#billie eillish fanfic

[hmhas-00]

Ch. 2

Hit me Hard & Soft

word count - 1.6k

A/N - dont forget to like and rb ♡

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Billie's POV

Sitting in my studio, I tweaked with the autotune feature to perfect the extended version of L’amour De Ma Vie. I didn’t realize it was already 5AM until my phone buzzed. I looked down at my lap as the screen lit up, showcasing a text from Remy.

Remy: Wish me luck! Fingers crossed I’m not fired after last week. 5:02am

Billie: 🤞🏻 5:02am

Billie: I’ll pick you up later and we’ll head to the Rolling Stone interview together? 5:03am

My eyes glossed over the screen waiting for her to reply, as I straightened my back on the chair. I locked it and put it on the table, returning my focus to my production set up. With the amount of bullshit she’s dealing with, I have a feeling Remy might bail today and I can’t blame her. In the back of my mind, I wished she wouldn’t. Finneas was so busy with his own album, so I told him to do his own thing tonight. Truth is, I didn’t want to show up to any of these things alone. Was that selfish? Lately, everything I feel is amplified, including that lonely, empty feeling I get around normal people bedtime. That’s when I did my best writing in the past year. It’s nerve-racking having all of my thoughts and emotions broadcasted to the world, and now that the tour is coming up, all I can think about is how I’ll do it alone.

The phone buzzed, bringing me out of my own mind. Upon opening, I sighed and replied while getting up to finally go to bed.

Remy: I’ll just meet you there. I have a lot of work to do today I don’t wanna make you late. 5:15am

Billie: Okay, see you there. 5:15am

𓇼𓇼𓇼𓇼𓇼𓇼

The alarm rattled my brain, startling me to death. I flopped down my arm, patting around next to me and managed to find the source. My phone had 2 missed calls and a text from Remy. She let me know she’d be a bit late but would make it no matter what. Pulling a hair tie out of my tangled mess, I dragged my tired body out of bed to get ready for the interview.

𓇼𓇼𓇼𓇼𓇼𓇼

“Billie, you’re going to be sitting over here, and Gabe is going to be interviewing you today, sitting over there.”

The coordinator waved me over in the right direction. I sat quietly and waited for the crew to finish up lighting and camera. Eventually, my interviewer walked over and made himself comfortable.

I laughed in disbelief and looked over at the coordinator, “Gabe?”

“Yup.” He leaned forward, holding his hand out to shake mine. He looked so pleased with himself. I ignored his reach, raising my brow. “Okay… nice to see you again, Billie.” He sat back and stifled a laugh.

I chewed on the inside of my cheek, and glared at him. Thinking about having to act civil around this piece of garbage for the cameras is making me sick. God, I cannot stand him and his stupid face.

“Are we ready?” He cleared his throat.

I adjusted in my seat, looking around one more time past the studio lights and saw no Remy. “Yeah.” I could tell these bright lights would bring on a wave of tics, if not the unfortunate situation before me. Cameras closed in and the interview began.

I was basically on autopilot, trying not to destroy this man with my eyes. The last time I was face to face with Remy’s ex was 2 years ago. I was screaming at him to get the fuck out of her apartment. She made him pick up his things after he broke up with her for some other girl. Gabe swore he was just chasing a job offer in NYC, but Remy had seen messages between him and someone else planning to meet up. I stood at Remy’s side as he denied everything. He started a crazy argument and threw a glass across the room. I was on the other side of the room faster than he could react. Remy had never seen me that angry before.

“So! Your fans want to know. Who did you write Lunch about?” Gabe asked, knowing it would piss me off.

“That’s what you want to ask me? Of all things?” I laughed.

“Curious if I know her, is all.” He shifted in his seat and shrugged, nonchalantly. I wanna rip off his dumb smirk so bad.

I looked over at the cameras to have my very own The Office moment, but my eyes were drawn to none other than Remy. She awkwardly stood with her arms folded. I gave her a satisfied smile and when she waved at me, I quickly realized this is the last situation she probably wanted to walk into.

“No, It’s just a metaphor. I want people to think about who they want to eat for lunch. It’s just a fun song.” I crossed my legs and resumed eye contact with him, reminding myself to not look unfriendly for the cameras.

