#BUT !!!! i hope ur doing soso lovely on this fine day !!!!!

[clembian]

HELLO WILL !!!! i wish so badly we were irls bc i always wanna hang out with u but i rarely have anything to say,,, pensive. how have u been lately !! i have a PLAY next week which is so very cool and also just a teensy bit stressful just a teeeeeeny tiny bit. ahahahah.., ALSO i was visiting relatives who live in very much Warmer Places and OHH there were Flowers !! and sunshine!! and yes its been Unusually Warm for winter but i have missed. flowers <3 i cant wait for spring 🌷

whats your favorite season ? :O my guessssss is autumn or spring but u could also be a summer person. u Could be a winter person but also i dont think you are? oh boy watch me be So Completely Wrong about this

hope ur day has been good and i hope u have a nice weekend !! love u friend :DD

!!!!!RAINNNN HIHIHIHI we were literally born 2 be irls forced 2 be online friends ... I GET IT THO i literally am no thoughts head empty 24/7 but i lauveee talking to my friends<33

also !!!!!!!! A PLAY... thats so cool :] i was on tech crew in another life (like 5th grade) and also apart of art club so we made all the sets and also switched them out !! it was pretty cool but i dont remember much of it ^_^ also YAYYYY sun☀️ its ME i live in warmer places (kinda) ! we have flowers here rn... they r so lovely ! its been so warm the last few days but it kinda cooled down today !! AND UR RIGHT im an autumn kinda guy but im rly very excited for spring !!!!watchign all the flowers bloom and being able to garden.. i dont rly like summer much but i loveee being able to romanticize it <- i feel like i need to explain this now . so i make playlists every year for each season and they r just cool little memory holders :] BUT MY SUMMER ONE IS ALWAYS SO COOL i love my summer music <- for real the only thing that gets me through the season.. i Hate hot weather .unless im listening to my summer playlist.

IIIIII HOPE YOU'VE BEEN AMAZING and i hope ur play gets a little less stressful ^_^ or that it's worth the stress !!!!!! LOVEEEE UUUUU 🫂🫂

[taintedcigs]

eddie and steve live together & steve is completely in love with reader but she’s with eddie.

he comes home one day and shes standing in the kitchen making lunch in the tightest yoga pants and he is literally gonna implode. he can’t handle it anymore 🥺

to the edge — s.h.

a/n: wrote this while listening to deftones and omfg this idea is KILLING ME nonnie!!! did not proof-read pls ignore all mistakes!! im sorry i made this soso pervy but i swear i held myself back lmao!! also idk if this is what u wanted but hope u enjoy bb <33

warnings: perv!steve,18+ only, minors dni!!!!! kinda dark but not rlly ??, male m*sturbation, steve j*rking off to ur picture, degrading nicknames but also praising kind of! just filthy idk what is going thru my head im sick. (wc: 1.5k+)

Steve didn't know how much longer he could handle this.

How much longer could he hide this from you? Or even more importantly, how much longer could he hide this from Eddie?

His breath strained the moment he came home from work, he was already worked up, going through hours and hours of paper work, and now he was beyond frustrated.

Because there you stood with the prettiest smile adorning your face as you greeted him, he couldn't help but let his eyes wander off to your body when you wore the tightest fucking yoga pants that he had ever seen.

Showing all of your curves in the best possible way, the way your breasts juggled as you skipped over to give him a greeting hug.

He felt... so fucking perverted about his thoughts of you, the way his entire body froze when your breasts squeezed over his chest, the way his hands lingered on your waist when all he wanted to do was lower them further, cupping your ass while you squealed, hitting his chest with those pretty giggles escaping your lips.

"Can you help me out?" You asked with those doe-eyes. Steve was sure he would do anything you asked if you gave him that look. Any fucking thing.

He nodded breathlessly, no words able to push past his lips as he watched you in awe.

Eddie was nowhere to be seen, probably still stuck at work and Steve felt horrible. He felt horrible by how he eyed you, he felt horrible by how his mind framed you beneath him, whimpering for more until he pounded into you senselessly.

And he was doing every fucking thing he could to keep it in his pants, it was truly torture. But he seemed to be doing fine. Until you decided to brush past him in an attempt to reach the knife next to him.

It wasn't intentional, you probably thought nothing of it. But the way your curves molded into him, the way your ass grazed against his boner was a whole new territory that Steve wasn't ready for yet.

In his mind, you two might as well have been naked. And he knew he was fucked. Because all Steve could think about now was fucking you from behind, seeing that pretty view of your ass while you melted into him, pretty lips opening slightly to mewl at him for more, his hips relentlessly pounding into you, his veiny cock stretching that perfect little cunt he always dreamed about.

Fucking you senselessly until your mind was filled with nothing but Steve, and his cock. He wanted to have you drooling for him, begging for him to let you cum, begging for more...

Shit.

Steve looked down at the bulge in his pants, it was very fucking visible as his cock strained against his zipper, even the wet patch from his pre-cum was starting to form and he knew if he didn't do something about it he was going to explode.

"I—I'm just so... tired." He fake yawned, and you looked up at him.

"Oh! It's okay, I'll just finish up here, there isn't much left anyway." You gave him a small smile.

"You... uh— you sure?" He asked, hand perfectly placed to cover up his boner.

"Yes, yes... I'll let you know when the dinner is ready, Stevie." You giggled, waving him off.

Stevie.

He didn't even know how he made it to his bedroom, heaving a breath of relief as soon as he locked the door.

Stevie. He was sure you were trying to fucking kill him.

Steve was quick to take off his pants, almost juggling over them by how fast he was being.

Jesus fucking Christ

He shouldn't do this, he can't fucking do this.

He tried to reason, but the memories of you flashed through his mind faster than he could comprehend, the way those tight yoga pants framed your curves in the best way possible, the way you licked your lips as you concentrated on cutting those damn vegetables.

He could turn every memory of you into something sexual, he could picture those lips wrapped around his throbbing cock, your delicate tongue lapping up his pre-cum as your mouth struggled to take all of his length, and you stared up at him with those doe eyes.

Fuckfuckfuck.

He couldn't hold it off as he climbed into bed, trying his best to stifle his grunts when he wrenched his cock from his boxers. His cock pulsed harder as he swiped his thumb along the tip, hissing as he spread the bead of pre-cum that collected at his pink tip.

A low groan rose in his throat, as he closed his eyes. Shaky hands stroking up his lengthy cock. So slowly.

And all he can imagine was you.

He wanted you so badly that it ached, his cock in his grip was almost hot to touch, pulsating with need.

He wanted— no, he needed you. He needed you trembling under him, eager to fill all of your holes, he wanted you pleading for him, he wanted to sheath himself inside of you, as he told you how much he loved you.

He wanted to fill you to the brim, not stopping until he made sure that you were stuffed with his cum, not stopping until he made sure he painted your velvety walls white.

He fisted his cock feverishly at his thoughts, so roughly that his knuckles turned white. But he didn't care, pictures of you etched into his brain were enough to get him over the edge.

Steve was sure he had never felt this way before, he felt out of his mind, hooked on you. You were like a drug he couldn't get enough of, and it was killing him.

He tried to keep his moans stifled—but it was so hard when his dirty mind was filled with X-rated images of you.

You with your mouth hung open, tongue sticking out as you begged to taste his cum, to feel his load shooting down your throat.

"Fuck—fucking slut." He let out before he could stop himself. Tugging harder at his abused cock. "Such—such a pretty baby for me, yea?" He praised envisioning you.

He didn't hesitate to grab his bedside picture when he felt himself closer to release. He examined the picture carefully, curses slipping past his lips. There you stood next to him, and there was Eddie.

His veins throbbed with rage at the sight of him, he knew it was wrong, so fucking wrong. But every inch of him resented Eddie for getting to have you.

His thumb was quick to cover Eddie's face, he gripped harder on the picture as he focused on you.

God, did you look pretty.

Your hands were wrapped around his waist as you leaned toward him, you looked so fucking happy.

You wore the smallest fucking skirt, and your tits were pressed up against your tiny top, and it was driving Steve crazy.

He stroked his cock harder and harder as he imagined you naked, squirming under him. "Please, Stevie." You mewled, the nickname clinging to his mind.

"Cum inside of me, Stevie. Please, baby... please—need your cum." He imagined you whimpering, batting your lashes at him as tears threatened to spill from those innocent eyes.

And Steve reveled in the thought, of having you begging for his cum, his desire to get you full of him, the visual of his cum leaking out of your cunt pulled a guttural groan out of him.

"Please, Stevie, wanna be filled with your load."

He tugged at his cock harder, the thought of you begging for him, the thought of you begging to be his flooded his mind. "'M gonna make you mine, honey." He promised.

"Shit—gonna fuck my load into you, yeah, baby?"

"Gonna make you my personal fuckin' cock sleeve." He cursed as he stroked harder, gripping the picture in his hand.

"Make you my fuckin' cum dump." He groaned, the desire to have you jolted every inch of him.

"'M yours, Stevie." He envisioned you mewling for him.

And that thought finally sent him over the edge, he spurted his warm cum all over the picture in his hand. Most of it spilling on your frame as he let out loud groans, not even able to hide or stifle them anymore.

He grunted as the last of his load dripped from his softened tip onto your lips and all over your face on the picture. He couldn't help the satisfied smile on his face as he admired it.

You looked so fucking gorgeous with his cum spurted all over your pretty little face.

"Stevie!" You called out for his name and Steve froze immediately.

He panicked and covered himself up as soon as you knocked on the door.

Did you fucking hear him?

Did you know about his disgusting thoughts?

"Y—yeah?" He replied, voice filled with shame.

Thankfully, you didn't open the door as you just yelled. "Dinner is ready!" He heaved a sigh of relief quickly.

You were going to be the death of him.

[pinkaditty]

Hi, hi!

I loved your perverted obey me brothers and you catching them with your underwear. Will you make a part 2 with the other dateables?

If not, no worries!!

I love your work and I hope you have a nice day!

anon. did u know that ur my first ask? did u know that anon? ily. i've been thinking abt this ask since i saw i first got it. i never knew getting an ask could be so euphoric.

anyways

Pervert (Obey Me: Shall We Date) Part 2!

summary: you are suspecting that someone is stealing your underwear. it will go missing and randomly reappear like it was never gone. you pretend not to notice, but set a little trap for the culprit… and catch them red handed.

a/n: folks. wow. i did not expect part 1 to be soso popular omg!! ily guys thanks so much for enjoying my stuff waaaah! sorry this second part took so fucking long man so much shit happened. like sooo much im so tired. anyways. here. this part includes the royals, angel, and human. ill be back with the others (thirteen, mephisto, and raphael) soon! they may be slightly ooc bc im unfamiliar with them but ill do my best! also im like literally praying that the characters i wrote here aren't ooc. I tried SO hard please lmk if they are. &lt;;/3

content warning: as usual fem!mc unless you like to imagine yours as a crossdresser (mc's physical attributes are not mentioned but fem undergarments are), and suggestive nsfw content! lmk if there's anything i missed :(

read part 1 here!

AS USUAL MINORS DNI PLEASE! PLEASE RESPECT MY BOUNDARY! THANK YOU!

Intro:

For a short while, you had been reassigned to stay at Purgatory Hall/The Demon Lord’s Castle/wherever else the Dateables are due to Satan having accidentally destroyed your section of the House of Lamentation. No big deal, but all of the brothers were less than happy to see you go. It’s okay, though. You’ll be fine among the others…

The story is the same, of course. You think someone has been nicking your intimates in their spare time. Which is, of course, strange but simultaneously exciting. 

You decide to set a trap to find out who they are, leaving your hamper full of clothes in the washroom before leaving to grab some scent beads. When you return, as expected, you can hear someone rifling through your intimates, but it’s not rushed. Rather, it’s calm and calculated, as though said person was desperate to not be heard. You decide to wait outside the door for them. Once they collect the spoils of their work, they quietly slip through the door, only to find you leaning against the wall outside, looking at them expectantly. Your arms are crossed and you’re tapping your fingers on your arm. You raise an eyebrow at them, stifling the urge to cackle at their panicked expression.

