Baby, Show Me
Pairing: Joel Miller x f!reader
Rating: Explicit (18+ only! minors DNI)
Word count: 4.2k
Tags/Warnings: smut, d/s untertones, but it's also just really soft at the same time, joel in charge, multiple orgasms, communication, enthusiastic consent, pet names, praise kink, so much praise kink that you'll never doubt yourself again
notes: 4k of pure smut (pure being a relative term) :) title from btr's "show me" (if u know u know) ps. i write in first person, hope u don't mind!
“Jesus,” I curse as Joel’s lips trail down my jaw and to my neck. His hands, slow and purposeful, slide down from my shoulders all the way down to my wrists, and push my hands into the mattress.
“Keep those there,” he mutters against my lips.
I nod in response, and a small gasp finds its way out my lips when he lifts his hands up to hold both sides of my neck as he kisses me again, open mouthed and hot. His lips not diverting from their task, he reaches for the back of my neck, keeps going lower, until his calloused fingers find the clasps on my bra.
“May I?” He asks.
I nod again. But he pulls away and meets my eyes, firm, demanding. “I need to hear you say it,” he insists, a warning in his tone.
His pupils are blown wide, his breath coming hot against my lips. I bite my lip, then manage to say, “Yeah. Please.”
Pleased, he smiles, diving back in with his mouth open and sucking against my neck as his fingers deftly unhook the bra, then push the straps down my shoulders. One at a time, he takes my hands up from the bed and threads the straps away, tosses the bra across the dimly lit room. I’m sitting on the end of our bed, now all but naked with just my panties on, though they’re good for nothing now with wetness soaking through.
He presses my hands back into the mattress again, keeps his on top of them, firm. As he he hovers over me, so broad and lit beautifully with highlights and shadows, I can’t help but stare into his eyes and feel so fucking lucky.
“You’re gonna do what I say,” he says lowly. “And you’re gonna answer me when I ask you a question. Alright?”
Still struggling to speak, I start to nod, but as soon as I see the disapproving twitch of his eyebrow I say, “Yeah, Joel. I got it.”
“Good girl,” softening for a moment, he smiles, and takes the back of my head in his hands. He leans in, kisses my forehead. “I got you.”
“I know,” I breathe. I do—he’s always got me. In every sense. In every way I can be his.
After lingering on my forehead for a minute, he breathes out against me, and then dips his head as he comes to kneel down between my legs. His hands move again, this time to my knees, and he slowly coaxes them apart with his eyes locked onto mine. Too slowly. I need him to fucking touch me where I want him, like, now. And he knows that. Which is why he smirks with each inch he pushes my legs further apart, and doesn’t break our eye contact, pointedly not lowering his head to where I need him.
“Joel…” I whimper.
One corner of his lips twitches higher. “Yes, darlin’?”
“I need…”
Coy, he starts to lower his head, keeping his eyes on mine for as long as he can before he closes them and brushes his lips against the inside of my knee, just the ghost of a kiss. “You need what?” He whispers. A firmer kiss against the same spot, but not moving up any higher. His eyes are on my panties, hungry.
When all I do is whimper in response, he sinks his teeth into the soft skin of my thigh and lets out a grumble of disapproval. His hands move from my legs and instead grab my waist, suddenly tugging me closer to him along the bed. “Answer me,” he demands.
“I need—God, Joel, touch me…”
“Love to,” he kisses the spot that he bit, soothing it with a few licks of his tongue. “Magic word?”
“Please.”
He smiles against my leg. I feel it. The tight grip of his hands on my waist loosens, moving instead back to my thighs to push them even further apart, giving him more than enough room for his head to settle between them. “Lie back for me, sweetheart,” he requests gently in between peppering little kisses just a little too close and yet not close enough to my centre.
I take one last look at him, run my hand through his hair. He hums happily at that, and it’s enough.
Once I’m settled back against the covers, Joel moves away from me for a second, reaching across the bed for a pillow. He taps at my hip. “Come on, up,” he instructs.
