#BITCH U TOO OLD TO BE WILDIN LIKE THAT

[weabooweedwitch]

Hey I gotta agree with the other person plz get away from ur mother. Ur honestly too talented and capable to let someone drag u down like that. I rlly believe you’ll be so much better off away from her. Half of your problems are literally directly caused by her and the other half are propagated by her. I wish you the best bc this world is so already hard to navigate and ur mom is making it way worse than it needs to be.

Aw thank you sweetie that honestly means so much to hear 🥺 and honestly I had childhood trauma so I've always kind of had mental health issues but sometimes I just sit and think of things she said or did to me that arguably directly contributed to specific complexes I have and behavioral issues

Like I used to say "I'm sorry" all the time, and kinda still do, when other people would tell me bad news they were going through and like to this day I feel some sort of personal guilt when I can't help someone, because like, I would be an actual child and I'd be in the car with my mom while she was driving and she'd be venting and I was "the rock" I was "the least difficult child" I was "the mature one" and she would basically use me as friend and therapist a lot and she would be going on and on for significant amounts of time about things I literally didn't understand and wasn't really appropriate to tell me

"--and I'm so tired of my coworkers, they whisper to each other sometimes and I JUST KNOW they're talking about me, I swear some of them are only there to fill quotas, and then this bill ran through early and my check bounced and my account is overdrawn"

"I'm really sorry mom :( I don't know what a check bouncing means though"

"Oh well it means--" bitch ya shoulda stopped right there like she literally told me about adult issues and adult financial problems that were quite literally beyond my understanding and I would feel helpless that I couldn't fix or help all these problems she had and I felt BAD and I felt GUILTY and I would just apologize all the time to the point I had friends kind of get mad I apologized so much

I would repeat conversations I had with her to other people sometimes even professionals like therapists and they'd tell me she was wildin out and I'd get mad and tell her "yeah well my therapist that you like so much and you think is doing such a good job told me it's unrealistic to expect you to change and I should just try and work around your behavior" "yeah well thats only because he heard one side of the story, if he spoke to ME he would be on MY SIDE" and repeat that 'one side' argument infinitely until I still never know if I'm just an overdramatic whiny little baby or if my feelings are valid (and I do legitimately have emotional issues and stuff so, yeah I can sometimes have issues, and those never really got solved either, just mocked I guess)

I'm just like. Afraid to turn my back on her because every other day its a new problem. The other week I hear her on the phone, she's saying she didn't realize it was still around, was it gathering interest, how much is it now, and afterwards I ask her and it's an old car she had some sort of payment or whatever on and she now owes, what I assume to be thousands. And she's had several cars since that one and even our current car is falling apart. It's at the point she makes a small mistake and I'm in instant rage mode because it's like GIRL CAN YOU EVEN DO ONE THING FOR ONE WEEK WITHOUT-- like I'll literally want to actually shake sense into her but like she's 58. She's like this forever.

I'm still mad about that pill thing that happened. She took tons of pain meds without even really counting or leaving space in between doses "oh because i just wanted the pain to stop" to the point where I called poison control and they said she was lucky to not be getting sick and then i get off the phone and she. Doesn't even care. "I knew what I was doing, you're overreacting, you need to be on medications for this" like, it. It makes me want to scream because she's constantly trying to force me to have pity for her, years and years of venting and complaining to the point I WOULD TELL HER TO HER FACE I DIDNT CARE AND SHE WOULD STILL KEEP TALKING, but then when I actually bring up legitimate concerns or issues like her almost POISNING HERSELF she has the fucking NERVE to say that to me???? I have an actual completely valid legitimate concern and you have A LICENSED PHYSICIAN TELLING YOU DIRECTLY "yeah I'm extremely surprised you're not in significant digestive distress and throwing up" and she tells me I'm OVERREACTING???

Like. I sit and I think. So much of my life involves her SILENCING me? I'll try to have an adult conversation to fix our issues because unlike her I've actually had therapy and she'll just "im done talking about this, every day you're nasty, you don't get to speak to me like that (even if I'm being nice and just pointing out her issues), what about all the times YOU did XYZ" like to feel like I could literally hand her a glowing hot pink chemical "this will literally give you cancer" and she would reply "no I had a friend in high-school who says this is a multivitamin" and she'd drink it. You can have EVIDENCE and multiple people telling her she is wrong and she either SHUTS YOU DOWN AND REDUSES TO TALK AT ALL or she just outright tells you you're stupid and wrong and emotional and have issues. Like. No wonder I don't trust myself. No wonder I have anger issues that are getting worse. She will literally NEVER listen to me. She will text me on my phone to fetch her water just because she had a headache but I can literally be so congested I'm struggling to breathe and she LET THE LITTERBOX ACTUALLY MOLD WHILE WAITING FOR ME TO RECOVER SO I COULD DO IT like. I love her but I hate her and I'm embarrassed and ashamed of her. But she also IS competent in the sense she kept me and my sister alive as a single mom but I mean, she also gave both of us huge issues and I kinda wish she had put us up for adoption

