The bottle was now reduced to being nearly empty and he figured that that meant it wouldn't be worth keeping. Chucking it idly into the trash, he brought his focus back to the task at hand and licked his lips again, salivating at the thoughts still running through his brain of all that he wanted to do to the man beneath him. All of the sounds coming from behind him signaled to Shino that his lover was probably ready to begin so he wound the leash once around his hand, not too tight so as to kill his circulation though, and gave an exploratory tug. This light pulling sensation got Kiba moving for real and he placed his other hand paw on the other ass cheek of his partner and did his best to line up his throbbing, wet dick with his target. The waiting hole beckoned him, enticed him, had him go into tunnel vision mode. Nothing else mattered now except the hunt and the victory. Another tug on the leash, slightly rougher this time, and the brief countdown had begun in his head.

"Ready for this?"

"Go ahead and do it."

At last he thrust his hips forward a little and inserted the head of his quivering dick into the ass of the man in front of him. Little by little he eased into him, making sure not to rush the first thrust so no pain would follow even though they'd used plenty of lubricant, until he had buried that thick weapon of his all the way down to his shaggy balls. For a moment the pair stayed just like that as a shiver ran down Shino's back and he adjusted to the feel of the werewolf dick inside of him all the way up to the hilt. He fisted his free hand in the sheet beneath him and with his occupied hand pulled the leash down further to indicate to Kiba that he should begin moving and settle into a comfortable pace. Kiba didn't have to be told twice. Pulling back just as slowly as he had thrust in, his lubed up dick emerged inch by inch until just the head was still inside Shino's ass, teasing his inner walls with the contact. And just like that, he had thrust it back in with a little more force than last time, accompanying the motion with a very short lived little howl. He was getting into it for real now and didn't ever want to stop. Back and forth Kiba began to move at a comfortable speed. His claws dug in to the sensitive skin of Shino's backside and Shino responded each time with a pull on the leather leash in order to make sure the two would not separate from each other just yet.

As the two found a good rhythm, Kiba began to whine more and more as the friction of the movement made him feel amazing. He got so lost in the moment he didn't hear his partner encouraging him at first. "Fuck, Kiba, that feels so good. You're a good boy, I need you to fuck me harder. Show me what your jutsu can really do."

That second fuck finally registered with the canine inclined nin and his whines switched to a throaty growl. If that's what Shino wanted, it was what he would certainly get. Moving one hand paw from the ass of the Aburame man to his mid back, those claws dug in again and Kiba picked up his pace. It may not have been possible to penetrate any more deeply but Kiba sure fucked like he was trying to. All of the friction and the motion and the vocalizations from his Inuzuka lover had stirred Shino's libido again and he could feel his dick hardening beneath him with every thrust. So in an effort to help himself along, he migrated his non-leash holding hand down and began to stroke himself with just the right amount of pressure he had been missing. The combination of claws in his back and ass, the speed Kiba was thrusting with, and his own touching of himself managed to get Shino just as hard as he was before in little time. For not having done this in a while the two sure had their combination down perfectly for maximum pleasure and efficiency. All of that stimulation began to unravel him as it continued and he moaned in time with Kiba's growls. Soon it was nearly impossible to hear any words in between the nonhuman sounds.

"Just like that, I need you to continue just like that." Shino barely managed to croak out as his mind was fuzzy with ecstasy. Kiba was even more lost in the moment as all he could respond with were grunts. He dragged those claws down Shino's back, not so hard that it would leave deep gouges at least, and grabbed a hold of his ass cheek again to use as leverage so he could get his thrusts extra deep every single time.

Time got away from them as they spiraled into a state of pure pleasure and before either really were aware each could feel an orgasm building. Perhaps it was coming on a little sooner than either would have liked but not every session was built to be a marathon after all. There was no doubt Kiba would break first, he was holding on for dear life now and being pulled forward hard to encourage him to keep up just like he was doing. And once Kiba broke it would only be a matter of time before Shino also flew over that edge. The Inuzuka kept ramming his former teammate from behind, feeling the coiling knot in his core tighten by the second, like a spring pushed to its very limits about to snap, close to jumping off that edge and blowing his load and marking his territory once again. And without realizing it he had felt the knot at the base of his dick begin to inflate. When he noticed the slight resistance to balls deep thrusting that had built up, he snapped out of his tunnel vision haze enough to eek out a question.

"Babe...do you think...you can take it all the way?" Kiba spoke in between pants, unsure if his message got across clearly.

Shino had to fight his own heavy breathing and clouded thoughts in order to respond. "I don't...know. I think we should wait...until next time at least. I don't think we should do this on the first attempt..."

"Got it, I won't go that far."

