#But it feels like a much simpler time
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Honestly at least 40% of the reason I so desperately want all of PJO to be renewed is because the percico/percabeth shipping wars (even before House of Hades) was such a formative part of my teenage experience that I simply need to manifest that for others.
#Toxic of me? possibly.#But it feels like a much simpler time#they have such a great opportunity to cast a kid with black hair and green eyes as Will now#pjo#percy jackson#percy jackon and the olympians#pjo tv show#percico#percabeth
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💙❤️Blind Date or Die Episode 4, Starring Whit, Eloise, Arturo, Diana, Min, Eva, Veronika, and Jean💙❤️
#danganronpa despair time#drdt#project: eden's garden#p:eg#fanganronpa#fangan valentine's special 2025#whit young#eloise taulner#arturo giles#diana venicia#min jeung#eva tsunaka#veronika grebenshchikova#jean delamer#white picket fencing is such a stretch but uhhhh he was distressed so that's why it's bad! yeah#i hope someday arturo gets paired with a guy who can absolutely demolish him like the ladies do. equal opportunity roasting#(btw i don't oppose shipping diana with 18 year olds like eva but 1) i don't know how much older arturo is (i feel drdt cast might be#more like 20 and they just forgot and 2) she wouldn't bridge that mini age gap with ARTURO of all people let's be real)#i know that min and eva are different but they are quite simpler and this was funnier#i thought about having them straight up do the magnet pose but i decided that was a bit much#veronika isn't kidding about the movies btw if you go to “films with cursed pirates” on the horror movie wiki there are only 7 results#hopefully the ocean movies i sourced from reddit are actually scary 😅#my art#comic#fanart
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Azriel and Eris cannot communicate express emotions for the life of them, but they do try very hard.
Eris communicates mostly through flirting, honeyed quips that would turn the average fae to putty— but azriel, spymaster who is trained to be stone cold, is absolutely unaffected. It’s that Pokémon meme; Eris uses flirt, It was Uneffective!
Azriel communicates through body language, he has six limbs after all so it’s easier. Flared wings that would signal to any Illyrian that he is excited, but Eris, a high fae who knows nothing about how illyrians use their wings, cannot understand it.
They have to meet in the uncomfortable middle ground of actually saying what they mean.
#azris#azriel x eris#eris x azriel#azriel shadowsinger#eris vanserra#azriel acotar#eris acotar#acotar azriel#acotar eris#acotar#a court of thorns and roses#somnas.rambles#somnas.writes#they’re both SO out of their element in that relationship#like they’re in love and very happy but god they’re struggling to talk about their feelings#there’s also a cultural difference#Eris is high fae so he’s used to being tricky and playing four dimensional chess with time travel#meanwhile azriel is ‘lesser’ fae and it’s so much simpler for him— if ur mad punch em if ur happy go flying etc#so their methods of communication are polar opposites
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Bet you all thought I was dead didn't you...no...I can never die...
Anyways ngl I'm not happy with a lot of the more recent refs so get redesigned idiots :P Also feat some common enemies just to get them out of the way and at least have something new LOL
#definitely like these waaay better much simpler design & silhouette#theres a few others id like to redo but not rn#anyways hi. so it has been like a year. sorry about that#motivation in general has been low tbh TwT#but i would still really like to finish usau even if it takes ages.. it still means a lot to me#so at this point idc if i have to settle for lower effort than i have in the past. refs wont be as complex and maybe combined like this#and also will happen whenever i feel like it :) no promises it wont be another year GJAKJSLKHGKSD#A Hat in Time#ahit au#USAU#i struggled. for so long. trying to decide what ufo swapped with#well more specifically the problem is the spiders i dont think they fit as ufo...#i ended up switching so much stuff around. alpine and arctic are currently in shambles. help
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Alright, I've been mulling on this for most of the day, and unless a night's sleep changes my mind, I'll be working on returning (remaking) a very old multimuse of mine, that used to be over at iniziare. The blog will be entirely remade, and I'll post it here when it's done!
For those wondering, it will for now house: Guizhong, Yelan, Kafka and Arlecchino. Time to finish up that other WIP theme for this, I suppose! See you guys on the flip-side of this brighter future.
