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Mr. Laufeyson's Ward

TITLE: Mr. Laufeyson’s Ward

CHAPTER NO./ONE SHOT: Chapter 3 AUTHOR: goddessofmischief ORIGINAL IMAGINE: Imagine you are living in the late 1800’s and your parents pass away due to a tragic accident. Leaving you an orphan, you are sent to a miserable orphanage. Then, a mysterious and harsh man named Loki visits the orphanage and takes you on as his ward. He brings you to his crumbling mansion in the English countryside, where you face his cruel intentions, and eventually discover that you care for him much more than you’d like to admit.

RATING: T

I had no recollection of what had happened in my dream when I awoke the next morning. I only recalled that something had made me extremely apprehensive, but I could not decipher where this fear had been derived from. I thought that dawdling further on these thoughts would be useless in helping me remember what had happened, so I instead got up to get dressed. Drawing the heavy curtains, I discovered that the weather seemed more pleasant than the preceding day, and I decided that I would explore the grounds after breakfast.

I wasn’t surprised that Mr. Laufeyson did not attend breakfast. Instead of eating in the grand dining hall, there was another smaller room which was where breakfast and lunch would specifically take place. I ate to my heart’s content and was able to satisfy the hunger that had surmounted within me over the past day.

Although the sun shone brightly across the moor, it was extremely windy and frigid outside. I made sure to bundle up in my heavy cape, and fastened my wool bonnet tightly around my chin. The property was expansive. There was the stables, and even a walled garden, in which all of the withered flowers and plants were covered with a gentle layer of frost. I told myself that I would try to gain permission from the master to work on the gardens. If I couldn’t see the garden at Hambro House, I would instead attempt to make a beautiful garden here, in this barren place.

Dickon was in the stables and he greeted me with a warm smile and welcomed me inside. “Miss Dowling, how are you this fine morning?” He asked. “I’m doing well, and you, Dickon?” “I’m very well, especially because it’s a beautiful day. Cold, yes, but at least the sun in shining!” This optimistic attitude of Dickon and the other servants was so different in comparison to the demeanor of the master of the house. I had smiled slightly at his enthusiasm. “Would you care for a tour of the stables?” He offered. “Sure.” Dickon guided me around the stables, and showed me the five horses that he took care of. Currently Mr. Laufeyson had taken his favorite horse, Dorian, into the village, but he showed me Xavier, another favorite horse of the master. Then, he stopped at a stall that belonged to a beautiful horse who’s coat was of the purest white. Offering her a carrot, she whinnied gleefully before taking a large bite out of it. “Such a good girl, she is.” said Dickon. “She’s beautiful. What’s her name?” “Arabella.” He said dreamily. I smiled upon hearing her lovely name and gently petted her forehead. She neighed happily at my touch. “She is so gentle, yet extremely competent in handling the many hills of the moors. I would definitely recommend her for you. Has Mr. Laufeyson given you permission to go riding?” Dickon asked. “I have not, nor will I.” We both turned around in surprise, to find Mr. Laufeyson inside the stable, with Dorian’s reins in his grasp. His top hat was tucked under his arm and he appeared infuriated. “Oh master, I did not hear you approach.” said Dickon, as he quickly took the reins from Mr. Laufeyson. “What is she doing outside? I ordered your wife to make sure that she remained indoors.” Dickon looked flustered. “I apologize, sir. I’m sure that Mrs. Cunningham was busy with other tasks and forgot to inform Victoria.” “Of course she did.” He said with a sigh. “That forgetful ninny.” He muttered lowly, and although it seemed that Dickon did not hear this, it was clearly audible to my ears. I couldn’t believe how disrespectful he was, and this made me want to leave his presence as quickly as possible. “Goodbye Dickon. Thank you for showing me around.” I said sincerely. “You are very welcome, miss.”