Regardless of the fact that the knot was there, his thrusts were still deep and strong and quick enough to hit just right. When the knot itself rammed against Shino's asshole it sent another round of shivers up his spine as his body so badly wanted to take in the entire inflated base of the half lupine dick. Next time, next time, he just had to tell himself. The thought of it spurred him on to stroke his own dick faster and rougher as he imagined when he would next be able to see Kiba again like this. There was just so much to look forward to. Meanwhile Kiba himself, in his attempts not to thrust the knot up into his lover, had gotten himself dangerously close to the edge. Maybe it was the fact that he had to get creative to make up for the couple inches that no longer were going and and out of Shino, or maybe he had just done that good of a job in railing his best friend. Just a few more good rams and he'd be swan diving off that wonderful cliff without remorse. Just a few more. Just a few more. He held on for dear life and angled his last few thrusts just right and then that knot in his gut unwound all at once. His balls clenched tightly and his thick stream of sticky cum shot its way up into his lover. When his orgasm let loose, so did his vocal chords, the howl that reverberated in his chest and out of his mouth would have woken up any neighbors nearby if Shino had had them. Both of them were thankful for the lack of anyone living next door in times like these. As Kiba slowed his railing down to a stop following his orgasm, quieting down his sounds of ecstatic release with them, he could feel Shino still stroking diligently at his own dick in an effort to reach his second climax of the night and end on a high note. Though his arms felt like jello, Kiba reached up with the strength he could gather and wrapped his hand paw around Shino's dick and began to pump up and down in tandem with the work Shino was already doing himself. There were those rough pads again. Oh gods. Oh fuck. He wasn't going to last. What a considerate and generous lover the Inuzuka was, he could not repay him enough for this.

"Kiba!" Shino yelled, a little garbled as his hazy brain was too lost in the feel of those pads stroking him. For the second time that night he came hard. But this time all of it had shot all over the sheets and would need to be immediately washed out as soon as the two had their wits about them again.

Breathing hard and feeling hot from all the effort, Kiba let his tongue loll out again as he tried to come back down fully from that incredible session. His dick finally went fully limp once more, the knot deflating, so he backed up slowly and removed it from Shino's ass. All of the excess cum that had been shot up in there dripped out and got all over the floor. Some stain remover would be a good idea to grab as soon as the two of them were off of cloud nine and properly dressed again. He'd have to remember to grab it after sticking these sheets in the wash. Shino collapsed on the bed just then to give his muscles a minute to go slack. He'd worry about the mess shortly, just as soon as his motor control came back to him fully and his limbs felt fully solid. Behind him his lover was finally calming down his own breathing and heartbeat as the fog in his brain lifted so his cognition returned to its natural boisterous and loud state bit by bit.

"That was incredible. I can't believe we had to put that off so long."

Flipping over onto his back, Shino glanced up at Kiba. "Maybe it was that good because we put it off. The mounting tension finally had a release after several weeks and that is why it felt better than it ever has before."

"Or maybe I'm just that good." Without a care to the state of the bed, Kiba hoisted himself onto it and slid up next to Shino to lie beside him. Brown eyes once again met black as Shino turned on his side to be face to face with the man he loved.

"I'd like to think it's both."

"Babe, you flatter me." He grinned. And a moment later, his tone of voice changed. "Okay, I think it's time to undo this Jutsu so I don't pass out from chakra exhaustion. Release!"

In another blink, the werewolf goes back to being a man. And the returned man who now lies happily next to the satisfied teacher is the most beautiful man in the world to him then. That wide, bright grin that shows off his pointed canines is the most reassuring sight to him now and always. Shino reaches up with both hands and undoes the collar around Kiba's neck, placing it on the table the best he can, before focusing all of his attention back on Kiba. The leather would get a nice oil treatment later to keep it pristine for future use. In turn, Kiba places two fingers under Shino's chin and brings him in for another quick kiss. The sweet taste is almost gone from his lips but he has not forgotten it, would never forget it. That unexpected flavor that he had found in their earlier kiss would forever be embedded in his mind.

"Thank you, for tonight." Shino speaks first. "I didn't realize how badly I needed this."

Kiba adjusts his posture to prop up his head with one folded arm. "You really needed it, babe. I don't know all of what's going on in that class of yours but I could tell you needed it even more than I did."

There is a far off look just then in those deep brown eyes of Shino's. "I just hope that I can get some answers tomorrow. For her sake, for all of their sakes."

"You will, babe, you will." Kiba looks at him seriously. "And after you do, don't let anyone hurt that kid ever again. Or any of the others. You watch over them until they graduate and even then make sure they know they can always come to you for help."

