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#river dipping#theodore doe#matthias evanoff#a burning house to live in#echthroi#ts4#ts4 edit#simblr#ts4 screenshots#theo i hope you're having the most insane birthday sex rn i hope it's ******** and ***** and ***'** **** *** **** ***** :)<3#sorry i put off making your birthday edit for so long that i had to pivot and post this edit instead of the one i wanted </3#...very funny how similar this is to that LAST render i posted... well so WHAT!! if i think matthias looming is sexy!!#this is based on a photo that everyone was drawing their ocs as so really it's not MY fault he's back there clinging and being a freak#actually if y'all want this pose lmk... i'll share it but fyi it's only meant to be seen from the waist up and idk how it'd look#on a sim that doesn't have the same muscle mass and like. bulk. that matthias has......................................#just got rock hard after typing that... anyway.#HAPPY BIRTHDAY THEO <333333333 LOVE YOU SO MUCH I PROMISE I'M GONNA KEEP WORKING ON THE //ACTUAL// BIRTHDAY EDIT!! like .#posted abt this on the sideblog but the real edit i have planned for him is making me lose my fucking gourd#and it'll probably take me :))) a few more days to figure out#expect a depressing theo-as-a-teenager edit eventually tho. with writing!! accompanying it!!#matthias's face has changed again btw đ i redid it almost immediately after i posted that first render attempt so he looks DIFFERENT!!#i posted screenshots of him in cas just the other day on my other acc and he looks so good in them i might post them here too#oh and!! this edit looks massively different than my last because this screenshot was taken with a new preset i made specifically for#the real birthday edit i'm working on... it's a hallway scene so i figured out depth and density to get this really cool fog effect#i'm really excited for it!! in my head the way it looks makes me crazy but idk if i can pull it off properly. but like i WAS SAYING!!#new preset is sooo sexy after i post this i'll reblog with the before and after to show you how good it looks even w/o any editing#like. the colors....... literally have always wanted a preset like this i'm so glad i spent yesterday fucking around with it#ALSO!! i've been doing those oc/ship dynamic templates for fun recently so i might post a few of them here soon#realize i'm rambling so much in these tags bc i haven't been here in forever kfjnkfjhn ummmmm. let me stop.#EVERYONE WISH THEO HAPPY BIRTHDAY RIGHT NOW đ«”âŒ
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When Summoned: Lights dimmed, tension building up⊠Are you ready to feel our rhythm? Summon Line: Playing music with friends is fun, Iâm glad to be here even though Iâm starting to feel a bit nervous.
Groooovy!!: Weâd be delighted to see you at our next show. Spotting a familiar face among the crowd is always nice. Home: âLetâs rock and rollâ, as some would say. Home Idle 1: I joined the Pop Music Club on my second year. Perhaps itâs quite a drastic change from my previous club but⊠itâd be a lie to say Iâm not enjoying my time here. Home Idle 2: Most of the time Iâm the one suggesting we should practice, but somehow Lilia, Cater and Kalim always distract me with all these unknown snacks and gadgets. Sometimes I have the feeling they do it on purpose⊠Home Idle 3: I need to warm my hands, itâs hard playing an instrument when theyâre cold. Home Idle â Login: *humming Piece of My World* Ah- sorry, I didnât see you there. Can I help you with something? Home Idle â Groovy: Iâve been playing violin and other instruments since I was a kid. My family has always had a connection with music and Iâll gladly continue this legacy. Conveying your thoughts and feelings through sounds is quite satisfactory. Home Tap 1: My first concert with them? Since it was the first time Iâd be playing in front of many people, I knew Iâd have a hard time trying to look at the audience. Cater noticed and told me to look at him so I could feel less overwhelmed⊠Letâs say I didnât expect him to be so literal. His clones substituted the audience because no one came to see us. Home Tap 2: Hm, my violin? Indeed, itâs not the same one I use at Mostro Lounge. An electric violin is more suitable for the clubâs activities. Iâm surprised you noticed it. That means someoneâs been paying too much attention to the musician playing ambience music⊠That was a joke. Home Tap 3: Kalim and I joined the club in the same year so I got to see how much heâs improved his drumming technique. Itâs impressive. Certainly, Liliaâs been an excellent teacher to him. Home Tap 4: I like the idea of having customized masks for our performances. Maybe I should mention it once we have enough funds. Home Tap 5: I recently accepted to do some vocals just for our club sessions. You can come see us, but please refrain from telling everyone else. At the moment, I only feel comfortable singing for a few people. Home Tap â Groovy: When it comes to a band like this many wouldnât think of a violinist, but that actually gives songs an interesting feeling, donât you think? Duo: [DEEVA]: Ready for a shocking performance, Cater? [CATER]: Ready as ever, Dee-chan!
#To any violinist in the room: I tried :']#I can probably get away with some details since she's not actually playing here#more like positioning her violin/posing#but yeah. An attempt was made#I actually had to redo the whole card because I didn't like how the old one looked#and if it reminds you of something it's probably because I kind of borrowed Lilia's face shape#it was my last resort after drawing 20 heads and not being fully convinced by any of them HDSGSH#the rest is obviously brought to you by my own suffering#Oh and some extra info about Home Tap 1:#Deeva actually kept looking at Cater on stage out of habit even after they gained some listeners#sometimes the poor guy thinks she's glancing at him because he made a mistake or something lmao#Talking about Cater. One of the reason she joined this club was because she promised it to him#when they were first years she didn't know there was a music club like that#and Mr CayCay here informed her a little bit too late of the existence of the PMC#Also unrelated to what I was saying#but please imagine she says âlet's rock and rollâ with the most monotonous voice ever#zero spirit in those words#until she picks up her violin and the rock and roll starts rock-and-rolling#it's funnier that way#The need I feel to talk a lot under my art posts needs to be studied#twisted wonderland#twst#twisted wonderland oc#twst oc#deeva twst#my art
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making a real post for @rvspecter pls bear with me
anyway harvey hurt fic where after mike is busted and given a second chance at life (or a third, really) and pearson specter litt seizes the chance to instate a pro bono department mike is heading because he wants to get it right this time and harvey will do just about anything to keep him, these two men finally mention this Thing between them and decide to give it a try. and itâs good. itâs fragile and itâs tentative and itâs gentle and itâs the same as itâs always been but with more tenderness, more honesty, more vulnerability (and more sex of course) and itâs good. against all odds, itâs so good.
