#Broken Friendship Song Lyrics
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daisyblog · 2 years ago
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Our Story
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Summary: YN and Harry have known each other since 2010 when YN's brother, Louis, is put in a band with Harry and three other boys when they auditioned for The X Factor. From the very beginning, YN and Harry were always close, and as time went on feelings grew deeper. This is YN and Harry's story. Faceclaim: Maia Mitchell
YN:
YN Tomlinson An insight into YN's life.
Tattoos YN's tattoos.
Songs Songs (or parts of songs) Harry's written about YN.
Lockscreen Harry and YN's lockscreen photos over the years.
TikTok TikTok’s YN has posted.
2011:
Will You Go On A Date With Me? YN and Harry spend time together and their feelings start to grow. First Date YN and Harry go on their first date. Caught YN and Harry’s relationship is exposed after a photo of them kissing is leaked. Written in Louis' POV.
Caught: Pt2 How Niall, Zayn and Liam found out about Harry and YN's relationship.
2012:
Trust YN and Harry take the next step in their relationship.
Worried YN is worried after her and Harry take the next step in their relationship, and ends up talking to Anne about it.
Little Things YN hears Little Things for the first time.
2013:
Kiss and Make Up Harry and YN have their first argument.
Happy Birthday YN It's YN's Birthday.
Personal Bodyguard YN gets hurts by paparazzi and Harry becomes protective.
YN in This Is Us YN appears in clips in One Direction: This Is Us. Story Of My Life YN appears in the Story Of My Life music video.
2014:
Team Niall YN at The Niall Horan Charity Football Match.
Where We Are YN appears in clips in Where We Are San Siro.
Late YN realises her period is late.
Mother's Love Anne and Jay can see the love Harry and YN have for each other.
Night Changes YN in Harry's part of the Night Changes music video.
2015:
Risky Fun YN and Harry have a little fun on the boys tour bus and get caught by Niall.
I Have One Direction play ‘Never Have I Ever’ on The Ellen Show, and the questions target Harry.
Never Have I Ever Harry gets embarrassed playing a game of Never Have I Ever on The Jonathan Ross Show.
2016:
Just Hold On Harry takes care of YN.
2017:
Teddy Harry surprises YN with a new little addition to their family.
2018:
Shattered Hearts The argument that led to Harry and YN going on a break.
Little Break People find out that Harry and YN have broken up.
Cherry How Cherry was made.
To Be So Lonely How To Be So Lonely was made.
Adore You How Adore You was made.
Gogglebox YN and Louis on Gogglebox.
2019:
Burnout Harry and Louis help YN.
Watermelon Sugar How Watermelon Sugar was made.
Zach Sang Show Louis discusses a small part of YN and Harry's relationship on a talk show.
Spill Your Guts: Harry Styles & YN Tomlinson Harry challenges YN to a game of Spill Your Guts or Fill Your Guts. Friendship Test Niall Horan and YN Tomlinson Take a Friendship Test.
I'm A Celebrity...Get Me Out Of Here YN is on I'm A Celeb.
2020:
Unexpected Visitor YN has an unexpected visitor.
2022:
Zane Lowe YN is mentioned in Harry’s interview with Zane Lowe.
Uncle Popstar Freddie goes to one of Harry's shows.
Capital FM Interview Harry talks about his new music, My Policeman and Don’t Worry Darling…and of course YN.
Venice Film Festival YN and Louis attend the Venice Film Festival with Harry.
2023:
No Complaints A fan catches a moment between Harry and YN, where she turns something innocent to sexual.
Send To All YN joins Michael McIntyre for a game of Send To All.
Proud Sister YN is by Louis side at his London Premiere for All of Those Voices.
YN and Harry Love On Tour YN and Harry's Outfits and Instagrams during Love On Tour.
Love At Wembley Harry asks YN to marry him at Wembley.
"I'm here for your girlfriend" Harry announces he's engaged during a Wembley Show.
I Think I’m In Love Fans meet YN at LOT Wembley N4.
“Oh Harry” Anne’s reaction to ‘Keep Driving’ lyrics.
Thank You Harry and YN's Love On Tour thank you posts on their Instagram stories.
Faith In The Future Tour Snippets of YN and Harry supporting Louis on his tour.
Niece YN's reaction to having her first Niece.
Mrs Burton YN's reaction to Lottie getting engaged.
Hair YN's reaction to Harry's new hairstyle.
Pregnancy Follow YN and Harry's journey through pregnancy.
2024:
Uncle Harry Harry and YN meet Gemma’s baby.
Wedding Bells Harry and YN finally say “I do!”.
Mr and Mrs Styles Instagram post from Harry and YN’s wedding.
Love Day Harry and YN celebrate their first Valentine’s Day as a married couple.
Hormones YN gets emotional listening to Louis’ interview.
Birthday Twin YN and Harry welcome their baby girl into the world.
Uncle Louis Louis meets Grace for the first time.
Uncle Niall Niall meets Grace.
Dad Mode Harry is overprotective of Grace and worries about everything.
Love for Grace Instagram posts about Grace.
Big Cousin YN’s by Lottie’s side when she finds out she’s pregnant with baby number two.
Styles in Rome Harry, YN and Grace have their first family holiday in Italy.
Cool Sister Lottie talks about YN during her radio interview when promoting her new book.
Big Brother, Little Sister YN, Harry and Grace find out Baby Burton is going to be a girl.
Cousin Love Freddie meets Grace.
The Show Harry, YN and Grace go to Niall’s show in Manchester.
Bare Hands YN notices that Harry wears less rings and no nail polish.
Twitter YN does a Q&A on Twitter.
Sent From Heaven Harry and YN find out they’re expecting Baby Styles number two.
Happy Birthday Anne YN’s instagram post wishing Anne a happy birthday.
Happy Halloween YN, Harry and Grace celebrate their first Halloween as a family of three.
Big Sister YN, Harry and Grace announce their little family is growing.
Happy Birthday Gemma YN’s instagram post wishing Gemma a happy birthday.
The Month of December YN’s Instagram posts leading up to Christmas.
2025:
Baby Styles is a… YN, Harry and Grace find out the gender of baby styles.
Happy Birthday Zayn YN’s Instagram post wishing Zayn a happy birthday.
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luvvictoria · 27 days ago
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# A GATE TO HELL ! GETO SUGURU X READER/ GOJO SATORU X READER, SERIES MATERIALIST
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introduction | material list | series materialist
#WARNING : unstable mental health, discussions or metaphors related to depression, anxiety, or feelings of hopelessness. internal struggle, references to isolation or being consumed by dark thoughts , possible imagery or mentions of self-harm or self-destructive behaviors, metaphorical language that could evoke feelings of dread or loss of control, themes related to existential despair or questioning the purpose of life, mentions of emotional pain, betrayal, or the aftermath of a broken relationship, drug and alchool abuse, sex scenes, mature content , verbal abuse, manipulation.
#AUTHORS NOTE : Hey there 🫶🏽 This story is heavily inspired by the song "E O Poartă Către Iad" ( a gate to hell ) by Oscar. The haunting metaphors and raw emotions in the lyrics felt like the perfect backdrop for a Jujutsu Kaisen story. Just like the song, this fanfic dives into themes of inner turmoil, despair, and finding strength in the darkness :)) I hope you enjoy this blend of music and anime inspiration! Let me know your thoughts in the comments or feel free to share your interpretations.
— chapters
- The Price of Power
- Through Fire and Void
- Whispers of the Abyss
- A Dance with Despair
- The Weight of Choices
- Shattered Salvation (coming out soon )
- Blood-Stained Bonds
- A gate to hell
#THEMES EXPLORED BY THE STORY : Existential Pain, the story likely reflects the universal human struggle with meaninglessness and overwhelming emotions. Touching words on isolation, regret, or longing for relief. Relationships as Catalysts, the story involves references to love, friendship, the "gate to hell" symbolize heartbreak, betrayal, and toxic dynamics. Emotional connections often magnify feelings of despair when they fall apart, leaving one questioning their worth or direction. Societal Pressure and Alienation, the story may critique societal expectations, exploring how they push individuals into states of mental or emotional exhaustion. Struggle with Self-Identity, the story could be also addressing feelings of self-doubt, inadequacy, or disconnection from his true self. The "gate" might represent moments when one feels forced to confront uncomfortable truths about who they are.
#ALSO : Right now, my family is going through a difficult time — my dad’s company is shutting down in six months. If you’ve enjoyed my stories or want to help, your support on Ko-fi would mean the world to us. Every tip or commission helps cover essentials like bills and groceries during this uncertain time. Thank you for your kindness and for being part of my journey! 💕
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dumbseee · 1 year ago
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thunder and lightning.
in which, you and jude broke up after a long relationship and you perform the song you wrote for him, in front of him at the ballon d’or ceremony.
jude bellingham x singer!reader.
fc: madison beer.
note: please read this and listen to "thunder and lightning" by serayah. / might turn this into a small serie 🤭
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y/n: my most precious and raw song "thunder and lightning" is now yours 🤍 now it’s time to grow and move on.
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you were standing in the middle of this big stage. in front of these important people, some of them used to be people you’d hang out with. but breaking up with jude meant saying goodbye to them too, even if it was hard since you made good friendships thanks to your ex. it was too hard to keep contact with them without jude haunting your thoughts, and they understood that. your break up with jude occured a few months ago now, and you thought you were doing better, but being on this stage, about to perform the song you wrote in one hour, the day he broke up with you, sent shivers all over your body. and you even considered running away.
but you were stronger than before, you worked hard on this song and you needed jude to hear it. you looked absolutely stunning in this dress, you tried to put a smile on your face but only pain and anxiety could be seen. you saw all these people looking at you, some with adoration, others with envy and some with sadness because they knew how hurt you were. thunder and lightning started and you closed your eyes before taking a deep breath. you got this.