“Explain yourself, pervert.” 

Diavolo:

You know, simultaneously, you expected him and didn’t expect him at all - at the same time. It wasn’t exactly a secret that Dia was fascinated with humans, especially with you, but… To such lengths? Really? If only Barbatos could see him now. 

For a man that loves to talk… He sure is speechless now.

He’s frozen. The panicked expression remains on his face, his eyes flickering from the surrounding hallways and walls to you, to the floor, and back to the hallways. If there was a way out, he couldn’t find it. Before long, he deflated, resigning to looking down, a pitiful pout on his face. You got the feeling it was partially for show, though.

He whimpered like a hurt puppy before muttering a very formal apology. Keeping his head down, he held out the panties towards you. As you watch him, you realize this man has probably rarely ever felt shame before. It's almost entertaining - watching his eyes spin as he tries to adjust to feeling this way. Though he tries to hide it, you can hear his heaving breaths from here. He was ashamed. You could tell he wasn't ashamed for his actions; rather, he was ashamed because he was caught.

The thought makes you want to laugh, and you do, snatching the panties from his waiting hand. He looks up as you laugh, confused, his lips in a soft pout. His eyes almost look teary, as though he's that sad that you're laughing at him. You stifle your laughter with a hand and wave it off, walking past him into the laundry room to put your panties back in the hamper. Once your laughter dies out, you don't face him, but you do speak to him, knowing he is listening.

"Dia, the next time you find yourself fascinated with me, you can just ask. I'll be happy to spare a worn pair for your sake." 

You hear a surprised gasp, a shuffling of feet, and a relieved exhale. You turn to him, finally, to see him bowing his head in thanks. He's biting his lip and his face is bright red. Probably too embarrassed to make eye contact. He covers his mouth with his hand, muffling his words before speaking.

"Thank you, MC, for letting this slide… And please, don't tell Barbatos…" His face burns red at his final words, and you smile, amused.

"Don't worry, I won't tell." You wink at him before returning to your laundry, hearing his hesitant steps as he walked away.

Barbatos:

He's frozen. Mortified. He stands there, rooted to the spot like a statue of stone. He stammers out your name in surprise, nervously shifting his gaze from you to your surroundings. He clears his throat, holding a hand up to his lips, and keeps it there, as though attempting to hide his growing blush. "I-I deeply apologize, MC. I should not have been here… You were not meant to see me… " He sounds out of breath, his words light and mumbled.

He turns away from you at an angle, shutting his eyes tight and keeping his hand in front of his face. You watch him take deep breaths and attempt to steady himself and regain his composure. You had to admit, watching him fumble through such an embarrassment was awfully entertaining. His chest visibly rose and fell with each audible breath. He gently teetered on his feet, as though he could fall over if he couldn't keep up. What a sight to behold, Barbatos at a loss for words and composure. 

You approach him quietly, walking slowly to prevent the click of your shoes from being heard. You know that while he can't hear you, he can feel you, and he knows you're close. He shuffles backwards shyly, attempting to replace the distance you remove with every step. Ultimately, however, he is too slow, and you manage to get close enough to him, cornering him against a wall inside the laundry room. You make no effort to cage him in, but simply watch as he continues to attempt to get ahold of himself. He swallows thickly and slowly opens his eyes, calming down. He lowers his hand back to his side, and looks at you levelly, his expression still embarrassed but not mortified any longer. You smile, raising an eyebrow.

"I'd like my panties now, thanks." You hold out a hand expectantly, and Barbatos obliges, pulling the panties from his coat pocket and placing them in your waiting hand, all signs of embarrassment gone from his face, replaced by his trademark smile instead. His ears however, were a dead giveaway, as the tips of them remained red. You simply chuckle and lean away from him, humming in thanks and placing them back into the hamper. He moves to assist you with your clothes, and does so efficiently, though you watch him carefully to ensure his nimble fingers don’t grab hold of anything else without your permission. When the task is finished, he bows respectfully.

“Is there anything else I can assist you with, MC?” 

You shake your head, smiling. “No, but thank you, Barbatos.”

With that done, his ears still burning red and his smile faltering slightly, he moves to leave. You stop him, grabbing his arm as he passes you. He looks back at you curiously, embarrassment still painted on his face. “And, please, ask me next time.” You smile, your eyes filling with mirth. “I’d be happy to give you a pair later as thanks for your assistance.”

He swallows thickly and his eyes widen. He bites his lip before nodding, thanking you briskly, and walking away hurriedly, his face red.

You think you see a flash of lace in his back pocket as he leaves, but maybe you’re imagining it...

Simeon:

Now, this was a surprise. The angel? Really?

He yelps in surprise, fumbling with the panties and dropping them on the ground, hiding his face in his hands and backing into a wall. He’s visibly shaking, his hands trembling as he hides behind them, not even peeking out to observe your reaction. His knees wobbled and he began to shrink in on himself, eventually kneeling on the floor. You watch him wordlessly, amused. He’s unexpectedly quite dramatic. 

After a few moments, you hear him mumbling to himself. Confused, you tentatively approach him, listening carefully. You catch little bits of what he’s saying before kneeling down, to which he shrinks further and his mumbling speed increases. Then it hits you. He’s… praying.

He’s literally fucking praying. 

You are so thoroughly amused at this that you want to laugh, but you wonder if being a victim of the wrath of Simeon or the almighty was worth it, so you decide against it. You stifle and disguise your laugh as clearing your throat, doing a comically loud “Ahem” to get Simeon’s attention.

Not one to be disobedient, he stops his muttering and slowly lifts his head to look at you. You smile smugly at him, your eyes narrowing with mirth. You reach out towards him and gently touch his chin. He flinches, but doesn’t pull away, looking between your fingers and your face curiously. You hold his chin and lift it upwards, and he follows your movements, adjusting himself so it’s easier to peer upwards at you. You smile wider, even more amused than before. 

“I don’t think that’ll work down here, Simeon.” Your voice is low and taunting, and Simeon gulps, his eyes still not leaving yours. He still doesn’t say anything, merely trembles, as though he were being judged.

Maybe he was, a little bit, but favorably so. It’s not everyday you’d find an angel ballsy enough to do this, right?

You tut at him, clicking your tongue and shaking your head disapprovingly. “Oh, Simeon…” You put on a fake pout, looking at him with pity in your eyes. “Don’t you know better than to do this?”

“Ugh…” Simeon bites his lip. His eyebrows furrow and his mouth creases downwards into a pathetic expression. You continued to stifle your laughter by biting the inside of your cheek. However, you are ultimately unsuccessful and end up bursting into an amused smile and a few breathy chuckles at him. 

When your laughter dies down, you look at him, still holding his chin. “Come now, Simeon.” You smile, winking at him. “All you have to do is ask… If you‘d like another pair.”

Simeon sucks in a breath in shock, and his eyes widen as he looks at you. He suddenly scrambles to his feet, straightening up, his head still bent forward in embarrassment. 

“I-I’m sorry, MC! It won’t happen again!” He swiftly walks past you, not looking at you and barely opening his eyes enough to see, narrowly missing the wall in his rush to leave. You listen to his retreating footsteps and only laugh. Maybe you’d drop by his room later and give him a gift.

Solomon: 

Shameless. But he’s old and barely human. He’s also the worst.

He doesn’t react much besides his initial panicked reaction, which soon melts into mirth, a smug smile appearing on his face. He’s confident, but not that confident. His exaggerated smug smile twitches at the corners and his face remains flushed a deep red. He dramatically clears his throat and smiles coyly, the picture of a wolf in sheep’s clothing. “Ah…” He starts, shrugging his shoulders, still smiling, the corners of his lips still twitching. His voice shakes just slightly. “You got me!”

Your face can’t seem to decide if it wants to fall into a disappointed expression at his brazen admission or burst into a fit of laughter at his obvious fear. Instead, it seems to settle on a pitying smirk, and you have to stop it from turning into a full on grin. You sigh and shake your head, not super surprised. 

You approach him, and he visibly stiffens, but his arrogance forces him to stay in place, his confidence crumbling at your certainty. When you stand just in front of him, you hold out your hand, a smug look on your face. “I’ve got you indeed! Hand them over.” Your words are quick and terse, smug smile and knowing look still on your face. Solomon swallows, and looks to the side, gently dropping the panties into your hands. He makes no move to look at you again after that, still facing you but looking away. 

You scoff as you watch him simply stand there. You find it amusing, but you are also dissatisfied at his lack of retorts. You put your hands on your hips and smirk, attempting to provoke him. “Hm. I’d expect a panty thief to be more ballsy. What, cat got your tongue?” Your smug smile only grows and your eyes narrow with mirth. His confidence almost seems to fully crumble under your gaze, and he relents, his blush spreading all across his face. Yet still, he remains silent.

You approach further, your steps slow and deliberately intimidating. He’s rooted to the spot, unable to move, still frantically finding anything to gaze at instead of you. Eventually you stand mere centimeters from him, your body just barely touching his. You smirk at him and lean your head forward, blowing on him before pulling back. He flinches immediately, startled, and bumps into the wall behind him. You giggle at him, thoroughly amused at his frantic nerves. He looks at you pathetically, lips red from worrying at them with his teeth, pupils blown wide, red blush from his forehead to his neck. 

“Aw, don’t look at me like that~!” You tease him, pressing your finger into his cheek. He watches you warily, seemingly at a loss for words. Your lips pull into a wicked smile. “How long has it been, hm?”

Immediately his eyes widen and he stammers out some indignant words, trying to deflect and explain himself. You only laugh at his stammered words, and he eventually stops, worrying at his lips again with his teeth. “Oh, don’t worry, I imagine you have plenty of escapades. But why couldn’t you just ask me?” You tilt your head at him, looking at him with hooded eyes. “Hm? It couldn’t have been that hard to just ask.”

Surprisingly, he only sighs and shakes his head, blush still present. “My dear apprentice, I am only human. Even I still don’t know how to properly act in the face of attraction.” A small, wobbly smile pulls at his lips before he purses his lips again, biting down to stifle any further words. His answer was straightforward, but you can tell he is still nervous. His breathing remains heavy, his eyes are still wide, and he’s still covered in a crimson blush. You laugh again.

Instead of teasing him further, though you really want to, you smile. “Well, now you know. Simply ask, Solomon. I am willing to help you… if you want me to.” You smile before turning away, dropping the panties into your clothes hamper, and starting the wash. It takes Solomon a moment to snap out of it and leave, but he does. You could feel his eyes on you and his magic still lingers in the air.

a/n: *super saiyan yells* thank you for reading waaaaaah! i did my best and im soso sorry if any of these characs are ooc... if they are too ooc i might actually rewrite it fr im so scared :(

anyways as usual feedback is always appreciated, and so are comments, likes, reblogs and asks! (especially asks) please show me your appreciation! i love to know i've done a good job.

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[lust4life01]

hi!!! i love ur past work for david loki and i was wondering if you could maybe do a kinda part 2 of the sunshine/grumpy trope? maybe where he gets jealous w smut? teehee thank you, you write him soso well!!

Too Sweet? Part 2

Part 1 - Too Sweet

First of all, thank you Anon💘 sorry this took so long (blame writers block🙈) but I hope you enjoy this!!

Pairing: David Loki x f/reader

Warnings 18+!!: Kinda toxic behaviour, jealousy, smut, rough sex, degrading, penetrating sex, unprotected, make up sex, aftercare

The tension that occurred within the small apartment was enough to reach out and choke a man to death. Enough to stab a man in the back and proceed to laugh in his face.

You and David had been seeing each other ever since that night you forced yourself to knock on his door and confess your excruciatingly obvious feelings. It was odd, there was no label but it was more than just sex. There was an element of care. That was until you had gotten in a small stupid fight, a very conventional normal one that happens between a couple. Yet unfortunately with David, this couldn’t be a small conventional fight. To him it was an illuminated warning sign that wouldn’t stop flashing red. To him this was a sign that your sweetness was incompatible with his damaged self, so as a result he called everything off.