“You’re obviously very private about your love life.” He flipped through his notecards. I tilted my head, focusing on how stupid his stage voice sounds. “You came out last year-”

“This isn’t exactly news.” I squinted my eyes, smiling sarcastically. “Do you have any questions about my new album, Gabe?” I chuckled a bit.

He laughed, brushing me off. He asked a few questions about the album and I dragged out the answers as much as I could, so he wouldn’t have time to ask anymore stupid questions.

I managed to muscle through the rest of the interview and as soon as it was over I walked over to Remy, leaving him behind.

We walked into the room I left my phone in. “What the fuck.” Remy mouthed and pulled me into a hug.

“I know, let’s fucking go.” I grabbed her arm and started walking towards the exit.

“Remy! Hey!” Gabe shouted, making his way over to us. “How have you been?”

I could feel Remy mentally wilting away. “Good, good…Crazy seeing you here.” She spoke softly, smiling timidly.

“Well, I’ve been great!” He held his arms out, arrogant as can be, as if anyone asked.

“Did New York not work out?” I butted in.

“It did, but Los Angeles is home, you know?” He responded matter-of-factly, not even bothering to look at me. “You know I just chase better gigs. Better opportunities.”

“Yeah… Good for you, I’m happy for you, Gabe.” She smiled, keeping her voice sweet and mellow.

“You still working at uhh…” This idiot couldn’t even remember where she worked. I always hated him. He didn’t care enough about her. She deserved way better.

“Yeah, I’m-“ Remy was cut off.

“Maybe we should grab lunch one day. Catch up, you know?” He stepped closer to her.

I watched her face as she struggled to come up with an excuse. “Uh, I don’t know. Maybe-“

“She’s actually good, she just doesn’t want to hurt your little feelings.” I crinkled my nose as I forced a smile at him, turning us towards the door.

“Billie, it’s fine-“ Remy grabbed my arm with her free hand and held it there.

Gabe laughed, knowing how deep under my skin he could get. “You look good, Rem. We’ll talk later without distractions.” He looked her up and down, licking his bottom lip.

I glared at him, imagining me shoving him away from her just like I did a couple years ago.

He looked down at me and paused for a second, his lips forming an overly confident smirk. He stood close enough for me to smell that gross overpowering cologne. I could feel myself tensing up and clenching my jaw.

“What, you don’t get enough attention?” I lifted my chin, looking in his dark eyes.

He breathed out a laugh, poking his tongue into his cheek. “Why, you want to share some with me?”

I took a step forward, causing Remy to put her arm between us. “Come on, Billie.” She put some pressure on his chest, causing him to lean back a bit. “Let’s go.”

He looked down at Remy’s hand pressing on his chest, then back at me sneering.

“Billie, please.” I let Remy pull me away, knowing if I stayed any longer I’d break something on his face.

He laughed to himself. “It was nice seeing you both. Good to see nothing has changed.”

“Yeah, absolutely nothing.” Remy emphasized, pushing me in front of her so we’d walk away.

We walked out past the fans screaming and reaching their hands through the holes on the fence, and straight into her car. As much as it killed me not to say goodbye to them, I didn’t have it in me to fake it.

“I hated that.” Remy began, starting her car and letting out a deep breath.

“I’m sorry, Remy, I could not stand his stupid fucking face. He was doing that shit to be disrespectful and I’m not gonna let him-“

“You can’t do shit like that! What if someone saw and wrote or posted about it?”

I put my seatbelt on, knowing I could’ve taken the high road.

“Dude you’re not actually thinking about seeing him right?”

“What? No! Why would I?” She pulled out of the parking lot, careful not to hit any fans.

“You seemed happy to see him.” I looked out the window as the people waving blurred from the increase in speed.

“No. I wasn’t. I just wasn’t going to attack him in front of his coworkers, Billie.”

“His team wasn’t in the room.” I mumbled.

She didn’t respond.

“I’m sorry, I just fucking hate him. He’s such a piece of shit.”

“Shit, did you date him too?” She laughed under her breath, looking over at me momentarily.

I laughed, shaking my head and realizing how fast things escalated. My body finally relaxed, sinking into the seat and running my hands through my hair.

