#But now I’m happy w being 5’7
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5'7 is super tall omg
Like I know 5’7 is much taller than the average (in the states I think it’s like 5’2) but I’ll also always be mad at the fact that my younger sister is taller than me (she’s 5’8 🙄🙄) ….. this is my forever pet peeve
#But also I wanted to be 5’9 for the longest time#But now I’m happy w being 5’7#Bc it’s tall like u said but not like tall to the point where I’m having#A hard time finding stuff that fits me#Omg this reminded me of when I was 16 and saw an orthopedist and he was like ur epiphyseal plates r almost sealed!#And I started crying bc I wanted to be taller 💀💀
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HEYYY you alr know i love you and your blogs SM🥰🥰anyways could you ship me w an outsiders character pls?
i go by she/her pronouns and i am straight btw!
looks: i’m 15 (almost 16😭) 5’7, with an athletic body type and wavy medium blonde hair that i usually blow out in curls, expressive brown eyes, kinda chubbier cheeks, and suntanned skin
personality: obv you already know me bestie but anyways, i am pretty smart☝️🤓, im quick to laugh and to smile, and i don’t really take myself all that seriously. i am an introvert at first but once someone else starts a conversation im automatically like best friends w them. im told i can’t hide my emotions like at all😭. i love to take care of people and am def the therapist friend in my group
hobbies/interests: i love photography and like still life/sports photos the best. i also like sports med which is so random ik but 🤷♀️ i just enjoy helping people. i really like cooking too. i play the piano all the time, i used to take lessons but now i just self teach the songs i wanna learn. i do enjoy reading but i prefer classics compared to more modern books.
fun facts: ermmm i love you bestie🥰also dally is my fave but i prob won’t get him realistically but THATS OK🙏🙏anyways byeeee
Your Outsiders Ship: Ponyboy Curtis
(yeah I’m sorry I’m not putting you with dal- I don’t want to pay for your therapy /jjjj)
Explanation: I think whenever he saw you, he thought you were like very, very gorgeous. He thought you were one of those athletic girls that would maybe be a little bit too good for him, but he still wanted to shoot his shot anyway. He really loves the color of your hair and I think that he’s definitely written poetry about how pretty you are and then never actually showed it to you because he’s so embarrassed of it. he almost thinks that you’re a dream because of the fact that you can are so perfect for him. You’re really kind which he always adores as a quality in someone because the world is already so unfair and cruel. Why can’t there be more people like you and that’s something that I think he would wonder consistently you’re also very smart and get good grades so I think he would love talking about things with you and like study dates would absolutely be something very common in your relationship: and he would love discussing tests or whenever you guys go into English together I think that he would like discussing the novel that you both read and make jokes about it with you. I don’t know. I just really see you guys being kind of academically based, but nothing too extreme like you don’t always do study dates and things like that. I just think you guys would find your classes, genuinely interesting and be able to relate to that and kind of a way that no one else in the gang can. I also think that he takes pride in making you laugh like if he can make you laugh or smile he’ll he’ll feel so good about himself. He will like I don’t know. It just makes his chest up. He’s just very very happy whenever he can do that. I also think that he would love talking his problems out with you and you would be a very great listener and that’s one of the reasons you guys make such a great couple is you’re not too afraid to express your feelings and neither is he and I feel like you guys would get into minimal fights because of this and he feels very comfortable being able to talk about literally anything with you just like Johnny or Cherry he feels that way about you too. He can talk about nearly anything he wants and he feels free to not be judged. It was just something kind of rare in his life that you can give him. I also think that he thinks it’s hilarious. You can’t hide your feelings at all and really deeply appreciates that because he’s so used to masking his own feelings and hiding his own feelings about certain things and being told to not be so sensitive so he finds it insanely refreshing that you never hide your feelings. I feel like he would also love photography and would love taking photos of landscapes because I think he finds landscapes and sunsets the most satisfying things to take photos of, but he would also take photos of you with a beautiful background. I don’t think he’s too much of a person himself. I think he plays football in his neighborhood and it was one of the things that could do altogether without fighting too hard, but he would absolutely come to all your games and support you. I think he relates to enjoying classics more than more modern books on another level. I think that you guys would definitely have so much fun reading them together and having your own little mini book club and then talking to each other about it afterwards, and I think you both go on deep rants about how much better the old classics are and how old writers used to have soul and modern writers just write whatever they want and I don’t know. I just think you guys would be really really passionate about that. He’s not the greatest cook, but I think he would enjoy it with you and if you actually managed to make something good together, I think he would be so proud of himself, but he would be way more proud of you. he also thinks the piano was a beautiful instrument. I also think he’s just addicted to it whenever you play the piano like he could stand there for hours and just listen you play and be all right and if you ever play the song that he requested, he would just die like I don’t know. I feel like he would love it so so much
I think he thinks that you’re really talented as a person. Also, yeah, I’m sorry you’re not getting Dallas. I don’t wanna pay for your therapy. 
Also, I’m so so sorry this took so long. I’ve been really really really busy and trying to get all these done.
#the outsiders#the outsiders hcs#the outsiders headcanons#urlocalnonbinarybastardwritesanswers#ponyboy curtis
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Hihi congrats on the milestone (again) wanted to join in on this since yesterday but kept forgetting until now BUT i finally got my brain to get around to it! Can I get a matchup for either bllk or bsd?
My pronouns are she/her but I rlly don’t mind any, and my preferred name (online at least) is dor/doro/dorcie/whatever variant of dor someone comes up with. I don’t mind any character tbh! Anyone BUT shidou bc i hate that ugly FREAK😠!!!!!
My likes are all over the place… i’ve been enjoying thrifting a lot recently, especially w my friends. I also like record stores and second-hand book stores (i think they smell good). Uhhh i’ve been obsessed with the legend of zelda and splatoon since i was like… 7? Very dear franchises to me. I love reading and writing (duh) and also online shopping! Also i love walks. Long walks, short walks, idcidc if i can walk somewhere I’m happy. I have a sweet tooth but recently i’ve been enjoying rlly bitter things?? Black coffee is surprisingly enjoyable?? But i still love sweet stuff especially cherry or strawberry flavors yum. Also coffee smells so good…
Dislikes BLEHH. i hate annoying people i hate close-minded people and i have a great dislike towards people who over consume. Snakes are nasty EW WHY ARE THEY SO SLITHERY WHY DO THEY MIVE LIKE THAT i hate snakes… ew. I’m also insomniac so i don’t like that… also tiktok influencers more than half of them suck booty and irk me
Hobbies.. writing ofc, painting occasionally, idk if the gym counts but. I love the gym. !! My personality is ENTP and i’ve been told im a dun person to be around or talk to. A few of my friends call me an orange cat??? If that counts as a personality trait. I’m lazy sometimes but other times i’m doing like 20 things at once on a whim cause why not
Love language (giving) : acts of service 100% i love doing things for my friends and when im in a relationship. Quality time is up there too! Physical touch is 50/50 tho it really depends on my mood.
Love language (receiving) : quality time fs i love quality time its so dear to me
Idk how i’d describe my appearance tbh? I’m pretty tall, like 5’7 and a half? I think? Last time i went to the doctor thats what i got😭 mid length dark brown hair and hazel eyes, also an athletic build cause i’m rlly active. I think my aesthetic is somewhere between vintage and grunge? I’m kinda basic sometimes too it depends on the day, yknow?
Sorry for writing an essay 😔
I think you'd go well with...
Kunigami Rensuke!
-> Off the bat, you two probably met at the gym or when you both were out walking! After that he started finding times to talk to you before he eventually asked you out! -> The cutest little gym dates every once in a while, along with taking walks and going to little nearby bookstores and even thrifting places, once he learns you like that stuff, he's be so happy to accompany you really anywhere! -> Understands about your dislike for close minded people, and luckily as long as there isn't anything wrong with what you're doing then he's totally there to support you in whatever you do! -> Tries to help you in any way possible with your insomnia, even staying up with you if it helps in any way, even if he normally tries to get 8 hours. He doesn't wanna just leave you awake, especially if he can help in some way -> Loves having conversations with you, especially since you have those traits of being social and a fun person to be around, and when he sees you trying to do a bunch of stuff at once he'll always try to help you out. He just doesn't want you to get too overwhelmed with doing to much -> Doesn't quite understand why you like doing things for him at first, but once he realizes that it's how you show your love it's really heartwarming to him, and he might ask you to get him stuff more times on purpose just because, and with the 50/50 on touch, he gets it. He doesn't constantly like being touched either but whenever you wanna hug or just to cuddle together he'll never say no!
I think you’d go well with…
Chuuya Nakahara!
-> Loves taking you out on shopping dates whenever he's not busy. Bookstore? Sure, he could always also use a new book. Old record store? Who doesn't like music. Even just walking around while window shopping is so much better with you around. Though you might have to take Elise with you every so often! -> He'll end up going with you to the gym every once in a while, he doesn't always have the time but when he does it's not a bad thing to do. Though sometimes he'll just kinda watch and do barley anything, normally it's because he's still kinda sore or beat up from a past mission -> Your personality types work out pretty well, you being an ENTP and him as a ESTP, showing that you have pretty similar thoughts and feelings about things which makes it a little easier to understand each other! There may be a couple things you disagree on but he'll at least try to understand your side and hopes you do the same with him -> Also has a dislike for closed minded people, so he's always willing to complain or listen to you when you come across one, and he totally gets it and will get pissed off, even if he wasn't there -> Actually really likes that your love language is acts of service, it not only helps him when he needs something but also the fact that it takes a lot of stress off him if he has you helping him! Of course he'll never take it for granted and he always reminds you to take a break, and he'll help you whenever he can as well. Also in the same boat with being a 50/50 on physical affection, it's nice every once in a while but especially with his job he can't always be around to hug and do things like that. But he makes up for it by trying to be around as much as he can when he is around!