“Are you fucking serious right now Loki? Because we had one stupid fight you don’t want to see me anymore? Are fucking kidding me.”

You huff out in frustration, confusion, a feeling of betrayal? Running your hand through your hair and your brows furrowed, you waited for him to turn his back from you, to look at you in the eyes and explain. The smudged mascara still sat below your lash line from the tears that occurred from the fight previous.

With his back still turned, he wiped a hand over his face “Look. This isn’t going to work. Alright. We had some fun and now it’s over. No big deal.”

His voice monotone as he gives you practically nothing to work with.

A baffled scoff leaves your mouth as he so carelessly dismisses you. Your mouth agape as your head tries to make sense of this shitty situation. “You know what , fine Loki. If that’s all this means to you. Fuck you.”

You grab your bag whilst muttering to yourself “fucking asshole” and stormed out of his apartment, slamming the door on your way out.

Once you had gone Loki picked up a whiskey glass from the side of the dimly lit kitchen and hurled it across the room, the liquor spilling from it with almost just as much aggression and angry as the man who threw it.

He didn’t know why he had done it, not really. Not the fact that his whiskey glass was now shattered to pieces, but he didn’t fully understand his reasoning for pushing you away after a slight disagreement. Maybe it was your tears that did it for it, but that’s seemed like a weak excuse. Or because he could hurt you? Bullshit. He was a detective for god sakes, yet he couldn’t fully rationalise his own decisions and reasonings. It was bordering on pathetic.

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It was the next day and you still showed up to work, whilst your kind of ‘boyfriend/colleague you were fucking and had some sort of emotional need for’ had brushed you off so casually last night, you still walked into work, looking great with a smile on your face.

Sure you were generally a sweet kind caring person who brings coffee and a warm smile to people in the morning, you also however hate to be fucked over. And to be honest, you felt pretty fucked over. There was no way you were going loose yourself over it though, no there was a far better way. Jealousy.

Look you’re a detective, you knew full well Loki hadn’t done what he did from a loss of attraction, but you did notice that Loki was pretty possessive, which seemed like it came from a place of pride. So you putting on a daring yet so blatantly overt outfit, a subtle but gorgeous makeup look, and wearing a perfume that got you quite a few compliments, was clearly the move forwards.

Swaying into the office, coffee in hand for the other workers of course, you stand at the front desk. “Hey Keith, coffee” placing it down on the desk with a sweet smile.

The bald headed man thanked you and returned the same simplistic grin of gratitude.

You could feel the eyes in the room shift to you, especially since Loki had come in to work in a a foul mood, and here you were, bright as a summers day. Loki and you were never fully official or anything but the rumours spread around the office pretty quick. So when you two came in with completely contrasting moods, it gained you more attention than usual.

You quickly made you way to one of your colleagues whom you chatted to semi regularly. He was nice enough, the same age as you too. Many people had made jokey comments about how you two would make a cute couple and it was slightly obvious he was attracted to you. Physically, sure he was good looking, but lord didn’t he know it. He was the type of guy to be so self indulgent and not even realise it. But he wasn’t all bad. He was always nice to you and tried his best to get you involved in conversation, even if it was just to have an excuse to ask you out for drinks every other night. Almost every time you would refuse, being drowned in work and then drowned in Lokis sheets. Not anymore though.

Leaning against your colleagues desk, which happen to be in the room directly opposite where Loki’s was. You greeted him with a smile whilst twirling your finger in your hair subtly.

“Hey Ryan, how’s it going?”

Your colleague’s usual cocky demeanour had taken a back seat and he looked slight nervous to talk to you, the smell of your perfume illuminated the air as he tried to build up his own confidence and play it cool.

“Hey. Good. Yeah I’m good, and you?” He let out a small cough after and searched your eyes eagerly for approval whilst still trying to keep his nonchalant act up.

Amused by this, you let out a grin that stretched wide across your face. “Yeah I’m doing pretty good thanks.” You touch his forearm gently “So I was wonder if you could do me a favour?”

He squinted his eyes playfully, questioning what you could possible need from him. “Hmmm, go on.”

A small giggle left your lips before continuing “Okay well if we’re being honest, I’m looking at a case and I need fresh eyes.” Motioning to him as a smug grin pulls at his lips, you continue. “And of course you’re pretty incredible at your job.” You cringe at the words coming from your mouth and Ryan nods his head obnoxiously, matching the playful awkwardness of your flattery.

He chuckles but finally accepts.

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Meanwhile, David had his nose buried in some papers all morning. He had been ignoring or bitterly snapping at anyone he came in contact with. The distant sounds of chuckles make him lift his eyes from the papers in front of him and in the direction of the noise, through the big glass windows.

His already furrowed brows furrow even further when he sees you leaning against another detectives desk, touching his arm, laughing with him. Irritation immediately started to possess him. Why on earth were you that close to him?

Loki thought the guy you were laughing with was a fucking idiot. He could never take to him. Loki was some what of a mentor to him but he always found him to be a cocky jackass. It also didn’t help that one, it has been not even 24 hours since you had stormed out of his apartment. All the emotions and words were still fresh. And two, everyone in the office used to talk about how you two would make a cute couple. It was bizarre to Loki how anyone could see a stuck up asshole like him being with you, an absolute sweetheart.

What the fuck were you playing at?

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Take out boxes sat on the desks as you continued to possess a huge smirk on your face. For lunch, you and Ryan had gotten food from yours and Lokis usual favourite lunch spot. You made sure the bag stayed on the table, so Loki would see it.

Ryan loomed over your shoulder whilst reading some case files and giving his opinions.

You didn’t need them. His opinions were pretty futile to you. You did feel slightly guilty for using him as a pawn, but he was a fuck boy who was always trying to get you in his bed, so fair game I guess.

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Loki had seen. This only further pissed him off. Not even 24 hours later and you were sharing his favourite sandwich shop with some cocky kid who was dying to fuck you. He just couldn’t believe you were acting like this, hanging out with that asshole you’d called a creep before, this was not his sweet girl.

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Most people had gone home, aside from a few others, you and Ryan included. You knew that Loki would still be here. That’s the only reason you’d asked Ryan to say behind with you. He was usually one of the first to be out of the office in seconds. Loki use to bitch about it when Ryan first started, as Loki was the one who was supposed to supervise him.

You and Ryan had decided to take a break and he offered to go grab you guys some coffee.

As he stood with two coffees in hand, he was talking to another colleague around the same age as him.

Loki cursed to himself quietly as he walked into the room to also grab himself a coffee. As the coffee machine started, he could hear the conversation happening between the two men.

“Yeah man I’m not kidding. She wants to fuck me so bad it’s obvious. She came up to me this morning and was all like-“ He started to imitate an exaggerated impression of you pertaining to something sexual, catching Lokis ear intently.

Laughing obnoxious the other man chimed in “Dude you should just bone her on the desk at this point.”

If Loki bit his tongue any harder it would cut straight off. Fury overcame him at the sheer audacity of them to speak about you in such a way.

Turing around he interrupted the two younger guys conversation.

“Do you think that’s how we’re supposed to talk about women here? Do you think that’s how a fucking man speaks about his own colleague?”

Embarrassing and guilt immediately washed over the guys as they both fell silent.

Loki looked between the two of them, completely over todays antics. You acting like Ryan was suddenly Marlon Brando or something and Ryan thinking he was fucking Marlon Brando.

“Hey, take a hike. Go home.”

Ryan scoffs but complies sheepishly. Loki did have some authority over him, and to be honest after being caught he did just kind of want to go home. Anything would be better than chocking on the thick irritable air that surrounded Loki.

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Now that your fun was over after Ryan left, you’d decided to head out. You descending from the tall building into the cool night breeze. The streets were pretty busy with it being a Friday night. As you walked to your car, the sounds of footsteps and a man’s voice could be heard behind you. “Excuse me, Miss? Miss? Sorry mam?”

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Loki followed you out shortly after, leaving the building to the night air and lights. Until he sees you a little ways down the street. It’s hard to see but it’s clearly you and some other random guy. As he watched a little harder, he saw you writing something on a piece of paper and hand it to the man.

He actually couldn’t believe it. How had you gone from his sweet perfect girl to some sort of whore within a couple of hours. The rage he felt today only built even further. You flirt with some sleeze all day, and then you give out your number to some random after 2 minutes. He knew this was probably you trying to punish him but what the fuck?

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“Excuse me mam? I’m so sorry to bother you but I saw your bag and I was just wondering what the name of it was, please?”

You looked at him slightly confused, but he caught the expression and immediately explained. “Its my wife’s birthday in a week and I think she’d really love this purse. Would you be able to give me the name please?”

You eagerly engaged with the man, thinking it was sweet and thoughtful. “Oh yeah of course! I’ll write down the name and the website for you.”

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Ten minutes after you’d gotten home, an aggressive knock loudly vibrated through your apartment. Running to the door to check through the peephole, you let out a breath as you saw Loki and not some axe murder.

You open the door quickly “Loki, what the fuck? I thought you were some sort of creep or psycho.” You were clearly pissed, your arms crossed over your chest.

He let out an amused yet irritated huff, “yeah, you’d probably try to fuck me either way.”

“Excuse me? Who do you think you are, huh? You throw me out and come to my door and-“

The sounds of scoffs interrupted you “I didn’t throw you out, it wasn’t like that”

Amused by his audacity, you laugh and roll your eyes “Oh sure Loki.”

The bickering continued between the two of you, neither one of you are able to get a word in as you both childishly shout at each other

“I saw you, drooling all over that fuck bag, who was saying some pretty disgusting shit about you by the way”

You were no on longer shouting over him, but just silently listening. You dipped your head down avoiding his eyes. Todays antics started to feel quite shameful. You were hurt. Playing pretend and making Loki jealousy all day was just a cover up really.

He stepped in closer and grabbed your jaw, forcing you to look at him. His voice became low, the anger still present in his throat as his face was so close to yours “Only I can think those thoughts about you.”

The aggression made your legs squeeze together. His possessive eyes bored into yours.

Next thing you new he was all over you, he had you up against your apartment wall, eagerly nipping at you neck. You whined and snaked your fingers to his hair, making his groan lowly.

You finally made it to your bedroom, where he practically threw you on to the bed, immediately wasting no time in pulling your clothes off.

Just as you were down to your bra and panties, your phone on the nightstand started to call.

Loki stopped what he was doing and looked up at you.

Your heart beat was rapid in your ear, from the intensity of the close proximity, and also the fact that the interruption of the phone call was something Loki wasn’t going to let go of.

“Forget it, let it ring.” You huffed at quietly, your voice breathy.

He was already reaching for it before you had finished your sentence. Sliding up the bed, you rested your back against the pillows as he held the phone up to your face.

The screen showed that it was Ryan trying to call you. You just stared at Loki, not sure what to say. It wasn’t like you’d actually done anything with him.

Before you could say anything , Lokis’ hand had pushed your panties to the side and his thumb was rubbing your clit. In his other hand, the vibrating phone remained.

A small moan left your lips at the contact, which soon turned into a gasp of concern as Loki accepted the call.

He continued to rub your clit, increasing the speed as you tried to remain quiet.

Ryan’s voice started to play out from the phone “Hey (y,n) you there?”

You tried your hardest not to whimper as Loki pressed two fingers into your entrance.

It had been silent on your end of the call whilst Ryan still tried to see if you were there.

Loki brought the phone up to his ear, still thrusting his fingers into you, keeping his eyes on your face as you tried to hold back your moans.

“Hey sorry man, she’s a bit busy right now.”

Before Ryan could respond Loki had already put the phone down and was now ripping off your panties

“Thinking he can touch you, fucking scumbag.”

“Fuck Loki” you hummed out after suppressing your shallow moans. As he leaned back to take off his shirt you sat up, eagerly unzipping his pants

“Yes, say my name sweetheart” he whispered into your ear shallowly whilst gripping your hair.