"can't you look at me and see that i love ya? and i’d do anything for ya?" you began, looking at the crowd but your eyes immediately found his. you almost stutter on the lyrics but immediately closed your eyes to refocus. his eyes were glowing and his face was torn with concern and almost regret. ha, too late for that boy. "and i’ll do anything for ya, climb up mount everest without a rope, dive into the bermuda without a boat." because it was true, you could do anything for this boy, anything and everything without thinking it twice. you loved him with your whole soul, it was insane. you could’ve quit music if he asked, and that without a second thought because that’s how loyal and in love you were.
"like thunder and lightning, we were meant to be, wrapped up inside your arms, that's right where i belong." you hit the hook with more vulnerability in your voice, it resonated in the whole room and inside people’s heart. you knew some people in the audience would relate to your situation, girlfriends of footballers who suffered the disrespect of their partner. or even footballers themselves having their heart broken by women who never actually loved them. this song wasn’t just about you and jude, it was about this feeling of despair when you see the person you love, leaving you heartbroken and alone. you saw some old friends bobbing their heads to your song and even sending smiles and thumbs ups to you.
you soon end the song, for a minute the room is frozen in silence, no one moves. and the one to break the ice was jude, he got up and clapped you like no one ever clapped for you. soon enough the whole room followed, giving you a standing ovation. you felt your eyes getting watery as you locked eyes with jude, his expression was unreadable. you were the one to break the eye contact as you bowed to the audience and blowed a kiss to the camera. you left the stage and almost ran backstage to let the tears you kept inside since the beginning of the performance, run down your cheeks. you let yourself fall to the ground, your agent and friend hugged you from behind and kissed the top of your head. "let’s go home now." you whispered between a sob.
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judebellingham: such an honour to win these trophies. making my parents proud and being a good role model for my brother has always been my top priority, thank you for the support and thank you for always being by my side.
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fan1: CONGRATS KING
fan2: deserved so much more but i’m so happy for him
fan3: making the parents proud >>
fan4: the fact that y/n was there too and probably congratulated him :(
fan5: lmao nah she probably left after the performance, she hates his ass now
fan6: as she should tbh
fan7: y/n deserved way better
vinijr: 🔥🔥🔥
philfoden: congrats mate! keep shinning 💪🏼
fan8: i’m a huge fan but you should be held accountable for how you treated y/n
fan9: DON’T LISTEN TO THE HATERS KING
fan10: the future of football is right there
fan11: keep showing them who’s the boss jude!
fan12: he looked so good tho 🥴
fan13: finally a stylist who does him justice
deuxmoi: hm, being a good role model right? then care to explain why a little bird came to us with receipts about the night she had with you, while you were dating y/n?
fan14: WTF
fan15: WTFFFABSKSKSLDDD WHAT IS THIS
fan16: nah they must be lying jude would NEVER cheat
fan17: deuxmoi isn’t even a reliable source!
fan18: yeah but apparently they got receipts so…
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runraerun · 2 months ago
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Heard a random 90s rock song & it legit got me thinking about Steve & Billy meeting again in their twenties... Like what if s3 never happened? After the fight at the Byers, Billy kept his head down & avoided Steve? I see him as being consumed by a sense of guilt/shame & yet still not being able to apologise until, that is, the day of their graduation when he's suddenly overcome with a need to just get it off his chest. He's been crushing on this guy since he got to Hawkins & he blew whatever chance he had of even just a friendship with him, but it doesn't matter now cos he's getting out of this shithole as quickly as possible, but he can't have this guilt gnawing at him any longer...So maybe he deliberately makes sure he bumps into steve at some point and mutters out a: "Harrington. We need to talk." And sucking on a cigarette like his life depends on it, hands shaking, barely making eye contact, Billy gives the world's shittiest apology. And it feels like his heart's gonna beat out of his chest & Steve's just standing there, staring at him, an unreadable expression on his face, before saying something like: "yeah, man. I'm sorry for that night too." (In my mind either Max let drop something about Billy's homelife or Steve has deduced something's not right). Anyway. Billy finally feels like he's able to breathe again for the first time in months UNTIL steve unknowingly utters the world's most devastating sentence: "I think we could've been friends if, y'know, shit hadn't gone down the way it did...oh well." And steve gives a sort of little grin and a laugh as if what he said wasn't a major deal. "Heard you're headed back to California?" Steve asks, and Billy's barely able to nod, still struck dumb by Steve's previous offhand comment. And maybe someone calls Steve's name and suddenly that's it. The moment is broken & Steve's leaving with a "Guess I'll see you around, Hargrove... or not" and a goofy little salute. And Billy thought he'd feel better. But in fact he feels worse. Because holy shit. Steve just said they could have been friends. And that's gonna haunt him for years....
Cue a few years later and they run into each other in Chicago (listen, the idea of Billy returning to California only to realise it no longer feels like home and maybe it never did consumes me), but yeah. They bump into each other accidentally and holy shit. Steve Harrington. He looks almost exactly the same. Other than the fact he's grown out the mullet and holy shit, are those highlights in his hair??? And billy's stunned by what looks like a genuine grin of delight that crosses Steve's face once he recognises who he's walked into. And maybe they chat for a little while; Billy doesn't even know what he's saying he's so in shock at meeting his highschool crush again. But just like the last time someone calls steve's name and of course steve has a girlfriend, of course he does (joke's on billy, cos it's just robin) and suddenly the moment's broken again and steve's walking away with a casual "it was good to see you again, billy" and billy is gripped with the thought that he can't let steve slip through his fingers again. how many people get a second chance like this? he can feel his old highschool crush flickering back to life where it's buried deep in his chest and maybe steve will never like billy like that but holy shit. billy still remembers the day steve said that maybe they could have been friends if things had been different and things are different now so why not take a chance??? and billy has never felt so brave or so fucking scared in his life as he does when he steps forward and calls after steve: "Hey Harrington! Wanna meet up and catch up properly some time?" and Steve's attention is back on him and goddamn. Billy didn't even realise how much he missed those eyes until now. ANyway!! This got away from me!! But 90s Harringrove pls and thank. Also the song i heard was lightning crashes by live. like the lyrics aren't even that appropriate but there's such a nostalgic feel to it.
oh my god. OH MY GOD.
Anon, this whole message has got me in a chokehold. Like, it’s such a direct hit. 🎯🎯🎯Billy choking on an apology because he’s so painfully unfamiliar with the very concept, the absolute devastation of hearing the potential of being friends with Steve was there, but he blew it, the PINING… urgh. How Steve can unknowingly fatally wound Billy just like that.
AND THEN THE HIGHLIGHTS ARE YOU JOKING?!
I hope that things get away from you many many more times, because this was incredible.
Okay okay. Now, if I may, I will now attempt to match your freak.
ahem
By some serendipitous fuckin’ miracle, Steve agrees to exchange digits with him. They couldn’t find a napkin or any other god forsaken scrap of paper to write on, so they just scribbled their numbers down onto each other's arm. Billy was so fucking on edge that when he was peering down at the pale expanse of Steve’s mole-speckled forearm he damn near forgot his own phone number. Jesus, he’s a wreck…
At least whenever it comes to Harrington, anyway. Dude has like, Billy’s own personal strain of kryptonite woven in through his DNA or some shit. It would explain why his hands always get clammy and his knees feel like they’re made of fucking jello every time Steve flashed those pearly whites his way.
Christ, Hargrove, get it together…
Billy had spent the rest of the week running a finger along the wobbly looking numbers, fading more and more every day. Before they fade completely through, he finally finds his balls and dials Steve’s number.
A girl picks up, which… well, Billy knows Steve has a girlfriend. He didn’t know they’re living together though… but whatever, it don’t change shit.
“Steve around?” He asks, clenching the receiver in his fist so tightly that he can hear the plastic creak.
“Who’s asking?” The girl says, sounding pleasant despite her words. Sandy-haired, freckles. Cute, Billy remembers. Harrington always did go for the cute ones.
“Billy,” he answers, “Billy Hargrove. He’ll know who I am.”
“Oh, Billy,” The girl’s voice draws out his name like it’s an answer to a question that she’d been stuck on. “It’s about time you called.”
Which. That…
What the hell does that mean?
While Billy’s puzzling it out, she hears the girl holler for Steve, telling him Billy is on the line. His name is said with a weird amount of familiarity.
Billy switches ears and shakes out the stiffness in his hand. Focuses on breathing evenly instead of the steady flow of questions suddenly piling up in his head.
“Billy?” Steve’s voice, clear as a bell, asks from the other line.
Billy clears his throat, “hey, man.”
“Hey. I was just about to call you.” Steve says, doing that thing where he so casually drops bombs onto Billy’s world, leveling his cities with a passing word.
“Beat you to it.” Billy grins, and hears the little huff of a laugh on the other line.
“Always so competitive,” Steve teases, and Billy can just hear the smile. It makes his chest ache. It’s the sweet kind of ache, though. “Haven’t you ever heard it’s not winning that matters, it’s taking part?”
Billy shakes his head even though Steve can’t see him and sneers, “sounds like some shit losers say to each other.”
That gets a genuine laugh from Steve, all breathy and sharp, and Billy feels himself laughing along from the sheer thrill of getting Steve going.
“Jesus, I forgot how much of an asshole you are.” Steve sighs, but there’s no heat behind it. Just shit talk. It’s fine. What guys do.
“Yeah yeah. Can’t change my spots, or whatever.” Billy mumbles as he scuffs his boot along the floor. Fucking antsy. Jonesing for a cigarette. Just get on with it you piece of shit. He takes a breath and then takes the plunge. “So listen, we should hang out this weekend. I know a few good bars where we could catch up. Maybe get into some trouble.”
Steve makes a scoffing sound, “what kind of trouble are we talking here, Hargrove?”
His heart jackrabbits in his chest. He loves this part. Billy brings the receiver just a little closer to his lips. “The fun kind, Harrington.” He murmurs, voice pitched low.
There’s a brief, unbearably tense couple of seconds where Steve doesn’t speak. He just lets Billy dangle like a hooked fish. Static from the line. He doesn’t breathe. Then.
