#Autistic Shigaraki Tomura | Shimura Tenko

[asherisawkward]

Terror from the Deep

In one world, Izuku is left behind by his father and his uncle to hatch while they leave to play a new game, one undoubtedly dangerous to the world it’s in. In another world, Hisashi reuses some old puppets as company while he’s separated from his brother. - Tomura can’t remember his father, just the faint impression of a smile moments before terror. Yoichi Shigaraki was killed fourteen years ago by a sea monster so powerful that being in the very presence of it left Tomura permanently altered, and the trauma of the situation left him with gaps in his memory creating a blank slate for his early childhood. Since then, he’s been living with Uncle Hisashi, who’s held off on his revenge to take care of him. Now that he’s older, and with a new crew to back them up, Tomura and his Uncle are going to track down the monster and bring it to justice–along with the pirate who serves it. But…Tomura’s been getting horrific nightmares about something other than the sea monster, and he’s starting to suspect that there’s more to this than meets the eye. After all, his Uncle has more than a few suspicious habits.

This was inspired by The End of the Story by katydid; check them out!

Chapter 7 is now out!

[ily-tomura]

Night Life

Autistic!Tomura Shigaraki, GN!Reader, QPR

Tomura doesn’t really work out traditionally, but he does love to go out walking. He prefers to go for early morning walks and night walks more than mid-day. He introduced the idea of you joining him pretty casually, but you can tell that it would mean a lot for you to join him.

He has to bundle up quite a bit so that he doesn’t get cold. Wind tends to go right through Tomura, so he layers light jackets and windbreakers.

Tomura loves listening to the sounds of the area at night. Depending on the path, he always seems to be on the look out for either animals or the occasional car. He doesn’t spend much time outside, so you’re surprised when he tells you to hush because he thinks he hears and owl. You spend a little time standing quietly with him, looking off into the tree line. Neither of you see it, but when Tomura hears the owl’s distinctive call, he looks to you excited.

He’ll sometimes stop and look up at the sky. The area has quite a bit of light pollution, but a few stars can be seen still. He talks to you about the idea of driving out into the countryside somewhere the light pollution is less bad so that he can see more of the stars. It’s a cute idea and one you want to help him fulfill.

While you’re walking together, you go back and forth talking about things you’ve been reading and watching online. It’s a nice atmosphere. There’s no pressure to talk or be performative. You’re just enjoying each other’s company.

Tomura’s favorite time to go walking is after it’s rained. It’s usually a little humid, but not so much that it makes his skin itch. He finds the reflection of street lights in puddles to be something beautiful and worth stopping for.

Sometimes, if it’s just a bit too cold, he’ll huddle next to you as you walk. If you point it out, he scoots away until he thinks your not paying attention and he’ll scoot back in. You’ve learned to just enjoy it quietly.

[the-kinning-hour]

Shigaraki and Kurogiri doodles from last night’s whiteboard

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[malachiexists13]

Ever since Dabi's Dance got animated, I've been getting back in My Hero Academia and-

The urge to write some sort of MHA fanfic is STRONG. But I can't- I'm still working on Alliums After Rainfall and when that's done I have to plan the sequel. I also have to finish A Wilting Flower Is Still Beautiful because oh my god it's at 30k+ words and only 13 chapters despite me guessing that it'll go up to 33 so 20 more to write!

I also already have a MHA fic to write. One about Kai Chisaki. But I dont want to finish it. I wrote 4 chapters and got bored. I just wanna write about my boy Tomura, is that too much to ask-? I love him and hate Dabi so like angsty modern au with Tenko and Touya fic idea maybe???

[corujalesbica]

Great au, I kinda want more

Bookstore AU (dabihawks, tddk, spinneraki, togachako)

note: this is an old au, I'm just re-writing it into a drabble in stead of the list format!

Touya is the owner of Clandestine Books and Beverages, a small bookstore and coffeeshop that lies on a street corner on an ordinary street corner in a medium sized city.

On the outside, it doesn't really look like anything too special, merely your standard cozy store with dark mahogany shelves and too many plants and nice big windows that lets in the sunlight of the few days it doesn't rain around there.

That, and the owner is pretty damn grumpy.

To be fair, Touya got really tired of people trying to flirt with him when he first opened the store, when he just wanted to sell some goddamn books.

But having that snow white hair, turquoise eyes and being a member of the Todoroki family, mixed with the fact that he has this dark and mysterious aura going with the whole bookstore owner thing made people kinda forget about common curtesy it seemed.

Luckily, rumor got out pretty fast that flirting with him got you nothing but an uncomfortable stare of death, and things slowed down after that.

At first, he mainly built his clientele on having a lot of rare books, and if he didn't have what you were looking for, he would find a way to get it for you.

When Tenko, his friend from college approached him about the idea of starting off a small coffeeshop in the store, however, the customers really started pouring in.

Tenko might be a bit awkward and strange, but he makes the best coffee in town, hell, maybe in all of Japan.

Pretty soon after that, Touya had to accept his fate and hire a few other employees.

...he hired two of his friends, but hey, he still did it, so it counts.

Spinner was kinda hesitant, he was nervous that having a animorph working for him would set Touya and Tenko back, but they wouldn't hear a word of it.

Spinner actually knows a lot about literature, and while he's a little shy, he's also great with the customers.

He also gets to stare longingly at Tenko all day, which is worth more than the paycheck for him, lol.

Toga, on the other hand, didn't really care about books if they weren't overdramatic romance novels, but her sunny disposition did wonders with the customers, and she loved working like there.

One of Touya's favorite things about the stores location was how close it was to UA High, where his youngest brother was enrolled in the hero program.

Shouto is 18 now, and he has a hero license and all that jazz, and he's taller than Touya, whatever, he's still his little brother and Touya enjoys the chance to judge all of his brothers friends when he brings them there for coffee.