Bracing on tip-toes against the floor as best I can, I do as he asks and lift my hips up so he can slide the pillow under them. It’s nice to relax down into, but my feet barely reach the ground now; I feel on the edge, unstable. And like this, I feel like he can see every inch of me, even without my pussy completely bare before him. I peer over my own body to look at him, finding him looking right back, meeting my eyes with a soft adoration that makes my toes curl just as much as his touch.
A soft hand comes to my knee. “I won’t leave you like that,” he promises, “but, goddamn, you’re a pretty sight.”
I groan. “Joel…please…”
He chuckles. “Alright,” and he strips off his shirt before going between my legs again. He did that on purpose; waiting until I couldn’t see him to go shirtless. He knows I like to touch his chest; to run my hands through the dark and grey hairs there. I like to scratch at his back when he touches me, cling to him like he’s a lifeline.
Now, though, all I can do is grab hold of the sheets on either side of me.
“You warm enough?” He asks, getting settled between my legs. His hands smooth up my hips, over the rolls of my stomach, settling on either side of my navel.
“Plenty,” I answer.
“Good. I’m going to take these off,” he nudges at the edge of my panties with his nose, “alright?”
“Please.”
“So polite,” an approving kiss on my hipbone before he removes one of his hands from my stomach and uses it to tug the fabric away from the wetness and down over my legs to the floor. Then, relieving my strained feet from their position, he takes a gentle hold of my ankles and lifts them, hooking my knees around his shoulders. “Jesus Christ.”
“What?”
“Just…you. Could look at you all day, just like this.” His hands rub circles in my thighs. I can feel his breath on my pussy, cooling the wetness there like a hot breeze. It’s fucking intoxicating.
“I appreciate the compliment, honey, but I really need you to touch me,” I say with a breathy laugh.
He laughs, too. I feel it against my very core. It could go inside of me if he was angled just a little different. “Still bossy, even when I’m in charge, huh?”
I strain to reach for his hair again and give it an affectionate tug. “I’ll do whatever you want,” I promise, “just…please, Joel. You’re killing me.”
He licks his lips, then presses them to my thigh, the very tips of his beard tickling against the hair between my legs. “Alright, darlin’. Since you asked so nicely.”
Finally, finally, he gets to where I need him.
The tip of his nose is warmer than I expected. He presses it to my clit, uses it to move the hood so his mouth can get right to the bud. A few kisses are left on it, close-mouthed, leaving my own mouth open and a gasp escaping them. Then he opens his, too, and sucks.
“Joel!” I cry. God fucking dammit, his mouth is so hot, his arms are wrapped around my thighs, my knees pressing on each side of his head.
“Mm,” he murmurs against my heat, and the vibrations of his voice just make the way he sucks at my clit even better. “Oh, baby, you’re so good,” he nuzzles against my folds, flicking his tongue out over them like he can’t get enough of the taste; like he wants to devour me until all of me is part of him. (I’d let him. I’d let him, I’d let him, I’d let him.)
“Joel, oh, God…”
He sucks at me for a while, getting stronger with each pull of his mouth. The sound echoes around the room, the puckering of his lips against my warm flesh. I scramble to touch him, to hold him, but all I can reach with my back arched like it is is his hand on my thigh. He lifts it, taking hold of my hand for just a second and squeezing, before taking it away. I’m about to try and get it back before I feel him shifting between my legs, moving one of them slightly so he has more space.
Then, a new sensation. Fingertips rubbing against my entrance, gathering wetness, teasing me. “Oh, God, Joel…yeah…”
“Yeah?” He asks against the very centre of me. “You want it?”
Frantic, I nod. “Yes, Joel. Please. God, I’m…I’m so close already, I…”
“Don’t come yet,” he requests gently, moving his wet mouth across to my hip and sucking gently there, probably leaving a mark. His fingers tease at me still, sliding up and down from my clit to my entrance. “Wanna see you when you do.”
I nod in affirmation and take a deep breath, trying to keep the building burning between my legs at bay just enough to stop it exploding.
When he slides his fingers inside me—two at once, no messing around—it feels like fucking heaven. I can feel him, so warm, the bumps of his fingers evident on my soaked walls.
“Mm,” he murmurs again, sucking quick but hard kisses along the inside of my thigh. “God, darlin’. Could do this all day.”