“Friday at 8?” Steve tosses the offer out, real casual-like. And with it, Billy feels the muscles around his neck and shoulders relax, like he got shot with a tranquilizer dart. Steve continues, “You wanna meet at the same coffee shop from before? I live in the apartment building just across the street from it.”
Fancy, Billy thinks. Of fuckin’ course. All the buildings on that block are the high end kind; with door men and balconies and working elevators. Billy only ever finds himself in that leg of the city when a pipe bursts or a sink gets clogged and Billy gets called in to fix it. Of course Steve’s living in the lap of luxury here in Chicago. Mommy and Daddy’s only child. Not that it’s his fault, Billy supposed. Some people are just born luckier than others.
“Sure, rich boy,” Billy grins, “bring your appetite though, I’m buying nachos.”
Steve heartily agrees. Because obviously. Who the hell could say no to that? Rich or poor, nachos are nachos.
It ain’t a date. It ain’t. It’s just two guys hanging out, y’know, catching up. For old times sake. Getting into some trouble, like Billy said. It ain’t date.
So what if he calls and asks Heather to pre-approve his outfit when everything he owns suddenly looks stupid on him? And who cares that he dabs double the amount of cologne onto his chest and triple down his pants—Billy likes to smell good, it ain’t a big deal. He wears a silver chain around his neck, the one that matches his earring, and undoes a few more buttons than usual to show it off. It’s cold this time of year but he figures they’ll be inside for most of the night anyway. Drinking, shooting pool, tossing darts. Shit like that.
Billy chain smokes as he waits outside of the coffee shop, sucking back one cigarette after the other, trying not to think about how he’s about to see Steve fucking Harrington again; the one who got away. Or, one one Billy never even fucking had a chance with in the first place, more like. He keeps wondering if he’s making a mistake. If he should just go home, forget he ever ran into that long legged, poofy haired, Bambi-eyed—
But then Steve’s there, handing Billy some froo-froo drink from inside (somehow they’d missed each other???) before he starts giving Billy a hard time for still not having a proper winter coat. Steve’s got highlights in his hair and eyeliner on his lower lashline and a spot of foam from his drink on the tip of his nose and Jesus fuck.
Billy’s in trouble.
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georgeweasleyslostearhq · 17 days ago
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Eddie munson x reader fic based on this?
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTYTgsBwR/
cute!! thank you for requesting <3
BEST FRIEND'S BROTHER
Pairings: Eddie munson x fem! Summary: your best friend's little brother has a crush on you, which you use to your advantage. Warnings: a kiss
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you entered the Munson Trailer with a bag full of movies you rented from Family video.
it was friday night, which meant you watch shitty movies and get fat with your best friend.
you were immediately greeted with a bunch of muffled screaming from the room down the hall, Eddie's room, your best friend's little brother
although, he wasn't really little anymore, and he was only 2 years younger than you. so was he ever really little?
you frowned and looked over at your friend, Beth, wondering what was going on
"oh, yeah, Eddie invited his band over. I told them to be quiet" she sighed with a smile as you took off your jacket
"i don't think they listened" you laughed
she shook her head "no, they definitely didn't"
you got settled on the couch beside her after digging in the fridge for a drink.
"oh, yeah. i ordered Pizza but they were like, super early, the boys took it from me as soon as they smelt it. good luck if they even give you a peice, if there's any left" she snorted
she usually didn't give a fuck about her brother, unless he really pissed off or tried to get your attention during your hangouts
which raises the idea in your mind.
from the very start of your friendship, you noticed Eddie and his attempts to drag you away from Beth.
and it wasn't until you were 16 and him 14 when Beth told you he had a major crush on you
she told you the whole story of going in his room to find a drawing of you in his sketchbook while he was out.
her telling you made it so awkward when you's came over, you noticed every shy smile and glance he'd give you when he thought you weren't looking.
you'd notice when he'd go out of his way to do things for you.
when you'd come over, he would rush out of his room at the sound of your voice and offer you a drink
"Can I get you anything? we have pretzels, and coke" he'd ask
you declined every time, feeling a small pang in your chest, watching the smile of his face falter as he backed up into his room
"okay... just call out to me if you need anything!" he'd say before shutting his door
in highschool, he would go out of his way to say hi to you, but frown everytime you'd brush him off, looking at him like everyone did, like he was a freak.
Eddie gave up on liking you for a while at that point, the poor 16-year old's heart was broken, but it's not like he ever thought you'd like him back.
you were just so pretty.
he was so heartbroken he had put everything he made for you away in a box and put it under his bed, long forgotten by now.
every lyric sheet of a song he made for you, every trinket that made him think of you, everything you'd leave at the trailer that he was able to swipe before anyone noticed.
it wasn't until you graduated that you began to be nice to him again. now, 4 years later, his crush on you was known by everyone, and he knew that you knew about it.
at 20 years old he had finally grown a little more confident when around you, sending you little comments of flirtation or winking at you. though, he'd miss the way you'd blush as you rolled your eyes.
he wants you to know. he's definitely not shy about letting you know.
which is why you stand up and smile
"I have a feeling they'll let me have some" you speak confidently
you walk up to his room down the hall and knock
"first one to get me a slice of pizza gets a kiss!"
you giggle and look back at Beth when you hear screaming and rustling on the other side of the door
"BACK OFF! MOVE! GIVE ME THE PIZZA, GIVE IT!" you hear Eddie scream at the others.
it's silent after a few seconds before the door slowly opens.
Eddie's head pops out from his room and gives you a smile
he opens the door wider and bows down in front of you, presenting a paper plate with a slice of pizza on it
"One slice of pepperpni pizza for the fair lady" he smiles cheekily
you smile and take the plate
"thank you, kind sir" you curtsey and take the plate. you turn around and go to walk back to the livingroom when he clears his throat
you looked back as see him still standing there, his eyes wondering around the room, his hands behind his back as he rolls on the heels of his feet.
you blush when he puckers his his lips like a child ready to have his first kiss with his girl crush.
you roll your eyes "oh how could I forget, I apologise" you speak in the same way he did a few seconds ago
you walk back over to him and lean up on your tippy toes. he looked at you happily when he leans in.
you swerve his lips and connect you mouth with his cheek, right on his dimple, wiping your thumb over the lipstick mark as you pull away
he looks at you lazily as you back away, a dumb smile on his face as he backs up into his room
"pleasure doing business with you" he says before shutting the door.
you walked back to the livingroom, taking the pizza into your mouth, taking a bite when you see Beth roll her eyes.
as you sat down next to your best friend, you could more screaming and cheering
"he's such a dork" Beth mumbled
you look down the hall, where his bedroom door was shut and shrugged
"he's cute"
Beth's head snapped to the side to where you sat "what!?"
your eyes went wide when you realise what you said "what?"
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thewintersoldierdisaster · 4 months ago
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Mat’s dancing to Taylor making him a Swiftie. Do you think mat and squeaks went to any of the eras tour concerts?
OH BOY DID THEY! They actually go to a few concerts because squeaks is a big swiftie and so is mat ☺️ i’ll talk a little bit about each concert they went to broken down by venue!
may 26-28 at metlife
squeaks is low key glad they’re out of the playoffs by this point so she can go to the shows without worrying about a schedule interference with the games
they don’t go to the show on the 26th because that’s mat’s birthday but they go on the 27th and 28th
squeaks is so mad they miss getaway car and maroon and jack antonoff as the special guest but it’s mat’s birthday so she won’t make him go to a show on his birthday
the 27th is the saturday show and they go with a whole group of their friends (def syd and marty, noah and alexa, whoever else you think may want to go) - they’re in a suite for this show since it’s a big group
squeaks is in a full on costume, dresses up and has the time of her life
mat and the guys are in pink heart shaped glasses and colorful feather boas
surprise songs are holy ground and false god
mat fake proposes again during love story because he’s so drunk and the fans around them are losing their minds bc they end up getting recognized a bit
the 28th is the sunday show and they go alone for this one
it’s a little more chill because they get semi-decent seats, choosing to be more in the middle of the crowd
surprise songs are welcome to new york and clean
squeaks dances her ass off during the whole concert but mat manages to get his arms around her for some of the show and they sway along together to the slower songs
they trade friendship bracelets with the fans (squeaks was manic, stress making bracelets during the playoffs to keep herself from actively losing it too much while watching the away games)
since they’re in metlife and in a more recognizable space, they do get posted to social media a bunch at both shows, and squeaks low key loves it because she gets to see the really cute pictures and videos the fans took
her favorite is a picture someone took of mat’s forearm wrapped around her collarbones and him pressing a kiss to her temple during the lover set
july 13-14 in milan
they go to the milan shows because they’re already in italy for ryan’s wedding so why not?
and also squeaks is DYING to see the ttpd set in person
the 13th is the saturday show and the surprise songs are a mashup of the 1 and wonderland & i almost do and the moment i knew
the 14th is the sunday show and the surprise songs are a mashup of mr perfectly fine and red & getaway car and out of the woods
squeaks freaks out that she gets to hear getaway car finally
they’re both more chill at these shows because they didn’t bring a bunch of like outfits since they were there for the wedding
both are in like more casual linen outfits, squeaks in a lilac two piece set one night and a short little white linen dress the other
they both trade friendship bracelets (because squeaks made a whole bunch before they left)
beau and emma join them for one of the shows and everyone makes fun of mat for his extreme knowledge of taylor lyrics
these shows they’re more like “under the radar” because they’re in italy and not as noticeable so they act a little sillier and goof off and are just really lovey and touchy
december 6-8 in vancouver
obviously these shows haven’t happened yet in real life, but you bet your ass squeaks goes to them
at least one show anyway
liana’s back in canada for december to see everyone and spend the holidays with the family
mat is obviously in the middle of the season so he gets bummed that squeaks flies up to vancouver to spend time with liana before the barzals fly to long island for christmas with mat and squeaks
tickets are squeaks’ christmas gift to liana and they have a blast together
both get all dressed up and trade friendship bracelets with fans and send mat pictures and videos of the show
squeaks hangs around vancouver for a couple of weeks before heading home to make sure everything is ready for christmas
general swiftie headcanons
squeaks is a big lover/folklore/evermore/midnights/ttpd girlie
mat loves 1989 and red
squeaks loves the little easter eggs taylor leaves for fans but she’s not like big on trying to solve the clues (she does clown and is convinced taylor was gonna announce rep tv on london night 8 and every time she says taylor’s announcing rep tv, mat says “again?”)
they both agree that taylor and travis are adorable together and squeaks tries to see if there’s a way mat or any of the guys can finagle a way to play golf with travis so she can become friends with taylor
the closest she gets to that is going to a giants/chiefs game at metlife
mat definitely wears a friendship bracelet squeaks makes for him (what it says is up to you guys, i have an idea of what it might say, but all ideas are valid)
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uwurakax · 1 year ago
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-> HQ AS TAYLOR SWIFT LYRICS +
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summary just the vibes of t.swift songs/lyrics and who (i think) match with the haikyuu guys ♡
-> i srsly missed them sm omg, clownin (also im rusty pls cri), maybe one day we'll write more on t.s songs bc dang she's killin it rn
(also edit bc i just came back to check this again before posting but, i thought it was fitting bc ya girl got eras tour tickets!)