#[ ooc. ] don't try to make it logical or edit your soul according to the fashion. rather; follow your most intense obsessions mercilessly.#[ honestly-- it's just a wiser choice for me. i don't know why i didn't make it sooner. i ran a multimuse successfully for /years/ before.#[ i'm immensely organized to a point where a multimuse is perfectly easy to handle. and i'll return to my theme maker roots soon. ]#[ and add extra organization when i've found my apartment and everything and can spend the time on making something perfect... ]#[ for how i operate. but that'll be the future. i can work with something simpler in the meantime. ]#[ outside of that-- i think preconceived notions of multis are in the past and if they're not; i've never let that stop me. ]#[ i also will feel like i'm not leaving muses behind as much. i hate not logging onto the other blogs. i truly do. i hate it. ]#[ i feel like i'm neglecting them while i'm not. but this way i'll have them all grouped up. all together in one place. actively /there/. ]#[ and that makes me much happier. ]#[ and also; i tag so thoroughly for each muse that people can easily blacklist those they don't like to see. ]#[ but also i'm so picky with new muses; it'll be fine. ]
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i do enjoy the widget feature but now i got him just looking at me 🫣 sir, dont you have a revolution to run somewhere?
#anyway i promise i am doing art again!! its just hard to finish anything rn cos i am so out of practice ufffff#les mis#work in progress#enjolras#is a dracula redraw cos yaknow the dracula dailies and les mis letters its same#as much as i enjoy this style btw i feel like i will have to settle for sth simpler in the long run this just takes too much time#and too much strain on my hand and tablet tbh#does it show i have been watching a bunch of kdrama recently?#my blergh#lm my blergh#les miserables#i guess its also vampire au but like loosely ahahhaha
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Quick redraw of my old Haym pic from two years ago
#mg art#no straight roads#nsr#nsr 1010#nsr haym#i still dont know how to draw hands lmaoo#feel like my style got simpler but also could be cus i dont have much time to draw these days so i go for speeeeed sjdkdjjsks#anyway i only draw what makes me happy and im hapoy w this so i post
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i'm so annoyed at my dad right now
#diya's musings#i had just left the house and was waiting for the bus to go to work#i usually only take public transport if no one is there to drop me which there wasn't with my dad at work and my mum overseas#then i get a call from my dad minutes before the bus is meant to arrive saying 'oh you can go back home i'm coming in like an hour#to drop you off'#context it's two hours until my shift rn and i like to get there early with public transport to give myself time for delays and also to#chill out a bit at the fast food chain nearby#and i planned my whole day around the fact that i was leaving this early#so i'm pissed for two reasons#one being i wanted that time to myself out of the house sitting in a fast food restaurant with some food#and two since i planned my whole day around it i have done everything i've needed to and now i have nothing to do#so even though i have more time at home and a shorter simpler journey the change in plans and mood pissed me off more than anything#anyway have i matured? bc one part of me would be ecstatic to have this much time to doomscroll or something#but i'm ANNOYED i feel cheated that i have all this extra time for nothing#not even any pending work for me to complete or chores to do
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the sensible decision might actually be to shelve tge minor and do the main novel rewrite instead
#i rly rly wanted to release screenplays back to back#but current limitations simply take the joy out of new story discovery. i cannot go on rants abt new ideas#or feel out scenes or move chunks around endlessly on such low stamina it kneecaps me so much#compared to my beloved main book draft. that i know inside out that just has a 60pg document of changes to work thru lol#also no pressure of release like i want minor to do it's proper job (victimize charlotte) but i might simply not be up to the task#as things stand :(#also like. fixing the main book wld also fix me#it is straight chapter (re)writing but simpler in a lot of ways. home in every way....#idk augh. 5am owwie zone is not the time for it#i also just found out i had to read 3x22 pages for translation class tmrw (in 7 hours. lol)#im not going am i. im flunking#elia txts#THE GOAL IS RECOVERY NONE OF THIS MATTERS im not doing an official degree. still feelsbadman feels sadge man
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what a year! here's to another one.
#impzart#art year in review#oc art#i should do another portrait in january to add to this#i dont think this art summary got across the Cataclysmic Imp Event i underwent#but it got parts of it at least#really happy with this#i should do another self portrait for january and see how it stacks up#its funny i feel like my art improved drastically on the latter half of the year#but i only have doodles on display for that#i didnt use much color at all#or finish a lot of pieces#so it looks like my art just got drastically simpler as time went on#let's see how it'll unfold...
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going to go to the dispensary alone today bc i am an adult & i can do things on my own #exposuretherapy
#the one time i went w a friend it was so overwhelming like girl that place is huge#so this time i placed an order ahead of time. i feel that is so much easier and simpler#m
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I have found the recent interview to be very validating, though at this point since remind, it feels like old news. That said, if there is something that's been brewing since the very start, the concepts of meta-awareness seem like the kind of twist that could be conceived and maintained since the beginning. I will forever assert that Sora is gonna become self aware of his own fictionhood in the coming saga.