“Think I’d—think I’d come apart if you did—”
He chuckles. I can feel his smile against my leg and it’s almost as overwhelming as seeing it. His beard is sharp but tickly over my skin. I want to run my hands through it. Want to take hold of it, look him in the eyes, bite his lips and scratch his back while he fucks me.
He pulls away from me for a moment. I whine desperately as he pulls the pillow out from under my hips. “Sit up,” he instructs.
I don’t know when my hands found their way onto my breasts, but with them there, I sit up and meet his eyes. His mouth is glistening. From me.
“Joel,” I say, breathless. “Can you…”
Gently, he removes my hands from my tits. He rubs at my palms for a second and then replaces their spot, massaging the very centre of his palms over my nipples. “Can I what, sweetheart?”
With his eyes locked on mine like that, even as he touches me and pinches a nipple between his fingers, I know I can’t look away. “Can you fuck me?”
He kisses me then, soft and sweet. I taste myself on him. “Love to,” he says into my mouth. “You’re so fuckin’ pretty like this, darlin’. You gonna be good for me?”
“Yeah,” I breathe out. He stands up and at first I try to chase his mouth with mine, but he gets too high up and all I can do is gaze up at him.
“Eyes on me,” he says. I wonder why he has to tell me that, why he’d ever think I would look away from him—that is, until, I hear him start to unbuckle his belt.
My eyes are drawn to his crotch before I know what they’re doing.
“Hey,” he scolds, freeing one of his hands to take a firm hold of my chin and lift it up. “I said, eyes on me. Right up here.” He keeps me there for a second, the weight of my head hanging in his hand.
Then he lets me go, and this time I manage to hold his eyes, despite the fact I want nothing more than to watch what he’s doing with his hands; taking off his pants and his boxers, pulling out his dick and giving it a long, languid tug.
“Good girl,” he says breathily. “Go on. Scooch up, head against the pillows.”
I’m fucking throbbing, and the inside of my thighs are soaked and slick. I know that Joel’s eyes are on me as I grab a pillow and crawl up the bed, placing it down before I turn around and lie on my back.
“Goddam,” he curses, one side of his mouth lifted into a lopsided, proud smirk. There he stands at the foot of the bed, completely fucking naked, hard as a rock, with his scarred hands on his hips. “I love you, you know that?”
Gazing up at him, I nod, and swallow a lump of emotion. “I know,” I say. “I love you, too.”
Like that was his cue, he climbs onto the bed and crawls on top of me. Props himself up with an elbow on one side of my head and his knees braced each side of my hips. With his spare hand, he reaches back down to my pussy and slowly, devastatingly slowly, pulls it up from my entrance all the way to my clit.
“You’re gonna take this,” he promises me, staring down into my eyes, “and you’re going to come when I tell you to. As many times as I tell you to. Understand?”
“Shouldn’t be a problem,” I say, wrapping an arm around his neck and threading my fingers through his hair. “I’m—I’m so close…”
He raises an eyebrow. “Well, good. Let’s see how long you hold out, huh?” He pushes his fingers inside me, taking me by surprise.
I gasp, feeling my eyes go wide as he thrusts two digits as far inside as they’ll go. When I look back at him, he’s grinning like he just won a prize.
He starts with me like that, on my back, gazing up at him with my knees on each of his hips as he thrusts into me. Slow at first, languid, pressing kisses all over my face and my hair. I let my hands roam over his back, feeling the curves of his muscles and veins, the scars that I have a map of in my brain.
At first it’s just his dick sending waves of sensation over me, that and his mouth moving against every part of skin he can get to; but it’s as he starts to speed up his thrusts that he brings his finger to my clit.
Then, after just a few circles around and a firmer press, I’m right on the edge.
“Joel!” I cry. “I’m—can I?”
“Can you what, baby?” He says into my temple. His thrusts are getting stronger, more purposeful, and he’s rubbing my clit at a pace that’s just a little too slow to get me there. (He knows this. He fucking knows this.)
“Can I come?”
He laughs. Presses a kiss to my temple, then my cheekbone, speeds up his pace. “Go right ahead.”