(( edit two - you can see from above when i started working on this, came back and came back again rn, bc sis is making friendship bracelets rn for next month aa! and i got inspired by this lol - i also just have impeccable taste ))
featuring kageyama || oikawa || akaashi || kenma || atsumu ♡
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+ i got other stuff ready to post promise, i just needed this out there +
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KING OF MY HEART
"and we rule the kingdom inside my room, 'cause all the boys and their expensive cars... never took me quite where you do and all at once you are the one i have been waiting for, king of my heart, body and soul"
─── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ───
it's not easy moving on. you'd been scorned before, and had your heart broken. it wasn't a secret to know you'd been on guard, had your heart under lock and key. created a tall, ivory tower that you made sure no one else would think of scaling. that was before you mer him. it was implausibly easy. how everything fell into place when you were just within his vicinity. maybe being hurt wasn't so bad, because if you didn't face them, they wouldn't have led you to him, here and now. he wasn't just the king of the court anymore, another invisible crown bestowed onto him as he climbed; holding the key to you.
- kageyama ♡
LOVER
"i take this magnetic force of a man to be my... my hearts been borrowed and yours has been blue, alls well that ends well to end up with you, swear to be overdramatic and true to my... lover"
─── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ───
you knew he was a star, anyone with eyes could see. he was destined for great things, and you were a planet following, orbiting around his sun. you'd always follow, for as long as he wanted. your greatest pleasure though was with the mundane. you'd take the stardom, the fame... but you lived for the monotonous. where it was just you and him. you hoped it would last forever. hand in hand, nothing would stop you. whether it was cheering for him on the sidelines, or laying beside him at night, you'd love him for eternity.
- oikawa ♡
GORGEOUS
"ocean blue eyes, looking in mine, i feel like i might sink and drown and die, you're so gorgeous i can't say anything to your face, cause look at your face; gorgeous"
─── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ───
starstruck, awestruck, wonderstruck. any and every 'struck' you could think of, and thats the feelings that grew the moment you locked eyes on him. it was such a cliche, a crowded room with a bunch of other bodies, and yet you seemed to naturally gravitate towards him. love at first sight. a concept so wildly unbelievable and yet so captivating, that the most famous love story revolved around it. yet here you were, stunned into silence, because this was what you were experiencing now. completely out of your comfort zone, never had anyone ever made you feel like this before; but what could you say? he's gorgeous.
- akaashi ♡
YOU BELONG WITH ME
"i'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry, i know your favourite songs and you tell me about your dreams, think i know where you belong, think i know it's with me"
─── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ───
it's not easy being in love with your best friend. you knew practically everything about him. so why was he with her when you were always in his corner from the beginning? the late night gaming sessions and text messages. she just wasn't good for him. she didn't understand him like you did, and his calls and conversations all but proved how much better you could be for him. so why? you didn't need to ponder long, because soon enough he was at your doorstep late into the night, confessing how it was a mistake, how he ended things with her and if he could come inside to talk.
- kenma ♡
CRUEL SUMMER
"and i snuck in through the garden gate, every night that summer just to seal my fate, and i scream for whatever it's worth 'i love you! aint that the worst thing you ever heard?' he looks up grinning like a devil"
─── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ───
you had heard about him. heard about how he wasn't good enough for you, and that you shouldn't get involved. you never were a good listener, and soon enough you became involved with him. despite the little voice in your head telling you to let go, you couldn't. it wasn't supposed to be forever, and you were okay with that. initially anyway. catching feelings for something that would end in disaster... but you couldn't end it. not yet. just how deep did you dive into whatever this was? you couldn't pinpoint when it went south, but did that matter? you were too far gone. the anticipation grew the longer this lasted, and in a bout of stress, you blurted out your confession. not your finest moment, and you were sure he'd shun you for good. turn his back on you and walk away, leaving you to mend your broken heart. he didn't though. he just stood there, with his stupid smirk that made you fall for him to begin with, confessing the same words you all but screamed at him moments ago.
- atsumu ♡
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gatzbright · 1 year ago
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dream & george; falling in love
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Dream: 'Have either of you talked about liking each other in the past?' George: *Scoffs* Dream: ... Well— George: *Giggles* Dream: Well, none of the answers fit. But I'd say, like, we've talked about 'whether' ... George: The weather? Dream: Yeah.
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Dream: The realisation that, once again, I met someone that's not going to be my friend, but something more. They were never meant to be my friend in the first place. I can't avoid it. If I'm going to fall in love, I'm going to fall in love. So this song is a cry to please be gentle, please don't make me even more paranoid.
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Dream: I want that part of my life to be private, you know? Regardless of who that person is ... Once the cameras are off, once we're not doing anything, it's our time. It's me and you. There's no one else. No one else exists in the world, regardless of the fact that there's thirty-million people that are looming over.
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Dream: Because I'm famous and because I have all this attention on me—when I'm in my normal life it's like, I want to put the people in my life in the spotlight and make sure they feel that way. But then there's lyrics like 'the celebrity in my bed' and 'close the curtains now you're all mine' ... It's about, you know, that special someone in your life, and how in my mind, because I feel so special, I want them to feel that same specialness. So, yeah, it's about relationships and how I want that person to feel special like I do.
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dream @/dreamwastaken: .@/GeorgeNotFound you've had such a big impact on my life I don't even know where to start. helping me code my videos sometimes, helping with random ideas within videos, encouraging me and always being the light in the room to make things even just a little bit brighter. you took a chance on me out of university, making thumbnails and coding for scraps because we wanted to make it big and I’m proud to say that we did it and I’ll have an appreciation for you for the rest of my life because of your friendship, kindness, and love you’ve shown me. love you man. idc if you’re never serious or if we joke around a lot, you have a place in my heart and I’m looking forward to finally meeting you and taking our next step in content creation and friendship. LOVE U
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Dream: 'Spotlight' is a song I wrote about making that special someone in my life feel as special as they truly are ... I want to be there to support them through the ups and downs, and make them feel like they have a million fans screaming cheering them on, even if it's just my voice echoing a million times. They are the most important person in the world and the only one in that spotlight of love and admiration, and I want them to know that.
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a lot of my future is your future
Head Over Heels / Broken, Tears for Fears | Dream and George retake 'Am I In Love With My Bestfriend' Quiz, DNF Discord Podcast | Head Over Heels / Broken, Tears for Fears | Dream Team House Cooking Stream, Awesamdude VOD | The Diaries of Franz Kafka, Franz Kafka | Paranoid, Dream | to whoever wants to hear – lyric booklet, Dream | Franz Kafka Letter, Franz Kafka | Red Doc>, Anne Carson | Photograph of Dream and George during the Foodbeast's Panel at Twitchcon San Diego, @/itsjusttai_ | Dream Team Christmas – Baking Cookies, Sapnap VOD | Paranoid, Dream | Miss Americana & The Heartbreak Prince, Taylor Swift | Dream's Snapchats of George, @/dream | Paris, Taylor Swift | Dream breaks down his new EP track by track, Associated Press | long story short, Taylor Swift | Dream and George on set: Everest – Dream & Yung Gravy BEHIND THE SCENES, Dream Music | Dream breaks down his new EP track by track, Associated Press | Spotlight, Dream | Technoblade Charity Stream George's POV, GeorgeNotFound VOD | Dream and George during Foodbeast's Kitchen League Battle Royale at Twitchcon San Diego, Twitch VOD | October Passed Me By, girl in red | Waiting for a Star to Fall, Boy Meets Girl | Dream Team Christmas – Gingerbread Houses, GeorgeNotFound VOD | dream Tweet, @/dreamwastaken | Dream Team Christmas – Baking Cookies, Sapnap VOD | "George napping and the sun is literally beaming him square in the face" – Photograph and Tweet, @/dreamwastaken | Paranoid, Dream | Dream and George on set: Everest – Dream & Yung Gravy BEHIND THE SCENES, Dream Music | to whoever wants to hear – lyric booklet, Dream | Dream Team House Cooking Stream, Awesamdude VOD | SOMEONE MADE A DISSTRACK ABOUT ME???, GeorgeNotFound VOD | Paranoid, Dream |
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lexlovergirl · 5 months ago
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ྀOn the road ྀ
How you and farleigh went from hating each other to being two little demons always together.
Tw:small slut shaming and mean comments
Song: Shut up -Black eyed peas
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Summer 2003 , you have been friends with Felix for two years now. And somehow you and his cousin Farleigh never got along. He was always extra mean to you, more than he was with others. He was always teasing you and giving you mean comments so it was only fair you gave him the same treatment.
This summer you again were going to Saltburn. Ducan went to pick up you, Venitia, Farleigh and Felix after the last day of school. You were forced to sat in between Venitia and Farleigh on the back seat not too happy about that.
