#BUT FUCK ME

[thebibliosphere]

The iron supplements are definitely making my migraines different. The pain is still debilitating but the brain fog is less severe. Which is better because the severe pain lasts about 17 hours for me, but the brain fog was taking about 3-4 days to lift and by the time I was feeling more cognitively functional I was heading into another prodrome.

So. Progress.

That said, eeeeeeuuuuuuuuugggggghhhhh.

[adamsrcnan]

It's official. I have finished The Sunshine Court. I have so many things to say and yet have no idea what to possibly say. It was perfect. It was absolutely perfect and heartbreaking and gut wrenching and an insane emotional roller coaster and everything i could possibly have asked for from Nora. Like she really truly delivered and i'm so fucking INSANELY grateful she has shared this story with us after all these years. We do not deserve her.

[that-ineffable-devil]

Listen, I love the Night Nurse as a character. I love Ruth Connell, period.

But when she stands there in Charles' memories and watches him get beaten with a belt and then takes the words he cried at his father to beat him down further "No, you can't make it better. You never made it better, then you died."

I have yet to forgive her for that. It is, without a doubt, one of the cruellest lines I've ever heard in film or television.

[britt-the-bratt]

Steamy bathroom mirror selfies make me wanna sin🙃

[sihtryggr]

You mean to tell me that the same Rhaenyra Targaryen who was described as [ …dressed richly favoring purple and maroon velvets and golden Myrish lace in intricate patterns. Her bodice often glittered with pearls and diamonds, and there were always rings on her fingers… ] wore the same dull dress upon arrival, at court and for dinner with her entire family? You mean to tell me Rhaenyra Targaryen did not bring any other clothes aside from this one black dress (and her sleepwear) to wear during her trip back to King’s Landing?

HotD creators need to be fucking for real- they could’ve at least changed her dress for the dinner scene.

[chapwiththewingsthere]

initial dot and bubble reaction

[inkyquince]

god going back to dragon age inquisition after spending 400 hours in baldurs gate is super disappointing. nostalgic but REALLY disappointing. like meeting up with someone you thought was cool when u were younger and now u just think they're a loser.

[assortedvillainvault]

Am I a useless potato sack of human flesh with no prospects or has the seasonal sads finally crash landed into my living room

[sunsetno4]

Man. Every annoyance aside and all the ones I’m sure are still on the horizon, I do love her to bits so far. ;;v;; <3333333

[thencomethecherryblossoms]

Just remembered that there are people in the world who think Josh Chen is the devil himself but think that Alex Volkov and Christian Harper can do no wrong and now I want to pull my hair out :D

[that-gay-guy-from-hell]

So I always get disappointed when people dont add body hair to characters who should have it, however, after spending 30 mins adding hair to some Rust doodles/sketches, I 100% understand why people skip it cause my hand is fucking cramping lmao

(/silly + /lh)

TLT MASTERLIST

[patcaps]

seeing the racist who dropped the n-word on my discord server still actively posting in the ghosts tag and for other shows i enjoy too is making me wanna never be on here btw. so deeply uncomfortable to see others interacting with them 😐

[1supernatural-trickster]

Finally saw Alien Romulus. I've always loved the movies, the good ones & the laughable ones, but I'm not gonna lie: this one took a few sanity points from me.

[messrmoonyy]

*feral screeching*

[sihtryggr]

I have a lot of grievances with this show, one of them being how they’ve gone above and beyond to constantly drag up the paternity of the Velaryon boys, despite it being a blip in the book because black-haired Rhaenys and *ambiguity* actually existed. BUT that’s just whatever at this point and there’s no use bringing it up again. SO, considering the direction they’ve taken all of this! Man… show!Rhaenyra really pisses me off and honestly? I just feel bad for show!Jace. He’s had rumours of being a ‘bastard’ following him around his whole life. His life has constantly been at risk as a result and Alicent had also been putting their legitimacy to question which Viserys had to shut down on more than one occasion, reminding her, “the consequences of the allegations you toy at would be dire.” Jace himself has known with certainty since he was at least 8 (I’m not sure how old he is in 01x06) that he’s not Laenor’s ‘trueborn’ son. He’s had to stand before a court of people TWICE while his legitimacy was put to question - once subtly in his mother’s home and once very loudly in his father’s home “we know father, everyone knows. Just look at them.” He’s since gone above and beyond to prove that he deserves to be apart of his own family, that he’s the perfect son and Prince and a worthy heir to the Iron Throne. All of this in the face of Rhaenyra STILL holding love for Alicent, the woman who helped along the ‘bastard’ rumours that could’ve put his life at risk, the woman who tried to attack and take his little brother’s eye, the woman who allowed a petition to go ahead that put his own legitimacy into question, the woman whose son was responsible for his little brother’s death because she put it in her son’s head that he was still owed a debt, the woman who helped usurp Rhaenyra AND him, the woman who Rhaenyra snuck out to see without telling anyone to broker ‘peace terms’. Now they’re at war, Jace has successfully won Rhaenyra three of her biggest allies (Stark, Arryn and Frey) but everything has come to a head for him (albeit it was his idea, just twisted) and when he properly confronts Rhaenyra about her past choices, making his insecurities known to her because to him she is stripping him of this one thing that he believes holds him true and maintains his legitimacy because “I’m no fool, mother! The proof is here for all to see.” And all Rhaenyra can say is “I mislike all of this” - I MISLIKE ALL OF THIS?

Yeah. They could never make me hate Jace after all of that.

edited.

[delirious-comfort]

Okay but Agatha in the leather jacket ... MENZO MENZO MENZO WHERE ARE YOU. THIS IS HOW I SEE YOU KNOW WHO FROM THAT ONE FIC I CANNOT STOP READING.

MENZOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO