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Jmart doodle :3
#I need fluff rn#So this is how I like to imagine Jon did the statements n shit in s5#Bc#fluff :3#Ahh anyway they're so adorable I need to draw them more#I was gonna add the pose ref I used#But I lost it I cannot find it#tma#the magnus archives#tma fanart#tma jmart#tma jon#tma jonathan sims#jonathan sims#martin blackwood#tma martin#jmart fanart#jon x martin#Oh also ignore my shitty hand writing please#They tried to teach me cursive when I was 8#And I have never recovered from it
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my text disappeared here when i posted. what happened
#annyways whats the deal with the panicau. im not talking about like popularity or anythin g#why does n have the evil triangle solver and uzi is a ghost thats evil but also not and theres teeth??? in visor??????#i dont understand anything about it but the artstyle looks cool so i can ignore that#havent drawn this large in a while but i needed to do it for the pc screen to not be Totally crushed#a little crushing is ok. as a treat#i think i took this idea from a post i saw once but i cannot find it again for the life of me#and very intelligent prior me decided not to link it to myself so. lost media#still trying to figure out how i want to draw drone heads slash visors and have been since i started drawing md stuff#losing it#spent like an hour trying to draw something else before giving up and doing this instead#if youre lucky ill actually do it eventually#art#murder drones#murder drones uzi#murder drones n#serial designation n#do i even tag mdpanic?? does this count???#constantly afraid ill mess up tagging#which is something you can do and i might be doing#and also thats a joke. hopefully
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tfone au where OP is created as the last of the primes but way after them, a sparkling born at what were thought to be the last days of the war against the quintessons, the beginning of a new generation of peace after eons of war. a child meant to be loved and raised knowing nothing of war nor sacrifice.
he's kept mostly out of the spotlight by his siblings, who don't wish to expose him to everyone's optics so young, and want to wait until the war is done and over to properly introduce him to their people.
except of course the primes are betrayed and murdered by sentinel, the war is lost and everyone who knows and cared for the truth is either banished or outright killed in order to suppress it.
and the high guard, the ones the primes trusted the most, the ones that were supposed to protect them, the ones who failed in their most important duty, have to make a choice. to take the last prime, their last hope, with them to the surface, a hostile environment where there's little to no supplies and where they'll be hunted down by both sentinel and the quintessons as the biggest threat to their regimen.
or hide him in plain sight. place him where sentinel won't think to look for him. one more sparkling among many. and hope it will be enough to keep him alive. pray to primus that he'll protect his last child long enough for them to come back for him when it's safer (even if most of them have already lost their faith on him when he allowed the rest of his children to be massacred like that)
they almost lose their resolve when they realize they will have to take the little one's cog away in order to make him blend in with the rest of the newborns (and oh do they burn with murderous intent when they see what sentinel has done to their people but it's not the time yet-) but in the end they decide an impaired little prime is better than a dead one.
and so in the chaos of thirteen dead primes and a sudden energon crisis, a little sparkling who very few mechs really knew about and even fewer had seen completely vanishes. and in the depths of iacon a mech in charge of a new batch of newborns scratches their helm in confusion as they realize they must have miscounted the first time.
optimus prime is quietly erased from any official records by sentinel, written off as dead when they find a sparkling's frame mangled beyond recognition after an attack on the base of those rebels that insist on being a thorn on his side. killing the sparkling hadn't been precisely in his plans, he probably could've found some use for it after all, but he's not particularly upset about it either.
and orion pax grows up with an ache on his spark that tells him he's missing something far more important than a t-cog and dreams of gentle and loving hands, cradling him against the frames of mechs he cannot recall the faces of.