Farleigh looked down at you and your outfit with a disgusted look. “Slut ass skirt” he said to get a reaction out you. Even at 15 he had a dirty mouth. You rolled your eyes, you loved that skirt. “You’re just jealous you couldn’t pull it off” you spit back crossing your arms. He scoffed “please my ass would actually fill it up”
You didn’t reply to that, only ignoring him. You just focused on the music playing in the car and turn your head to the side so you wouldn’t give Farleigh the satisfaction of seeing you pout.
Venitia had decided to put a Black eyed peas cd. You hummed to most of the song not really knowing the lyrics more than that. That was until Shut up started playing.
You sang Fergies part perfectly, not missing one word. But when the guys part came you shut up not knowing the words. That’s when Farleigh jumped in. “Girl, me n you were just fine, you know..” and he kept going until Fergie started singing again and so did you.
You looked at him and smiled, you were surprised he knew the song. He rolled his eyes at you playfully and returned the smile. Y’all kept singing the song together exchanging the part. You two put your heart into it, really putting on the act of a broken couple while singing.
When the song ended Farleigh gave you a look, you couldn’t tell if he was judging again or reevaluating. “You like Black eyed peas?” He asked you still giving you that look. “No, I just happen to know their lyrics my heart” you replied sarcastically and that made him huff.
“By heart? You knew Fergies part, nothing without me” he said in a playful tone instead of straight up mean tone. “Shut up we killed it together” you said laughing softly. He laughed along with you “okay okay I’ll admit we sounded good”
Felix took a glance at you two. “You’re friends now? Took long enough” He was happy he’s finally gonna be able to spend two seconds without you guys fighting. But Venitia her chuckled softly she knew it wouldn’t be long before you and Farleigh start causing trouble together. Ducan just sighed, it was just the beginning of the summer and he was already tired with you all.
That was the beginning of a friendship between you two. Soon to be two gossiping queens and being mean n sassy to other people together instead of to each other. And who knows maybe a few years later some kind of attraction will make its appearance between you two
ྀིྀི ྀིྀི ྀིྀི ྀིྀི
Yall i hoped you liked it, ik it’s short but soooo cute…. And I know I haven’t posted in ages and I’m not fully coming back I just thought about that little one shot.
Also the Farleigh community is dying!! Ik i can’t complain cus I’m not adding more contant too😭
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julianalvarez9 · 2 years ago
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i think he knows / ruben dias
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summary: ruben knows exactly what you're thinking -because he's thinking about it too, has been thinking about it for so long. but he wants you to do something about it. until you do.
warnings: bold and italic text = song lyrics (i think he knows, by taylor swift). again, badly traslated portuguese (sorry, ruben anon, didn't want to bother you 😭). mentions of alcohol and the consumption of. use of john and jack as plot devices bc they do almost nothing jajajaj. like, one mention of "inappropriate" dancing??? don't know if i've forgotten anything else.
wc: 1.3k words.
i think he knows his footprints on the sidewalk lead to where i can't stop, go there every night.
"ruben, you need to stop bringing me to these places", you huff, annoyed, while holding the jacket he draped over your shoulders to try and keep you warm in the cold, manchester night. the walk from his car to the club's entrance wasn't that long, but you didn't want to go out in the first place: only accompanying your best friend because he asked you to.
once he closes the passenger side door behind you, he places his warm hand against your small back, and you start walking by his side, hoping the cold hair hitting your face helps to freeze the heat inundating your cheeks. "who would i bring if not you, meu anjo?" (my angel), he asks, tilting his head like a confused dog. ruben had the widest smile on his face, and it's the same grin that had you agreeing with him to come in the first place. you curse under your breath for having a best friend so charming. after announcing your names to the employee at the door, they let you two inside the club, his hand finding yours instantly when the sea of people gets too hard to navigate.
his height proves to be of great advantage when he needs to find his teammates in the multitude. it's easier for him, just looking ahead and seeing john's fluffy hair sticking out like a sore thumb in the bar, his laugh too almost being heard through the loud music when you eventually get to them.
"ah, there they are!" city's number five starts clapping when he sees you two, approaching to greet you two: ruben, with a side hug and a pat on the back, you, with a barely-there kiss on the cheek. "i thought you two weren't coming", jack laughs from behind him, and you greet him with a confused look. "why? i thought ruben had confirmed with you".
"well, you look very pretty tonight, maybe ruben had finally-".
the winger learns to keep his mouth shut when ruben glares at him, already knowing what his mate would have said if he hadn't intercepted the sentence: "maybe ruben had finally grown a pair". it wasn't a secret to anyone, much less his teammates that heard him talking about you everyday, that he was whipped. and ruben was quite certain that you wanted him too, at least in some way, but for whatever reason, he couldn't do anything about it.
being scared wasn't an excuse. he prided himself on it, on being fearless: it's what being a defender requires, he always says. but maybe he feared more being rejected by you, and thus, losing your friendship, than getting a ball aimed directly at his face. he was sure that missing you would definitely hurt more than a black eye or a broken nose.
"a pint, yeah?" he asks, directly in your ear, once he has come back to his senses. you nod approvingly, but before he drops your hand to go find your drink, he feels your slightly smaller hand tightening over his: your silent way of asking him if he was okay. ruben only hums in affirmation, only to realize you can’t actually hear him, so he just smiles before planting a kiss on your temple, and running away.
i think he knows his hands around a cold glass make me wanna know that body like it's mine.
the drinks keep flowing for everyone, except ruben. he’s known for not drinking alcohol, and keeping his uptight appearance at all times: that’s where his teammates balance the matter out.
“i think you should go check over your friend there,” said jack in an overly animated tone when the music subsided a little, and you turned to set your eyes on the table where ruben was seated. he had his elbows resting over the table, forearms on show due to him rolling his long sleeved white shirt up. the top buttons were messily undone, but he still looked like he was sculpted by angels. his hands were occupied by a cold glass containing some form of non-alcoholic beverage, for sure, and although it wasn’t a sight that you hadn’t seen before, it made you feel warm inside.
he divided his attention from john, who was the one keeping him company, before searching for someone in the sea of people. he stopped when he found you, but his demeanor changed when he saw jack holding tightly to your waist. the glass suddenly looked like it could burst at any minute by the amount of force he was gripping it with, and his eyebrows frowned in confusion at the thought of jack being the one holding you like that, and not him.
ruben didn’t have to think twice before downing his drink in one go, like it could provide him some kind of liquid confidence -the one that only alcohol could give you-, before standing up and making a beeline towards his teammate and you.
poor man, if he only knew that little grealish wasn’t trying to make a move on you, but rather, trying to keep his balance after having, certainly, too much to drink, his feet wouldn't have carried him to you so quickly, almost like a bull seeing red.
“john needs you over there, mate”.
wanna see what's under that attitude. like, i want you, bless my soul.
if you didn’t know your best friend so well, you might have missed the cues. but even now, while having certainly too many pints, you can recognise he’s mad.
“why are you angry?”.
he’s perplexed, like he isn’t expecting you to see right through him. in a second, his jaw unclenches, and he’s back to his usual persona: the ruben you know, the one you love. “wasn’t angry, anjo (angel), just missed you,” he says. and even if it’s not the whole truth, it’s half of it, and you try to hide the heat flowing to your cheeks by turning, his chest now flushed against you back. “dance with me, then,” you jokingly said, taking his hands into yours to settle them in your waist.
at first, he’s unsure. his hands only rest at your side, and he’s barely moving, though you keep on trying to press your body against his, even if he’s intended to keep his distance. normally, you loved this part about him, how he’s always so respectful, so caring, just so unically him. but not tonight. whether it is because of the alcohol you consumed, the place being so hot or the indecent thoughts you had about him all night -that appeared to come out of nowhere-, tonight you want to rile him up.
“god, you’re no fun. jack’s a better dancer than you”.
it seems to light something in him, because his grip tightens, and suddenly he doesn’t care about you moving your ass directly onto his crotch. instead, his body's impossibly closer to yours, at the point where you can feel his breath on your neck, fuelling the goosebumps that erupt on your skin. ruben seems to know what you're doing, or what you're trying to do, because he whispers it in your ear. "meu anjo se transformou em um demônio esta noite, não é certo?". (my angel turned into a devil tonight, isn't that right?).
when you turn to look at ruben, his eyes are the darkest you've ever seen them. even with the low and coloured lights at the club, which difficult your vision, you can feel his piercing stare. your arms go in the air, before wrapping them around his neck like it was second nature, and his hands find their home in your waist, holding you flush against him. you hope your doe eyes made him understand, without you having to verbally tell him, that you want him to take you home. and magically, it seems like the case, when he grins, his million dollar smile before taking your hand in his and dragging you towards the exit, without turning around to tell your friends -his teammates, about your sudden departure.
i ain't gotta tell him, i think he knows.
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spineless-lobster · 3 months ago
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MY THOUGHTS ON THE VENGEANCE SAGA HOLY SHIT!!!!!!
(Spoilers under cut)
Okay I took like half an hour to yell about this with my brother so I have a few thoughts in order here we go!
1. Not Sorry for Loving You
First of all this song is absolute bop like calypso they can never make me like you BUT they can make me like your song.
“I’m angry and tired and restless and sad” honestly me too girl welcome to the club (also the flow in this verse is crazzyyy)
Odysseus is a braver man than I if I was him I could never tell her I love you in any capacity lmao
The ending is 😭👌
2. Dangerous
LETS FUCKING GO I’VE BEEN WAITING SO LONG FOR THIS!!!!
“Six hundred deaths under my command” okay that’s just fowl you can’t say that
The acoustic guitar in the beginning is amazing actually
NO BECAUSE WHEN HE SAID “Cause I had one goal in mind” AND WE HEAR THE SILENCE WHERE THE CREW USED TO BE????? THAT SHIT BROKE ME DUDE!!!!!
HERMES WITH THE AEOLUS LYRICS/MOTIF/WHATEVER THE WORD IS I SEE YOU GIRL I AM A BIG FAN!!!!!!
Everyone who was like “aeolus and hermes would be besties” YOU WERE ALL RIGHT!!!!!