Sadly for Touya, most of his brothers friends are pretty cool.

However, because of the close proximity to UA, another hero have started hanging around the shop lately and it's annoying Touya to no end.

Touya obviously knows who Hawks is, he's a pretty popular and successful hero, and the big, red wings are a dead big giveaway.

At first, Keigo had just gone to the bookstore and coffeehouse because Tokoyami insisted they had the best coffee in town, but his eyes met the owners eyes once, and that was that.

It frankly feels like some form of cosmic joke, that Keigo had spent his whole life without having crushes on people, and the one time he gets one, it's on the most unapproachable and grumpy guy ever.

Normally Keigo is pretty good at talking to people, and he gets along just fine with the other employees, but just one steely game from Touya and he freezes like a statue.

So naturally, he hangs around the store constantly now Spinner and Toga is secretly telling him about all of Touya's favorite books etc to give him an edge, but it doesn't help much when Keigo is too busy looking at Touya over the books to actually read them.

Once Touya actually caught him looking over at him while holding a book upside-down.

Touya will never admit it, but he's starting to get used to having the big bird there, and might even get a little bit sad on the days he doesn't stop by.

When Shouto mentions that he wants to find a weekend job to make some of his own money while still in school, Touya tries to make him come work for him, but Shouto declines, saying that it's too easy to just work for his brother.

Touya damn near loses his mind when Shouto shows up at Tenko's coffee bar in an apron, ready to get to work.

According to Shouto, that's more than far enough removed from his brother for it to count as a real job.

It doesn't help when Shouto's green haired friend starts hanging out there every day Shouto works, mooning over his brother very obviously.

...well, obvious to everyone but Shouto, who is obviously feeling the same way, but has no idea.

When Izuku starts bringing his friend with the brown hair and rosy cheeks whom Toga has a huge crush on, there's almost too much crushes around him for Touya to be able to stand being at work.

...including his own stupid crush on the stupid bird.

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[bugs1nmybrain]

Give Your Heart a Break - Chapter 3: Tomura Shigaraki x fem!reader series

Notes: This series is going to be released slowly due to my workload from school and jobs. That said, it may be sloppy and inconsistent. I will try my best to make it all mesh together! I reread Chapter 2 and will admit it was weak, but I was kind of just trying to gear up for them to meet in person.

ALSO! I am going to try to include songs that inspire my fics at the top of them! I hope it helps convey the mood of my stories.

Summary: Tomura and the reader finally meet in person after their discord call from last chapter.

Warnings: 18+ content (minors don't interact), shigaraki has a psychotic disorder and his voices act up violently when he's stressed, substance use (weed), POV swings, repressed Tenko Shimura themes, Dabi shows up but doesn't do much, long chapter, reader and Tomura are moving fast tbh, not fully proofread

Word Count: 4568

Notes About Y/N?:

anything from ch 1 and 2 applies here

she's a stoner

reader is actually hella shy

autistic coded

she has an interesting quirk<3

reader is the child of people who use substances, but she herself doesn't use anything past the holy trinity of "okay" substances: alcohol, weed, and nicotine

she's a virgin

Shigaraki was about to jump out of his skin. He could see your silhouette through your window as he stood outside your house. Even through the window, he could see how curvy you were. It made his mouth water. Fuck, you aren't even out the door and he's already being a pervert.

He was so anxious yet very excited. He was confident that you somewhat liked him, too. You wouldn't have agreed to come out with him at almost midnight if you didn't. His mission tonight was to be as not-scary as he could be, which he didn't think he'd ever want to do.

The sound of your front door opening made his heart pound viciously, and he stood where he was across the road with a shit-eating grin on his face and a fruit punch rockstar (pinky up!). You looked at him with a blushy smile and began stepping close to him, stomping heavily in your platform-heeled black boots. When you got up close to him, he couldn't help but laugh softly when he realized that you were still so short even with the shoes, though you didn't seem to pick up on his laughter.

"Hey," Tomura said with a crack in his voice, as if his voice couldn't get any more raspy.

"Heyy," you replied nervously, but forcing a smile.

"Howyadoing?"

"I had a long day at work before we started talking."

"Sounds like shit. I got you this," he looked at you like an excited puppy and held you the energy drink. "This is the kind you like, right?"

"Yeah," you smile kindly, taking the can. "Thank you for getting this."

"Of course, hehe. Have you been dressed like that all day?"

"No, I only got dressed like, 20 minutes ago?"

"You look pretty," Tomura smiled, looking visibly turned on by your fitting clothes, though he tried very hard to keep eye contact. He noticed you look down at yourself briefly whenever he snuck a look and you were clearly uncomfortable. Fuck, that's the last thing he wanted. Has he already fucked this up?

You fucking monster

Take her

Tomura began itching his neck in frustration, though he took a deep inhale through his nose and tried to pay attention to you instead.

"Whatcha wanna do?" He asked, huffing out his words anxiously.

"I don't know. To be honest, I don't hang out with people often," she shared.

"That's good, it means you realize how shitty most people are, right?" he laughs.

"Yea, that's true. I'm also new around here."

"It's my pleasure to be your new best friend, then," Shigaraki chuckled. "Or no?"

"You move fast."

"What's moving, exactly?" He retorted with a cocky face.

damn,,

Your laughter was like bubbles popping to him when he heard you giggle in response. He's got you, he knows it. You kept holding your head down at your feet, a habit Tomura noticed while you were talking. It frustrated him because he wanted to see your pretty face and the spooky makeup you put on it.

On the other hand, he understood what it was like to not want to flaunt your face. If you didn't happen to be a normal civilian he would've shown up with father on his face and maybe some of the others. Instead, he wore a hoodie, though his hood was up. He hardly ever left it down in public.