#i talk a lot <3#transformers#transformers one#tfone#optimus prime#orion pax#baby prime orion au#this is mostly an excuse for me to draw the primes and baby OP later on. just to be clear.#i WILL be drawing this at some point lmao#tbh i'm a little uncertain how i want things to progress#because on one hand it would be very tasty and tense if sentinel recognized optimus during the race#but that means a lot of changes very early on in the plot and i would have to do a lot of Thinking on how to justify getting the gang#to still pick up bee and elita. cause i love them <3#i do think it'd be very funny if the high guard's plan worked like a charm except for the very tiny fact that they didn't count#on orion being an absolute hellion. like. this kid is Not Going Unnoticed and it's completely his own fault lmao#in this version maybe a member of the high guard stayed behind to keep an eye on orion and is able to get them out before they're killed#but instead of taking them to where the primes fell they take them directly to the high guard#which is very awkward because it's a very moving and emotional moment for the high guard who are finally reunited with their little prime#all grown up and healthy and blessedly *alive*. except orion doesn't fucking remember any of them and is very confused as to why#the legendary warriors of cybertron are getting all weepy over him. they finally explain the truth to him which is a Fucking Bomb#to drop on anyone but especially a group of kids who almost got killed by the person they all thought the world of just hours ago#they also return orion's t-cog to him which would create some tension between him and the rest of the gang because this time#he's the only one getting his cog back. add to it that they were just told he's the equivalent of a demi-god and... well.#there's a gap between him and them that wasn't there before#on the other version of events that follows canon more closely everything goes the same up until the gang finds the primes in the cave#and wake up alpha trion who now not only has to deal with the fact the rest of his siblings are dead but that he missed fifty cycles#of his baby brother's life. that the only sibling he has left does not remember him or his true identity at all.#he has to choose between telling him the truth which has the risk of unbalancing him in a critical moment where he cannot afford to#be distracted because they're being hunted down. or let him remain unaware. let him forget their family and the love they had for him#but letting him remain free of the knowledge of what he lost and the heartbreak it would bring.
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I mentioned to a friend I’m lending Gideon the ninth to that in Nona there is a chapter called the Tower Princes. And that that was not a spoiler because she could not possibly guess who they are or why.
Her guess? Jesus Christ and a small sickly Victorian boy.
She has no idea how correct she was and I’m dying.
#CANNOT WAIT for her to get there and find out#YEAH. YEAH RIGHT ON ACTUALLY#I lost it when she said that#gideon the ninth#nona the ninth
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robifly unfinished
#robin's manipulative mentality is just a firefly's fantasy. firefly wishes for someone who will guide her how empress had guided her before#in my firefly rewriting i made her...well..pathetic#she cannot escape what's been genetically built into her: devotion to a mother woman (empress) and a role of a soldier#and she finds comfort in 'idea' of robin#but robin herself is just a trapped woman with no real power and just an image of wise mentor. she is lost#and she hates firefly for not seeing this. for being like everybody else - a mere fan of a diva who thought theyre exceptional#ugh i love this shit..#honkai star rail#hsr#robin hsr#firefly hsr#robifly#robinfly#my art#sketch tag#wlw art
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francis madoka magica crozier
(the witch designs are here and also posted separately with some lore under the tag 'the soul gem passage')
#the terror#puella magi madoka magica#obligatory magical girl au sketchdump#digital art#krita#francis crozier#harry goodsir#james fitzjames#john bridgens#cornelius hickey#also jopson would be SO homura coded that i cannot even handle drawing that someone please help me out with it#everyone is plagued by white magical beasts big and small x2. now with kyubey in the mix#you'd think finding the passage would be easier with their powers - and yet -#anyway sir john held back on becoming an mg until he was desperate to make a break for it#his wish was for the passage to be found - but he did not specify it would be him who'd find it#so he died long before that eventually happened#also no cat ears here if you see them that's just a diadem or another headpiece sorry#thinking about if hickey made his deal after the flogging#again in a bad state and with bad phrasing - just something like 'i wish to get out of here'#and then his ears perked up when they left the ships and he jumped at the chance to get everyone together because he thought he WOULD#get himself and all his boyfriends out.#well. they did leave crozier's camp#anyway i'm probably not gonna draw more of these so if anyone wants to join in i'd like to see some takes on their witch forms!#also yeah. crozier's shoulder pieces ARE modelled after tricorn hats#both bc he lost the other two captains and had to bear the responsibility for the expedition on his shoulders#and because i just wanted to use a symbol of power in a silly way as some mg outfits do#and yes jfj has a cprset and yes i was thinking of orpheus while drawing bridgens#and goodsir in a beret just felt right lol#also made hickey's clothes less open than the others' bc reasons#the soul gem passage
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Jack Perry & Darby Allin February 24, 2019 Suburban Fight Pro-Wrestling, The Hi Hat
#did we want gifs of this i hope we did#skategoat#junglecorpse#jack perry#darby allin#THE LOST BAR MATCH#WE WILL FIND THIS WE WILL GET IT ALL THE MATCH EXISTS#i cannot believe this FINALLY#the holy grail!!!!!