The ache between your legs was started to become unbearable, you practically consumed him as you brought your lips together with such an intense desperation.

He pushed your shoulders so you were flat on your back, putting his two large palms on your knees and eagerly opening your legs.

Before you knew it Loki was inside of you, the stretch making you whine and thrust your fingers through his hair tightly.

His hips moved quickly and deeply, he was showing you exactly who you belonged to. As his thrusts became harder he took your nipple into his mouth, first swirling his tongue around it and then nipping.

“Fuck Loki, I’m think I’m gonna-“

Before your could finish your sentence Lokis mouth was off you and his thrust stopped completely. “Did I tell you you can cum? Hm?”

“Please Loki. Please I need you so bad!”

He laughed at your pathetic whimpering and quickly turned you on your front. Your wrists found themselves against your back with Loki’s hand holding them tightly.

Entering you again he moaned at the feeling of your cunt, slamming hard into you again. The sound of moans and skin slapping was the only thing that could be heard in your apartment.

Still thrusting into you, Loki got close to your ear “Whose the only person who can fuck you this good?”

Whining you answer “You, Loki. Fuck only you.”

As you answers Loki had snuck his fingers to your clit and started to rub harshly. “Good. Now be a good fucking slut and cum for me.”

The minute your ears heard those words you were coming apart for Loki. As you came on his cock, Loki shortly followed, grunting out praises.

After your highs Loki had falling on top of your back, pecking kisses along your shoulder blades.

Pulling out, he turned you on your back so you were face to face with him. “Are you okay?” He asked, his voice laced with concern.

You nodded and smiled up at him.

Brushing your hair behind your ear he began to speak “Look, y,n. I’m sorry, about yesterday I-“

Knowing that Loki was bad with his words you cut him off by shushing him. “Hey, it’s okay. Just talk to me next time.”

He didn’t response but there was a mutual understanding between the two of you.

A second later he was up and went to the bathroom, cleaning himself up and grabbing you a warm wet flannel. He gently opened your legs and wiped you down.

The room was mostly dark apart from a small street lamp eliminating your room. You lit a candle and turned to Loki who was leant against your headboard. He tapped the space next to him on the bed and you crawled up next to him, his arm caging you into his side.

The room had a comfortable silence until Loki began to speak. “So. Um who was that guy you gave your number to?”

A puzzled look spread across your face. Loki’s eyes stuck to your face like glue. Some jealousy and hurt still remaining.

You started to giggle, finally figuring out what he was talking about.

“What’s so funny?” Loki asked slightly offended.

“Baby, I wasn’t giving out my number. The guy liked my bag. He wanted to get one for his wife so I wrote down the name and website.”

That could have been a bare faced lie, but Loki believed you. Embarrassing now consuming him as you giggled. “Oh.”

“Yeah”

You stayed wrapped up in each others arms all night, the feeling of each other breathing becoming like a lullaby.

Ahh thank you for this request, I had so much fun writing it!! Also not proof read, hehe. 💘

[hpdfag]

I love the new revamp again, you always choose the prettiest artworks <3

I’m pretty sure it’s 4 am where you live now, I set up a little clock to see when I should or not send asks, just in case :} well, I hope this askat least finds you well when you wake up!!

I hope you’re doing better now, as always. How have you been doing the last…three days, I think? I’m not sure, but I hope it’s all going fine!! We really missed talking to you and I’m happy we’re having more time to do that…I’ve been doing well myself :} trying to draw more, work more, etc…I hope school time finds you well too.

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aa thank u soso much !!! i put a lot of work in2 finding the best stuff so im glad u think i did a good job :D

and yesyes this came in while i was asleep, but i don't mind at all! i'll always do my best to reply to these as soon as i get up :]

and i've been doing alright! a bit depressed, but that's honestly pretty typical, and i prefer it to being panicked all the time. i just dont have much to do on the day to day when im this burnt out v_v

im glad uve got more time and are doing better !! :D i hope ur able to rest as well, i know big vacations and being busy can be Exhausting .. and thats super exciting, i hope you're having lots of fun with your art !!

i hope school goes well myself, we don't start until after labor day but that's still fast approaching ... </3

[just-some-random-blogger]

love letter bc not only your fanfics deserve love but you do too! 'me when i dance' you mean cute? does it mean dance covers too? 'WHATEVER HAPPENS' well it went better than i though but i still was dizzy and sleepy. thanks for your support! i sewed a tie on friday! it took exhausting 3 hours (i was promised itd take 1...) and i was hungry but everythings ok. im still alive. how did your friday go? 'my grandma was kinda mean for that' im judging. respectfully to your grandma but still. 'our neighbor threw it away' oh my am i angry now? id tell this (in)human being a couple of sweet words... you didnt but i cried. yk if you want to make me cry in wfal you should kill a cat. (not recommended) rip lovely TT 'it’s the in the keep then' *excited meow meow* 'OFF ANON LIKE YOU PROMISED' oh youre so petty. 'im sure you’d burn the first day you step foot here' absolutely right. thats why i never go there. im like burning in summers in st. petersburg when its 30 C so... 'YOU DO KNOW THATS FREEZING POINT' nuh its perfect?? 'why is it harder to breathe in dry areas?' its dry + cold. its important. bc we just got less oxygen into the blood... like we have the same amount of oxygen in the air but bc of the absence of water vapor the blood doesnt absorb it as good as in the south. 'I HOPE YOU FIND PEACE TOO' its ok i still dgaf while she doesnt trigger me. but alright. ill get over once. thanks for your love<з 'Thank you i love my hands even though they’re so veiny' its ok isnt it? ik many people love it. its just your hand that do very perfect things! 'ur making me wanna maybe make it' hgjdj ig thats my job here. glad you love it and know how talented you are again. id be very glad to see the part 2 if youre up to make it! 'I HAVE THIS STARK UNIVERSE' yeah and i love it TT its just easier for me to associate myself with the starks? ghdjfdj yes bc of the north. im glad you love the north's aesthetic sglkljs. do yk the series vikings? i never watched it BUT. i know they interacted with the ancient rus and wow theyre northern so. i did some research and learnt they had a russian actor which was very famous and ideal of male beauty but now hes a meme TT i nearly cried bc of laugh when i found out this fact. 'because then id have to use a name or (Y/N)' HAFHISI poor child. try not to? get more creative? goof luck? im glad you find the possibility of speaking for others' thoughts important enough to use y/n. 'she at the very least knows how to properly conduct herself and treat others' yeah thats why shes fine. i dont have guts to raise a sword either, rather make smn raise it for me >:) but still your opinion is the most important here. so im gled you love your creation. 'IM SO FUCKIGN HOT' HFJSJFKF and how nice it was to walk down the street with the snow falling down and only -5 C🥰 so cozy. HGIODJOF how were the classes? how are assignments? oh youre soso sweet with the song TT love you catmom TT so good morning or anything! have a nice everything! love you! drink water (esp during this hot time) and eat nice food! take care<з

OMG LOVE LETTER

ME TO MY CAT EVERYTIME I SEE MY KITTY

love letter bc not only your fanfics deserve love but you do too!

'me when i dance' you mean cute? does it mean dance covers too?

T_T i meant funny HAHAHHA i mean i dance but i dont post myself dancing. i enjoy learning dances though! if i like them enough

'WHATEVER HAPPENS' well it went better than i though but i still was dizzy and sleepy. thanks for your support!

<3 <3

i sewed a tie on friday! it took exhausting 3 hours (i was promised itd take 1...) and i was hungry but everythings ok. im still alive.

do you mean like you made a tie from scratch T_T RIP I TOOK DRESSMAKING AS MY ELECTIVE IN HIGHSCHOOL AND I HATED EVERY MINUTE OF IT. I WORE THE DRESS TO PROM BUT MY GRANDMOTHER HAD IT GET REDONE BY A DRESSMAKER SO I COULD WEAR IT AND ALSHFHASF;ASF;HASF;HASFHSA I CRIED COS IT WAS EXPESIVE at least to me AND I FELT SO BAD THAT MY GRANDMA HAD TO DO THAT T_T

how did your friday go?

i was on a roll on friday that was when i posted the p3 and the pedro pascal fic. the next day tho T_T i was really tired cos i was overthinking about my assignments. i finished them now tho so its ok. i still have some to finish but meh im tired it can wait tom

'my grandma was kinda mean for that' im judging. respectfully to your grandma but still.

T_T my grandmas kinda mean so its fine but STOP JUDGING PEOPLE IN GENERAL T_T

'our neighbor threw it away' oh my am i angry now? id tell this (in)human being a couple of sweet words... you didnt but i cried.

there was unfortunately no place to bury the poor kitty T_T i live in the city. its just concrete and asphalt T_T

yk if you want to make me cry in wfal you should kill a cat. (not recommended) rip lovely TT

WTF NO WTF NO WTF WTF WTF

'it’s the in the keep then' *excited meow meow*

LOL it may take a while im tired T_T

'OFF ANON LIKE YOU PROMISED' oh youre so petty.

/: im not petty im just reminding you T_T

'im sure you’d burn the first day you step foot here' absolutely right. thats why i never go there. im like burning in summers in st. petersburg when its 30 C so...

oh wait it becomes 30 degrees there in st petersburg!? that's actually pretty hot. it was apparently 32 C here during 12pm AND I WAS ON FIRE T_T so wow im suprised it gets that hot. idK I FEEL LIKE THE INTERNET IS GIVING ME WRONG TEMPERATURES BECAUSE IT FEEL LIKE ITS WAY HOTTER THAN THAT BECAUSE IF ST PETERSBURG CAN GET 30 DEGS WTF

'YOU DO KNOW THATS FREEZING POINT' nuh its perfect??

'why is it harder to breathe in dry areas?' its dry + cold. its important. bc we just got less oxygen into the blood... like we have the same amount of oxygen in the air but bc of the absence of water vapor the blood doesnt absorb it as good as in the south.

oh so now you believe in science /:

'I HOPE YOU FIND PEACE TOO' its ok i still dgaf while she doesnt trigger me. but alright. ill get over once. thanks for your love<з

'Thank you i love my hands even though they’re so veiny' its ok isnt it? ik many people love it. its just your hand that do very perfect things!

people like veiny hands on men. and

i mean i love my hands but sometimes im like wew theyre so big and veiny. its a testament to how hard i work but yeah society makes me questions things about myself. its so unhealthy

'ur making me wanna maybe make it' hgjdj ig thats my job here. glad you love it and know how talented you are again. id be very glad to see the part 2 if youre up to make it!

WELL SEE ALL YOU PEOPLE MAKING ME DO PART TWOS WHEN IM SO AGAINST THEM T_T

'I HAVE THIS STARK UNIVERSE' yeah and i love it TT its just easier for me to associate myself with the starks? ghdjfdj yes bc of the north. im glad you love the north's aesthetic sglkljs.

lol i was not sure if you knew of my stark universe at the time SO YEAH WOOO I LOVE WOLVES <3

do yk the series vikings? i never watched it BUT. i know they interacted with the ancient rus and wow theyre northern so. i did some research and learnt they had a russian actor which was very famous and ideal of male beauty but now hes a meme TT i nearly cried bc of laugh when i found out this fact.

i also only know of the series vikings. who's the actor? im so curious. the first persont that popped into my head is alexander ludwig, but it says hes candian so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

'because then id have to use a name or (Y/N)' HAFHISI poor child. try not to? get more creative? goof luck? im glad you find the possibility of speaking for others' thoughts important enough to use y/n.

I AM CREATIVE HOW DARE YOU 😡 and of course other characters are important my gosh AHAHAHAH imagine having everything be about you all the time T_T 🤢🤢🤢

'she at the very least knows how to properly conduct herself and treat others' yeah thats why shes fine. i dont have guts to raise a sword either, rather make smn raise it for me >:)

d;lkgaf;ksagflkasfgkas;fgas;fg;fakl;gaf;asf why are you so inheretly evil. it's giving yes i love manipulating others alshf;ahf;ashfsla stop HASLFHALFLASFASLG gwfo/

but still your opinion is the most important here. so im gled you love your creation.