I do.
It washes over me in an indescribable wave, consuming me from the inside out. I shout his name, I curse, I gasp with my head tipped back against the pillow and my eyes fluttering closed in ecstasy.
As I’m coming down, he pulls out.
“What—no, stay…”
He shakes his head and silences me with a kiss. “Was too close,” he explains with a strained voice, “didn’t wanna finish yet.”
“Oh,” I take hold of the back of his head and press our foreheads together. A moment of quiet passes as I feel the aftershocks, my pussy clenching around nothing, horribly empty. “Joel…will you, I need…don’t wanna be empty.”
Soothing, he kisses my nose. “Sorry,” he whispers before taking his hand and sliding two fingers back inside me. I sigh happily at the feeling. It’s not quite enough after having his dick, but it’ll get me through until he’s ready. Then, after a minute, he presses his palm against my cunt and says, “Turn over.”
Eager, I do as he asks. He helps position me where he wants me: planted on my knees and my elbows, back bent straight down towards the bed, my head resting on my forearms. “Atta girl,” he says, and the compliment goes straight to the throbbing in between my legs. “Just like that.”
He’s inside me again, his fingers, three of them this time. I can tell because it’s just a little more stretched; he can only just get them all in.
“Joel…” I whine. Only half conscious I’m doing it, one of my hands reaches down between my legs and starts working at my clit. At first, he’s too busy kissing the bottom of my back to notice; but when he does, he pushes my hand right away and bites my ass.
“Let me,” he says; an instruction, not a request. “Wanna feel you. Want you to come just from me. You tell me if it’s not good and I’ll change it, alright?”
“Uh-huh,” I agree. His finger is warm against me the minute it gets there. The angle is harder for him to see where he’s at, so I reach for his wrist and get his fingertips right on the clit where I want it.
“Right there?” He checks, swirling experimentally.
I correct him a little again, circling it once with his hand in mine to show him. All the while, he kisses up my spine, multitasking like an absolute champ. “There,” I sigh after he’s got it down, bringing my arm back to rest under my forehead. He rubs it a few times, checking, and I nod enthusiastically in response. “Yeah, Joel. God, yeah, just like that.”
“So good for me,” he praises sweetly, then starts pushing his fingers in and out of me even faster than before. He gets a little deeper at this angle, the three digits stretching me well and getting in further. His other arm is draped over my back, hooked around my waist so he can reach my clit and swirl it just how I like it.
“Oh, fuck, Joel, that’s…” my tits are bouncing with the movement and it feels so fucking good I can’t—“Joel, I’m gonna…”
“That’s it, honey. Come on, for me here, right here. Just like this.”
I cry out again as I come over his fingers, clenching around him, his grunts and moans against my spine only spurring me on. At the peak of my pleasure I’m bouncing back against him in time with his thrusts.
When it’s too much, I grab hold of his wrist and stop him from touching me for a minute, catching my breath. “Just—it’s a lot, just give me a sec,” I pant.
Nodding, he spreads himself out over my back, covering me like a safety blanket, keeping me warm while I shiver and twitch. My muscles are exhausted now and I collapse down onto the bed.
He holds himself above me, pressing kisses all across my shoulders and the back of my neck. I’m sweaty. Hair is sticking to my face. He brushes it away, leaves kisses in its wake.
Slowly, he pulls out his fingers. Despite the lingering aftershocks, and the slight waning of sensitivity down there, it still feels too soon.
“Turn over, darlin’, rest a spell.”
The Southern drawl in his deep voice is enough to get me going again, to be honest.
Underneath him I do as asked, finding him above me with nothing but soft, burning desire in his eyes. Carefully, he takes hold of his cock and taps it against my clit. “You ready?”
I wrap my arms around his neck. “Yeah.”
Like he always does before sliding inside me, he smiles.
This time, I keep my hands away from my clit for a bit, opting instead to hold each side of his face and run my fingers through his beard. I watch his expression melt into ecstasy as he starts sliding in and out of me. He’s going slow, careful, holding back just a little.
“You can go harder,” I promise him. “I won’t break.”
