#Because I'll forget this in the morning
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close enough welcome back distorted yan
(I LOVE CANTO 6 I LOVE CANTO 6 I LOVE CANTO 6)
#finished it this morning it the ending was so fucking good. on time killing time rn and it's very fun#i loved the foreshadowing throughout the canto#like how nelly introducing the mirror to cathy early on and nelly burning the letters was also hinted at before the reveal#felt so smart once that was revealed#illiterate limbus player? could not be me i love reading#also really enjoyed how verg joining us and his conversations during him fighting off the pecculata were callbacks to leviathan#also the whole eyes of a friend who ∆∆∆∆ (i dont have blank textboxes work with me here) and the whole blood powers thing?#his friend was def a bloodfiend#also I'll be a nelly defender i wish she got more time in the story but based on what she said her actions were perfectly understandable#elftisms#project moon#canto vi spoilers#canto 6 spoilers#limbus company spoilers#canto vi#limbus company#OH YEAH#library of ruina spoilers#do not want to forget that if i got spoiled on yan when i was playing ruina I'd be pissed#also fun fact. i struggled so hard on the yan fight for a hot minute because for some reason my dumbass didn't think i could redirect#the hand buffs. figured it out though. eventually. I'm not bad at video games i promise
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ok gn
#rmemeber how i was talking about how engineering was easy#ts did not work out for me bro it's 1230 am rn BECAUSE I WAS MAKING TECHNICAL DRAWINGS FOR MY FINAL.#i lowkeyy have another final to do but the teacher is chill and probably gasn't tried to grade yet#AND there's no due date on classroom so i have plausible deniability (i'm always exhibiting Symptoms in class so i probably would forget)#anyway tomorrow is gonna be fun i'm getting boba for me and my friends at school#even tho i have to deal with morning rush hour traffic i'll live
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Every night I think about how I would write a story based on AVPM but completely independent from Harry Potter
#i'll probably never do it because i'm already writing something else#and i usually forget all my ideas in the morning#before they come back the next night#oh how i love imagining the avpm characters in other universes#it makes me happy#idk i'm just scared of discourse#sorry for having a whole monologue in the tags#starkid#a very potter musical#avpm
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Oh yeah!! Before I forget, I want to say Feliz Navidad a todos que van a celebrarlo hoy (el 24)!! ^^
#I'll say it in the morning but just in case I forget then here's my little message thing :D#Also I say the 24 because I know some people celebrate it then (including myself).#I don't know if it's a Salvadorian thing or a family thing but if it isn't then ^^
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Does it make u feel bad if your husband is thirsting over the other girl's pussy ? the girl you both are hooking up with
why would I get jealous when I'm thirsty over her pussy too. It's like if he got jealous over me thirsting over other women
For every compliment he gives her, he gets me twice as many. If I call he will drop her like she didn't exist, I am always his top priority in and out of the bedroom
He makes his affections for me more than known. While he fucks them he worships me. I feel like a goddess in his eyes and always has, I'm his whole world, his reason for waking up and going to work in the morning
The basic lust he feels for someone else is always fleeting and will never stand up to the emotional, mental and even physical connection him and I have
#fey’s rambles#he has also told me being inside someone else reminds him how much better I am#so nah not really worried#even his buddies will tell#me about them checking out women together and he will say “my girl is hotter” because I'm his standard for the most beautiful woman he#could ever find#this morning he was so sweet told me no other women could make him loose his train of thought and go blank with just by existing cause he#gets overwhelmed by his love and admiration for how beautiful he finds me for me that he forgets what he is saying#I could go on but I'll stop rambling lol
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Oh worm I forgot to update wreck my plans again, didn't I?
#I'll do it in the morning#me telling myself i don't need to add reminder to do it on Wednesday because I'll remember#then forget and still not put in a reminder for the next week
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Anyway since I can't send an ask because of character limit and I gave up after trying to write it three different ways and it not working, I'll just. Idk write a short vague post back? I'm assuming a vague for a vague is fair (don't worry I don't want to be mean I just have no other way of navigating this situation.) Since I'm exhausted & but want to at least express my view of it.
Idk just on the off chance they see this or one of our shared mutuals shows them or something. My "weak subtext" post had absolutely nothing to do with Adam Warlock, I didn't even remember that I reblogged that poll before making my post. I had seen like six other polls after the Adam one, bc I was actively looking through the blog, that did the exact thing my post was about, the blogrunner (who shall remain anonymous) had Pointed Out in private that it was happening and gave several examples & it was distressing them so I checked the blog myself and commented on it, which was why I made the post. Not the Adam poll in particular which I didn't remember and wasn't thinking about. I do not know enough about Adam to say anything about either the text or the subtext or anything, so I just. Wouldn't? It really baffled me that it was read that way.