HAHAHAHH of course i love my creation. out of all the forms of art i make, i am most confident in my writing because of how much feedback ive had on it, as opposed to my drawing and my music and anything else. i would like to be better at them but that would also require me to force myself to be confident enough to share them so T_T its a paradox

'IM SO FUCKIGN HOT' HFJSJFKF and how nice it was to walk down the street with the snow falling down and only -5 C🥰 so cozy.

/:

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HGIODJOF how were the classes? how are assignments?

never ending like my queue AHHAHAH T_T

oh youre soso sweet with the song TT love you catmom TT

<3 im excited to do it!!!!

so good morning or anything! have a nice everything! love you! drink water (esp during this hot time) and eat nice food! take care<з

good day my love <3 i hope you also keep yourself hydrated and eat well. take care of yourself i love you

xxx

[iluvies]

LUVIE ૮₍´˶• . • ⑅ ₎ა how have u been doing lately 🫶🏻🫶🏻 hopefully good !! meaning to drop by n’ say omg — ur theme is absolutely gorgeous like u ౨ৎ⋆˚｡⋆ it gives off such soft pretty purple vibes <33 so mesmerizing >3< anyway‼️ i hope u receive much love from here n’ one !! have a great day , luvie 𖠋

soso, hi. . . ʚ(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )ɞ thank you, but if anything it’s gorgeous like you ♡ i’m doing okay! i have so much work to get through this week though. how about you, ml? i hope you’ve been getting by just fine!

[legobatjoker]

btw. i am expreincing critical levels of being a sleebgy lil guy and need to go to beb frr (its 1am i wanted to be in bed by nidnight bc of the sleepover but its fine bc i can sttill get like. 11 hours nd thats good by me so <3 FDHDHGDF) but ya I NEED TO EEP so i will but beofrei do i jut lry do wanna say that !! i rly do just love you soso very much my dearest !! like aggh i rly did have soso very much fun getting to call u today and getting to chat with you and hear ur voice and just like. talk and laugh with you and watch no good nick together it rly was soso nice i think to get to love !! just like it always is to get to spend time with you dearest like. i just hope you know that you really are such such such a wonderful incredible friend to me my dearest youre so understanding and kid and thoughtful and sweet and caring ot me and i just appreacite like. soso much how much youre here for me and how much you like. put into our friendship and stuff you just really are such an incredible friend to me my dearest and just make me feel soso loved and cared for and safe and warm with you and just you are just such an incredible person whos so like. talented and smart and thoughtful and funny nad just soso wonderful to know and such a source of joy and light and love and warmth in my life love and i hope you know you really do mean everything to me and i really do just love you so so os very much my dearest !!:'> i hope ur days been good and that you sleep well w many sweet dreams, ilusm <3 💖💞🦋🐞🐈🍓🍋🥭🌻🌼✨✨✨✨✨

!!!! the need to eep is so very real dear i really hope u can get some rlly rlly good rest in !!!!!!!! nd yes omggggg i love u smm toooo and i also had sososooo much fun callinggg like !!! it is rlly always incredible to get to spend time with you beloved like yah it rlly is and in general being ur friend is sooo amazing and u make me feel smm joy and warmth in my life and i love you sosooso muchhhhhhhhhhhhhh ahhhhhhhh!!! gnightttt💖💞💖💞💖💞💖💞💖💞💖💞💖💞

[caruliaa]

okayokay it is very much past midnight although. i guess thats fine since it is in fact break ISNSJSK yeah but i do want to get up at a reasonable time tmrw maybe sooo i should probably go to sleep but first i just want to say that you are soooo amazing mushroom like you are such such such an amazing person who is so good and so lovely and so loveable and so wonderful just like. you really are and i feel soo lucky to know you especially when considering also that you are an incredible friend !!! like you make my life sooomuch better and you are sosooooo good and understanding and thoughtful to and of me and like you really do make my whole world sm more full of care and warmth and!!! i wanna day i hope ur jetlag gets better soon and that the trip has many enjoyable things w ur cousins and stuff and ofc anytime things arent great tho pls also know im here for u thruought all good and bad and j that i am here no matter what!! i love youuuuuuuu smm (hugs u gnight!! 💕🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻💕💕💕🫶🏻🫶🏻 if u want ofc!💕🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻💕💕💕)

!!! ya take it from somone who. definitely did not DGHDGHD going to sleep at a good time is rly important !!!! so ya i hope u did get lots of good rest dearest !!! nd ough omg youre so so sweet belvoed u rly are sm ;; i hope you know tht like i rly am sos glad that i can be such a good friend to you and make your life better and be good and understanding to you and nd bring ur world sm care and warmth and stuff becuase well i really do just want to so so much !!! because you really do deserve it soso very much i think and just because you really are just so so very special and dear and important to me beloved and i really do want to make you feel happier and make your life better and be here for you in whatever way i can beloved so im rly so glad tht i can and i do beloved !!! nd i hope you know that you really are the same to me sm like youre relaly the most incredible freind who is soo thoughtful and kind and understanding to me and i really do just make me feel soso loved and cared for and safe w you and j in general knowing und being your friend rly does j bring sm light and joy and happines into my life and that really does just mean so so much to me and i hope you know that you really do just mean everything to me and i love you so so very much belvoed i rly rly do :'] *hugs u back so so v much if u wish !!!* 🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽

[caizen]

hiiiii! um i only just found u but i absolutely love ur works, they make me smile sm :) congrats on 300! u deserve it and so much more love. for ur event i self ship myself with tsukishima. i feel like we'd be enemies to lovers or like that cliche where we r mutual friends and he teases me a lot- like he wld 100% tease and make fun of me LMAO- i think he wld be such a tsundere- like all salty in front of other ppl but when we're alone he'll be all soft. study dates. we wld 100% go on study dates. and watch movies together while cuddling -im soso touchstarved lmao- we r highkey opposites but at the same time we r v alike. dates NOT in the house wld be museum and art gallery dates, going to cafe's for coffee, walks in the park, stargazing, shopping that kinda stuff. he wld make me playlists- LISTENING TO MUSIC WITH EACHOTHER N SHARING HEADPHONES- ah my heart. id probs force him to take cute couple pictures and do tiktok dances together- colour wld probs be gold/beige/brown? idk that kinda vibe if that makes any sense- if i did this wrong i am so sorry i didnt kno whether to put it in submissions or asks and if im too new to request u can 100% just ignore this- have an amazing day, stay safe and congrats on 300 ag :)))

hey love, it's okay! i'd prefer it getting sent as an ask, but this one's fine by me, so don't worry much about it. anyway, here's your moodboard, hope you like it<3

[happypuppys-archive]

heyyyy ceo of dogboy!!!!!! i was reading thru some of ur ao3 fics today (amazing btw, i love them sm) and so i was wondering if u had any ideas you’d wanna talk about and i can talk about some of mine :] but if not that’s fine too!!! and i just wanted to say ily and i hope ur having a wonderful day king <3333 mwah

🥺🥺 !!!!! thats making me smile so hard hehe but!!!!! i wanna talk about ideas soso much but rn my brain isn’t working at all :[ all that’s going through my mind rn is my fic where i project onto dream skhfjd

but!!!!! i do have one thing!!! there’s a fic i plan to write (idk WHEN ill write it but it’ll be this year) where itz just my own au n its of dream and wilbur being friends as kids with wilbur being like an older brother figure to dream!! n they’re close (n then u also have phil, techno, and tommy ofc) and then one day theyre jusy. gone. and dream misses him so much but he gets distracted by raiders coming to destroy his village (n he’s like? 13/14 at this point) n then he runs away and this is when he starts to learn how to fight (harsher, bc techno taught him basics) n then its just him as he builds a name for himself

N THEN,,,, he starts a server. he lets some friends in. and then tommy comes, and he wants so bad to ask tommy about wilbur, so so bad, but he’s afraid that tommy doesn’t remember him, so he doesn’t bother. and his mask stays tight on his face, so it’s not like he would recognize him

and then wilbur joins, but he’s too afraid to speak, to talk to him, so he lets him fight him, lets him start a war, all because he’s too scared to tell his big brother that it’s him

(and then like. maybe there’s one point where they r fighting n techno n tommy (and maybe Phil bc fuck it) r there watchinf and then wilbue fucking STABS dream and they’re happy because the evil is over, right? they get their land, right? but wilbur wants to see this green mans face, so he takes the mask off with a proud grin that quickly turns into shock when his childhood best friends face is staring back at him with pain in his eyes and a grimace on his mouth)

but. genuienlt i only had wilbur n dream as childhood best friends n just came up with all of that rn skhdkdbfjx

n ilyt!!!!!!! i hope u have an amazing day hehe

[satoruvt]

Hello! Firstly, I want to say I love your writing, keep up the amazing work 💚💜 Secondly!! Can I please request hc with Todo, Baku and Izuku with a s/o that got kidnapped by the League. Could be at night or during an attack? Sorry if the request is too vague or too much to do, you don’t have to do it if you don’t want to! (I’m hoping you haven’t done this but I don’t think you have, hoping it doesn’t go against any rules too😅 If it does I’m sorry...) Have a good day/evening/night! Thanks!💚💜

this ask made me think that i should make a post abt which characters i write for n stuff slhsks but ur perfectly fine!!

todoroki

will try at first to act on his own to find you, but eventually someone (probably like iida or uraraka) would talk him out of it

wants to be involved in everything regarding ur whereabouts

might even go so far as to ask his father to help him if things arent going as fast as his liking

spends a lot of nights in ur room while ur gone. doesnt move anything around, but he’ll sit on your bed, maybe read some notes of yours to remember ur handwriting

when he gets you back.... fuck

hugs you so tight. soso tight. will hold ur hand all the time for like a week after u get back

if you have any form of ptsd from the league he will comfort you and always be there (and, in his mind, he’s punching the shit out of shigaraki’s gross face)

bakugou

will 100% try to do something without help

probably has an entire plan and is leaving the dorms but runs into kirishima lmao

kiri’s like “look i know you care, but it isnt smart” and because he’s kiri bakugou’s like “fuck ur right”

having been kidnapped before, he kind of has an idea about what might be happening

knows that ur strong and can withstand the league, but hopes to god nothing bad happens

does his own research about u and where u might be

like todoroki, will spend some time in ur room

cries. no one knows, no one WILL know, but he cries.

he couldn’t protect you, the ONE person who matters the most to him... and you could be hurting

when the time finally comes that you are back and safe he honestly can’t breathe

pulls you into his arms and refuses to let you go

“katsuki, you’re squeezing...” “shut up. you’re so dumb.”

wont tell u how worried he was n how much he missed u....... but he might Show u ;)

for a little while after u get back he’ll stay awake and watch over you just in case something happens again

midoriya

blames himself so hard

“i need to save them. right now. i need to go.”

cant even look at the door to ur room

trusts in the teachers and pro heroes but knows that they can only do so much

will try to go off on his own like when katsuki was taken

doesnt end up doing it (he kinda learned from last time) but will help the pros as much as they’ll let him

“look, th-they were spotted over here, and-and shigaraki was seen there-“ “midoriya. it’s three in the morning. you need to rest.”

when he finally gets you back?

he collapses

like he sees you and you see him and his knees just give out

you hold each other on the ground like that, both of you crying into each other

“i was so scared. i’m so glad you’re okay.” through tears and a soft smile

spends all of his time with you afterwords, physically clings to u

some nights when yall stay up later he’ll end up talking about it, but he doesnt that much because its not a Good Time

uses it for motivation and training!!! so he can become stronger and protect u!!!