#blue lock x reader#blue lock#bllk#bllk x reader#blue lock matchup#bsd x reader#bsd#bungo stray dogs x reader#bungou stray dogs#bsd matchup#xokohaneazusawa's matchups!
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:3 ur lesbian thirstiness gives me so much happiness & confidence
i'm 5'1 AND A HALF! i'm also a ~classic~ hourglass shape (which gives me both grief and mirth depending on if it's a man or woman looking at me). as we've established i have a clothing kink, i'm into pet play, spanking (big one @_@), hair pulling, most dom/sub stuff. i'm willing to try anything once. mommy kink? who said that? anyways, i'm usually sub leaning but i sure do have my moments! also i've been told i'm an 11/10 on eating pussy!!!
i'm working on making a blog right now! i'm very busy (holidays & midterms oh my) but i'm sure it'll be done at.. some point...
unrelated to horniness! i'm a huge science nerd, i've revisited art and am sort of reteaching myself some stuff, i like modded minecraft, and i've hyperfixated on....... fortnite........ a tragedy but my friends got me into it so i can only blame them.
what do you do for fun? anything in specifc you're studying?
<3, 🍥🌺
p.s. i've had a lesbian foursome before! i got told i was being "too loud" but i was just breathing!!!! (i've found out i'm hard of hearing since then, so,)
I’m glad I give you confidence!! I was raised in an area where shame was assigned to lesbian desire and I’m like nah I’m horny sorry. Also sorry for the delayed response I was w/ my gf lol.
Oh nice! I’m bordering 5’7” when my kyphosis isn’t kicking in. I’m also an hourglass type lol! I just know I’m built like a model so I’ll use it to my advantage.
Sub leaning realness! Same here. Also girl Nahhh not fortnite 😭 do u have any good skins…
I’m a business major so that’s cool. Won’t specify what branch for safety reasons. I love studying it, I just hate the men who think they can explain stock to me when I could talk them into the fucking ground about their investment choices.
Make that blog girl!! We can become moots lol. I made my blog as a way to feel more comfortable in my sexuality and desire. It can really help especially if you have conflicting feelings on your desire.
For fun, I do makeup, fashion design, and I love to play games (genshin impact 😔 and a shit ton of indie games. I love indie games because they feel like they were made by a human instead of a corporation.) I also am into writing (duh I have this blog)
Also the foursome!!! Jealous jfc. I wish. THE HOH COMMENT THO 😭😭
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are you named after anyone?:
chosen name after Albert DaSilva from newsies, legal middle name after my late great-great-grandma
when was the last time you cried?:
genuinely can’t remember I have horrible memory but it was a while ago
do you have any kids?:
nope
What sports do you play/have you played?:
Used to play basketball and soccer, sucked, now I’m into volleyball and I vibe w it
do you use sarcasm?:
Nooo what me?? /s
what is the first thing you notice about people?:
hairstyle/colour
what is your eye color?:
greenish-blue, grey in low light
scary movies or happy endings?:
scary movies all the way
any talents?:
being ambitious
where were you born?
Michigan, ‘Murica
What are your hobbies?
sleeping, acting, writing, school, drawing
do you have any pets?:
No all the pets I have barely last a week
how tall are you?:
5’7” (~180 cm)
favorite subject in school:
CHOIR OMG OUR TEACHER IS SO NICE :DDDD
dream job:
broadway actor or part of a large choir
Open tags!
SORRY IM LATE TY FOR THE TAGS @lady-merian and @tsfennec!!
Are you named after anyone?:
my second name is from my late grandma!
When was the last time you cried?:
Two nights ago?
Do you have any kids?:
Nope! Haven't even had a romantic relationship yet LMAO
What sports do you play/have you played?:
honestly none LOL, my parents didn't really let me play sports because I have a heart condition. But I sometimes shoot hoops with my siblings, and I bike
Do you use sarcasm?:
Yeah, but honestly not as much as I'd like LOL. I tend to be more sarcastic when I'm annoyed tho
What is the first thing you notice about people?:
Their vibes?? I don't know how to explain it LOL, but like just the vibes they give off and whether I think we'd get along or not LOL
What's your eye color?:
Really dark brown! You need to see it in sunlight to really see how it looks though
Scary movies or happy endings?:
Scary movies are fun, but I'm gonna have to go with happy endings! And not just because they make me feel happy lol. I just have a deeper, more nuanced love for happy endings while scary movies are just for fun
Any talents?:
I mean, I think I'm decently musically gifted (and the only reason I know this is because I've never really had any lessons LOL). But I definitely think there's an experience aspect to it. I'd also like to believe I have some talent in writing and photography, although I'm more confident in saying that they're skills I have instead 🤣
Where were you born?:
Somewhere in a hospital in the Philippines
What are your hobbies?:
Writing, reading, photography, doodling, lettering
Do you have any pets?:
We have the family dog, a dachsund named Lila!
How tall are you?:
Short. Most adults are taller than me 😭
Favorite subject in school?:
English and literature
Dream job?:
Maybe a barista LOL, ooh or a candymaker for those hard candies. A baker might be fun too, or a teacher. A florist is starting to sound fun too! I don't think I can be a writer mainly sadly, but I want a job where I'd have time to do that still.
No pressure tags!!!: @dont-do-rice-babes, @choasuqeen, @kenandeliza, @offendedteaspoon, @rose-red-ink @youjustfeelthemforever, @rainintheevening, @nerdywriter36, @brendadaaedestler, @ladyphlogiston, @darling-gemini, @the-laurenceboy, @theragamuffininitiative, @rumpletrumple, @madlybattymontague, @its-a-hare-pom-pom
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Acceptance
✄・・・ Feathery Ink [Karasuno Manager Series]
➜ Pairing: Karasuno x Manager! Reader
➜ Warning: none
➜ Notes: This is a separate series from Crisp Leaves. Similar to Crisp Leaves, manager in this story will be portrayed as a girl. She will be tall, around 170.5 cm (along 5’7’’). This is just my appreciation towards tall girls, you guys are amazing!
Previous: ‹ Worth › | Next: ‹ Greed ›
↷ SUMMARY ↶
Acceptance; that’s what you’re searching for this whole time.
“OOOH!”
You stopped on your steps, immediately stiffened from the sudden loud voice–resulting someone bumping into you quite hard. Stumbling on your feet, the person immediately had their grip onto your arm–preventing you to kiss the ground face first.
“Sorry, you okay?” looking over your shoulder rather stiffly, eyes resting on the figure towering over your figure (still, the top of your head reached his cheek bone, but he’s tall alright). That and he had a rather… unique black, spiky hair.
“T-thank you,” you replied meekly.
“Sorry about him, he means no harm,” the taller boy apologized for his friend over there who… cried and kneeled on the ground? Is this having something to do with your existence!? Your height!? Anything!?
“There’re three girls now! Now they’ve got a pretty one, a cute one, and a model-like one!”
“Is he okay, though…?” you questioned, feeling the taller boy letting go of your hand and proceeded to pat your head lightly–which kind of reminds you of Daichi’s gesture.
“Yes, sadly.” He sighed in resignation. “Oh, by the way, I’m Kuroo Tetsurou. Third year, Nekoma’s captain, and this is the first time I see you around, along with that girl over there.”
The boy, Kuroo, pointed to Yachi’s figure who’s escorted by Kiyoko–you thought she somehow forgot about you, but you instantly erased the thought from your mind when noticing her not so subtle glare directed towards Kuroo.
“Ah, I just became an official manager yesterday,” you said, finding talking to Kuroo comfortable–he did kind of intimidating for his height, still standing taller over you. Maybe he’s almost 190 cm. However, he exudes this comforting aura much like Daichi as a captain. “My name is Otohaku [Name] and the girl you mentioned before is Yachi Hitoka, she’s my classmate.”
“That explains a lot.” Kuroo hummed. “And I have to say, this is the first time I’ve seen a girl as tall as you. At least Yamamoto is right about the model-like part.”
Instantly, you found your face hot as if it was engulfed with fire–stealing a laugh from him and earning another hair ruffle for you.
“I’m happy you’re getting along with our manager and all,” Daichi soon interrupted by pushing his way in between you and Kuroo while removing the captain’s hand from your head. He smiled, but his smile was far than nice–which made you swallowed thickly even though it’s not directed towards you. “But, not too close, would you?”
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“They screamed powerhouses already,” you muttered, watching teams practicing. “Especially the dark blue ones.”
“You have good eyes,” Coach Ukai suddenly said, making you turn to face him. “That’s Fukurodani Academy.”
“Fukurodani…?” your eyes slowly widened in disbelief, trying process the extremely familiar name in your brain. “The Fukurodani Academy? One of the top players in Japan is in that school.”
“Just like Ushiwaka, he’s one of the top five aces heading to nationals.” Takeda-sensei continued.