Shino lets those surprisingly wise words sink in deeply and then moves to sit up, feet dangling off the edge of the bed as if he's considering actually getting up. Kiba watches him intently but only makes to move himself when he sees his lover eyeing the clothing scattered on the floor. There is work to be done and soon. He's got a lot to think about and it must be weighing on him more than he's letting on. The Inuzuka hurts for him, but more than anything he wishes there were more he could do to help. He sighs deeply and rolls his shoulders before springing to his feet so he can look down at Shino who is still seated.

"Tell ya what. There's a good way to make sure this can never happen again. Ya wanna know what it is?"

Eyebrow raised a little in unsure curiosity, Shino responds. "What might that be?"

"Well she doesn't have parents anymore right? And she lives on her own? So no one is looking after her and making sure everything is okay." Kiba doesn't break eye contact with him. "You should take her in. No one is safer for a kid with no folks to go home to than their teacher. And I know you care about all your students so fucking much. Think about it."

The statement hits him like a solid brick to the head and stuns him for several minutes. He thinks it over, wants badly to find a way to say he can't, that he's not the fatherly type, but cannot find anything that he knows Kiba would accept as a valid excuse. Kiba was the master of convincing someone to do something impulsive. Maybe he COULD adopt Sumire...what would be the harm in it? That way he could assure that she wouldn't be sent out of Konoha and away from her friends so she'd never have to feel all alone like she did carrying the burden of being her father's weapon but not being able to tell anyone. And she wouldn't spend her days in police custody either, equally as isolated, a fate no child deserved. Maybe, if he asked, Kiba would even be willing to help out with the child rearing duties he was less prepared for. Leave it to the pack animal to be able to handle all the hurdles of caring for those who needed it most. It all was coming together just a little too well in his head and he knew there was no way he could say no at that point. So when he made to finally respond to Kiba, he sounded sincere even with a little hesitation present in his tone that he couldn't seem to shake. Somehow. Some way. The two of them would make it work.

"I think that would be an excellent idea."

"Great! Knew you'd see it my way!" Kiba beamed at him. If he'd still had a tail it would be wagging right then. "Now I think I can use a good shower."

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gertrudepetronella-blog · 2 years ago

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Meet the author I guess?

Thanks to @severusobserver for tagging me, I'm not going to continue the thread, because frankly these things confuse me and I usually forget what everyone has said, but it was cool to see some stuff you're into, so here's a window into my brain too:

Three ships:

Severella/ Crowprince

This is Severus x my oc Petronella Blishwick. Of course it has to be my top one, because I love her. I generally don't like other people's snapexocs and often find the ofc's to be a bit... lame (sorry no hate just my personal taste). Petra is a self proclaimed weirdo, a bit grumpy like Snape himself, loves her punk and metal music, has elemental powers that sometimes get out of hand, and is neurodivergent. Their relationship is so full of trust and understanding of each other's quirks. It's the relationship I wish I could have irl basically. Head over to @princeandcrow for more.

Snupin/ Wolfprince

I love love love this ship. If it weren't for the above they would be my otp. I have three (I think) published fics for my boys now, with a couple more I'm working on. It's enemies to lovers, it's unrequited pining, it's angst and fear of rejection, it's opposites attract finding they actually have a lot in common, and so much more. And I cannot deny that the smut is 🥵😈💀🖤

Snack/ Starprince

I have not fully got into this yet, partly because I just don't have space if that makes sense? I feel like it's a more extreme version of Snupin in a way. The angst is heightened, the enemies to lovers, hate sex, potential for hurt etc. But in so many ways Severus and Sirius are like a mirror or two sides of the same coin. They were both abused, they both take their issues out on others, they even have similar looks (sometimes in fanart it's guessing game of is this snape or sirius?!) I have read a few fics which I loved and have two of my own in the works, but I don't know when they'll come to fruition.

First Ship:

Severitus. Not technically a ship I guess, but I'm following your lead with the platonic ships. This was what got me into fanfics. I don't know if it was what the author intended, but I think Snape and Harry have such father/son vibes in canon. Snape's like a very traditional strict parent in a lot of ways (not saying it's good or healthy but?). I like reading angsty Severitus where Snape is very prickly, but when it comes to writing I always end up making him kinda soft.

Last song:

Lost Myself by Longpigs, because I used it in the fic I just published! It also resonates with me a lot and my feelings towards relationships. But generally at the moment it's Slipknot and Tool on repeat. Particularly Disasterpieces which literally saved my mental health from a difficult situation recently.

Last Movie:

Suicide Squad with my daughter. She simps over the Joker, but hates Snape. Idk 🤷🏻‍♀️. I love Harley Quinn and Katana though. Can't remember the last film I watched for myself, but I got 5 Centimetres Per Second for my bday, so hopefully watch that soon.

Currently Reading:

Working my way through the back catalogue of snupin on Ao3. Part way through a history book about the lost library of Matthias Corvinus (still). Top of my pile to read next is Colourless Tsukuru Tazaki by Haruki Murakami.