[pileofpigeons]

“okay crack theory time: people keep comparing Rogue to the Doctor's past lovers, like River, the Master, Jack, Astrid (RTD even liked a comment saying Rogue is Master-coded, so possibly intentional?) but through the lens of this season being a TV show/story that Ruby is somehow crafting, what if Rogue is literally an amalgamation of all the Doctor's past lovers? The episode makes numerous references to fandom culture and there's a lot of references to modern popular things that a teenage girl like Ruby would be into (the band playing Billie Eillish and Lady Gaga, the excessive Bridgerton references, the ballroom dance scene stolen directly from Pride & Prejudice 2005) Hmmm it's almost like a slash fanfic written by a doctor who fan.... strange…”

—My friend Wyatt who doesn’t have a tumblr

[stars-taylorsversion]

Hi! If you're doing the Marauders game, then if it's okay, could you guess me?

I don't talk a lot, only with the people I'm comfortable with

I struggle with self destructive tendencies

I play piano and violin and marimbas

I love writing fanfics, but when I write poetry apparently I should start writing more?

I love Chase Atlantic, Billie Eillish, Stray Kids, Enhypen and Taylor Swift.

I'm happier around people, when I'm alone I drown in my thoughts and they become a lot to handle.

Hope this is okay!<3

barty crouch!! <3

[blakeivy80]

I used to float

Now I just fall down,

I used to know,

But I'm not sure now

What I was made for

What was I made for?

Takin' a drive, I was an ideal

Looked so alive, turns out I'm not real

Just something you paid for

What was I made for?

'Cause I, I

I don't know how to feel

But I wanna try

I don't know how to feel

But someday, I might

Someday, I might

What I was made for - Billie Eillish

@threshergm

(thanks again for the gifs ;)

And inspired by the fanfic by @indigograceauthor

[runninfreethroughthenight]

you tasted love, and it tasted sweet ❣️

rae, 19, she/they, bisexual, auDHD

- i make coquette posts, morute posts, and posts about the hollies and my ocs

- my favorite artists are nicole dollanganger, lana del rey, the hollies, cigarettes after sex, mercy necromancy, baby bugs, ethel cain, marina, olivia rodrigo, the beatles, taylor swift, billie eillish, clairo, blackpink and aespa

- my favorite movies are gone girl, girl interrupted, barefoot gen, grave of the fireflies, train to busan, black swan, the x trilogy, priscilla, orphan, and jennifer’s body

- my favorite things to do are makeup, collect plushies, write fanfic, listen to music, edit, cook and bake, play guitar and exercise!

- dni: creeps, tcc blogs, ists and phobes, morute girlies who hate coquette girlies for silly reasons

- i post a lot about the stuff in the links below!

the hollies

nicole dollanganger

general morute

general coquette

playlists

fanfics

[kamastar39]

Kamastar39 Spooktober 2024 Masterlist

Hey guys so I’m posting this a bit late (on the 11th lol) but I wanted to post this. I’m challenging myself to post a drawing daily for Spooktober and beat my longest streak of 2 weeks a few years ago (on a different acc). I’m going to do drawings/sketches daily and then a few scattered fanfics so I’ll update this over the month.

Warning: 🌹 = NSFW (minors DNI)

Super Masterlist

Kofi

Fanfics

1. Ex husband gojo 🌹

2. Five Breaths 🌹

Fanarts

1. Flower vampire

2. Circe

3. Pearl fairy

4. Hermes

5. Medusa

6. A talented woman

7. Shapeshifter

8. Self portrait in my style

9. Another shapeshifter

10. A noblewoman from the summer court

11. Laios Touden

12. scream tattoo

13. Eremika x scream

14. Bella Hadid

15. Matchablossom 🍵 🌸

16. Human Kuromi

17. Alien beauty (Amren)

18. Rihanna sketch

19. Billie eillish

20. Twin flames

21. La llorona

22. Avatar aang

23. Satosugu

24. Pines twins

25. The Six Eyes

26. Wandavision

27. Satosugu colored

28. Geto sketches

29. Kirara in my style

30.

31.

My plight

[korrinhorizon]

Haha does anyone wants hear one angst idea I have about Ryan x Johnny x Zotz, which is more focused on Zotz and involves a song in a background for extra dramatic effect? That I may or may not put something similar in my fanfic? And the song may be “The 30th by Billie eillish” :D

[goobmarmar]

guys I looked up Billie Eillish because it’d be nice to find other mood swinging teenagers who look up to her and instead found fanfics of “Y/N” and Billie. First L I’ve experienced on Tumby.