“Bokuto Kotaro.” Somehow you couldn’t control your inner monologue and just plain blurted it, earning a surprised look from the older men and your girls. Also magically, the person you just mentioned immediately snapped his head to look over his shoulder and looking straight at you. He immediately grinned and you tried to reply back with a nervous smile and a wave.
“[Name]-chan, how did you know that!?” Yachi asked.
“Well, my big brother hasn’t shut up about him, so,”
“Your brother is a player, Otohaku?” Coach Ukai asked. “That’s why your last name sounded familiar for a reason.”
“Does Otohaku Hisahito sounded familiar to you?”
“I’ve seen him in the volley magazine,” Coach Ukai nodded in understanding. “He’s a candidate for one of the top middle blockers for around three years. He’s sure has an impact in plays.”
“To think [Name]-chan has connection with a very famous person,” Shimizu chuckled.
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“Hey, hey, hey!” There’re so many unexpected things happened in one day and you wondered on how your heart could keep up with it. One of them would be this–being approached by one of the top five aces in the country. “You’re from Karasuno, right? The assistant coach!”
“Bokuto-san, don’t decide their position on your own. You’re being rude.”
“But she looks like one!”
“I’m sorry for his poor introduction skills.” The black-haired boy with calm atmosphere apologized–he has a really contrast personality with Bokuto. “My name is Akaashi Keiji, and this is Bokuto Kotaro-san. The captain of Fukurodani team.”
“Uhm, nice to meet you. I’m Karasuno’s manager, first year. Otohaku [Name].” you bowed slightly to show your respect.
“What!? You’re a manager!? And a first year!?” maybe it’s instinct or his outgoing personality much like Hinata, he didn’t hesitate to close the gap and stood only a few centimeters away from you. “You’re so tall, though! It’s awesome! Man, first years this time are really something!”
“Bokuto-san, you’re being too close.” Akaashi interrupted and slightly tugged on the captain’s shirt, preventing him from taking another step forward and ended up scaring you away.
“But, Akaashi look at her!” Bokuto didn’t even hesitate to point at you enthusiastically. “She’s only a little bit shorter than me!”
Getting away from Akaashi’s grip, he threw an arm around you and plainly pressed his cheek on top of your head–where your height stopped. It all happened too fast to the point your brain short-circuited. “See!”
Akaashi’s brow twitched. “Bokuto-san, you’re making her uncomfortable.”
“Excuse me,” Sugawara interrupted with a smile, however, the smile was far from friendly–dark auras looming behind him menacingly, which made Bokuto stiffened. Why? Because it was directed to him. “Could we have our dearest manager back, please?”
“Of course, we apologize if we took her time,” Akaashi said and pulled on Bokuto’s shirt to drag him away, essentially saving him from Sugawara’s wrath.
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“Wuaah, it’s finally nice to meet you!” Ubugawa’s manager, Miyanoshita Eri, didn’t think twice to tackle you into a hug–sending you two sprawling onto the laid futon. You yelped in surprise as your back hit the fluffy material. “Sorry, you’re just so pretty!”
“Yeah, you have to know that Bokuto hasn’t shut up about you for even a second!” one of Fukurodani’s manager, Shirofuku Yukie, commented.
“Our boys are also getting rather distracted!” Shinzen’s manager, Otaki Mako, nodded and smiled. “Well, I wouldn’t judge them because I’m distracted too! Who’s not when they see a pretty lady not far away?”
“I guess [Name]-chan has her own charms between the boys,” Shimizu giggled, enjoying seeing you flustered.
“Riiight?” Suzumeda Kaori grinned widely. “Everyone’s more fired up than before.”
“By the way, how do you have this kind of height?” Eri questioned, loosening her arms around your shoulders. “Do you do intense sports or workout?”
“It’s genes, actually,” you answered, rubbing the back of your neck nervously. “My dad’s around 190 cm and my mom’s around 180 cm. Both of them are athletes.”
“That explains a lot,” Yukie hummed in understanding. “Just like Nekoma’s really tall first-year. He’s half Russian I guess.”
“H-half? That’s amazing,” Yachi stuttered.
“I could just imagine [Name]-chan being flaunted on in school!” Mako hugged her pillow close to her chest. “Ah, a goddess among mortals-“
“People… don’t like my height,” it’s rude for cutting her off, but you couldn’t help it. Not when it tasted extremely bitter upon your tongue. “The boys said I’m too tall and girls are supposed to be petite. The girls don’t want to get too close because I’m a giant, they’re intimidated. I… kind of wish I was smaller…”
“WHAT!? WHO SAID THAT!?” Yukie shrieked full of disgust. “How dare they judge you by appearance!?
“[Name]-chan, I need names! Names!” Kaori demanded, placing firm hands upon your shoulders and shook. “And I will strangle their neck tomorrow!”
“Please don’t murder anyone!” you raised your hands in front of your chest instinctively.
“Who do we have to kill tomorrow, girls?” Eri smiled darkly.
“Anyway, don’t listen to them, okay!?” Mako added. “You’re absolutely gorgeous!”
“Y-you have our backs, [Name]-chan!” Yachi followed. “W-we’ll fight them!”
“We and besides, if the boys somehow heard about this, there will be homicide.” Shimizu smirked.
Their support and full acceptance were alien to you.
“Thank you.”
Alien but you couldn’t help to feel warmth blooming in your chest–because this was something you’re looking for a long time.
#haikyuu!!#haikyu#haikyu x reader#haikyu x you#karasuno x reader#karasuno x manager#haikyu manager#haikyuu manager#yachi hitoka x reader#yachi x reader#shimizu kiyoko x reader#kiyoko x reader#sugawara x reader#sugawara koushi x reader#sawamura x reader#sawamura daichi x reader#bokuto x reader#bokuto kotaro x reader#akaashi x reader#akaashi keiji x reader#kuroo x reader#kuroo tetsuro x reader#shirofuku yukie#suzumeda kaori#miyanoshita eri#otaki mako
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Ugh I need help. I have such a difficult time finding a man. I have a major size kink, like if a guy is not like 6’6 I am just struggling to be attracted to them. It makes me feel bad and so superficial and makes it genuinely impossible to find someone with having a huge list of qualifications for a boyfriend. I’ve been abused in the past and I get the ick from anyone who reminds me of my ex. I hate being so picky, I wish the perfect person for me would just come into my life finally 🥹
Would you still date someone who didn’t match up with your size kink? Would you be with someone who was shit at dirty talk and wasn’t very kinky? So hard to find doms in my area who are tall and gentlemanly and smart and a are romantic like… on the same page as me. I’m such a hopeless romantic and just want my dreams to come true, is that too much to ask 😭
The thing is, I’m like very hot and adorable and would literally make the perfect submissive bb girl so where is my dream dom??
Major apologies if I sound really annoying and like an egomaniac lol. I just feel at such a loss, I feel like I have to settle for someone who won’t fulfill my needs.
So first of all felt this and ily for sharing. You sound like me and I am so sorry, but hey you’re not alone! I’m also sorry to hear about your past relationship and it makes sense to me to avoid people who remind you of your ex. You probably already have, but before getting back in the dating pool please take some time to heal and even consider therapy so your ex has less of an impact on your future (it helped me a ton in the past & ofc there’s tons of other good coping options and you do you!!). “I wish the perfect person would come into my life” SAME!! But I never leave the house rip. As a taller girl (5’7”) who is primarily attracted to taller people (6ft or taller) with a size kink… it’s a struggle. Everyone in my area is short lmao, so honestly it may just be your dating location that needs to change! I think to some extent we’re allowed to be superficial lol. So preferring parters a certain height/body type is acceptable imo. Like my best friend only goes for guys with dad bods and I think that’s totally acceptable & I support her. I doooo however think that personality should be valued wayyy above physical appearance. Like I want a kind, communicative, patient, soft dom/me (I’m including kink in personality idk if that’s okay or not lmao anyways…. to me it’s def necessary for them to at least lean towards being dominant).
To answer your questions, yes I would date someone who wasn’t super tall, no I wouldn’t date someone I wasn’t sexually compatible with. They wouldn’t have to be good at dirty talk or -insert any of my kinks- but I would prefer it lmao but that’s definitely something that can be improved upon!! I’m not scared to tell my partners what I want and what would help me get off (pft) and I would hope they would be honest & communicative w/me too!! <3
You’re not annoying or an egomanic!! You sound confident and I love it! If you aren’t happy with someone then you shouldn’t be with them. And don’t settle for less than what you really want, like if those are all required for you then that is perfectly fine! You will find someone that checks all your boxes one day but for now don’t rush it and try to not worry about it tbh. Focus on you and have fun with life & I feel like you’ll attract what you want. Ty again for the ask and I hope you find what you’re looking for soon!!! ♡♡︎♡︎︎
#💌#🕶#sorry for the delay in posting I wanted to be sure I answered everything <3 ty again and ily!!#lmk if I need to make the text regular btw!!
