#Becky Allen

[mybrainvoid]

To any suicidal followers I may have: This is a sign to not kill yourself. You are loved and the world is special because you are in it. Keep holding on.

-PLEASE REBLOG THIS YOU MAYBE ARE SAVING SOMEONES LIFE

You are special and amazing , If you need to talk or some help send me a dm and I will talk to you.

[coco6420]

solitaire: Becky sighs. "Jesus. Can't any teenager be sad and like, not be compared to that book?"

no.

[pessimisticbreadslice]

Halloween sillies

[sunflowerim]

some lines from Solitaire that just hit too close to home

“Tori,” says Becky, “you look a little bit like you want to kill yourself.”

I deflate into a chair and nod philosophically. “It’s funny because it’s true.”

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My name is Victoria Spring. I think you should know that I make up a lot of stuff in my head and then get sad about it. I like to sleep and I like to blog. I am going to die someday.

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Sometimes I hate people. This is probably very bad for my mental health.

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personally, thinking or talking too much about “boy issues” makes me want to shoot myself in the face.

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I am a vacuum. I am void. I am nothing.

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THE FIRST THING I do when I get home from school is collapse onto my bed and turn on my laptop. This happens every single day. If I’m not at school, you can guarantee that my laptop will be somewhere within a two-meter radius of my heart. My laptop is my soul mate.

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(charlie to tori): “You like to act as if you care about nothing, and if you carry on like that, then you’re going to drown in the abyss you have imagined for yourself.”

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I instantly wish I’d just shut up. I always do this thing where I accidentally say self-deprecating stuff that makes other people feel really awkward, especially when it’s true.

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I really don’t do anything unless I actually want to do it. And most of the time I don’t want to do anything at all

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One day I’m going to forget how to wake up.

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Smoking is so pointless. The only reason I can think of for smoking is if you want to die. I don’t know. Maybe they all want to die.

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When you watch a film, you’re sort of an outsider looking in. With a book—you’re right there. You are inside. You are the main character.

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You think you’ve met bad people, and then you meet people who are worse.

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I don’t want people to be worried about me. There’s nothing to worry about. I don’t want people to try and understand why I am the way I am, because I should be the first person to understand that. And I don’t understand yet. I don’t want people to interfere. I don’t want people in my head, picking out this and that, permanently picking up the broken pieces of me.

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We’re so used to disaster that we accept it. We think we deserve it.

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Did you have a bad day?”

“Yes. Always.”

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Nobody is honest; nobody is real. You can’t trust anyone or anything. Emotions are humanity’s fatal disease. And we’re all dying.

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I haven’t ever known what I wanted out of life. Until now. I sort of want to be dead.

Tori's pov really is something.

[purpletrashcans]

thinking about how Becky had the audacity to say that she had nothing to apologize for after continuing to date the dude who she knows beat up her best friend's little brother

[bunzisntnormal]

solitaire day :D!!

[cynic-says-stuff]

The way Becky—the normally fashionable and put together teenager—rushes to school at 6 in the morning with no makeup, her hair in a messy bun, and in Superman pyjamas just for Tori. The way she admits to be “putting on a smile” for her friends to seem “normal”. The way Tori finally realizes that perhaps Becky is as deranged as she is. That perhaps they aren’t so different after all, and that her best friend is willing to do anything for her.

[pickledsprite]

February 4th…

It’s solitaire’s death and sprolden kiss day guys🤗🤗

[girlythreat]

Becky ALLEN. 💜. (My 2 artstyles are FIGHTING)

[juicylipsperson]

(I'm gonna cry if someone picks ben)

[pessimisticbreadslice]

✨️✨️

[saevity]

Hi! I ADORE your osemanverse art. Have you read the short stories on Alice Oseman’s website? I just read party girls and was wondering if you’d draw Becky and Raine. 🥰

thank you!!!! oh my god becky and raine...... i have drawn them in the past, but that was literally ages (i think 6 years now) ago, so here is a small updated doodle just for you <3 i will love those party girls forever

[sunflowerim]

Michael: You’re magical, Tori.

Tori: You’re the one who can ice-skate. That’s the closest thing to flying a human can do without a vehicle.

M:

T: You can fly, Michael.

M:

T: What?

M: I can fly.

T: You can fly.

M: No one’s ever . . .

T:

M: I’d better meet you at Hogwarts then.

T: Or Neverland.

M: Or both.

T: Or both.

Solitaire, Alice Oseman.

[aliceinaslyum]

Why have I never seen ANYONE talking about the "Time Vortex" chapter of Radio Silence. They were possibly talking about Charlie when they said, "Everyone thought the boys' school rep was going to get into Cambridge." No. And everyone was like, "Wow, of course he's going in" for a long time". THEY WERE TALKING ABOUT CHARLIE! And the best thing is that a few minutes later Frances talks to Becky. That's right, Rebecca Allen. Tori Spring's best friend. And she even mentions Tori without saying her name, but you realize she was talking about Victoria Spring because Tori actually said that in Solitaire to Becky. Why doesn't anyone talk about this incredible chapter?!?

[adogcalledbooster]

It Is February 4th motherf-ers

it’s Solitaire day today!! Happy solitaire day everyone. DONT burn down your school xoxo

[ilianazzzfanofblogs]

Sooo underrated! I love them sm 🫶