Anyway. Farewell beloved mutual we barely knew ye...
#txt#the “people doing that across multiple polls” thing was also why I left the “annoying notes” tag#it just happened to be on the Adam poll because I like Miles and it was ine of the first ones on the blog#I didn't even process that people wouldn't have the background context & would read it as being Very Mean to Adam Fans in particular#But honestly I should have & that's on me & I deleted the post for that reason#Anyway I have NO BEEF with Adam fans and don't know enough about him to make any posts about him#It's just VERY STRANGE to me that this happened like I didn't even think about Adam I was just blogging 😭#I wish they had like asked me for clarification or something like I'm a dumbass and oftentimes an asshole by accident.#And I get misinterpreted A LOTTTTT but I never know how to KEEP IT FROM HAPPENING#and idk. I don't like being misinterpreted & I especially don't like being vagued over misinterpretation so I feel weird about it ):#Especially from a mutual that I liked? But. I'll forget about all this in the morning.#I mean I could also just. Reblog their vague and respond to it maybe#But idk I feel like that's a Lot because I don't want to out them to my followers as Having Vagued Me#I just would LIKE to address it privately but the only way to do that is via ask but it would be too long if I'm being serious about it#And tumblr's ask limit is like 500 fucking characters or something. Idk I tried figuring out the character limit andnit cut it off after#the FIRST PART#It would have taken like 7 fucking messages to send the whole explanation#And I don't want to swamp their ask box#The only reason the explanation is so short here is because I wrote it out in an exhausted Whatever tone that clips some of the explanation#short. Which I don't think would go over well when trying to explain a misunderstanding to someone who is mad at me enough to vague me#anyway here's your reminder that you can have conversations with people instead of jumping to conclusions 😔#I mean I'm not mad and I understand retroactively why the misunderstanding happened#but also if they had even like PM'd me like “Hey if your post was about Adam I disagree bc xyz” and I would have responded like#“Oh my post wasn't about Adam at all and I didn't even realise it seemed like that sorry”#or hell if they'd even anon'd me about it#Like I'm... actually not a mean person... I'm not going to verbally assault someone for interacting with me in good faith...
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sometimes i like to think how all these stories you write are made in your head. Especially now when I'm personally aquainted with the story making process. You're on long car/bus ride and you think about that dialogue. You're drinking tea when perfect prompt strikes you. You're in shower letting your thoughts wander and you came with a new scenario without even knowing how. Then you post about being halfway done with your story and I think about all the ways it's getting finished, in your mind.
this is 100% accurate - I wish I lived in a place with trains because I can get lost in my thoughts but also write them down so I don't forget them. Instead, i have to literally pull over or jot them down at stop lights (not safe)
normally if I post something I'm working on as a sneak peek, I'm *struggling* with how I want it to end ... those have a higher chance of turning into unfinished WIPS than anything else. I'm glad the last one didn't!
#hazelmail#coffee elixir#the writing process is funny like that huh#and writers are almost always lost in thought about whats going on in their story or their chapter#we don't stop thinking about that stuff#i go to sleep thinking about my next story#and sometimes I have to get up in the middle of the night to write something down because I KNOW I'll forget it in the morning#that's one of my biggest pet peeves
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sighs. okay tmi posting sorry guys
#lunar bunny chatter#my horniness has been fluctuating the last day or so and it's definitely because of my period. this morning was crazy#i went to some DMs to listen to an audio message i got and i just died again and thought about some stuff which led me back onto tumblr#and i just went to look at some text posts and now that i look back. dude i have such an atrocious daddy/mommy kink it's actually funny#i mean. i really like the idea of being an appealing figure and my criteria for who i call daddy is so specific. there's just two people#that fall into that category but i don't like the other person as much as the other one. hi sorry for being gay i need this off of my chest#also hanging out with some friends and im so bad at comebacks and all that. how the fuck am i gonna top without stuttering and fumbling#and forgetting words.... that's my biggest worry. it doesn't help that i get super chatty when nervous but maybe i can work it in my favor#i wanna try out the title stuff just to test the waters before going absolutely ham. maybe as a cute joke i'll go “oh sure w/e u say daddy”#“lol haha” but it just seems real fun. i think it's hot too but. yeah it's a lot to unpack ahaha.#i still have a lot of guilt for talking dirty and being more brave when talking but that's just because i always felt like i didn't have...#the right to explore that especially when a lot of people i knew back then thought of me as “pure and innocent girl” and like. yeah fuck no#this was a really meandering ramble but my point: “daddy hot mommy hot i wanna explore that and im also nervous about stuff”#i do genuinely enjoy when i get in the mood though especially with someone i trust and like. click with? i hope that isn't too much to say#but it feels very natural and i don't have to force or hide anything. i just need a bit more confidence ahaha#that's all the rambling i got in me im gonna listen to some classic music from latin artists because im silly and mildly sentimental rn.