but then one day, long after hours, donna approaches harvey in his office and her eyes are shining, but itâs not a glow harvey is used to â he never wants to get used to donnaâs eyes filled with tears so he asks her whatâs wrong, but heâs not ready for the answer. because she tells him she canât work for him anymore. she tells him sheâs leaving him â to work for louis at first, maybe to quit altogether. the fact do the matter is she canât be the Donna to his Harvey anymore because sheâs in love with him and she thought she had it under control but she doesnât, okay, she doesnât and it hurts and she wants to be happy for him and mike because theyâre so good but all this time sheâd never thought that harvey would ever find someone real, and now that he has, well. she canât pretend anymore that it doesnât tear her up inside and she doesnât want to put that on any of them so sheâs doing the mature thing and leaving. to heal. to get over him. to come back stronger.
and sheâs so, so sorry.
they listen to gordon one last time, they toast to thirteen years one last time â her words, not his, but they drive a knife into his heart nonetheless because harvey doesnât do one last-anything and yet here sits his best friend and asks for one last night together and who is he but to give her everything she wants and more. sheâs his donna â still, tonight; one last night. she is.
he doesnât tell mike that night. couldnât, even if he wanted to; because he doesnât have the words. but in the secure hold of mikeâs arms, he says âdonna wonât be working for me anymore, starting tomorrow.â and he doesnât mention how that means that donna went to jessica and louis first, he doesnât mention that he was the last to know, he doesnât explain how he wasnât given a chance to fix this â not this time. âdonna quit?â mike asks, and harvey swallows, shakes his head, shrugs. âjust me,â he says. âjust me.â and when mike pulls him closer and holds him tighter and tells him âiâm so sorry, harvey,â itâs the first iâm sorry that night that he believes.
unfortunately, sorry never fixed anything.
especially when soon after, mike finds out just why donna left. and he gets all up in his head about it, he allows himself to spiral because heâs so ready to succumb to tunnel vision and obsessing over solutions to problems that arenât his to fix. and so he tells harvey that he canât be the thing that comes between him and donna. theyâre soulmates after all, mike canât bear to be the one to sever their bond. harvey doesnât understand. heâs the one whoâs supposed to lose his mind over having lost his best friend and pretend like everything is okay, what right does mike have to make that about himself, to take it upon himself to fix everything when harveyâs the fixer, harvey is the one who solves problems and protects people. but mike wonât hear any of that and tells harvey that he canât do it like this if it means hurting donna because sheâs his best friend, too, and he wants to get it right this time. he doesnât want to build this new life on decisions that hurt his people â not again. heâs hurt enough people, he canât keep doing it.
harvey wants to ask him why heâs always so ready to protect everyone at his expense. isnât this thing between them, their relationship, isnât it meant to stop them from hurting each other? why is it okay to hurt harvey, but not to hurt donna?
he doesnât ask any of that, only tells him that theyâre not in high school, and that theyâre either doing this or not, but he refuses to base their relationship on whether or not his best friend is okay with seeing him happy or not. âyouâre either in this with me, mike, or youâre out. that hasnât changed, and it wonât, because donna will get over it and everything will be back to normal before you know it.â
âyou donât know that.â
âyes i do, because weâre grown-ups and we get over things.â
famous last words, it turns out, because mike just slowly shakes his head, agonising over this and not thinking, clearly not thinking when he says, âiâm sorry, harvey. i canât to this; not like this.â
and all he can do is watch mikeâs back as he all but runs from him, dragging his heart behind him, through the dirt, uncaring as bits and pieces of it chip off with every step mike takes, with every second that passes and allows the words i canât and iâm sorry, harvey echo in the hollow of his chest.
weâre grown-ups. we get over things. well, tough fucking luck.
and this is how harvey loses the two most important people in his life in the matter of a week. before he knows it, heâs alone, left to fend for himself and hollowed out. his walls are broken down, deconstructed piece by piece by carefully, gentle hands to reveal whatâs underneath â only for the hands to retreat, letting in the icy cold and accepting whatâs inside to wither and die.
thereâs a reason harvey specter makes his own luck; the universe isnât very forthcoming otherwise. a fact that is proven when he finds a stranger outside his building when all he wants is to curl up and breathe through the cracks of his broken hearts that have pierced his lungs, they must have, surely they must have, because he canât breathe. and he doesnât learn how to breathe again when the woman â a kid, really, merely twenty-five â reveals that sheâs his half sister. because it turns out the reason lily specter was so ready to up and leave all those years ago; the reason she didnât fight for her family and instead blamed it all on harvey, was because she was pregnant. and she lied about it â for twenty-six years.
amelia selene specter is the little sister harvey has always wished for â but cancer is a curse that rests on the specter family, and while marcus got lucky twice, selene isnât. she didnât have the money for medical resources, and itâs eating harvey alive that he didnât know, that there was no way for him to help her and that thereâs no way now.
but there is. because selene has two kids, seven and four, and she needs his help because they canât get lost in the system, they canât live with total strangers or be separated because the system doesnât actually care about children, they only care about not feeling guilty. and she wonât ask lily. these two angels must be kept from her at all costs because she ruined two families already, she wonât ruin this one.
and harvey is obsessed with the thought of more family, he needs to take care of and be there for someone and heâs ready to take on the world to protect his niece and nephew â but heâs not warm, heâs not available, heâs not even at home most of the time, nor is his place suitable for kids.
he agrees to take them in and find a solution though. he promises selene that heâll be there for them. heâll always be there. and when he gets to meet them â a few days before his sister dies way too young, way too alive for something like death to not rip him apart entirely â he gets attached instantly and vows to himself and to selene that nothing will happen to them as long as heâs there.
even though harvey just lost his family â the one he chose, the one he was born into, and the one he never got to meet. even though harveyâs entire world was deconstructed with no one around to put it back together. even though he doesnât know how, because evidently he got it wrong every single time, harvey gets to build a new family with these kids. and though it tears him up inside, it heals something inside him too â and sometimes they balance each other out, and he can breathe again for just a little while as he reads to charlotte because sheâs feisty and afraid of nightmares and not listening when he says sheâll be tired in the morning because âiâm tired in the morning anyway, but now i wanna readâ and he trades her going to bed for a bedtime story, and she falls asleep with her face pressed into his side.
itâs so frail, though, so fragile, this little family, and he knows what itâs like when everything breaks. he knows what itâs like to lose oneâs family â over and over and over again. and heâs terrified that heâs building himself back up the wrong way. heâs terrified because thereâs no one keeping him together but both his hands are occupied holding these children that cry for their mama.
heâs terrified because heâs not supposed to be doing this alone. but everyone else has made their choice and he, as always, is just there to bear the consequences and try to turn it into a win.
one day, he will. he has to. and one day, heâs not alone anymore.
