#Big move
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quinloki Ā· 6 months ago
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Send me some asks yā€™all.
Tell me some good news
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Itā€™s one of those days where like, I broke an egg on the floor and just sat down and cried. I have enough eggs, and I got paper towels and I can clean it up and itā€™s not a big deal, and I know all this.
But I still just bawled until my cat almost stepped in it, and I could just use a distraction.
Thereā€™s not anything bad going on, Iā€™m not having a hard time, and Iā€™m not sick, but apparently I just crying over a broken egg and I could use something different to think about ^^;
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xoglitterbomb Ā· 6 months ago
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divatheawesome Ā· 1 year ago
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I havenā€™t shared in a while . I feel resentment towards him . I tried the couples therapy . I paid for part of it and now itā€™s his turn and he is not in the least bit interested . I have explained how his loud snoring hurts me and I wake up disoriented , sleep deprived and with massive headache . Yet he wonā€™t quit smoking or do the nose surgery or get the CPAP machine at night to help with his breathing . Itā€™s either I sleep next to him and suffer or we sleep in two separate bedrooms . I told him about the other bed as a temporary solution . But he would rather do nothing than do something . And that is my problem to begin with . I shifted from full time to part time after 6 or 8 months of asking for it to accommodate his new life by a highway in a faraway city . So I wouldnā€™t cause an inconvenience and ask for another place before marriage . I also resent my parents because I expressed my concerns about the house being in the middle of nowhere and they brushed me off . I spoke up about how far it is from all that I know , work , graduate studies , family and friends . Still they said yeah it will be fine . And it was not fine . I spoke up about how itā€™s a big house and he doesnā€™t have the means or I to provide for it . And everyone insisted that I keep working towards it so the engagement goes by smoothly. I spoke up about my concerns that he has no degree in the field we are working in or a plan but still they said itā€™s okay it will be fine . I spoke up about his parents influence on all of his decisions and they said thatā€™s normal and it will become less when you marry him . I spoke up about the differences of spending between what he was raised to and what I am raised to . And they said itā€™s okay you will learn to live in a different way . I mentioned that my mother in law is nosy and she tries to have things her way . They said itā€™s okay it will lessen with time . I mentioned that the engagement is going by too fast and itā€™s all spent in house preps and marriage stuff and thereā€™s barely time for us . They said oh well the economy is falling apart so it must be the nearest possible date .
And now Iā€™m crashing with the reality where I feel my body is suffering , my career , my friendships and there is no plan for improvement in the future .
I canā€™t take all those long car commutes in crazy cairo traffic , and be a good phd student , and a good dr at the private practice and run it , and a good academic at university and learn to be a surgeon , and a nice wife that does her daily duties and put up with everyoneā€™s shit .
Iā€™m so down that I kept self soothing for food for about a year . And guess what I became so fat .
Iā€™m far away from my mental health practitioner so Iā€™m without help . And getting a new app takes forever and finding the right fit and starting all over .
And now I have started the job hunt and got myself an offer closer to that house . Now he is considering of selling it to open up his dream project but with no idea how much that project costs or where to move or when . And my life is literally on hold . If he moves then I shouldnā€™t drop my former employment and bother with a new place that is probably inferior but just because itā€™s closer to his house and work . If he doesnā€™t move , then the move with spare me some of the distance but it will take me back to square one in terms of new place new rules and I need to build just to be acceptable and earn rights and prove myself , meet new people and less job stability .
I am just so tired of this shit . My life is not pleasant in the current state . I will still have to go far commutes to private practice phd visiting parents . Itā€™s just two days of less commute .
And i donā€™t know if itā€™s worth it . To do all of this for him . It feels like I keep losing parts of myself if what makes me content or fulfilled to fit into the notion of being married .
I canā€™t always be in limbo . He wonā€™t open up that project with other investors money cause he wants to work for himself but he is willing to compromise on living in smaller space or lesser neighbourhood to do it . After my dad paid for almost all the furniture to fill his place . When to begin with ; I asked him to let go of that place because it would put him at a financial disadvantage . And now after he spent all his money on fixing up a place , he wants me to go someplace smaller and without fixing it up so he can save that money for an imaginary project with no plan whatsoever .
It feels wrong . Why make me twist over sideways ? A change should be for the Better of both us ? Not just one . .
Even that he canā€™t make a decision .