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owo congrats on 300 followers :) mm i’d love a matchup-letter thingy if u don’t mind.
physically, i’m 5’7 (170cm) and i go by they/it pronouns. green eyes, if that matters?? my mbti is intj and 4w5. i really like to write if that’s not obvious.. i’m a super quiet person! hating to get in others’ ways but somehow i manage to be obnoxious and commandeering anyway. but i enjoy sewing, listening to music a lot. i love just observing ppl, watching a show or consuming a piece of media and thinking on it for a long time. i’m very introspective i guess u could say. i read a ton too (or as often as i can anyway) + scrapbooking and collecting little knickknacks. i’m not much of a risk taker (at all) - and much prefer my safe spaces. tho when smth/someone gets me talking i go a million miles an hour sometimes.
i’m sure u know who i would be happy with 😭 male or female is fine - tho i have a preference towards the male characters lol
IDEAL DATES.. mm i hate to go out to loud, crazy places. i’d love to be taken somewhere w/ a beautiful view, just time taken to talk and get to know each other ya know?? i’m happy to just grab some food and chill at home watching movies. me in a relationship means: way too many gifts. i get flustered so damn easily it’s a bit silly - but also my main method of flirting is minor bullying and little touches, like flopping my head on their shoulder or smth 😭🙏 any time is time well spent with an SO - often, but i don’t like to make a big deal out of jus hangin out. i like to fall asleep on discord calls, stay at home with drinks or baking together💔
mm i’ve never bought into marriage. it’s a cute idea tho - if i got married i’d like to have a very small little ceremony and not have it recognized legally lmao. too complicated. it just means a lot. v special, but practical too! i always imagined getting married in spring, nowhere big but a little place v special to me and my SO. hell i’d say over and over that it’s not a big deal, to not have it as a huge ceremony, but it lowkey kills me if a ton of effort is put into *anything* like that for just me.
i would also love to claim a letter👀👀 if that’s okay. from levi. duh.
this is in canonverse/precanonverse, and i always liked the idea of working in the mental health side of the scouts 😭😭 almost purely bc that’s not at all explored in canon and god knows they need it; i assume this position would be very unpopular, and probably working close to hange in some way.
hurt/comfort (!!!!!!!) say: i’ve been relegated to the Garrison for a while out of demand for my work. and i’ve known levi a long time u know? i wanna tell u to see my day6 of kinktober as a reference bc story wise that’s what id like lol. he cares a lot, misses me since i’ve been gone for just over 2 weeks now.
so he’s like: fuck it. i’ll write a long appreciation letter to get out all these mushy feelings and incentivize them to convince their superior to allow them back to the scouts sooner, rather than later. levi is the type to take soo long with these things - but despite being bad with speaking his emotions, he uses straightforward and yet super meaningful ways to tell you that things are much gloomier without you there, the smell of u in the sheets/clothes are fading away, and he needs u back right away.
thank you again uwu ✨
Hi dearest, based on all this, I have decided to match you with…
…Erwin Smith!
(would you believe it was @levi-my-beloved that helped me with some of this matchup? She’s so reliable, ily bb. Once she gave her opinions, this flowed out so much easier)
You had me at how introverted you are! I feel like Erwin is someone who can feign extrovertedness but is a big softie who needs his down time in the evening. He can be so confident but he’d always need your loving arms to come home to once all is said and done. I feel like he’d appreciate your quietness. In a modern au, he’d be reading over files or documents and he’d have his fingers lightly scratching your hair or touching you ever so softly as you do your own thing - be it reading, writing, on your phone, etc. Or in canonverse, maybe he’s exhausted after dealing with the brass all day. He might have his head lolled back against the comforter of the sofa and he’s tracing circles into your hands.
I do hope you consider sewing or making him a scarf or something, because he WILL wear it everywhere. Will boast about it to his friends too. “So, my partner made me this scarf–” “Erwin I didn’t fucking ask about–” “...and it is just so cozy and warm, haven’t caught a cold whenever I wear it.” He won’t stfu.
I think Erwin really admires your scrapbooking hobby. He might get you a new one, or always have some hidden somewhere so that you never have to spend your own money on them. Or if he’s passing by a stationery store, he might pop in after seeing something in the window. “Mm, yes, this looks cute/(insert adjective)/this matches what they are scrapbooking at the moment.” I am not sure what you scrapbook, but perhaps he might buy you a polaroid camera for one of your birthdays so you don’t have to go out and print or develop your photos.
Speaking of polaroids, you both have polaroid photos in the back of your phone case and in your wallet/purse. Sometimes when he’s working, he leaves the phone facing downwards so that he can see your face and be reminded that everything he does, he does for you and it motivates him when procrastination sets in.
Date wise, I do picture Erwin wanting to pull out all the stops, but he’d consider your need for quieter places. He will book a reservation in a fancy restaurant on special occasions, and perhaps request a booth table, so that you two have your privacy away from the prying eyes of other people. He’s also down for coffee dates too, perhaps on his lunch break! Or maybe you’d pick up a meal-kit while he is working and tell him you’re going to cook for dinner and he helps out, and he might pick up a bottle of wine (if you like alcohol) or your favourite dessert on the way home and then chill in front of the fire and watch a movie. He doesn’t like watching shows and movies in bed, though. Everything done in the bedroom must be separate for what is done throughout the rest of the house. So if you end up falling asleep on him, that’s it. Date over, but he’s carrying you to the bedroom though and tucking you in and tidying up after the two of you downstairs while you try to get warm.
If you marry him - should you two decide to - he’s happy to follow along on whatever you do. I feel Erwin is down with anything as long as he gets to marry his S/O, but he DOES want the honeymoon after. That’s a non-negotiable for him. He needs you all to himself for that week (two weeks? idk) And he’d take you somewhere tropical-ish. I do see him wanting to go to the Maldives or any place with a beach. He loves to surf and if you’re up for it, he’d definitely teach you. So Hawaii is another place on his mind.
here is your moodboard!
and here, is your letter from levi!
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30 Questions !
haven’t done but like one of these things on here, haven’t really done ‘em for real since the ol’ DA days. but! Tagged by @wolfheart343 and hey, can’t say no to “warriors username ending with -heart” solidarity :D
Name: bailey irl, but bay online!! i’ve tried other names but bay seems to have stuck, though i do also like drift. :3c
Gender: female, but i kinda prefer he/him pronouns so who knows!
Star Sign: Pisces!
Height: 5’7”, and i swear All my friends are shorter than me??
Time: 5:00 PM
Birthday: February 24th!
Favorite Bands: GLASS ANIMALS, uhh fond of a number of Mother Mother songs, Mystery Skulls, Gorillaz, Imagine Dragons??? imagine thinking i can choose, ever,
Favorite Solo Artists: aw hell. i like some like, youtube artists, really love Stupendium and CG5, JT Music and others in those genres I suppose, but as for more popular artists probably Lemon Demon, Jack Stauber, uhh Hilary Duff maybe? Ke$ha? my taste is a mess.
Song Stuck In My Head: “Kissing Strangers” by DNCE at the moment, though for the last two days it’s been “Art of Darkness” by Stupendium,,
Last Movie: ah, probably “Iron-Jawed Angels,” we had to watch it in Honors Forum last semester to go with a suffrage reading. i don’t watch movies often :’)
Last Show: iiiii tried to get into Animaniacs a couple months ago but couldn’t make it all the way through. honestly, the last show i watched before that,,, was. when i watched TFA for the first time a year ago. i don’t watch a lot of tv ;w;
When Did I Create This Blog: looks like my earliest post on here is from 2015, though i didn’t use it often at first. i’ve been on tumblr since 2012, though.
What Do I Post: art! almost always mine, but since i don’t have a Proper main i also rb art that’s related to something of mine or is for me! :> i have also posted a fic like. Once. and i suppose i have ooc posts like this sometimes!
Last Thing I Googled: “movie about suffrage” because i couldn’t remember the name of the movie for question 10 LMAO
Other Blogs: oh god. um. [logs back onto my main] not saying what that is, but I have the sideblogs for wctfa, shadowsofhiraeth, trialofthestars, dirt-boss-positivity, and others i that i pretend i do not see <3 (read: old art and back-up blogs)
Do I Get Asks: not usually! i’ve Just unpinned the post asking for reqs so other than when i open those i don’t tend to c: i’d like to change that sometime though, being more interactive sounds fun!
Why I Chose This URL: ...so in 4th grade i made a warrior cats oc, right— bayheart’s been my BrandTM since i’ve been online, pretty much :P
Following: i don’t use this blog other than posting so i only follow 22 on here, but on my main I follow 242 people! many of which are inactive because i’ve been here for so long lmao
Followers: 231! :> idk what portion is from wc or tfa but i love u all. kis
Average Hours Of Sleep: depends on the day, i s’pose. last night i probably got like 3, but over the weekend i can get like 11!
Lucky Number: 5 or 7 c:
Instruments: OHHHH!! i learned piano from my big sister when i was little, then joined marching band (to play drums, but that didn’t happen) in 6th grade on flute!! i did marimba my sophomore year of high school and LOVED it, but i've more or less been on flute for like 8 years now :> or, well. was? i had to drop out of marching band this year for health reasons, but, i still like to play sometimes,,
What I’m Wearing: ironically enough, my flute section t-shirt from senior year and blue jeans. i'd rather be in my pajamas, but i have dinner in half an hour so there’s no sense just changing for a little while and changing right back.
Dream Job: ah, no idea! it, well. it might sound silly but i'd just like a simple job like doing organization in a lil cubicle or bein a receptionist or somethin. organizing and doing maintenance makes me happy! so does art, but neither of those pursuits pay very well so i don’t know.
Dream Trip: honestly i'd just like to take a trip to see some of my online pals ;w;
Favorite Food: shrimp alfredo,,,,, most pastas and Italian foods, and also seafood are my favs!! shrimp alfredo is a perfect combo sent by the gods
Nationality: American </3
Favorite Song: do you have an actual answer to this question or are you normal? uh. it's different every week, idk i’ve really been vibing to “What You Know” by Two Door Cinema Club lately?