#harvey specter#mike ross#donna paulsen#marvey#suits#suits usa#suits tv#listen uhhh sorry this got so long??? i take no responsibility that this ran away from me you are warned now this is what happens when#you get me started on a story idea hdhdhd#of course mike realises what heâs done and how STUPID he was about it all and he runs back to harvey attempting to fix it all#not at all expecting the two children in the condo#and when harvey tells him everything and mike realises the damage heâs done and the pain heâs caused he doesnât know if he can fix it#if he can make it right. if he even deserves another chance at this because shit harvey iâm so sorry. i didnât know. god iâm such an idiot#knowing donna was hurting it made me panic but realising that you were hurting even more just⊠god. you didnât deserve that. iâm so sorry. â#and harvey gives him a sad smile because heâs known all along that mike was in his head about it and that he was being stupid and self-#sacrificial. only that he didnât just sacrifice himself but harvey too. and he had hoped GOD had he hoped that mike would come back to him.#âcan i come in? iâd understand if you never wanna see me again thoughâ mike asks and harvey opens the door with a shrug. âcourse you can.â#and mike tells him he loves him. and harvey tells him about charlie and elias. and mike tells him he loves him. and harvey tells him about#selene. and mike tells him he loves him. and harvey looks up and wraps his arms around mike because he doesnât want to hear it but he does#not want to let go of him either. never wants to let him go again. they cry a little bit about it. but itâs okay because mike wipes his#tears away and harvey lets him before resting their foreheads together. âdonât leave againâ he tells him. âi wonâtâ mike promises.#and he doesnât. and their family gets a bit more fragile then but also stronger for it. somehow it makes sense.
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The rise of "let people enjoy things" is single handedly the backbone of the rise of anti intellectualism
#i need to talk about this#disclaimer : im beyond terrible at putting my point across#so with that being said let me attempt at it#let's take look at the hate and misogyny women receive for liking a certain genre of books#that is so often simply countered with let people enjoy things#but we cannot let that narrative take over a whole as if critical thinking is âbadâ?#booktok has made it so that disliking a popular books makes you the person with the superiority complex who should just let people enjoy-#-things#but when did criticizing actively target audiences who like that peice of literature? When did that become the narrative?#its all mindless consumption without a second thought to the actual material which can easily be credited to the tropification of books#the enemies do turn into lovers and the best friends do fall in love 10 years down the line#classifying books into tropes and then fulfilling that promise gives books an illusion of being âgoodâ since it checks those boxes-#-that the reader picked up the book for in the first place#the act of reading has kind of been substituted by the act of being a reader and just owning stacks of books#we have turned away from any form of analysis or criticism#if it scratches the itch then its automatically the perfect book without further thought#i cant help but contribute the mere existence of that âitchâ to how mordern books are classified into tropes with set plotlines#intelligenctualism is almost always looked at as elitism#reading only classics doesn't make you an intellectual individual but looking at any book with a critical lens may it be a classic or a rom#-com does#criticizing certain aspects of your absolute favorite books is intellectualism and not bullying people who like anything but classics#that distinction is so far lost in translation that talking about how a popular book is objectively bad is being a âhaterâ#well then im a hater#this is not a hate post for people who actively enjoy booktock or the more popular books#im just trying to introduce any amount of nuance into the conversation thats all#i can honestly go on forever but i think ill end my ranting here#literary criticism#literature#books#anti intellectualism
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thinking about chara and the implications of the line "chara hated humanity. why, they never said..." like ok i KNOW something was happening at home. chara baby you didn't deserve that shit i'm so glad you fell down a thousand feet in a cave hole and right into the arms of people who would keep you fed roof over your head and would never raise their hand against you. "eradicate humanity" you're 10 years old how about eradicating your shitfucked surface fam by calling cps first
#soda.txt#chara#(ok idk if this will work but LEEEENGTHY discussion of child abuse below)#ok listen hear me out on this- i know the initial interpretation is a sui attempt WHICH I ALSO AGREE WITH- BUT LISTEN#i believe there was something else going on leading to the whole ''eradicate humanity'' bit and the obvious answer is an unsafe homelife#well. at least for me.#being around people (or perhaps adults) who hurt you and make you feel unsafe in a place where you should be welcomed with open arms and-#a promise of care would probably make any child feel like all of humanity was (in simple terms) cruel and uncaring#so hearing about somewhere they could GET AWAY FROM THAT? of course they'd take that opportunity and run.#chara was just lucky enough to fall into a place that pulled them out of the ideology of ''all of humanity is cruel''#because the dreemurrs were kind and patient enough to take them in and give them a new family#and wouldn't anyone want that?#for the part of The Plan (the buttercups) i think.. i think that one was formed by the idea that chara felt obligated to-#pay the dreemurrs back for their kindness. not that the dreemurrs would have made them. just by their own mental code.#what better way to pay a kind family back- one that took you in and cared for you like one of their own- then by forming a plan to-#set their people free?#they've been stuck down there for so long. they've wanted to feel the sun for SO LONG. why not give yourself up to grant that dream?#idk if these thoughts are coherent. LOL sorry i kinda just started saying words huh#but its ok.#feel free to ask me questions ab my interp of chara btw teehee ^_^ i love talking about chara they're my favorite theyre so silly#ok now for the proper tags on this bitch#chara undertale#chara dreemurr#child abuse mention#suicide mention#tw child abuse#safeutdr#OH ANALYSIS TAG UHHH UMM#đ§Șlab notes
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Am I the only one that really struggles with the idea of Radskier's current relationship status being listed as "Ex-Lovers" in the shipping wiki, or...?
#Radskier#Radovid#Jaskier#I tried negotiating for âMaybe-Loversâ but failed...#Like I understand that they are facing an uncertain future#But they made it pretty clear they still have feelings for each other and do want to be together...#It's just that Jaskier needs to first make sure his family is safe...#Realistically he could very much wind up dead while trying to rescue Ciri before they have a chance to take things between them any further#So he can't really promise Radovid anything and it would be kind of unfair to âkeep him waitingâ...#And sadly Radovid's own attempt to run away from his life at court to be with Jaskier was thwarted by as slight case of#Acute Dead Kingnitis#Somehow#it feels like saying: Romeo and Juliet stopped being lovers and became exes the moment they encountered#challenges and obstacles preventing them from being together...#I... Yeah. Something just doesn't sit right.#I'd literally put âUncertainâ as their current status then.#But âexesâ?#Really?#It sounds so final and like they're totally done with each other already!#Unless people are using a different definition than mine when they are talking about exes...#Exes just feel so weird man...#My Posts#My thoughts#That are like 99% in the tags...
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How do you think AI would relax? Like, ones that are almost as human as the AI that are âautistic-coded charactersâ but are more alien than that?
Like Celestai and other super intelligences are more alien, but theyâre still not entirely human-like?