[ynkkoo-a]

oh my god you're tiny and that's adorable and !! stay strong and you'll be fine :(( you shouldn't have to pretend you're cishet if you're not but ,, though please rest if you're tired and remember i love you !! and drink lots of water and maybe have a chocolate if you like chocolate 🥺🥺🥺 i rlly hope today wasn't that bad for you

            pleathe  !  i  know  ,  i  know  !  i’m  rly  liddle  heh  .  u  wldn’t  believe  how  many  countertops  i  hav  fallen  off  of  while  tryin  to  reach  a  cup  !  n  pretty  pleathe  !  ur  the  sweetest  !  i  know  it’s  not  smth  i  shld  be  used  to  ,  but  i’m  used  to  it  !  pretendin’  to  be  cishet  ,  i  mean  —  it’s  mostly  just  …  tiring  now  !  n  i  will  absolutely  rest  ,  am  abt  to  sleep  here  in  a  sec  !  i  jus  wanted  to  answer  this  first  ,  but  i  will  absolutely  drink  lots  of  water  tmrrw  n  i  had  a  chocolate  tonight  heh  !  today  wasn’t  too  bad  ,  n  ur  sweet  lil  mssg  made  me  feel  bunches  n  bunches  happier  ,  so  thank  u  heh  !  i  hope  ur  own  day  was  very  beautiful  n  that  the  sunset  looked  like  a  painting  for  u  today  .  pleathe  take  care  of  urself  ,  okie  ?  u  gotta  drink  lots  of  water  n  treat  urself  to  chocolate  too  !  do  smth  u  luv  !  blow  a  kiss  to  the  sun  ,  it’s  not  out  here  so  i’m  blowin  a  kiss  to  u  instead  heh  !  i  luv  u  soso  so  much  !  ^♡^

[just-some-random-blogger]

meow meow, catmom! this day must be rough for me so hope youre doing better! this cat TT hope its for good luck. 'i read this in the morning but i had .. its night now' were so SAME TT 'but i get where theyre coming from' yeah me too but still. i was young and confused af. 'let me apologize' no you dont need to >:( 'knows all the lewd stuff about it' OH YES. idk in russian the 'polynomial' is literally pronounsed? means? includes words 'many members' (i dont even remember what its about). and in russian member and dick are literally the same word. so EVERY time teachers in the what? 5th? 6th? grade are just ._. while children are laughing at this word.... my classmates still did while being in the 11th grade... men yuck. 'BUT I SAW THE PAWLESS CAT TODAY' hope hes doing fine TT and Putol sounds just... logical. so ok let him be. 'at least not dead' i usually answer like this when asked how am i. 'DAMN THAT WAS SARCASTIC' well not really maliciously sarcastic. just not the same sorry you thought it was. 'ur so dry' im humbled(( 'i will never believe you again' meowmeow TT i was telling the truth after all?? 'BUT YOUR STORY IS IN MY QUEUE NOW' FHDKFO and whats its number? 'which one do you want me to do first btw?' ik you dont need my opinion anymore but id say anyway. im VERY eager to know whatre you gonna do in the wfal(TT) but?? im already waiting for a lifetime so? im REALLY REALLY excited to see what youre gonna do with the keep. anyway im eager to read both. 'so waht if its humid if its like negative degrees?' its easier to breath??? TT these southern people... 'st. petersburg is warm?' no TT but its like WOW its 0 C there... rn its warm. but. i just mean the weather there is more wet? there are lots of rivers, water, rains and all so in winter it can be as chilly while having higher degrees. but they have the wet time of cold while in the real north its dry frost. and more difficulties with breathing. 'i hope youre satisfied.' was it THAT bad? TT i feel like that nerd from the american movies who sais something to a laughing group and everyones suddenly silent... 'i hope youve found peace' oh NO. 1) i hate irresponsible people 2) im VERY angry with her 3) im living through this rn. were literally going to talk to her abt all the shit shes done today. but im glad youve found your peace. SOSO finally the cover TT its so angelic TT your voice is still >>>>>>>>>>>> its the chefs kiss TT catmom im so proud of you. and your still so gorgeous, hottie-cutie TT your hairss so pretty and your eyes are so captivating TT your so hottie-cutie TT and DAMN your voice is !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! editing(?) is also vvv good! idk how these layed lines called even in rus but!! youve got gold hands!! also!! ive read this last fic puppy love and wish i was her (idk why i didnt read it back then). so with the second one. im in love TT like not with the sisters fighting over a man but the desperation EVERYONE feels. everyones inner conflict is !!!! got me so excited. like rhaenyra want to be like her sister and thats why shes pining after daemon? and daemon want to be with the reader so when shes not available hes pining after her sister(but idk i wanted to say something else but dont remember)? and the reader want to do whats good but also whats good for her but also being tired of all this mess? YAY got me screaming. and the puppy love TT you absolutely cant have me reading things like this. ive got the softest spot for starks (even if idk a thing abt them) TT the north theme ig. i love them, the snow, the moon, the wolves so theyre my comfort house (its so ironic knowing ive never seen got..). also i noticed the 2nd person pov and how do you feel abt it? was it harder to write? the reader isnt damsel in distress but still... patriarchy... idk if it does mean what i want it to mean but its not an insult TT shes fine. shes good. ig youve made her the way you (at least wrote that) wanted to. how is your queue? what plans do you have for weekends? howre u? thats all ig. have a nice day/evening/night/weekends/life! take care! luv you<з

this isnt a cat but this is me when i dance T_T HAHAHHAHA

good morning my love, at least its 11am when i was replying to you.

this day must be rough for me so hope youre doing better!

AWWWW T_T I HOPE YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY WHATEVER HAPPENS I KNOW YOU CAN GET THROUGH IT <3

this cat TT hope its for good luck.

i mean i dont wish you anything bad but only blessings

'i read this in the morning but i had .. its night now' were so SAME TT

big brains think the same

'but i get where theyre coming from' yeah me too but still. i was young and confused af.

me at english HAHAHAHA

'let me apologize' no you dont need to >:(

T_T i already did its fine

'knows all the lewd stuff about it' OH YES. idk in russian the 'polynomial' is literally pronounsed? means? includes words 'many members' (i dont even remember what its about). and in russian member and dick are literally the same word.

💀💀💀💀 HELP WTF HASH:FASFHASHF HAHAAHAHAH

so EVERY time teachers in the what? 5th? 6th? grade are just ._. while children are laughing at this word.... my classmates still did while being in the 11th grade... men yuck.

IDK THIS IS KINDA FUNNY BUT ALSO YUCKY ALL AT ONCE HAHAHHAH;ASHF;LHASFHASL;FA

'BUT I SAW THE PAWLESS CAT TODAY' hope hes doing fine TT and Putol sounds just... logical. so ok let him be.

nah you can say it, my grandma was kinda mean for that T_T but omg my love T_T MY GRANDMA FOUND A DEAD STRAY CAT IN HER WASH BASIN THIS MORNING aslfhasfl;khasflhasfhalshfasfhalsf asfahf it was so sad and scary and our neighbor threw it away. i felt bad and wanted to volunteer to bury it but i also didnt want to touch the dead cat. T_T i wish my dad was here to bury it T_T but hes at work so T_T JUST A LOT TEARS although i didnt cry

'at least not dead' i usually answer like this when asked how am i.

and it oop T_T the cat that looked like Tol was the one that died. RIP my love

'DAMN THAT WAS SARCASTIC' well not really maliciously sarcastic. just not the same sorry you thought it was.

k HAHAHAHAHA

'ur so dry' im humbled((

/: k HAHAHAHHA

'i will never believe you again' meowmeow TT i was telling the truth after all??

'BUT YOUR STORY IS IN MY QUEUE NOW' FHDKFO and whats its number?

it's the in the keep then that so i finished that first lol HAHAHH

'which one do you want me to do first btw?' ik you dont need my opinion anymore but id say anyway. im VERY eager to know whatre you gonna do in the wfal(TT) but?? im already waiting for a lifetime so? im REALLY REALLY excited to see what youre gonna do with the keep. anyway im eager to read both.

WELL I FINISHED WRITING IT AND I JUST POSTED IT NOW GO READ IT AND SEND ME YOUR ANALYSIS OFF ANON LIKE YOU PROMISED!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDD

'so waht if its humid if its like negative degrees?' its easier to breath??? TT these southern people...

/: hey u think i know how snow works 🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄 im sure you'd burn the first day you step foot here /:

'st. petersburg is warm?' no TT but its like WOW its 0 C there... rn its warm.

everytime you say its not cold/warm and then say its 0 degrees T_T YOU DO KNOW THATS FREEZING POINT RIGHT WELL NOW YOUKNOW

but. i just mean the weather there is more wet? there are lots of rivers, water, rains and all so in winter it can be as chilly while having higher degrees.

sounds like a one way ticket to clogged sinuses for me. wet + cold = sniffles lol but also i like this discription you've given me. sounds very nice HAHAHAHAH

but they have the wet time of cold while in the real north its dry frost. and more difficulties with breathing.

why is it harder to breathe in dry areas? ok google said it irritates airways lol HAHAH

'i hope youre satisfied.' was it THAT bad? TT

i mean it wasnt bad but i only snorted when i read it AHHAHAHA

i feel like that nerd from the american movies who sais something to a laughing group and everyones suddenly silent...

HAHAHAHAHAHAH

'i hope youve found peace' oh NO. 1) i hate irresponsible people 2) im VERY angry with her

damn T_T [hugs]

3) im living through this rn. were literally going to talk to her abt all the shit shes done today. but im glad youve found your peace.

T_T I HOPE YOU FIND PEACE TOO MY LOVE I LOVE YOU

SOSO finally the cover TT its so angelic TT your voice is still >>>>>>>>>>>> its the chefs kiss TT catmom im so proud of you.

and your still so gorgeous, hottie-cutie TT your hairss so pretty and your eyes are so captivating TT your so hottie-cutie TT

T_T ����😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭thank you so much my love, i was thinking a lot about how i looked and i was like it doesn't look like im singing it but I AM but HAslfhaskfhaf im honored you think so highly of me my love

and DAMN your voice is !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! editing(?) is also vvv good! idk how these layed lines called even in rus but!! youve got gold hands!! also!!

IM GLAD YOU LIKE THE LAYERS I LOVE THE LAYERS!!! they're called voices! simple as that AHHAHA. Thank you i love my hands even though they're so veiny. im luv them <3

ive read this last fic puppy love and wish i was her (idk why i didnt read it back then).

BECAUSE YOUR MEAN THATS WHY YOU DIDNT READ IT [cries] lol AHHAHH

so with the second one. im in love TT like not with the sisters fighting over a man but the desperation EVERYONE feels. everyones inner conflict is !!!! got me so excited.

LASHFLASHFLASHFAF HIHIHHHI THANK YOU SO MUCH I ALREADY READ THIS BUT IM SMILING ALL OVER AGAIN BECAUSE OF HOW SWEET YOU ARE

like rhaenyra want to be like her sister and thats why shes pining after daemon? and daemon want to be with the reader so when shes not available hes pining after her sister(but idk i wanted to say something else but dont remember)? and the reader want to do whats good but also whats good for her but also being tired of all this mess? YAY got me screaming.

YOU GET IT

IM SO GLAD YOU CAUGHT ONTO THAT! IM SO GLAD THAT YOU GET IT :ASFHKASFKASF CRRRRYYIINGGG

I LOVE THAT FIC SO MUCH BECAUSE OF THE CONFLICT I MADE AND YOU MADE ME LOVE IT ALL OVER AGAIN even now i still think about that p2/a scene i wanted to add in the fic but didnt write it cos i got lazy lol. ur making me wanna maybe make it

and the puppy love TT you absolutely cant have me reading things like this. ive got the softest spot for starks (even if idk a thing abt them) TT the north theme ig. i love them, the snow, the moon, the wolves so theyre my comfort house (its so ironic knowing ive never seen got..).