Last Book I Read: a required reading for a lit class my first semester, “Smoke Gets in Your Eyes”!! it was really good actually, talked about how we perceive death and funerals and the likes, kinda morbid but the author didn’t make it as such, there was a lot of humor and it was a neat read :]
Top Three Fictional Universes I’d Like To Live In: top three,, hmm. i shall like the funny little robot universe (tfa), uh. the fullmetal alchemist verse kinda slaps outside of the whole government slaughter thing, and i’m also saying skyrim because please god let me be a silly little lizard man that can turn into a werewolf and have a kickass sword Please
mm, tagging, uh. @beeprowlz and @dzzystrs ; i’d be a hellraiser and tag more but i will only affectionately bully two of my friends <3
#i really need a proper ooc post tag#ooc#:> thank you for tagging me! gave me something to do while waiting for dinner#a bit nostalgic doing these things#OH RIGHT#long post#well. moderately long i guess#idk
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Okay I need to barge in as well to also say I am LIVING for your sketchbook fanarts. GIRL. They are so amazing. I’m absolutely in heart eyes with your style but especially with how you draw Them it’s literally so good 🥺 I also love to see how you’re also in the “Johanna is the tall one” team and I’m. Admittedly very amused by how you call her “popcorn wife”, I’d never thought about it but you’re right! And thank you so much for your lovely art! -💍📚
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This ask makes me so happy, Thank You so much????????? It means a lot to hear this...... ;~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~;
That has to do with me being in heart eyes with how tall she looked in the older comics.... I haven’t actually read those ones, but here especially she looks so tall......... ;; w ;;
To me the librarian is probably average height, like, 5’7”, and maybe Johanna like.... 5’9”
(also, it is so nice to know other ppl see it that way too. it is what the internet calls ~galaxy brain~)
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I appreciate u telling me that, because it was a cute fun nickname I secretly had for her for over a year now.... and I find it amusing that you think it’s amusing...... (JDGFJGFJDG???????)
And
Thank YOU for the lovely message <3 ; w ;
#asks#btw i like your hildy blog a lot ^^#and this message and your tags on my art are so nice and encouraging#i had to hide under my blanket until i was done smiling after reading those#so i hope i was able to make it clear just how much your tgs and everyone else’s meant#🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺#unrelated but twig in the older comics looks hilarious in an endearing adorable way#i have looked at him multiple times replying to this just to laugh at him#i am sorry
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17 questions 17 people (except not because pretty much everyone I know has been tagged)
thank you @glitterblazercalum @mikeycliffords and @escapesos for tagging me! my tags are fucked up so if you tagged me and I missed it feel free to let me know
nickname: well, I’ve been called Ains before but that feels a bit weird. uhhh got called Rain at one point? I wish I was easier to nickname, but alas. if u can come up w one I will take it
zodiac: shoutout 2 Ms. Mel for the chart reading so now I know I’m Gemini sun gemini moon libra rising. or, if u don’t know anything abt astrology like me, I’m a Gemini
height: 5’7 but 5’8 in docs :)
hogwarts house: Slytherin. we Vibe
last thing i googled: I only ever use incognito mode on my phone but I’m pretty sure it was the answer to a psych question I didn’t feel like answering
song stuck in my head: I don’t HAVE one in my head because I’m listening to music but I’ve had She’s Electric by Oasis, My Sister Lover by Oasis, Party Poison by My Chemical Romance, and Hello Kitty by Avril Lavigne stuck in my head all in the last month. Send Help
number of followers: [redacted]
amount of sleep: last night was abt 12 hours akwnwkwnwnwnw we VIBE! thank u ms insomnia
lucky number: 13 because I am THAT bitch and insisted that it wasn’t superstitious when I was a kid and now it’s my lucky number
dream job: music journalist. that’s what I’m in school for at the moment, and that’s what I want. want to be in the music industry but lack the talent so I’ll do the next best thing :)
wearing: a shirt from Boys and Girls Club from when I worked there last summer. pajamas, basically
favorite song: I am physically incapable of choosing ONE holy fuck. uhhhh? I Never Told You What I Do For A Living by My Chemical Romance is really fun? I don’t know if FAVOURITE is the right word. and I’ve been looping HUFWULF? we’ll stop there or I’ll keep going
favorite instrument: listen. bass and drums FUCK and I have realized that if there’s heavy bass/sexy drums in songs, it’ll likely end up being smth I love. I play the flute tho so we add her in here
aesthetic: for the most part, punk. ripped skinny jeans, hand painted denim jackets, chains, war paint heavy makeup. the whole 9-yards. but it’s whatever the fuck I like, mostly
favorite author: Maggie Stiefvater is one I love, and Donna Tartt. I read The Goldfinch almost exactly a year ago and it pulled me apart and put me right back together again
favorite animal noise: uhhhh. I like cats purring but I’m allergic to them. any happy animal noise is good. I also like the sound of my leopard gecko moving around to look at me in her tank but that’s really specific
random: uhhhhh I’m really really good at coming up with really stupid puns. two of my most recent include: “communist wives? call that a sharriage” and “Britishisms? call that Lingo Starr”. also I had vampire fangs until my orthodontist shaved exactly one (1) of them so now I have one long vampire fang. I miss the other one :(
i’m tagging no one because I always answer these late and literally everyone I know has already done it I think but if you want to answer these, blame me and I’ll read ur answers 💕💕
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Hey could I get a 13 reasons why ship? I’m Amanda, 5’7”, plus sized, and working on my confidence. I love animals and volunteer at an animal shelter as often as I can. I’m recently graduated from college with a degree in sociology. I also would call my style like a business casual with a twist honestly. Jeans and booties but plain shirts sometimes dressed up w a cute jacket and jewelry. Or a float blouse and a skirt. It depends on my mood. Also I have an insanely high sex drive. 😂
13 REASONS WHY - ALEX STANDALL
Ok I know u have a high sex drive and this boy is very horny but bc of his accident and what happened to him it’s very difficult for him to keep up w u so u just for his sake have to slow it down and take it easy w him even tho he hates it and doesn’t want to do that to u bc he wants to make u happy. He is an awkward teen that has a cane now and he tries to get rid of the cane so u don’t think he’s weird or incapable but he either falls or trips or something and he needs it but he knows he can depend on you to make him feel better and for understanding. He likes to go to the shelter w u and his dad loves it as well cuz he thinks it’s therapeutic for his son. He actually does enjoy it tho and loves to do it w u. U both adopt and it’s like ur own kid. It stays at ur house and then his. Since he needs help w school and he is in school u help him out and he asks u for study dates and he comes over ur house to study and actually learn something and then make out like a bunch of horny teens. He too is also working on his confidence especially w his cane and limping and not being able to get a boner so he understands ur struggle and he’s always telling u ur beautiful in his quiet way and he takes you out to get odd weird coffee and u and him share.
MARVEL - BUCKY BARNES, WINTER SOLDIER
He thinks you are so smart especially since u graduated from college. Even tho he’s a quiet one he thinks ur very special and very adorable and beautiful like he loves waking up to you and omg u may not think or know this but he loves it when ur thick plump goddess of a body wears his clothing like his shirt or his jacket like lord does it do stuff to this man that he wants to ravage u like a wild man. He loves picking you up and putting u on his huge lap. He loves that ur working on ur confidence and he can see improvement. He is like ur cheerleader and is always rooting for his girl. He also goes thru self confidence issues since he legit has been tortured and he feels he can never be normal or the ladies man like he was back then before all this. Bucky is very protective of you and is always on ur side. He doesn’t let no one put u down. NO ONE!!!
#ask#@overcomplicatedxoxo#ask game#ships#i ship you with...#ship game#matchups#game#13 reasons why#alex standall x reader#marvel#avengers#bucky barnes x reader
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It’s time y’all get to know me a little bit better :)
Full Name: Alex Cole Brandon
Age: 17
gender identity: genderfluid
sexuality: bisexual, grey asexual
3 fears: Wasps, being alone in elevators (don’t judge me,) betrayal
3 things (activities) that I love: Dirt biking, writing stories, working on anything mechanical
Best friend: Don’t have one best friend, really. There’s more like tiers, there’s the people who I hang out with and then there’s the people who are like family to me, who I would do next to anything for.
Best first date: Don’t think I can call any of the ones so far “best”. They all were with people I really didn’t want to be with but was too scared to accept who I was and what they’d think of me at that time, so I’ll say the one my boyfriend and I will get to have once quarantine passes. We would have had one before and we’ve known each other for several months, but complications be complicated. I can’t wait until we can see each other again.
How tall am I?: 5’7”
What do I miss: When things were simpler, when my parents and I had a better relationship, Chris Fehn, my boyfriend
Favorite color: Blue, I also just love the bi flag aesthetic
Favorite quote: “Life should not be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty and well preserved body, but rather to skid in broadside in a cloud of smoke, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly proclaiming "Wow! What a Ride!”- Hunter S. Thompson
Favorite places: The robotics lab at the school I do robotics at, the Green River Valley, Mt. Clifty, Lake Pand Oreille in Idaho, my bedroom.