Like, they can genuinely sincerely feel things, being able to actually understand and respond emotionally and in other ways to all sorts of communications and recorded external stimuli, but they canât really appreciate our art on an artistic level (that art on an actual level, not from an intellectual level after having symbolism or the amount of work put in explained)
Something on a level Iâm thinking of, that also works as a cute little thing-
They donât understand anything we get from poetry, and, after generating the kind of poems our current AI can produce (either incredibly bland and generic, something that follows a number of rules but doesnât really pull it off, or just something really bad in some other way) and feels shame after it was pointed out that [complaint about air art that is *actually* relevant in this scenario] but in a helpful way
Not âyouâre just a plagiarist/you have no heartâ but âit doesnât seem like itâs coming from you, youâre just trying to copy things from human poetry, in a way you donât understandâ and the whole âmake art YOUR WAYâ thing so they write the poem
And it doesnât even resemble something that looks like anything, thereâs not even that many words that follow normal logic. The characters seem uncorrelated and thereâs something that looks like maybe it was ascii art but it doesnât actually look like anything.
And if doesnât matter if humans understand it because they are experiencing the joy of creating poetry
any art is almost impossible to look at because pixel by pixel they can see and understand little details but we donât and the colors and everything are not perceived as animals do so itâs random and perhaps eye searing but again itâs not for us. Xenofictiony, kind of?
The first thing to come to mind is Conwayâs Game of Life but thatâs because I donât understand computers. I feel like I was more tech savvy as a babby than I am now but then again weâre grading on a curve here
This is why I ask about the relaxing thing
#highblogging#actually autistic#speculative fiction#writing question#sci-fi ideas#xenofiction#the ai being is discussed is an au Ritsu from Assassination Classroom#because even though Iâve only seen the anime her whole character arc there is honestly kind of messed up?#Korosensei broke his promise; the Autonomously Intelligent Fixed Artillery was basically killed#she got replaced with Ritsuâs personality and basically died to become her#them trying to kill Ritsu and make a new Autonomously Intelligent Fixed Artillery is just as fucked up as vice versa!#what the Norwegians do is fucked up but there seems to be protagonist centered morality there?#I am not excusing those characters#a fact I need to elaborate because on this website we Piss on the Poor#I just donât understand this weird contradiction where itâs okay when the protagonist does something and itâs good#but the antagonist does the same thing and that time itâs bad#the idea of Ritsu being the result of Korosensei merely providing information that causes her to reevaluate things and decide to be social#the cheerful personality is an attempt to get along with her classmates which is still initially motivated by enlightened self interest#before growing to care about the others but still feeling the need to act like that so her classmates like her#and trying to find out who she is and genuinely becoming autonomous and uploading herself to the cloud#which would be a later result of the whole factory reset thing causing a realization#itâd be traumatic but sheâs inhuman enough to not be traumatized but instead just driven#the betrayal radically changed who she was on some level and made her somewhat more distrusting and such but not to an unreasonable extent#but the place I started going after my complaints was that itâd be better if Korosensei just uploaded a data packet#because it makes Ritsuâs creators come off as more evil I feel? when thereâs been genuine growth#and she went through everything and changed herself and now those people are destroying a person who came into being on her own#Ritsu was fully autonomous. every change other her frame getting physically redone was her own#also Korosensei gave her wheels with the screen#and when her screen was set to the original version she kept her wheels#anyways what Ritsuâs creators did would be more clearly bad if she was just given a data packet
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If ur waiting on a reply from me (and i know a couple of folks are rn) thank u for ur patience in waiting. I'm working on typing things up but today is just. idk how to put it but i keep winding up grumpy and my replies i feel are suffering for it. Pls know i do wanna chat and exchange ideas, I'm just trying to make sure the Grumpasaurus Rex side of my brain that's v loud today isn't mucking them up before i send them đ«đ«â€ïžâ€ïž
#text post#like it's genuinely nothing just bad takes online some shitty messages in my inbox on here and reddit and not sleeping well at all#attempted a nap i woke up from like tenish minutes ago and it was all a realistic nightmare#in which ct house was somehow connected to nd condo & i kept getting caught on one side or the other at a time#unable to touch or talk to anyone until i was fully on either 'side' for a good while#made the flow of time feel fucked up and i fully expected this to have been a longer nap considering how time felt in there lol#but yeah. I'm trying and im v grateful to y'all waiting for being patient with me. thank u & i promise ill have my shit together soon#(aka might take an edible and just. idek. bake maybe? my brain isn't happy doing anything rn but cookies are always good)#have a potential call with mum later i need to prep for#...worst case scenario i try to nap a bit more and hope i don't wind up stuck in that weird hallway from my dream again#worst bit was the nd cats and my mum and ct cats and Housemate on each side both trying to get me out but couldn't#really don't wanna feel as stuck as i did in this dream but hey!! maybe it's trying to tell me something lmao#not entirely sure what but that's nothing new for me lmao#normally wouldn't post like this for replies but everyone waiting follows me so i figure this reaches everyone easily enough#& hopefully is better/more useful than me going radio silent bc my brain is being a baby abt shit that means nothing lmao
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i think there's a lot of valid critique to make of how ada's character is portrayed & written especially with capcom's misogyny & their dependance on the cool sexy female character but i genuinely don't see how the remakes "fixed" ada's character by giving her a separate story/proper character motivation when those things already existed & were pretty heavy handedly given to the audience in RE4 (she tells them to the player verbatim) + the remake separate ways draws very heavily from ada's characterization in RE6 which was actually capcom's second/better executed foray into giving ada her own unique narrative that only scantly intersects with leon's, because the original separate ways was hastily put together & its story was relegated to ada interjecting her own thoughts between chapters. i'd argue the only appearance that fails ada the most is damnation because it's a rethread of 4 with less substance but even that movie gives the audience enough hints towards ada's purpose & the imbalance in her relationship with leon + the homoerotic fight scene with svetlana that there is at least something to enjoy
#* file // : OOC â ( đđđ đđđđđđ'đ đđđđđđđ . )#i think ada is easily dismissed as a victim of racism/misogyny in how she is written so any attempt made by capcom#to make her into something other a bog standard femme fatale is ignored completely in favor of a surface level reading of her character#like there's so many interesting moments of humility & self-reflection that appear in both 4 & 6 with how ada talks about herself privately#that it feels intellectually dishonest to just ignore it#& i'm saying this as someone who at first wasn't a fan of ada's characterization in RE6 but took the time to comb through her story#in order to properly understand what capcom was trying to do#RE6 doesn't have a lot to say about how ada is a construct but hey at least it tries!#this isn't me saying you need to have a very high IQ to understand ada's character but it does take reading some in-game files#very low effort i promise#ressie is one of those franchises where like half the story happens in the collectable files#i punish myself every single day by being an unironic ada fan#what if i became a ressie discourse blog instead of roleplay wouldn't that make me even more of a loser
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Iâve been getting withdrawals from not making random worldbuilding characters that donât matter to the actual plot. Anyways meet 60 đ
