#Baxter Ward x Reader
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Two times you almost slept with Baxter and one time you did (hey-o)
Takes place during Step 3. As a Very Normal Person who thinks about this game in a normal way, I have been torn about how intimate MC and Baxter get if you do the romance route with him. Because our guy is such a flirt, but then no follow through? Suspicious.
So here's a possible scenario for all of that. Definitely not smut, but it's a little spicy!
The first time it almost happened was in Baxter's condo on a random Wednesday afternoon. You didn't have to work, Cove did and Baxter was, as he always liked to remind you, flexible, so you were sitting together on his couch, watching a movie.
The thing was that you'd never watched a movie with Baxter before, so you didn't know how bad he was at it. He was more concerned with making a cute little commentary than following the plot, and while it was cute -- it was Baxter, after all -- at a certain point you didn't know what was going on.
So you chose to pass the time in a different way.
Right after he cracked another lame joke and turned to give you a smirk, you met his lips with a kiss instead. It took him a moment to react as it usually did when you kissed him, but he got the hang of it before too long.
It started out a little slow and awkward -- you hadn't had had too many long kisses at this point, mostly more chaste pecks here and there -- but soon it was a full blown makeout session. You slipped your fingers through his hair and you felt a little sigh against your mouth. He was having fun.
Things got more intense, and you suddenly found his hand on the back of your thigh. Before you could say anything, he gripped it firmly and pulled you up so you were straddling his lap.
"This is new," you said, looking down at him nervously.
"It is," he agreed, the normal bravado in his voice replaced by a sort of excited uncertainty. "Is this all right?"
In response, you kissed him again and settled into the position. This way, you could feel just how much fun he was having. It was exciting.
Feeling a wave of boldness, you leaned back and took your shirt off. He gazed at your body openly, and with a tenderness you weren't expecting, his raised his hands off your hips to stroke your back.
You let out a low moan, and there it was -- that smirk that had been missing. Still with the same gentleness as before, he started placing soft kisses along your collarbone, moving lower down your chest.
While his mouth and hands were occupied elsewhere, you made quick work of the buttons of his shirt, and soon you slipped it off his shoulders and threw it behind you, then went in for another kiss, pressing your skin together.
After a nice little while of this, he leaned back again and found your eyes.
"Are you sure?" he asked.
"Yes," you told him plainly, not leaving anything up for interpretation.
You kissed for a while longer, then you felt his hand on your stomach. He held it there for just a moment, then started moving it lower. You felt his fingers move between the waistband of your shorts and your skin, and they worked their way lower and lower ...
All at once, you felt his body tense under yours, and he snatched his hand back like he'd been burnt. He gripped your shoulders and guided you off of him so you were sitting by his side again.
"Perhaps we should slow it down a bit, don't you agree?" he asked, an unmistakable shakiness to his voice.
"Sure, if that's what you want."
You both silently found the clothing you'd lost then started watching the movie again. He didn't have any cute comments this time around.
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The second time was in your room. Your moms and Liz were out for the day, so you had the place to yourself. You'd been texting Baxter, spending a lazy day in your room, before finally just asking him to come over and hang out.
He'd only been in your room once or twice before, and he treated it like a museum exhibit. He was studying you.
"What's this?" he asked, pointing to a shelf.
He'd spotted your seashell collection, and you told him as much.
"I used to know all the scientific names and everything," you said, moving to stand beside him so you could look at your little display.
"Used to?" he questioned, cocking an eyebrow.
"Used to and still can," you corrected yourself, laughing.
"Tell me about them?"
You laughed more, then snuck a glance at him. He was smiling too, but it was a sincere request. So you did.
You told him not only the scientific facts you knew about your shells, but the memories you had of when you'd found them. You showed him the big orange one you'd found with Liz when you were little, and the pretty little pink one you and Cove had come across after he'd moved to town.
Maybe it was your impressive show of knowledge, or maybe the fondness in your voice as you spoke about all these people and places and things that were important to you, or maybe it was just that you cared enough to share any of it with him, but when you were done he wrapped his arms around you tightly and buried his face in the crook between your neck and shoulder.
You held him back, and then his lips found yours.
Usually you were the one who took the initiative for any sort of physical affection, but this time he led you to your bed, and you felt almost a sort of neediness in how he moved against you. After the back of your knees bumped against your mattress, he laid you down and climbed on top of you, situating his body between your legs and lowering himself to kiss you again.
This time, he let himself explore your body with his hands, and you gladly let him. Your shirts ended up tossed aside again, but this time he took your shorts off, too. Whether it was on your mouth, your neck, your chest or, for a few tantalizing moments, even lower, his never let his lips leave you for long.
It felt like he was desperate to be as close to you as he possibly could. Which was fine -- you were desperate too.
He looped his thumbs under the sides of your underwear, bunching them up in his hands and landing a kiss on your hip. You shuddered and moaned, saying his name, and that seemed to break whatever spell he'd let himself fall under.
Baxter sat up on his knees and looked off to the side, a mix of emotions clear on his face. You couldn't pick them all out, but you could tell he was cutting your encounter short again.
"What's wrong?" you asked.
"Nothing," he said quickly. "It just seems like maybe this isn't the best venue for ... this," he gestured to your partially unclothed bodies.
"Nobody's going to be home for a while," you assured him. You grabbed his hands and tried to guide him back down to you, but he kissed yours and let them go. He climbed gracefully over your leg and sat beside you on your bed.
"Perhaps we --" he began, but you cut him off.
"Perhaps you can tell me why you're doing this again."
He finally met your eyes. He looked confused.
"This time and before, at your place," you told him. "We started fooling around and you stopped it both times. I thought you just weren't ready the first time, but this time you started it and then ... I don't get it. Is it something I'm doing?"
"No, not at all," he said, moving closer to you. You were upset, and he didn't like that it was because of something he'd done. "You're doing everything perfectly. Don't worry about that, please."
"Then what?"
He considered things for a moment, then looked at you again. Before he began speaking, he laid down beside you and placed a careful arm around you.
"It's just that I so deeply don't want you to regret this," Baxter said softly, absentmindedly making shapes with his fingers on your side. "Any of this. We haven't known each other for very long, and it won't be very much longer before I'm gone. I don't want you to move too quickly and then look back on our summer together and wish you'd done things differently. I'm afraid that would break my heart."
He didn't look at you through any of this, but when he was done he glanced up and gave you a tight smile.
"I wouldn't," you said firmly. "i won't. I promise."
You could tell that he wasn't convinced, but at least he let himself stay there with you like that for a while. He kept stroking idly along your stomach, moving his head to rest on your shoulder. Eventually you both fell asleep.
It wasn't the sort of intimacy you'd thought you'd get, but it certainly wasn't unwelcome.
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The third time ... well, as they say, the third time's the charm.
It was nearly the end of summer, about a week after Miranda's birthday party and your impromptu Summer Soiree. You hadn't been able to stop thinking about how sweet Baxter's reaction to the whole thing was or how much he'd loved being able to have a proper dance, so you'd decided to set up another little party for him.
This time, the guest list was even smaller.
You'd asked Baxter if he could hang out that night, and he agreed -- he always put you above any and all other plans, and you knew it. So you gathered some supplies from your house and headed down to the beach.
As the sun set, you laid out a blanket on the sand, then pulled out your phone and set up a little speaker that went with it. You had a few candles you'd swiped from around the house that you lit, hoping the wind wouldn't blow them out at least until Baxter got the full effect. You'd also brought some snacks that you placed on the blanket as well, but you were pretty sure you knew what he would want to do when he got there.
And you were right.
You sent a text, asking Baxter to meet you at the beach, and he promptly let you know he was on his way. Then you pulled up a playlist you'd compiled -- some more traditional ballroom dancing tunes and some slow songs you just liked -- and began playing it. The sound quality wasn't great, but you didn't think it would matter. You smoothed out your clothes, a little fancier than what you'd normally wear here, and waited.
When you saw him approaching, you smiled at him. He paused, taking it all in, then gave you what may have been the most tender look you'd ever seen a person make.
"What's all this?" he asked when he got to you.
"Summer Soiree, Part Two, The Reckoning," you answered, gesturing to your little spread. His face was filled with wonder at the scene, and when you held your hand up in a wordless invitation to dance, he positively beamed.
You danced together as the moon appeared over the water. He held you close, your hand in his clasped firmly to his chest. You stayed like that for a while, swaying back and forth in a cozy little silence, before Baxter spoke.
"I'm not quite sure what I did to deserve such a marvelous dance partner this summer, but sincerely, thank you for this. It means a great deal, more than I can say," he said.
"You're worth it," you told him. You moved your hand off his shoulder to ruffle his hair, and he nearly purred.
"I won't forget a moment of this, any of this," he went on. "When I'm old and grey -- properly grey -- I'll look back on the summer I spent in Sunset Bird with the utmost fondness." He paused, looking at you deeply, and added, "I won't forget you. Not ever."
You rolled your eyes affectionately at the monochrome joke, then said, "Of course you won't forget me. How could you?"
You shared a smile, then you leaned in for a kiss.
By that point in the summer, you knew that you liked Baxter, so much, and that you wanted him. It didn't matter that this was essentially a fling and that he would be leaving soon -- he was here now, and after all you'd shared with each other over the past few months, you wanted him to know that someone cared for him, that he could be appreciated and doted on and even loved. You wanted to show him.
"Can we go back to your place?" you asked, willing him to understand what you meant and to trust that you knew what was best for yourself.
He searched your eyes for a moment, and you didn't look away. He swallowed, then nodded.
You packed up your things together and he carried your bag as you walked back to the neighborhood hand in hand. When you made it through the doorway of his condo, he put your things down carefully, then turned to you.
Personally, you were done with being careful.
You crashed into him, pulling him around you, and after just a short moment of hesitation, he met your intensity. He kissed you hard, your teeth almost clanking together, but you didn't mind -- you wanted him to finally let loose.
And he did.
Both of you were down to your underwear by the time he'd led you to his bedroom, and before you got in bed, he'd removed the final layers. You were naked together for the first time, but you couldn't stop kissing each other to get a proper look.
"You're absolutely sure?" he asked breathlessly, forcing his hands to stop roaming you body until he could get your answer.
"Absolutely," you answered.
This time, that was enough for him.
You spent the night together, wrapped up in each other. Baxter was sometimes sweet and gentle, sometimes a bit rougher, but for once, all his hesitation was gone. He wanted you just as badly as you'd wanted him, and he finally let himself have you.
The next morning, you woke up before him -- no surprise there. He had firmly attached himself to you in his sleep, and you felt a bit of dampness by your head that you thought may have been drool, but you didn't care. Not when he looked so cute.
When he finally opened his eyes and saw you beside him, he grinned and snuggled up closer.
"Morning," he said, nearly slurring.
"Good morning. Did you sleep well?"
"Mmm," he hummed happily. He didn't want to greet the day just yet, and that was fine by you.
For the next little while, Baxter dozed next to you, sometimes waking up enough to have a bit of conversation before it fell off again. In the times when you heard a light snoring, you let your mind wander.
You knew he'd made it clear that this relationship was temporary -- that had been established time and time again. You didn't think last night had changed that, you had never lied when you told him that you understood, but as he slept naked beside you, you let yourself think that maybe whatever this was that you'd built this summer was strong enough to last.
Maybe not now, but that was ok. Maybe later, when you'd both solidly found your footing in the adult world. Maybe you could build a closer friendship while he was across the country in college, then you could come back together.
You resolved to talk to him about it when he woke up, but for now, you shut your eyes too and cuddled closer to him, content to laze away the morning in his arms.
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i was gonna hold onto this but.. what better time than now?
DAY THREE — One Night Stand [ baxter ]
tags : NSFW, masc/amab reader, unrequited love, vanilla, underage drinking, reader is bigger/beefier than baxter, unprotected sex, blowjob (baxter receiving), anal, riding, creampie
synposis : this is the last night you'll spend with baxter before he leaves your little hometown for good. you know you can't ask him to stay, but you can at least have a little.. souvenir? for your aching heart before he goes.
[ kinktober '24 masterlist | ao3 ]
“so..” you break the silence, taking the half empty bottle of expensive chardonnay from baxter's loose grip. "this is really your last night here, huh.."
it's not a question, it's a statement. one you didn't want to make and you cringe at how pathetic it sounds.. but all your other ideas about what to say sound desperate as well.
you know why baxter is eager to leave home and go so far away from this tight-knit town. you'd like to think that you're the only one who really knows him, but you know he keeps his oldest skeletons close to his chest.
he only reveals to you the dirty cobwebs and the crawling bugs in his closet. the smaller, but deeper and meaningful things. things that won't ruin him. sometimes he shows you the bigger bugs, things that the adults in his life would scold him for. things his parents pride shield them from.
but he's thrown you a bone sometimes.. when he's had one too many sips from his parents liquor cabinet or when his heart is so heavy the heartbreak has seeped into his bones and weighs him down with lead.
you are close. in some.. weird way..
and so of course you knew he'd been planning to go to college out of state, and of course you knew he'd never look back. of course you knew you were disposable.
he's never said it. but he's always choking on something, something heavier yet so light in weight that it could fly out at any second and shatter you like a bomb through a glass window.
even though he gives you pieces of himself in exchange for pieces of you that you earnestly give to him, you see how far away he is, and you know his smile is false.
you know there is a wall between him and the rest of the world and while you can chip at it as much as you want, you are not getting past it.
baxter a. ward is an anomaly. he is something much greater than you that you cannot touch and you intend to soak up as much of his light as you can.