GROOVY!!!!!!!!! TIME TO FUCKING GROOVE BABEYYYYY!!!!!! ✨✨✨✨
“Wash it away like the blood your hands have known” that is such a raw line to come from such a funky character hermes girl you did NOT have to read him like that
WELL IT’S A LITTLE BIT ✨DANGEROUS✨ MY FRIEND!~
Windbag ex machina
To quote my brother: “the windbag is such a broken item” 😭
HERMES X WINIONS LETS GOOOOOOOO
SING IT ODY!!!!!! YOU’RE GONNA USE RUTHLESSNESS BABE!!!!!!
“Don’t thank me, friend, I’m not the one that fought for you” AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAthena
3. Charybdis
This one is another banger!!!!
The ody monologue as he is talking to charybdis is really cool actually
OHHHHH BRING IT ON!!!!!!!!
“My love” what if I just died violently
Ohhh fuck here we go lads
That “NOOOOO!!!!!!” is so fucking visceral oh my GOD when jay said voice acting he MEANT Voice Acting
4. Get in the Water
The erratic piano!!!!!!! That’s so cool!!!!!
Ohhhhh fuck wet hades is here
The way he says “get in the water” is so cold. It’s like You Don’t Have An Option. Get in the fucking water.
“I’ll take your son and gouge his eyes” okay I know we were cheering on ody when he was doing it to your son mr poseidon but have you considered that telemachus has never done anything wrong in his life ever?
Poseidon: I’m going to fucking kill you and your gay little island
Odysseus: have you considered greeting the world with open arms?
Lads how many fucking years has it been I don’t think ody knows how to count
THE EDITING OF STEVEN’S VOICE HERE AAAUUUUGGGGGHHHHH ITS SOOOO GOOOOD!!!!!
I KNEW IT!!!!! I FUCKING CALLED IT!!!!! I KNEW POLITES WOULD COME BACK I KNEW EURYLOCHUS WOULD COME BACK I KNEW WE’D HEAR THE CREW!!!! (Tbh I should’ve expected anticlea but ssshhhh) AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH I FUCKING LOST MY MIND HERE!!!!!!
I see you draw your final breath~
Okay but literally in this moment I think this is where we see everyone forgive odysseus. Whether they lost their lives to mistakes like with polyphemus or a conscious decision like with zeus. Here we see everyone odysseus has loved who has passed away stand by him, telling him that they’re waiting and ready to greet him with (pardon me) open arms in the underworld.
ALSO I JUST NOTICED THAT POLITES SAYS “we can tell you’re getting nervous” not “I” and THAT’S how I know ody died (or at least was on the edge of death) for a few seconds in that moment and interacted with the shades of everyone
5. Six Hundred Strike
Oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my FUCKING god
I said this song would break me and I was fucking right
ODYSSEUS HAS THE POWER OF FRIENDSHIP ON HIS SIDE MOTHERFUCKERSSSSSS
THE INSTRUMENTAL GOES CRAZY!!!!! THE METAL FUCKS SO HARD!!!! THE ELECTRIC GUITAR!!!!!!
Bro the hades soundtrack called they said they want their fucking music back
The deliver of “MY WIFE!!!” DUDDDEEEEEEEE
Literally if you don’t get yourself someone like odysseus don’t even try to get anyone else never settle for less okay the gods created men and then sent odysseus as an apology
STORM MOTIF!!!!!
FULL SPEED AHEAD TUNE!!!!!!!
Poseidon: fuck you
Odysseus: whatever, go my six hundred strike
“You’re going to call off that storm.” The amount of BALLS this man has HOW DOES HE WALK AROUND WITH THOSE
Odysseus said “if I can’t kill you I guess I’ll torture you forever” literally that’s my favourite war criminal
ODY’S MONOLOGUE AS HE’S STABBING POSEIDON HOLY FUCKING SHIT THIS IS THE RAWEST SHIT EVER!!!!!
Literally the animation for this was so good it felt illegal to watch like is this allowed???? Can I stomach this??? This is the most fucked up thing I’ve ever seen????? In a good way????
“I’m still the same” in keep your friend close vs. “Look what you turned me into” in six hundred strike <3333
“Look what we’ve become.” It’s reminding me of how ody and scylla harmonized “we are the same you and I” godddd he truly has become the monster rawr rawr rawr
The way poseidon says “NOO” and “STOP!!!” is so crazy actually
POSEIDON SINGING MONSTER WHAT IF I JUST FUCKING DIED ON THE FLOOR!!!!!
“After everything you’ve done. How will you sleep at night?”
“Next to my wife.”
LITERALLY I SCREAMED INTO MY FUCKING PILLOW WHEN HE SAID THAT!!!!!! THAT IS THE COLDEST MOST RUTHLESS FUCKING LINE EVER HOLY FUCK ODY I THINK YOU ACTUALLY JUST FUCKING KILLED HIM!!!!!! THERE IS NO COMING BACK FROM A LINE LIKE THAT!!!!! LITERALLY THE BEST WAY TO END THIS SAGA!!!!!!!
Closing thoughts
JAY WHEN I FUCKING CATCH YOU JAY!!!!!!
When he said vengeance saga he meant Vengeance with a capital V
Bro all I’m saying is that if I was penelope and I heard all of this go down… let’s just say telemachus would no longer be an only child
Also! In the midst of my boisterous reaction I uhhhhh broke my vengeance saga bracelet so I’m gonna have to fix that eventually
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Uh… yeah… I’m gonna go like….. lay down for a bit or something…
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ohdorothea · 3 months ago
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This tournament is being run by and for queer fans so please keep that in mind! Homophobes will be blocked on sight <3 More polls here and more info here! Lyrics for the songs and FAQ under the cut!
High Infidelity lyrics
Lock broken
Slur spoken
Wound open
Game token
I didn't know you were keeping count
Rain soaking
Blind hoping
You said I was freeloading
I didn't know you were keeping count
High infidelity
Put on your records and regret me
I bent the truth too far tonight
I was dancing around, dancing around it
High infidelity
Put on your headphones and burn my city
Your picket fence is sharp as knives
I was dancing around, dancing around it
Do you really want to know where I was April 29th?
Do I really have to chart the constellations in his eyes?
Storm coming
Good husband
Bad omen
Dragged my feet right down the aisle
At the house lonely
Good money
I'd pay, if you'd just know me
Seemed like the right thing at the time
You know there's many different ways that you can kill the one you love
The slowest way is never loving them enough
Do you really want to know where I was April 29th?
Do I really have to tell you how he brought me back to life?
High infidelity
Put on your records and regret me
I bent the truth too far tonight
I was dancing around, dancing around it
High infidelity
Put on your headphones and burn my city
Your picket fence is sharp as knives
I was dancing around, dancing around it
Do you really want to know where I was April 29th?
Do I really have to chart the constellations in his eyes?
You know there's many different ways that you can kill the one you love
The slowest way is never loving them enough
High infidelity
Put on your records and regret meeting me
I bent the truth too far tonight
I was dancing around, dancing around it
High infidelity
Put on your headphones and burn my city
Your picket fence is sharp as knives
I was dancing around, dancing around it
Oh, there's many different ways that you can kill the one you love
And it's never enough, it's never enough
Lock broken
Slur spoken
Wound open
Game token
I didn't know you were keeping count
Rain soaking
Blind hoping
You said I was freeloading
I didn't know you were keeping count
But, oh, you were keeping count
🫶🫶🫶
You're On Your Own, Kid lyrics
Summer went away
Still the yearning stays
I play it cool with the best of them
I wait patiently
He's gonna notice me
It's okay, we're the best of friends
Anyway
I hear it in your voice
You're smoking with your boys
I touch my phone as if it's your face
I didn't choose this town
I dream of getting out
There's just one who could make me stay
All my days
From sprinkler splashes to fireplace ashes
I waited ages to see you there
I search the party of better bodies
Just to learn that you never cared
You're on your own, kid
You always have been
I see the great escape
So long, Daisy May
I picked the petals, he loves me not
Something different bloomed
Writing in my room
I play my songs in the parking lot
I'll run away
From sprinkler splashes to fireplace ashes
I called a taxi to take me there
I search the party of better bodies
Just to learn that my dreams aren't rare
You're on your own, kid
You always have been
From sprinkler splashes to fireplace ashes
I gave my blood, sweat, and tears for this
I hosted parties and starved my body
Like I'd be saved by a perfect kiss
The jokes weren't funny, I took the money
My friends from home don't know what to say
I looked around in a blood-soaked gown
And I saw something they can't take away
'Cause there were pages turned with the bridges burned
Everything you lose is a step you take
So make the friendship bracelets, take the moment and taste it
You've got no reason to be afraid
You're on your own, kid
Yeah, you can face this
You're on your own, kid
You always have been
🫶🫶🫶
The question is which song is queerer to you! Queerer can mean whatever you want it to mean; you might consider a song queer because you think it was written that way, or because of Swiftian lore. It might be queer to you because of how you relate it to your own life. Maybe you think from a purely literary standpoint the lyrics have queer themes; maybe you're just thinking about vibes!!!
If you’d like to send in interpretations or propaganda for a specific song you can send them to my inbox! All interpretations are welcome and let’s be open and kind in response to all interpretations <3
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artooftheghosts · 2 months ago
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Ultimate Lyrics Collage, Idk (Life Series Edition frfr)
Title explains it all. I wrote two songs for Hermitcraft, bur I also wrote one for the Life Series… why? idk man. My friend wants an animatic song too but im afraid its 5 minutes 💀
Desert Devil (Desert Duo, duh !!)
Bear with me here 😔
Giant text warning below... be warned, gl scrolling down.
Desert Devil
Duration: 5:14 (I am so sorry.)
[Epic Instrumental]
I got into A situation, Struck a deal with The desert devil, In the end I Should've guessed, I made mistakes I can't repent I can't escape, This bond of fate, With the sand crushed Beneath my feet Dug into My bloody hands, Under burning heat
I made mistakes I've never made, And I must pay for them, I've laid awake Just for your sake, And now I must repent. Honestly, this Wasn't how I Thought it would go, Truthfully, Listen to me, let's try to take it slow! I can't escape, This bond of fate, There's sand beneath my feet Dug into My bloody hands, Under burning heat From pranks and pits To fights with fists, Is it you and I till the end? From tricks and tombs To empty rooms, Are we even friends?