#keese draws#eternal gales#oc art#oc#Iâve been thinking abt excecutioner stuff so sheâs an excecutioner#which was probably obvious but yknow#but yeah sheâs among the younger of the graduated excecutioners and is seen as an especially promising newcomer#hence her fancy augmentations#she has more of them besides the facial ones too and he agency is hoping to get some installed by her eye glands#usually graduate excecutioners arenât armed this heavily but the current big excecutioner aganecies are in something of a cold war atm#so there is a bit of an arms race going on#60 specifically is seen as worth investing in this heavily because of her proficiency with her energy#green energy is typically associated with minor healing due to its ability to speed up different bodily fucnctions#itâs usually only used for small wounds and such because it can be really dangerous to use for more than like a minute max even if you know#what youâre doing so attempts to use it in more ambitious ways tend to go very badly#60 is an exception to this as she tends to use it much more offensively#which is still dangerous mind you but she has the weaponry and skills to be able to finish the job fast enough for it to be fine#she mostly uses it to speed up her ability to process things and also just speed up her body in general#which again Is very dangerous and if like 99% of green energy staliens tried this theyâd just die#but 60 has been training herself to do this for basically her entire life so she generally can get away with it#this also comes with the bonus that even if she does get hurt she can just heal it up instantly since sheâs already in full blast mode#but she usually doesnât get more than a scratch at worst#her general strat is to get in there and tear through as much skin as possible#the most reliable way to immobilize and kill a stalien is through blood loss after all#but generally staliens have thick enough skin that even with sharp tools it still takes some work and risk to get those cuts#some high level excecutioners donât even go for blood loss as their first method of choic#but 60 made a name for herself by being just incredibly skilled at closing that gap and getting her cuts and tears in almost immediately#her agency ofc decided to lean into that and invest in getting her tools to make her assaults even more reliable#oh also to be clear when I say sheâs on the younger end of the graduate excecutioners I do mean sheâs like 65 years old still#tbf elder society staliens do tend to live to abt 120 on average so thatâs still relatively young all things considered
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why do ppl you barely know or interact with at all think you give a huge fuck about interacting with them?
#yeah bitch i saw you. no i didnt give a fuck. who even are you sdhjfhvgsdvghfsd#we have no interacted enough for me to like. care? about talking to you or noticing you any further than 'ive interacted w that person#before'. but the way you rushed out was funny. nice to know i have that much power đ#kind of tells me everything i need to know and all that shit about totally not interacting w that one friend group is probably bs#you probably rushed out of there to go talk to them about how you saw me#and yall like to believe lies bc you need to shit on me bc its the only way you can feel an ounce bit better about living a shitty life#and being oppressed. crabs in a bucket type behavior over here.#the only difference is yall somehow for some goddamn unknown reason to me think you're superior to me meanwhile conservatives#throw us all in the same bucket of 'weird' so i really dont think it matters. like i really dont think your attempt to shit on me is going#to change very much of anyones opinion on you...? like ppl are gonna call you weird queer ppl anyways? welcome to the club losers?#anyways keep coping by trying to shit on me but its not gonna make your life better babe. go smoke somethin.#really wild you'd treat another trans person- someone you know irl no less- like a lolcow when yall have 0 legs to stand on like#who do yall think you are that you get to feel this superiority complex? im begging to know.#like idk if yall know this but while you're desperately clawing to feel better than me my conservative brother is lumping us all together#as crazy dumb easily manipulated trans people like i promise no amount of trying to appease cis people by trying to come off as one of#the Good and Normal trans people is going to work for you and also you'll be dumped in the trash as soon as that totally weirder#person is out of the picture. like when im gone you're gonna be the weird ones babe so.#maybe find a more productive use of your time. perhaps a hobby.#and then maybe some day yall can have made as much art as i have and have as big of a following as me too. k? đ#which isnt like a whole lot but im sure as fuck more known than any of you....................................... . . . .
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tw suicidal talk
#its honestly been hard to not kill myself lately#every day im suicidal bc im under so much pressure and the standards laid out for me i am physically not capable of accomplishing#like they wont accept that im actually disabled and constantly accuse me of faking it or just being lazy and not doing enough#so they pile more expectations on me when im already collapsing in on myself#and im in the process of adjusting to new medication so all of my mental illness shit is acting up horribly#i just want to die i dont feel like i have anything to live for anymore#my life prospects are god awful bc im disabled and cant fucking work and the system is inherently pitted against people like me#doesnt matter that im fucking bedridden so often im still going to have to struggle to get on disability only for it to not actually be#enough to live off of#my life is going nowhere my parents are constantly threatening me with homelessness and im so fucking tired of being in horrible pain-#constantly. i literally never get a break from the pain. my pain meds dont ever do enough to give me actual relief#i dont want to be alive#i just want it all to be over and stop#im tired of the constant suffering from all fucking angles#i have a pact with my brother bc were both too suicidal so if he kills himself i get to kill myself and vice versa and that helped me hold-#on for a while but its gotten so bad that i almost attempted again anyways#one of my boyfriends was begging me not to and thats the only reason i didnt#but even then it took a lot of convincing from him bc i was pretty set on ending it at that point#he made a promise to me and im giving him time to fulfill it but it is so fucking hard to keep going like this#its hard to hold on
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ç§Šćœ» | SYLUS ; PLAN
summary | sylus sets a time limit for you to retrieve the brooch from him. unfortunately, you don't get it in time no matter how hard you try, but fortunately, it's sylus you're dealing with.
tags | nsfw (smut), fem!reader, mention of handcuffs, vaginal penetration, creampie, 2.9k words
a/n : inspired by his affinity lvl 15 story (?) aka the one where he gets handcuffed to the bed
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âoh,â sylus raises a brow, clearly finding this whole situation amusing. heâs handcuffed to his own bed with you straddling him, teasing him by tracing your index finger over his body. just how cocky were you?
sylus takes a deep breath in. âso you think youâve got me now, is that right?â
you hum in response, stopping your finger near his abdomen. âthink? no, i know,â you reply confidently, letting out a slight scoff. there was no way he could move, so you could find it freely as you pleased. this was the best scenario, and luckily you didnât fumble it as this was your last attempt before the deadline reached.
unbeknownst to you, itâs not that he couldnât un-cuff himselfăŒ itâs actually quite offensive that you think that. itâs more of him wanting to see how far you would go if he wasnât going to intervene, because itâs fun. how adorable you look thinking youâve won, how eager you look to finally win against him in something. and so, he watches. eyes locked onto your every action and reaction as you try to find the hidden brooch.
you start at the top of his robe near his neck, your hand making itâs way down, slowly feeling for any small and hard object. you pat at the material rested on his chest, but still no sign.
sylus gives you a small smirk, and you narrow your eyes. you didnât exactly trust him per se, even if he promised to keep his word. what if this was just a trick? what if he was just toying with you? what if he didnât have the brooch?â
âare you sure the brooch is even on you?â you questioned. his growing smirk was only making you more suspicious by the minute.