Now that he thought of it, he remembered you saying you liked his hair. Tomura let his hoodie down, falling to his shoulders and exposing his dry, tangled blue hair. Your face froze as you admired his baby-blue pigment. You also began to take in his ruby-red eyes and dehydrated appearance, with scars on his neck and face. He looked like a beaten-up kitten and a strange part of you instantly wanted to take care of him.

Shigaraki took your appearance in as well because now he could properly see your face. You looked at him with curious eyes, perky and alert. At the top of your shoulder, though, he saw what looked like an animated red heart beside you. Then it faded away.

Was he hallucinating again?

He shook the thought off and started noticing your face, instead. Your black eyeliner smudged your eyes, making them look intimidating, though to him you were no threat whatsoever. He admired your lips, as well. They looked softer than his, and he wondered how they'd feel. Even at 20, he had never kissed anyone. He had gotten one blowjob, but it was a hooker that he had paid for, and he couldn't shake the thought that the one sucking his cock was only doing it for money. Not that there was anything wrong with that at all, Tomura was just more romantic than he thought. They never kissed, and it felt empty for him.

"We could just take a walk," y/n suggested. He noticed your face back down facing your feet.

"Do you want to come to my place?" Tomura suggested back. Though bringing you around his roommates might be a challenge. You're cute.

He saw your hesitant face, a little offended by your quick distrust, at least from what he could tell. "I promise, I don't bite." Oh, the irony. The only thing roaming around in your head was what his intentions were. Tomura didn't exactly know himself.

"Where's your place? I'm not sure if I can stay the night."

"When did I say you could?" He retorted sarcastically.

"Oh, sorry."

"I'm teasing. I live about a 15 minute walk from here, is that okay?"

"Yea."

On your way to his place, you took in the fresh air and calming night scenery. There was a strange nostalgic feeling, though for no particular reason that you could think of. There were moments between you two when you wouldn't talk at all, but when you did, you came to notice that Tenko was a geeky, yet feisty guy. He had an interest in games, and had admitted to playing League of Legends, DOOM, some shit on the Switch, and occasionally GTA but he said that "the fun stopped years ago."

The two of you fumbled a bit, more you than him. Your socially awkward composure made it hard for you to not be jittery, but he seemed like a harmless guy thus far (haha, you had no idea). He was awkward, too, but had more guts to speak up.

Tomura would discover how truly shy you were. Your body shook when you talked, and your voice cracked in sheepish fear (he knew well what that looked like). He could tell you were socially anxious and that it probably wasn't just because he was scary, but he had a deep feeling that you thought he was. However, when he managed to get you to talk, you were quite funny and unique. It was cute to him, freakily enough, turning him on a little. He's had a semi for a bit, but the hoodie covered his crotch, thankfully.

His libido got the best of him sometimes, because the ass on you was a distraction. You were walking a little in front of him, so he could get a look without feeling like too much of a pervert. You looked cozy and huggable.

"fuck," Shigaraki thought abruptly.

He thankfully had a pair of gloves from Dr. Ujiko, ones that combated his quirk. He only really used them when he was sleeping or when he couldn't possibly avoid disintegrating something. He'd been careless, not even realizing how his quirk could easily fuck this up until now. Maybe he was being a bit entitled to already think that you'll automatically let him get close enough to touch you.

Still, explaining his quirk to you was going to be interesting. It would probably break his heart if you didn't want him, fuck, even want to be friends with him because of his quirk.

grab her, she is yours

Tomura ignored his aggravating voices and you and him continued to walk, laugh together, and drink your energy drinks like punkass kids. You finally came up on an apartment complex. It looked run down from the outside, most of the nearby apartments did, too.

His place was a few floors up. As soon as Tenko opened the doors, there was a whiff of a musky, dusty smell. A linger of cigarette smoke, maybe a little weed. For you, there was some level of familiarity with the smell because of your upbringing. The time was about 12:11am, so the apartment wasn't loud, although there was a faint sound of rap music playing in someone's room, and they were clearly smoking, based on how fresh the odor was.

"So, let me address this now," Tenko began. "Are you comfortable being in my room?"

You cocked an eyebrow.

"I mean, like, I know it's awkward being in a guy's room. We can hang out in the living room, if ya want," he pressed his lips together, sort of wishing you said yes to his room.

"Can we hang out-out here?"

"Nooo," Tomura thought internally.

"Aight," he said aloud.

Tomura plopped down on the couch, looking in your direction to indicate that you could sit there too. You sat some space away from him, making him a bit sad.

Shigaraki had never had a girl in his place before, not one that wasn't Toga or Magne. Not one he wanted. He was kind of nervous, but excited! He saw this as a good opportunity to try to get to know you, and maybe rizz you up a lil. Though, he'd never done that to anyone who wasn't a person on Discord, so he wasn't sure how to establish a bond.

Honestly, he was taking a bit of a chance with you. You didn't really do much to impress him yet, but your warmness to him made him feel important. In a different way than being his master's successor.

"Do you want to play video games? That's kind of the only thing we have to do here. And smoke weed, but I don't know if you do drugs."

"That's kind of an intense way to refer to weed," you comment.

"Then you smoke?"

"Yea."

"Awesome. Let me grab some shit and we can smoke. Maybe game at the same time??"

You laugh softly, "sure, sounds fun."

He could see a restless tremor in you, though, he felt that you liked him. That you enjoyed him, thus far. You were probably just shy because you had a crush on him :)

You had taken note at his neck when Tenko took off his hoodie, noticing how slender he was under it. You only saw him with his sweatshirt on so far. He was kind of...sexy? Your body radiated a few small hearts, dark red in color. Tenko was already out of the room before he could see, you thanked.

Little did Tenko know, you were also an inexperienced person when it came to girl and guy interaction. You were attracted to him, definitely. You were a virgin, though, and were worried to get too close to the "wrong person." You didn't know much about him yet. You sat patiently in the living room, tired from the day behind you. Thanks to Tenko, you now had caffeine, helping you fight the eepy.