I am at my parents because Iā€™m sick and I just had an emergency incision and drainage of an abscess . I think itā€™s my bodyā€s way of saying thatā€™s it I have had enough . Itā€™s literally making me sick running all over the city west and east to try to be everywhere and do everything for everyone . I am sick and tired .
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midnightmoonbeams Ā· 1 year ago
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Here is Ankha, still unpacking. Hello, Ankha! Welcome to Vibrantis!
From December 14th, 2020
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wasabi-gumdrop Ā· 7 months ago
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local ladies manā€™s signature move totally useless against autistic monster enthusiast. more on Kabruā€™s fumble era at 6
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moonscape Ā· 1 month ago
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chloesimaginationthings Ā· 1 month ago
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"They call it the MANGLE" - FNAF 2 phone guy
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inkskinned Ā· 17 days ago
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having good & true friends will literally save and protect you in a million unfathomable ways. like okay we have written so many times about lovers. but the way a platonic friend laughs and cries with you. the way they hold your hand at 14 years old and at 34. the way they keep a little silver tie to you, touching base over and over and over. how you can go years without talking, only to re-meet and discover: oh shit! you're still cool!
there are people who have been in my life for more than half of it, and i have loved every version of them. do you know how fucking beautiful that is. yeah love will save the world. but the way friends love you is gonna save the you.
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wanologic Ā· 5 months ago
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yo danny fenton he was just 19
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junotter Ā· 6 months ago
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Part 2 of my modern avatar au, The Gaang (part 1)
#avatar aang#atla katara#atla toph#atla sokka#atla suki#atla#avatar the last airbender#modern avatar#atla modern au#my art#atla fanart#kataang#CAUSE THEY ARE IMPORTANT IN THIS AU#lots of inner debates on how to deal with aang's tattoos and if to make him say an actual buddhist#decided that he and monk gyatso (plus a handful of others) are/were part of a largely dying religion of a nomadic group#from the himalayan/tibetan plateau region that's a mix of buddhism hinduism and other religions (plus air nomad culture)#due to the politics of region aang and gyatso traveled around the world which is how he met katara and sokka#who were on a fieldtrip in the south (of canada)#they live in the Qikiqtaaluk Region originally in a smaller northern town but to continue their schooling they moved to iqaluit#Toph is from China and she met the gaang during the first big trip sokka katara and aang took together (at aangs begging)#meet her the summer before katara's first semester of college (so she was 18 aang 16 sokka 19 toph 16)#also by 16 aang is his own guardian cause of gyatso's death so he just does whatever p much#suki from okinawa and they meet briefly another summer of college when traveling to a bunch of islands in the pacific#suki specializes in and teaches ryukyuan martial arts (she's ryukyuan)#all reunite after sokka and katara's graduation (katara graduates a year early) during aang sokka and kataras celebration world tour#where they come into full actual contact with the fire nation crew#they are all in their twenties in these expect for monk aang who is a teen#hehe i cant wait to make more for this auuuu
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thekingofsorrow Ā· 1 year ago
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The way I have let procrastination rule me. But I am 1 week out and I will not let anything hold me back.
Bienvenue Ć  ma renaissance!
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faultfalha Ā· 1 year ago
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A large number of stock traders are buying high volume of call options on Guidewire Software (NYSE:GWRE) today. This is an interesting development, as GWRE is not a company that is typically associated with high-volume options trading. Some market analysts are speculating that investors are expecting a big move in the stock price of GWRE in the near future.
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ink-the-artist Ā· 2 months ago
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house tour :)
bonus art, lossy versions of the first 2 gifs
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stuckinapril Ā· 1 year ago
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One thing Iā€™ve noticed about people in or entering their 30s is they donā€™t make as many compromises anymore. If someone doesnā€™t meet them halfway, is not up to standard, is just not where theyā€™re needed to be, theyā€™re just like ā€œok coolā€ and they move on from the person. Which is not to say theyā€™re less empathetic or understanding, but more that they have learned that time is their most prized possession and theyā€™re not willing to make massive compromises on it. They are not obsessed w the idea of fixing someone (bc the concept of fixing a person doesnā€™t really exist). They simply move on to someone who is up to par. I want that. I want to always move w the awareness that time is my most priceless belonging and I can never buy it back. Ever. So I have to use it wisely
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sleepysebris Ā· 1 year ago
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felix exuberating theater-kid energy nonstop this season just makes me imagine his pv chat noir design being a parody of adrien's chat noir
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bloominglegumes Ā· 8 months ago
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shoutout to idw transformers for having drift
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