[nouvxllev]

i literally love you, thank you so much for tagging me!!!! and might as well answer these while im writing a story (also while balancing a fuck ton of deadlines)

music - honestly, completely random. one day its classical music, another its 80s-00s rock or rnb, another its rap, another its rnb, and on another day its love songs. it just depends the mood, really, but i do find myself listening to 70s-90s music and rnb alot. they just get my spirits up like no other. favs are rini, daniel caesar, gemini, and alan vuong along many others. ofc, i still like taylor swift, sabrina carpenter, olivia rodrigo, but i dont really listen to them at all that much rn (but their songs still goes hard)

life-style - wouldnt say complete shit, but wouldnt say complete happiness either. i cook for myself, work for myself, and live for myself with the addition of my friends and family. my life revolves completely around one routine being school (a fuck ton, even at home), part time, work out, study, and write when i can (which is, rn, literally i have no time for it, sadly). so, for me, its pretty hard to balance all those things together especially when i have other hobbies that i tend to take care of. at weekends, i really try my best to not focus on my academics so ill start writing again, playing guitar, painting, maybe try again at skateboarding (i literally dont know shit about biking, why the fuck am i skateboarding) then just repeat until monday hits. but even so, i wouldn't trade my life to get a slightly better one. im already accustomed to mine, and ill just strive to get a better lifestyle everyday.

writing - tbh i never saw myself actually writing and posting it for hundreds of people to see, it was just a 'fuck it, we ball' situation. my love for books and literally anything thats labeled literature even if its just fanfiction goes beyond limits but i never thought i would be the one thats going to be behind those words. i started writing on wattpad then to ao3 when i realized that i could make writing a hobby even if i suck ass at it, believe it or not, but those were short lived since my motivation eventually dried out. then one day i started going to tumblr more often to read fanfics about j.o and other actors i take interest in and then my fingers suddenly went from scrolling then to actually writing one myself. im not good at writing at all, i try to to be better everyday but i always fall short in my eyes. so imagine my surprise when i posted my first story on here and it got some pretty good feedback that eventually led me to here. i never even thought about people seeing it or even my account growing, so thank you for the people who decided that my stories were worth their mind and, most especially, their time. i write for all of them.

me - actually, i dont know. took the 16personalities quiz and it says that im an infp. im a people pleaser by heart and a idgaf person by mind (i listen to my heart more, if you couldnt tell) im a hopeless romantic with a penchant of falling inlove as if i could get someone to like me back, cries alot at the smallest things especially when someone im near with is crying, reaching for my career even if it means i would have to go through dantes inferno to even get the slightest bit of a perfect score. my family describes me as someone who they shouldnt talk in the early asscrack in the morning and whenever its a stressful week. it just equals to receiving the nastiest silent treatment. people tell me i look like jenna ortega and ariana greenblatt or that they remind me of billie eillish and finn wolfhard. its a weird mix up between the four of them. theres alot going on with me, but im a cat lover!! thats literally it.

thank you sm for tagging me bae, love ya!!

+ i dont really have any friends on tumblr 🥲 ill just leave it up to the rest

get to know you? music, lifestyle, writing, etc. just stuff that makes you, you

and maybe tag some people to start a chain? totally optional!

:D sure! thank you for the ask 🫶🏻

music: I love synths like a heathen… I write, primarily, so the lyrics matter a lot to me, but I used to play a couple instruments so I love listening to all parts of a song. hyper pop, pop rock, indie pop, indie rock? I think those are the genre names. my top songs rn are sweet dreams by eurythmics, the other side of paradise by glass animals, and sober by big bang

lifestyle: cathemeral omnivore…? my life currently revolves around school, my job, and other career responsibilities ^^

writing: sporadic (as you can tell rip), I edit in my head and as I write, I’ve always loved analyzing text and really enjoy it!

me: umm I’m having a cold brew with silk oat milk and vanilla torani rn, I have a cat I love her, I get easily overstimulated when it comes to stuff touching me but I’ll watch two youtube videos at the same time, I love food I live to eat, I love the nyt connections

tags: @woewriting @melrodrigo @mindyswhore @marvelfilth @jazzyoranges @sytoran @jjsmaybank20 @alkivm @crazyoffher I’m almost positive I missed something but PLEASE PARTICIPATE if you want <3

[navstuffs]

every time i listen to 'everything i wanted' by billie eillish i just want to write more and more about it. it is such perfect song and it has so many ways to be interpreted and written

[hmhas-00]

Ch. 4 Hit Me Hard and Soft

word count - 1.6k

A/N - Like and rb! It means a lot!