Currently Watching:

About half way through Midnight Mass and loving it big time. Only problem is I'm usually so tired at the end of the evening, or if not trying to write, and I need to be awake and focused because it's so good. Totally simping on the Sheriff.

Currently Drinking:

Just finished my morning coffee. Lots of herbal tea because it is very cold. Opened a bottle of Voignier last night which is 😋

Currently Craving:

Time alone. If I could just pause the rest of the world for a few weeks/months and spend all day every day writing, that'd be grand. Oh, did you mean food? I love food but as I pretty much always have to cook for myself it gets tiring and is such a chore. Maybe a meal out. Without any other people. But also actual sex with a real life person. Too much information? 😅

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desencante · 4 years ago

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oi, march reads! I read a lot this month.

Please, don’t forget to leave a comment or kudos for the authors of these fics!

(The texts aren't the summary, just my ramble thoughts.)

Loving Cannibalism by glittering_git/@glittering-git (Mature, 2 works, 952 words) | Post-War, Angst, Established Relationship

Two marvellous and poetic histories about (loving) cannibalism. This is such a dark and heavy theme but the author does a great job writing and makes me enjoy reading them. (And I'm definitely here for more.)

(Please, read the Author's Tags.)

don’t say you love me, that’s extortion by LowerEastSide/@lower-east-side (Explicit, 1k) | Post-War, Angst, Fluff, Established Relationship

It is a domestic and loving and little sad history – about not saying 'I love you' but acting in that way.

The Pink Paradox by vina_writes/@dracothecupcake (Teen and Up, 1k) | Post-War, Humor, Auror Harry, Unspeakable Draco

Harry Potter Is Obsessed With Draco Malfoy TM. And Draco has pink hair. Have a fun time!

Harry's Promise by JosephineStone (Teen and Up, 2k) | Post-War, Angst, Reunion, Established Relationship

This one it's kind of part two of Circumpolar. The history continues the consequences of Draco's change, after the war – left me with a warm heart.

Burnt Casserole by Samunderthelights/@samunderthelights (General Audiences, 2k) | Post-War, Fluff, Established Relationship

Nervous Draco for Meeting Ron and Hermione. Getting back together and meeting your boyfriend's friends (who may hate you) showing them your (not) great cooking abilities.

Magical Homes, and Where to Find Them (in the arms of your lover) by Erebeus/@erebeus-roxy (General Audiences, 2k) | Post-War, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Established Relationship

Who doesn't want some fluff established relationship sometimes? Harry has a painful case at work and then comes home to a calm and domestic night with his husband.

Together Like This by shealwaysreads/@shealwaysreads (Explicit, 3k) | Post-War, Getting Back Together

Draco Malfoy in the Muggle World TM. I find it so interesting reading stories where Draco denies Harry's love because of the war, and Harry is there to change his mind. Here we have that and it's written the super talented shealwaysreads.

For Old Times' Sake by thestarryknight/@the-starryknight (Teen and Up, 3k) | Post-War, Drugs, Potioneer Draco, Artist Harry

This one gives me such a cosy and domestic vibe. "'It's Complicated' is their relationship status" resume perfect what this fic is. (There're some cool references too, so pay attention.)

Like Gold by The_Sinking_Ship/@the-sinking-ship (Explicit, 4k) | Post-War, PWP

(It's always good to see.) Harry Has a Motorbike Just Like Sirius! Harry rides a motorbike and Draco rides him.

Harry and Draco's Little Talk by Ladderofyears (Teen and Up, 5k) | Post-War, Angst, Established Relationship, mpreg

Who doesn't hear 'I need to talk to you' by someone you like and run with? Harry thinks Draco will break up with him and freak (a little) out but maybe the subject of Draco's conversation is quite the opposite.

Sugar Sweet by The_Sinking_Ship/@the-sinking-ship (Teen and Up, 5k) | Post-War, Humor, Fluff, Auror Harry, Healer Draco

It is a very sweet story with a surprise party for Draco and Harry getting late but not so late.

Show them the night that they dreamed about before by fluxweed/@fluxweeed (Explicit, 6k) | Post-War, PWP, Threesome, Boss/Employee Relationship, Dubious Consent

(Draco Malfoy/Harry Potter/Percy Weasley)

All I have to say is: 😳😯🤫😈🔥🥵🔥🥵😈😏!

This Is How by bixgirl1/@bixgirl1 (Explicit, 6k) | Post-War, Fluff, Friends to Lovers, a/b/o

Omega Draco has an incident in the ministry Alpha Harry is there to help. After they fall in love! (One more reason to read: it's written by bixgirl1!)