I walked past my master, without even looking at him, and exited the stables. However, I did not begin walking back towards the mansion but instead continued on my walk around the property. I didn’t even hear his footsteps approach from behind of me, which was why I jumped in fright when I felt him grab my arm. “Did you hear what I said? I want you inside. The last thing I need is for you to get sick.” His voice was suffused with absolute indignation. “I appreciate your concern for my wellbeing, sir, but I assure you that I am perfectly capable of making my own decisions.” “Oh really?” He laughed menacingly and I tried to get away from him, but he only tightened his hold on me. I grimaced in pain. “Sir, you’re hurting me.” Upon saying this, his hand fell limply to his side and I looked at him in bewilderment. His entire demeanor had briskly changed from complete hostility to a more mitigated composure. “I-I apologize. Come inside, Miss Dowling.” He said with a sigh before trudging up the small hill and back towards the house. Although with reluctance, I silently followed him.

Perhaps he was a little bipolar? I thought as I explored the empty and gloomy corridors all alone once I returned inside. I decided that this change in the extremities of his behavior, from being bitter to becoming completely apologetic, must have been derived from this specific condition.

“I will do what I’m told and only speak when I’m spoken to. And most importantly, I would ignore my inhospitable master as much as I could.” I remembered what I had said to myself upon arriving at Heathcote and chuckled to myself. Oh how quickly certain circumstances cause you to change your mindset! I would still try to avoid Mr. Laufeyson, but I was not going to allow my free will to be domineered by him. I would act of my own accord, and do what I myself felt was righteous.

I soon found that there was nothing to entertain myself with in walking around. Each corridor began to look the same, and I felt as if I was getting lost in the labyrinth of passages that the large manor was comprised of. I passed by one room and became startled when I perceived somebody moving about inside. I stopped, just outside the door, as I was frightened to peer inside. “Who’s in there?” I called, my voice slightly shaking in fear. “It is I, miss!” responded Elsie from inside. I let out a sigh of relief, but I did not doubt that there were spirits residing at Heathcote - especially after the oppressiveness that I felt in my room the night before. I entered the room, which was in a terrible state. Dust covered every possible surface within the room and the windows were so grimy that the afternoon light was obstructed from being admitted inside. She had situated candles around the room to help her work in this dismal environment. At the moment, she was working on clearing the fireplace and soot completely covered the front of her apron, as well as a few spots on her face. “Oh Miss Victoria, how nice it is to see you.” She wiped her hands on her apron. “It’s nice to see you as well, Elsie.” The faint smile on my lips quickly turned into a frown as I more closely observed the dingy condition of the apartment. “This room looks as though it has been deserted for centuries.” “Yes. All of the rooms located in this corridor appear this way. They have been neglected for quite some time, under the masters orders. But now he wants them to be tidied up.” My anger towards Mr. Laufeyson escalated when I observed how sad and stressed she was under the pressure of this heavy task. “How could Mr. Laufeyson possibly think you could undertake this task all on your own?” “He often gives me tasks like these and I must do them. Otherwise he… he…” She hesitated, and I saw that her body began to shake with fear. “What? Does he hurt you?” I seriously inquired. “Yes-s, miss.” “How?” “He… he spanks me.” Tears then began to fall from her eyes. I became outraged at hearing this, yet I also felt mortified that he would do such a thing. “Surely not with your knickers… off?” “No, thank heavens. But he still hurts me. Even through my skirts…” She wiped her tears with her handkerchief. I touched her hand to console her, and to pour out all of my kindness to her. “May I help you, Elsie? With what he has assigned you?” “I would greatly appreciate your assistance, but I fear if he discovers you helping me, he may punish both of us.” “I won’t let him harm you for this, I promise.” I assured her. I would rather take the blame than allow her to get hurt again. Her whole countenance brightened considerably at my proposition. “Oh, oh thank you miss. You are too kind. There’s a spare apron in the cupboard across the hall.”

I fetched the apron and returned to the room, where I began to clean all of the windows. We talked mostly of each of our upbringings and interests. I found that she was trained as a governess, but as she could not find any work in Yorkshire, she settled as a maid. She didn’t want to go far in seeking a job as a governess, as she didn’t want to leave her family - who she supported with the funds that she acquired. Her family lived in the nearby village, and she visited them regularly. I stressed to her that she should not forget her talents and the education in which she received, and she informed me that she had recently submitted an advertisement as a governess in the paper. I was overjoyed in hearing this. I hardly touched upon my upbringing in London, and my unloving and detached parents. Instead, I ventured into discussing my favorite novels and authors. Elsie acknowledged most of the titles and names that I shared, and said that she had a small selection of some of her favorite novels in which she would be happy to share with me. This news filled me with the upmost felicity, as I was in need of new books to read since I did not have the permission to use Mr. Laufeyson’s library.

