#Bitter_sweetener

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I've been trying to make some youtube videos while I figure out my shit out. Theres a lot of funny clips of my dog here and some art bits. Check it out if you're interested :)

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Hey, why is it that I feel as though I NEED these intangable things in my literal bloodstream. Why do these characters and musical bits and vibes need to replace the calcium that makes up my bones. Why is the desire so strong yet unobtainable? It physically hurts that I can not replace my atoms with song lyrics, and an entire theme can not be physically inside my abdomen next to all my organs

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I went outside and did shit today. Fun shit! Would highly recommend. Lol

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I'll probably never get to do the majority of the things I've dreamed of doing. Laying in bed in the morning, I am still coming to terms with that. I must, at minimuum, attempt to find something satisfying from the ashes of my ambition.

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@naomibug

Thank you for your contribution 💕🤖

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Hey, Tumblr PLEASE help a girly (gender neutral) out 😭. I am a queer as fuck, autistic, burnt out, always struggling, and BIPOC artist.

I got laid off from my job (mixed feelings) and I won't be able to get unemployment for at least another week or two (weird waiting period and the state takes FOREVER to release payments). I usually supplement my income with ✨️adult entertainment✨️ but I've been sick and barely able to get up for the past week 😭. I'm actively looking for stable employment, but I haven't heard back from anyone yet 🙃. There's a credit card bill, about $200 left to make rent, oogas bill, and my car needs work done, but I have absolutely no hope to be able to fix the car anytime soon tbh that'd probably cost over $2k atp.

My goal is:

$533

IF YOU CANNOT DONATE PLEASE REBLOG.

Cashapp: bittersweetener

Venmo: bitter_sweetener

And here are my links if you want to support me by buying some art (i have stickers rn!)

https://linktr.ee/mydadthinksimweird

Thank you 💕

$0/$533 -5/26/24

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Happy lesbian visability week! If you're looking to help a cute lil lesbian I still need $312 to get through the month (granted that's if i can avoid buying any more groceries).

Work and selling my ass online while being perpetually burnt out is not cutting it 😬

Cashapp: $bittersweetener

Venmo: bitter_sweetener

Thank u 💓 💗 💖

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Okay tumblr so I've done the math and this month, if I spend zero additional monies on "short term purchases like groceries" I only need $400 to make ends meet this month! I am working and I'm making a little more this month than last, but progress is still slow going. I'm thinking about opening commissions, but I'm not sure how well that will turn out. I'm still incredibly burnt out, and my mental health and sleep have been absolute shit after having to quit my antidepressants cold turkey. (The lexapro withdrawls are BAD) I'm also on the hunt for another better paying job, but shit in my area is shit. This is mostly for me to keep track of my process, but if you have the means, even a dollar will help my progress greatly! If not some positivity in my asks would also be appreciated! Xoxo

Cashapp: $bittersweetener

Venmo: bitter_sweetener

$0/$400

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PLEASE HELP A QUEER CREATIVE

HI TUMBLR URGENT NEED FOR DONATIONS

I'm an autistic, non-binary POC who needs help to maintain my housing. My rent is due at the end of the month. I work a job, but I suffered a mental health crisis that's just been ongoing for the past few months. Every day is filled with emptiness and meltdowns and just stress on stress. In the past, I have had to rely on credit cards and adult online entertainment to make ends meet. I simply no longer possess the spoons to mask long enough to do that at this point. It's very draining to have a job that takes up all your energy AND sexualize yourself online to just afford to live. Please please please reblog and donate if you can. I am only asking for $200 total to just pay rent. My other bills are kinda on. The back burner until I can at least make this payment. I have so far made $20/$200 in both donations and drawing requests. See my pinned post if you want to see some doodles.

VENMO: bitter_sweetener

CASHAPP: $bittersweetener

Thank you

$180 to go!!!!

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Hi friends, I'm making another post because my video did not get much traction. I am a very burnt out autistic queer POC. I am working less to get my mental health back in order, but my financials are in ruins. Right now, I'm focusing on getting rent paid without getting deeper into debt. I need $200 total to complete my rent payment this month. Currently, I am at $10/200. Any donations would help, but I am also taking doodle requests for as low as $1. If you can't donate please reblog and share 💕

V: bitter_sweetener

Cashapp: $bittersweetener

Proof of artistic ability below:

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Happy Pride Month ya lovely queers,

Heres an update: My gay and autistic ass is still unemployed. still sending in applications. Still getting nothing. Unemployment funds just kicked in but its not even half of what I need to survive.

Heres a poem:

If you have a dollar, please send me a dime,

So I may stop shaking ass for straight men online.

https://cash.app/$Bittersweetener

https://venmo.com/Bitter_sweetener

I also make art!

I will update this post thru the month. I have some unpaid bills rolling over from last month and its ROUGH out here.

$0/$1320 - june 6