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I've made mistakes Can't help but hate, Struck a deal with The desert devil, Pranks to pits, To fights with fists, Tying up our wrists? Too late to Set my fate straight, Dug my grave with Another's shovel Murder maps and broken traps, We'll never be friends.
Bargain with me A fantasy, to Pretend you'll be fair, It's how you work, Your ways for days, The ultimate businessman So shake his hand And make us laugh, (ha!) You've been tricked and fooled, An eye for an eye, A heart for a heart, or Friendship for some shoes. I can't escape, This bond of fate, There's sand beneath my feet Dug into My bloody hands, Under burning heat Smile and sing, Dancing, laughing Then fate pulls the rug under us, Die within The cactus ring, I watch you drop to death!
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I've made mistakes Can't help but hate, Struck a deal with The desert devil, Pranks to pits, To fights with fists, Tying up our wrists? Too late to Set my fate straight, Dug my grave with Another's shovel Murder maps And broken traps, Maybe we'll be friends. Die within The cactus ring, Upon a loved one's grave.
(Ive fallen in love, With the thrill) (As I've never heard, Screams so shrill) A bouquet You hand me, Of lilacs and poppies, I can see, It struck me, That I never left you, The real test, where Do loyalties lie, As I try not to cry, Die within The cactus ring, Upon a loved one's grave.
I've made mistakes Can't help but hate, Struck a deal with The desert devil, Pranks to pits, To fights with fists, Tying up our wrists? It's too late to Set my fate straight, Dug my grave with Another's shovel Murder maps, And broken traps And so we were friends. Dead within The cactus ring, Upon our loved one's grave.
I DONT HAVE VOCALS :(
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shortnotsweet · 6 months ago
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APPLES IN THE SKY (excerpt from THE THRILLING AND NOT AT ALL REPETITIVE ADVENTURES OF CAPTAIN MAN AND KID DANGER: “A CHRONOLOGY OF ENTIRELY TRUE AND HEROIC EVENTS COINCIDING WITH THE END OF HISTORY”) [1] [2] [3] [4]
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[ Henry’s face is unreadable. In the background, desert mountains and vegetation rush past. Smoke rises in the distance, backlighting ambiguous red shapes that could be plant life, flaming crosses, or even ominous figures. The camera cuts to the back of the car with the invalid license plate reading “HERO”, speeding towards a red horizon. Ray twists back in his seat with a smile, reflected in the lens of Henry’s sunglasses. In the review mirror, Henry’s expression is contemplative. The shot pans to a bird’s eye view of the car eating up highway miles. ]
Charli XCX’s “Apple” from BRAT (2024): “I guess the apple could turn yellow or green. I know there's lots of different nuances to you and to me—I wanna grow the apple, keep all the seeds, but I can't help but get so angry you don't listen to me. To the airport—the airport.”
PANEL NOTES:
The smoke is an implication of wildfires in the surrounding area, which Henry and Ray simply drive past because there’s nothing else to do. Maybe those days are behind them. Maybe they’re just not adept in the art of firefighting, and the bigness of a wildfire is too rural or too raw for them to even adress. I think there’s a sort of irony to it, and it’s either heroes ignoring a disaster past their prime or simple not caring; they’re speeding off into an undefined future and therefore no longer grappling with apathy, but sliding into it. Thus, the road is interpreted as a junction between natural conflict running its course and urban obligation.
This was vaguely inspired, albeit not lifted directly, from my millionth or so reread of “Cuticle Tear” by atbash on AO3. Granted, it takes place in a broken-down truck and is not needlessly melodramatic, but AO3 user atbash does more with obligatory dialogue and omitted assumptions than I could do in 20 panels or so.
Specifically, the lyric “‘cause I’ve been looking at you so long now I only see me. I wanna throw the apple into the sky, feels like you never understand me, so I just wanna drive…” struck me as somewhat in line with the feeling—and example—I got from the fic.
Of course, neither yellow or green are used in the actual color palette, but the song carries themes of intertwined identity and generational effects passed down. I think Ray has imparted a lot of the best and worst things about himself to Henry, through the means of their friendship, professional, and mentor relationship. He’s not his dad. It’s worse, almost, that he’s not, because then it would at least be hereditary.
“Apple” is my favorite BRAT (2024) song right now, so of course it’s stuck in my head; I think there’s a flippant, escapist quality to it and can imagine two friends listening to it on the highway, checking out, but also—there’s not quite a realization, more like an unspoken feeling that what you are is a product. And it’s someone else’s fault. And when you look at each other, you’re seeing something else, or maybe you’re trying to. There’s something distantly escapist and obviously upbeat about the song, but there’s a disdain there, too.
It’s hardly visible, but the license plate on the car reads “HERO” singular, which is invalid but implies they have either a fake plate or Swellview is just so strange that their town itself has exceptions as to how they’re issued, again violating the laws and conventional physics of surrounding territory. They’re a weird exception, as always, and they’re getting away with it.
Their identities are so intertwined at this point that theyre conflated, so there’s an obligatory ego flattening going on as well as an erasure of both or one of them—most likely Henry’s—to accommodate. You might call it being a teammate, although how Henry feels about it after all this time is unsure.
Ray did this to him, the good and the bad doesn’t matter; it’s the fact that he did it.
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shiningforsun · 12 days ago
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Before we start this fanfic, this was requested by a user on tiktok
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So thank you for the idea/request
This is a work of fiction, so don't take anything too seriously. It has some elements of real life, Sunki situations
So without further ado...
You Broke Me First- A Sunki fanfic
Song: You Broke Me First by Tate Mcrae
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Sunoo stood by the window, watching the rain pour down the glasses panes. It had been weeks since everything went down, but the hurt was still fresh. He could still remember the coldness in Ni-ki’s eyes when they last spoke---no warmth, no apology, just a wall between them that hadn't been there before. They had been inseparable once, but something changed. Slowly, without him even realizing it, they started drifting apart until Ni-ki wasn't the same person anymore.
The song playing on the speakers was one that Sunoo never thought would hit him so hard, but the lyrics felt too close to home:
"You Broke Me First"
Ni-ki had broken his heart, and Sunoo didn't even know if the younger boy cared.
Chapter 1: Once Upon a Friendship
It hadn't always been like this. Sunoo and Ni-ki had been close, practically glued to each other since their training days. Sunoo was the lively, bubbly one, while Ni-ki was more reserved, only opening up to a few people. Sunoo took pride in being one of those people, the one Ni-ki would come to when he was feeling down or overwhelmed.
They spent endless nights together, whether it was dancing in the practice room, playing video games in their dorm, or simply sitting in comfortable silence. Sunoo knew everything about Ni-ki----the way his eyes sparkled when he was passionate about something, the way his smile curved just slightly when he was genuinely happy, and the way his voice softened when he spoke late at night, revealing the vulnerable side he rarely showed.
But somewhere along the way, things began to change. Ni-ki started to pull away. He became distant, not replying to Sunoo’s texts as often, not seeking him out after a hard day. At first, Sunoo brushed it off, thinking that maybe Ni-ki just needed space or was stressed with their busy schedules. But soon, it became clear that something was wrong.
Chapter 2: The Break
It was a rainy evening when everything fell apart. Sunoo had been waiting in their shared dorm for Ni-ki to come home, hoping they could talk---clear the air and figure out what had gone wrong. But when Ni-ki finally arrived, he was cold, distant, like Sunoo was just another person in his life and not his best friend.
"Ni-ki," Sunoo had said softly, trying to keep his voice steady, "we need to talk."
Ni-ki barely glanced at him, throwing his jacket onto the couch and walking toward the kitchen. "What's there to talk about?"
Sunoo's heart sank. He hadn't expected an easy conservation, but Ni-ki's indifference cut deeper than he had anticipated.
"Why are you acting like this? What did I do?" Sunoo's voice wavered as he followed Ni-ki to the kitchen, watching as the younger boy filled a glass with water.
Ni-ki sighed, running a hand through his messy hair. "You didn't do anything, Sunoo. I just... things are different now."
"Different how?" Sunoo pressed, frustration bubbling up inside him. He hated this feeling of being shut out, of not knowing where they stood. "You won't talk to me, you barely look at me anymore. We used to be close, Ni-ki. What happened?"
For a moment, Ni-ki didn't answer, staring down at the water in his glass. Then he shrugged, his voice emotionless. "I guess I just grew out of it. Out of us," referring to their friendship.
The words felt like a punch to the gut. Sunoo stood frozen, his heart pounding in his chest. Out of us. How could Ni-ki be so casual about something that meant everything to Sunoo?
"You don't mean that," Sunoo whispered, his voice barely audible. But deep down, he knew Ni-ki did mean it. The distance, the coldness---it had been building for months, and now it was crashing down around them.
Ni-ki finally looked at him, but there was no apology in his eyes, only resignation. "Sunoo, we're not kids anymore. Things change. People change."
And with that, Ni-ki walked out of the kitchen, leaving Sunoo standing there, shattered.
Chapter 3: Picking Up the Pieces
After that night, things only got worse. Ni-ki didn't make any efforts to fix things between them. In fact, he seemed relieved that the tension had finally been addressed, like it had been weighing on him more than Sunoo ever realized. They still had to work together, still had to smile for the cameras and pretend everything was fine, but behind closed doors, they were strangers again.
Sunoo threw himself into his work, hoping that the busy schedule would distract him from the pain. But no matter how many hours he spent practicing or how many shows they performed, he couldn't shake the emptiness that had taken root in his chest.
Ni-ki, on the other hand, seemed perfectly fine. He laughed with the other members, hung out with friends, and continued living his life as if nothing had happened. Sunoo couldn't understand how Ni-ki could move on from their friendship so easily, how he could break Sunoo’s heart and not even care.