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hear me out hear me out hear me out Gojo's head is still intact, so all we need is Yuta to use rct and he'll be fine (i am extremely delusional)
#leave me alone#i am coping the only way i know#i already lost nanami okay i cannot lose gojo too#HES FINE#HE IS JUST RESTING#SUKUNA YOU UGLY ASS BITCH#WHEN I FUCKING FIND YOU GEGE#jjk#gojo satoru#jujustu kaisen#seeing teen gojo again was so sweet tho#jujutsu gojo#jjk spoilers#jjk 236
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forgotten kirby facts 18 - the mages being taken in by hyness as children was actually implied prior to the release of HIAD, in a japanese pause screen about zan partizanne that was heavily altered in the official translation, this later put the translators in trouble as it was referenced in a switch news post, where they had to awkwardly state the information being discussed was "in the japanese version."
(mod note:my best theory on the screen's change is it was an attempt at softening the scene after the fight where he hits her, removing any implication he was any kind of caretaker to her and toning down how much she loves him.)
(KSA jp translation, switch news screenshot)
#forgotten kirby facts#also i believe this was again confirmed prior to HIAD in the june 2018 nintendo dream interview#but i cannot prove that bc i cannot find a translation or even photos of that interview despite it 100% existing#if someone has even untranslated photos please send them to me i NEED the hyness info in them for smth#kirby#kirby star allies#zan partizanne#lost in translation#character info#switch news#jamba cult#2010s
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why do i keep forgetting it???
i lost a REALLY long thread fic about uncle crane.. scarecrow is danny, jazz and dani's uncle and very liminal and they live with him now and he dates fright knight and batfam is liminal and also bites
found!
#help finding a post#danny phantom#dpxdc#liminal batfam#as in all of them and getting fangs and claws#damian has not found a substance he cannot bite through#i lost it at the part where batman cannonically bites
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long story, but i ended my friday by sending my boss an email that essentially says your options are to keep me as an employee or to leave the door open to doing business with aipac, you can't have both. so either i'll be unemployed on monday or my job will be a better place! send good vibes for the better outcome!
#i cannot stress enough how much this company would be nonfunctional without me#so i guess we'll find out how valued i am compared to an evil foreign influence on us elections :))#not getting into what my job actually is so don't ask#i'm genuinely 50/50 on how this turns out#gonna be a weird weekend and it has already been the weirdest week#ramblings#monday being oct 7 too.... god.#how wild would it be if i lost my job for standing up for palestine a year to the day from oct 7
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Update on the me again! No art to share but guess who started reading House of Leaves!
I'm only on chapter 2 but man it's got my head turning! And I already know it only gets crazier the further I go in. But man it's so fascinating! Like an ARG in book form! Very fun!