"yep." baxter pops cooly, leaning back on his elbow on this stupidly long couch. you're pretty sure this couch is the size of your entire bedroom.
he already knows how pathetic you are, especially after such an uncool icebreaker. that's why he says, "don't worry, you'll be fine without me."
you glare at him, him and that stupid smirk on his face.
your stomach is burning, and you can't tell if its the alcohol or your stomach eating itself. you're hungry, and you're going to be sick after tonight.
you take another swig from the bottle, trying not to think about waking up tomorrow. baxter has one foot out the door, and it's making your world dull.
you wipe your lips with the back of your hand, then your neck before the wine drop can stain your shirt.
"of course i'll be fine, asshole." you spit, trying to cover up your fluster but your face feels hot and your voice is thick. "i can finally relax without you dragging me into your schemes and all over town with your rich friends."
you have to admit, you enjoyed spending time with baxter at that fancy dinner his parents dragged him to. you got to see a dazzling side of baxter that you’ve never gotten to see before. if you didn’t think he was crafted by god already, you did then.
he laughs at that, a look in his eye you refuse to place and you let him take the bottle from you, watching him lean his head back to take a drink.
you swallow thickly, fidgeting in your spot on the couch... you hate how far you are, an unusual amount of space between you, but somehow it's not far enough because your heart still pounds.
you push down all your nerves. soon enough.. you'll be further than your heart can handle, the string he has around it will tug with every inch he walks away from you until it's razor tight, your heart small and bleeding.
"what.. what do you really want to do..?"
baxter looks at you, his lips coming off the bottle with a wet pop. he stares at you, waiting, thinking..
"..what do you have in mind?" he prompts, trying to see where this is going.
you crawl across one cushion, than the second.. then, before your tipsy brain can stop you or process your actions, you're leaning over baxter, the chandelier casting a shadow over him with how you lean on the side of the couch, your faces just inches apart...
you can smell his cologne, and you can see every eyelash, and you can see each crease in his plump bottom lip. having him this close while your blood is pumping hot is intoxicating.
your eyes are boring into each other, and you can’t keep yourself from saying every word that pours from your mouth. “maybe.. one last hurrah? with me..?”
baxter stares back at you, and you know you are going to be stuck on him for years to come because your heart only speeds up and your head is swimming as you sink into every detail of those deep brown eyes.
and you're following how his eyes flicker across your face, lowering to what you think is your lips.. and you're watching that signature, lopsided smile return to his face as he looks at you from under those long lashes he uses as a weapon against you daily.
"how forward.. i didn’t think you had it in you” baxter can’t drop his grin, clearly pleased by your implication. he leans back, exposing himself to you. “i’m in your capable hands, y/n.”
you bite your lip, trying to calm down your excitement.
you’ve kissed people before, even got frisky with someone, a miracle in this little town. your little world. but you’ve never kissed baxter. you never really thought you would even if you’ve imagined it and dreamed about you two being helplessly in love.
you feel like your heart is going to bust with the range of emotions you are going through. but you swallow, pushing everything down, forcing yourself to be in the moment instead of cloud nine.
you straddle him, careful about where and how much of your weight you put on him. aside from the fact that you view him as your own little prince, he’s delicate, bruises like a peach and weighs nothing.
“i’ll be gentle.” you mutter, leaning forward to snatch his lips up into an uncoordinated kiss, the alcohol blurring your senses, blending them together.
you truly do not know where baxter starts and you end, you feel like you’re on a cloud and this is the best you’ve felt in weeks since you realized the end of your little crush was imminent.
you’re going to savor tonight. memorize the feel of his lips against yours, wet from the alcohol and soft compared to your drier ones. you’re memorizing the taste of the chardonnay, the way it tastes combined with his spit once his tongue slips past your lips, curling his arms around your neck and curling one of his legs around the back of your knee.
his body is tangling with yours, his lips hot and soft, his tongue invading your mouth. baxter is hot under your hands and pliant to your will. it’s making your head spin and it’s definitely not the wine.
your hands roam across his chest, trying to get a feel of his body through his thin undershirt, the heat of your palms rubbing up and down on his hips pulling a pleased groan from him.
you pull away from his lips, moving down towards his pale neck, running your tongue over his mole before latching onto the skin, sucking and grazing it with your teeth.
baxter claws at your shoulders, shivering. “fuck.. don’t leave a mark there.” he breathes out, his voice a tone of light pleasure that you only dreamed of hearing.
you move further down, pushing his shirt up to his underarms so you can kiss down the length of his stomach, your hands on bare, smooth porcelain skin, reaching for every area of skin and muscle you haven’t been able to map out.
“sorry..” you mumble against his skin, latching your lips onto the skin just under his ribs.
you intend to leave your mark. literally. you have to leave evidence, so that way he cannot forget you that fast. that way he won’t move on the second his plane leaves the ground.
baxter has said before he’s not a long-term kind of guy. so even if you don’t confess your feelings tonight, or ever. at least you can let him go after taking a piece of him, even if he’s taking half of you.
you suck harder, and almost sink your teeth into the skin like an apple, pulling off when baxter goes “ah! y/n!” and pushes against your head.
the hickey is dark, and your stomach swirls with something primal and ancient, a quiet beast sitting in the darkest parts of your body.
“are.. you proud of yourself?” baxter pants, trying to gather his breath. you haven’t really done anything, but you can feel and see how hard he is in his tight jeans and you’re proud of yourself even if he’s scolding you.
you look at him through your lashes, putting on your smuggest grin. “of course i am.”
he rolls his eyes, but his annoyance is clearly falsified when he pops the button on his jeans, and you can’t see it, but he has to bite back a smile at how your eyes are following how he slowly.. tantalizing pulls down his zipper, subconsciously licking your lips in anticipation.
he lifts his hips up a bit, shuffling down his jeans just a pinch but leaving on his boxers. he’s making you work for it and it’s terrible. baxter lays back, all proud and pompous.
it would tick you off if he wasn’t so handsome. but instead, you’re pulling his cock free from his boxers and admiring how pretty it is. the length is a blushing red, average length and girth and curved up in a way you’re sure would feel mind blowing inside of you.
that would have to wait for later though, or maybe never, because you intend to rock baxter’s world tonight and deal with the chilling air in the morning.
you take his length in your hand, stroking his cock just enough to make pre pearl at the tip of his flushed cock and pull shaky sighs and stifled moans from him, but you can tell he aches for more, squirming and gasping when your thumb runs over his head.
“y/n..” baxter groans, his fist curling in your ratty t-shirt of some band you never knew but ma said was popular back in the day.
you know what he wants, and you give in without even thinking about resistance or teasing, licking your lips before wrapping them around his tip, earning you a loud moan that rips from baxter’s throat before he can stop it.
you can’t help how giddy you feel, and you pull off, giving short pumps of your hand around baxter’s weeping cockhead. “you’re sensitive.” you tease, returning your lips to his length and staring at him through your lashes. you’re feeling mischievous and powerful. baxter is making all these pretty sounds that leave a quiet echo in his big, shiny house and you’re eating up his expressions.. the way he tries to hide his blushing face and muffle his moans of pleasure.
seeing baxter like this, having baxter like this under you is driving you up the wall and you’re certain you’re going to be ruined for another week with every kiss you pressed against his skin, and with how your lips and tongue wrap around his length, taking him deeper into your mouth.
“god..” baxter groans, his fingers weakly threading through your hair.
you moan around baxter's length, trying to adjust to the intrusion, closing your eyes and holding onto baxter's thighs for support.
you look up at him through your lashes, making eye contact with him. that must do something for baxter because he mumbles something and throws his head back, his hips bucking and making you gag.
“shit- i'm sorry, sorry..” he gasps out, pushing your hair back with his shaky palm. “please.. move.”
you can't deny such a sweet plea, and so you start pulling off, running your tongue along the underside of his cock and suckling on the tip, pumping what's not in your mouth with your hand before taking more of him down your throat again, hollowing your cheeks and sucking.
“oh my god!” baxter howls, digging his nails into the leather, his back arching.
he props up on his elbows, pushing against your shoulder.
“fuck.. okay that's enough, i'm going to come if you keep doing that..” he pants, all the blood that didn't rush to his dick rushed to his face and you're dazed with how good he looks.
he looks a bit disheveled between the wine and the sex, and goddamn if he doesn't make it look good.
you sit up, wiping the spit off your chin. “what’s wrong with that? do you wanna stop?”
baxter shakes his head, putting his dick back in his underwear and taking his sweater off the arm of the couch.
“no, i just want you to fuck me in my bed.” he purrs, enjoying how wide your eyes must be and how you gap at him, your face feels hot and your dick is throbbing in the confines of your jeans painfully.
he tugs your frozen self off the couch and towards the stairs, and before you can pick your jaw off the floor, you're in baxter’s room and he's pushing you towards the bed, giving you one final shove when the back of your knees hit the mattress.
he shoves his pants down his legs, throwing them somewhere on the floor and starts to rifle through his bedside time.
baxter throws a bottle of lube on the bed, and stands between your legs so he can pull your shirt off, running his hands over your relatively smooth skin.
he moves downward, his hands unbuckling your belt with swiftness and popping the button on your jeans. baxter leans his body into you, his lips so close to yours that they’re brushing together as he speaks.
“i don’t have condoms.. the maid found them and tattled. but you’re clean, right?”
you nod certainly. it’s difficult to be promiscuous in this little place, and everyone knows everyone's business. baxter smiles and steals your lips, pushing you down so you’re flat on the bed.
you grab his hips, bringing them down to grind against you which he follows, circling his hips down on your length, his hands groping your chest and tracing the valleys of your body with his fingertips.
he pushes you towards the pillows, tugging your pants and each of your boxers off along the way, and urges you to just lay there all pretty for him while he preps himself, taking the lube in hand and pushing down his boxers, he gives you a front row seat to all his lewd expressions..
you find yourself gulping thickly when his eyes flutter shut and a quiet “oh god..” falls out of his lips when he sinks one of his slick fingers in, his arm trembling a bit on your shoulder.
you take his cock in your hand, stroking him while he adds in another digit.
“mmn..” baxter moans, and you can see how his wrist moves, scissoring and pumping his fingers in and out of his hole. his head falls on your shoulder, his lips are right under your ear, all his little moans and gasps are falling into your ear like music.
he pants and pulls his fingers out of his hole, pouring extra lube over your cock and sitting back on his knees with shaky legs and a flushed, sweaty face. “that’s good enough..”
he straddles your lap, lining you up with his entrance and enveloping the tip of your cock.
your nails dig into baxter's hips, groaning lowly as he slowly takes more and more of your length inside, his insides hot and wet around you, his hole trying to cling onto every inch if dick that pushes into him..
you're pretty sure the feeling and sight of baxter split open on your cock, blushing cheeks to lure you in and open lips to serenade you with his moans is what heaven looks like.
baxter's butt smacks against your thighs, both of you moaning loudly at the action. baxter's arms tighten around your neck, taking a moment to accommodate your girth before he slowly lifts up his hips, his sweaty chest pressed against yours, increasing the heat between you.
you remove baxter from your neck, pulling him into a messy kiss, holding his jaw as your tongue slides along him, the taste of the cheep beer your friends had snuck earlier washed away with the taste of the wine you drank to irritate baxter's parents as a little goodbye present from their darling son.
somehow it tastes better coming from his mouth, the taste tangled with his spit, the taste of pears and your love for baxter is sharp. it envelopes your chest, just like his hot insides take your cock, his body rocking and bouncing in your lap, kissing you hotly, moaning into your mouth as your hand strokes him in beat with baxter's movements.
your minds are clouded with just the sensation of each others tongues exploring the others mouth, and the sensation that comes with baxter's lips latching onto your neck, sucking and biting at your long neck, mumbling into your skin..
"you.. feel so good.." he gasps, the sound of skin smacking bouncing off the walls of baxter's bedroom.
you grip baxter's hips, planting your feet so you can thrust up into him, trying to make up for baxter's slowing enthusiasm.
baxter groans, his teeth sinking into your shoulder almost painfully but he has the consciousness to let go before he pierces your skin. "i'm.. nhgn- i'm gonna cum." baxter gasps out, the sound so much more vulnerable than you've ever heard from him.
"fuck.. me too." you growl, resting your forehead on baxter’s shoulder as you thrust into him, your grip around his cock tightening, giving his length short pumps before he spills into your hand.
your orgasm follows closely behind him, painting baxter's insides with your sticky seed, wrapping your arms tightly around him..
eventually, you two pull yourselves from the hot, mushy pile of your bodies and share a shower, and by some small miracle, you share the bed for the night, your arms wrapped around him with his back to your chest.
but in the morning, once the golden sunlight comes through the crack of the curtains, you peel yourself out of baxter's bed, only after admiring his sleeping face, and slip into your clothes from the previous night.
you quietly creep down the stairs, hoping no one, or worse, his parents are downstairs to see your walk of shame.
your heart aches, leaving so suddenly. so quietly. but it's a lot easier than watching him leave with it.
#sugar-omi kinktober 24#olba#our life: beginnings & always#smut#baxter ward#baxter ward x reader#baxter ward smut#kinktober#male reader#baxter ward x reader smut#olba baxter
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PROMISE
All Cove wants is to see you happy, and all Baxter wants is to reassure him that he was going to do exactly that.
a/n; takes place some time during step 4 when your friends throw you another surprise party and you're off talking to someone else. i just think the two most important men in mc's life should interact a little more. implied step 3 ending on a bad note.