It didn't take Tenko long before he reemerged with a pipe and a bag of pot. You got an instant waff of the flower when he opened the bag and took some out. He sat down, close beside you. You were a little nervous and startled, but you now got to smell his scent. He was a little smelly, but in a way that you hadn't known before. It was masculine and acted as pheromones for you right now.

Your hearts started popping out, this time colored a tangerine orange shade.

Tenko swung his head in your direction, instantly seeing them. He squinted at you and looked confused. You recalled that he heard voices, so maybe he thought that he was seeing things. You averted eye contact very quick and started mumbling.

"Uh..I'm sorry.."

"Huh?"

"Oh..um..tch..."

"Huh? I can't hear you."

"My quirk."

Tenko began picking out the stems in the weed, and you noticed he was wearing black gloves, but they were only covering he ring finger, pinky, and thumbs. You hadn't seen them on him before. Did he have a germ phobia? He didn't smell like he did.

He turned to face you every now and then, "I'm listening."

"I..uh.."

"You sure stutter a lot."

"Yea, I do."

"Are..the hearts your quirk? Or am I seeing things. In that case, this must be confusing as fuck to hear. Sorry."

"No! It's okay. No, you're not seeing things."

"Huh..What does it mea-."

Separate foot steps came up to the living room. You and Tenko looked up to see an average height man with black hair and burn marks all over him, staples keeping himself in place. He had piercings on his ears and his nose, and he had a cocky demeanor to him. You recognized this guy, you thought, but were having trouble thinking where from.

"You smoking?" He drawn out in a tired yawn.

"Uh..yea," Tomura replied.

"Who's this?" Dabi said, eyeing you down. Tomura had a millisecond instinct of possession. If Dabi swooned you, which wouldn't be a surprise, he'd be very pissed. Furious, even. He shot Dabi a look of "don't try anything," and Dabi knew full well what his face was telling him.

"I'm y/n," you said.

"Ah. I've never seen you. Are you and Shigaraki together?"

Tomura froze.

Not this quick, he thought. He thought he could pull some Aladdin shit and roll with a fake identity for a bit.

DABI YOU FUCKING IDIOT he thought, starting to panic internally.

K-kill he-

"Jesuss..." Tomura groaned, trying to drown out his voices. He held his hands at the back of his neck and leaned back.

Fuck

Fuck

Destroy her, destroy, kill

You furrowed your brows and now it was coming together on your end.

The League of Villains were infamous, of course you knew the name "Shigaraki." The most wanted criminal around and notorious for rather..inhumane crimes. You tried telling yourself that he could be a different Shigaraki, but you now figured out the guy with patches on himself. Dabi, who stood out like a sore thumb in the photos that were taken of their gang. Shigaraki did, too. But he had a dead hand on his face whenever you saw pictures, so you didn't recognize him.

Tomura could sense your own panic from planets away. He saw you trembling, and he was trying to come up with a quick lie in his head, but you were already speaking.

"Are you Dabi?" you said in a neutral tone.

"Yeuh. How'd you know?"

"Uh.Ten...Tomura?" you said his name as if you were asking him a question, but continued. "He's talked about you."

He was confused now. Were you playing along? The fuck? Or did you feel like you had to? You could've felt in danger, he considered.

"Good things, I hope," Dabi slurred.

Tomura wanted to question you, but didn't want to cause tension about the fact that you now both knew he was manipulating you into thinking he was some ordinary guy. He also didn't want to have this conversation around Dabi. You didn't say anything else.

Dabi crouched on the floor. "Give me some."

"Invite Spinner, too, I don't want to look at only your ugly face."

"He's sleeping. Don't you have eye candy next to you?"

Oh right. He thinks you and Tomura are dating. And he called you "eye candy." So many angry thoughts were racing through Tomura's head. You were probably terrified right now, and he knew this whole situation was fucked. He had no idea what to say.

But he tried, turning to you shamefully and mumbled out, "do you still wanna smoke?"

You paused, unsure what the answer should be. You should be trying to find a way to leave and soon. These guys are...well. The League of Villains. Though, you found yourself agreeing with their mission, even if murder, abducting a high schooler, and assaulting people weren't anything you necessarily felt comfortable with.

Tenko- or Tomura, had made you feel seen up to this point. You didn't feel that way, ever. He took interest in you while also wanting to listen to you. You shared interests, and personality traits even if yours were more sheltered away. When you knew someone closely, you were talkative and feisty, too. You felt understood, somehow. And maybe that shouldn't excuse him being a horrible person, but your need for validation and attention took over you.

"Light that shit up," you declared.

You saw a smile crack on his face, which was admittedly very cute. He was scary looking, but not to you. He looked run down and scrunkly, with his pale skin and tinted sharp teeth. Itch marks all over him and dry wrinkles at his forehead and eyes. He also had a beauty mark below the edge of his dry lips.

But he looked adorable, and you had a desire to just have him hold you. You knew of his quirk, of course. But you were guessing that his gloves were because of his quirk. He was protecting you.

Your hearts fluttered rapidly, and Dabi raised an eyebrow. He didn't care to ask anything, figuring it was your quirk. He could tell it was in response to Shigaraki, which was easy to deduce. Tomura started to get it, too.

Tomura, you and Dabi all passed around the bowl, not saying much. You'd cough viciously, trying to hold it back. Shigaraki saw your eyeliner mess up from the tears you made from coughing. He wanted to snatch you up, absolutely infatuated with your girlish charm.

"You alive?" He asked.

"What strain is this??" You asked with slurred speech and dozed off red eyes.

"Uh, weed. I don't know. Dabi, what's this shit?" He asked, as Dabi usually was the one who acquired the League's stash of pot.

"Probably GMO."

"Probably? If you lace my company I'll knock you out."

