#i rly rly wanted to release screenplays back to back
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the sensible decision might actually be to shelve tge minor and do the main novel rewrite instead
#i rly rly wanted to release screenplays back to back#but current limitations simply take the joy out of new story discovery. i cannot go on rants abt new ideas#or feel out scenes or move chunks around endlessly on such low stamina it kneecaps me so much#compared to my beloved main book draft. that i know inside out that just has a 60pg document of changes to work thru lol#also no pressure of release like i want minor to do it's proper job (victimize charlotte) but i might simply not be up to the task#as things stand :(#also like. fixing the main book wld also fix me#it is straight chapter (re)writing but simpler in a lot of ways. home in every way....#idk augh. 5am owwie zone is not the time for it#i also just found out i had to read 3x22 pages for translation class tmrw (in 7 hours. lol)#im not going am i. im flunking#elia txts#THE GOAL IS RECOVERY NONE OF THIS MATTERS im not doing an official degree. still feelsbadman feels sadge man
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