The twinkle of the fairy lights that hang from every wall of the first floor is mesmerizing. It's simple decoration, easy to put up, easy to get down, but beautiful all the same. The soft glow it emits puts Baxter at ease; even more so when accompanied by the sight of your smiling face.
His heart skips a beat when you glance over in his direction, your eyes meeting for the briefest moments. You discreetly wave at him, trying your best to not interrupt whatever story Terry is going on about, and he gives you a wave of his own back. He doesn't even try to fight the smile that tugs at his lips.
It was such a straightforward interaction, one that lasted all but three seconds, but just that was enough for him to feel the butterflies in his stomach lurch into a frenzy.
He's so enthralled by you, in fact, that he doesn't even notice the sound of someone making their way closer to him until they're already speaking.
"Uhm, how... how are you enjoying the party?" It's an expected question coming from an unexpected source.
Baxter turns to face the new presence by his side, more than a little surprised. Out of all the people here, Cove Holden would be the last person he expected to initiate a conversation, but the appearance isn't unwelcomed. Far from it.
"It's been fun," he says with full sincerity.
Despite the sparse decorations and only handful of people here, Baxter would say with his full heart that this is the best party he's ever been to. Surrounded by people who really care for him, those who took the time out of their day to surprise him even after all the stunts he's pulled. "Thank you for your part in this. I deeply appreciate it."
"Oh," Cove sputters, apparently flustered by the earnestness. "It's no problem. I'm... glad you're enjoying yourself."
Baxter smiles knowingly, "is there something on your mind?"
The taller male doesn't answer, but he fixes his gaze on a particular person across the room, still intently listening to Terry's story. Miranda and Xavier have joined them by this point.
'Ah.' his expression softens. "Are you worried about them?"
"Of course I am," he replies. Any hesitation in his voice from before lost within those four words. His hands clench and loosen by his sides a few times and he glances down at his feet, as if debating whether or not it was okay to say the next words.
You had forgiven Baxter a long time ago, that was a fact, but Cove couldn't forget your dejected expression or how many false smiles you wore to assure everyone you weren't hurt that summer.
Baxter waits quietly. He doesn't know exactly what your best friend intends to say, but from his fidgeting alone, he could garner a guess. Eventually though, he does break the silence. "I won't hurt them."
Cove looks over to your boyfriend, unable to keep the doubt from his expression. He trusts you, he wants you to be happy, that's all he ever wants for you; but that's even more of a reason for him to be wary. Baxter had broken your heart once, and he never wants to see that happen again.
"Can you promise that?"
There's a pause, and then a shake of a head from the black color haired man and Cove feels his heart nearly sink. "I'm not like you. I haven't known them my entire life. I'm just someone who showed up to the doorstep of your neighborhood one summer and then left."
There's a gleam in his brown eyes that make them seem to sparkle even more than the lights decorated around the room. "We'll have arguments, we'll get into fights," his voice lowers, "but I hope I can learn from those mistakes. That I'll make a better decision the next time." He turns to face Cove. "I can promise that."
Cove swallows the lump in his throat. He had come here to talk to Baxter, but in the end he ended up not being able to say anything at all. Though, maybe that was okay too. Whatever the lead up was, he heard what he needed to hear.
"Thank you," he says.
Baxter's face lights up at those words, eyes widening with boyish glee, before reverting back to his more well-known smirk. "No, thank you for coming over and chatting with me. I'm thankful we got to have this time together."
"Aha," Cove chuckles awkwardly now that the air has cleared. "But uh, Baxter?" He calls, wanting to get just one last word in.
"Yes?"
"You... should take care of yourself, too." And with that final statement, he steps forward to join your group.
Baxter blinks once.
He takes a moment to reign in his shock. Did Cove Holden of all people just give him some encouragement? He chuckles, straightening up as he spots you splitting from the circle to make your way over to his side.
This week has been full of surprises.
#Our Life#Our Life: Beginning and Always#baxter ward#baxter ward x mc#baxter ward x reader#cove holden#i'm really happy cove doesn't just hit it off with baxter honestly#but i think he would try if it made mc happy#and that's what spurred this on
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mc telling:cove, derek and baxter about their special interests headcanons (full on ranting, very passionate)
Author’s Note: I am Autistic so I resonate with this request alot! I hope you enjoy!
Pairing(s): Cove x MC , Derek x MC and Baxter x MC
⚽️🐠☕️
COVE HOLDEN🌊
He loves it when you talk about your special interest!
He is perfectly content with just sitting in silence while you go on a rant.
He does get a little worried that you might lose your voice when you get really really passionate about this interest.
He’s Autistic as well so he will probably rant about his special interests to you sometimes as well.
Cove🤝MC
Mutually talking about their special interest.
You two would just be casually lounging in bed when you suddenly get on the topic of your Interest and bro would get the pillows propped up so that he can properly listen to you.
DEREK SUÁREZ⚽️
Is always really nice when you start talking about your special interest.
Derek wants to make sure you know he’s listening so he asks questions often.
He might look up information about it so that he can actively talk to you about it.
Like if this special was a book or a movie then he would watch it or read it.
He gets equally passionate with you.
Derek would probably kick around a ball or be working out while you talk, not because he isn’t super interested but because he likes to keep himself occupied while listening to you talk, like a podcast hosted by his favorite person!
You can always count on him to be the guy to listen.
BAXTER WARD☕️
He thinks you talking about your special interests is adorable.
He loves when people are passionate about their interests and hobbies. It shows commitment! (he can’t relate to being committed/j)
He is content with just listening but will occasionally add something or ask for an elaboration from time to time.
If he finds anything of this special interest, like a keychain or a poster then he would bring it home to give to you!
He's sort of in the same boat as Derek where he’d be doing some other task while you talk, like working on scheduling or doing small ballroom moves.
He may not know what you may be referring to half the time but be assured that he will the next time the topic comes up!
Baxter is very thoughtful and always happy to hear about the latest things about your special interest.
#fanfic#olba#our life beginnings & always#olba baxter#baxter ward#cove holden#olba cove#olba derek#olba mc#ourlifebeginningandalwayscove#ourlifebeginningandalwaysbaxter#ourlifebeginningandalwaysderek#derek suarez#gb patch#cove holden x mc#cove holden x reader#derek suarez x mc#derek suarez x reader#baxter ward x mc#baxter ward x reader
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Holiday Pas De Duex
"How wonderful. How perfectly splendid. Of all the dreadful places to end up, of all the people to run into...Why, of all the people I could’ve run into in this town, did it have to be you?"
Baxter Ward x Reader Part 1/? Word Count: 1k-ish Takes place the December after OLBA: Baxter's DLC-Platonic Route.
When the death of his estranged father brings Baxter Alexander Ward back to Golden Grove, it is with a precise intention to leave as soon as possible.
No nostalgia, no old friends, no second chances this time. But when he arrives to check into a quaint bed and breakfast, he comes face-to-face with his old dance partner, an old crush, behind the front desk.
As Christmas approaches, Baxter is, yet again, forced to confront another part of his past and, as always, the possibility of a new beginning.
The powder blue Queen Anne-style house illuminated a cozy warm glow from it's frosted windows. It stood out against the soft gray of the snowy evening, its gables and towers dusted with fresh white powder.
Cheerful wreaths decorated every door, and garlanded railings along the wraparound porch twinkled with fairy lights. A Christmas tree sparkled in the parlor window, decorated with red and gold ornaments, the star atop it shining brightly. The sign swinging gently in the snow-speckled breeze read “Hollyberry Haven B&B” in elegant script.
Baxter Ward stepped out of his sleek rental car, his polished black shoes crunching on the snow-packed driveway. The winter air bit at his face, but he hardly noticed, his thoughts were spinning in the same wind that had carried him back to Golden Grove.
This place… I am not familiar with it. Did they open it after I left, or had I really been so focused on leaving that I missed it altogether? It was the only place in Golden Grove with vacancy so close to Christmas.
He ran a gloved hand through his carefully styled dark hair and adjusted the collar of his long black wool coat as he approached the front steps. The scent of pine and cinnamon wafted from the open door as a cheerful guest exited, their laughter trailing behind them as they said their goodbye. He hesitated, glancing back toward the road, his jaw tightening.
I could still leave. Check into some soulless chain hotel the town over instead of this, he eyed the cozy house, ...festive little nightmare.
But Baxter didn’t turn around. Despite his reluctance to be back in Golden Grove, he had insisted on not staying at his mother’s estate now that his father had passed.
He refused to be enveloped in that suffocating mansion of grief and expectations, even if this quaint bed and breakfast felt like stepping into someone else's holiday postcard.
Stepping Inside, the warmth was immediate, the soft crackle of a fireplace in an adjacent room mixed with quiet holiday music coming from a speaker hidden somewhere. The foyer was decorated with charming, old-fashioned touches.
Garland that was strung along the stair banister, held tiny fairy lights here as well, twinkling a path up to the second floor. The various Christmas decorations of green and red complimented the warm woods of the Victorian house. A grandfather clock chimed near by, letting visitors know it was at the top of the hour.
Next to him, sat a lit Christmas village atop the marble and mahogany entry table, holding various Christmas cards. Baxter's gaze continued to sweep the room, half-appreciative and half-critical, his event planner’s eye noting every detail.
Charming, if a bit kitschy. Not entirely my taste, but fitting for the season, I suppose, he thought, unbuttoning his coat and brushing a few stray snowflakes off his shoulder.
As he approached the front desk, his steps faltered. There you sat behind the counter—his old ballroom dance partner, the fourth in his quartet of "the Boys Club" from when you both were kids. One of the people he hadn’t dared think about and had all but forgotten, with distinct effort, since he left this town.
You looked older, of course, but the way you held yourself, that familiar face, brought back memories he’d buried long ago. Something is his chest pulled tighter, memories flooding back despite the years and miles that he had put between you and him.
Dancing under the sharp, intense glare of competition lights, laughing as you teased him about a misstep. That shared laughter, quiet moments on that dance floor, and a rare time when he'd let himself be just a little more vulnerable with someone flowed into his mind.
A history of childhood and teenagehood that he'd locked away in a chest and had misplaced the key—no, more like thrown it into a river to be carried away.
The second crush he ever held in his youth that he'd nursed in secret resurfaced, uninvited and unwelcome.
He softly cleared his throat, trying to alleviate the tightness gathering. How wonderful. How perfectly splendid. Of all the dreadful places to end up, of all the people to run into...Why, of all the people I could’ve run into in this town, did it have to be you?
Baxter forced himself to stand taller, polished demeanor kicking in immediately, and smoothing over the tangle of nerves beneath. His carefully rehearsed mask didn’t falter. Instead, a charming smile curved his lips, though his mind raced.
“Well,” Baxter said smoothly, his voice betraying nothing, “it seems Golden Grove still has a way of surprising me.”
That smile—that too-easy charm he’d spent years perfecting—had always been his greatest shield. It allowed him to dodge questions, deflect emotions, and maintain distance and control in the face of anything, even you.
What else am I supposed to say? ‘Hello, I'm certain you don't remember me, but I was the fool who left without saying so much as a goodbye because I was a coward and despised myself.’
Just like he always had. That cowardly escape hadn't been the last, only one of the first in a long line of pushing people away. Even if returning to Prism Vista City had helped him reunite with and address the past and people there, it was altogether a harder one to face here in Golden Grove.
Here standing in front of you.
He caught himself glancing at the door. I shouldn’t stay long. I’ll check in, make polite small talk, and then disappear into my room. I came to Golden Grove for my father’s funeral. I came to this B&B to avoid my past, not... relive it.
Still, his warm brown eyes fell back upon you behind the desk. You hadn't heard him nor did you notice him standing there quite yet. Your eyes were glued to the computer screen, typing something with focus.
They look remarkable. Even better than I remember. God, what am I even thinking? I have absolutely no business feeling... anything.
This is not a reunion. This is an accident. A coincidence. That is all. Nothing more.
But, if there was one thing Baxter Ward was fascinated by and yet, not completely convinced of, it was coincidences.
#*jingles Christmas bells and scurries back into my angst writing hole that I crawled out of for air*#get ready for ALL the Hallmark Christmas movie tropes#Baxter Ward I'm about to make your life a living hell#in a good way#our life#our life baxter#our life beginnings and always#our life now and forever#our life: beginnings & always#our life: now and forever#olnf#olba#baxter ward#baxter ward x reader#gb patch#fanfic#Spotify
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California & Me
Pairing: Cove Holden/Reader, Baxter Ward/Reader
Word Count: 2.4K
Tags: Angst, Unrequited Love
Summary: Cove, your best friend, sees you as more than just a friend. When a certain someone returns to Sunset Bird, how will he react? Inspired by California & Me by Laufey
A/N: I hope you enjoy! Sorry if it was too short, I wrote this in about an hour. I might edit this in the future, though.
When Cove first heard you'd be going out of state for college, he didn't know what to say. After all, this was the first time he'd heard you change your plan. It was rather spontaneous, especially considering your original idea was that you'd be remaining in California, continuing your studies and volunteering there.
When he saw the worry on your face waiting for his reaction, he felt a piece of his heart crack. Forcing on a smile and a "Congratulations!" he watched you let out a sigh of relief. He knew he couldn't make you stay; who was he to deny you of your dreams? Little did you know, the moment he went back to his home, he began crying. He didn't even bother to go to his bed, collapsing on the ground as soon as the front door closed.