It Never Occurred to Me That I Would Fall in Love With a Frenchman by lamerezouille/@elsalapizza (Teen and Up, 6k) | Post-War, Angst, Humor, Established Relationship

OMG, I never read something like this! The plot was so surprising – you will ever think about the Malfoys meeting the Dursleys? BOOM! Here it's a very awkward dinner that looks funny but has some depth stuff going on.

Litany by thistle_verse/@thistle-verse (Mature, 7k) | Post-War, Angst, Pandemic, Isolation, Touch-Starved, Ghost Draco

Ghost's story isn't my cup of tea, but I give this one a chance and don't regret it. The magic world is passing through a pandemic (just like us!), Harry is doing quarantine at home alone until ghost Draco, directly from Azkaban, shows up. Then, we have fluffy and sad conversations between the two and a turn of events in the end. (And lots of lists.)

As the Crow Flies by thestarryknight/@the-starryknight (Mature, 7k) | Post-War, Hurt/Comfort, Established Relationship, Animagus Draco, Werewolf Harry

Draco helps Harry on a full moon night. Domestic vibes with some angst. 10/10!

Circumpolar by LowerEastSide/@lower-east-side (Teen and Up, 8k) | Hogwarts Era, Angst, Sectumsempra Scars

I see an amazing fanart and spend some days obsessed with Draco having worse scars from Sectumsempra. (There's, in this list, another two fanfics with this concept.) In this one, because of the pretty bad scars Draco's plan about the war change – is interesting to imagine how one incident could put another thing in perspective for him. And Draco and Harry have a touching conversation on the Astronomy Tower! (I'm a sucker for long expressive conversations about feelings.)

if somebody’s there, then tell me who. by kryptidfox/@kryptidfoxwrites (Explicit, 11k) | Post-War, Fluff, Friends to Lovers, Housemates

Much more like Idiots to Lovers! Draco has a disastrous way to make Harry notice him – bring every man possible to a one-night stand then call their name very loud – until things go wrong when he brings a guy named Harry. I constantly have a good time reading these two making dumb thing in their path to be together.

Commander by Cassiopeias_shadow/@cassiopeiasshadow (Explicit, 14k) | Post-War, Horror, Suspense, Drugs, Animagi, Auror Harry, Light dom/sub

Almost a case fic with dark things in the plot. Draco is addicted to potions and in a pretty bad place when he has a chance to help the auros in a big case. It turns out that Draco got so much involved with the case he needed Harry, to make him put his feet on the ground – the fine line between doing everything to make up for your past or lost yourself doing things for the great good. Featuring: Harry as a snake and parselmouth kink.

(Please, read the Author's tags.)

Fire and Wonder by Lomonaaeren (Mature, 15k) | Post-War, Dark-ish, Veela

Lomonaaeren written dark Harry, I'm here for! After the war, Harry get wing and has some controversial ideas about The Great Good. So, we see him put these ideas into practice with his mate Draco.

Hold what's dear in your hands (and never let go) by Fae_vorite/@faevorite-main-blog, PollyWeasley/@polly-weasley (Explicit, 16k) | Post-War, Arrange Marriage, a/b/o, mpreg

I was always here for some a/b/o and this story is a chef kiss! Harry can't find a partner; So he goes to an upgrade tinder and matches with Draco, then they live happily ever after. Featuring intersex Draco and a lot of sex kinks.

Keep Me Close (I Need Your Faith) by aviforsrose (Explicit, 23k) | Post-War, Angst, Friends with Benefits, Light dom/sub

Idiots in love! The old same GOOD story: I love him but he loves me? Yes, of course! Man, you two have been pinning each other for years now. Let's do some love confessions.

The Critiquer by dysonrules (Explicit, 24k) | Post-War, Humor, Romance, Secret Identity

Drunk Harry doing dumb stuff with Seamus and Dean, take him a very funny drive to Draco's hearty. Draco and his assistant interactions was another very humorous part. Can't forget to congratulate who made all of the edits, principally the text divisors.

The Nobility of Ascent by Lomonaaeren (Explicit, 27k) | Post-War, Angst, Politics

I love reading Lomonaaeren stories with dark-ish Harry. This is another great example of just not the good or evil side. Harry can't Make a Better World because of pureblood politics so he goes to Draco for help.

Can I tell you something? by GallaPlacidia (Not Rated, 33k) | Post-War, Angst, Enemies to Friends to Lovers, Sectumsempra Scars, Drugs, Auror Harry, Burlesquedance Draco

What I can say about this one? It's by GallaPlacidia, go read! The story takes place during a few years, after the war, Harry collides in parties with a drugged Draco, things happen – they lived a very real journey of connecting with someone, learning to love and to be loved and understanding the mistakes of the past... 10/10!