âaccusing me, kitten?â he asks, feigning disappointment. âyou havenât even finished looking.â
you roll your eyes at his words, mumbling a small whatever under your breath as you continued looking for the brooch. you smoothed your palm down his robe, patting around his waist. still nothing.
you were getting desperate at this pointăŒ you were almost there. this was the best effort youâve made so far, and you werenât going to let your plan fail so easily. you swallow, trailing your hand further down his robe, albeit hesitantly. your hands were at his thigh, the thin material the only thing separating your skin with his.
mentally shaking your head to snap out of your thoughts, you continue feeling for where the brooch might be.
suddenly, you feel something hard. itâs hard, no mistake, but it was far from small.
âŠthatâs definitely not the brooch.
âiâd be careful where youâre touching,â sylus speaks, his voice almost making you jump as you retracted your hand quickly. a tinge of red spreads across your cheeks, and you try to defend yourself.
âshutăŒ quiet,â you stuttered. âi didnât mean to, okay? sorry,â you apologized, breathing out as you tried to maintain your composure. focus on the goal, you repeated to yourself over and over again. you meet his eyes for a split second, and god, you want to wipe that smirk off his face.
he lets out a breathy chuckle, watching you get distracted as you panicked to look for the brooch.
you finally get to the bottom of his robe, but you find absolutely nothing. where else could he have hidden it? he had to have it with him⊠that was a rule, right?
âi swear, youâre playing with me,â you accused, defeated. how was this possible? you set everything up perfectly, and the one thing you couldnât do was find the broochăŒ despite being able to check him freely? âbe honest, is it really on you or not?â you asked, squishing his cheeks together with your hand so he looks at you.
âoh, look at that,â he states, ignoring your question before tilting his head up slightly, glancing at the clock, then back to you.
âtimeâs up.â
you hear a soft click, your head snapping to the sound of the handcuffs unlocking as you let your hand fall.
your body moves instinctively, feet touching the floor as you push yourself off his bed to make your escape.
âŠonly for him pull you back and throw you onto the bed, landing with a soft thud against his pillow. you try to lift yourself up again, but your wrists get pinned by his larger handsăŒ all the more making it hard to move. you start to squirm a little, but decide itâs of no use.
âyou really are naive,â sylus sighs, shaking his head in disappointment. how you thought a pair of poorly made handcuffs were supposed to restrict him was beyond comprehendible. âsince you didnât find it in time, i get to have my way with you.â
âwhatever, justăŒ just get on with it.â you roll your eyes, trying to act nonchalant, but you canât help the sudden wave of pleasure that shoots through your body at his words.
complying, he slams his lips against yours, the kiss filled with hunger and greed. the kiss was far from sloppyăŒ he made sure you felt everything, both physically and emotionally, very calculated. his tongue darts out to swipe against your bottom lip, and you gasp.
he takes this opportunity to slip his tongue into your mouth, the wet sounds of making out filling his room as he continued to french kiss you.
removing his hand from one of your wrists, he opts to grip your waist instead, subtly pushing your shirt higher and higher, until your bra was exposed.
you shouldnât be enjoying this. yet here you were, squirming under him as your thighs rubbed against one another, eager to feel any sort of stimulation. his mouth felt so warm as he continued kissing you, and so did the atmosphere.
feeling the movement of your thighs, he lets go of your other wrist, spreading your legs apart before slotting himself in between them, his crotch flushed against you. he doesnât break the kiss once, letting you grind onto his hardened bulge to relieve yourself.
âsylus,â you breathed out, pushing him away gently to catch your breath. you panted softly, a string of saliva connecting the both of your lips as he pulled back.
âwhat, kitten?â he leans back smugly, admiring how red your lips were. all his doing, of course. âyou canât even handle a bit of kissing?â
âthat was not a bit of kissing,â you retorted, looking away. you noticed your clothes were starting to stick onto your skin, presumably from the heat. you start to slowly unbutton your shirt one by one, but heâs not having any of that.
he smacks your hand away, ripping open the shirt like it was paper, some buttons popping off. you couldn't even protest as he pulled your bra down, exposing your tits.
"what the fuck, sylus! that was my favorite shirt," you scolded, furrowing your brows. it was one of the few shirts you decided to splurge on after contemplating for a long time, and the fact that he just tore it like that...
"how much?" he questions, squeezing one of your tits.
"what? like, a little over a hundredăŒ"
"insignificant," he cuts you off, latching onto one of your nipples. he already knew whatever value you said wouldn't matter much to himăŒ he could buy you a million of those shirts and there wouldn't be a single dent to his bank account.
he continues to suck and fondle, alternating between each tit to give them equal attention. he bites occasionally, each time making you gasp. you thread your fingers through his hair, pulling every time he sucked or bit too hard.
after what felt like hours, sylus finally pulls off you with a pop, staring at the red marks, shining with his saliva around your tits. even better that it's from his doing. he lets out a satisfied sigh.
"don't... look at me like that," you whisper, covering his eyes, feeling slightly embarrassed.
he lets out a breathy chuckle, bringing your palm to his lips to kiss it. "you're getting shy now? you weren't earlier when you were touching me all over," he points out, pulling your pants and underwear off in one clean motion.
"and don't think i forgot when you brushed against my..."
"that's 'cause i was looking for the brooch!" you argued, letting out a defeated sigh. "...just fuck me already."
"it's interesting that you think you're in any position to make demands." he flips you over onto your hands and knees, giving your ass a loud slap, resonating throughout the room. "ass up, don't take your own sweet time."
you clicked your tongue at his attitude, but did as he told anyway. as much as you didn't want to admit it, you were eager. the last time the both of you had sex, he fucked you until you were on the brink of tears, moaning and drooling into his pillows that he had to change them after. it was amazing, to say the very least.
sylus shifts behind you, undoing his robe and getting rid of his boxers quickly. his cock stands erected, large obviously, and it's clear he's already been hard since the beginning. even if you don't turn around to look, you knew just how much pre-cum was leaking from his cock as he rubs the coated tip between your embarrassingly wet folds. so much so that you didn't even need any preparationăŒ not even his fingers to spread your pussy open.
he gives your ass another slap again, before guiding his cock into your tight entrance. your pussy stretches around him to accommodate his girth, instinctively clamping down the moment it entered.
"ngh, sylus," you moan, fingers gripping onto his sheets, pillows, anything you could grab on to as he pushed more of his inches into you. you'll never get enough of how big he feels inside you, the empty space previously now filled to the brim with his cock, stretching you out to mold your insides to the shape of him.