You tried your best to hide it, but he knew deep down why you had decided to leave. Baxter Ward, your "suitor for the season," had left, his absence leaving a hole in your heart. You insisted that you were fine, but it was noticeable to everyone the way the light in your eyes disappeared, your smile following it. The memories were too much, the feeling of heartbreak raw in your chest.
He tried his best to be there for you, entering through your window even more frequently to check on your condition. He didn't even bother to try "sneaking in" anymore, your moms seeing his parked car in the driveway even though he was supposed to be at his new apartment.
He could only watch as the bags under your eyes got darker and darker, neglecting the need for sleep as you scrolled through all your old messages and photos. It was as if everywhere you’d look, you would still see the memories of Baxter there.
On the day of your big move, everyone who still lived there had gathered outside of your house: your parents, Mr. Holden, and Cove. This time, you would be the one leaving. First it was Derek, then Liz, then Terry and Miranda, and finally, you.
Cove had agreed to drive you to the airport, and your parents hadn’t protested driving in a separate car. They knew you both needed your space to say your farewells to each other.
As you both got inside, your luggages in the trunk, he felt the thickness of tension in the car. The only sound that could be heard was the familiar lapping of the tides fading and the sound of the road underneath as he drove farther away from Sunset Bird.
The two of you remained in silence for what felt like hours, neither speaking a word as he parked in the airport’s garage. He was thankful your parents had ushered you to leave early, allowing you more time to speak with each other before you had to check-in.
The sound of your sniffles is what caught him off guard, and as he turned to face you, he watched the tears pour from your eyes. Without a second to spare, you unbuckled your seatbelt and practically leapt across the car to pull him into a hug. The feeling of your face in his neck was something he was used to, but the way your tears dampened his shirt wasn't.
“I’m going to miss you so much. I wish I could take you with me.” Your words were muffled as you spoke into his shoulder, squeezing him tighter as if he was going to be the one leaving. At your words, he felt his own tears begin to follow, and he wrapped his arms around your torso.
Choking back a sob, he slowly rubbed his hand soothingly in circles around your back. “Hey, it’s never too late to open a pretzel stand.”
You let out a small laugh at his joke, and as you finally pulled away, you rubbed the tears from your eyes into your sleeves. Then, gently pulling him closer, you grabbed ahold of his face, wiping the tears from his cheeks. It was to no avail, the waterworks continuing to spill from both of you. This time, you both laughed.
The taste of salty tears reminded him of the ocean, and as he looked at you, all he could imagine was the sun. He didn't know how he would function without your warmth, your comforting hugs, and your caring heart. He didn't know how to function without you.
“I’m going to miss you, too,” he whispered. He didn’t know what else to say, but as you began to sob even harder, he felt his heart break.
“Cove, please tell me this isn’t a bad idea. I want to leave, but at the same time, I’m going to miss everyone so much.” You said, reaching out to hold his hand as you spoke.
He felt his throat tighten as he realized what you were asking: “Should I leave?”
He was right, it was never too late to stay. You could just unpack all of your things again and stay there with him. Maybe you could take college, get a job, and do whatever you wanted to do in Sunset Bird. He wouldn’t have to hold onto the memories he had with you. Instead, he could be making new ones with you at every single moment.
But as he looked for your reaction, he paused. You needed his support at that moment, so despite his selfish thoughts, he mustered enough energy to say, “You know what you want to do, so follow your dreams. After all, we’ll always be here. I will always be here.”
At his words, he watched the way you seemed to relax, letting out a small sigh of relief. “Thank you. That means a lot to me.”
He wondered what would’ve happened if he had told you to stay, to remain with him. Instead, all he could do was wipe his tears as you finally left the car, grabbed your luggages, and headed to check-in. Both your parents and Cove’s dad were already waiting for you, and for once, they didn’t seem to tease how red and puffy both your eyes were. With a final hug, he watched as you entered security, turning back one last time to wave goodbye.
You had promised to keep in contact as much as possible, and you did. You called each other at every possible moment: when you landed at the airport, when you started your first day at school, when you were offered your first job, and everything in between. He was always there for you; it was the least he could do since you were always there for him.
Of course, he'd try his best to see you in person too, but it was more difficult than he thought to travel all the way across the country. Who knew one of the tallest people you knew would be afraid of flying? He didn't either, until he looked down from the window 10,000 feet in the air. He'd chant the words "this will be worth it" to himself over and over again, gripping the sides of his chair tightly. In the end, it really was worth it.
The knots in his stomach would disappear at the sight of you waiting for him, looking down at your phone to check if he had landed yet. He stood still, waiting until your eyes met. He could never forget the way your frown shifted into a smile at just the sight of him, the way you practically leaped to greet him, and the familiar feeling of you in his arms as you pulled him into a tight hug.
So when he heard you'd be coming back to California for Jude and Scott's wedding, his heart leapt out of his chest. This would be your first time visiting your hometown in a while, your new job restricting you from coming over too much. He was more than upset when he realized he was busy and wouldn't be able to see you until the actual ceremony, but he was even more upset when he heard a familiar name fall from your lips.
“Baxter Ward.”
“Huh?” Cove said, confused. You had been silent for a few minutes, despite you being the one to call him.
“It’s… Baxter. Can you believe it?” You let out a breathy sigh, as if in disbelief.
“Baxter who?” He forced out a laugh, acting clueless, but deep down, he knew exactly who you were talking about.
How could he forget your first kiss, your first date, and your first partner? Cove was supposed to be your first, but no, Baxter took that opportunity from him. He was only supposed to be a fling, so how come after five years, he had come back?
“Liz used to describe him as an “emo Victorian man.” He’s Jude and Scott’s wedding planner. What a coincidence, don’t you think?” The sound of your laughter rang through his ears, and he struggled to understand.
He felt his mouth dry, not knowing how to respond. Oh, how he regretted taking all his vacation days to visit you. Otherwise, he would be there in a heartbeat to see whether or not you were telling the truth. He knew you had no reason to lie, but the thought of his reappearance made him begin to worry.
“Hello? Cove, is everything alright?”
The sound of your voice is what snapped him out of it. Desperately trying to come up with an excuse, he began to panic. “Yeah, I’m fine! Sorry, I just dropped Cove Junior’s food.”
“Oh, sorry for distracting you.” You mumbled, and he couldn’t help but feel guilty.
Forcing out an awkward laugh, he said, “It’s okay, really, but what about Baxter? Tell me more.” He knew it would hurt to hear it, but what else could he do?
As you spoke, he recognized your tone of voice. Retelling the events of your day, he noticed how you dreamily sighed, and although it wasn’t a video call, he could imagine the way your cheeks turned red with just the sound of his name. His final straw was the day of the wedding. When he saw your face, he was so happy to see you that he almost didn’t remember Baxter. Almost.
During the entire ceremony, he would only catch a couple of glimpses of him, as if he were entirely avoiding the two of you. He could see how hurt you were, but you continued to smile so as to not ruin Jude and Scott’s happy day. That was when his resolve snapped, and he excused himself from the table. You looked at him in curiosity but went back to talking with Terry and Miranda after he lied saying he needed to go to the restroom.
Looking around, he searched the room for a person wearing a purple suit. That’s when he finally saw him in all his glory, standing in the corner of the room watching the others party with a sad look on his face. Although Cove couldn’t say he liked him, he felt pity on the man. When Baxter finally turned his head and saw him, he put on a polite smile.
“Cove. It’s a pleasure to see you again,” he said, almost as if he had rehearsed it.
“Yeah, you too.” Awkwardly putting his hands in his pockets, he slightly rocked back and forth.
“Have you enjoyed the ceremony so far?”
Cove simply nodded, and as he finally got the courage to confront him, he took a deep breath. “We don’t have to do this, Baxter. I’m sure you know why I’m here.”
He looked taken aback by his bluntness but quickly attempted to regain his composure. “I’m not sure what you’re talking about. Perhaps you’ve misunderstood.”
“You know they’re in love with you.”
He didn’t even act surprised, just looking away with a guilty look on his face.
Cove continued with his statement, fighting back tears as his hands formed into fists. “They’ve always loved you, even after your disappearance. I don’t know if anybody has told you, but after you left, they were heartbroken. I had never seen them so hurt before.”
“I apologize, but there’s nothing I could’ve done for them.”
Cove could feel his temper start to boil, his eyebrows scrunching in frustration. “You could’ve been there for them, responding to their texts or calls.”
“We were both doing our own things. I was finishing my education and became a wedding planner, they were off in college becoming successful. It was… for the better.”
“For the better? After you left, they were a mess. I’m sure they haven’t told you, but the reason they went to school in New York was because they missed you so much they couldn’t bear to handle walking through Sunset Bird and the memories of you.” Cove was out of breath, and he realized he had raised his voice. Thankfully, no one was paying attention, continuing to party. Trying to calm down, he fidgeted with his hands. “Anyone could tell they like you. The way they look at you is the same way I look at them.”
Baxter's smile disappeared for a moment but he quickly put it back on, as if it were a mask. “To be quite honest, I’m a little surprised you’re the one telling me this. Even when I first arrived in Sunset Bird, I noticed your affinity for them. Why help me?”
Cove was trying his hardest to hold back on the waterworks, looking out the window to avoid his gaze. “They only see me as their best friend, nothing more. I’m not sure if they’ve ever noticed, but I do know one thing-they deserve to be happy. You make them happy, happier than I’ve ever seen them. So please, if they approach you at the party, at least listen to them.”
Baxter didn’t respond, and Cove quickly turned around, leaving him to his thoughts. He had a lot of regrets, but losing you was his biggest one. What if he had insisted you didn’t date him in the first place? What if he had insisted you stay in Sunset Bird? What if he had been the one to ask you out first?
When he finally watched you approach Baxter, kiss him, and return with a cheery smile on your face, he knew his answer. No matter how much Cove loved you, he would always lose to Baxter Ward.
#olba#our life beginnings & always#cove holden#cove holden x reader#baxter ward#baxter ward x reader#angst#unrequited love
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Can I pretty please get some Poly Cove, Baxter, and Derek x reader 🥺
I am desperate and just want to know how they'd be like all together in a closed relationship- how they treat each other, MC, how they act with the other's families, etc. etc.
PS. You don't have to do this request but It's so hard to find poly prompts for them 😭
PPS. Can I be 💫 Anon?
↠ Cove x Baxter x Derek x gn!Reader HCs ↞
* word count ↠ 2743 * tags ↠ gender neutral reader, fluff, a little angst but it's okay, closed relationship polyamory, meeting the family, a very implied slow burn, bax is a little bit of an idiot, the opposite of proof read
* notes ↠ YES THANK YOU ANON 🙏 I'm polyamorous myself, and the lack of content makes me so sad sometimes. Glad to know there's a market aside from me and @starance
You and Cove were the first two together
After the awkwardness of your first kiss, and the dancing around it, and figuring out the terms and oh god do you tell your families???
And believe me it was awkward for a while
Not a bad kind, just the growing pains of a new relationship- of a first relationship
And then there was Derek.
Who has absolutely had a crush on you and Cove for like- ever? Is that a time frame? He didn't really know, but it felt right.
He didn't realize he was allowed to feel that for both of you for a while.
He thought he had to choose and it broke him a little, because he adored being around the both of you too much to ever choose
He was always supportive of you and Cove after you two told him you were dating
But you couldn't help from notice a little longing in his eyes when you and Cove were couple-y
Or how he withdrew just that slight bit if you got a little too close to romantic touches instead of platonic cuddles
It went from unnoticeable to unbearably obvious as time went on and years passed
You and Cove stressed about it together
For you, you had always stressed about what being in a relationship with Cove would mean for your trio
You'd heard horror stories from books and school acquaintances about loosing friends after getting into a relationship
And Cove
Was less worried about if your relationship had anything to do with it, and more worried about losing part of his home
The trio, your family, they'd become integral to his perception of home
It never felt quite right when you all weren't right by him
So, naturally, you both team up to confront him!
And it went-
Well, about as well as you'd expect? Derek was usually the one to carry the blunt of emotional intelligence, and even then all three of you were dense as hell
None of you are really sure how it slipped, just that it did. Maybe Derek was the one to tell you two, apologizing because "that's probably weird, isn't it?"
You were all versed in the queer community, but had never delved into what polyamory really was
Or maybe it slipped from you, a hesitant ramble spiraling into comparing the way you felt for Derek a little to closely to the way you do Cove
Maybe even it was Cove, thinking maybe Derek pulled away for his comfort- maybe he noticed Cove's awkwardness and red face and pulled away so as to not upset him
Maybe he explained, flustered, stumbling over his words, that he only reacted that way to Derek because he liked him in that same romantic way
But no matter how it happened
It absolutely did happen
Before any of you could regret it, or really even think on the realization that it was all mutual, Cove blurted out
"Do you wanna go out with us?"
Before either of you could respond, he stumbled out words asking if it was okay with you and that Derek didn't have to, you could just stay friends, I didn't mean to impl-
You cut him off, agreeing with the sentiment
And finally
There's the Derek Suarez smile.
You and Cove nearly got knocked to the ground with the force of the hug, vague words of agreement from him mixed with the three of you laughing
You were all still nervous, you didn't know how to go forward with it all-
And you went to your moms for help, because surely they'd know how this all worked, right?