You giggled out. Tomura's sense of humor was one of your favorite things about him so far. And maybe you should be scared, but you felt comfortable around him whenever he cracked jokes and smiled at you.

"Jesus, it's not laced. If I wanted to do coke or something, I'd do the actual thing," Dabi joked.

"It's okay. I'm just really stoned," you laughed.

"A lightweight, huh?" Tomura snickered. "It's cuz you're so little."

"Am not."

"You're like, 5 foot nothing."

"I'm (your height)!" You retaliated.

"Uh-huh. I could put you in my pocket, if I wanted. Do you wanna game?"

"Yeaa."

Tomura turned on his console, giving you the option to pick a game. You chose your favorite video game, as it was already owned by Shigaraki. He and Dabi watched you play badly, with Dabi chuckling and Tomura groaning at the sight.

"Let me try," he said.

"You'll just steal it from me," you assumed.

"Well, you've tried this mission like 6 times," he pointed out.

"Three."

"Oooo okay smart ass," Tomura said in a flirty tone. "Let me show you then, hm?"

Tomura scooched closer to you, holding his controller with his hands perched on against the top of your thigh. He was trying to show you what moves to play, telling you all his strategies. He was also testing you and paid close attention to how you responded to his close proximity. You had to now know what his quirk was. You didn't pull back from him to his satisfaction, but he was still confused.

"Here, you see how I'm doing this? Now you try."

Every time he talked to you, he had a sort of softness to his voice. A raspy yet nurturing tone, even when you messed up your game repeatedly. And you'd respond with a blushy and embarrassed tone, but obviously swooned by Tomura's charisma.

Dabi could sense the horny from Tomura and got up, not wanting to see this shit. "You two have fun."

Shiggy felt like he could breathe with Dabi leaving. Now he had you all to himself, which might work in his favor. You still seemed uneasy, but at the same time he saw that your body had relaxed more. He was a little shocked, and wondered what the ulterior meaning was for it.

"So.."y/n started. "You're..not Tenko? Or is that a nickname?"

"Uh..jesus," He sighed, cupping his forehead anxiously. "No. No, I'm not. You know who I am, right? I'm sorry."

"I, um. Yea, I think so. I knew who he was, too. You're Tomura Shigaraki?"

"That's meee. Are you gonna leave? Tell someone?" He sad in a worried and sharp voice.

What? No. I won't, it's just, I guess I'm taken aback."

"I couldn't just tell you who I was that quick, d'ya get it? Especially online."

"Yea, I know."

You and him turned and faced each other, both of you breathing hard. Your hearts turned blue, but appeared in slow succession. Tomura cocked a brow, and finally was able to inquire about your quirk now that Dabi was gone.

"What are those hearts about? I have a guess, but.."

"mmmnNN," you grunted in embarrassment. "It's nothing.."

"Liar," he chuckled. "Is it cuz you like me?"

He was taking a bold risk to ask that, but so much was already on the table. Asking you if you wanted him wasn't much more intimidating, unless it added to the mess. His eyes were lidded and he smirked when he questioned you. You could tell he liked you, himself. There was a hint of desire and arousal that you could sense from him, as well.

You blushed a deep rose color and looked away from him. "K-kind of..."

"Mm, and is the Shigaraki thing a dealbreaker?"

"I..I don't want it to be," you smiled, and he saw your eyes shine at him.

"I promise I'll be nice to you," he joked, leaning closer to you.

"I...okay. I trust that, and honestly, I kind of don't care? That you're Shigaraki, that is. Well! Of course I care. But I like you, and you've made me feel like my company is wanted. People see me as weird, and offputting. You don't, at least I don't think. Why me, though? I mean, why do you like me?"

"Uh, cuz you're cute?" wow Tomura. "Shit, that was creepy. Uh, you're nice. Nicer to me than most people, and you like my hair and stuff. You also seem to find me quite funny, yea? You're also unique, and you dress spooky. You're a funny girl, and you play games with me!! I can tell you're an anxious mess, but you seem to want to be around me, and even when you found out about me being who I am, you didn't try to leave or treat me differently. I don't know, I just think you and I would be good together. And what's not to like? You're kind of my dream girl."

You laugh, flustered and feeling undeserving of all the praise. "You don't know me much."

"Can I get to know you, then?"

"I mean..yes..can I get to know you too? I don't know if what I hear on the news is all that you are,"you smiled widely while looking away from him. It pissed him off a little when you'd avoid him. He brought his gloved fingers to hold your jaw, and gently turned you to look at him.

"I can see you better when you look at me," he said in a seductive tone. He stroked the side of your jaw with his thumb while he ran his tongue along the roof of his mouth. The risk of decay scared you, but you trusted the gloves would be okay, and if your quirk did the right thing, you two may not need them soon...The hearts you produced had many colors now, all red, dark red, and white.

He snickered. "Do the different colors mean different things?" Tomura asked.

"Y-yea..The standard color is red, but different colors mean different emotions."

"So," Tomura rang his hand to pet your hair for a brief moment before setting it at your side. Rapid dark red, white, and red hearts continued to flutter out of you. "What do those ones mean?"

You tensed up, knowing full well the meanings, but admitting to two of them was embarrassing. Vulnerable, even. Was this all going too quick? Frankly, the adrenaline and attraction were entirely operating you at the moment.

"Spit it out," he jabbed.

"The red ones..they're standard hearts that say, "I think you're attractive.""

"Thanks. I think I'm ugly as shit, but-"

"You aren't. I think you're very cute, hehehe!!"

"Oh really?" He teased. "Ehah..what do the burgandy colors mean? And..the white ones?"

"Mrnrnjdsn..."

"What?" He laughed, getting the feeling that they had a not-so-innocent meaning to them.

"They, uh..they mean that-that I'm..that I'm turned on."

