#Autism?

[l1lmab3ans]

I have always felt like I personify inanimate objects too much but this is physical proof that it might be a problem:

I can’t cuddle with him in my own bed because he’s a gift for a friend, but I didn’t want him to be cold and uncomfortable so I made a little bed for him on my chair with a throw pillow and a baby blanket. Now he looks so cozy!!! Why do I do this!!!??? He’s not alive!!!!!

Now I gave him his own stuffed animal because I thought he looked lonely!!!! Somebody stop me!!!

[valentinerevenge-666]

I do call haley from stardew valley my mean lesbian wife but I don’t think she’s mean as much as she just doesn’t understand what she’s saying.

Like girl just has a thought and says it, she probably doesn’t even know she’s speaking. She could not understand a social cue if her life depended on it

[no1-housefan]

Constantly thinking about how L bathes in a human sized washing machine

Good for him. Good for him

[justanothershitbagcivilian]

I’m either autistic or just very very very bad at being a human

[hexbluex]

HEAR ME OUT

Bakugo didn’t talk until he was 5…then he never shut up bc he was busy being a bitc-

[sentientcloudofmusk]

I should be able to jerk off forever and orgasm without the slime that makes my autism explode, they should really add that next cock update

[evilgirljesus]

God made me too sexy so he had to nerf me by making me a huge nerd

[ineffable-crow]

I just got told that my writing and way of speaking resemble Aziraphale's, which is funny to me because the character voicing my internal monologue is Aziraphale!

[derangedgoldenretreiver]

writing this down more for self-documentation than anything, but maybe others can relate.

it has been so hard for me to understand and come to terms with my orientation because i'm so constantly told that anything out of the norm is something i need to "get over" or heal from. so when i noticed all of my relationships felt weird, my crushes didn't seem to line up with those of my peers, and i never understood modern "courting" as i referred to it, i just assumed i was experiencing some form of trust issues or didn't understand myself enough.

i have never understood the term "dating for marriage." not because i don't understand why people would want to get married, but because ever since i started "dating" at 12, i consider each relationship to be a potential life partnership and could not understand why else anyone would want to date. i finally think i understand why people have purposefully short-term relationships or "flings." it's because they don't want partnership. they want physical, sexual fulfillment. which is fine! just not something i can relate to.

what i crave is someone to care and provide for. someone to experience life with. someone to build a life with. to raise kids with. to build a house with. to grow old and die with.

but i don't want to have sex with them. i simply do not look at people that way. i don't even particularly like on-the-mouth kissing. i would LOVE to have a partner that i can give forehead kisses and hold hands with. in the same way i show love to my little sisters.

what i want is someone to be my person, my partner in life that i can bring into my family and love unconditionally. but i don't think that looks like what most people think i should want.

[greendalean]

sometimes i think im not abed coded but then i remember i drew both a friendship and romance diagram of my friend group and our interpersonal relationships

proof under the cut (i covered my friends photos for obvious reasons)

[dollydoee]

Random thought but I can't process being human. Like I just see myself as a doll/plush doll. Then remember I have actual flesh. Blood and bone and not stuffing. It's gross and so. Eugh.

[whim-prone-pirate]

friends i'm pretty sure i experience most of my romantic feelings vicariously through fictional characters. i'm almost positive i feel as strongly about bucks feelings for eddie as i do about my love for a real life human girl.

[myneuroticromance]

ya know... casual playing music in the car with the fiancee and she's like, "when have you listened to anything other than fall out boy?" and I'm like, "hmmmmm?"

i looked into my stats and for the last six months i have listened to 4,000 more minutes of fall out boy than the second place artist, which is my chem (AKA my prev obsession... so this is recurring). i also only have 12.2k minutes listened...

really insightful that i don't enjoy music the same way that other people do. because seriously, it's fall out boy or bust these days and i just... don't even care. i love them and they make me happy.

[st00nsnotspoons]

[q1mblrrd]

okay okay rant rq

My mom took me to this gender identity meeting for teens at some advocacy center near us and it was legitimately so fun??

Everyone there is weird and trans in some way shape or form and I felt anxious at first because I didn't know what to expect. What if IM weird? What if I don't act right? What if people think I'm silly? But no like everyone there is hella weird so there is no "normal" and I love it. I don't have to regulate. I can unmask like what oh my god I didn't know such places existed

At first I was like "this is stupid who really names themselves paint" but then I was like WHO CARES??? SOCIETY DOESNT EXIST HERE YES!!! I was embarrassed because I knew that anywhere else it would've been perceived as "weird" BUT HERE ITS OKAY

Anyways go find a queer advocacy center near you and make friends because they're awesome and they won't judge you!!!