#Bella’s thoughts

[whyisntketchupasmoothie]

she’s been keeping this a secret for 2 whole years……..you’re losing me was written in 2021………my muses acquired like bruises……alls fair in love and poetry………….im so scared

[bellabean24]

Thinking about how after your encounter with Cowboy!Toji Fushiguro you take his number per his request and call him when you are at a bar and lonely

After about 15 minutes Cowboy!Toji Fushiguro shows up to the bar in his light brownish button up shirt with the top two button unbuttoned, tucked into his dark blue jeans with his big ole concho belt wrapped around him and his brown cowboy hat.

Thinking about how Cowboy!Toji Fushiguro spots you from across the room sitting at the bar in your cute outfit. He takes long strides to you ignoring the women and some men that stare, his only focus is you.

Think about how Cowboy!Toji Fushiguro greets you by coming up behind you and putting his hands on your hips, and bends down till his mouth is lined up with your ear and whispers, “Hi sweetheart miss me” you jump at the sudden contact and turn your body and come face to face with the man that has completely taken over your mind for the past week.

Think about how Cowboy!Toji Fushiguro orders you another drink before asking if you wanna get out of here and come home with him, and you agree with lust in your eyes.

Thinking about when you arrive at Cowboy!Toji Fushiguro house, he pushes you up against the door spreading kisses along your neck to your chest. “Come with me to my room doll” his thick country accent whispers to you as he drags you to his bedroom.

©Bella2023

[wastingstarsss]

What's your favorite part/element of Rumple's story arc?

SHSKSHS HOW DO I NARROW IT DOWN??? THERES SO MANY ELEMENTS I LOVE. Okay I’m gonna put this as a few points here.

My top favourite element, the first thing I thought of, is his relentless battle with himself for goodness. He is half and half, half himself and half the dark one. And he’s been this way for centuries, so of course it’s an ongoing battle that’s not easy to drop. He continues to fight it, continues to try to be good, even when he has moments of weakness. He picks himself up again and continues. Whether it’s for Belle or Neal, he doesn’t stop trying to be good. Isn’t that so human of him? Rumple believes himself a coward, but it’s so brave to continue to try to be good when you have a dark curse latched to your soul and the world is seemingly saying “hey, goodness is impossible.”

My second thought is how STRONG his capacity for love is. He takes the curse of the dark one for it. He battles against the curse because of it. When he becomes the dark one, one of the first things he does is end the ogres war and free all the children. He didn’t have to do that. Baelfire was not on that field, yet he did it anyway. He dies for love. He lives again for love. He continues to fight to keep his loved ones safe, even if that means he risks himself. He spends what, 300 years (?), living alone because of his love for Baelfire, because he’s so determined to find his son. And sure it causes some problems. He loses Belle because it’s either her or his magic, and his magic will lead him to Bae. He causes people to hurt because his capacity for love is so fucking strong, it’s never going to be a mild thing. It’s everything or nothing. He dies TWICE for love. And we can’t forget, before Rum became the dark one he gave what little he had to beggars and took care of his emotionally abusive wife, even when he could barely stand with aid. He crippled himself and ruined his reputation for love. His capacity for love fills him to the brim and I adore it.

Final point is: you mentioned his story arc, and he has many? It twists and turns a LOT. So far I’ve focused on elements but I think my favourite arc (and it’s HARD to pin down) is the bits with him and August in s1. And you might be thinking “Bella, that is a weird fucking choice” but hear me out. With August he faces what he’s feared for so long: that his son hates him enough to try and murder him. And he takes that wholeheartedly, actually goes to therapy for it, and approaches who he thinks is his son and delivers a heartbreakingly emotional speech. And even when he realises August isn’t Bae, after their little dispute, he reunites August with his father cause at the end of the day, Rumple is always going to be papa and he can’t stand to see lost children screaming out for their parents, whether that’s actually screaming out or a haunting look in their eyes. That moment of kindness? In the shop when he invites August in and Marco is there? He didn’t have to do that, but he did it anyway. Why? Because Rumple is a good man. He saw a lost child and it reminded him of his son, and isn’t that the point? Neal is his driving point. He is what makes Rumple good.