Says The Magpie To The Morning (Sorrow, Take Your Own Advice) by Femme/@femmequixotic (Explicit, 33k) | Post-War, Angst, Getting Back Together

Draco Horrible Sad TM after a breakup with Harry. Featuring so much PDA by Pansy/Ron, angst, miscommunication, angst, sharing a house with your ex and angst. If you are up to a sad time before a happy ending this nice story is here.

Eight Days (to Save the World) by gnarf/@gnarf (Mature, 47k) | Post-War, Friend to Lovers, Housemates, Case Fic, Auror Harry, Unspeakable Draco

Shit happens in The Wizard World again so Harry, Draco and company get together to Save The World Again. What will you do if you receive an order not so right by your superior? A very interesting story begins with the ministry's haunted easy target to blame for the new conspiracy. Enjoy too Protective Harry.

Turning Leaves by Kbrick (Explicit, 112k) | Post-War, Angst, Fluff, Time Travel, Auror Harry, Unspeakable Draco

Draco Tries to Concert His Friendship With Harry by Time Travel. This gives me The Cursed Child vibe but so much better, Draco goes to several scenarios trying to change one important moment in the past to make Harry like-like now. A great story who think about what will happen if Draco acts differently in the Hogwarts years.

Cannot Save You Now by tigrelilje (Mature, 132k) | Hogwart Era, Angst, Horror, Dark, Vampire Harry

Harry dies and comes back (as a vampire) for revenge! If you want to see Harry hating almost everybody this fanfic this here. Featuring: Slytherin Harry.

#desencanterec #drarry fic rec #drarry #drarry fanfic #if there's a mistake or some link is broken please let me know #hpdm

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bakugou-simp · 4 years ago

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⚠️SPOILERS for bnha, and the heroes rising movie⚠️

I have rarely voiced these opinions, but I think it's about time I did.

See, there is a fine difference between ships and what is more likely to be canon, for me at least. As of right now I do not believe that bkdk will come anywhere near to being a canon romantic relationship, not only because of the type of manga/anime bnha is but also because of the development and change that would need to happen in order for it to even be possible. For the type of manga, I also believe Izuku or Katsuki being with anyone of the same sex is also out of the question. Horikoshi has put two transgender characters (and supposedly a bisexual character) in his manga, yes, but I do not see us getting anything more than that.

I am a multishipper through and through however, and I ship almost anything you can name that isn't incest, pedophilia, or abusive. Kirideku, for instance, and Todobaku as well. I like those ships, I think they're very cute and make a lot of sense. The only ships I don't like (I won't name them) I dislike purely because of the people who ship them. The way they act completely disgusts me.

But let's take a look at why BakuDeku, in my opinion, is commonly misunderstood.

I think there are a lot of misconceptions about the BakuDeku ship, and I don't say this just because I personally ship it.

Katsuki

Season 1, as soon as Katsuki was introduced I hated his guts. I couldn't stand watching him bully Izuku, let alone telling him to go and jump off of a building. I wanted to reach through the screen and punch him myself. I don't take things like that lightly, and so I thought to myself I will never like this character. Even as time went on, season 2 and all the way up to season 3, I couldn't stand him.

He was an abusive person terrified of his childhood friend becoming something that perhaps he feared that he himself could not. He's disgusting towards everyone, showing only disrespect and arrogance.

When he was kidnapped is when things started to change for me.

Not just his reaction alone-- "Deku, stay back"--but also Izuku's. Izuku is one to forgive way too easily, in my opinion, but I doubt he forgives someone if he truly doesn't think they deserve it. So for whatever reason, Izuku thinks Bakugou deserves his trust and forgiveness.

If you look at it like this-- Izuku knowing Katsuki better than anyone else, not only from his observations but as well from his up close interactions with the other. Taking this into account, maybe Izuku knows something we don't about Katsuki. We know for sure his mother was borderline abusive--as seen from that conversation with Todoroki as well as just how she treats him--, but is that all? We can't know for certain, but it seems that Izuku might.

Let's say that none of that is true, let's go ahead and say that Katauki is just what he seems to be: an arrogant prick with a superiority complex. Even so it's impossible to say that he hasn't changed at all.

Take this scene for example. Just from this scene alone, from this one thing that he tells a kid he doesn't even know, you can see how much he's grown from when he was 14 years old.

This is turning into more of a Bakugou thing rather than a bkdk one, but hang in there. This is important too.

He has gone from believing that he is the best of those around him, thinking that everyone else will only get in his way, to recognizing that he has weaknesses just like everyone else. That in its self is a feat to be praised, but top that off with the realization that if he keeps putting others down he'll never see his own weaknesses and you've got one heck of a character development process. Granted, that won't be enough to make up for things he has done in his past.

So let's take a look at his past, shall we?