Remy's pov

I took a deep breath in and exhaled, staring in the mirror. I’d been hiding in the bathroom for the better part of my day, rehearsing my plan to impress my boss, Joseph. Earlier in the week, I’d eavesdropped during a meeting with a bunch of board members about giving someone the new columnist position for Variety magazine. I couldn’t help feeling that the position was mine. It was everything I had ever worked for, and Joe had been in such a good mood lately. I feel like he’s finally ready to give me a chance.

I fixed my hair and patted my blouse, flattening the fabric down, before opening the women’s restroom door and walking out. B-lining for Joe’s office, I overheard the office girls chatting. They were gossiping about someone, but that wasn’t unusual for them.

“Hey, Remy!” One of the girls, Jade, called me over. She looked over at Joe’s door, then back to me, hushing everyone else. “You see all these little wannabes strutting around the office today?”

I nodded, looking around. I guess I hadn’t really noticed them with how nervous I’ve been.

“They’re all here to interview for a new position.” Jade’s eyes widened, giving me the scoop. As soon as she said it, my heart dropped. “And I bet you ANY MONEY that girl over there is-“

“W-wait. What position, Jade?” I cut her off.

“Huh? Oh I’m not sure, but I’m 1000% sure that Kardashian that went into Joe’s office is gonna get it.” She laughed.

I walked away faster than she could finish her sentence, my legs numb as I made it over to the front desk in the lobby. Poor Allison, the receptionist, didn’t even look up before I could ask, “What are they interviewing for today?”

“Uh, I believe they’re looking for someone to write that new column on up and coming artists?”

“Oh no...” I turned and fast-walked towards Joe’s office mumbling, “fuck fuck fuck…”

Without even thinking, I opened the door to his office, interrupting the two. I looked at the young woman sitting across from Joe with crossed, tan legs and a short skirt.

“This is an interview, Remy, please step out!” He waved towards the door.

“I thought you were hiring from within?” I stood there, looking back and forth between the two. My palms began to sweat.

“You’re interrupting and you’re being incredibly rude.” He pointed at the beautiful blonde in front of him.

She’s laughs a bit, her chest moving up and down in her unbuttoned dress shirt, as he catches a glimpse. He wasn’t even trying to hide it.

“I’m not going home today without an interview. I deserve the job, Joseph.” I clenched my jaw and

“We will discuss this later. You are out of line-“

“You know I have gone above and beyond! I deserve a chance just as much as anyone here-“

He stood up and raised his voice, the veins in his neck popping out. “Get out of my office, Remy, or you won’t have this job!”

I wanted to scream, throw something at him, or even quit. I stood there for a moment trying to put all of my rage and disappointment into sentences. But I couldn’t. I managed to regain my composure and walked out of the room, closing the door carefully. My breathing was fast and uneven as I walked to my desk and sat down. I cracked my knuckles and got back to work as if nothing happened.

After hours of completing my usual tasks on autopilot around the office, a giant stack of files appeared on my desk, along with a sticky note.

Shred all of these. See me in my office. ~J

I skimmed through the files and realized these were resumes and certificates from the interviewees. I began shredding them, wondering if this meant he’d given me the job instead. I began to get my hopes up, finishing up and walking over to his office. I took a deep breath, putting my hand on the doorknob.

Coincidentally, Joe opened the door and we almost ran into each other. “There you are! I’ve been looking for you.” He put a hand on my shoulder.

“You wanted to see me?” I smiled optimistically.

“I have a job for you.” Joseph smiled back, guiding me inside his office. My stomach fluttered and my lips pressed into a thin line. I walked in ready to negotiate my new salary, and pick out my new office, already seeing the colors and layout in my head.

Inside his office sat a young woman, similar to the one I saw earlier. A gorgeous red head with burgundy lipstick, and perfect cheekbones. She has long, tan legs and a stunning figure. Her clothes are perfect and hug in all the right places. The confusion turned to anger as Joe broke the news to me and assigned me my new job.

“Remy, this is Rachel, our new columnist for Variety Magazine.” He presented her.

My world felt like it was falling apart and the ceiling felt like it was caving in. Everything I was looking forward to was taken away.