We worked quickly, and soon completed three of the six rooms that he had assigned her to do. We were about to proceed into the adjoining room, when I noticed Mrs. Cunningham running down the corridor. She appeared out of breath. “Oh my goodness, what is the meaning of this, Victoria? I have been looking for you everywhere!” She asked sharply. “I’ve been helping Elsie.” “I can see that. Just look at how dirty you are!” She exclaimed, as she gestured towards my clothes. I hadn’t looked at myself in a mirror, as I was more concerned about cleaning than my appearance. I walked over to a mirror in a nearby room, which confirmed the filthy condition that I was in. My hair was covered in a layer of dust and the grime had also adhered to various places on my frock. As it was another one of my dark mourning dresses, the dust was even more apparent. “I will go to my room and change, that’s all.” “No, I’m afraid not. The master has just ordered for you to join him for afternoon tea.” I groaned, and without saying a word, found a clean towel and began to remove the dust off of myself as best as I could. Mrs. Cunningham and Elsie helped me, with my hair, face and the spots that I couldn’t reach. “I’m afraid that’s the best we can do. Go, Victoria. He is waiting for you.” I took off my apron, and hastened to his study.

“Tardy again, Miss Dowling? Your tea is getting cold.” He said upon my entry into the room. “I’m sorry, sir.” I quickly went to my seat, which was directly opposite of his, as I hoped that sitting down would cover some of the places on my dress that still remained dirty. I tried to again dismiss the feeling that overcame me: the feeling of wanting to do anything to satisfy my guardian. I assumed this feeling was induced due to his domineering countenance. A small table was set in the middle of the room, in which various pastries, and a beautiful tea set, were placed on. When I made myself a cup of tea, I was relatively surprised to find that the tea was still steaming hot. “How has your afternoon been?” I was in the midst of lowering my tea cup onto the saucer when he asked me this from across the table, and it clattered lightly due to how perplexed I was by this question, which he had asked so kindly. I quickly composed myself. “It’s been satisfactory, thank you. And yours, sir?” “Quite a disappointment… ever since I found out what you’ve been up to.” My heartbeat quickened as his words caught me off guard. He then swiftly reached over the small table and grabbed my wrist. In pulling my whole arm forward, I saw, to my dismay, a whole layer of thick, grey dust on my inner arm. It was a spot that I had missed when I was hastily cleaning myself. “Why can’t you obey my orders and stay out of household matters?!” He shouted bitterly as he shook my arm. I pulled my arm back with all my strength. “Why can’t you be reasonable with the orders that you give to others?” I challenged. His face expression changed drastically. His blue eyes shimmered evilly as his mouth contorted into an wicked grin.“I would find it in your best interest, Miss Dowling, to not question my motives.” “What? Will you spank me too?” With a scoff, he ceased to smile and looked away. He appeared as if he was considering a matter of grave importance, yet he did not respond to my question right away. I decided to speak up. “I will take any punishment you wish to give me, only if you swear not to hurt Elsie anymore. It’s unfair that you give her assignments that are impossible for one person to complete!” “Fine. Come over here.” He finally demanded. I stood up confidently, awaiting his instruction, and the retribution I was about to receive. I was doing this for Elsie’s sake, as I no longer wanted her to suffer by this cruel man. He backed up his chair away from the table, and ordered me to position myself over his lap. I was hesitant, as I hadn’t thought the punishment would entail this particular situation. From my prior knowledge, I thought it would have been done differently… over a table top. However, I did what he told me to do, and awaited my punishment to ensue. My body slightly quivered in suspense, as I waited for his raised hand to deliver the first blow. But then I took notice of his other hand, that was positioned at the base of my neck. I was confused by how gently his fingertips caressed my skin. He suddenly spoke. “Get up.” “Why, sir?” I had wanted to him to go through with this, as I hoped that it would ensure that Elsie would no longer be reprimanded. “Get up now, Miss Dowling, and leave my presence immediately!” He bellowed. I quickly did what I was told, as I had almost expected him to violently push me off of him, and onto the floor, in that very moment. As I hurried from the room, I heard Mr. Laufeyson yell, which was followed by the crashing of the delicate china, that had been positioned so nicely on the table, onto the floor.

