#Billy Eilish

[sdreamersc82]

I've been watchin' you for some time

Can't stop starin' at those ocean eyes

I've never fallen from quite this high

Fallin' into your ocean eyes

Those ocean eyes

[idkbroletssee]

🎶I knew you in another life

You had that same look in your eyes🎶

~Birds of a Feather

[howdyhabit]

I don’t think I posted this on here, so here u go :)

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✨ Masterlist ✨

Hit Me Hard & Soft Series

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💙YOU ARE SO MUCH LIKE YOUR MOTHER❤️

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Billie Eilish

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Billie Eilish

[danicalzone]

Character resolution 2024 part 1

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Daniel and Billy

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[god-i-love-mike-wheeler]

The thing about Agatha All Along is they KNOW how to pick credit music. God Damn

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Somebody, for the love of all things sapphic, make a MirAndy vid to this song! Puhleeezze!

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Ch. 4 Hit Me Hard and Soft

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A/N - Like and rb! It means a lot!

Remy's pov

I took a deep breath in and exhaled, staring in the mirror. I’d been hiding in the bathroom for the better part of my day, rehearsing my plan to impress my boss, Joseph. Earlier in the week, I’d eavesdropped during a meeting with a bunch of board members about giving someone the new columnist position for Variety magazine. I couldn’t help feeling that the position was mine. It was everything I had ever worked for, and Joe had been in such a good mood lately. I feel like he’s finally ready to give me a chance.

I fixed my hair and patted my blouse, flattening the fabric down, before opening the women’s restroom door and walking out. B-lining for Joe’s office, I overheard the office girls chatting. They were gossiping about someone, but that wasn’t unusual for them.

“Hey, Remy!” One of the girls, Jade, called me over. She looked over at Joe’s door, then back to me, hushing everyone else. “You see all these little wannabes strutting around the office today?”

I nodded, looking around. I guess I hadn’t really noticed them with how nervous I’ve been.

“They’re all here to interview for a new position.” Jade’s eyes widened, giving me the scoop. As soon as she said it, my heart dropped. “And I bet you ANY MONEY that girl over there is-“

“W-wait. What position, Jade?” I cut her off.

“Huh? Oh I’m not sure, but I’m 1000% sure that Kardashian that went into Joe’s office is gonna get it.” She laughed.

I walked away faster than she could finish her sentence, my legs numb as I made it over to the front desk in the lobby. Poor Allison, the receptionist, didn’t even look up before I could ask, “What are they interviewing for today?”

“Uh, I believe they’re looking for someone to write that new column on up and coming artists?”

“Oh no...” I turned and fast-walked towards Joe’s office mumbling, “fuck fuck fuck…”

Without even thinking, I opened the door to his office, interrupting the two. I looked at the young woman sitting across from Joe with crossed, tan legs and a short skirt.

“This is an interview, Remy, please step out!” He waved towards the door.

“I thought you were hiring from within?” I stood there, looking back and forth between the two. My palms began to sweat.

“You��re interrupting and you’re being incredibly rude.” He pointed at the beautiful blonde in front of him.

She’s laughs a bit, her chest moving up and down in her unbuttoned dress shirt, as he catches a glimpse. He wasn’t even trying to hide it.

“I’m not going home today without an interview. I deserve the job, Joseph.” I clenched my jaw and

“We will discuss this later. You are out of line-“

“You know I have gone above and beyond! I deserve a chance just as much as anyone here-“

He stood up and raised his voice, the veins in his neck popping out. “Get out of my office, Remy, or you won’t have this job!”

I wanted to scream, throw something at him, or even quit. I stood there for a moment trying to put all of my rage and disappointment into sentences. But I couldn’t. I managed to regain my composure and walked out of the room, closing the door carefully. My breathing was fast and uneven as I walked to my desk and sat down. I cracked my knuckles and got back to work as if nothing happened.

After hours of completing my usual tasks on autopilot around the office, a giant stack of files appeared on my desk, along with a sticky note.

Shred all of these. See me in my office. ~J

I skimmed through the files and realized these were resumes and certificates from the interviewees. I began shredding them, wondering if this meant he’d given me the job instead. I began to get my hopes up, finishing up and walking over to his office. I took a deep breath, putting my hand on the doorknob.

Coincidentally, Joe opened the door and we almost ran into each other. “There you are! I’ve been looking for you.” He put a hand on my shoulder.

“You wanted to see me?” I smiled optimistically.

“I have a job for you.” Joseph smiled back, guiding me inside his office. My stomach fluttered and my lips pressed into a thin line. I walked in ready to negotiate my new salary, and pick out my new office, already seeing the colors and layout in my head.

Inside his office sat a young woman, similar to the one I saw earlier. A gorgeous red head with burgundy lipstick, and perfect cheekbones. She has long, tan legs and a stunning figure. Her clothes are perfect and hug in all the right places. The confusion turned to anger as Joe broke the news to me and assigned me my new job.

“Remy, this is Rachel, our new columnist for Variety Magazine.” He presented her.

My world felt like it was falling apart and the ceiling felt like it was caving in. Everything I was looking forward to was taken away.

“Hi, Remy, it’s going to be great working with you. I know you’re going to be a great assistant.” She held out her hand to shake mine.

“Assistant?” I repeated. If my bubble hadn’t already burst, this sure did the trick.

“You’re going to be her assistant from now on. You’ll still be my assistant, but she’s going to need a lot of help her first few months writing that column. If you know any new, up and coming artists, send them her way.” Joe explained.

Rachel put her hand down and Joe changed the subject. “Please, show Rachel around the office and get her situated. After that, you can head out for the day.”

I nodded, tears filling up behind my eyes. I walked out, not bothering to check if she followed behind.

“I’m happy to be a part of the team.” Her heels clicked close behind.

I said nothing. Just showed her to the empty office with the California skyline view I always wanted. I stared at the Hollywood sign through the clear glass wall that I was supposed to sit next to.

“Do you like working here?” She put a box of her stuff down on the desk beside me.

I nodded. “Yeah, most days.”

“Good to know.” She smiled uncomfortably.

“My desk is that cubicle by the lobby. If you need to page me, just dial 102.” I pointed at the phone and began to walk out.

“I hope we can get along. I’d love to hear any ideas when you have time.” Her voice carried out as I exited the room.

I left the building that day feeling defeated as hell.

******

I laid in bed crying uncontrollably. Today truly pushed me over the edge. As my body shook, I felt the space beside me sink in. Then one arm snakes underneath me, and another pulls me in. The familiar smell comforted me, feeling like home.

“Hey… come here.” Billie whispered, quieting my sobs. “Let it out.” She rubbed my back in large circles.

The moonlight peeked through the window barely making a difference in the dark room. Earlier, on the drive home, I filled Billie in. She sounded just as enraged as I was, on the phone.

“It’s not fair, that was supposed to be my job, my office, my raise!” I couldn’t control my tears.

“I know, Rem. I know.” She allowed me to scream and weep into her arms. “Fuck him. You don’t need this shit.”

As I turned to face her, she brushed the tear soaked hairs out of my face. I looked up at her through the blur. She analyzed me, never taking her eyes away. She put a warm hand on my cheek and wiped the tears with her thumb.

“It’s going to be okay. He’s going to regret that shit, Rem.” She spoke ever so softly, breaking the silence. “He has no idea what the fuck he missed out on.”

I felt as though we were back in 2022, and my heart was broken in pieces again. Back when she practically moved in to make sure I slept every night, lulling me to sleep with her entrancing voice.

“Shhh, shhh, it’s okay, Remy.” She murmured, as my sobs got louder and louder. “Your throat is gonna hurt tomorrow, try to breathe with me.” She took a deep breath, patting my back gently.

“I feel…. so f-fucking…. st-stupid.” I tried to catch my breath, my chest heaving. Billie continued to breathe deeply for me.

“Try for me. In through your nose… Out through your mouth…” she noticed my stuffy nose as I inhaled, and got up to get me a tissue. “Here.”

She sat next to me, rubbing my back. “Take a few sips,” she handed me her water bottle, almost knocking it over when she reached for it on the nightstand. “There you go. Good girl.” She nodded.

She slid back down on the bed, pulling me into her chest and throwing the covers over us. She traced the tips of her fingers up and down my back, giving me the most satisfying goosebumps. “Close your eyes, I’ll be right here.”

Without realizing, it was already almost 3am, and I had been bawling my eyes out for hours. “Something far more incredible is waiting for you. I know it, Rem. You weren’t built for this. There’s more for you out there.” Slowly, my eyes began to shut and soon the only noise in the room was the ceiling fan buzz.

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