Raised in a home with, while loving, a push over father and a brash and aggressive mother. Whether or not she realized what she was doing, or even if she had been raised in the same way and doesn't see it as wrong, the way she yelled at him undoubtedly rooted something not short of some sort of trauma (disclaimer: I am no expert on trauma) into him. Not only that, but she probably pushed him to be better. Constantly; be better, you aren't good enough, you call that trying? So on, and so on.

Being told his entire life that his quirk is amazing, those around him letting him believe he is an undeniable leader, all of that has made him into what we see in the beginning.

Even before he got his quirk he probably thought he was better than those around him and that they also knew that, that they would follow him for protection or some sort of recognition from great power.

So, we have a 14 year old who thinks the world eats out of his hands. He sees Izuku, quirkless Izuku, as something not worth his time. Someone as great as him has no reason to play around with someone as worthless as Deku.

There is obviously the hinted at miscommunication, as shown during the Deku vs Kacchan 2 fight. The fact that apparently Katsuki sees everything Izuku does as looking down on him, mocking him, calling him weak and so on.

As a person who struggles with this, I can assure you it really is hard to tell the difference between someone genuinely wanting to help and secretly saying they don't think you can do it. Obviously I realize not everyone looks down on me, but because of the need to be independent and to prove myself to those around me, it feels like every outstretched hand is going to burn me when I grab it. Katsuki is far worse in that regard than I am, so I can only imagine how hard it is to admit to himself that someone is offering help and not mockery.

So let's say this entire time, their entire lives spent together, Katsuki has seen Izuku--someone who was quirkless--as one of the many people who doubts his abilities. Of course he's going to treat him worse than he treats others, but none of that makes it okay. None of that, any of this, erases what has been done.

That being said it does create a bridge for his redemption, for a deserved forgiveness, and yes I truly do believe he will earn that forgiveness.

It's going to take a long time for him to grow into the fact that accepting help doesn't equal to accepting defeat, and that offering it doesn't equal to the belief of weakness.

Katsuki, in my opinion, started to see his faults around the time be befriended Kirishima. Kirishima is strong, so obviously Katsuki is going to want him on his side, but there is more to it than that. I truly believe that Kirishima sparked the change in Katsuki, or at least held the match for the flame to be sparked.

Kirishima and Katsuki's friendship is what I imagine Izuku and Katsukis's might have been like if Izuku had gotten a quirk, as that is all that mattered to Katsuki. He never cared much about the person attatched to the quirk, only how it might help him. Meeting Kirishima, a person who believes everyone is strong and that they can do anything they want with the resources handed to them, must have irritated the piss out of him. Another person who seemed to think that the weak could be strong.

Being around that kind of thinking will eventually rub off on you, however. Even off onto someone like Katsuki. Especially after seeing Izuku's potential with his own two eyes.

So all of those thoughts of Izuku being a weak nobody turned instead to thoughts of Izuku being a threat to him and his goal. It's better than the first, but it really doesn't do well for them being anything other than rivals.

So, right now in his character development process? BakuDeku even being friends seems like a far off thought.

So now, let's take a look at Izuku.

Izuku

His entire life he's been told by Katsuki that he is lesser, he will amount to nothing, he's completely worthless. That never stopped him from arguing, denying, or wanting to be a hero. Finding out he has no quirk didn't stop him, and being told he might as well die didn't stop him.

Izuku is a wonderful person with a huge heart, a heart that wants to save every single person it comes across, and a heart that sees the best in everyone around it.

He went from being someone in the background, never standing out or doing extraordinary things to a person who will stop at nothing to save one single life. He no longer lingers at the sides, or fears his own abilities. He strikes with confidence in himself, in his peers, teammates, and all of those around him. He uses the hearts of those he wishes to save as a boost to help him win the day.

Meeting Iida and Uraraka, and many other amazing individuals, helped him realize that there are people who believe in him and want to see him succeed. Not everyone will treat him like Kacchan, or only see him as being in the way.

Do I believe that he had to have resented Katsuki in some way for some amount of time? Absolutely. In fact, he might still.

Him forgiving Katsuki wasn't out of the others development at all. It was out of his own achievements, his own confidence, that he was able to come past all of that negativity and believe in himself as a hero. For that reason, he was able to at least not hurt from what Katsuki done to him, if he hasn't yet forgiven him.

Sadly I don't have a lot to say about Izuku's development, or his thought process, but I do know that Katsuki has always been his image of victory, and I do now believe that he can finally see himself as his own image of victory. Or at least, more than just his tormentor.

Heroes Rising

I want to talk a little about the events of heroes rising, dispite it not being a canon part of the universe. It has been said that the movie was what Horikoshi imagined the end of bnha to be, and that is what I'm going with here.

In the movie Katsuki is still his usual superior self, treating Izuku the same as he always has. When there is no immediate danger, and even during a fight neither of them expected to walk away from. Now this may be do to Horikoshi changing it to fit more into just an alternate period of the present instead of perhaps a more time skipping version, but I am not aware of that being false nor true.

