#BUT FUCK ME
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The iron supplements are definitely making my migraines different. The pain is still debilitating but the brain fog is less severe. Which is better because the severe pain lasts about 17 hours for me, but the brain fog was taking about 3-4 days to lift and by the time I was feeling more cognitively functional I was heading into another prodrome.
So. Progress.
That said, eeeeeeuuuuuuuuugggggghhhhh.
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It's official. I have finished The Sunshine Court. I have so many things to say and yet have no idea what to possibly say. It was perfect. It was absolutely perfect and heartbreaking and gut wrenching and an insane emotional roller coaster and everything i could possibly have asked for from Nora. Like she really truly delivered and i'm so fucking INSANELY grateful she has shared this story with us after all these years. We do not deserve her.
#i'm going to make another post probs with spoilers to like properly convey my thoughts#but fuck ME#that was so fucking good. so worth staying up until 5am to read#like wow#JUST WOW#everything i could have asked for AND MORE#so much more#MESSAGE ME IF YOU'VE READ IT TOO AND WANNA DISCUSS#the sunshine court#tsc#all for the game#aftg#jean moreau#fuckskshs love OF MY LIFE#jeremy knox#laila dermott#catalina alvarez#nora sakavic
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Listen, I love the Night Nurse as a character. I love Ruth Connell, period.
But when she stands there in Charles' memories and watches him get beaten with a belt and then takes the words he cried at his father to beat him down further "No, you can't make it better. You never made it better, then you died."
I have yet to forgive her for that. It is, without a doubt, one of the cruellest lines I've ever heard in film or television.
#I really struggle with that scene#I don't “skip” it because I want my rewatches to count#but fuck me#If I don't manage to turn down the sound in time and close my eyes it still triggers me bad#And that fucken line is like salt on the wound#dead boy detectives#charles rowland#night nurse#dbda#cw: abuse mention#ruth connell#jayden revri
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#jesus christ#like thank god we got ALIENS they were GROSS the sci fi is BACK#but fuck me#i really enjoyed that 10/10. beyond fucked up#doctor who spoilers#this has probably been done sorry#doctor who
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god going back to dragon age inquisition after spending 400 hours in baldurs gate is super disappointing. nostalgic but REALLY disappointing. like meeting up with someone you thought was cool when u were younger and now u just think they're a loser.
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Am I a useless potato sack of human flesh with no prospects or has the seasonal sads finally crash landed into my living room
#its the SADS#I know its the SADs#i have a categorized history with the Sads#and yet#the doubt#amazing what less light does to the ol' brain chemistry#combined with a mild cold and hormones amd i honestly feel like i'm made of slow drying cement forced into human form#this too shall pass#eventually#but fuck me
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Man. Every annoyance aside and all the ones I’m sure are still on the horizon, I do love her to bits so far. ;;v;; <3333333
#like I’m constantly tallying everything that needs to be done#and redone#but fuck me#ortega is still beyond my dreams right now#I love her so much and I just wanna do her right. ;;v;; <3#but I think I’m getting there#slowly but there’s progress#also I love her arms#look at them!!!#so frickin’ beautiful#dolls
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Hnnggg so, red weather warnings for wind, 75+mph and warnings to stay indoors
Bunch of local shops are fully shut including the supermarkets but the chippy still wants to open for a few hours. A shop down the street has had its window blown in and we keep hearing roofing tiles and scaffolding going flying
Alfie *really* doesn't want me going out bc it's a 20 min walk past rail lines, lots of trees and some sort of lumber storage yard?? But I'm. So so anxious about texting my boss and being like yeah no work today, too wimdy too scawy :(
#like i know its the smart choice#they have a lot more experience with poor weather than me bc i grew up in a city and they didnt#and theyre genuinely afraid and thats. scarier than anything else tbh#like we're fine we're safe indoors we just need to keep an ear out for the scaffolding#but fuck me
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Just remembered that there are people in the world who think Josh Chen is the devil himself but think that Alex Volkov and Christian Harper can do no wrong and now I want to pull my hair out :D
#like I love them#but fuck me#unbelievable#unreal#that people think they’re angels#and yes Josh screwed up but#what they did is stratospheres above what Josh did!!!!#ana huang#twisted series#josh chen#twisted hate#christian harper#twisted lies#alex volkov#twisted love#booklover#booklr#bookstagram#bookish
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So I always get disappointed when people dont add body hair to characters who should have it, however, after spending 30 mins adding hair to some Rust doodles/sketches, I 100% understand why people skip it cause my hand is fucking cramping lmao
(/silly + /lh)
TLT MASTERLIST
#its not even that good looking#it just took me forever#plus having to add the grey to it was a bitch lmfao#(Rust’s hair is grey/brown for my personal take on him)#he looks a lot better with it#but fuck me#did it suck#(ha ha “butt fuck me” . . . sorry im tired and thought that was funny)#I have a doodle/sketch comp. coming out soon so hope yall like it lmfao#im trying to work on how to draw Rust#his chestplate/body armour is weird#like does it conform to his body or is it like a dirt bike chesplate and it is a solid piece..?#im going eith the solid one and posing is funky cause then it cant bend with his torso#and just ugh-!#i love Rust but fucking he is the bane of my drawing existence (akin to Tesla ironically enough)#okay i'll shut up now#lol
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seeing the racist who dropped the n-word on my discord server still actively posting in the ghosts tag and for other shows i enjoy too is making me wanna never be on here btw. so deeply uncomfortable to see others interacting with them 😐
#negativity#i’m not gonna @ them bc like. i don’t want to instigate hate#to someone younger than me especially#but fuck me#quill to paper
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I shouldn’t be watching Lucanis edits because it makes me miss him even more and I cannot play yet and it hurts
#datv#lucanis dellamorte#at least I am feeling good enough to miss him#but fuck me#i need him#I can literally feel the hyperfocus return from sick rest#and with it the insanity
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Finally saw Alien Romulus. I've always loved the movies, the good ones & the laughable ones, but I'm not gonna lie: this one took a few sanity points from me.
#alien romulus#alien franchise#dear god#the horror#I love horror movies#but fuck me#the actors were incredible#especially the protagonist & the android#hope to see them in more movies cause damn
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Okay but Agatha in the leather jacket ... MENZO MENZO MENZO WHERE ARE YOU. THIS IS HOW I SEE YOU KNOW WHO FROM THAT ONE FIC I CANNOT STOP READING.
MENZOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
#tis the forbidden fic from the forbidden fandom i guess#but fuck me#i think a woman in a leather jacket with wavy dark shoulder length hair and a cunty attitude is my ultimate woman
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The only hotness I feel today is the fucking fever slowly killing me
blog is running on queue today
#lesser spoken one#I am so fatigued#while I was on a flight too#thankfully I don't notice the passage of time much#but fuck me#(don't actually I don't wanna think about anything)
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The new Gladiator trailer drops.
Me:
#pedro pascal#i don't usually do the daddy thing#but fuck me#with that look he can be my daddy#my grandaddy#my whole fucking ancestal line#like 🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵#sorry not sorry
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