“Hi, Remy, it’s going to be great working with you. I know you’re going to be a great assistant.” She held out her hand to shake mine.

“Assistant?” I repeated. If my bubble hadn’t already burst, this sure did the trick.

“You’re going to be her assistant from now on. You’ll still be my assistant, but she’s going to need a lot of help her first few months writing that column. If you know any new, up and coming artists, send them her way.” Joe explained.

Rachel put her hand down and Joe changed the subject. “Please, show Rachel around the office and get her situated. After that, you can head out for the day.”

I nodded, tears filling up behind my eyes. I walked out, not bothering to check if she followed behind.

“I’m happy to be a part of the team.” Her heels clicked close behind.

I said nothing. Just showed her to the empty office with the California skyline view I always wanted. I stared at the Hollywood sign through the clear glass wall that I was supposed to sit next to.

“Do you like working here?” She put a box of her stuff down on the desk beside me.

I nodded. “Yeah, most days.”

“Good to know.” She smiled uncomfortably.

“My desk is that cubicle by the lobby. If you need to page me, just dial 102.” I pointed at the phone and began to walk out.

“I hope we can get along. I’d love to hear any ideas when you have time.” Her voice carried out as I exited the room.

I left the building that day feeling defeated as hell.

******

I laid in bed crying uncontrollably. Today truly pushed me over the edge. As my body shook, I felt the space beside me sink in. Then one arm snakes underneath me, and another pulls me in. The familiar smell comforted me, feeling like home.

“Hey… come here.” Billie whispered, quieting my sobs. “Let it out.” She rubbed my back in large circles.

The moonlight peeked through the window barely making a difference in the dark room. Earlier, on the drive home, I filled Billie in. She sounded just as enraged as I was, on the phone.

“It’s not fair, that was supposed to be my job, my office, my raise!” I couldn’t control my tears.

“I know, Rem. I know.” She allowed me to scream and weep into her arms. “Fuck him. You don’t need this shit.”

As I turned to face her, she brushed the tear soaked hairs out of my face. I looked up at her through the blur. She analyzed me, never taking her eyes away. She put a warm hand on my cheek and wiped the tears with her thumb.

“It’s going to be okay. He’s going to regret that shit, Rem.” She spoke ever so softly, breaking the silence. “He has no idea what the fuck he missed out on.”

I felt as though we were back in 2022, and my heart was broken in pieces again. Back when she practically moved in to make sure I slept every night, lulling me to sleep with her entrancing voice.

“Shhh, shhh, it’s okay, Remy.” She murmured, as my sobs got louder and louder. “Your throat is gonna hurt tomorrow, try to breathe with me.” She took a deep breath, patting my back gently.

“I feel…. so f-fucking…. st-stupid.” I tried to catch my breath, my chest heaving. Billie continued to breathe deeply for me.

“Try for me. In through your nose… Out through your mouth…” she noticed my stuffy nose as I inhaled, and got up to get me a tissue. “Here.”

She sat next to me, rubbing my back. “Take a few sips,” she handed me her water bottle, almost knocking it over when she reached for it on the nightstand. “There you go. Good girl.” She nodded.

She slid back down on the bed, pulling me into her chest and throwing the covers over us. She traced the tips of her fingers up and down my back, giving me the most satisfying goosebumps. “Close your eyes, I’ll be right here.”

Without realizing, it was already almost 3am, and I had been bawling my eyes out for hours. “Something far more incredible is waiting for you. I know it, Rem. You weren’t built for this. There’s more for you out there.” Slowly, my eyes began to shut and soon the only noise in the room was the ceiling fan buzz.

[marvelsswansong]

❣️ tag game ❣️

Tysm @zaypay for tagging me, it's very kind of you!

Relationship status: single af! Never been in a relationship either. Been on handful of dates.

Favourite color: used to be yellow but lately I'm really feeling black

Song(s) stuck in your head: i guess rn it'd be "sports" by Beach Bunny, "happier than ever" and "TV" by Billie Eillish and "chanel" by Frank Ocean

Dream trip: Spain, Italy and Greece i guess. Haven't been able to see much of Europe x oh and a road trip around Australia with @scrumptious-delusion

Last book you read: Queenie Malone's Paradise Hotel by Ruth Hogan, Found it buried it in the back of the closet as it was given to me as a gift while ago but I never got around to it. So far I'm really enjoying it, the narrative structure is super unique and I really relate to the protagonist's strained relationship with her mother.