I remained in solitude for the remainder of the day, and took dinner in my room. I settled into bed shortly after having dinner, for I felt very fatigued and really had nothing else to occupy myself. It was only when I blew out the candles, and set my head on my pillow, that I remembered the terror that my unremembered dreams of the previous night had instilled on me.

I tried to recall what could have possibly caused me to wake up with such alarm, but quickly dismissed these thoughts and pulled my blankets over my head to attempt to dispel the heavy darkness of my chamber. My heart were pounding due to how terrified I had become, and I tried to placate these feelings by thinking of the Agnes and the Hambro House: the only thoughts that brought me joy and happiness. I managed to calm down and fell asleep quickly. Although he wasn’t there at first, it wasn’t long until the horned figured emerged from the darkest corner of my dream.

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I once again awakened in a state of confusion, and found that I had also slept in late. I perceived that something must have happened to prevent Mrs. Cunningham from waking me at my designated call time of 7 o’clock. I dressed and then went downstairs, where I found that nobody was milling about and a strange stillness filled that particular section of the house. I then heard laughter coming from the servant’s area in the basement, which took me by surprise as they surely should have been busy with their mid-morning duties. Upon entering the room, I noticed how lifted their spirits were and how they all greeted me with broad smiles on their faces. “What happened?” I asked with concern. They all chuckled at my gravity. “Come sit,” said Dickon. “This morning was quite busy, miss.” “How come?” I inquired. “Mr. Laufeyson left just after he had an early breakfast. He unexpectedly informed us just this morning that he was traveling to London and wouldn’t be back for a fortnight.” “Oh.” I responded. This was all I could say, as I was rather perplexed that he would travel all the way to London after our long journey just two days prior. “Let me make you a cup of tea and some breakfast. Would you like some eggs and toast, dear?” I agreed to her request and settled down besides Elsie, who looked at me with an expression of eagerness, which I could only associate to her curiosity in regards to how my meeting with Mr. Laufeyson went the previous night. I told her that I would let her know shortly, in private.

After my breakfast, I followed Elsie to her room in the north wing. Her room was small, yet comfortable and tidy. She entreated me to sit on her bed as she pulled over a chair and repeated her question of what had happened the night before. I partially disclosed to her what had occurred: that I told Mr. Laufeyson that he should not to give her such hard tasks nor punish her anymore. However, I omitted my master’s failed attempt to inflict the punishment upon me, as well as the way his fingertips had gently brushed my skin… “Oh Victoria, you have no idea what this means to me. Unlike yourself, I’m so shy in front of the master and I can never speak up for myself.” “Just let me know if he treats you unfairly again.“ “I will.” I wished to inquire about my master’s actions towards Elsie to hopefully confirm that he had done the same thing to her. “I hope you don’t get offended by my curiosity, Elsie, but I have a question in regards to how he carries out your punishments…” She told me to proceed, even though I could tell she was tentative. “Just for confirmation, where does he, uh, position you?” “Oh, over his desk.” She said without hesitation, and appeared to not be offended by my forwardness. I was grateful that this had not upset her, yet what she admitted made me more bewildered by my master’s conduct towards me in particular. I didn’t ponder over this any further, as Elsie then kneeled down in front of her small bookcase, and gestured towards it. “Would you like to borrow my books as a form of repayment for what you did for me?” I giggled softly with delight. “Gladly!”