Do I use sarcasm: I very rarely don’t
Music Taste: I will listen to just about anything but mainly I like metal (heavy metal, Slipknot because they deserve their own category, metalcore, and deathcore,) punk, hardcore and post-hardcore, hip-hop, and lofi
First thing I notice in new person: eye color, positive or negative gaydar reading
Eye color: blue
Favorite style of clothing: Emo, emo all the way, anything emo. All black and androgynous as fuck. Can’t really pull it off in front of my parents, but one more year and I’ll be able to do what I want with my appearance
Meaning behind my URL: 77 is my self-proclaimed lucky number, my birth name and last name both have seven letters. Chaotic is just…I mean go look at the rest of my blog
Favorite movie: the original Star Wars trilogy, Guardians of the Galaxy Vol. 1
Favorite band: Slipknot
How I feel right now: calm, content, lonely lofi vibe.
My relationship with my parents: we’re okay, a little bit shaky, they know about me being bi but not genderfluid so obviously they still call me by my birth name. They’re Christian, and the kind of Christian to condemn LGBTQ+ people and say that GNC people need to be put in a mental hospital, so while I appreciate that they raised me it’s just… you know.
Tattoos and piercing i want: left eyebrow w studs, right side of bottom lip ring, thorn pattern tattoos down both of my arms ending in roses on the backs of my hands, possibly a slipknot lyric that really speaks to me across my upper back. I have a couple in mind.
The reason I joined Tumblr: I wanted to be part of a larger community that was more accepting of self-expression and being queer than that of the family I grew up in and the media they surrounded me with.
How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?: I like slow mornings but I can be ready in 15 minutes if need be
Where am I right now?: my bedroom
Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?: Lofi I like to play soft. Anything else? FUCKING CRANK THAT SHIT, KILL MY EARDRUMS
Do I live with my Mom and Dad?: unfortunately
How often do I wear a fake smile?: every day
What is something I disliked about today?: my boss was a dick, that’s normal though
Talent, if any: I’m 17 years old and a B-class enduro rider (dirt bike things) that’s about it though
Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens?: I believe that both exist in some form
What’s the weather like right now?: your typical Washington sky, overcast. I like it though, bright sunlight is too much for me. It’s 10 PM.
Do I like the smell of gasoline?: yes, absolutely. Being on a dirt bike since age 5, I love the smell of gasoline, especially 2-stroke premix smoke. That’s the good shit.
What was the worst injury I’ve ever had?: I’ve had a few broken bones but the longest recovery was when I broke my foot, mainly because I didn’t go to the doctor until it started causing problems. I have permanent nerve damage in my left leg from it.
Favorite animal?: DOG
What was I doing last night at 12 AM?: Listening to a podcast
What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it?: Surfacing by Slipknot. The perfect contradiction.
How can you win my heart?: be kind to me and have gorgeous eyes, take notes from my boyfriend I guess. No heart winning right now though, I’m quite happy with who’s won it atm thank you
What would I want to be written on my tombstone?: Mime Stampede
What is my favorite word?: probably Fuck. It’s so versatile!
If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say?: look to your left and to your right. See those people? They matter just as much as you do. Don’t let anything about them take away from that, and treat them as such. Love yourselves, and let that reflect on how you treat others. The world’s a bit of a messed up place but if we work together, there’s a chance we can do something to make it a little bit less of that.
and finally, here’s as close to a picture of me as i want to put up. Hope you enjoy :)
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Get to Know the Blogger
Hey! So, I’ve realized aside from a few comments here and there, I haven’t really talked on here at all! This sad thought made me realize it was time to share a lot of unnecessary stuff so maybe you can get a basic--detailed--idea of who I am. So here’s a bunch of word vomit and feel free to come talk to me, I promise I’m a lot nicer than a lot of my answers make me seem lol
Name: You can call me E.
Age: 20
Zodiac sign: Aries
Height: 5’7
Languages spoken: English but I do remember a few random words of Spanish
Nationality & Location: American and Michigan
Work: Currently working in the infant room at a daycare
Favorite fruit: Blueberries
Favorite scent: Lavender, vanilla, or apple
Favorite animal: I really love otters and llamas
Favorite fictional character: Dana Scully of course (though, I do have a soft spot for Stella Gibson)
Favorite candy: KitKat’s but currently I’ll devour almost any chocolate given to me
Favorite holiday: Christmas and Halloween. But probably Halloween more because I love the prep and the actual day, whereas I just really love the prep for Christmas
Favorite season: I really like autumn because my hometown and college towns are so beautiful but I love spring because I love everything coming back to life
Favorite Social Media? Twitter, but like, stan twitter
Favorite thing about where you live? I just love that I have some of my favorite people within literal minutes of me. It’s a really comforting feeling. And we have a fair every year which is gross but entertaining at the same time
Favorite swear word? Probably shit, but fuck and damn do escape quite often
What are you listening to: As of right now When I Kissed The Teacher from MM2
What Books Are You Reading? I have three books I haven’t finished and haven’t touched in like two months. We, Beaches, and Yes Please
What Time Do You Usually Go To Bed? Around 1 in the morning usually
What Makes You Happy? A lot of things, though I don’t always realize that. I’m usually an “It’s the little things” person too. BUT to answer, Gillian and msr never fail to make me happy
What Are You Craving Right Now? I could smash a plate of spaghetti right now
What Is Your Gender? Female (she/her pronouns)
What Is Your Sexuality? Bisexual but I’m definitely like 85% women, 15% men
What’s The Next Movie You Want To See In Theaters? MAMMA MIA 2 IM SO EXCITED
What Eye Colour Do You Find Sexiest? I’m a sucker for blue eyes
What Do You Wear To Bed? A tee and shorts usually but if I’m in The Mood I’ll wear just a tee (Yes, That Mood)
What Sounds Are Your Favourite? I love the sound of a campfire and babies laughing or babbling literally melts my heart
What’s the first thing you notice about people? Usually, their eyes but I’m drawn to those with a bright genuine smile
What’s something that makes you feel all warm and fuzzy inside? Being With My People. They never fail to make me feel warm and fuzzy. Also when I get a cute little note from my favorite professor on an assignment because she is like the light of my life
What are your hobbies? When I’m not in school I like to read and I’m able to write some. During school, you can find me watching x files, sleeping, or enjoying movies or music
What’s your favorite book? I love anything by Laurie Halse Anderson and really anything in the YA genre
What inspires you? Gillian is really inspiring to me because of all the work she does to help others. Bette Midler too
What’s your favorite place in the whole world? well, ok. So, I love Mackinac Island because it’s so beautiful and peaceful (even with thousands of tourists covering the tiny location) but I also just love when I’m with my people. When I’m with one of My People wherever we are, that’s my favorite place because I’m really happy. Also, I really love my work because nothing exists outside those four walls except the babies I take care of
What do you typically have for breakfast? A big cup of coffee and the occasional bagel or bowl of cereal
What’s the longest you’ve ever gone without sleep? The first semester of my sophomore year I had this 60-70 page case study due for the end of the term for an education class. For at least a week I would stay up until about 5 am working on it, go to sleep, get up at 7:30 am and do it all over again. That’s been my most stressful and sleep deprived time of my life so far and just looking bad makes me shudder. At least I got a 99% on it
What makes you angry? A lot of things. Let’s not get into that.
What makes you nervous? Uh, everything. But thinking about the real part of my future (bills, working, adulting) really gets me going
Do you wear glasses: Yes and these specific frames fucking suck and my eyes keep getting worse (my doctor told me I’d need surgery before I turned 30, wtf thanks dude)
Do You Have Freckles? Yes and it used to bother me how many I have but thanks to fics that mention Scully’s, I’ve become fond of them
Do You Sing In The Shower? When my family or suitemates aren’t home, then yes I usually belt it all out but usually, I stick to humming
Do You Collect Anything? Postcards and shot glasses. And llama things now too apparently
Do You Prefer To Swim In A Pool Or The Ocean? Pool because it’s clean and I can see the bottom
Do You Study Better With Or Without Music? It depends on the subject or the task but I almost always need some type of constant sound
Do You Save Money Or Spend It? Save it usually but I also tend to spend it all on a big impulse purchase
Do You Have Any Obsessions Right Now? That’s why I’m here lmao
Do You Have Strange Dreams? Alright so I just started taking Zoloft and before it, my dreams would be weird but like unrealistic-weird, like having-a-bad-trip-weird. But since starting the med, my dreams have become realistically-weird, like sometimes I wake up and question if that all really happened
Do You Make Your Bed In The Morning? When I’m at school, yes, but when I’m home I usually just say fuck it because I’ll be back in it at least 8 more times
Do You Like To Read / Write? I love to read (fics, duh) but I do try my hand at writing but I struggle to finish anything and I’m terrified to post any of my work on here
Do You Have Any Homework Right Now? If So, What Is It About? YES and it’s just barely halfway into summer break and I’ve got a huge assignment due the first day back
Do You Get Homesick? Sometimes but I really do love my college life and wouldn’t change it
Do You Wear Jeans Or Sweats More? A mix but because of work, jeans most days
Do you use sarcasm a lot? Sarcasm is my middle name
Do you believe in miracles? Yeah I think so
Do you have any special talents? I don’t think so but I’m good at taking care of kids. Sometimes my supervisor calls me the baby whisperer lol
Do you have any pets? Three cats and a dog and some succulents
Do you have any siblings? A little (half) brother and then technically I have four other half-siblings but they don’t know I exist
Do you believe in the paranormal? Absolutely. A big secret of mine….I actually could, and sometimes still can interact with spirits...Just call me Mrs. Spooky
Do you play any instruments? Nope but somehow I have managed to have a guitar and a keyboard in my possession. I do sing though and was in choir for 7 years
Do you have any crushes? Do celebrities or fictional characters count? If no, then no
Do you have any bad and/or anxious habits? I just have panic attacks a lot lmao and I tend to get really bitchy and mean when I’m anxious which I feel bad about but I can’t stop it
Do you believe in anything enough to fight for it? My right to marry whoever I want and have kids with whoever I want and be in control of my body. There’s probably more but those have been on my mind today
Do you keep a journal? Yeah a few actually but I lose motivation after a little bit and it takes so much to start it over
Do you like your age? Yes and no. I’m an adult which is cool and all but like….most of my friends are old enough to drink and it really pisses me off that I’m 9 months short of legally doing that. I’m super responsible and mature for my age like what will 9 months do to change that? It’s just stupid that I can join the military and go thousands of dollars into debt but I can’t have a glass of wine with my mom at a block party. UGH. American laws S U C K
Do you like your own name? Yes, I love my name. When I was a kid I hated it, I didn’t get the sentiment of being named after someone. I finally got the sentiment around the time my grandma started getting sick. Now that she’s gone, I know just how blessed I am to carry on the legacy of my full name and try to make her proud.