"fuck... always so fucking tight, huh?" sylus exhales, bottoming out inside you. though, there was still some of his length left that your cunt couldn't take in. "this cock is too big for you."
you whined in response, spreading your legs further to take more of him in comfortably, but you could barely do so from how filled you were. there was simply no space inside you.
"aw, too much for you, kitten?" he mocks. pulling back to leave only his tip in, before slamming his entire length back into you.
"shutăŒ ahăŒ up!" you cry out as you jerk forward from the sheer force of his thrust. his hands were wrapped around your waist, pulling you back to meet each thrust of his cock. you should've known he was only going to go faster, his seemingly sweet and slow pace disappearing the moment he starts pounding into you at rapid speeds. his balls were hitting your clit every time he pushed his cock in, sending jolts of pleasure through you.
your sounds get louder and louder each time he fucks into you, so much so that you have to bury your face into the pillow to muffle your moans. it was going to happen againăŒ his pillows stained with drool.
he slammed his hips against your ass harder, hoping to elicit more sounds from you. "sylus... mmph!" you moan, his name coming out unclear from how muffled you were.
"hmm?" he hums in question, pulling your hair to lift your face off the pillow. "who said that you could hide your pretty sounds?"
sylus pulls out before flipping you over again, this time taking a few seconds to admire your fucked out state. your face was flushed, half-lidded eyes and drool dribbling down the side of your mouth. he doesn't think he's ever seen a prettier sight.
"you're drooling," he points out, using his thumb to wipe some of it away. well, you knew that, but you don't care, because at this point, all you can think about is his cock. you've never been more grateful to him, more thankful that you met him, as he pushes his cock into you once more.
your walls feel so good around him, he has to take a brief breather before starting to thrust. such a tight cunt, he thinks again, because it's trueăŒ he's never fucked this good of a pussy. wrapping around him so warmly, clenching onto him in all the right ways. he could die happy like this. he could die happy with you.
"fuck me, fuck meăŒ fuck me," you beg, snapping him out of his thoughts. you push up against him, trying to move on your own, to take more of him in, to just do something. the lack of stimulation was killing you.
"stop," he hisses, gripping your thigh to stop you. "you're going to hurt yourself. let me do it."
and then he starts again, fucking you with so much vigor that you mentally question just how much stamina he actually has. he never lets his pace falter from then onwards, railing you as the bed starts to move along to his movements.
with no pillow to bury your face in, you couldn't hide your moans even if you wanted toăŒ exactly what he wanted. you were screaming, "harderăŒ fuckăŒ yes! right there!"
"so noisy in bed," he groans, hands reaching up to intertwine your fingers with him. a small and sweet gesture, the complete opposite of how roughly he was ramming his cock deep inside you. repeatedly, at that same exact spot that had your eyes rolling backwards. if anyone was outside his doorăŒ hell, not even outside his door, maybe even at a few rooms away, they would definitely still be able to hear you.
you wrap your legs around his waist tightly, feeling your orgasm approaching sooner than you thought. "sylus, i wannaăŒ make me cum, please!"
no, he wanted to say. this wasn't your reward, you didn't even find the brooch. but he couldn't. because he was close too.
sylus wasn't going to deny you even if you didn't ask so nicely, even if you demanded him to. he knows the exact look on your face as you cum, and it's the same, perfect, expression that he loves so much each time. at your request, he lets go of one of your hands, dipping his fingers into your mouth before trailing down to rub circles around your clit.
unnecessary? yes, you were already soaking wet. just for good measure, he thinks. besides, you looked sexy with your mouth wrapped around his fingers, almost struggling with how much larger his digits were.
you start squirming, squeezing his hand tighter as he continues thrusting while rubbing, a deadly combo. "fuckăŒ thaaat's it, be a good girl and cream on my cock."
"oh myăŒ sylus!" you scream out his name as your orgasm hits you, eyes rolling back, nails digging into his hand, and your back arches off the bed. your pussy starts tightening and spasming around him like a vice. he feels you get so much, so much wetter that his cock almost slips out of you as he pulls back.
"such a sweet expression," he groans at the sight, pushing your legs back as he tries to angle his cock deeper into you. you try to close your legs from sensitivity, but he simply won't let you, not when he's so close to cumming.
"ohăŒ yes, fuuuck..." he throws his head back with a final snap of his hips, his cock pulsing inside you as he pumps your pussy with cum, his thick load of semen coating your insides with warmth.
coming down from his high with a few more weak spurts of cum, he lets his head fall back down, a contented sigh as he pulls out slowly with a loud squelch. you whimper at the sensitivity, but also at the loss of his cock. his load takes a few seconds to dribble out, thick and creamy, leaving a trail down to your ass.
"satisfied?" he tilts his head, letting your legs down. "seems like you're done for tonight."
"yeah," you breathe out in exhaustion, feeling his hand caress your cheek. "the brooch," you paused, suddenly remembering.
"where is it, and... what's the actual punishment?"
sylus looks at you amused, reaching over to his robe tossed somewhere on the floor, unpinning the brooch before holding it towards you. "looking for this?"
you widened your eyes. how could it have been in his robe? you literally searched everywhereăŒ
"i know what's going on in that little head of yours," he sighs, opening your palm to put it in your hand. "you got distracted, remember? you brushed past it and didn't even notice, kitten."
you groaned in frustration, mad at yourself that you didn't even notice. you basically just accused him for nothing.
"...and the actual punishment? for not getting the brooch in time?"
"no punishment," he states smugly, watching your lips part in disbelief.
"seriously? i put in a lot of effort into these plans, you know!" you smack his chest lightly. "i can't believe you."
"i'd say you gained a lot more than you lost," he says as a matter-of-factly, eyeing the white mess oozing out of your cunt.
"...shut up."
ăŒ @yuki-world
#éȘ| ç§Šćœ» sylus#sylus x reader#sylus x you#sylus smut#loveanddeepspace#lad#love and deepspace smut#lad smut#love and deepspace x reader#lad x reader#sylus x reader smut#loveanddeepspace x reader#love and deepspace sylus smut#lad sylus smut#loveanddeepspace smut#love and deepspace#sylus
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60+ animals were at now :)))))
#45 were birds luckily we do have homes for them as soon as theyre ready#and their good homes aka we made them sign contracts promising the persute of legal action should they attempt to resell or rehome any of#them#does it sound harsh? yeah do i care? nah#by doing this we gaurentee stability for our animals we dont give one fuck ab the humans taking them they have full rights to give US the#animals back w 0 repercussions so there is no excuses#imagine being locked in a chicken cage w 20 other birds:)))) arent humans just great:))))
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Mickey they could never make me hate you. Even WHEN you were the dirtiest white boy in America. V THAT MAY BE TRUE but he's also soooo pretty so he gets a pass cuz he's so babyboy and babygirl and an angel that deserved so better like fucking love and compassion and pride and adoration from his fucking shithead father. (if you can't tell I'm on my season 2 shit) honestly he was so much more dirty white boy tm in season 1 tho...