Last book you enjoyed reading: I really adored The Body Keeps the Score by Bessel van der Kolk. It was a fascinating read into trauma, the author speaks not just about how trauma affects us mentally but neurologically and biologically, there were many interesting forms of therapy/treatment discussed and in general I learned a lot about my own self (since my ED is a manifestation of my trauma and I am actually receiving trauma therapy in the form of EMDR rn).

Last book you hated reading: can't remember the name but it was some investing book on financial markets. Was tryna read it to impress corporate law recruiters and to buff up my financial markets knowledge but it was so fucking boring. I'm really not a math and business person.

Favourite thing to cook/bake: I made a smoothie bowl this morning and HOLY SHIT IT WAS FANTASTIC I'm gonna make more 🥺❣️But I also make a killer banana bread, everyone I made it for gives me a 10/10.

Favourite craft to do in your free time: I guess writing! I write a lot (not even necessarily fanfic either).

Most niche dislike: people who scream at concerts. Don't get me wrong, shouting along to the lyrics is fine, but when I went to the Lorde concert there was this one bitch who kept on screaming (like she was being murdered) a million times out of nowhere. Like the song could be fucking writer in the dark and she'd still scream 🙄🙄🙄.

Opinion on circus(es): if they involve animals, I'm out. I think it's cruel to train and keep animals like elephants and tigers in cages for our entertainment. If it's like Cirque De Soleil and it's just people than sure, I'm in.

Do you have a sense of direction: in life, broadly speaking, I'd like to think so. I'm a very discplined and motivated person and I think I'm exactly on the path I wanted my career to go. If this is referring to navigation/maps then uh... 50/50.

Tagging: @scrumptious-delusion @haarringtons @lovelybarnes @sapphireplums @natti-ice @lovesandotherwords @beautecus @spideyspeaches (only do it if you want besties, just tagging some of my faves/mutuals/fave mutuals)

[c0ffeeat2am]

Hi, I'm Pilu, And tbh I'm new on this app & I wanted to make this sort of presentation, just 4 you to get know me a little bit, Idk if this is a normal thing here in Tumblr but Idc I'm gonna do it anyway 🙃.

Fandoms I'm part of: MCU, Harry Potter, The Hunger Games, Star Wars, One Direction (+All the boys in solo), Taylor Swift & Billie Eillish.👌

Fav Ships ❤️: Steve x Tasha (MCU), Tony x Pepper (MCU), Jake x Amy (B99), Peeta x Katniss (THG), Kate x Lena (MCU) & Zayn x Liam (1D) PD: I know it's weird to ship real people but idc 😒.

Favorite Icons: Timothée Chalamet, Andrew Garfield, Florence Pugh, Hailee Steinfield & Jennifer Lawrence 😘.

Favorite Films: Call Me By Your Name, Little Woman, The Edge of 17 & TICK...TICK...BOOM. 😏

Hobbies:Acting, Singing & Writting. 🎭🎶

Last film: Incredibles 2 😉

Last song: Something from Taylor Swift Probably🤙

Currently reading: Fanfic 😛

Currently watching: Teen wolf & Glee👀

Currently consuming: A lot of Romanogers/Katelena Incorrect Quotes cus I think they're kinda my safe place right now

Currently craving: Something Fluff & Angst😊

4 songs on repeat: My strange addiction -Billie eillish, Only The Brave-Louis Tomlinson, More Than This-One Direction, Style-Taylor Swift.👍

Sexuality: Bisexual and proud (as you can see on my profile pic. 🤠)

[evenceflux18]

8 people you want to get to know better

Tagged by: @springzero123

Favorite colors? (purple, black, navy blue and mint blue!)

Last song listened to - No time to die my Billie Eilish because I was actually writing my fanfic while I was doing this🤣 (a d I jsut published it shshshsh)

Favorite Musicians - actually....

1. Tchaikovsky - I'm more into classical that's why...

2. Halsey - I don't even know why though..I just like how she delivers her songs it makes me feel pumped up

3. Billie Eillish - YEAH BABY! I mean...I really love her voice! And no, no, not because I like to hear until I would get depress (Goodness no, no...) I just really like the messages of her song and her relationship with her family really made my heart melt..