Do you have any scars? Oh plenty, I’m really clumsy. My most notable is the one on my thumb from a freak childhood accident that nearly cut my entire thumb pad off. What a wild time
Do you have a strong accent? I’m from Michigan so apparently, I have a strong Midwestern accent but I don’t hear it. But anytime I’m on the phone/skyping with my friend from Missouri, she always points it out and laughs
Do you talk to yourself? Probably too much but also not in the way that I think is expected. I’m just constantly talking in my head like a constant tv interview about whatever the fuck I’m thinking about which 99% of the time is msr lol
Coffee, tea, or hot chocolate: All of the above
Beer or wine or neither: W I N E
When was your blog created: I knew this was the place to find the best gifs and fics and I wanted to be in the fandom more since I’m so new. Also, I wanted to try my hand at fic writing but I continue to lose the motivation or the courage to write/post
Last movie you’ve seen: Hotel Transylvania is pretty much on repeat in my house thanks to my little brother, so most likely it’s that
First job: My first job was customer service/field hand on a blueberry patch but my first legit legal job is/was at a daycare
Pet peeve: The first I can think of is slow walkers because I walk so fast because my legs are like a mile long
The color of your eyes: Green but they used to be giant sky-blue saucers
Night owl/day person: I don’t like getting up before 9 but past midnight I’m a grouch
Tattoos: None yet, but I have two planned, it’s just a matter of money and timing
Like to cook: Not really but I can cook enough to survive which is typical for college
Grab The Book Nearest To You, Turn To Page 20 Give the last two lines: “Action: Today I will be kind to myself. Affirmation: This is who I am, and I feel glad to be me” - We
Last Person You Cried In Front Of? I cried while holding a baby at work because my shift is changing so things will be different and also my hormones are really out of whack right now
If You Were A Crayon What Colour Would You Be? Any shade of purple
Name One Movie That Made You Cry: Beaches is my go-to crying movie, same goes for Steel Magnolias (what a typical answer, I know)
If I Handed You A Concert Ticket Right Now, Who Would You Want The Performer To Be? Cher, Reba, DD, Bette Midler or Straight No Chaser. Reba especially though because she’s going to be near me soon but it's a 21+ event and I’m nine months short of that so I’m really pissed I can’t go
Would You Rather Carve Pumpkins Or Wrap Presents? Carve pumpkins but I do a damn good job wrapping too
Did You Like Swinging As A Child? Do You Still Get Excited When You See A Swing Set? I loved it even though it made me sick. There’s a park down the street from my campus so if I’m really upset, I’ll go down there and blast my headphones and swing until I forget what’s happening. It’s really therapeutic
Name Something That Relaxes You: I have some relaxing instrumental playlists and I’ll put one of them on, turn on my lavender oil diffuser, and hop in a nice hot shower (and the hot water at college doesn’t run out so I can pretty much be in there for like ever really) or I’ll watch a fav movie that tends to soothe me
Scary movie or happy endings? Happy endings give me life. The fluffier the better
When was the last time you cried? I’m sure I’ve cried today and just don’t remember. There’s literally not a day that goes by that I don’t shed tears but I literally cry so easy (This video or this video will make me cry almost instantly)
Where would you like to visit? I’ve wanted to visit Barcelona and California since I was a kid but in the past 4 years I’ve really wanted to visit New York and Greece
Describe your favorite people in the whole world? I’ll just sum all five of them up with they literally make me feel so warm, happy, and validated. I love them so much I could cry just thinking about them. And don’t get me started with Gillian because I do often cry when I think about her I just really love her a lot ok
Who would be your ideal partner? Gillian Anderson, Dana Scully, or Fox Mulder of course. No, but I want someone who’s like me morals/humor wise
Most used phrase? Right now I’m really into saying “Yikes” but “god fucking dammit” leaves my mouth A LOT
Most used word? Probably “like” as much as I hate to admit it
Extrovert or Introvert? Introvert 100% except when I’m with My People of course because I feel comfortable with them
Who was your first real crush? I had plenty of crushes during early school years but I think my first real one was on a school employee. Wowza I was head over heels for her and the very obvious knew-it-was-coming heartbreak hurt a lot
How many piercings do you have? Just my first holes in my ears but I’ve been thinking about getting my Helix pierced (upper portion of the ear)
How do you deal with stress? Uhhhh I panic first lol. I tend to listen to music—very specific songs that I know will drown out the anxiety/stress, or sometimes I’ll write what I’m feeling, go for a walk, read an absolute favorite fic in my list, watch x files, or I’ll just scroll through my thousands of pictures of GA lol
How many pillows do you sleep with? Three, sometimes four and then I have four accent pillows when I make my bed. Too many, as I’ve been told by everyone
Have you ever been to the hospital? Been to? Yes, plenty of times. Been in/admitted? No, thankfully
Have you ever met any celebrities? In 2016 I went to a rally for Hillary that Cher was speaking at so like…I was in the same room as her. AND THEN my friend shoved me up to her path as she was leaving and she touched my hand and I literally nearly passed out
Have you ever been in a position of authority? I am always deemed the mom friend so I’ll let you figure out that answer...
Have you ever drank underage? Yeah but nothing crazy. I just really like my wine. The craziest I’ve ever gotten was after I turned in that case study, I chugged half a bottle of wine (on an empty stomach), got bad heartburn, and then went to bed for like 14 hours
Are You Easily Influenced By Other People? Depends on the person, but I’d have to say no unless it’s Gillian/Scully/Stella
Are You A Picky Eater? I say yes, but compared to my brother and my uncle, no
Are You A Heavy Sleeper? Usually yes
Are Both Of Your Blood Parents Still In Your Life? Just my momma, but I do see my *gag* father around my hometown every now and again
Are you religious? Not really. I used to go to church a few years back, and then went to another church which ruined a lot of stuff for me and then I went through some tough stuff that made me question, idk
Are you a good liar? I like to think so (I say that as if lying is something I should be proud of), at least to everyone but my mom because I swear I can pull off the best lie ever and she always sees right through me
Are you a clean or messy person? My home life is messy. My room is trashed but the things that are put away are organized. But life at college is completely opposite, my dorm is very clean and organized and I clean it top to bottom every weekend
If you made it this far, thank you for putting up with my crazy long first post, and I’m sorry that I practically vomited my thoughts into a jumbled mess but I wanted to share myself with you!
#Get to know the blogger#personal#first post#entirely too detailed but oh well#come talk to me#get to know me#msr#GA
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My hero academia OC
Well I have a MHA OC and I love them a lot ! Tell me what you think about them ! Also I’m working on the drawing for them ^^ Oh yeah also. This is long. Like REALLY LONG. And I don’t know how to put the cut on mobile… So sorry… Tell me what you think about them !
Name : Akihiko (meaning : bright boy)
Last name : Johoshori (meaning : data processing… I wasn’t really creative)
Gender : nonbinary (they/them)
Biological gender (the one they were born with) : male
Age : 16
Zodiac sign : virgo
Birthday : 14th September
Height and body type : 5’7”, they skinny and aren’t really muscular
Ethnicity : japanese
Sexual orientation : pansexual
Class : 1-A
Appearance : they are very pale,they have a lot of freckles and big eye bags. Their eyes are green and pixely (basically the pupils and iris are rectangular shaped, it’s part of their quirk). They wear glasses adapted to their quirk (without them the world look like a retro video game). Their hair are red. Their eyes can change of shape and/or colour depending on their emotions. They have plugs at the end of each of their finger, which is a part of their quirk.
More under the cut because this shit looong
Quirk : hacking
They can plug the plug at the end of their fingers in any kind of electronic device, when their plugs are plugged into the electronic device, it allows them to control it. They can only control 10 devices at the same time. Depending on the complexity of the devices it can become really hard for them to stay focus of the situation surrounding them and on the devices at the same time. If they are controlling multiple complex devices at the same time it can become nearly impossible for them to focus on what’s going around them, they might even passed out. The plugs have three meters cables that Akihiko can control at ease, it’s like another limbs to them and it act likes one ! For example, if they are startled a little bit of the cable will pop out of their fingers. The cable of the fingers are really solid and it’s really hard to cut them, in consequences they decided to use their cable as mean to immobilize their opponents. But if the cable are cut, most likely by another quirk, they’ll feel the worst pain possible, at least it can grow back but the pain is really unbearable.