#i find im not in the kh mindset to entirely dig in but the interview was very satisfying to consume#thinking of kh makes me wistful these days. i feel like that was a simpler time.#its unfortunate but thinking if kh makes me think if the regret of not updating ivory. i love it so much.#kingdom heart
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dude laying in bed feels crazy
#wind howls#for the past like 22 hours i feel like ive felt every emotion on earth#right now im just sleepy though#sleepy... but im also soooo chilling#we used houdini for the first time today in class ! height fields sure are interesting... and the up to down nodes map is odd but fun !#although i definitely prefer using unreal as opposed to houdini simpy because building master materials and instances is so fun to me#yesterday the teacher showed us hue shift and my friend and i managed to build it so that the barrel we were testing our texture on-#has a switch that by default has the barrel shift through all the hues but you can turn it off to pick one specific hue#but its just one switch which automatically lets you access the specific hue you want#and this probably sounds like real baby shit to seasoned unreal users but to me it was so impressive and fun...#especially bc i managed to make it so when the switch is on it had a sub setting to choose the speed at which the hue shifts#but when its off the sub setting automatically changes to make it possible to input a specific number associated with the desired hue#which is not something my friend did ! i figured that out myself ! i am very proud of it !!!#although it may be poorly optimised... im gonna ask the teacher if theres an easier way to make the switch thatd be simpler to use#im really liking my video game preproduction class heehehe#and actually ive really been enjoying rigging as well#its a challenge ! and my god its so much to remember at once but its like. a really fun puzzle so far#although were like half a month in so my opinion may change as the assignments roll in#but so far. i like it. yay :)
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Pondering bottom surgery in the tags I mf guess
#I’ve been. thinking abt bottom surgery again after having accepted for a while that I would probably never get it#for context early on in my transition I was dead set on phallo but then T and my other surgeries satisfied me enough to not need it#+ for phallo I would have had to keep an arm or leg free of tattoos and I just did not want to wait on that#not considering it would probably be at least a decade. tattoos were and are more important#+ the more I started to enjoy using what I have I was like. it is simply not medically necessary anymore#like would I like to have a **** yes. do I need one to live a happy life no#being bi complicates things for me too bc it depends a little bit who I marry#don’t want to tailor my body to a specific relationship esp if it doesn’t last forever but it does make a difference#current partner is nonbinary and wants phallo so that does not make things simpler lol#I want a body that allows the most affirming possible relationship w the person I intend to marry#I also don’t want to end up hindering things w future partners should that not happen#anyway I say all this to say. I had never considered meta as an option bc I didn’t think it would do much for me#lot of effort and money and healing for not as drastic a change. wouldn’t solve my biggest bottom dysphoria issues#however. starting to think it could be the middle ground I’m looking for as a gnc/genderfluid person#it would be less surgeries. less complicated n expensive. less changes to my current anatomy#esp if I don’t do everything you Can do w meta. I could do like half of all that or less#I don’t wanna risk giving up the things I can do now without knowing if I’ll enjoy the new possibilities#but this could be a way to just kinda feel more affirmed without it changing my life all that much#I think just the act of undergoing bottom surgery would be affirming. like I’ve done Everything I’m a binary male thru and thru. transexual#and I wouldn’t have to keep wondering if I’ll do it someday or if I should#not that I can any time soon I’m uninsured. insurance prob wouldn’t even cover it#but just. the more I look into it and think abt it + the more serious my relationship gets the more I lean towards it#my partner talking increasingly abt wanting bottom surgery asap is influencing me too ngl not even in a jealousy way#just. I can’t deal w the possibility of a partners phallo fucking up my relationship w my body Again. I would need to know what I want#man. I can’t even go to therapy to talk thru it. on account of being uninsured#mine#txt#personal
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part two of "tina asked for short requests, and now she's over 1.5K words and not done"
I'm staring to think I'm focusing on stuff i shouldn't be brining much focus into, and I'm too describtive in my writing, like...huh
#tina talks#why am i like this#like don't get me wrong#i love that i write that much#but at times it does feel like it could be written simpler#and i'm starting to thing it's kinda...too much#like...did i really need to write a 600 words make out scene#who knows not me apparently
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on one hand i Do want to rewatch fmab because i know its really good. but on the other hand i feel like the first note of the first intro is gonna play and im just gonna start instantly sobbing and heaving
#my post#for reference. the first time i watched fmab i was 11 years old and my grandpa had just died. and my life had changed so so very much since#so its like. i am Scared. of the weird nostalgia i know itll make me feel#things were simpler in some ways. but that doesnt mean they were good#and the first intro is kind of like. a really bad trigger for it#cause its a VERY good intro and song. and it makes me ill
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