Satisfaction grew in Shiggy's eyes, his eyes the color of a scorching fire. He clenched his grin into an excited and relieved expression.

"So I turn you on?"

You nodded your head bashfully.

"And the white ones?" Shigaraki pestered.

"urrrnnnnn, I can't say it!!"

"Come on! Out! I wanna know..."he said with a yearn in his voice.

"They, they mean my body is responding. You know..that I'm wet, and that my horny-ness is spiking."

"Cum colored, haha. That's not surprising."

You and Tomura sat in a quiet tension for a bit, and he looked like he was hungry and trying to hunt his prey silently. His lips parted a little, and you saw his tongue run against his teeth as he leaned his face closer to you discreetly. You pressed your lips together tight and tilted your head up slowly, your eyes darting all across Tomura's handsome face and instinctively moved closer, as well. Your body knew exactly what it wanted and what was natural. Tomura became daring, and pressed his lips on yours without much warning, wrapping his lips in between yours.

You instantly hummed, unsure what to do. You moved your lips to dance with his as well as you could, and you started with passionate and sweet kisses. The whole act was uncoordinated, and you both weren't sure how to keep going. He kissed you for a long time, holding your neck while he leaned closer than you thought possible. His smell clouded your thinking, and built your arousal little by little.

He finally pulled away, taking a deep breathe and looked at you with a seduced flushed face. "Do you wanna go to my room now?" He scoffed, knowing his intentions, and you did too. He wanted you. It was fast, but he didn't really care. He just wanted to claim you, and make you his.

"Mhmm," you mumbled in approval.

Taking your hand in his protected ones, he guided you off the couch.

"Lets do that then, yea? I want to get to know you, like we talked about. I gotta know all about you."

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Flightless Feathers

Use the related link post to read Flightless Feathers on AO3 at https://archiveofourown.org/works/59954998 by ChronicPotato05 Izuku finds out life is hard. ______________________________ through bullying, abuse, torture, loss and manipulation. Izuku's convinced he's fortunate and happy- working to gain the praise from those who hurt him most. Will baby bird ever find his way out? Or will he suffer forever, his will broken and shaped into that of his captor's will? -or- The hurt no comfort you've been looking for! Pure unbridled misery- if you'd prefer hurt/comfort, the comfort part will (probably) be written as a second work, you'll just have to hang on tight. Words: 1906, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death, Rape/Non-Con, Underage Categories: Gen, M/M Characters: Midoriya Izuku, Midoriya Inko, Midoriya Hisashi, Garaki Kyuudai | Ujiko Daruma, Tsukauchi Naomasa, Asui Tsuyu, Bakugou Katsuki, Shigaraki Tomura | Shimura Tenko, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead, Takami Keigo | Hawks, Tokoyami Fumikage Relationships: Garaki Kyuudai | Ujiko Daruma & Midoriya Izuku, Midoriya Hisashi & Midoriya Izuku, Midoriya Inko & Midoriya Izuku, Asui Tsuyu & Midoriya Izuku, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead/Yamada Hizashi | Present Mic, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead & Midoriya Izuku, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead & Shinsou Hitoshi, Midoriya Izuku & Shigaraki Tomura | Shimura Tenko, Midoriya Izuku & Tokoyami Fumikage, Midoriya Izuku & Takami Keigo | Hawks, Takami Keigo | Hawks & Tokoyami Fumikage Additional Tags: Bakugou Katsuki Bashing, Corrupt Hero Public Safety Commission (My Hero Academia), Hero Society is Corrupt (My Hero Academia), Winged Midoriya Izuku, Midoriya Izuku Has a Quirk, Human Experimentation, Quirkless Midoriya Izuku, Quirk Discrimination (My Hero Academia), Torture, Rape/Non-con Elements, Trauma, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Panic Attacks, Anxiety, Vigilante Midoriya Izuku, Midoriya Izuku Has All for One Quirk, Animal Instincts, Homelessness, Stockholm Syndrome, Hurt No Comfort, No Smut, No Beta We Die Like Katsuki Bakugo, No Bakugou Katsuki Redemption, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Takami Keigo | Hawks Acts Like a Bird, Midoriya Izuku acts like a bird, Tokoyami Fumikage Acts Like a Bird, Bullying, Implied/Referenced Self-Harm, Autistic Midoriya Izuku, Not Beta Read, Sorry Not Sorry Use the related link post to read it on AO3 at https://archiveofourown.org/works/59954998

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Sleep Tight!

by T3AMR0CK3T

The last night of sleep before starting the final war. Dabi is ready to die pretty soon and Himiko is having some second thoughts.

Words: 8675, Chapters: 2/2, Language: English

Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: Major Character Death

Categories: Other, Gen

Characters: Dabi | Todoroki Touya, Toga Himiko, Sako Atsuhiro | Mr. Compress, Shigaraki Tomura | Shimura Tenko, Kurogiri (My Hero Academia), Iguchi Shuuichi | Spinner, Todoroki Shouto

Relationships: Dabi | Todoroki Touya & Toga Himiko, Dabi | Todoroki Touya & Todoroki Shouto, Dabi | Todoroki Touya & League of Villains, Iguchi Shuuichi | Spinner/Shigaraki Tomura | Shimura Tenko

Additional Tags: Dabi | Todoroki Touya-centric, League of Villains as Family (My Hero Academia), Dabi | Todoroki Touya and Toga Himiko are Like Siblings, Suicidal Thoughts, Implied/Referenced Suicide, Suicide, Canonical Character Death, Except if you read the second chapter in which i flip horikoshi the bird, Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia Manga Spoilers, Angst, little comfort until the optional chapter, which is all comfort, League of Villains Shenanigans (My Hero Academia), the tomura/spinner stuff is implied you can take it as platonic if you so wish, Character Study, but only sort of, whump? is this whump?, Depends, Hurt/Comfort, Platonic Relationships, Shigaraki Tomura | Shimura Tenko has Overhaul Quirk, i cant believe thats not a tag? huh, just a touch of hero bashing i was BITTER after that ending ok forgive me, Autistic Dabi | Todoroki Touya, implied! - Freeform

source: https://archiveofourown.org/works/59445376

[asherisawkward]