Elsie and I exchanged books with one another, and I was very pleased to find some new titles in her collection that I had not been previously knowledgeable of. They would keep me occupied for the next few days. I returned to my room and made sure to finish my letter to Agnes, as well as another addressed to Miss Grey and the rest of the girls. For Agnes’ letter, I confided to her about the harshness of my master. However, I didn’t want to worry Miss Grey or the others about the unpleasant ways in which I was being treated, so I mostly talked of how nice the workers at Heathcote were to me, as well as the vast beauty of the moors. On finishing the letters, I walked downstairs to the servants quarters and gave them to Richard, as Peter, who usually took care of the post, had accompanied Mr. Laufeyson on his journey. Richard kindly said that he would bring them to the post office in town the next morning. “Could I perhaps accompany you, Richard? I would love to see the village.” I asked, in hope of having something to look forward to. He looked at me with a saddened expression. “I would happily welcome you to join me, Miss Dowling, but I’m afraid that would be going against the master’s wishes.” “Why? What did he say?” “He told me that he didn’t want you leaving the property and that we should closely watch after you. He seemed quite worried about your safety.” I didn’t believe that Mr. Laufeyson was worried about my safety. He only wished for me to suffer, even when he was gone.

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I read in my room for the remainder of the day, and Mrs. Cunningham had insisted that I joined her and the rest of the servants for dinner that night, and each evening until the master returned. She said she didn’t want me eating alone and although I didn’t mind, I did not want to be rude to her. She was a very kind woman and I was thankful for her hospitality.

“The master oftentimes receives strange visitors at night.” confessed Elsie to everyone at the table later that night at supper. Mrs. Cunningham had just served us tea and some freshly baked tarts, and the meal had been delicious. “What type of visitors?” I inquired curiously. She had not mentioned this to me previously, and I assumed it was just a catalyst for gossip. However, this news definitely piqued my interest. “Dickon says they are women.” Elsie answered, with a giggle. I blushed, and could only respond: “Oh… I see.” Mrs. Cunningham waved her hand to contradict Elsie’s previous statement. “That’s all hogwash!” It was obvious that she cared for everyone at Heathcote, including the master. “Who is Dickon to know? He only saw Mr. Laufeyson receive a visitor that one time. All he said was that the visitor was wearing a heavy, hooded cloak and that he could hardly see their facial features. He didn’t even hear the visitor talk!” “But I saw long golden hair! I swear on it.” said Dickon, after he took a long swig of the tea, which he had added whisky to. As he enjoyed having a few drinks after a long day of work, he was probably drunk upon viewing this visitor as well. “It couldn’t have been a man?” I asked Dickon for further confirmation. If this all was true, it could be something else I could attribute to my growing dislike of my guardian. “I doubt it! The way in which the hair glimmered in the candlelight made it look like the hair of a goddess!” He chuckled.

I returned to my chamber shortly after, for I was overly stuffed by the rich foods that I had indulged in. I enjoyed having the servants for company, and wished that it could always be this way: that the master could always be away from Heathcote.

The temperature in the room seemed especially frigid that night, even though a warm fire had been made, and Elsie had put another hot water bottle in my bed. As my shivering body was enveloped by the warmness of my sheets, I gazed at the candles on the candelabra as they were, for some strange reason, weirdly undulating. Then, a massive surge of air blew the candles out. I gasped. “Who’s there?” I asked. I was being foolish. It was only a draft, I told myself. But I felt someone there in the darkness. Someone was watching me, I just knew it. I tried to calm down my rapid heartbeat, and as I peered into my shadowy room I felt my eyelids become heavy. This sudden state of exhaustion was not of my own accord, for I had planned to stay awake to read. I quickly slipped into a deep slumber and he was waiting for me. His golden horns stood out vividly in the darkness, yet his face was left in obscurity once again. Please let me remember this when I awaken, Please. I desperately told myself, even though I knew my efforts would be of no use.

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Rufioh is an autistic disabled turian grayromantic winggender mutagender pendogender genderpunk trans man who uses he/wing pronouns! He has anxiety, PTSD and AVPD! He is matesprits with Kankri, Horuss, and Cronus!

Mituna Captor is an autistic disabled pansexual omnisexual bisexual polargender ticgender neoncoric speedcorigender edmgender nonbinary guy who uses he/it/tic/h3/ze/bee pronouns! H3 has tourettes, ADHD, PTSD, and bipolar disorder! Bee is matesprits with Latula!