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For anyone curious, here's my Mountain View song manifestation list:
"From Now On We Are Enemies"
Fourth Of July
w.a.m.s.
Tiffany Blews
27
West Coast Smoker
Sunshine Riptide
Flu Game
#I'm going to bed now lol#seriously though if any of these songs end up as the piano or 8 Ball I will ascend#yeah these are my top hopes#might be forgetting something because I am on painkillers and very loopy lol#I'll check again in the morning and maybe amend this#ashley rambles
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call me pretty by elliotly is sooooo it's such a jasico song. it's so themcore. logically speaking it'd be from nico but i am dedicated to making everything about jason so it's from jason's pov.
#i miss my hands on your back grabbing at your shoulder blades for dear life / i'm scared if i close my eyes you won't be there#in the morning / we are perfect‚ will we crack? pressing my thumb on your knuckles for dear life / i'm scared if i close my eyes#i won't be there in the morning / tell me you'll be there#← ????? IS THAT NOT JASICOCORE#that's literally nico being terrified of jason leaving him because he's broken while also being afraid of vanishing into shadow#alternatively (and the one i prefer) jason being scared of nico running off on his own while also being afraid of his imminent death#and hoping nico will at least be there for him when he reaches the underworld#like are you KIDDING me#plus yk#call me pretty‚ not my name / what can i say? you're to blame / your hands‚ your face / wrap me in lace / call me yours‚ i'll call you mine#/ tracing flowers down my spine / make me a god / you're fanged and clawed / am i sunshine in your arms? / hold me to the light#like a pressed rose / call me pretty‚ not my name / they'll forget it all the same / so what's the shame in calling me pretty?#← also pretty themcore. again i am a Jason Enjoyer and a nico being-fine-with-er so i'm making it jason specifically#but it does defo fit nico more. i just don't care#sorry folks i am only interested in nico so far as it concerns my boy. my bad#sorry about all the tags rip#allfatherly guidance
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WHY ARE WE CALLING IT BALD??????????????
WHY AM I BALD NOW?????
#I have a couple pieces of jewelry I wear#but im forgetful#and usually in a hurry in the mornings#I also dont wear any on Monday because I have my viola lessons and if some can get uncomfy#but when I remember I like to wear my mjolnir#and my four horsemen bracelet#(I have three friends and we each have a bracelet of a different horseman. I'm war bc im cool and sexy like that)#sometimes if im feeling like being fancy I'll wear my fae ear cuffs#those from my otherkin sideblog know lol
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ough.... i think i conked myself up these past few days trying to get chapter 3 done bc last night i was like "ill just sleep and take a break the couple days" had to cancel plans to hang out with a few relatives today since i wasn't feeling good, slept for 5 hours straight and now just violently hurled into the toilet. im just like eddie from hit game silent hill 2.....
#gu6chan's musings#somehow it feels good to work myself into illness with translation again 😭 the last time i really did was like... one or two points in 1.3?#i remember the first so clearly because i had gotten REALLY sick between the cold weather and spending so much time on Little Sister that it#destroyed my sleep schedule so my fever started setting in around the time i started work on the truly diseased#by the time i had it finished i was absolutely WRECKED with fever; writing the ending at 4-3 in the morning and wanting to pass out 😭#I'll NEVER forget that; especially whenever i look at TTD's ending lmaoooo#istg i was struggling so hard to stay focused i was RIGHT in the middle of the siege of the village till the end and wondering if i was#hallucinating half of it LMAOOOOOO#it was so nice staying up till 5 just to discuss and see my buddies reactions dbdhfjjd 2021 was a good year i think#anyways; i was planning on taking a break right after ch3 since I still have a bit more time before it's due but it looks like i was still a#bit too late 😭 wish me luck!!!!!