And it sucks because she has her old childhood trauma and mental health issues too. But I can't help but wish that my father had never lost custody. He may have had some ups and downs over his life but he was at least able to maintain better than my mom. Like for example he blew through a lot of his savings by getting a hobby racing cars at a racetrack and now doesn't really have anything, but like, at least he had that money to spend to begin with. My mom has to dip into a 401k whenever she actually has one. She will basically have to keep working until she can't sit in a chair anymore. I fear becoming her, or at least, more like her than I already am.

Just. Oof. Trying to take things one step at a time, but also considering other options for the future, and of course I have nice people like yourself offering advice and support and that's helpful in of itself ��️ hopefully all of us can have some personal peace in this wild hectic world of ours 😩

[petewentzisblack1312]

hi i just read the fob powerpoint u made and its amazing!! i really love all the genre bending fob has done across their discography too and rarely see ppl talking about that in a positive way so ur posts are really refreshing! also u mentioned citizens fob and the promo stuff they did for folie is one of my favorite things from that era so id love to hear anything u have to say about it!! i somehow had no clue that the original release date for folie was election day and thats so funny jkfdgn

im SO glad you asked!! i did a little revision on the wiki page and its a lil more complicated than id initially thought (although its still a little funny.... a smidge funny)

citizens for our benefit had A LOT of different things going on. there were fake website hacks, ashlee made sure she got papped holding flyers for CFOB, there was Fresh Only Bakery, pete wore a gold mask with an envelope that said "doctors orders: when you put on your disguise would the world still recognise you?", other bands on decaydance helped out by having like citizens fob stuff on their instruments (the Cab did that) and making posts on their own websites and quoting citizens fob posts and stuff and it was specifically developed with george orwells 1984 in mind (very pete wentz brainchild of them). it really ties in to the themes they explored on the album, which like i said include the cult of celebrity, but also just like society on a whole. all in all, it was all just quintessential fall out boy. im very glad there was a return to form with mania (without the self imposed time limit) and they did their goofy little viral marketing campaign. i also wanna point out that Copeland also had a viral marketing campaign and for no goddamn reason they decided as part of it to fuck with fobs by creating a website called citizens FOUR our benefit and posting it on fob forums. bitches hate to see you thriving smh.

when it comes to the election day thing, as it turns out i got it twisted, and it was a lot more noble than simply being unable to. they made the decision to release their album on election day wayy before, but decided that the election was way too important, and did not want to detract from it, so they postponed the date, but were really insistent they wanted it released before the year ended, leading to the week long release date.

and actually on the topic of the time limit, we have the benefit of hindsight and everything but i cant get over the fact that they were like "we should try to catch our old first idea best idea spark and limit the time we have with this album" and "we should try to blend a lot more sounds and ideas and create a more orchestral and varied soundscape" and didnt think maybe those 2 things together might emotionally and mentally beat the everloving shit out of them. like i can say with certainty that fall out boy sounds best when they can polish their stuff to a shine, (honestly the former idea is done best on ab/ap which is a comparatively weak album bc of it but its thematically consistent!! and also very good dont @ me) and sonically, folie is AMAZING, its a dynamic and beautiful soundscape that really captures the idea of a continuous soundtrack where every part has its place, and i think the theme they explored with it is great, but god id love to know how much less scattered the different parts of the overarching theme would be if they hadnt had the stupid idea to give themselves a short leash on an album with such an ambitious composition. like they got pretty political at times on that album, but it just feels like they didnt give themselves the time to really think about what they were tackling in which song. like on other albums each song is a self contained exploration of a part of the theme whereas thematically folie bleeds into itself a lot more.

tldr, they Wildin.

