#Benedict Cua

[hindimakatulogsagabi]

Ironically, the ones we love the most trigger us the most.

[jillaxkalangg]

ayan na naman tayo sa soft launch ideas, eh wala naman tayong iso-soft launch hahahaha tbh ang cute talaga ng mga soft launch eme imagine lahat ng friends mo magugulat kasi hindi ka naman showy tapos biglang benedict cua ang atake mo ganyan

[lonelyicedcoffee]

Kasalanan to ni Bretman Rock at Benedict Cua napabili tuloy ako ng pomegranate hahahahahahaha inferrr masarap sya swerte ko matamis nabili ko and nakakatuwa yung burst effect sa mouth kapag nakagat na 🤭 mas bet ko syang nakahalo sa pomegranate tea

[raindropmaster]

is it true that you were friends with benedict cua?

collegeeee. He’s cool man! Super funny and nerdy. Used to be business partners in college with another friends. Harry potter nerd din haha

[kuyajermsss]

Grabe news bomb tonight ha? The FAMAS fiasco, the Eddie Garcia Law, and Benedict Cua's son.

Nag-gym lang ako, tapos ito agad bumungad sa feed ko hahahaha goodluck sa night shift eds HAHAHAHA

[elbertoko]

Alright, let's talk about mental health

I have been following Benedict Cua for years and I have always loved and appreciated his funny content. He talks very openly about his thoughts and journey. He is a ray of sunshine. It feels like he is the kind of friend you could open up to and get close to.

In his recent vlog post, he opened up about his mental health struggles; how he is going through one of the most difficult times of his life; and how he is slowly trying to get everything together day after day.

In his video, he acknowledges that he is not okay and that he needed help. He seeks help from a professional and currently on medication in order to balance out the chemicals inside his body and make him feel a little bit better.

I relate very much with Ben in this chapter of his life.

There was a point in my life where everything became too much to bear. It had been a few years ago when I was caught up with everything all at once — a failing relationship, deteriorating health, existential crisis — and everything went on a downward spiral.

My brain was too consumed with all the failures and the bad things that happened to me I couldn't keep up. I was not built on a strong foundation because I was made of happiness, romance, adventure, fairies, butterflies, and all the nice things this world can ever have. I created this made-up happy world where everything happy was possible. It was my world after all until I was faced with waves of failures and frustrations all at the same time, rocking my very foundation to destruction. I didn't know how to react. If anything, i reacted so badly; uncalculated; every action was from the gut.

My head was so heavy, and my heart was pulsating like it was about to burst out of my chest. I didn't know what to do and I had too much of everything so I dropped everything down: work, friends, family, comfort. I was left with nothing at that moment. I decided to walk away from everything I knew was beautiful and took on a long journey to discover things, places, and people I never knew existed.

It was not easy to be in a bad place mentally and physically. There was no way to know if I was ever going to be okay again. There was no way to prove that this was going to work and make me feel better. All I knew was I felt I needed to go away from everything.

In my travels, I got to think a lot about everything. I was able to tap into my subconscious and have a clear understanding of why I was the way I was. I could say I learned more about myself. The thoughts were mostly transformed into late-night deep cries, regrets, and frustrations.

I cried so hard like I had never cried before. The kind of cry that you just want other people to be there to hug you and make you feel all right because you couldn't take it anymore.

It felt so heavy inside that I could feel the pain literally in my heart. It's like my heart was aching so bad but I can't touch it and do anything about it. I just had to hold my chest so hard to make the pain go away. It also felt like a stone struck my throat was about to come out. But nothing came out. Just my silent cries for help inside the covered bunk beds in the hostels of the different places I had been.

There were nights when I didn't cry, but I couldn't sleep because when I was about to, my heart turned into full pumping mode. I would then have a hard time breathing. I would catch up with the heart that went ballistic. I became so anxious about a lot of things. Anxiety turned into panic attacks in the middle of the night. It was very very scary. Alone, away from home.

When I felt a little bit better coming back home, the pandemic happened. Everyone was restricted from going around. Social gatherings were cut and we were now forced to be on our own devices. It shook me again, mentally, but quite a bit mild this time. I stopped talking to friends and just turned to my phone to play for endless hours. I slept, ate, play, repeat.

I had this habit of not telling friends what I felt, especially the bad things that happened to me and how I felt about them. I didn't want to burden them with the bad things in my life.

It didn't quite sit well on me. Those emotions bottled up and I didnt know what to do about them.

But I continuously pushed through. Lived.

There were so many instances that I wanted to ask for help; that I wanted to just talk about me to someone who knows how to direct my emotions properly, but it just didn't happen for so many reasons. I think I'm still a little bit afraid to face my own demons and have someone to properly sit down and talk about them.

But for a lot of reasons I felt a bit better every day. I think what is helping me is the thought that my family and friends have been there to support me in all aspects of my life. When I was living at the worst time in my life, my family came together to help me get through it. I could not do anything more than let them see that I am getting better.

I want to get better.

I still have moments here and there, but I just have to remind myself that I am not alone. Not anymore. I now breathe the air with the people I know who would give me the strength to go on.

Life is not a period. It is a semicolon; it consists of a pause; a series of events; it neither stops nor disappears; it remains to exist especially when it has something to live for: we are something we live for.

To love ourselves and live for it; such a great thing to do in life.

[bemybaebaebae]

Benedict Cua

[itsmeathan]

gigil na yung kapatid ko hahaha #triggered - Benedict Cua

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Client: Ayala Malls

Videographer/ Editor: Shin Francisco

Produced by: Steven Cruz

[mirakeul]

send suggestions for pe intro HAHAHSDKAD

[animareyrey]

Benedict Cua - 'Di Namalayan - (Official Lyric)

[masokistangadventurer]

ang cute ni benedict cua pano pa kaya pag sa jowa niya no hehe wildt but uwu

[chuabacca]

I Like You So Much, You’ll Know It - Benedict Cua & Kristel Fulgar Reaction

[chanology101]

Lord kahit Benedict Cua lang oh 😂😭

[kentoooy]

CLICK BAIT!!! If kilala nyo si Benedict Cua (yung chinitong vlogger) ginaya ko Vlog Intro nya!