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Dog tripped pretty hard while playing this morning (we play with a ball in the parking lot if the weather is too gross for her to want to go on a walk), and I get home today to find her not even standing on her front left leg. She's been given pain/anti-inflamatory medicine, but I had to carry her ass (65lbs) down the stairs, so we're just hanging in the living room today. I've only gone upstairs to shower, and she didn't listen to me telling her to stay downstairs and that's lame of her, but I can't let her do that again. Might even sleep on the couch so she doesn't feel pressured to walk upstairs with me.
#old dog#i feel so bad. when she fell this morning she kept playing like she was fine. she's not fine.#like. nothing is broken. her wrist is just a little tender. I'm assuming it's a sprain.#but if it doesn't get better here in a day or so I'll have to take her to the vet to make sure it's nothing more serious#we both forget that she can't play too long any more. she was always the sort of dog who could run forever and be fine.#and i don't know if she forgets her limits because she's stubborn or because she's losing her mind a little#but i forget that i can only toss the ball like 5 times before she's done because she wants to keep playing#and then she hurts herself and will limp for days#like. it's finally stopped raining. i was planning on taking her on a decent walk today.#she's been stuck inside for days. like. she'd rather hold her piss for a full day than go out in the rain (i make her go out tho)#and there's finally a chance to walk and she's injured#it's starting to get dark already so i know she'll ask to go on a walk sometime soon. unless she feel like total shit.
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literally any romance trope is made better with monsters but unrequited romance specifically... gets me
#unrequited love usually annoys me because the hints the author lays out are either too obvious or not explained away in a realistic way#which makes me think the mc is an idiot and thus i begin to hate them#but like. i love monster biology. i love making up monster behavioral traits and culture and like. mating rituals#and if your friend is a spooky little guy and he's acting weird around you it's kind of like... he's always weird? he'a a monster#specifically i like it when monsters have like. mildly weird fetishes. like for collarbones or smells or whatever#so like if spooky daniel excuses himself from the room when i come in from my morning run i'm not gonna think#'oh he's totes jacking it to how sweaty i smell rn'#i'm thinking 'aw :( he's got a sensitive nose i forgot i must REEK to him rn'#and if i wear an over-the-shoulder top and he keeps glancing at my newly exposed area i'm not thinking#'oh he must instinctively see this as me baring my neck like a deer or perhaps a rabbit'#no!!! i'm either thinking 'lol prude' or 'well yeah i basically never wear this kind of shirt'#'it's like when you're trying not to stare at a woman's cleavage or smth'#or im not even noticing!!!#if some of my clothes disappear i'm not thinking 'ah yes for his nest of items which smell like me for his goon cave'#i'm either not noticing or assuming i misplaced them!!! a bitch is forgetful#if there is Mysterious Ooze i am simply not asking. i am looking away. unless it is actively Nasty i am simply Not Asking#if he's particularly excited when our plans get cancelled and we get to stay home im not thinking#'ah yes he's keeping me contained to my den just like the tasmanian devil' (look it up)#shit i'm excited too!!! i hate plans let's make macaroni and watch professional wrestling#if he suddenly hates all men in my life okay i'm concerned. what the fuck did they do. what the fuck did YOU do.#if he's just slightly pissier than usual then yeah i get that the guys at work suck ass#if he's giving me gifts i feel awkward about it but if it's just like a shiny rock that shit's going on the mantel#if it's food fuck it i'll fuck the guy myself#love monster cultures but i hate it when they make monsters assume their cultural way of expressing love is the norm#and then they're just like 'we're dating now and i will say NOTHING ELSE ABOUT IT'#like yeah have the guy express love through his culture but i think it's cuter#if he does it that way specifically so it goes unnoticed#like 'i can never be rejected if they don't know there's something to reject'#'i get to shower you with affection which you understand in some type of way AND i never have to face the mortifying idea of being alone'#monsterfucking
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#I am Not ready for this exam I don't remember any of the formulas except perhaps the one for the mean#I don't know why I would use any test instead of any other or if I do I know I'll panic and forget#I don't even care about the grade. I'll gladly take an 18 I just want to pass this exam but if I'm terrified I won't#because it's math adjacent and that means the moment I get slightly anxious I'll forget everything I know#omI'm not even halfway through the formulas I'm supposed to know like the back of my hand and the exam is tomorrow morning#maybe I should have worried a bit more. goddammit#personal
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