[grizztheexplorer]

Ep 8 Love Victor live reaction:

- we haven’t started the ep yet and I’m laughing the Simon getting this random kid showing up at his place 😭😭

- omfg he’s no sneaky you little raaaat sjdjdjdj

- THE AUDACITY SJDJDJD I GOT S TICKET TO VISIT U MR MAN WHO I HAVE NEVER MET IN PERSON BEFORE SJJDJD

- I LOVE FELIX SKDJDJDJD GROUP TEXT LMAOOOO

- Victor lying to his family and skipping school to go to NEW YORK to go hang with college kids he has never met before is the biggest fucking power move. Shjdjdjd bitch i wish i could have been this ballsy in HS god damn

- NOOO GET NICK ROBINSON ON THIS SHOW WHAT U MEAN BACHELOR PARTY?? NOO U BETTER COME BACK BITCH

- THEY GOT KEIYNAN THO MY BABYYYYY BRAMMMMMM

- I don’t give a shit about Andrew show me more baby bram😭😭😭

-Mia clearly being jealous of the possibility of Andrew and Lake makes me feel less shitty about rooting so much for Benji and Victor sjdjjddj. She clearly has unresolved business too.

- AJDJDJDJ THE COLLEGE GAY SQUAD I AM LIVING FOR THIS I WANT A SPIN OFF OF BRAM AND SIMON JUST FUCKING IT UP IN COLLEGE I LOVE THIS

- Sjdjdjdjdj not them inviting a 16 year old to a college party 😭😭altho i trust them and know no one will make a pass at baby Victor regardless

-shes avoiding talking Pilar def pierced her tongue shdjdj

- I KNEW IT LMAOOOO. YOU GOT A CHILD WITH A TONGUE PIERCING AND ANOTHER WHO SKIPPED SCHOOL AND RAN TO NEW YORK TO HANG WITH COLLEGE KIDS SJDJDJ THESE KIDS WILDIN

-omg Mia nooo you hurting Felix and it ain’t even true😭😭😭😭😭

-NOOK VICTOR SJDJDJDJD HE HAD GOOD INTENTIONS BUT THEY ABOUT TO EAT HIM UP WITH THAT QUESTION. THIS IS THE SKAM ESKILD MOMENT PART 2 BITCH HE COMING IN

- NOOK THE SHOW MADE ME CRY THEY DONE DID IT🥺😭

- “Im a good person” he says as he publicly humiliated a kid for being struggling economically on ep 1, laughed at homophobic jokes (and made one) and then bullied Felix at a party💀💀💀💀💀💀💀 and made comments at Mia’s sexual life bc he was jealous 🤢

-fuck this give me more of the gay college squad i was crying and feeling it🥺

-omg yes Felix fuck it up thats my baby right thereeee

-how tf they let this 16 year old inside the club much less sitting at the bar tho😭😭 this child wildin i had to do the most to get inside clubs when i was 16 and he goes so easyyyy

-you can’t get mad like that and walk out u still need a place to fucking sleep at🌚🌚

- give Ali Wong a whole episode pls she’s one of the best comedians out thereeeee

- he hasn’t forgiven her at all it was all in his face lmao. And she hasn’t forgiven him about whatever he did either.

-NICKKK NICKKKK NICKKKM SIMON APPEARED HE HAS TO HOLD HANDS WITB BRAM I WANT THIS I NEED THIS GIVE ME THIS. THIS DUMBASS GAY WHITE BOY IS THE REASON I CAME OUT PLS HE’S MY SPECIAL GAY WHITE BOY

- ONE OF US. ONE OF US. ONE OF US.

- HES GIVING THE JEAN JACKET I LOVE SIMON SIMON I WOULD DIE FOR U

-you can tell the shooting with Nick Robinson was later bc whoever was in the club with Bram wasn’t Nick lmaoo. I DEMAND S2 MORE OF THEM TOGETHER. THIS IS A DEMAND NOT REQUEST THIS IS A NEED DAMN IT.

-NVM THAT WAS NICK??? SJDJDJDJDJ MY BAD HE SKINNIER THAN I REMEMBER. BUT I STILL WANT MORE OF HIM AND BRAM S2

- I LOVE THIS I WANT MORE OF THIS COLLEGE GAY SQUAD SO BADLY SJDJDJDJ WHY AM I A GAY IN COLLEGE WITH A FUCKING THEATRE MAJOR AND DONT HAVE A GAY SQUAD??? CANT WAIT TO DO MY GRADUATE MASTERS ON NEW YORK BC MICHIGAN AIN’T GAY ENOUGH FOR ME

- ANYWAYS LOVED THIS AND NOW DEF GONNA LIVE IN NEW YORK AND LIVE MY BEST GAY LIFE THANK U

[pyrophile]

introduction:  howdy i’m caroline and i should not be up this late but i’m wildin. i’m twenty-four, est and my pronouns are she/her or they/them whatever u feeling. i’m just ur average chaotic bi trying to get feisty over some fucked up rich kids

any skeleton(s) you’re particularly excited about?  i am yet another bitch in lust over the villain. but my heart is torn because let me tell u the stuntman has wiggled under my skin and i cannot get them out

what’s the last play/musical you saw?  i’m pretty sure it was this really cool tiny little black box thing about dc drag culture in the 80s and the club scene and how og drag houses used to be. or maybe it was mean girls i do not recall.