LITERALLY ME AS;FGASFASG HAHAHHAHAHAHAAH I HAVE THIS STARK UNIVERSE AND I LOVE IT SO MUCH BECAUSE I GET TO NOT ONLY WRITE ABOUT DAEMON AND CARAXES BUT READER (WHO IS A STARK) AND HER BB WOLF WHO I NAMED HAVOC ASLFHLAS;HFHSAFSFLSHAFHSAF ASF I LOVE THE NORTH THEME SO SO SO SOSO SOSOSSSO S MUCH TOO even though like you i have not watched nor do i think i ever will watch game of thrones AHHAHAHHAHAHA

also i noticed the 2nd person pov and how do you feel abt it? was it harder to write?

no. i have written 2n person before. i appreciate it because it allows me to write thoughts for the characters outside of yn. ive realized why i usually dont write in other perspectives because then id have to use a name or (Y/N) WHICH I PERSONALLY LOATHE its fine if others use it, but i personally dont want to use it so. yeah. i have a bunch of fics written in second person! i usually use it when my plot isnt too focused on yn.

the reader isnt damsel in distress but still... patriarchy... idk if it does mean what i want it to mean but its not an insult TT shes fine. shes good. ig youve made her the way you (at least wrote that) wanted to.

HELP I guess you dont like her very much HAHAHAHAH that's fine! i was exploring writing more 'time realistic women' i wanted to show an alternative of my usual characters. she is not outspoken 'like a man' nor does she assume the worst for others, rather much like she how was brought up, she is more passive and naïve, and yet she does not let Daemon speak for her, because she at the very least knows how to properly conduct herself and treat others. <3 i love her for that. she may not have the guts to raise a sword but she will stand for what is right. <3

how is your queue?

its good! im planning to sneak a pedro pascal fic past everything just cos i have a mutual that has been rotting my brain with pedro HAAHA

what plans do you have for weekends?

probably do assignments and write. maybe i;ll try learning that halsey song too

howre u?

IM SO FUCKIGN HOT AS IN ITS SO HOT HERE IM BEING BURNED HELP ME its almost sunset not but THE AFTERNOON WAS HOT

thats all ig. have a nice day/evening/night/weekends/life! take care! luv you<з

I LOVE YOU! HOW ARE YOU MY LOVE I HOPE YOU ENJOY MY FIC AND I HOPE YOU GOT THROUGH THE DAY WITH VIGOUR I LOVE YOU! BYE i have a class in like 9 mins lol

xxx

[just-some-random-blogger]

meowmeow, lovie!! good morning/day/evening! im sorry i suppose ill be late today too bc its already 4:30 and i still have an essay to write *clown emoji aka me* nvm i deicided to write it during the lessons. 'i was kinda sad yesterday so when you didnt message me' im sososO sorry love TT i hope you read it during the day at least and im making you a company. 'i refuse to watch doctor who' well we'll see... or you in particular... AAAH im waiting for the song sm!! you always look pretty! tbh im waiting for any content you publish!! im so honored you ask me for a song to sing TT omg im crying im soso touched TT im not so cruel to ask you to learn a russian song nono. what kind of song do you want? idk about professional traits but if you tell me, next time ill give you some variants. since you mentioned russian songs, i recalled a song named 'russian princess' (it has english subs if you want to listen!) actually i feel so cool listening to it hghls. especially since i got into hotd. i feel not exactly like a royalty but you know this feeling of being special and just in tune with yourself? tbh i found this song a year or 2 ago and i associate it with the other events. also it has some witchy vibes as for me. andand!! was this # about my witch au? if you got it, you got it. no pressure, just curious. 'i would say i have no chill and am quite radical' nah i wasnt saying you ARE chill and hippie. but that you have such an image in the internet. tbh i want to go to protests but... im not afraid of getting hurt but ruining my whole life *star eyes* there was a guy who was walking NEAR the place where a demonstration was happening and.. hes been imprisoned <з lovely isnt it? universities were expelling their students for taking part in the protests. sorry i got carried away. good to know you have such a rebellious posture. i love you saint hannah TT youre so sweet <з 'i try not to think about that too much cos ill cry' ive been crying by the middle of the sentence. 'when we say we’re going to eat rice that means were eating a meal' oooh i got you. we have a tradition of eating bread with every meal but 1) its not the same thing 2) its not really strong among young people. its fine, you explained it pretty understandable. papak sounds cute. ig we have an equivalent. 'I HAVE SO MUCH MORE I WANT TO SHARE' YEEEY im always hear to listen to it! WOW its so really very very interesting to learn about this saying twice thing!! we also say things twice sometimes for the same reason or to just create a new meaning. i crave learning more about filipino! yeah i didnt know what is flan. 1) but tbh some people dont even see russia as europe.. even geographically... 2) its not a common dish in slavik countries (eastern at least). like we have a quite similar thing but it has a completely different name. 'i think it derived from spanish??' yeah its probably just my association. we dont have such constructions to unit words so it always sounds foreign. esp words like this. a silly stereotype but it gives me some old movie about mafia vibes. its also said in a deep af brutal voice in the beginning of a movie. 'I HAVE TO EXPLAIN THIS PERFECTLY BECAUSE' omg its cute. thanks <з love your big brain ooh kare-kare looks good. a hottie fdklfjd. please let me answer it in the second part bc 1)im running out of symbols 2) i wanna sleep 3) ill answer you during the day i swear TT ive got so many things to do it scares me.. just remember that im here! have a good day!! good luck with the classes and all! take care<з

HELOO LOVE

im ready T_T i might just type everything i lost last night

im sorry i suppose ill be late today too bc its already 4:30 and i still have an essay to write *clown emoji aka me* nvm i deicided to write it during the lessons. 'i was kinda sad yesterday so when you didnt message me' im sososO sorry love TT i hope you read it during the day at least and im making you a company.

T_T it's ok i told you not to apologize ur not the reason i was sad but i was hoping to talk to you. T_T its ok as long as you reply im good u have a life beyond tumblr girl its fine. here are your clown emojis 🤡🤡🤡 please take care of yourself

'i refuse to watch doctor who' well we'll see... or you in particular... AAAH im waiting for the song sm!!

ive been meaning to watch the episode with the 10th and 11th doctor with my mummy but T_T there's no subtitles T_T and matt like mumbling in the beginning and we dont have a speaker and T_T sad RIP maybe i'll at least watch that episode

you always look pretty! tbh im waiting for any content you publish!!

T_T Спасибо, любимый

im so honored you ask me for a song to sing TT omg im crying im soso touched TT im not so cruel to ask you to learn a russian song nono. what kind of song do you want? idk about professional traits but if you tell me, next time ill give you some variants. since you mentioned russian songs, i recalled a song named 'russian princess' (it has english subs if you want to listen!)

geez i listened to this song before fully reading your reply and T_T i thought it was the song you wanted me to sing so i was like DAMN ITS GOOD but then i realized i slowly regretted saying id sing anything for you even if its in russian T_T ALSO I CANT MAKE THE BACKING TRACK/MUSIC ITS EDM AINT NO ONE GOT TIME FOR THAT but now that ive read this in its entirety im glad your not making me sing it but HAHAH YOU KNOW I ALREADY LOOKED UP THE LYRICS AND GOT THE ROMANIZED RUSSIAN AHAHHAHAHAHAHHHAHAH i'll try to learn it it has an interesting melody but lol we'll see HAAHAHH

the genre im mostly drawn to has rock vibes but i like all music to a certain degree so pls i hope its english (or filipino HAHHAH)

actually i feel so cool listening to it hghls. especially since i got into hotd. i feel not exactly like a royalty but you know this feeling of being special and just in tune with yourself? tbh i found this song a year or 2 ago and i associate it with the other events. also it has some witchy vibes as for me.

i see it really does have have quite a strong ambiance so i can understand why you are drawn to it. i actually like this song! i love how you describe your feeling with music, this is how i feel about music. btw... are you in high school? i- i suddenly tried to think of what youre studying but i cant ?? think of anything omg T_T [are you a minor] YOURE NOT RIGHT? arent you 19? T_T HELP

andand!! was this # about my witch au? if you got it, you got it. no pressure, just curious.

YES and no but yes but idk i wanted to write it but now i dont T_T it be like that

'i would say i have no chill and am quite radical' nah i wasnt saying you ARE chill and hippie. but that you have such an image in the internet.

HAHHAAH BUT THAT LITERALLY MEANS YOU THINK IM A CHILL HIPPIE HAHAHAHAAHA

tbh i want to go to protests but... im not afraid of getting hurt but ruining my whole life *star eyes*

im not going to give you star emojis because i think you mean your are ok with yourself getting hurt and i dont support that

there was a guy who was walking NEAR the place where a demonstration was happening and.. hes been imprisoned <з lovely isnt it? universities were expelling their students for taking part in the protests. sorry i got carried away. good to know you have such a rebellious posture.

not really rebellious per se, more of like i think its necessary to speak out against the status quo if the status quo is bad and harmful and anti-people and pro-elite etc. i hope that guy is ok. ✊

i love you saint hannah TT youre so sweet <з

lol thanks idk what i feel about the nickname but i love you <3

'i try not to think about that too much cos ill cry' ive been crying by the middle of the sentence.

T_T

'when we say we’re going to eat rice that means were eating a meal' oooh i got you. we have a tradition of eating bread with every meal but 1) its not the same thing 2) its not really strong among young people. its fine, you explained it pretty understandable.

tbh i wouldnt call it a tradition its like a social norm to eat rice... ig culture? is more appropriate. its nice that you have parallelism with bread. and omg young people dont lke bread AHAHHA that's ? so funny lol its weird to think yall just out there eating .... idk fried chicken T_T DAMN WITH NO RICE T_T

papak sounds cute. ig we have an equivalent.

T_T HAHAHA what's the equivalent?

'I HAVE SO MUCH MORE I WANT TO SHARE' YEEEY im always hear to listen to it!

OK im going to take this oppurtunity to talk to you again about sandman because that was the highlight of my message before i ctrl zed but FIRST LET ME SAVE THIS AS A DRAFT

ok were safe team

OK so yesterday ??? or was it yester NO IT WAS YESTERDAY i went to the library and read the chonky sandman megabig comic and i absolute loved the issue with Nada and Dream

now i have a new perspective in this because i feel like i was internally misogynistic towards Nada after watching this video about likable female characters (you dont have to watch it but this channel is very nice) anyway this vid basically talked about how female characters are only 'good' if they're likeable whereas male characters can be good regardless of that and it made me think about this issue cos i felt more sympathy towards dream than nada and at one point i had feelings of annoyance with nada but Lasflahsf NOW i cant remember if it was before i read that issue or after but i recall having catharsis over how i treated nada after typing my thoughts about it to you

anyway as im typing this now, i also realized that its ok for me not to feel that much feelings at all towards nada because i mean i had been following dream throughout the other issues so its not weird to have me have stronger feelings about dream rather than nada

but anyway, i still felt that both of them were problematic in their own way and i'll just quickly go through why and why i love that issue the most

so nada ^^^^ is dream's first love T_T [CRYING] solely because [CRYING] she was the only person who said they loved him and actually sought him out [CRYING] MANS SUPER HUNGRY FOR LOVE AND COMPANIONSHIP ITS SO SAD and yeah because of that dream was like LASFHASFHAL I LOVE YOU TOO NADA I WANT YOU TO BE QUEEN OF THE DREAMING T_T [CRYING]

but like stupid mortals be T_T [sigh] nada, who had been warned by a bird king not to seek out the 'man' she was in love with because he was NOT a man was like 'but i still love him' then met dream, had the whole be my queen shebang and when she realized he was not human she was AW SHIT BIRD KING WAS RIGHT (bird king is a literal bird btw AHHHA) and was like dream we cant be together im sorry i was stupid pls let me go this is bad

but dream was like [pls i love you T_T i want you pls i need love]

[CRYING]

so nada desperately goes through all these things to evade dream the worst of which is she even defiles herself by taking her maidenhood WITH A ROCK (it's not to say that a woman impure because she is not a virgin or that she is anything based on their virginity bUT I SAY DEFILE BECAUSE DAMN THAT FUCKING HURTS AND SHE WAS SO DESPERATE TO REPEL DREAM TO DO THAT) but dream is like T_T social constructs such as this matter not to me im not a human pls i love you i want you be my queen