But it all settled, and you three were still you, just, you know- Liz got to tease you that extra bit more
And it stayed like that, until you were all 18 and you hit a little bump in the smoothness
Because someone you saw that same summer you kissed Cove was back
When you first saw Baxter way back then, you just thought he was pretty and nice to talk to, to dance with
Really, you thought the two of you could be friends
But, as many people visiting Sunset Bird do, he disappeared
A little disappointing, but you only knew him for a day.
And then he showed up, the new guy on the street
You didn't quite remember his face until he talked about the soiree
And well, over the summer, perhaps you fall a little in love with him
It's not your fault! He's very charming, and he's sweet
It's not the same intensity and familiarity that your relationship with Cove and Derek brings, but it's fun and you could see him being a long-term partner
And then, of course, he leaves for another five years.
"Did I do something wrong?" The words spilt from your lips, laying against Cove's chest as he rubbed circles into your sides.
Derek was laying with his head in your lap, letting you run your fingers through- and thoroughly mess up- his hair.
"I don't think so," he chimed.
Cove shook his head, almost trying to convince himself too. "It was his decision to leave, did he seem mad?"
"Well, no, but-" you sighed, anxiety biting away at you as you bit your lip, peeling the skin.
"Mhm! So, it wasn't your fault, or Cove's, or mine. He just wanted to leave. Which personally I think is dumb, who wouldn't want to stay around you two for as long as possible?"
You snorted, letting yourself relax back into Cove for the time being.
So anyways
You see him again another five years later.
Helping your friends plan their wedding on a short notice- perhaps a little too short notice- your own planning stage looming nearby in the distance
Seeing him again..
Well, naturally you tell Cove and Derek
Because what else are you meant to do?
You, unfortunately, drew the short straw to be the one to confront him
"Baxter, hang on- talk to me like a real person, for once." You latched on to his wrist, unwilling to let the moment slip through your fingers. "I get it, you don't want to talk to me. But at least- tell me why you left."
He sighed, not making any move to make you let go. "I do regret leaving Sunset Bird with nary a call to you three, you are still together, no?"
You rolled your eyes. "Yeah and we're getting married, but that's not the point. Bax, I just want you to care enough to tell me why."
"You're..." his steadily widening eyes trailed down to your hand, and sure enough, an engagement ring was sitting comfortably on your ring finger.
He tried tugging his wrist out of your hand.
You held on tighter. "You're gonna tell me what happened so I don't feel like shit about it for the rest of my life, okay?! So I don't have to ask for reassurance that it wasn't my fault every time I remember how you left town. I think I deserve that."
You weren't normally a demanding person, he had to know that. He had to see the way that this all ate at your for the past five years.
You watched his resolve crumble, and it was- weird, seeing him drop the professionalism for even a moment. Weird, but welcome.
"Can we go somewhere private, at least? Perhaps the beach?"
You thought back to the symbol of your life, the beach and the poppy-covered hill behind your house. The same beach and hill you managed to drag him out to stargaze from countless times that summer. The sun was hanging low in the sky.
"I'll drive, you sort out whatever you're about to say." You shrugged, taking the drivers side of his way-too-expensive (in your humble opinion) car.
"Alright," he moved around, sitting in the passenger side. Maybe it was the time you spent with him that long time ago, making you notice the unnoticeable. But he seemed- deflated, a little sad.
It was a quiet night
You could see a bit of disappointment in Baxter's eyes when he looked up to see a cloudy sky, you couldn't help but feel it too
You thought you'd have to push more, but he let out a long sigh
And stared at his hands, almost willing them not to shake
And he started to explain
He was the type to run away, it was ingrained in him
When he realized he was falling for three people all the way back then, he didn't know what to do
The fact that you three were so close knit didn't help
He left because he was scared
What would his family think?
Would he be enough?
Would it end in heartbreak he was trying so hard to avoid? (but, of course, it already ended like that)
Some of his worries were unsaid, he brushed them away with a "I had a lot on my mind, in terms of anxiety"
Truthfully, he thought you would have forgotten about him by now
He realized how much it could have hurt a little while ago, but he thought it would have been so much more likely that he was forgotten- just a blimp in the endless summers you three seemed to spend together
"I would have reached out, if I had known it still haunted you."
His hands were shaking
He clasped them together in an attempt to hide it
They were still shaking, twitching slightly in their hold
He had a crush on you three?
That's why he left and never came back?
You didn't know whether to laugh or scream at the poor man
He wasn't expecting a positive response, of course
But your laugh and yell of "you're a fucking idiot!" felt a little-
unexpected.
"I liked you too, I think those two could have too if you didn't absolutely ditch us."
You leaned on his shoulder, and he made no move to pull away
The scene familiar to an old one, but different
You told him to meet the three of you at a cafe in town
One you used to hang out in all the time
It wasn't a question, but if it was he would have agreed
And the four of you talked
Things were awkward at first, Cove particularly a bit standoffish with him
But you all talked it through
And maybe laughed about how stupid Baxter specifically was back then
He deserved that, he thought
Then a question came up, one he wasn't expecting
Really, the cafe in of itself would have been closure enough for him
But Cove asked if he wanted to go on a date
And Baxter had to shove every instinct and nerve in his body telling him to run away
Because he should be allowed to be happy like this, shouldn't he?
He really didn't know
But he shouldn't look a gift horse in the mouth
NOW ONTO THE BIT YOU ACTUALLY ASKED FOR
He helps plan you, Cove, and Derek's wedding of course
He's far more flirty with you and Derek than Cove, respecting the discomfort Cove has had with the flirting in the past
But when Cove doesn't respond negatively to flirting?
You, Baxter, and Derek gang up on him and make him a literal tomato with how red in the face he goes
Derek showering compliments and peppering kisses while Bax makes his trademarked flirty comments, kisses lingering a bit longer
No matter what you do to add to this man's suffering, it certainly will
Speaking of Cove, he's the last to get comfortable with touch
From you it's been fine since you were kids, and he got used to Derek's touch quickly because of how openly affectionate he could be
But Baxter's normal touch, even just holding hands, was both more subtle and somehow more intimate feeling
So Cove struggled to adapt
Which was fine, of course, he could take all the time he needed
Baxter would always ask if he was allowed to touch him, whether the ask be verbal or not
Even long after Cove started saying yes (near) every time
Same goes for you, if you struggle with touch
They're all very respectful and will ask you first, respecting whatever boundary you set
Baxter being introduced into any of your family lives
Is certainly a sight
He's so out of place it's kind of funny
His family's more uptight and formal
So going to meet Derek's family and seeing the siblings bustle about and bicker, not quite caring about looking strange
Or seeing how much like a friend Cliff tries to be to Cove
or even the soft care your moms gave to you, and the teasing you took from Liz
Happy, loving, slightly chaotic families was not what Baxter was used to and it shows
He was hesitant to bring you three to meet his own family because of it
He wasn't even in very good contact with them himself
None of you pushed him on the matter
They weren't a big part of his life anymore, and honestly from some of the stories he's told?
You'd rather die than have to pretend to be that stuffy and pretentious
Derek and Cove cannot go five minutes without cuddling or holding hands
They're very touchy and affectionate with each other and it's not uncommon for you or Bax to come home or walk into the living room, and they're just tangled up together watching a movie and snacking
Cove and Bax love hearing you and Derek ramble
Whatever interests you at the moment, they'll listen to your voices for hours on end even of they have absolutely no chance of understanding it
If one of you seems really into something and it's sticking, they'll even do light research on their own
So they can be better conversation partners
And so that they can hear you talk more
It melts your heart when they do that for one of you
Or for each other
When the four of you are all cuddling together, Bax likes being the center of it the most
Nine times out of ten if you ask where he wants to be it's pressed against the three of you
Cove likes being on the outer edge, usually
He can get claustrophobic when he's surrounded on all sides, so he's probably on the side of the bed away from the wall too
Occasionally he's having a particularly clingy day and wants to be held by all of you, so long as one side of him (even just his back or front) is free
Derek's happy so long as he's holding a minimum of one person at all times
You can figure out where you'd place yourself in these cuddle piles <3
I can see Liz and Bax being a bit tense at first and you kinda think they hate each other
But when you ask one of them it's revealed that no they actually adore the banter between the two
Baxter and Derek have such potential between the two of them
The suave and semi-formal man and our beloved golden retriever
Derek would "con" the three of you into playing games together
One time it was a sport
That was the day
A.) You got to see Bax all sweaty, and that did things to you
B.) Bax almost passed out
He's not built for running or working out I'm sorry dude
Derek's generally very affectionate
Even just casually with an arm around you, he's always being touchy
Usually in the most innocent way
Usually
Cove likes less obvious PDA
Hand holding or brushing shoulders or even hugging
He doesn't like initiating kisses when you're out
Because he already spontaneously combusts when you do it
He can't fight down his flusterment when he knows other people could see him get embarrassed
Speaking of
He gets embarrassed easily
My man can give a kiss to a cheek and then will hide his blushing face in their chest
He gets a little better about it as time goes on
But he's still very shy
It's adorable <3
Baxter likes to hold you close to him, arm around your waist style
Almost like he's showing you off
Like any of the three of you
When you're out and about it's like he's showing you guys off to the world like
He's happy to call the three of you his <3
#💫 anon#please don't be afraid to ask for any polyam shit#just say the word and I'll provide#our life beginnings and always#cove holden#baxter ward#derek suarez#polyamory#closed relationship#headcanons#x reader#cove x reader#derek suarez x reader#baxter ward x reader
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Just want to put a reminder I also write for other dating sim fandoms and my requests are open for them too! (along with select few animes.)
(shit load of tags)
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Baxter Ward Headcanon - Lunch Dates
Gender neutral | SFW Fluff | Baxter Ward x MC
First headcanon, hope ya enjoy!
🍁 Being a wedding planner is no easy feat! From planning bigger details like the wedding theme to smaller details like stainless steel or wooden cutlery. That's where Baxter's diligence, organization, and flexibility (📏) comes in handy!
🍁 However, planning such grand events also means our Victorian emo boy tends to skips out on lunch to get more work done. Especially during bigger assignments!
🍁 Since you know he usually only has a black coffee in the morning, you decide to suggest you both get lunch breaks together! It takes a bit of convincing, he wouldn't want to inconvenience you, but in the end he can't resist a chance to spend more time with his charming MC~
Baxter: "You're worried about me skipping meals? Well, my schedule can get hectic. Are you sure it wouldn't trouble you? I wouldn't want to get in the way of what you have to do… Although I'll admit, a chance to see your charming self sounds lovely. Alright then, having lunch dates sounds excellent~"
🍁 His lunch breaks are an hour long. Before your lunch dates he usually didn't use the full time (only the required 30 min) because…
Baxter: (on the phone) "What do you mean the tablecloths are cotton and not linen?? Linda, stay put, I'm on my way."
However, he does try to remain the whole hour with you when your lunch dates begin. He adjusts letting the wedding couple know he will be gone for an hour, but as soon as the break is over they'll have his undivided attention.
🍁 It takes a bit of getting used to at the beginning. He can't help but check his phone when notifications come in, for example. As long as it's not an emergency, you gently remind him it's his time and to enjoy the snack in front of him.
Baxter: "But darling, you're the whole damn meal~"
🍁 He prefers to eat out rather than stay in the office. To avoid co-workers asking questions that lead to him helping to find that one file, and answer that call, oh and he has to call this one place-
🍁 He quickly comes to look forward to your little lunch dates. Seeing how passionately you talk about your interests and the smile on your face when you eat your favorite snack has him smitten!!
🍁 You guys are gossip buddies. Neither of you share anything hurtful, but you two also can't help talking about the shenanigans that go on at your respective workplaces.
Baxter: "One morning Michael came in complaining about a speed bump on the highway…I ponder who he ran over." (Sips coffee casually)
🍁 Baxter's eyes sparkle if you surprise him with a homemade meal. Especially touched if you remember his preferences; such as something pescatarian or something with peaches. You don't have to worry about your cooking skills, your intention matters more to him! His co-workers will notice he's extra chipper that afternoon.
🍁 In return, he'll also prepare a lunch for both of you the night before. He plans to make something that's only a "tad" extra, but always gets carried away and creates the most Instagram/Pinterest worthy aesthetic lunches you ever did see.
Baxter: "It's just a little something to thank you for the other day." 💜
🍁 You both agree to meet at a chill little park near work when you make lunches for each other. You have a special picnic blanket for the occasion that's so comfy you almost lose track of time.
🍁 On days where you can't meet up, you either face call each other or simply text each other to make sure the other has eaten.
💬 Yes, darling I just finished off lunch. It was great, I would've enjoyed it far more with your company, but alas! How about you, have you eaten yet?
🍁 Sometimes you send donuts, muffins and other treats to Baxter's office where he shares with his co-workers. His co-workers like you very much for this reason, haha! It also gives Baxter the opportunity to make more friends.
🍁 Over lunch, he occasionally brings up some wedding planning hitches. You help him figure out solutions when he's stumped.
Baxter: "Darling you're brilliant! Perhaps you're due for a reward? Are you free tonight? I'd love to show you my gratitude~"
Overall, meeting for lunch gives you both another opportunity to take care of each other. He feels the stress melt away as soon as he sees his favorite person and it makes his lunch that much sweeter.
#beloved oreo man#the ol1 victorian clown#ourlife#baxter ward#our life beginnings & always#gb patch#Baxter ward x reader#Baxter ward x mc
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Hi! If you have request , Could I request Baxter Ward with a reader whos a model? Step 3 or 4 are cool!