Terror from the Deep

In one world, Izuku is left behind by his father and his uncle to hatch while they leave to play a new game, one undoubtedly dangerous to the world it’s in. In another world, Hisashi reuses some old puppets as company while he’s separated from his brother. - Tomura can’t remember his father, just the faint impression of a smile moments before terror. Yoichi Shigaraki was killed fourteen years ago by a sea monster so powerful that being in the very presence of it left Tomura permanently altered, and the trauma of the situation left him with gaps in his memory creating a blank slate for his early childhood. Since then, he’s been living with Uncle Hisashi, who’s held off on his revenge to take care of him. Now that he’s older, and with a new crew to back them up, Tomura and his Uncle are going to track down the monster and bring it to justice–along with the pirate who serves it. But…Tomura’s been getting horrific nightmares about something other than the sea monster, and he’s starting to suspect that there’s more to this than meets the eye. After all, his Uncle has more than a few suspicious habits.

This was inspired by The End of the Story by katydid; check them out!

Chapter 6 is now out!

[ily-tomura]

“It’s not easy to talk about, but…”

Autistic!Tomura Shigaraki, QPR, GN!Reader, Discussions of Pain

The whole time you’ve known him, you’d never describe Tomura as someone who really complains. He’ll frustratedly talk about games levels that he’s stuck on or how hot it is, any little thing that doesn’t really matter, but if something is really, genuinely bothering him, he keeps it to himself.

It’s really hard for him to talk about the things that bother him, especially if the kind of help he needs is something he’d have to talk to a stranger about. You understand that he’s had a rough time with professionals, so you’ve never pushed him on it.

You were getting started on breakfast when he says he wants to talk to you sometime about something important. “It doesn’t have to be now, or even today, but just…. Sometime. Is that okay?” He’s clearly very nervous bringing it up, and you can tell it’s important to him. He doesn’t look at you when he says it, but that’s not unusual for him.

It ends up being almost a week later when Tomura approaches you again to finally sit down and talk. He fidgets with his phone, likely with notes of what he wants to say. He takes a deep breath before he starts.

“It’s not easy to talk about, but I don’t want to be in pain anymore… I just don’t know how not to be…”

You sit quietly, just listening to him talk for the longest time. He’s done a lot of reading and tried to figure out what’s been happening to his skin his whole life on his own but he just can’t do it. He’s tried soothing creams, numbing creams, anti-inflammatory gels, everything, anything, but they just makes it hurt more or make it hurt differently. He’s tired. Tired of waking up in the middle of the night unable to stop scratching. He tried wearing gloves to bed, he’s tried trimming his fingernails super short, he’s tried anything he could think of. It wouldn’t be so bad if it wasn’t causing open scratches all over his body all the time.

“It’s hard to take care of a body that burns and bleeds when you’re just trying to clean and care for it.” Tomura says, kneading the bottom hem of his hoodie with his hands.

There are the beginnings of tears welling in his eyes as he’s clearly frustrated and embarrassed at not being able to solve it on his own.

Eventually he gets quiet, and lays back. He takes a breath, before continuing. “I don’t even know if it’s a real itch at this point. I’ve thought about it being some kind of nervous tic, or compulsive behavior, maybe a mix of a few things, I’m just….”

The tears roll down the side of his face, but he wipes them on his hoodie sleeve.

“… I don’t want everything to hurt anymore.”

You ask if you can give him a hug, and he says yes. He sits up so you can wrap you arms around him for a moment. That seems to help soothe him, if only a bit.

It’s definitely a long road ahead, but you tell him that you can help advocate for him and be there to support him if he wants to find someone to talk to about these kinds of problems. He looks nervous at that, but you assure him that you can start as small as he needs to. He visibly relaxes, laying back down. He looks up at you, and pats for you to lie down next to him.

You lie back with him, just sitting there in silence for a little while. You know it’s not a lot, but just having you in his corner seems to make his whole disposition a little more hopeful.

[landminebnny]

pinned post

i’m vanny or maple

i’m 21

i’ve had this blog since i was 15 so it’s been through all kinds of themes and phases. pls scroll at your own risk. mostly fandoms + jirai + cute aesthetics now

i’m a nonsharing tenko shimura/tomura shigaraki self shipper + riako (if i follow other selfshippers of him it’s because they write good fanfiction and i just respectfully ignore that for my sake)

proship, comship, anti recovery, tcc, dni

i’m autistic and i have a personality disorder (i am very mentally ill and it shows on here)

lifestyle jirai since before i knew what jirai was. currently getting into the fashion

contains yandere and other generally mentally ill stuff. i have media appearances and doubles don’t exist.

[shotoyabrotherism]

Intro post

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Personal

- My name is Opal and I’m 18 (yes that’s a fake name i don’t feel comfortable sharing my real name so just call me that for the time being)

- I’m Black and autistic and that’s about it.

Interests

- My current main interest is My Hero Academia/Boku no Hero Academia.

- My favorite characters in that media are Izuku Midoriya, Tomura Shigaraki/Tenko Shimura, Toga Himiko, Ochaco Uraraka, Dabi/Touya Todoroki, and Shoto Todoroki

- Those are also my favorite dynamics along with bkdk so I’ll mainly reblog and post them.

- Another interest I have is Oshi no Ko

- My favorite characters are Aqua and Ai Hoshino.

DNI

- I really don’t have any dni criteria just don’t message me personally unless I give you explicit permission to do so.