Kankri Vantas is an autistic demiromantic bisexual alloarospec nebularomantic sweatergender hypersgender redgender guy who uses he/him pronouns! He has BPD, anxiety, OCD, NPD, motor tics, dermatillomania, and hypersexuality! He is matesprits with Rufioh, Latula, and Cronus, and kismeses with Damara!

Meulin Leijon is a deaf disabled autistic mewgender catgender genderploy cupidcoric loveflux transfem lovegender lovecoric crushgender genderlovesick pupcrushic followgender demisexual bi lesbian who uses she/mew/nya/purr/love/heart/💚/💖/💗/💘s pronouns! Nya has ADHD, DPD, and tics! Love is matesprits with Damara!

Porrim Maryam is a pansexual omniromantic omniflux ascendplatonic mothergender feingender detafemdollyic occidofemale gyneflux ascendgender trans woman who uses she/💚/🖤/♀s pronouns! ♀ has OCD! She is matesprits with Latula and Aranea, and kismeses with Cronus!

Latula Pyrope is an omnisexual triniyflexible wlm wlnb wlw scenix gamegender gamergender nightcoregender nightcorifem 80scoric arcadean transfem xenogirl who uses she/xe/rad/sh3/x3/1337/leet/🕹s pronouns! X3 has ADHD and struggles with pathological lying! Leet is matesprits with Mituna, Kankri, and Porrim!

Aranea Serket is an autistic transfem angeligender mingender academicesse princecorigirl lightademiacoric antagogender delphigender svitaton lesbian that uses she/he/light pronouns! He has NPD and psychosis! Light is matesprits with Meenah and Porrim!

Horuss Zahhak is an autistic otherkin transmasc asexual cupiosexual turian tinkercoric equusagender bordix autigender demibxy that uses he/it/neigh pronouns! Neigh has BPD and social anxiety! It is matesprits with Rufioh!

Kurloz Makara is a polysexual bi turian grayromantic alloaro genderqueer horrorgender clowngender goreaesic clowncoric magikavine gothgender emox healegender bonegender demivoid bloodaesic dollgender mxn that uses it/they/he/honk/💀s pronouns, or no pronouns at all! Honk has NPD!

Cronus Ampora is an autistic pansexual zeloromantic transmasc wizardic magicoric citycoric urbanox hypersgender greasercoric 50scoric humangender grandelusogender angreprobic fallenangelaesic postgender boy who uses he/him pronouns! He has hypersexuality, NPD, psychosis, anxiety, BPD, depression and PTSD! He is matesprits with Damara, Rufioh, and Kankri, and kismeses with Porrim!

Meenah Peixes is a queengender ascendgender gillgender genderfin butch lesbian qupha that uses she/he/it/they/glub/hic/gold/👑s pronouns! Glub has psychosis! Hic is matesprits with Aranea!

The Handmaid is a glitchgender caedgender mulium greengender reprigender decredogender caedaroace orchidaroace dreadsexual byumasexual caedgirl who uses shx/it pronouns! It has PTSD and tics!

The Summoner is a faunagender winggender flightgender transhet bi trans man who uses he/him pronouns!

The Psiioniic is a glitchgender ticgender genderbruised denchigender pesmentropian turian that uses he/him pronouns! He has PTSD, tics, bipolar disorder and chronic pain! He is moirails with the Signless!

The Signless is an omniromantic cassexual aroacespec bloodaesic man who uses he/him pronouns! He has PTSD and hallucinations! He is matesprits with the Disciple and moirails with the Psiioniic!

The Disciple is an autistic omniomantic asexual catgender felisgender paingender academicesse trans woman who uses she/claw pronouns! She has PTSD, dream anxiety, BPD and hallucianations! Claw is matesprits with the Signless and moirails with Executor Darkleer!

The Dolorosa is a femtraet mothergender dolorromantic ascendplatonic genderlovesick trans lesbian that uses she/her pronouns! She has chronic pain and PTSD! She is in a kismesis with the Condesce and is matesprits with Mindfang!

Neophyte Redglare is a redgender theix dragongender enemante nonbinary agender genderqueer femprox lesbian that uses he/she/they/it/glare/drak/law/neon pronouns! Drak has BPD! He is kismeses/matesprits with Mindfang!