3. Andrew Webler - I blame the Phantom of the Opera because of it🤣

4. ANY MUSICIANS AS LONG AS IT'S NIGHTCORE

5. IF I'M LISTENING TO NIGHTCORE MALE VERSIONS.. PLUS POINTS!

Last film I watched - I watched Coraline🤣 For references and...other stuffs..that goes in my head..👀

Last show I watched - It's actually from our country titled "It's Showtime" 🤣🤣

Sweet, Spicy or Savory - I like them 3....but I chose SPICY, DEFINITELY

Sparkling water, Tea or Coffee - Coffee is a big no no for me...I GET SO SLEEPY WHEN I DRINK IT.. Tea is better..especially when I drank it with blue turnics, I also drink water🤣🤣

Pets - I HAVE 4 DOGS....AND A WUSS PUSS CAT, AND TWO NINJA TURTLES THAT I NAMED PONG AND THE OTHER IS GONG

Okay I'm done! It's your turn!

I tag: @magentacravat @artemis0122 @prixiieeleey @evbro55 @shishiyos

I don't know who else wahahahaha!🤣

[queenmylovely]

Quarantine Tag Game!

Thanks Brigid @illfoandillfie and @musicgirlyy for the tag 💖

Are you staying home from work and school? Yep, school is completely online now and I have no job (wasn’t laid off just never had one lol). Although all my theatre stuff was canceled ☹️

If you’re staying home, who is there with you? My mom, dad, brother, and two cousins (they don’t usually live with us but it’s the best place for them to be atm. We’re real close tho)

Are you a homebody? Yeah, but I would normally go to a coffee shop at least once a week and like target. Then my best friend who goes to uni in another state and I would be hanging out like every other day if this weren’t a thing.

An event that you were looking forward to that got cancelled? All of my theatre stuff and then it’s not officially canceled but a summer internship that I applied for (haven’t been notified of their decision either)

What movies have you watched recently? We just did a whole hobbit/lotr marathon and then Disney other than that

What shows are you watching? I’m staying caught up on greys but mostly I watch YouTube (mainly alfie zoey and bon appetit) and also buzzfeed insolved is a good one

What music are you listening to? Queen, Harry styles and some Billie eillish

What are you reading? I should be reading the Hamilton biography but I’m not, other than that fanfic lol

What are you doing for self-care? Trying not to put too much pressure on myself about doing “productive” things, spending time away from everybody to breathe, and spending time outside in our yard. Oh also I’m doing my makeup every other day for some creativity

I’ll tag @almightygwil and @funkytalia if you haven’t already and if you want

[othercat2]

quarantine q & a

edit to add: tagged by @edenfalling

Are you staying home from work/school?

I am “insufficietly employed” from home, so I have no choice in the matter! I do some writing and I have a Patreon, though I don’t write as much original fic as I would like because of Mental Health Reasons and a chronic spoon shortage.

If you’re staying home, who’s with you? 

I live alone. I would have a emotional support pet but I have the insufficiently employed situation at the moment.

Are you a homebody? 

Yes. See above for reasons. That said I am going slightly stircrazy because I could at least go to the library before the pandemic.

What movies have you watched recently? What shows are you watching? 

I don’t really watch movies, and I mostly don’t watch shows. I *would* be watching crunchy roll anime but my netbook does not have enough oomph  to play them.

Did an event that you were looking forward to get cancelled? 

I have not specifically checked, but a autism event I wanted to go to probably has been cancelled.

What music are you listening to? 

A fan fic introduced me to a group called “No More Kings” in addition I’ve been listening to Billie Eillish, Dessa, Nightwish, Babymetal, Helloween, Seanan McGuire, Homestuck music, Boiled in Lead, U2 and Echo’s Children and so on. For some reason Spotify keeps giving me songs by taylor swift. I don’t like taylor swift that much, but I apparently can’t get rid of her from spotify unless I have a paid account.

What are you reading?

Mostly fanfic. I wandered back into Inuyasha, but haven’t found anything that really grabbed me. Read a bunch of Bleach fanfics, and also Homestuck, of course. I want to read Swordheart and re-read Winter Tide.

What are you doing for self care? 

Avoiding the news and hanging out on @curlicuecal‘s Discord server and a few others, including my Extremely Quiet Server.

Tag someone else! 

Um. @shadowwood  and @imhereformysciencefriends