((omg thank you for the request ! i just finished the baxter dlc the other day so i've been itching to write him and this seems like the perfect scenario ! ))
baxter ward with a model mc
step 3/4 baxter x gn! mc
spoilers for baxter’s dlc ahead!
🔲 you’ve always had a particular taste in fashion and always loved dressing up, so it’d make sense that you would find a part time job at a modeling company after you graduated
🔲 meeting baxter for the first time, you two instantly clicked about your tastes in fashion
🔲 colorful wardrobe: he is your exact polar opposite with his black and white wardrobe, but you two loved to compare the differences in taste, and see if there's any similarities
🔲 black and white wardrobe: he is enamored about how similar your wardrobe is to his and you two talk about the similarities and how bad of an idea it is to wear black in the heat
🔲no matter what your wardrobe is, he simply loves seeing the kinds of outfits you wear for different occasions, from casual hang-outs to fancy nights out
🔲 you two would try to coordinate your outfits to match when possible ! esp if you have a colorful wardrobe yall would be true polar opposites ! and with the matching black and white outfits you guys would fr be twins
🔲 if you take part in a fashion show or photoshoot, he would definitely attend or want to see the photos
🔲 seeing your photos or watching you model clothes has him blown away, you are in your element and truly the star of the show in his eyes
🔲 during sightseeing, mountain and drinks, he would offer to take pictures of you throughout your time together so you could post them to social media and enhance your portfolio
🔲 leaving when summer ends is probably the hardest thing he’s done, he truly loved seeing you and you’ve impacted his life more than he ever imagined
🔲 “as much as staying would benefit both of us, it simply isn’t meant to be . as you say, the show must go on . ”
🔲 gives you his iconic black and white eye button up as a souvenir of him
🔲 “you would find use of this when you model . plus, i can always buy another one”
🔲 after he leaves, he finds you on social media and watches as your modeling career takes off
🔲 always likes your posts of professionally done photos and videos of you on the runway
🔲 has cried when he saw pics of you modeling in his button up (and made it his wallpaper on his phone)
🔲 if you're contracted to model for a clothing company, he would definitely buy a couple of articles of clothing that you’ve modeled in (if its black and white of course)
🔲 if you start a blog of fashion tips, he would follow the blog and take some of your tips to heart, learning what colors would work best for him
🔲 would also take these tips for his clients, offering them colors and themes that would make them pop out at the wedding
🔲 if you ever appear on the cover of a magazine, he’d buy a couple copies just because you're on the front page
🔲 if he’s also bought posters and prints of you as well, that’s definitely for him to know and no one else to find out (he has a poster of you hanging in his office at work)
🔲 when it’s time for jude and scott’s wedding, you were in charge of ensuring everyone’s outfits were coordinating and all the decorations matched
🔲 jude and scott definitely mentioned you were in charge of outfits but since they never mentioned you by name, he was floored when he realized you were the one helping for the wedding
🔲 “it all makes sense, looking back at it . only you could make everyone look as divine as they are tonight, truly the work of a model”
🔲 you instantly hit it off right away a second time, you both simply could not not talk to each other, whether its about modeling or the wedding or fashion in general
🔲 he eventually reveals he follows you on social media and could not stay away from you and your work (the poster in his office was a partial giveaway)
🔲 when you two start dating again, he starts coming to all of your shows/photoshoots when he can
🔲 if you lived far, you would definitely convince your work to let you move closer to baxter so he’d be able to see your shows or take constant trips out to model near the area
🔲 loves when you coordinate clothes with him, loves it even more when you wear his clothes
🔲 has modeled with you once or twice in his freetime, and was elated to see his face alongside yours in the final product
🔲 you both are so photogenic so obviously photographers constantly love you two together in photos
🔲 your fanbase goes feral over seeing you two together, they simply can't ignore how good you both look
🔲 he however is your number one fan and makes everyone aware of it
🔲 “hi yes im baxter ward, wedding planner and mc’s number one fan”
#olba#our life#our life beginnings and always#our life beginnings & always#baxter ward#our life baxter#baxter ward x reader
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girl please i love you so much but you gotta break up all that baxter angst with some fluff i'm begging you 🙏
Mornings were difficult for Baxter.
He just didn't function well early in the day. In the evening, he was at his best -- alert, engaging. Alive. But in the minutes after waking, he was always dull and groggy, a hazy version of himself. He wasn't in complete control of himself then, and he hated it.
But then you came back into his life, and mornings took on a different meaning.
Now, he woke up in your arms, or with you in his. It was an immediate, visceral reminder that he was no longer alone. That you loved him enough to stay, and that he was worth staying for.
In the years he'd spent on his own, Baxter had lost the taste for breakfast, but you'd started preparing the meal for him when you could, or making coffee for him when you didn't have the time or supplies for a full spread. He'd never asked you to do it, and he never would, it was just a way you took care of him.
There were days that he sat at the sleek counter of his apartment, barely managing to keep his eyes open but still acutely aware of your presence, flitting around the kitchen and showing your love in tiny little tasks that were inconsequential for you, but that meant everything to him.
"You don't have to do this," he'd tell you, his voice raspy and slow.
"I know," was all you'd tell him. "I do it because I want to."
And that was the thing that always pulled him out of his daze and gave him the energy to get through the day, the thing that perked him up more than any cup of coffee ever could: the fact that you cared enough about him to do these little things. That he could trust you enough to let himself be taken care of.
If he had to choose, Baxter would always prefer nights.
But you'd injected a certain kind of magic into his mornings, and for that, he loved you all the more.
#our life beginnings and always#baxter ward#our life#olba#our life baxter#baxter x mc#olba baxter#baxter x reader#baxter x you#olba baxter ward#baxter ward x you#baxter ward x reader#this ask happened a while ago so i hope fluff is still welcome#love you forever OLBA
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hi may i offer up the thought of really cute sleepy morning sex with baxter? hes so adorable when he wakes up, still blinking away the sleepiness, but i can imagine he wakes up a lot faster when mc is giving him so many kisses, especially to his neck. maybe he just falls right back asleep afterwards but goddd he'd be so cute when mc starts touching him more, enjoying every bit of it and trying to touch mc too but hes so sleepy that he doesnt do much besides caress them softly.
maybe mc gets him coffee afterwards instead of him falling back asleep and hes actually able to stay awake in the morning without being super groggy for once haha
tags : NSFW, Fluff, gn reader, handjob
synopsis : you wake up before baxter, trying to wake him up gently... he needs a bit more encouraging to wake up.
you woke up before baxter, it's not a hard feat, especially since today is your days off from work. but you still take the time to admire the sight of his relaxed face and how the sunlight casts soft shadows over his face.
you bring your hand up to his cheek, wrinkles in the skin from his face buried in the pillow, and his hair is wild, pushed up and reaching in every direction as if a tornado flew by him.
you laugh quietly, it's more a breathy sound. it's cute, he's cute...
your hands trail up to his hair, tugging on stubborn hairs and smoothing down the strands. his hair dye is growing out, you can see the difference in the color with how the sunlight shines down on him.
"mmhn..." baxter stirs, grumbling lowly, twisting his face into the pillow.
your heart flips, even more eager for him to wake up now that he's stirring. you lean over him, pressing a soft kiss on his cheek, then another under his eye, sprinkling them across his jaw, cheekbone, nose and repeating the pattern of kisses across his other cheek when he removes his face from the pillow, all but purring at your affection.
"g'morning.." baxter mumbles, his voice deep and husky with sleep, peeking at you with heavy eyelids.
your heart thumps at the sight. he's too cute, too sweet... you lean forward, kissing his forehead. "good morning, sleepyhead."
you lean over him, admiring his sleepy eyes and his gentle smile. baxter starts to say something, but is too tired for the words to materialize.
you pout a bit, wanting to get a start on your lazy day already, before a thought hits you. you lick your lips, shuffling your body so you're propped up on your side again, your hands moving down his chest until you reach his bare stomach, his shirt already bunched up around his waist.
baxter hums lowly, arching into your touch, but his eyes are still closed and his limbs are heavy with sleep, too tired at the moment to even tease you or help your wandering hands find their way where he wants them..
you run your hand over the front of his pajama bottoms, palming his cock until his cock is hard and full, baxter's hips jumping up and breathy moans escaping his lips.
you lean up, nibbling on his jaw and working up to his ear. "you look so pretty..." you kiss his temple, and baxter smiles as wide as his sleepy self can, huffing out a laugh that turns into a groan when you squeeze his cock through the silky fabric.
"let me make you feel good, okay?" you whisper, tugging on his waistline and pulling out his cock, admiring how the sunlight gives him a lovely golden glow, sunlight complimenting and framing his pretty pale skin, and the picture of his flushed cock in your hand is a masterpiece, even better when pre pearls at the tip.
you give him long, slow strokes, the drag almost agonizingly slow, but he melts with a airy sigh when your thumb circles his tip, spreading the pre around his cock and twisting your hand like a corkscrew.
"fuck, y/n..." he pants, twisting his fist in the pillow and taking his bottom lip in his teeth.
he twists his face from the cushion to look at you, a flush on his cheeks. "i wanna touch you too..." he says, turning his face to you and reaching out, and you snatch him up in a kiss, and you match his pace, the kiss soft and lazy.
his hands come up to your hips, sliding up and down different directions of each other, one hand pulling you closer to him and squeezing your butt, the other coming up your chest, tiredly groping your body, his hand moving off your chest and crawling up your back, bunching up your shirt from his movements.
his movements are a bit weak, his body still heavy like lead, and his touches are nothing more than feather light caresses across your skin.
barely pulling away for a breath, you kiss him again, and again, and again before you manage to tear yourself away from baxter's sweet lips. "just let me take care of you, you have all day to return the favor."
you punctuate it with a squeeze around his cock, baxter's breath hitching sharply and his exhales more sweet moans for you, his voice a bit more lively as he gets closer to the edge.
baxter's hips buck up into your hand, his head rolling back into the pillow.
you pick up the pace of your hand, giving short strokes around his head, nuzzling into his neck and mumbling praises in his ear.. "that's it, go ahead and cum for me.. so good, so pretty..."
baxter groans, a swear flying out of his lips as he erupts in your hand, your hand still twisting around his cock, milking him for all he's worth and praises flowing into his ears like honey.
you pull away when his hips fall limp, his breath quick and he covers his eyes with his hand, his cock twitching in your grip, unable to give you another rope of cum.
baxter peers at you between his fingers, watching you sit up and clean your hand off.
he exhales heavily, much more awake than he was before, and definitely satisfied. he flips over so he can wrap his arms around your waist, resting his forehead on your back. you can feel his breath through your thin t-shirt, and he squeezes your waist. "well, i'm definitely up now..."
you laugh, reaching for his hands. "yeah? was it good?"
baxter sits up, curling his body around you, his chin on your shoulder. he looks are you with those sharp chocolate eyes, shards of gold glittering in his irises. "mhm, i could get used to this.."
you tilt your head back to kiss him, your lips moving leisurely together, although baxter does bite your bottom lip when he pulls away, teasing you.
you grin, pecking his lips and resting your forehead against his. "i'll go put on a pot of coffee.. gonna keep me company?"
baxter hums, nuzzling into your shoulder. "for sure..."
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SEE YOU AGAIN SOON
it's finally the day of your depature, and you decide to leave baxter with one last memory to hold onto until you can see each other again.
a/n; i'm so head over heels in love with this monochrome man i feel like my heart's gonna burst. thank you so much for the amazing game and loving memories, gb patch i'm going to treasure Our Life always
“Is this everything?” You’ve heard that question no less than three times now since leaving Baxter’s apartment. Once, when he closed the door, twice, when you exited the car, and now for a third time as you’re at the station waiting for the train to arrive.
“I should hope so, otherwise one of my belongings is lost within the depths of your apartment now,” you tease good heartedly.
“Hm,” his concerned frown is quickly replaced by a grin. “Maybe I should hope you did leave something behind, then. It would give me an excuse to bring it to you.”
The both of you share a hearty laugh at that. You hadn’t even been parted yet, but here he was already thinking of making his way back to you.
Well, you did agree to have him come over soon after the hectic rush-planning that was Jude and Scott’s wedding, and the five days that you had spent here wasn’t enough to make up for the five years of no contact. There was going to be a lot to catch up on, and a part of you hoped that you’d always have something to catch up on with each other. That there was always going to be something new to learn about one another—together.
“We’ll call,” you reassure him. His shoulders visibly untense at your words, a softer smile adorning his lips. “And text, the days before you arrive will be over before we both know it.”
Baxter reaches out to take your hand, no pauses, no falters. “Then I look forward to that day with bated breath.”
Your eyes crinkle at the edges, and despite him being the one who took hold of your hand first you decide to turn it around on him—literally. Flipping your clasped hands, you bring it up to your lips in a gentle kiss, his bright, brown eyes following the motion as goosebumps chill their way down his arm.
“Why don’t we take a picture together?”
The sudden question catches him off-guard. “A picture?”
“The frame on your desk was empty last time I saw it, right?”
“Ah,” he looks abashed at that. Even though you had gifted him a picture frame, Baxter had never been able to actually use it for its intended purpose. “You noticed that as well, huh?”
You swallow the words at how it’s a bit difficult not to notice something like that. “What do you say?”
There was simply never a moment precious enough in his life to capture in time until you showed up again, and since your arrival every day felt special enough to be caught in the moment. Now with that offer laid bare in front of him, there was no way he was going to let it go. “I’d say that’s a great idea.”