which shakespeare character do you most relate to?  my first love was as like a 12 year old going to see this punk version of romeo + juliet and just falling in love with mercuito as a character. and honestly?? since then that is my Man

if you were a pretentious theatre major, what types of roles would you get?  i wouldn’t be on the stage. i would be the student director making bitch ass lighting schemes and set designs but making my grunts do all the heavy lifting. the number of times i shat myself on a ladder trying to rig lights as a high school student is too many

UQUIZ: would you survive the alderidge theatre program? yes, but i made enemies along the way 🙃 the fact that chai wasn’t in the tea question is fucking bullshit

[punkscowardschampions]

Indie & Rio

Indie: can we chat? Rio: 'Course we can Indie: you still mad tho? Rio: No Rio: Serious Indie: me either Indie: my heart b heavy but not w that Rio: What's wrong, babe? Indie: all things Indie: its bad here Rio: How bad? Indie: dred like i dont wanna drag you back in but i cant cope w it Rio: Don't worry about me Rio: I'll have to sort some stuff here but how soon do you need me back Rio: and what can I do 'til then, like Indie: let me be w you i wont 2s mckenna or no thing Indie: but i gotta be out Indie: theres too many fucking situations Rio: alright Rio: of course Rio: i'll sort the uber now, where am I sending it Rio: is it the things i know or has something else, or multiple something else's happened? Indie: [sends random ass location because honestly where the fuck she wanna be rn] Indie: theres more and worse Indie: how you want it? Rio: First tell me you're safe Rio: then tell me however's easiest for you Indie: I'm proper high rn are they gonna let me come to london? Rio: Yeah, obviously don't bring anything but if it's gone it's gone Rio: You'll be fine Indie: safe Indie: i got none left to bring Indie: it been like that Rio: Damn Rio: Say no more, but do Indie: i get why my ma werent trying to do nothing but this Indie: cept its there still when you come thru Rio: That's the problem Indie: cant keep it goin innit cant keep no thing goin Indie: cant keep drew from wildin acting like a younger bringin feds to my door and my boy on my back cos hes fave target Indie: neither chatting to me like i done this Indie: did i? idk Rio: Nah, you didn't Rio: I can't even expand on it because just no, how could it be you Indie: thats how the boy treating me like i livin for the drama Indie: but the feds want drew in the pen & thats how he want it cos theres nothing left for him to fuck up in these ends Indie: i cant stop it none Rio: That ain't you though Rio: and who would be about this shit, it's the worst Rio: As for Drew Rio: I'm sorry Rio: We've been here before, there's no talking to him when he's in that space Rio: and that isn't on you Indie: every day we on this he be spitting angry at me throwing shit around but acting like im the one creating Indie: its too hard Indie: and yeah then theres drew back on his bullshit Indie: w the only apology yours to hold cos he aint offering Indie: i want him gone & i put that out into the universe so mayb i did it Indie: this is proper gone tho & that baby gonna be born soon Rio: Oh babe Rio: He don't know you like that, he shouldn't be treating you like that, standard Rio: even if you were the biggest drama queen in the world but you ain't and he got you so fucked up on that Rio: Nah, he's doing it all himself, even if you thought you wanted it or still do if not this way Rio: you can't make him do the dirt he do, or make him not Rio: The baby will be good, it'll have it's Ma and Bea is staying with her still and everyone else, you know it'll be okay Rio: what about you though baby Indie: how i let him chat to me that way? who am i rn? wtf Indie: i just want our yard back and you back and things to be what they were Indie: but its not Indie: cos even if we there what kinda ma she trying to be for real? im spinning out but like where in the universe is she @ Indie: & none of this is gonna hurt you most Indie: thats the last thing i aint chatted Rio: We've all put up with shit we shouldn't have Rio: 'cos we thought it'd pay off Rio: You ain't alone in that, nor does it make you less you even if it makes you feel less altogether Rio: I can try to talk to Drew, about the flat, idk if I can make that happen but if he goes jail he loses his lease, he only kept it in the past 'cos his boss' would pay it if he dealt inside, like but he ain't got the clout he used to have Rio: accept it or nah, no doubt we could chat about me taking it on if it comes to that but i ain't making promises Rio: I know but, you gotta trust we will all be there for damage control Rio: we're all alright ish, yeah? Rio: Go ahead, babe, I can handle it Indie: i got caught up cos i wanted someone to be for me & about me one time & everyone else has somewhere to lean Indie: you and mckenna being goals in my face Indie: everything else was a mess but i just added Indie: and now she has Indie: cos what i gotta tell you is bills told me edie be gone Indie: hardcore packed up and run out Rio: i know there's nothing i can say to make you feel less shit about it but i swear to you babe, we've all been there Rio: you know i have Rio: it doesn't make it better for you but it ain't your fuckup, it's one we all go through to grow through, yeah? no bullshit Rio: she did talk to buster but Rio: i didn't think it'd be anything more than normal Rio: i'll tell ma Indie: i reckoned bills was gonna cry she was carrying that much worry Indie: i aint no what to tell her Rio: I'll talk