Personality : they are an extremely nice person but often seems weird due to their lack of experience in social interaction. They often leave short silence between each of their phrases so they can think of the next one. When people surprises them they’ll stumbles and mumble a lot they he end up talking to them. They appreciates spending time with other people but the introvert really need their alone time, especially if it’s with very loud people. When there’s too many people they feel overwhelmed and end up not talking a lot. They got a generalized anxiety disorder but they hide this fact to most of their acquaintances, only their close friends knows it. They are also the kind of persons to always be tired that doesn’t sleep a lot. They can often be described as a dreamy person, because of their habits to get lost deeply in their thoughts. Lastly, they are very touch starved and can get very cuddly with people they trusts and appreciate (only when they know they are comfortable with that kind of thing)
Likes : dogs (they are a dog person, they just love their energy and friendliness, sadly they never had one, their father didn’t wanted one and their mother is allergic to them), space, pastel color, sweet food (they definitely have a sweet tooth), video games (especially retro rpg like earthbound), chill music (like snail’s house’s), wearing skirts and eyeliner (by the way they rock that eyeliner.), oversized sweater
Dislikes : spicy food, crowds, loud places, storms/thunder (in fact storms scare them A LOT. It’s to the point that when they are alone during a storm, even if they are inside they are most likely to have a panic attack. When they are with people they are still very anxious but they control themselves better. It’s because when they were little they almost died because of thunder, after all they have metal pieces at the end of their fingers and metal + electricity is not the best combo. It’s also the reason why they are uncomfortable with people with electricity based quirk)
Backstory :
While growing up as a child Akihiko never felt right in their body. Their father keep telling them that they are a young boy who should starts to act like one. But they don’t like being a boy. They don’t really like their father either, but people seems to think that they should took pride about him being their father, something about him being a great scientists. But they don’t understand why they should be proud of their father. Their classmates often seemed happy when talking about their parents, so why don’t they feel the same thing ? It’s just that he keep telling them that they aren’t good enough. They started to believe him, after all it’s their father, he knows what’s best for his child right ? …Right…? The parents of their classmates, they said nice thing, Akihiko heard them, and they talk a lot too. But their father don’t do that, they don’t remember him saying something nice once and he doesn’t talk to them a lot. And when he does he uses “he” to talk about them. They never liked the sound of “he”.
When they are at their mother’s place it’s… Different. For some reason their dad and mom doesn’t live at the same place and they never see them at the same time, they don’t understand why. Their mother said it’s because they don’t love each other anymore. But aren’t a mother and a father supposed to love each other ? They don’t really understand… Is it because of them ? They start to believe it a little…
Since their mother catch them being all happy to wear her skirts and dresses once, things has been different… When she saw them she told them that she always wanted a little girl and she was happy that they were feeling more like a girl. She was so happy that they didn’t wanted to told her that they don’t really like the sound of “she” either. They like their mother a lot, she’s really nice and happy and she’s always at home for them, unlike their father. She doesn’t seem to have a job, they don’t understand why, for them she’s so perfect, why would people reject her ? She always respond with a weak smile, saying that somebody with a quirk adapted to the the work got it. It’s true that they never seen her using a quirk like them or their father. People call this quirkless, but with the way they are saying it, Akihiko feel like they should just says worthless. Of course Akihiko don’t think it, for them, their mother is the strongest person in the world. Right ?
Akihiko was growing. One week with “he”, another one with “she”. They starts to understand what they are little by little. They aren’t a girl, nor they are a boy. They are just themselves. People call this nonbinary. They like how “they” sounds. But they don’t want to say it to their parents. They know that their mother will be sad to not have the little girl she thought she had, even if she would hides it they don’t want to make her upset. Well at least more upset than she already is. Their mother… She’s no longer the happy person that she was. Her perfect facade has cracked. She started to drink. A lot. To the point where she forget what she’s saying. Nothing bad happens, she just cries a lot about all the problems she has. She needs money, to pay her rents, to pay her debt, to pay a lot of things. She always forget that she told Akihiko all of those things and Akihiko act like they forgot it too. Sometimes they wonder if their mother aren’t acting too so they can have a shoulder to cry on. But one thing that Akihiko is convinced of is that they are a burden to their mother because of all the money she use for them. They know that she has near to nothing financially speaking and people still doesn’t want to give her a job. Just because she doesn’t have a quirk. It saddened them, it angered them. But they say nothing about it, they prefer locking it all inside.
And for their father…. They don’t even want to think about it. Things has gotten worse with him. Before it was just words, some remarks about how useless “he was”. But now it has become more physical. They don’t like it at all. But they lock it up inside and hides it with a big and comfortable sweater. It’s their fault, they should know it. That’s what he keeps saying to them. Parents knows best… Right ?
They exploded at school. Not literally of course, but it’s how they’ve felt. They were feeling really anxious. They didn’t knew why. Then they felt it, the explosion in their head. Everything was too much, it’s too loud, it’s too bright, they can’t breath, they don’t know what’s going on. They think they can hear voices. They don’t know, they are too scared to move. Then reality came back. Little by little. It happened once. Then it become twice. They stopped to count after ten. They have seen a psychologists. They said that they have something called a generalized anxiety disorder. It was their mother who took them to see this man. She seemed really sad after it. They don’t like to see her sad so they said to her that this man was just dramatizing and that they were fine. She seemed happy, and they stopped seeing the man. Akihiko also stopped to said to her when they had those things called panic attacks.
Akihiko always thought that hero were amazing. After all who wouldn’t ? They realized that one day they want to be one too. They don’t want to be a “he” and become a scientist. They don’t want to be a “she “ and turn like their mother, a ghost of who she used to be. They want to help people in another way, they want to become somebody who wash fear away when they arrive. They want to become Pixel, the electronic hero. And so they set a foot for the first time into UA.
Bonus ! A little rp demonstration that I did for an application for the rp blog @bnha-writers-rps about them during the exam :
Akihiko has just arrived into the building where the entrance exam for UA was about to start. They were so anxious they felt they could exploded. This is it. They only have one chance to do this. As they were sitting down they tried to do some breath exercises they learned on their own to calm themselves a little. Things were starting to get better, the young person was lost in their thoughts when suddenly a loud “WELCOME ONE AND ALL TO MY LIVE SHOW ! EVERYBODY SAY HEYY !” snapped them back to reality. Startled, it took them a few seconds to realized it was a pro hero who made this flashy arrival. Well, it doesn’t look like he had a lot of reaction. He sound familiar…. Oh ! They remember now, it’s Present Mic ! It looked like he’s the one who’s taking care to explain to the bunch of middle schooler in this room how the exam will goes. Anyway as they were explaining to them what they were about to do they felt a little more confident. It was just robots ! So they can control them, this exam should be easy ! Of course that’s not where his train of thoughts stopped… “What if you the technology is too complex for you to control ?” “What if people take all the robots before you ?” Many more “What if…”followed but they tried to push them aside. They still had a little effects on them as they’ve felt a ball of anxiety forming into their stomach.
(Timeskip to the middle of the fight against the robots)
One robot, two robots, three, ten… They stopped counting a while ago, it was just too hard for them to concentrate on the number of point they have while they have to deal with so many information. A robot is coming to their left, they order another robot to throw themselves into it. Immediately after the destruction of the two robots they use the free finger to control a new one, it look likes this one can get him more points. He can feel that the technology is more advanced than the others, did the school made that on purpose ? It’s an infinite cycle of destruction of robots and finding new robots while being sure they aren’t attacked by the remaining robots. It’s tiring to say the least, especially in the middle of this pure chaos. Suddenly they see it. The zero-point villain robot. Wow. This thing is HUGE. And probably deadly. Most likely very deadly. They were about to run but stopped in the middle of their tracks when they saw a group of person carrying somebody who seemed to be wounded. They were so slow. The only thing that they could think was : they aren’t going to make it . Their mind went blank when they felt themselves using their cable to throw the group away of this robot. Yes, they could have been more delicate but when you have a giant deadly robot behind you, being delicate isn’t the first on your mind. They helped them to get back on their feet and to carry what seems to be their friend so they could go faster. Finally the words “THE TEST IS OVER !!!” are shouted. The small group that was running for a while now stopped, out of breath and definitely relieved. Akihiko finally starts to think straight again and as their adrenaline dropped they started to feel a little dizzy. Okay, they definitely use their quirk way too much. The ends of their fingers were aching. Let’s be honest here, everything hurt like hell. One of the girl turn to him, it look like their wounded friend was getting care of by a small old woman. Is this Recovery Girl ? Probably. Anyway the girl started to speak “Thank you so much ! I don’t know if we would still be alive without you… We’re pretty sure to have failed that test… But you ? I’m sure you’re going to become a great hero !” the world hero resonated nicely in their ears. They couldn’t help but smile, the pain the tiredness, everything was worth just for this simple word. Hero. The only thing that they thought of saying was a simple “Thank you !”. Recovery Girl was done and she was looking at them during their conversation, smiling. She said “Kid, you look a little pale, take some candy.” and as she said that she throw at him some candy that they catched. While they were eating the gift they couldn’t help but think “Maybe I can become a hero.”
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