Setting your bags on the nearest chair, Baxter pulls out his phone and you shimmy closer to his side, his arm reaching out to wrap around your waist almost instinctively. It felt a bit embarrassing, using the selfie function of his phone; he couldn’t remember the last time he ever did if ever.
Though far past his embarrassment was the joy of being able to see your face every day whenever he so wished, even if you weren’t there in person.
The shutter goes off, and at the same time he feels a soft press into his cheek.
The motion catches him by surprise, the only word able to leave the tip of his tongue being, “huh?” followed by your chuckles.
His eyes glance down at his phone, the picture displaying all its glory to you and him. He sports a startled look, the tips of his ears forming the faintest red and of course you’re leaning in, your lips pressed against his cheek with a smile.
“It looks good,” you comment cheerfully, either not noticing or feigning ignorance to the way his entire face has lit up in a bright, strawberry red. “Don’t you think?”
“I-” he catches the same tint of red dusting the edge of your cheeks. No doubt that action had been a spur of the moment decision on your part, rather than a well-thoughtout plan, though at this point he can’t say he’s surprised—if the last-minute party plannings were anything to go by.
An affectionate sigh leaves him, and he leans in, following the bubbling warmth in his chest, hand gently cradling your cheek as he pulls you into a kiss. A proper one, where both of your lips touch and your eyes flutter close, blocking the entire world around you.
Your arms wrap around his shoulders, fingers playing with the ends of his hair, and he nearly melts at the tender motion of your hands. Baxter’s spent the last five days wondering how he could be so lucky. To reunite with his ideal, the person he fell for, the one he loved—loves—from all those years ago and how even after a long five years you still haven’t forgotten, haven’t given up on him.
“Baxter?” Every part of you, from the color of your eyes, to your kind, patient personality, to your hands that treat him like he’s glass, to your voice that calls his name with so much warmth.
At one point, the kiss had broken and he bumped his forehead with yours. He couldn��t tell you not to leave, even when every fiber of his being wished for you to just stay by his side, and so he swallows those words. This is enough for now, these five days, the next five years. You’ll make it work.
“I love you.” From this close of proximity, the breath that follow his words flutter your eyelashes. His hand doesn’t move from your cheek, but his thumb begins to rub timidly along your skin, as if afraid you’ll back off if he did any more.
Your eyes gloss over at those three simple words. He was really going to make it hard to leave wasn’t he? Even though you were the one who had been trying to keep it together this entire time. “I love you, too,” you whisper, leaning in for another kiss.
If time stopped there, neither of you would have minded, but it doesn’t, and soon the ring of the train bells force both of you to pull away.
“I should get going,” you mutter with less resolve than before.
“I’ll walk with you to the doors.” Baxter picks up half of your bags again, motioning towards your ride with his head. He looks just as, if not more, insulted than you at the interruption.
“Thank you.”
The walk was short and quiet, there were a million and one things you could have said, but chose not to. They could wait until you met up again. And everyone knows that there was no one more patient than you around here. You’ve waited this long, you could wait a little more.
“I’ll see you in a bit?” Baxter passes your bags over to you. It’s unsure of exactly how long ‘a bit’ actually refers to, but you’ll get your answer eventually.
“Definitely,” you reply. “I’ll see you again soon, Baxter.”
He leans in for the last time, and you’re almost sure he was going to kiss your lips again, but he falters at the last second and moves upwards to press his lips against your forehead instead.
“I feel like if I kiss you now I’d never stop,” he chuckles in jest, though you can hear the full sincerity in those words. “I’ll see you again soon, darling.”
‘Darling’ that was a pet name you’d have to get used to unless you fear for your poor heart exploding.
You give him one last kiss of your own, also on the forehead—he hums contently at the action—before pulling back; the train doors beginning to close.
And when the train finally takes off, and your waves weren’t within sight anymore, Baxter finds himself crumpling to the floor in a heap.
It’s a question he’s asked himself multiple times, more times than you’d call appropriate, but was he allowed to be this happy? A hand goes up to his forehead where your lips had just been, and he allows himself to bask in the feeling.
‘It’s alright.’ He was allowed to be this happy.
A ping from his phone pulls him out of his thoughts, and he grumbles at the interruption. He pulls out the device with a less-than-appropriate mumble though stops completely when he sees who it’s from.
[ could you send me that picture, please?
i’d like to have a memory of us as well. ]
[ Of course. ]
Comes his instantaneous response.
He sends you the photo immediately, and his eyes linger on it for just as long as it takes for you to reply back.
[ thanks! i’ll treasure it ]
Yeah, he is allowed to be this happy.
With you.
And he hopes with his entire heart that you feel the same.
[ As will I. ]
#Our Life#Our Life: Beginning and Always#Baxter Ward#Baxter Ward x Reader#Baxter Ward x MC#i was smiling so much through his whole dlc i gave myself a headache#i genuinely can't put into words how much i adore this game#the characters#and how much i'll miss it#thank you for all the adventures#and i look forward to Now and Forever in the future!
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Author's Note: I was inspired by a recent post of mine about Cliff's protective nature towards MC and how he reacts when Baxter and MC reunite and get back together. I believe Cove keeps Cliff updated on EVERYTHING!
This would take place after the events of the Baxter DLC, The timing is up to you!
Pairing: Baxter Ward x MC
Cliff Holden was currently unboxing some new shipments When he heard the store's front doorbell ring a few times.
He emerged from the backroom to see his son and his group of friends. He instantly had a huge grin on his face as he welcomed them.
"Hey, Bud." He greeted nonchalantly, earning a small 'Hey' from his son.
"Oh! Hello, Terry and Miranda! It's always nice seeing you two" he greeted warmly, earning himself an enthusiastic "Heeyyyyy!" from Terry and a small wave from Miranda.
"And of course, MC and-" he paused when he saw the new face standing next to MC with a sheepish smile. He looked familiar but he couldn't put a name to the face.
"Oh! Hey! It's always nice seeing a new face, I am Cliff" he greeted with a grin.
The 'stranger' smile grows a little. "Hello. We've already met before...I was staying in the condo next to yours five years ago..?" The black-haired man said. "Baxter Ward?" He added.
Cliff deflated for a minute. He had remembered, now that Baxter hiked his memory. Cove had updated Cliff on the entire series of events about Baxter and MC.
He was told how the eccentric monochromatic tourist had gotten together with his long-term neighbor and son's best friend.
He was also told about how the same eccentric monochromatic tourist had dumped MC at the end of the summer and vowed to never see them again.
Baxter had always been very neighborly and amiable towards Mr. Holden himself, always greeting him and giving tidbits about his plans for the day.
But...
He couldn't forget how heartbroken MC was over the breakup. It always seemed like they had some unheeded feelings that will most likely never be addressed or explained; leaving MC confused and sad over it all.
Like Noelani and Pamela’s first reaction to the reappearance of Baxter; His excitement melted in the California heat.
“Oh.” Cliff mumbled.
He then walked to stand behind the register took out a long box and continued to talk with everyone.
“So , What brings you back in town, Baxter?”
“Well.-“ Baxter was then promptly interrupted by the sound of a box opening and a metal clanking sound hitting the counter.
Cliff casually unboxed a box of fishing harpoons while staring right at Baxter.
“Well, we wanted to visit the shopping district again to relax.” Baxter finished , he had his usual grin but it looked a tiny bit wobbly.
“Uh-huh,” Cliff said, placing another fishing harpoon on the table casually again. “Ignore me. These are new shipments.” Cliff reiterated, with a slightly forced smile.
Not wanting to stay in this awkward and slightly threatening silence, MC speaks up.
“Mr. Holden , me and Baxter are back together; don’t be too hard on him” they said both in a jokey and genuine sense.
Cliff chuckled a little. “I won’t , don’t worry!” He smiled , shining the threatening harpoons.
Miranda giggled a little , either out of nervousness or whatever was going on. Terry being the social butterfly he is bounced right back.
“B-man invited everyone to lunch so we gotta head out soon!” He stated , giving Baxter a friendly pat on the shoulder.
“Yeah. We just wanted to stop by , Dad” Cove said with a smile. Cliff nodded to that. “I appreciate you for thinking about your old man, Cove.”
“Your not old , Mr.Holden. Your only like 49.”
“Pfft-, 49?!? MC. I promise ,I am not that old” he cackled lightheartedly. Before he started waving the group off. “You kids go on now, You don’t have to stay to keep me company.”
As they all began exiting , he stopped Baxter. “Uh , Baxter. A word?” He asked , a serious tone in his voice.
Baxter didn’t say anything but he did move to properly look at the older gentleman. He had a abased frown.
“I don’t want any funny business with you,” Cliff said, crossing his arms. “MC has been a massive support to both Cove and myself for a long time. It would be sad to see them be heartbroken again.” He continued, he wasn’t joking around.
Baxter Ward stood up straighter and said. “Mr. Holden. I assure you that this time, I am here to stay.” He said, putting a pale hand to his purple button-up.
“I understand your concern. I haven’t made a good impression by doing that years ago. I am sorry for that. I truly do care for MC and I want to be with them.”
He finished it off with a slight bow of his head.
Cliff unfolded his arms and gave Baxter’s shoulder a strong but not painful squeeze. “Good. I hope we can become good friends then.”
Cliff then let Baxter go to join the rest of the group with a small hopeful smile.
#olba#our life beginnings & always#olba baxter#baxter ward#fanfic#our life beginning & always Baxter#olba mc#baxter ward x reader#baxter ward x mc#olba cliff#cliff holden#gb patch#cliff casually threatens Baxter with a harpoon#casual protective behavior#fr#☺️#orion fic
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Smug Wine
If you hadn't known Baxter Ward any better, you'd think he had brushed off your seduction. His lidded, dark eyes and smirk at you from across the restaurant table gave nothing away to the untrained eye. The clasped hands in front of his chin as if you were both in a meeting didn't fool you either.
It was the way his nostrils imperceptivly flared with a quick inhale of breath. The twitch of a relaxed brow. The slight straightening of his spine that gave you the satisfaction you were looking for. Your ego flared even hotter as you observed the smallest change of pale skin transitioning to pink at the top of his ears.
Swirling the wine in your glass you took a languid sip of the sweet liquid, eyeing him casually over the rim. It was a favorite game of the both you. Saying the most insinuatingly devious things, all while keeping a nonchalant demeanor. Teasing all the while sounding as if you were simply asking about the weather.
There wasn't necessarily a winner or prize aside from the pride of getting under the other's skin. For you personally, it was the prize of Baxter Ward not showing it, but you knew to expect your delightful comeuppance from him when you got home for riling him up somewhere he could do nothing about it.
Baxter often won these little games you played, his cool, calm, and collected façade made it so. Though, the longer you were together, the more you gained on him. You were learning what made him tick, what got a reaction out of him, what he liked. So, it was when he had finished the last dregs of his own wine and asked for the check, with his eyes trained on you, that you knew you had won this round and it was time to return to your shared abode for a completely different parry.
#idk why i wrote this#the parasites thats why#thnk u ol for making me want to write again 🙏#olba#our life#our life beginnings & always#baxter ward#baxter ward x reader#drabble#fanfic
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Late Night Treat
Baxter gets home later after a work function to find you already took your nighttime medication and have passed out. However, that won't stop him from a little late night indulgence.
Baxter Ward x f!reader (mild spoilers for his DLC, 3,300 words, explicit)
You sighed heavily, whining softly. Baxter had texted you that he wasn’t able to make it home until late tonight - some event happening in the office that he had committed to going to. With his resolve to stop weasel out of things, you had encouraged him to attend and spend time with his coworkers and forge some connections. Although, you had to admit you were disappointed it would be going so late into the night.
Stretching out, you made your way to the bathroom, winding down for the night and sleeping the time apart from Baxter away. Stripping down, you put on a joint playlist the two of you had made and washed the stress of the day away. You were relieved it was a Friday night, you and Baxter could sleep in in the morning without a care in the world.
Humming along and dancing slightly, you moved the bizarre mix of songs that came over the shower speaker. Eyeing your boyfriend’s body wash, you sighed contentedly as you opened it and inhaled the subtle manly scent of it. Holding the bottle to your chest, you giggled bashfully. Everything that reminded you of Baxter made you feel as giddy as a school girl. You were still in awe of finally ending up together again.
It had been well over a year now that you two were together, and you were pleased to say the two of you lived together harmoniously the last couple months. Living a few towns apart wasn’t so bad, but it couldn’t compare to living together. Getting good night and good morning - and a lot of good afternoon - kisses couldn’t be beat, they were incredibly preferred to texts.
Turning off the water, you toweled yourself off. Pursing your lips, you looked around suspiciously, as if your boyfriend would suddenly appear. Stealthily moving out of the bathroom without partaking in your usual shared skin care routine, you felt as if you were breaking the law. Laughing softly, you moved to the bedroom, turning down the sheets, and crawling in nude.
You hoped Baxter would be home soon, and maybe wake you up for a quick midnight romp. Giggling to yourself, you moved to grab your nighttime medication, and with a quick drink of water, you settled down to pass out for the night, dreamily happily of your beloved.
Pulling into the apartment parking lot, Baxter sighed heavily, relaxing into the seat before hauling himself out of the car. Grabbing his blazer, he slowly made his way into the building, past the expansive fireplace, and into the elevator, pressing the little floor eleven button. Resting back against the wall, he looked up into the mirrored ceiling.