to her too Rio: I don't know what I'll say but Rio: it'll be alright, we can sort this Indie: i been swerving dem all hard as you Indie: more than she got detention for how hard she was trying to hit me up she said Indie: doing everyone the dirtiest ever why i gotta leave Rio: I can't blame you Rio: This shit is hard Rio: and painful Rio: I'm sorry I left you alone Indie: he aint try and fuck me i got no excuses Indie: [sends selfie] am I 😢 I can't feel it so what you seeing? Indie: not trying to be out here in the wild 💔😭 Rio: Baby calm down okay, you're good Rio: Your flight is booked and the uber is en-route Rio: I sent all your deets to you, all you gotta do is get here Rio: we're gonna sort all this okay and the shit we can't we gonna make bearable at least Indie: i dont have anything tho cant b living in mckennas garms after the last Indie: he gon b mad enough im rolling up likely Rio: No he won't Rio: I got plenty of shit you can borrow don't stress on that Rio: Nance has got a mental wardrobe here too Indie: o yeah other mckenna Indie: always sleeping on her living there too Indie: she aint but she do Rio: Exactly, I've had to borrow her bed loads of times before and you know they living that en-suite life Rio: you can stay for as long as you need Indie: innit what school gon do put drew in prison? 😂 Rio: Tbh Rio: In the grand scheme of things, that doesn't matter rn, soz teachers Indie: ill screenshot them words like my ma says Rio: I missed you Indie: safe cos imma be in your face soon Rio: wish it was under better circumstances, like Rio: but we'll get there Indie: @ the age to have a breakdown once a wk soz bout it 😂 Rio: that i can handle Rio: nothing that a pint of ben & jerry's and some chill time can't Indie: warn mckenna to lock up his squad & we all good Rio: 😏 Will do Rio: he's not really rolling with them rn so temptation should be outta the way Indie: 😍💍 be like Indie: i feel it Rio: Erm I ain't that hoe 😣😂 Indie: theres how you say & how you do bitch 😏💘😂 Indie: 👀 you from the front row in a few Rio: 🙄😔 am I really that bad Indie: nah nah Indie: mckenna be amp as Indie: its a good link Rio: Yeah but I mean Rio: do you feel like I've been ignoring you Rio: pre you know, that bullshit Indie: allow it babe Indie: you never done nobody that way Rio: Promise Rio: 'cos that ever what I was trying to be Indie: you always on the clock & your game Indie: trust Rio: Alright, 'nuff about me Rio: is there anything else you need, either now or for when you get here? Indie: gon need to grab my shit while 👻ing this boy Indie: standard juggle Indie: if hes been holding that long & not dashed it out ill break in Rio: You're gonna take some mates with you, yeah? Indie: bitch please i dont need the lads knoing my business that hard Rio: is it a good idea tho, even if he got his own van u kno they all got each other's backs, like Rio: be careful, all i'm saying Indie: they aint gonna call the feds on me man Indie: ill leave it til im back need a clearer head than this for a lock pick Rio: Yeah, don't worry 'bout it now Rio: anything replaceable we can sort now Indie: im not tryin to lose my head over things rn Indie: if imma be in london i got what i need Rio: That's the main thing Rio: and I ain't gonna come at you with 20 questions either, like Rio: space can include from me, just lemme know what you're feeling Indie: i been had enough space from you girl Indie: i miss you Rio: was hoping you'd say that Indie: i love you more than Indie: thats the mood Rio: i love you too Rio: no outs Indie: dont lets lose each other again Indie: 💖💖 Rio: never 🧡 Indie: how long this uber tryna be im 😫😫😫 Indie: imma b sleepin on this wall like i kicking it nursery rhyme vibes Rio: it's saying it's nearly there on the app Rio: if you gonna crash at the airport make sure you near the gate tho Indie: safe Indie: o sick idea Indie: the plane not trying to be up long enough for that shit tho innit Rio: legit its as quick as the bus into town like Rio: be here in no time Indie: its a madness Rio: yeah, see, it's not that far really Indie: feels like Indie: but mayb thats just how i want it so i can 👻 this town harder than afore Rio: it's far enough for that Rio: ain't letting drew out the country are they Indie: 😂😂😂 Indie: not less they start deporting crooks old school like when 🐨 country just one big pen Rio: He wishes Rio: always got his top off like we living that life here Indie: fr like he needs a tan to appear more peng nah nah Rio: if we wanna get a new wifey Rio: least if she out there we unlikely to be related to her so go off Indie: true true Indie: unless he tryna head to spain for my nan we all good Rio: 😬 Rio: yikes, not a mental image we need Indie: idk i hear she keeps things tight & fresh Indie: hes done worse Rio: Stop 😩 Rio: 'less you gonna bring me one of them sick bags Indie: get you a straw donkey when he drag me out there for the 💒 Indie: i got you Rio: when u don't wanna be nan but u down to be ma Indie: least she too old to put a 👶 in Indie: & it aint like being down to be ma is top of his list for how he want his wifeys Indie: that ones just for you like Indie: ro not trying to mother me no mind the one she growing rn Rio: Fair Rio: Willing to put up with his shit and mother him is clearly more vital Rio: 'low it with the mommy issues like he's the only one going without Rio: twat Indie: o snap Indie: just cos yours aint want you boy dont mean you gotta kill mine tho Rio: o snapped too soon Rio: but he ain't get snapped on enough for that Indie: when he offering you dem same goodies ☠ Indie: thanks dad Indie: you a real one Rio: waste Rio: he's so fucked Indie: i was 👍 Indie: down & out Indie: what that make me? Rio: you a kid Rio: not chatting down to you, but you allowed to be is what I mean Rio: he's grown and he caused your shit, he should know and do better so you could Rio: literally his job Indie: idc now if he show up for astrid thatd do man Indie: grown past him still Rio: Yeah Rio: we'll have to wait n see if he can be arsed to prove himself Rio: idk if he's been allowed near since you know Indie: not from what ive 👂 Indie: coulda changed since he stopped chatting at me tho Indie: or he coulda just been chattin it so it dont look his fault he swervin Rio: wouldn't blame them from keeping him away rn, your hormones are fucked and she's never had much sense when it came to him Rio: but i don't know if it's a forever deal or what Indie: i can see her lawin it cos he burned her so hard w this Indie: proper owned Indie: she aint tryin to let you come thru & you fam so Rio: well you know Indie: cant call her out that hard when it aint that different from how my ma tryin to be when Indie: they all 🤡 for him Rio: yeah Rio: i don't get it Rio: whatever, he's good looking Indie: so your da he aint a wasteman w it Rio: it's easier to be treated like shit sometimes though than accept the love init Indie: call out 🔫 at me bitch Rio: not what i was going for Rio: just saying he ain't special with it, we all do it Indie: 👀 you Rio: 😏 shh Indie: 😂 Rio: neway Rio: he's out, yeah? Indie: innit Rio: 👍 Indie: how you livin Indie: gimme dat 411 Rio: yeah good tbh, the place where i work is cool Rio: i'm just doing promo stuff 'cos i don't wanna get too into anything obvs but it's fun, not dry like the angel was getting Indie: sick! they gonna let me in or ⛔ Rio: see what i can do Rio: sure we get u made up no one gonna be too amp Indie: dont 🤡 me Indie: keep it 💋 Rio: oi don't be doubting my skillz Rio: you ever seen me out like that 😂 rude Indie: doubtin my ability to carry all that Indie: you ever seen me in 👠 bitch Rio: you don't need 'em when you out with me Rio: only just be touching your height in mine so Indie: 😂😂😂 Rio: 😣 be looking stupid short 'round here Indie: you will stand w mckenna Rio: what i'm sayin Indie: 😍 gotta travel far 💖💖 baby Indie: good thing he extra too Rio: 😂 Indie: hows the love Rio: I don't wanna be extra about it at you Rio: but it is good Rio: and no one totally flipped shit on it so Indie: im not that 💔💔💔 you cant speak on it Indie: boy dont get to do me dirty and keep me pining long Rio: That's my girl Rio: 💪 Indie: throw shit @ me again he gon catch these hands Rio: serious, what a cunt Rio: he ain't gonna have the chance Indie: do me a solid & dont tell the fam yeah? your ma only just calmin after wanting to merk drew Rio: 'course Rio: you got it handled Rio: they don't need to know every little thing Indie: i did nearly run there the other thinkin i was gonna be baby'd up same time as my step ma near Indie: but nah 🍀 Rio: remind me to take you drs yeah Rio: 😰 Indie: its chill i not letting any lads near me in the 24 or out of Rio: still, with your memory, i don't think the pill is the one we'll get you the implant maybe Rio: or the coil, they last time Indie: sexy Indie: he was wrapped but it got fucked up idk was wild Indie: get them posho london drs to sort me 😂😂😂 Rio: nah you wanna be the one in control of that shit babe trust Indie: 👑👑👑 Indie: i feel that Rio: boys be mad dumb that shit could be old or ripped there's no telling Indie: fr 😒😒🙄🙄 Indie: he only got a year on me too idc how many girls he tryna chat he been w he dont kno that much Rio: You can defs take off at least 20% of whatever he chatting Rio: Trust Indie: serious? Rio: Probably Rio: or think about how many of them were like Rio: 5 minute fumbles at parties and shit Rio: doesn't really do much for your game even if its a numbers booster Indie: tell me mckennas i wont say shit to him swear down Rio: 😂 i would but idk Rio: i ain't asked Indie: girl WHAT Indie: bitch imma do it for you Indie: we taking off like 90% for him 'cause how he like to chat or nah? Indie: 😂😂😂😂 Rio: I can imagine like, I don't need confirmation Rio: Poor baby 😂 Indie: do he kno your numbers? Rio: Nope Rio: 'less he tryna keep track like that which I doubt lmao Indie: its jam we can keep em on 🔒 Rio: Idc I'd tell you Rio: but he ain't wanna know trust Indie: boy too jel Indie: how they all be Rio: you know Indie: drew be tellin me how to do w my body like he something to me so we can let mckenna stand Rio: yeah that's a whole nother thing Rio: that ain't cute or wanted Indie: he aint 😂😂😂 Rio: truth hurts 😂 Indie: innit tho Rio: ur uber says its there so pull up Indie: i be waving to someone Indie: gotta b Rio: kinda excited even though it's cos everything is shit Indie: it me you gotta be hype 💖💖💖 Rio: That's alright then 😘 Indie: what mckenna say bout it? Rio: He's cool, gonna talk to his Dad so we don't have to Rio: getting food too to show he can, like Indie: trying to flex o boy Rio: ever since you dissed him Rio: gotta get good Indie: he need be told 👌 Indie: bring 🍔 🍕🍟 any of Indie: it aint hard if you smart Rio: idk if he taking orders but i'll let him know 😏 Indie: hit him w a screenshot and add 🥊 or 💪 Indie: 💍💍💍 life be like Rio: You have no idea babe Rio: getting it from both of yous again now 😜 Indie: is it? he wearin the 👖 thats how you 😍😍 Indie: i been knew Indie: 💘💘💘 Rio: Shut up 😩 Rio: That just how it be in the bedroom don't get it twisted Indie: 😏😏 when he such a daddy you let him wear the 👑 out 😏😏😏 Rio: yeah you lucky you still a flight away Rio: 🥊 'fore 💋 forreal Indie: 😂😂😂😂