One night, Sunoo was lying in bed, staring at the ceiling, when his phone buzzed. It was a text from Ni-ki.
We need to talk
For a moment, Sunoo's heart skipped a beat. Maybe Ni-ki had realized what he had done. Maybe he wanted to apologize, to fix things. But then, reality set in. Ni-ki didn't care enough to make things right. He probably just wanted to clear the air so they could continue working together without awkwardness.
Sunoo hesitated before typing a response.
What's there to talk about?
It was petty, but Sunoo didn't care. He was tired of being the one who always cared too much, the one who always tried to fix things when Ni-ki couldn't be bothered.
Ni-ki's reply came quickly.
Meet me at the park in ten.
Chapter 4: Confrontation
Sunoo didn't want to go, but something inside him couldn't resist the pull. Maybe it was the part of him that still held onto hope, the part that wanted to believe that Ni-ki wasn't as cold-hearted as he seemed.
When Sunoo arrived at the park, Ni-ki was already there, leaning against a tree with his hands in his pockets. The air between them was thick with tension as Sunoo approached.
"You wanted to talk?" Sunoo's voice was clipped, his arms crossed over his chest.
Ni-ki nodded, not meeting his gaze. "Yeah."
There was a long pause before Ni-ki finally spoke again, his voice low. "I didn't mean for things to get so messed up between us. I didn't want to hurt you."
Sunoo scoffed, shaking his head. "Well, you did. You broke me, Ni-ki. You broke me, and you didn't even care."
"I did care," Ni-ki shot back, his voice rising. "I care more than you know."
"Then why didn't you do anything?" Sunoo's voice cracked, the frustration and pain bubbling to the surface. "Why did you let our friendship fall apart?"
Ni-ki finally looked at him, his eyes filled with guilt. "Because I didn't know how to fix it. I didn't know how to tell you I was scared---scared of losing you, scared of getting too close. So I pushed you away."
Sunoo's heart ached at the admission. He had never imagined that Ni-ki had been struggling just as much as he had. But that didn't change the fact that Ni-ki had hurt him, had broken him without a second thought.
"I needed you," Sunoo whispered, tears welling up in his eyes. "I needed you, and you weren't there."
Ni-ki stepped closer, his expression pained. "I'm sorry, Sunoo. I didn't mean to break you. I didn't mean to hurt you. That was never my intention."
But it was too late. The damage had been done, and no amount of apologies could change that.
Sunoo shook his head, stepping back. "You broke me first, Ni-ki. And I don't know if I can forgive you for that."
Chapter 5: Moving On
The days that followed were filled with silence. Ni-ki tried to make amends, but Sunoo kept his distance. He wasn't ready to forgive, wasn't ready to let Ni-ki back into his heart after everything that had happened. The pain was still too raw, too fresh.
Sunoo focused on himself, on healing, on finding happiness again without relying on Ni-ki. It wasn't easy, but slowly, he started to feel lighter. The hurt didn't go away overnight, but with time, it became easier to manage.
And then, one day, Sunoo realized that he didn't need Ni-ki to be happy. He had his own strength, his own worth, and he didn't need someone who had broken him to define his happiness.
Chapter 6: A New Beginning
Months later, Sunoo and Ni-ki stood on the same stage, performing together as if nothing had ever happened. To the outside world, they were still the same: two members of the same group, professional and polished, with perfectly coordinated smiles and synchronized movements. But behind the facade, they knew better.
Sunoo had changed, and so had Ni-ki. Sunoo no longer sought Ni-ki's approval or attention. He had learned to stand on his own, to find joy in himself and the other people in his life who cared about him. And Ni-ki---Ni-ki had learned what it felt like to lose someone he never thought he could lose.
After the performance, the group gathered backstage to celebrate. Sunoo joined in the laughter and chatter, genuinely smiling for the first time in a long time. Ni-ki hung back, watching him from a distance.
When the celebrations started to wind down and the other members scattered to their rooms, Ni-ki hesitated. He wanted to talk to Sunoo to try one last time to fix what he had broken. But did Sunoo even want to hear it? Did he deserve another chance?
Summoning his courage, Ni-ki approached him. Sunoo was sitting alone on the couch, scrolling through his phone. He glanced up when Ni-ki sat down beside him, his expression unreadable.
"What is it?" Sunoo asked, his voice calm but guarded.
Ni-ki fidgeted with the hem of his hoodie. "I know I've said it before, but I need you to hear it again. I'm sorry, Sunoo. For everything."
Sunoo set his phone aside and looked at him, his gaze unsteady. "Ni-ki, I've heard your apology. But saying sorry doesn't erase what happened. It doesn't fix how I felt---or still feel."
"I know," Ni-ki said quickly. "I'm not expecting it to. I just... I don't want to lose you completely. Even if we can't go back to how things were when we were best friends, I want to better. For you. For us. For our friendship"
Sunoo studied him for a moment, his expression softening. "You don't get to say that and expect me to just trust you again, Ni-ki. Trust takes time to rebuild."
"I'll wait," Ni-ki said without hesitation. "As long as it takes. I'll do whatever it takes."
Sunoo let out a small sigh, his lips twitching into a faint smile. "You always were stubborn."
Ni-ki grinned, the first genuine smile Sunoo had seen from him in months. "Guess some things don't change."
For the first time in a long time, the tension between them eased. It wasn't a perfect reconciliation, but it was a start---a fragile, tentative beginning. Sunoo wasn't ready to let Ni-ki back into his heart completely, but he was willing to give him a chance to prove that things could be different.
As they sat there, the distance between them no longer felt insurmountable. It would take time, patience, and effort, but maybe, just maybe, they could find their way back to each other---not as they once were, but as something stronger like they always do.
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Author's note: This is my first story, so it's not the best, but I hope you enjoyed the story nonetheless. Again, a big thank you to the person who commented that someone should make a fic based on this song, I never would have had the inspiration to post this if it weren't for you so thank you so much🥰
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cailenbraern · 2 years ago
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Not sure if I can fully articulate my thoughts about Jaskier’s growth as an artist throughout the seasons of The Witcher but I'm going to give it a go.
Because when we meet him in season 1 , he's more or less just starting out. He's fresh from Oxenfurt and determined to make a name for himself on the continent. The trouble is, he's got nothing to draw on. He's still young so his experience is negligible. He performs songs about monsters and creatures with little accuracy or meaning, and we meet him being jeered and pelted with food.
Meeting Geralt gives him a new inspiration for original songs, although he's not truthful, particularly in Toss a Coin. As Geralt said, that's not what happened, and Jaskier responds with respect doesn't make history. He's still too young and too inexperienced to realise what impact his songs can have, and he's solely determined to improve the reputations of Witchers along with his own reputation.
The two other songs in season 1 are Fishmongers Daughter, which I'm not going to discuss in any detail, and Her Sweet Kiss. Now one cane argue that the latter is heavily drawn from personal emotion and feeling, but the end result is a fairly normal ballad style of song with poetry as lyrics and vivid imagery and metaphors. It's a start, but Jaskier still has a long way to go.
Then we get to season 2, where we find Jaskier in the early stages of recognition. We see him performing in a packed bar, with accompaniment, and the crowd are lapping it up. It helps that the song he's singing comes, as per his own words, from the heart. Burn Butcher, Burn is 100% emotion, 100% authentic, and gone is the poetry. The lyrics are raw and passionate.
Despite this, we're led to believe that he found his fame with The Golden One. In contrast with BBB, this song lacks any emotional punch. It's purely a story or anecdote set to music. A fun little ditty, but unless you can suspend your disbelief, if open to criticism. As happens when attempting to smuggle the Elves onto the ship.
Now, we know that at this point, Jaskier has done and seen and experienced far more things than he had in season 1, and this has left an impact on him. He has matured and developed his sense of empathy and his kindness so much more than the immature travelling bard showed in Posada, thanks tp witnessing the violence and persecution of the elves, while also dealing with his own broken heart. Yet he's still clinging on to his want and desire to be respected and applauded for his skill and talent in writing and singing songs, so we see that he does not take criticism well.
More happens in season 2 to shape and form him, Rience's torture for one, the massacre at Kaer Morhen, his friendship with Yennefer and his mending (such as it is) of his friendship with Geralt along with the continuing politics all across the continent.
I do have a soft spot for Whoreson Prison Blues. The first two verses are beautiful, followed by a very crude, very catchy chorus. I can't imagine he would include it in future sets, but it's so personal to him in that moment that I love it.
Little wonder that by Season Three, we are met with yet more changes in our bard. His words to Radovid stating that he doesn't 'do pretty' suggest to me that he has consciously decided to move away from filling his songs with poetry and imagery and is focused more on honesty and truth. Extraordinary Things which immediately follows is a perfect demonstration of Jaskier singing openly and from the heart.
But what I wanted to get to in this long winded post, is that this is the season we finally see the Emotional Impact Jaskier's songs have on other people. No criticisms, no jokes, just the power of his music.
Whatever your opinion on Radovid and his motivations, Extraordinary Things affected him. You can see this in his reaction as he hears it for the first time, and he so clearly can't get it out of his head after hearing it only one time, that he goes above and beyond to learn it.
Next is Ciri, and we see Jaskier singing a lullaby (which he may or may not have written himself, jury's out on that) to her. Later, in the desert, she sings the lullaby back to herself, drawing strength and courage from it. This power has been given by Jaskier through his singing, making her feel safe and loved in a vulnerable moment.
Finally, Eternal Flowers, which I'll say here, is the best I've ever heard Joey sing, both on the album version and in the live performance on the show. He has his lute, but he lays it down like laying down a weapon. It's just him, stripped bare, open, vulnerable, honest, true. This is not his song, but he feels the emotion and the message as thought it was. His empathy is shining. It moves him to tears, but not only him, the Dryads also feel the emotion he is channelling, and it moves them to tears.
I don't have much of a conclusion to this ramble, but TL;DR, Jaskier’s songwriting and art has evolved over the three seasons and his bardic power is a might force to be reckoned with. He will be remembered long after Valdo for his honesty and beauty.
Not pretty. Real.
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