You had sent him a goodnight text, so he wasn’t expecting you to be awake, but he couldn’t deny that a part of him hoped you were. Rubbing the back of his head, he made his way down the hall, unlocking the door and flicking on the entryway lights. Stretching his arms high above his head, he hung up the jacket by the door before making his way to the master bedroom.
Flicking the flights back off as he entered the hallway, he gently opened the door. Seeing all the lights out, he sighed, smiling softly. There you were, bundled up under the sheets and sleeping soundly, the soft sound of the fan joining the white noise machine on your bedside.
Moving about as quietly as he could, he let his mind drift as he listened to the automated ocean sounds. The apartment was too inner city to hear the ocean properly, and while the white noise machine wasn’t the same, you had said it was close enough.
Stripping down completely, he rubbed his face with his palms. He didn’t feel up to showering, the socialization burning his motivational candle down. Messing up his perfectly swooped hair, he made his way to the bed, sliding into the sheets and immediately seeking out your warmth. However, he couldn’t help but grin as his hands met your soft bare skin.
Licking his lips, he pulled the two of you closer to the center of the bed, gently turning you over. Seeing the serene look on your face almost had him feeling guilty, however, he knew you were very much okay with him waking you up for quality time together. He leaned down, kissing you softly, wanting to see how far he could go before you awoke.
His eyes stayed half lidded, watching for your facial expression to change or for your beautiful eyes to flutter open. When you didn’t so much as make a peep, his warm brown eyes searched your nightstand. Grinning wolfishly, he saw your medication container empty for Friday night. Biting his lip, he tried to keep his newfound enthusiasm under check. Oh, he would most certainly be having his fun with you tonight, whether or not you woke up.
Part of him hoped you didn’t wake up. That you’d sleep through him taking advantage of you while you were asleep, only to awaken in the morning leaking his cum and feeling sore. Kissing you once again, Baxter moaned as his hand came up to hold your cheek, easing your mouth open and petting your warm tongue with his.
Sighing, he pressed tighter against you, hand leaving your face as they both slipped down to spread your legs open to fit him. Basking in the heat of your cunt against his somewhat hard shaft, his hands drifted along again, groping and pawing at your chest. Breaking from your kiss, he nibbled and bit your bottom lip instead, the skin flushing with warmth at his stimulation.
Rocking his hips against yours slightly, he grinned as he heard your breath pick up. Soft sounds leaving your kissable lips as he pulled gently at your nipples. Dipping down, he continued the soft grinding of your hips together as he licked and sucked one of your sensitive nipples. Moaning softly, he swirled his tongue around before giving steady flat licks.
You remained generally unresponsive, the only real reactions being the soft sounds and occasional panting as he worked you quickly just to drop back down again. Popping off one breast, he moved to the other, giving it the same soft treatment. However, as his eyes flicked up to your face, turned to the side with a warm flush across your cheeks, he sucked tighter and pulled up on your chest, teeth dragging along your nipple before it fell from his mouth.
Your brows knitted together, a soft moan spilling from your now parted lips. He smirked to himself, turning his attention to your breasts once more. After your split that one summer, he found himself fantasizing about your body more often than he’d like to admit. Every time he had the utmost pleasure to see you in your swimsuit was another cherished memory he would unpack when he was hard and pining for you.
One hand groped your opposite breast while he licked and sucked your nipples back and forth. Biting around your soft skin, he made sure to leave marks all across your chest. If you weren’t sore from how he planned on pounding you, then you’d have all his sweet marks to show you his nighttime activities as well.
Leaning back, he admired his work in the low light of the bedroom. Your arms were tossed up by your head, hair messy around your pillow, and your perfect nude body spread out beneath him. Licking his lips, he openly leered at your snoozing form, hand stroking his fully hard cock.
Biting his lip, he grabbed for his phone blindly on his nightstand, changing the setting to low light as he snapped a few pictures of you. Leaning in close, he took closer shots of your bitten and marked chest, groping you for a few of the pictures. Grinning, he tossed it aside to grab for later once he was finished with you.
Letting his hands slide over your belly, they drifted down to hold your inner thighs. Rubbing his thumbs across your skin, he massaged your plump legs as he admired your shining cunt. You weren’t nearly as wet as he would like you to be, but it wouldn’t be a problem. Considering you had yet to even be roused from sleep, he’d take this little round of love making for his own pleasure. He’d make it up to you in the morning.
One hand moved to cup you, fingers gently stroking you. He watched your expression closely, brown eyes half lidded as he slipped a digit inside. Moaning softly to himself, his gaze dipped down, admiring how he fit so well inside, the familiar feeling of your hot cunt wrapped around his fingers.
Feeling how slick you were, he slipped another digit inside, the pace slow and methodical. Gaze once again admiring you, he used his other hand to push your thigh open, spreading your cunt and letting him push his fingers deeper inside. He watched as your brows pinched together, breath coming out in pants as you whined slightly.
Using his knee to keep your leg spread, he leaned down to rest on his forearm next to your head. Kissing your forehead, he moved his hand faster. “That’s my good girl, can you hear me, darling? You’re being so wonderful for me.” You whimpered in your sleep, hand loosely curling into a fist, with no strength behind your movements.
Baxter grinned, dark hair falling to rest on your forehead. Biting your bottom lip, he tugged slightly, your mouth opening once more and basking in your moans. Readjusting his wrist, he slipped another finger inside, listening as you let out a low cry, hips moving just slightly. It was obvious you were trying to wake up, but your sleeping medication was keeping you sedated.
He pressed a kiss to your open mouth, slipping his tongue inside and touching yours as it moved restlessly against his. Hooking his fingers, he pressed up towards your gspot. Breaking away, he watched as you choked on a gasp of air, his thumb teasing your shy clit. It wasn’t enough teasing for either to become swollen enough to have you screaming, but he was content with that. Afterall, he wanted to use you for his own pleasure tonight.
Slipping his fingers out of you, he licked them clean idly as he watched your body calm back down. His cock was flushed and throbbing, and he knew if you were awake and coherent, you’d be begging him to let you suck him off. He moaned at the thought, cleaned digits wrapping around himself as he so clearly could hear you in his head begging to blow him. “You’re a naughty little minx, aren’t you, my love?”
Lustful eyes traced over your features, his gaze hot and heavy as he admired you. Moving so he could grip both your legs, he propped them up on his hips, pinning one as he guided his shaft to your slick cunt. Once the tip slipped in, he tilted his head back and moaned. Your heat was incredible, it made his head fuzzy as soon as he felt it, warming up his chest and heart.
Swallowing, he held your legs wide open, watching his cock as it slipped inside a bit deeper. Of course, you weren’t aroused enough for it to be an easy fit, but he was excited to see how tight you’d feel. Half lidded gaze watched your face as he pulled back a bit to sink into your heat once more. Releasing a shaky breath, he moved one leg to rest flat against his toned chest. Using his now free hand, he rested it next to your head on the pillow, watching you closely for any signs of pain as he freely used your body.
Baxter rocked his hips easily against yours, content with the slow progress and your sleepy body. He took the time to admire you, watching as your chest bounced with every subtle move of his hips, how your brows knitted together, moaning softly but not waking up. His hand fisted the fabric. He couldn’t help but think how easy it would be to wake you up, to shove himself inside and wait for you to adjust that way.
But he wanted you to stay asleep. There hadn’t yet been a time where you either stayed fully asleep or just as quickly fell back asleep, he wanted to make your dreamy fantasy a reality, and so far it looked like tonight would be that night.
Hissing slightly, he felt your muscles tighten around him, groaning as his hips bucked deeper inside you instinctively. Freezing in place, he panted, watching as you writhed gently. “‘ax... ahh.” Your voice was soft and low, rough with sleep. Smirking, he smugly wondered what you were dreaming about, you were positively ravishing enough, but hearing you try to say his name as you were fully unconscious while he was fucking you made him eager to know what was happening in your dreams.
As if answering his inner monologue, he felt your tight cunt unfurl around him slightly, a wave of heat and wetness washing over him as he shuddered. Licking his lips, he propped the leg in his hand a bit higher, moving his hips just a bit faster.
Pulling out slightly, he pushed in deeper. Your broken moans and small cries encouraging him further. He couldn’t help but pant slightly, your impossibly tight cunt and burning heat working him up. “Fuck, you feel so good. Too bad you’re not awake, darling, I just know how you’d love to see me fuck you.”
Biting his now sore lip once more, he leaned back, spreading your legs wide open, wincing as your hips popped, he pushed inside. You squeezed him tight, like the vice grip you had when you were in the throes of pleasure and climaxing. Wincing, he focused on moving slowly but forcefully, pressing himself deep inside until he felt himself pressed to the hilt.
Opening his mouth, he let himself pant heavily, peering down at your joined bodies, and moaning hotly at the sight of his swollen cock pressed flush against you. Swallowing thickly, he moved your legs to rest on either side of his narrow hips, groping the sheets for his phone.
Grabbing it, he sat back on his heels, the position forcing your legs to spread wide open, displaying your perfect cunt with his lengthy cock shoved fully inside you. Taking a few pictures, he played idly with your clit, recording how you fluttered around him, your muscles pulsing around his shaft. Groaning, he rocked into you slowly and gently.
Moving to rest the camera by your face, he used his fingers to slide your mouth open, his digits resting on your tongue as you remained blissfully unaware. Locking his phone once more, he lifted your legs back up, pulling nearly all the way out before snapping his hips back into you. He smirked as you cried out, face twisting but not awaking.
Smirk morphing into a wolfish grin, he slid both legs to be pressed against his chest. Anchoring his hands on either side of your head, right by where your own hands rested, he began to fuck you in earnest. Panting as he bucked his hips against you, he moaned loudly, wanton gaze watching you.
You whimpered and groaned, soft pants and moans escaping you with every solid thrust. Soon, Baxter watched with smug satisfaction as your eyes cracked open, blearly gaze unable to meet his. Letting himself fall to his forearms, he kept his quick and deep pace as he watched you.
It was obvious you weren’t awake, or coherent, but still he found himself talking with you. “Beautiful, absolute perfection- ah! You’re so- fuck, so amazing. Such a good girl, your body knows to take my cock, not even hard to fuck you while you’re-” He his his face in your shoulder, shuddering as you tighted around him. Were you able to comprehend his dirty talk?
Biting you on your neck, you couldn’t help but cry out, your legs pinned between you and your salacious boyfriend. “B-Baxter-” He moaned loudly in your ear, making you clench down on him, as he heard you moan his name.
“Ahh~ Is my little darling awake? Such a dirty girl, going to bed with no panties- fuck! You were begging me to fuck you once I got home, weren’t you?” Drool was pooling in his mouth as your heavy hands moved to rest on the back of his head and on his shoulder, nails biting into his skin.
“Ahh!~ Baxter, p-please! Fuck!” You took the opportunity to bite him, leaving marks across his pale skin, bruises and red marks showing easily and quickly. “C-Can’t, damn it, I can’t- ahh~” His pace quickened as you felt the edges of sleep overtake you once more.
Baxter leaned back, watching smugly as you tried to fight off sleep, your sedatives not allowing you to stay awake. Your hands slowly fell from his body, coming to rest on either side of your hips. Licking his lips, he anchored his feet into the sheets, pressing your hips higher with his own as he began to pound you harder.
You continued to blearly watch him, eyes unseeing as you moaned and panted broken syllables of his name. He basked in your body and trust, letting your heat wash over him as he felt his body tense. “Fuck, so close, ahh! Don’t worry, my l-love, I’ll give you every bit of my cum, fuck! Gonna pump you full, ahhh~” He was wanton above you, cheeks flushed down his chest, body rosy as he felt his climax coming.
His hips stuttered, the salacious sounds of your joined bodies echoing around him, the impossible heat of your cunt surrounding him, squeezing his cock and smothering him. Panting, he cried out your name as he felt himself lose his rhythm. Kissing you sloppily and wetly, he felt himself cum inside your perfectly tight cunt. Jerking his hips, he dumped every bit inside of you, willing strength in his arms as he hovered above you.
Your face was pinched as you felt him inside you, unable to burst through the heavy fog of sleep as you vaguely heard Baxter speak to you. You could feel his warm hands on your face and body, and as he touched you, you felt yourself fall into a deep slumber once more.
Baxter watched as your face relaxed completely, smiling as you fell back into a deep sleep. Rolling his shoulders, he groaned as your hips moved against him. Licking his lips and swallowing his mouthful of drool, he slowly and gently moved your legs down, rubbing your thighs as he did so. Settling his weight on his knees, he gently eased himself from your burning body.
He couldn’t help but moan as his cock slipped from you completely, a bit of cum leaking out of you down your slit. Grinning wolfishly, he used his fingers to swipe it up and press it back inside of you. Moaning at the sight, he grabbed his phone once more, taking a handful of photos with his cum leaking out and his fingers pushing it back in. He readjusted his wrist, holding your slit open as thick cum slowly leaked from your pulsing cunt.
Tossing his phone aside for the last time for the night - early morning? - he moved you to rest on your side, grabbed the blankets he had kicked down, and settled in right next to you. Deep brown eyes watched your face softly, love blossoming inside him euphorically. He brought you close, one arm wrapped around you, letting the other slip under the pillow, and tangling his legs with yours.
Sighing contentedly, Baxter allowed himself to relax with you in his arms. Feeling the exhaustion of the night catch up with him, he felt himself go limp before falling asleep beside you.
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