[yoosungshoodie]

R, i'm very far from completing my current lord's MS, but i've fallen head over heels for kojuro and masamune (thx to their ES) and i am sooo conflicted on who to choose next even tho i hav weeks of pearl-grinding until i complete milord's MS RIP me

r to your service with a quick debrief on masamune and kojuro so you have a tiny bit of a better time choosing! and honestly u can change routes any time… i was supposed to play shingen’s route when it first came out but i knew i wasnt gonna make the prizes so i said fuck it and played masamune’s ooo boy

date masamune 

resting bitch face

everyone’s scared of him but he’s actually just socially awkward

his retainers thought he was just being snobby by not sitting with them to eat but he eats alone because he feels that they’d be more comfortable like?? husbando.

his mom is wildin and it’ll get u SHOOK

has like two friends and one of them is his cousin so

tries to push u away 90% of his route til u almost go decease

shigezane fights him and is ya wingmanz

not a pirate but has a sick ass eyepatch to hide this cool ass eye

we gonna hold hands tonight or what bitch

HE SO PRETTY i bet his dick is pretty too

deadpan snark + monotone voice but is a big sweetheart trust

katakura kojuro

my favorite and my Dad

u get childzoned at the beginning of his route

has everything but his room and personal life together and is the poster child for [internal screaming] 

bontenmaru fetish lmao he names everything he ever has bontenmaru

he’s supposed 2 be like. old. like 30 something old and helped raise and train shigezane and masamune so daddy brownie points to u kojuro

petty bitch when it comes to his gf (u)

canon has yaoi hands

forces u 2 be his fake lover so ppl can stop bugging him to get a wife (jokes on him u actually become his wife)

shigezane also fights him and is ya wingmanz (x2)

[galxpals]

05/20/17 - Fortune

shout out to ya gyal’s first time at Fortune!!