He kisses the inside of my wrist. “You’re still shakin’,” he protests, searching my eyes for any sign of discomfort.
“I’m good. Was just a big fuckin’ orgasm.”
His laugh is breathy and hot against my face and he dips his head, shaking it like he can’t quite believe how lucky he is. The feeling is fucking mutual.
I lean up and kiss him on the lips. “Fuck me, Joel,” I whisper, “as hard as you want. I can take it.”
Somehow his eyes blow even wider with desire. Something dark and primal overtakes his expression.
His throat clenches enticingly as he swallows heavily. “How’d I get so lucky?” He asks me. Like he expects an actual answer.
My answer is to kiss him. Because that’s always a good one to give.
He fucks me in earnest and without hesitation, pounding so hard and fast into me that it almost, not quite, hurts. It’s perfect. It’s just how I fucking like it.
Normally I haven’t already come twice when he takes me like this, but I’m happy to not come again, and instead just enjoy the view of him losing himself to his pleasure inside me, opening his eyes to check on me every minute or so.
Surprisingly, he breaks his concentration just a little to put his hand back over my clit. “One more for me,” he asks, earnest. “Before I let go. Just one more.”
“Joel, I’m—oh, God,” I don’t think I can do it; it feels so fucking good, and I’d let him do this all day, but I’ve never gone over the edge three times so close to each other before, and—
“I know you can take it. Come on, baby. I gotcha. Let me feel it.”
“Joel…”
“You’ve been so good, baby, just one last time, take it, come on…take it for me…”
It takes me by surprise, approaching faster than I can see it coming. His relentless pressure on my clit, thrusting up inside me so deep that he’s becoming part of me; it takes over in a wave that comes and goes faster than the others, but stronger, harsher.
“Oh, fuck! Joel!”
“Atta girl,” he praises, stroking at my hair with his spare hand where he’s propped up on one elbow. “Goddam. I’m comin’, darlin’. You’re making me…God, fuck…”
I feel it. As the aftershocks of my third fucking orgasm in a half hour pulse inside me, so does he, filling me and somehow making me even hotter.
He moans in my ear, tells me he loves me, says my name like it’s a sacred prayer. “Jesus, baby…”
“Yeah,” I breathe out a laugh, holding on to the back of his neck. “Yeah.”
After a moment with his mouth pressed to my ear, he pulls out, careful not to do it too fast. It’s a lot, feeling him slide out from so deep inside. My throat releases an involuntary sound.
“You alright?” He asks. “That hurt?”
I shake my head and hold him in place above me. “Not at all. Just…Jesus, Joel. Not bad for an old man.”
He dips his head when he laughs and shakes his head. Crow’s feet appear around his lovely eyes. “Thanks so much, darlin’.”
“You’re welcome.”
His eyes meet mine again, soft. Fond. He looks at me for a long moment before leaning down and placing a kiss on my lips, so tender and lovely. “You did good,” he praises one last time. “Was that okay?”
“More than,” I assure him with a smile and a quick run of my hand through his beard.
He lets himself melt into the touch, then kisses the inside of my arm as I let it fall down to the bed.
The inside of my legs is getting cold, feeling uncomfortable now I’ve come down from that high and I’m still coated in a mixture of my own wetness and now Joel’s, too.
He pushes himself up so he’s kneeling above me, then moves off the bed, heading for the bathroom. “Just a sec,” he promises. Sure enough, he’s back in a flash with a warm, wet towel, and he cleans off between my legs and everywhere else that I find myself needing it. He cleans himself last, then joins me on the bed again, wrapping me in his arms.
“Hey, Joel?” I say into his chest, fiddling with his chest hair.
“Mm?”
I smile. “Think we can try for four, next time?”
Dramatically, he sighs, and I feel a chuckle reverberate in his chest. “You’re killin’ me, woman.”
♥︎end♥︎
end notes: just a quick psa, have safe sex!! and remember it's normal to not manage a few orgasms in a row, it's just very fun to write and read, but don't feel bad about urself if you don't do that, ur still sexy♥︎
pls like/reblog/comment if u enjoyed! all are appreciated but comments/reblogs especially make my heart go brr ♡
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