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Dabi's Pretty Bird

read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/K57J0Qf by LadyEm420, The_Midnight_Elements Dabi finds himself chasing a feeling in his chest that leads him to buy slave Keigo. What he isnt prepared for it the way the red-winged slave uproots his trauma and changes his entire life around. Words: 6101, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English Series: Part 4 of Golden Hair, Silver Shackles Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con Categories: M/M, Multi Characters: Dabi | Todoroki Touya, Takami Keigo | Hawks, Bubaigawara Jin | Twice, Sako Atsuhiro | Mr. Compress, Shigaraki Tomura | Shimura Tenko Relationships: Dabi | Todoroki Touya/Takami Keigo | Hawks, Bubaigawara Jin | Twice/Sako Atsuhiro | Mr. Compress, Dabi | Todoroki Touya/Todoroki Shouto, Bakugou Katsuki/Kirishima Eijirou, Monoma Neito/Shinsou Hitoshi, Kaminari Denki/Tetsutetsu Tetsutetsu, Kaminari Denki/Sero Hanta, Kaminari Denki/Sero Hanta/Tetsutetsu Tetsutetsu Additional Tags: Dead Dove: Do Not Eat, Alternate Universe - Slavery, Alternate Universe - Fantasy, Alternate Universe - Criminals, Blood and Gore, Soul Bond, Slave Keigo, Intersex Salves, Blonds are Slaves, Starvation, Malnutrition, Demisexual Takami Keigo, Protective Takami Keigo | Hawks, Takami Keigo | Hawks Acts Like a Bird, Soft Dabi | Todoroki Touya, Familial Abuse, Past Child Abuse, Parent/Child Incest, Sex Salvery, Childhood Trauma, Medical Trauma, Mind the Tags, Pack Dynamics, Pack Bonding, Autistic Shigaraki Tomura | Shimura Tenko, Asexual Character, Aromantic Shigaraki Tomura read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/K57J0Qf

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Am I the Asshole?

Am I The Asshole? by MothMothhMothhh

The four times Midoriya asked reddit if he was the asshole and the two times Nezu did.

Words: 1383, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: Gen

Characters: Midoriya Izuku, Sensei | All For One, Shigaraki Tomura | Shimura Tenko, Akaguro Chizome | Stain, Nedzu, Most characters are mentioned bc its an aita fic, Bakugou's there in the background i guess

Relationships: Midoriya Izuku & Sensei | All For One, Midoriya Izuku & Nedzu, Chaos and Destruction & Midoriya Izuku

Additional Tags: Crack, Crack Treated Seriously, Accidental Vigilante Midoriya Izuku, Midoriya Izuku Has One for All Quirk, BAMF Midoriya Izuku, Midoriya Izuku is a Little Shit, Accidental Baby Acquisition, Somewhat, Reddit fic?, Idk how i wrote this help, no beta we die like my braincells, Autistic Midoriya Izuku, whoops i dropped my, Parental Nedzu, hope none of it got in my crack fic again, accidental quirk acquisition, we've all been there, two people get kicked in the balls but that the average person's tuesday, Parental Sensei | All For One, Swearing

Read Here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/48611989

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Honey, I think my class was shrunk

by bug_orsomething

To prepare for their summer training camp most of class 1-A head to the mall, however, they forget to account for Murphy’s law. Anything that can happen, will happen and for their class that means something bad. With just the touch of a passing toddler the entire class is suddenly reduced to a few centimeters and dispersed within seconds. Now they have to navigate a minefield where any misstep could end in death all while dealing with the normal difficulties that come with being a teenager.

Words: 3020, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English

Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: F/F, F/M, Gen

Characters: Yaoyorozu Momo, Shouji Mezou, Uraraka Ochako, Midoriya Izuku, Shinsou Hitoshi, Aoyama Yuuga, Bakugou Katsuki, Asui Tsuyu, Todoroki Shouto, Tokoyami Fumikage, Shigaraki Tomura | Shimura Tenko, Kaminari Denki, Sero Hanta, Iida Tenya, Kouda Kouji, Ojiro Mashirao, Jirou Kyouka, Kirishima Eijirou, Hagakure Tooru, Ashido Mina, Satou Rikidou, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead

Relationships: Midoriya Izuku/Uraraka Ochako, Midoriya Izuku & Shinsou Hitoshi, Kaminari Denki & Shinsou Hitoshi, Kirishima Eijirou & Yaoyorozu Momo, Jirou Kyouka/Yaoyorozu Momo, Midoriya Izuku & Todoroki Shouto

Additional Tags: Quirk Accident (My Hero Academia), Class 1-A Shenanigans (My Hero Academia), Class 1-A Friendship (My Hero Academia), Shinsou Hitoshi Replaces Mineta Minoru, Women Being Awesome, BAMF Yaoyorozu Momo, Kirishima drinks his respect women juice, Autistic Asui Tsuyu, Overstimulation, Cute Dark Shadow (My Hero Academia), Midoriya Izuku Has One for All Quirk, Midoriya Izuku Needs A Hug, Trans Midoriya Izuku, Trans Uraraka Ochako, Midoriya Izuku is Not Okay, Protective Uraraka Ochako, Uraraka Ochako is a Good Significant Other, Shopping Malls, Teenage Drama, Crushes, Love Confessions, Uraraka Ochako is a Good Friend, Tokoyami Fumikage is a Good Friend, Ashido Mina is a Good Friend, Shinsou Hitoshi Being an Asshole, Pining Shinsou Hitoshi, Pining Jirou Kyouka, Pining Kaminari Denki, Midoriya Izuku is Whipped, Lesbian Jirou Kyouka, Aromantic Asexual Todoroki Shouto, Todoroki Shouto is Bad at Feelings, BAMF Kouda Kouji, hes totally ooc but the scene is too funny for me to care, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead is So Done, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead Needs a Raise

source https://archiveofourown.org/works/48547531