My AP Lit brain from high-school is having a field day lol
#id blab about it but Im only in the begining parts anyway! all of my thoughts are more about the themes that its setting up and how it#mirrors a lot of sort of stuff seen in unfiction pieces we know and love within the horror space#how you as a reader cannot tell what is reality and what to trust#its fun!!!! reminds me of the first time I found Marble Hornets. and I find it really easy to let my self get sucked in#drop my suspension of disbelief and get myself lost in the journey im being taken on#ANYWAY thats enough about me gushing about a book i only JUST started#I HOPE YOU ALL ARE WELL!!!!!! WAVING!!!!!
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kdrama b couples will be like tee hee there's been a minor misunderstanding! we're too awkward to confess our feelings! oh no we like each other and keep bumping into each other but due to prior circumstances we have to ignore our slowly blossoming flirtation! and kdrama a couples will be like Every Day We Experience The Horrors
#this is about many shows. but to be clear I am slowly rewatching goblin.#and the juxtaposition of#if you fall in love with me you have to kill me if I find meaning in an eternal life with you and finally want to live that is the only way#I can die#vs#Man Who Cannot Call Attractive Woman Because He Does Not Have A Phone Not Because He Is Dead But Because He Doesn't Know How To Use One#is not lost on me. it's a little funny.
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sorry i'm thinking abt megumi's incessant desire to be the first to die vs. the narrative keeping him alive despite and how the most tragic ending for him is not actually dying, but being left behind. for megumi, the worst fate is living a long life
#megumi growing up assuming he will be the first to die out of those he loves#bc gojo is the Strongest and tsumiki is a non-sorcerer so they should both be Safe while megumi is just. megumi#vs megumi at 15 having lost tsumiki gojo nobara nanami etc etc and knowing it's only a matter of time before he loses yuuji too#megumi not knowing how to be the survivor because he never thought he'd live long enough to have to say goodbye#also sometimes i think abt that post that was like... remember in thg how katniss' motivation for Everything is saving prim?#and then prim still died at the end because the world they lived in could not allow someone so good to live? it could not allow#katniss the One thing she wanted most#yeah so like. everything megumi is doing and has done has been for tsumiki. it's all been for her#but the world they live in is cruel and tsumiki is too good of a person#and when has megumi ever been granted anything he's wanted? why should the world allow him his one biggest desire of tsumiki's safety?#and what is megumi supposed to do when he outlives the one person who has been by his side - the one person he wanted most to save#how is he supposed to live a long life when everyone he cares about is gone? how is he supposed to care about new people?#what's that one quote that's like. a son or a husband can be replaced but who can grow me a new brother#no one can replace tsumiki. megumi cannot find a new sister#yes losing gojo and yuuji would be devastating. but at the end of the day megumi has known yuuji for only a few months#and gojo was already a replacement for his father#tsumiki has been with him longest and she's always been megumi's main motivation#she's the reason he didn't go to the zenin clan. she's the reason he was trained by gojo. she's the reason they're all in the culling games#trying to fix it from the inside and running on a time limit#and what happens if he CAN'T save her. what happens if. like katniss and prim. despite EVERYTHING. tsumiki still has to die#THIS IS ALL BECAUSE OF TSUMIKI#BECAUSE MEGUMI WANTS TO SAVE HER#DO YOU UNDERSTAND!!!!! DO YOU UNDERSTAND THE TRAGEDY IN BEING ALIVE WHEN EVERYONE ELSE IS GONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#sorry i'm not normal about fictional sibling dynamics. btw if you even care#hello grace here#jjk spoilers#update i just realized it's not even 7am. as you can tell i'm having a great time today
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a detail that DELIGHTED me when first playing the sh2 remake:
how very, very prominent the tanline from james's wedding ring is on his character model
the thought that is driving me to MADNESS tonight:
how very, very prominent the abandoned wedding ring is in the heaven's night lost and found
#queenie rambles about silent hill#silent hill 2 remake spoilers#sh2 remake spoilers#i KNOW the significance i GET the meaning it's just driving me fucking BANANAS#there is NO other reason for that lost and found other than for you to see that ring. it has no other function.#of all the places to find a lost ring of course it's heaven's night#of COURSE it is.#and the sheer DIFFERENCE between james's skin and the line left by his wedding band is so great that its ABSENCE is in itself a PRESENCE#im screaming im screaming im screaming im so fucking normal about this game#i cannot stress enough how it managed to be literally EVERYTHING i couldve asked for it to be and more aslkdjfaksldfjlskfj#it's been so long since ive seriously thrown myself into my sh projects but like. idk. the mental illness is mental illnessing
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Forgive me, forgive me. I ask, I beg, I pray, but it never comes.