(Bonus arcs for your consideration: ALL of Skin Deep, the Neverland arc is hauntingly beautiful. And we get Goldstiltskin. Beauty in s7, oh- and that one moment where Rumple says to Emma “please, he’s my son” in s6 about Gideon. Heart wrenching. When he faces his mother and says the world is dangerous because of villains like her and himself- the tone in his voice and the look on his face!! I die inside. And finally, and this is more of a funny bit than a ‘deep’ bit, but that one scene in Underbrooke where he introduces Milah and Emma to each other always cracks me up.)

@martianbugsbunny thank you so much for the ask!! What are your fave elements in rumples story arcs?

[createbellatheartist]

hello everyone sorry if i haven’t been drawing a lot of skeletons and digital art for some reason i can’t seem to draw skeletons a lot but i will try ^^ so sorry if you see humans and if you’re only here for skeletons i am terribly sorry 😅😅 i just need some more time if that’s ok

[legally-a-bastard]

have you ever had someone take your synovial fluid and use it for their smoothie.

if not,

would you fucking like to?

[bellasbarginart]

So…Tuca and Bertie’s been cancelled again. I was wondering what would arise with all the controversy. I am a bit sad, I definitely wish there’ll be more seasons.

But, if this is the end of the show, I will never forget it. I won’t forget how it helped me pursue getting another therapist, or how Tuca’s relationship with Kara showed me how toxic my relationship with my ex was. How it helped me with processing the end of said relationship and moving on. It’s a wonderful little show that has its flaws, sure. But it’s one of my favorite comfort shows. Ever.

Sorry for the stupid little sappy post, I just thought I would share my thoughts in case the show is cancelled for good. Who knows, this may be outdated in a few months, or maybe not. *shrugs*

[legally-a-bastard]

Yes it’s cool but it’s kinda not that new, actually

The scientists were INVITED there, to see the snake, by the Waorani natives of Ecuador. That’s important and we should not let that fact be ignored. They literally would not have seen the snake at all if it wasn’t for the Waorani inviting them there.

The type of snake, northern green anaconda, is also already known very well about for quite a while.

it’s ‘new’, though, because it’s only just recently that they were able to determine it distinct enough genetically to be it’s own species.

hi do y'all mind if i misuse this blog entirely for a second. idk why i'm asking i don't actually care they found a new snake it's a New Snake we didn't know about this snake before!!!!

[whyisntketchupasmoothie]

SHIT TAYLORSWIFT.COM IS DOWN

[dlwrish]

[createbellatheartist]

what if there was a sans with knifes as hands or some weapon object as hands like how Bakugo in mha super suit is

[heartbellabella]

I like how you have to clarify that walking the plank and burning are usually fatal, like yeah, you’re probably gonna die, but there’s a margin of error here.

The fact that the VKs were ready to straight-up murder Bridget (walking the plank is usually fatal and burning someone to a crisp usually kills them) over a genuine mistake is so funny.

[legally-a-bastard]

wrote verse about my dermatillomania.

what dermatillomania is:

[tunjevina]

‘pretty’ isn’t enough. i want to be ethereal. i want to be angelic and otherworldly beautiful.

[dreamingawayyour1ife]

⊹˚.⁺˖Bella Swan˚.⁺˖ ࣪⊹

[heartbellabella]

I will say, I kind of have this ability too? I get like it sometimes, with vague feelings of ‘oh I’ve dreamed this,’ but the first time I actually started noticing it was when I predicted going to a concert, and exactly what the performers did at the concert, when I had no idea that a. I would be going to the concert, b. What the performers did at that concert, and c. That I would even sit where I did at the concert. I hope not to loose this ability because it’s kinda cool.

you know what I love that the one consistent moral lesson of the horror film genre is "you didn't listen to your kids when they fucking told you what was happening and for that you are going to die"

[eclipse-coqu]