Marquise Spinneret Mindfang is a postbi piratecoric seagender hadogender farleogender luckgender antagogender bluegender steampunkic womasexual trans woman who uses she/vae/luck/sea/⚓️s pronouns! Vae is matesprits with the Dolorosa, and kismeses/matesprits with Redglare!

Executor Darkleer is a bimoirailic aromantic turian voidgender man that uses he/it/h1m pronouns! It has BPD, DPD, UDD, anxiety, PTSD and dream anxiety! H3 is in a kismesis with GHB and is moirails with the Disciple!

The Grand Highblood is an alloaro bloodaesic goreaesic rainbowgender clowngender clowncoric nonbinary abinary multigender pan turian who uses he/it/honk/blood/gore/joke/skull pronouns! Joke has psychosis and intrusive thoughts! Skull is in a kismesis with Executor Darkleer!

Orphaner Dualscar is a pansexual complaisgender piratecoric tiredgender man who uses he/him pronouns! He has PTSD and chronic pain!

Her Imperious Condescension is a royalgender queengender pinkgender ultragender lesbian who uses she/HICs pronouns! She is in a kismesis with the Dolorosa!

Davepetasprite is an autistic aroace bigender abinary catgender crowgender glitchgender colorgender genderfluix cadensgender edmgender sprite that uses they/xe/nya/caw/💚/🧡/🎵s pronouns! Caw has ADHD and tics!

Tavrissprite is a bigender apothiaroace queer sprite that has a panic disorder and OSDD! It uses only it/its pronouns!

Erisolsprite is a transmasc depriflux angreprobic nihilgender omni turian that uses it/he pronouns! He has depression, bipolar disorder and chronic pain!

ARquiussprite is an autistic turian-aligned aroace healegender robotgender equusagender glitchgender techgender demiboy that uses he/STRONG/it pronouns! STRONG has tourettes!

Fefetasprite is a nonverbal autistic transfem postpan bigender catgender genderfin gillgender princessgenderflux catgirlegender mergender lovecoric crushgender cakegender pinkgender lesbian that uses she/nya/glub/pink pronouns, and any pink emojipronouns! Glub has anxiety and ADHD!

Jasprosesprite is an autistic catgender nyagender glitchgender wizardic blackcatgender lovegender hypergender trickstermodic pinkgender lesbian that uses nya/it/she/mew/love/glitch pronouns, and all heart-themed emojipronouns! Mew has BPD, ADHD, hypersexuality, tics, and is hyperverbal! Nya is dating Jane!

Davesprite is a crowgender musicagender caedgender depriflux bi-oriented aroace sprite that uses he/caw pronouns! Caw has depression and OSDD!

Jadesprite is a mollivgender exiccogender gendersad pupgender agender girl who uses it/null pronouns! Null has depression, DID, anxiety, and a cluster B disorder! It doesn’t label its sexuality because the idea of feeling attraction makes null very anxious!

Gcatavrossprite is an autistic boy who doesn’t use any labels except for catgender and gay! He uses he/nya pronouns and has PTSD!

(Beta) Dad Egbert is a bi turian uranic toro man who uses he/him pronouns! He is dating Bro Strider!

(Beta) Mom Lalonde is a pansexual femme trans woman who uses she/her pronouns!

(Beta) Bro Strider is a gay puppetgender puppetic plushgender man who uses he/him pronouns! He has psychosis, PTSD, OCD, and POCD! He is daring Dad Egbert!

(Beta) Grandpa Harley is a disabled gay man who uses he/him pronouns! He has chronic pain and arthritis!

(could you use something other than the pesterquest sprites please? thanks! also feel free to cut and relationships/headcanons that are problematic/against canon coding, since im not super super well versed in all the timeline stuff in hs! thx!)

hello, long hs requester that resent! do you mind adding skategender to mituna, hpd to cronus, siderealian and aurorian to eridan, and cometian to nepeta? thanks so much!!

queued!! the only thing i changed was rufioh from turian to bi, since he's canonically attracted to women (though i can change it to some form of mspec turian if that's what you'd prefer, idm), though if i missed anything y'all lmk!

#also i assumed that by aligned aroace you meant angled aroace #but if there's an aligned aroace lmk #long post #homestuck ment

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