You know I find it incredibly bewildering to see just how much kalki reflects myself in him like YEAH Duh of course he does, he’s my little guy it’s like his full time job. But at the same time he is a fully functional facet of my being and he is at the mercy of my whimsies, and whatever he discovers in his arduous journey of self realisation is ultimately a reflection of what I discover in the real world. It’s also incredibly funny because ffxiv lore for dark knights is really baked into the idea of (re)discovering yourself amongst the bloodshed and continuing to live and love and thrive despite the world working against us. who would have thought such a raw message could come from an mmorpg side quest about edgy emo boys of all places
also adamantite armour of fending i would lay down my LIFE for u
variant + phone bg version + ID below the cut
tch as if you guys are actually going to use artwork of my little guy as your phone background. i know. how dumb. let a girl dream. i should make an alternate version but it's of Fray and Myste
[START ID: A picture with a red background focusing on the character's bust that is placed to the left of the image's centre. He is coloured with a dark blue overlay, contrasting with the red background. He has brown skin, long black hair that falls over his shoulders, and is wearing blue and gold armour and earrings. He is looking at the viewer, right eye dark brown and the left an glowing unnatural red, with an expression that looks determined and angry and yet bitter and forlorn. In the foreground and on the right side of the piece, a miniature version of the character stands coloured in a light blue overlay and wearing the same blue and gold armour, looking as if he is glowing. He is facing towards the left of the piece, or perhaps at the character bust, his expression unreadable. Above the miniature character's head is the symbol representing the FFXIV dark knight, coloured in gold. END ID.]
#the burst of creativity that shot through me is indescribable. i can only hope this is a sign that i am FINALLY out of art block#but OF COURSE my creativity comes back right when gamsat is around the corner. it's always a fucking exam. i fucking hate myself#maybe this piece is supposed to be vent art at how I CANNOT MANAGE MY SHIT AND I AM JUST. NOT DOING THINGS RIGHT. NOT DOING THINGS RIGHT !!#and i tell myself it's fine but maybe it's NOT fine? i told myself i'd work on it but nothing is getting worked on#nothing productive at all. not even for uni nor for myself. nothing is happening at all. it's just going through the days#waking up. wishing i'd slept more. stare at my laptop for hours. youtube. watch 10mins of lectures. then a nap. then the laptop. then sleep#but i dont and it pisses me off because nothing is working. i'm like if linguini lost his rat and i'm staring at the kitchen catching fire#maybe go to class if it's on for that day. scrambling notes together. pretending i DO have my shit together#i COULD put out the fire. but i'm not. i could and i can but im not. the extinguisher is in my hand. fire's not going out. i'm still here.#maybe. maybe that's why drk resonates with me so much. at the end of the day. maybe i am just a stupid bastard#-who can't get their act together. who actively shoots themselves in the foot and bleeds all over the place trying to make something happen#only this time- this time the perpetrator isn't someone i can point at and demand answers from. it's me hi i'm the problem it's me#and i can- i SHOULD find a way to make this all work. to make this whole Living My Life business work. but the extinguisher's in my hand#wow okay that was really heavy anyway uhhhhh TAGS TAGS TAGS TAGSSSSS#ffxiv#ff14#ffxivwol#ffxiv wol kalki#ffxiv dark knight#artoftheagni#and the fire keeps going#tw eyestrain#cw bright colors#idk the red is really bright and it;s nice for my eyes but idk for anyone else
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