No Jiya, No Problem 

everyone wasn’t playing no games when they said you’ll be able to see every single person you know in that very club

from Ate Berylle 

to Jessa, Jang, Tay, Mable 

to people from studio 604 

to fricken CJ Calpotura..why is my life like this 😂

really big part of me felt a little uneasy with thirdwheeling- not sure if it was my hormones...but I was 7/10 lit and lowkey feeling alone in a crowded room 

Iggy and Duncan were hella cute tho ugh fuck it up FUCK IT UPPPPP 

typing this now 3 bullet points later, I feel bad for striking out CJ’s name since he was the reason why Jay and I got together...BUT nigga was wildin’ af everywhere AND it’s CJ so...¯\_(ツ)_/¯

is there a hidden sign on my forehead that says “27 y/os only” cause it seems like those are the only guys I’ve been attracting lately LMAO

ngl was lowkey fangirling the entire time cause a cute filipino boy?? dancer?? tattoo sleeve?? HEY, WHAT’S UP. HELLO. 

which also adds extra points since I’ve come across this guy’s ig a couple of times and had heart eyes for him (!!! NO ONE TELL DINA !!!)

when he started talking to me but said “I was looking at you earlier and was thinking ‘is she really thirdwheeling right now’ 🙃

if you weren’t keeping up with his score, he lost every point he earned with that line- BUT I had to give him .5 since my buzzed ass realized that he basically admitted to having his eyes on me 

-insert Bretman Rock’s HUEHEEEEH noise- 

thoughts of the night: “FUCK like am I going to see people from Byrne and WS too?” “CJ.....oh-m..f...g.” “(@CJ) WHO’S MANS IS DIS.” “dis dumbass nigga drunk and wild as hell u need some h20″ “oh God CJ knows him” “OH GOD HE ASKED ME TO DANCE” “WHERE TF IS CJ’S MOM MAN GET THIS BOY A LEASH” 

I gave CJ my water to help a nigga out and he throws the ice at me..dis bitch

had a little bit of a awks spot when you see 2-3 other guys looking at you while you’re dancing with someone else...fellas...gals...if one’s taken ya gotta go for the next fish in the sea (cept CJ who probably went through 90% of the fish tonight and came home empty handed) (!!! was able to confirm this is a true story !!!)

despite the age difference, Jay was a really nice guy who just so happened to be a great dancer and kisser. 

literally just remembered he bit the top of my ear at one point...ummm????? y??????

lols probably my karma from constantly grabbing Dunc and Iggy’s ears earlier in the car 

couldn’t figure out if Fortune was hot as hell or if it was just me...hahahahah ok relax ballsack

exchanged instagrams and came to the conclusion that I fucking love Fortune.

when your night surpasses 0-100 real quick and you feel so content with everything and not feeling a single emotion of embarrassment...probably the best part....sike it was the company 

- m.d.

P.S. why the fuck is 90% of my post about CJ??!? MAN FUCK THAT GUY

Well ...

I don't even know what to say

The club was lit but maybe I wasn't?!

Ugh I felt more concerned about Maybelle and Duncan having fun that I ended up giving the night a 5.5-6/10 for me.

It was fun don't get me wrong..we ran into old hs friends, and who doesn't want that 🙄

COULD HONESTLY DO WITHOUT THEM...

My night consisted of my ass on my boyfriend the entire night

LIKE THE ENTIRE NIGHT

Whatevs I knew I was with May and so I didn't have to care about grinding on him or kissing him because we're just that close.

NEXT AGENDA ITEM... CJ IS CRAZY

Waaaaaaay to lit

But really funny and entertaining

MEH

Maybelle talked about him enough for me to move on XD

movin’ on :

Maybelle again with another 27 year old...

But I mean ..I think I like him and they were pretty fire on the dance floor!

Although my story may not be as lit and as long as last time, this is was a night for Maybelle! It was her first time at Fortune and I wanted her to have soo much fun!

Thats why at one point Dunc said," You're more into Maybelle than me.."

Hehehe whooops

SHE IS MY GAL PAL HOMIE

Anywhooo that leads me to the end of the night where all the couples in this story ended up... making out! HEHE

WOOT

Fortune we will see you again 👅

- i.b.