{CRYING}

AND POOR FUCKING NADA SHES LIKE ON HER KNEES BEGGING BUT DREAM FUCKING BEING DREAM IS LIKE PLSSSSSSSSSSSS but ig also he's kinda hot cos nada was like ok thats kinda hot that you dgaf about social norms so they make love on top of the mountain

BUT THEN THE FUCKING SUN IS LIKE WHAT IS THIS HERESY WHAT IS THIS ABSOLUTE SIN THAT A MORTAL AND AN ENDLESS HAVE SHARED UNION THEN FUCKING BURNS NADA'S ENTIRE VILLAGE ////:

¯\_(ツ)_/¯ idk thats fucking petty of the sun if it was so bad it shudda burned nada no? but then again nada is the princess of the tribe so 😬😬😬😬😬🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡 its cold hard reality the people have to suffer for their rulers' mistakes

and so when they woke nada was like ???? my people are dead T_T CRYING FUCK then jumps of the cliff and dies

NOW THIS PETTY FUCK DREAM COMES TO HER AND IS LIKE nada i love you then you betrayed me (ok this isnt the petty part because she willingly had sex with him on that mountain) then hes like youre choosing death over me (death is dreams sister so he was 100% jelly over this) and nada is like pls my people are dead because of me let me go

this is the part where i think well yeah theyre dead youre dead just be with dream forgetting that guilt exists lol AHHAHAHA

THIS IS THE PART WHERE DREAM IS PETTY COS HE WAS LIKE for betraying me i will punish you BUT if you agree to be my queen i;ll forgive you i;ll only ask you 3 times if you deny me 3 times im going to condemn you to fucking hell //////:

??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

he petty AF for that wtf

so nada obviously is like no no pls dont make me say no again so dont ask me but DREAM PETTY AF AND I THINK THE COMIC EVEN SAID SOME SHIT ABOUT THAT AND SO DREAM

ASKED HER ANYWAY

and she said no and now she's in fucking HELLL AND BEEN IN HELL FOR MILLENIA

in one of the earlier issues + in the show dream sees nada when he goes to hell and asks him to release her and i think nada asks if he loves him and dream is smth like its been thousands of years of course i still love you BUT i stilll havent forgiven you T_T PETTY RAT

and i remember when i watched that i was like DAMN WHAT DID SHE DO HE PETTY AF and now that i know im like i see it but also he petty AF

UHH TEN THOUSAND YEARS THIS RAT PETTY AF

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WOW its so really very very interesting to learn about this saying twice thing!! we also say things twice sometimes for the same reason or to just create a new meaning.

AW THATS CUTE HAHAHAH love that for us #russianssecretlyfilipino #filipinossecretlyrussian

i crave learning more about filipino!

OK OK LETS FINALLY TALK ABOUT JOSE RIZAL

this is him. it might not look like it but hes the original fuck boy HAHHAHA man had girlfriends all over the globe like pitbull who? he aint mr worldwide JOSE RIZAL is mr worldwife HAHHA LOL I TYPED THAT ON ACCIDENT AND SO REAL FINGERS SO REAL tho he never had a wife so /: HAHHAA

anyway he became the national hero because his work inspired the revolution and he did so with non violence so. i personally have a soft spot for andres bonifacio (the other candidate for national hero) but thats for another time

this andres btw

aNYWAY his most prolific works are 'noli mi tangere' which means 'touch me not' in spanish or 'like do not translate me' then its sequel 'el filibusterismo' or 'the Filibuster' in spanish whatever the fuck that means ok wikipedia says its It is sometimes referred to as "talking a bill to death" or "talking out a bill", and is characterized as a form of obstruction in a legislature or other decision-making body. whatever that means HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

so yeah he got killed for writing that lol cos he wrote it in spanish cos fuck you spain and then spain was like (: pew pew and shot him and he was like FUCK YOU YOURE NOT GOING TO SHOOT ME IN THE BACK IM GOING TO FACE YOU but he died before he could look at the firing squad so /:

side note the right pic is at rizal park which was where he was killed (it was renamed after him) and i remember going there for a field trip and being absolutely enamored by the story teller/tour guide who said the whole story and said the command by the spanish and the statues FIRED AT RIZAL AND I HAD A HEARTATTACK THEN AFTER IT ALL I WAS LIKE WOAH THAT WAS MEGA COOL but i dont remember what the spanish command was T_T rip i wish i knew so i could tell you any everyone else i want to tell this story to

HAHAHAH anyway unlike other works before jose rizal which was propaganda against the spanish, the works before rizal were like only allussions to opression but never direct. whereas rizal was like oh you see these spanish priests and all the governors THEYRE FUCKING L also you see how they treat the poor and farmers and fucking RAPE OUR WOMEN (: YALL ARE L FUCK YOU

and spain was like ? no fuck YOU bang bang (in before imprisoning him i think he only lived to be 30?) then after he died the revolutionaries called the katipuneros which is derived from (Dont freak out) the KKK (which means kataastaasan (the highest of the high) kagalanggalangang (the most respectable) katipunan (? like group or association, but also because of them katipunan kind of has this meaning of revolutionary or i guess to me) were like HELL NO LETS FUCKING GO SPAIN YOU WANT A PIECE OF THIS FUCK YOU

(this is my absolute fav monument i remember seeing it for the first time as a child i was like DAMN THAT SWORD FUCKING LIT)

I MUST SAY the first time i heard of other KKK was in the black eyed peas song 'where is the love' and i was like HEY they dont like the kkk? why dont they like the kkk? how do they even know them? they fought for out freedom thats so mean of them not to like them in before my older brother said YOU IDIOT THAT NOT THE KKK THEYRE TALKING ABOUT T_T rip

enough of that

noli (we call it that so its short) basically follows this dude named crisostomo ibarra. in the first book he's just come home from abroad and is like i love it here then slowly is like WTF IS WRONG WITH EVERYONE WHY IS THIS HAPPENING and ... tbh its been a while i dont remember its entirety... but he fall in love with maria clara and theres this freaky rat ass priest that has ??? the hots for her but ??? hES SECRETLY HER FUCKING DAD? COS HE RAPED MARIAS MOM and maria also gets raped im not sure by who tho but FUCK THAT PRIEST (a priest rapes her) yeah its all very FUCK YOU she joins the convent because of that and i think because yeah crisostomo dies and shes like </3 i will never recover never love again

honestly dont quote me on this i could be getting so much wrong

then part 2 which is el fili (again shorted cos its too long) crisostomo ibarra who fucking dies in p1 comes back from the dead (cos he never died fr) as simoun and is like I DONT WANT PEACE I WANT PROBLEMS ALWAYS and plans to blow up a church or smth BECAUSE FUCK YOU SPAIN (honestly i cant remember) and marias like my beloved crisostomo T_T please come back to me and simoun is like WAIT WAIT IM COMING but maria is like fuck this shit and jumps off a fucking church cos life sucks

yeah the end thats about as much as i remember from the main plot but the books talk about a lot of social injustices too

my favorite (or should i even call it that T_T) is the piece about Cabesang Tales who is a farmer took barren land and made it fruitful and it took so long for it to be fruitful his wife and daughter died of fucking poverty then the church was like actually peasant this land belongs to God and by god i mean us gtfo this land and Cabesang Tales who was the picture of patience fucking snapped and was like FUCKING WORK YOUR BLEED BLOOD AND FIX THE LAND THEN BURRY YOUR WIFE AND CHILD HERE FIRST THEN AND ONLY THEN WILL I GIVE YOU THIS LAND

then bang (:

anyway they actually made a show about this! for once its not super cringe! its about this modern girl who goes 'back in time' or more like in the book and lives with the characters. i only watched ep1 & 2 and i havent even seen the cutie crisostomo yet so i have plans on watching it but idk when

HIHIHI THIS IS THEM Klay (the reader insert HAHAHAHAH) crisostomo then maria and i think slay <3 its actually available on youtube which is where im watching it but apparently it has no eng subs cos this one korean youtuber was complaining about it so yeah HAHHAHH the turned tables because we love kdramas here in the ph and complain if there arent eng subs on their shows HAHHAHAHA

HOLLUP LEMME JUST SAVE

ok were back this is such a long love letter

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yeah i didnt know what is flan. 1) but tbh some people dont even see russia as europe.. even geographically... 2) its not a common dish in slavik countries (eastern at least). like we have a quite similar thing but it has a completely different name.

its ok flan is not paramount to life HAHAHH unless you make flan for a living in which case it is quite important. #1 i mean russia-- SHE 'UGE MASSIVE YEAH so huge she said eurasia and like pluto tiny #2 fair. what is the similar thing?

'i think it derived from spanish??' yeah its probably just my association. we dont have such constructions to unit words so it always sounds foreign. esp words like this.

i see. interesting to know. what about vagon you have that word surely cos i remember watching captain america civil war and it was one of winter soldier's tick words somethingsomething vagon then its translation was like freight train and my mom was like omg thats filipino bagon was like not the train per se but the things connected to the train you get me which i can only assume comes from spanish vagón exists but its wagon according to google so HAHA i got you there

a silly stereotype but it gives me some old movie about mafia vibes. its also said in a deep af brutal voice in the beginning of a movie.

I LOVE THIS STEREOTYPE TBH

'I HAVE TO EXPLAIN THIS PERFECTLY BECAUSE' omg its cute. thanks <з love your big brain

<3 HIHI i love your big brain

ooh kare-kare looks good. a hottie fdklfjd.

HAHAHAH yes it is very good i love it <3 now im hungry T_T

please let me answer it in the second part bc 1)im running out of symbols

thats fine

2) i wanna sleep

valid i will never stop you from listening to your body clock

3) ill answer you during the day i swear TT ive got so many things to do it scares me..

<3 do well my love you got this is can be intimidating but dont worry too much about it you got this! its normal to be anxious but you will overcome it

just remember that im here! have a good day!! good luck with the classes and all! take care<з

i love you so much my dear thank you for being here for me i am likewise also always here for you <3 take care

xxx

[caruliaa]

wahhhhh sorry i havent replied to ur asks from today yet dear:(!!! i will try to tmrw but i think i will b quite busy bcuz im going to this like fair thing which shld hopefully be fun..?? idk i think ill prob b quite tired by the end since its only 11:35 and im quite tired today rn after not having done that much so like SIDNSJK but hopefully it will b fun… anywayy before i go beddy bye i wanted to say!!!! ohmmggggf i love you sososososoooo much you are such an incredible friend and i always love talking to u and messaging u and ur asks and aending u asks sooo much and j chatting in any way and j knowing u like!!!! u make my life smmm better and warmer and i rlly hope i do the same for u and! beyond being an amazing friend ur also suchhhh an amazing cool fun pretty talented skilled good lovely person strawb..!.!!!!!! like you truly are smm and u deserve the world and i rlly hope u know im here for u no matter what<333 i love you smmm;;;!!!!!!! iluu (hugs u gnight if u wld like!! 💕💕💕🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻💕💕💕💕💕🫶🏻💕💕💕💕💕💕)

DW MX I UNDERSTAND THAT DW and also i am answering this after you answered my asks so like FHDFHDF its fine its fine and also sorry of me answering this late i have been attacked by tyhe tiredness all day...... anwyay omg your sso so sweet my deares you rly are ;; i hope you know how im rly soso glad that i can be a good friend to you becuase i really really do want to and i hope you know thaat you rly are to me too like u rly are soso sweet and kind and caring and thoughtful and understanding to me and rly do make me feel soso loved and cared for and warm with you and i rly am jsut soso glad and greatful for that and also just whenever we talk and spemnd time together it rly brings me soso much joy and happiness and just makes me life sm better and il so glad that i can be the same to you becuase you really do deserve it soso much and i really do want to soso much becuase you really really are jsut soso dear to me and such a wonderful person and i hope you know im always always here for you and ui rly do love you so so much mx :'> !!! *hugs you back sosso much soso close if you wish* !!! 💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