Even so, Izuku showed the same amount of care for every individual person as he always does. Katsuki on the other hand, he seemed to care just a little more than his typical self.

Even going as far as to use Sero's actual name when he's calling out, concerned for the other.

Especially, in the way he treated Izuku suggesting giving him one for all just so they could win the battle.

They both knew what this would mean for Izuku, and it's pretty obvious Katsuki didn't want to do it at first, but he's not clueless. He knew that Izuku was right, without two one for all's they and everyone on the island would have died. Throughout the process never once does he say anything about himself, he's only ever concerned about what would happen to Izuku and about saving the island.

Izuku was willing to give up his dream for an entire island, because that is his dream. His dream is to save lives and become the greatest hero, and saving an entire island is exactly that. He trusted Katsuki because he knew All Might would, and if All Might would trust this quirk with a person such as Katsuki, clearly others besides us, Katsuki and Izuku can see his development.

Their Relationship

Now, in regards to the actual conversation of misconceptions. I do believe that at first glance, that being not taking into consideration home life and miscommunications among these two in their own time, any sort of romantic relationship for these two would be seen as abusive. Because right now, if they both weren't more busy with training to be heroes rather than relationships and for some reason decided to be together, that's what it would be. Katsuki has a lot of things to sort through in his own head, and after he gets that settled they both have a long road to being able to be anything close to friends.

So being rivals is the best for them at the moment. They are each others core motivation, the reason they push and push themselves even when there's nothing left to push. Which over time is going to build a strong connection, more than what they have.

Eventually I do believe they could be friends, a hero duo is even more likely as they've already proven just now as training heroes that they work well together.

That being said if anything romantic were to come of it, it would be in a much later date.

Another misconception might be that bkdk shippers either ignore the way Katsuki has treated Izuku or just don't see it at all, which may very well be true about a lot of younger (or even older) people who might just see their rivalry as some sort of romantic tension. Which happens a lot in anime. However many of us see this ship and see the development, the huge development that will take place in order to be something more, and that is something we would absolutely love to see.

Shipping (for me personally)

I think that most ships in this fandom have good reasons for being shipped, and even if they don't as I've said there is a difference between shipping something and thinking it will become canon.

Personally, I think any ship becoming canon would ruin the manga. I see bnha as something that is perfect without any building romance, that being said a little background romance wouldn't hurt.

As far as relationships among the students goes, I'd hate to see any of them actually start dating. At this age, when they're doing things that are far more important, it doesn't seem like the right decision at all. That doesn't stop me from reading fanfictions, or looking at fanart, or saying that I ship two or more characters together. It's all harmless fun, until you turn into an Anti. I have absolutely no respect for antis and I severely hope they never interact with me.

In conclusion

I do not think that bkdk will be a canon ship in the mangas current timeline. That however, doesn't mean I can't ship them or think that eventually something could come of all of their character development.

Like it or not a good part of Izuku, his development, his personality, his dreams and life goal come from Katsuki. They come from knowing him nearly his entire life, from seeing him as a symbol of victory since they were kids and even up until now.

You can dislike bakudeku as a ship, you can ship other things and all that, but to deny that they aren't important to each others entire character-- and yes I do mean both of them, Katsukis's character also revolves a lot around Izuku--is to be blinded by your "hate" for the ship or even for Katsuki as a character. BakuDeku as a friendship/rivalship is way more important than as a relationship, and I think that's something everyone who loves either of them needs to respect.

The entire reason that they are were they are right now is because of All Might, their shared admiration for a strong hero for different aspects of said hero. That he never loses, and that he always saves everyone. Both traits make up their own respective heroes, Izuku and Katsuki happening to be opposites on that spectrum.

Their current existence thrives off of each other. Where they once looked to All Might for motivation, they now find it amongst themselves. As seen many times, when Katsuki asks Izuku "when are you going to hurry up and make that quirk your own?" You can choose to see that as him looking down on Izuku, but all I see is him wanting Izuku at his fullest potential so they can both give their all against each other, while at the same time with each other (though I doubt the second part is what Katsuki is thinking, those are just my thoughts.)

All in all, they push each other to be better, and I can't help but respect that.

(I'm sure there will be at least one person who will come around and reblog this just to say how much they disagree with me and why I'm wrong, so if you're that person I'd appreciate it if you just didn't. Your opinions are your opinions, but I'm not going to tell you that you're wrong so I don't want to see you telling me that. Thank you.)

posted on tue, Aug 25th

#don't come for me #these are just my personal opinions #and how I see it all #so if you disagree #disagree in silence #thank you #bkdk #bakudeku #bakugou katsuki #izuku mydoria #katsuki x izuku #bakugou x midoriya

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