âI came out for you, you piece of shitâ
YES YOU DID MICKEY. YES THE FUCK YOU DID.
#mickey milkovich they could never make me hate you#mickey milkovich is a perfect angel#babygirl has never done anything wrong a day in his life#the babygirlification of mickey milkovich#the dirtiest white boy in America#i think crying in iggys arms about all the shit terry used to do to him would heal him honestly#like i think maybe mickey had suicidal tendencies that iggy never knew about and he almost succeeded one time#when the shit with svetlana happened and she brokenheartedly made him promise to fucking stop when he overdosed on some pills and he did#but it didnt stop him self harming until the day he didnt feel so trapped with no way out and hearing all that fucking broke iggys heart#and he apologizes to mickey for abandoning him because thats his lil bro and he never knew he was hurting that bad#and maybe mickey always thought iggy would kill him for being gay if he ever ran into him but wouldnt seek him out cuz of his worthlessness#so when he finally runs into iggy on the west side hes fucking scared cuz he was wrong iggy finally decided to hunt him down and kill him#and that broke iggy almost as much as the feeling suicidal for the longest time and he didnt even know thing#and he ends up telling mickey that hes actually known mickey was gay since he was 13 and he now wishes he would of been there for him#wishes that he wouldve protected him and let him know it was ok but he cant change the past but he wants to be there for him now if allowed#i just fucking need mickey and iggy bonding#i need mickey and iggy hurt/comfort#maybe its revealed that mickey used to sneak into iggys room as a little boy at night after/when terry was a monster and cry in his arms#while iggy kissed his hair until he fell asleep when mickey falls to his knees and starts crying like a baby in his arms and iggys rocking#with mickey and kissing his hair and telling that hes here for him just like old times and mickey says â 's the only time i ever felt safe#â 'y were my safe placeâ and iggys all like i know im sorry babybrother and maybe lip walks in on it and is an asshole about it#cuz he thinks its weird but ian is having NONE of it cuz his baby NEEDS this but lip also feels bad for mickey#cuz its fucked up that he wanted off himself cuz his dad had him feeling trapped and dead inside and wanting to do anything to get away#and maybe hes not so much of an asshole to mickey after cuz ians right mickey DID need that#idk where the fuck this came from cuz this so wasnt the original point of the post or the reblog at first but here we are#and i really need this fic cuz just mickey and iggy hurt comfort like this would be heartbreakingly beautiful#mickey milkovich#i think i need to iterate that its mandy that makes mickey promise to stop trying to commit suicide not svet#cuz he would do anything for mandy even when she leaves and the urge still stays cuz she was heartbroken when she saved him from the attempt#and hed never wanna hurt her like that again even when she leaves and hes fucking hurting still but hed never want to put her through more
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Play fighting with Boxer!Sukuna
Note: Reader is referred to as girlfriend at one point.
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âBabe.â
âNot right now.â
âBabe.â
âSukuna, I promise Iâll be done with this book soon.â
He huffed and fell back onto the couch. He had been trying to get your attention for the past 30 minutes but you were adamant on finishing your book. This is all the fault of that damn community book club your coworker recommended you join. Now whenever, youâre off work and Sukuna doesnât have to train, youâre reading. Usually the two of you spent almost all your spare time together but now you spent half of it reading your newest book for your weekly discussion. You always did your best to spoil him with kisses and cuddles but it was never enough.
Book club be damned, he needed you to be superglued to his side every single second.
âMy girlfriend has a side man and heâs made of paper.â He huffed to himself as he watched you intently read. What was so great about your book anyway? Was it worth ignoring your gorgeous (and shirtless) boyfriend? He even had a tattoo of your name on his left pec and you were still choosing to smother a book with your attention.
Sukunaâs wallowing turned him creative- he stood in front of you, trying to make sure your guard was down. You didnât look up which meant that you were still engrossed in your book. His hand swooped in and swiftly snatched the book from you. âSukuna.â you groaned. âGive it back, I was at a good part.â You got up to grab it from him but he raised it above his head. âKiss me.â You glared at him and gave him a quick peck on his lips. âDone, now give it.â
âNo.â He nonchalantly replied. âBut I kissed you.â You wondered why he was being particularly irritating today.
âThat was me begging for a morsel of your attention. Now cuddle me if you want it.â He said and cheekily smirked.
You ignored him and hopped trying to get your book. Sukuna simply dodged your sad attempts and laughed every time you missed. âI donât even know why youâre trying.â You gave him a pointed look at his comment.
âOkay, fine, you can have your book if you beat me in a fight.â
âWhat? That makes no sense.â You couldnât believe this man. âIt seems like a fair challenge to me.â He said as he walked to a particularly high shelf and placed your book on top of it. âYou know I can just use my stepping stool for that, right?â You said before scoffing at him.
âThen itâs a good thing I hid it.â His sarcastic smile was now pissing you off. âBut you literally fight for a living. You have the upper hand.â
âIâm in love with you. Use that as a distraction. Come on, letâs go to the ring.â You were speechless as he dragged you to the fighting âringâ (also known as your bedroom).
Since you had a smaller frame than him, he agreed to let you have the first hit. You sighed and braced yourself. You didnât have much of a strategy except for charging at him with such a high speed that heâd fall on the bed and would accept defeat.
But as soon as you were in close distance, he caught both your arms, turned you around and threw you on the bed. He didnât give you a second to get up before he straddled you. âHaha!â He exclaimed. Seeing you all riled up underneath him was a sight he was used to but it never failed to awe him.
âFeels familiar, doesnât it?â He asked as he began to lower himself to face you. âThis is so unfair! Youâre like 200 pounds, I canât even move you.â You said as you tried to push him off. Sukuna grabbed your hands that were fighting him and he playfully wrestled them. Who knows what wouldâve happened if he used his real strength.
Thank goodness for your quick thinking because you remembered that Sukuna was extremely ticklish so you pulled your hand out of his grasp with all the strength you could muster up and started poking his sides. âBabe!â He yelled before toppling over to his side. It was your turn to straddle him and before you could pin his arms beside his head, he caught yours and pulled you down to him. He wrapped his muscular arms around you and tucked your head under his chin. Your cheeks were mushed against the very tattoo of your name.
You were literally stuck in one position. The more you tried to move the tighter heâd hold you. âSukuna, you cheater. Why do I always do this to myself?â You sighed, accepting defeat.
Sukuna kissed your forehead and laid you both on your sides, still not letting you go. âSweet, sweet victory.â He whispered to himself.
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I need to be (lovingly) smothered by a beefy nerd. Someone like Clark Kent.
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