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fantastic-mr-corvid · 1 year ago
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Wip Wednesday Thursday. Family portrait
Celia and her protege/little brother playing nice cop scary cop on some poor sod. He doesn't have a stand but he does have hell of an overprotective older sister & he's never needed anything more.
Opposite colour pallets go brrrrrrr.
The main humor is how Celia & her squad talk about the baby of the group who's a damn brat but they have to protect him, and how they don't want him involved in stuff... then he turns up and he's not sweet like honey he's sweet like artificial flavoring & the only reason you would think he's harmless is because even a wolf would look weak next to a bear.
Tldr of their relationship is they are half siblings, he's 6 years younger than her and the barstard son of someone powerful. When he's 6 n she's 12 their mother dies and he is taken by his father- who doesn't even know Celia exists. He's treated like shit by the man's wife and he people around him, so she sends him money so he can buy the cloths and textbooks he needs, getting that money from doing odd jobs for the mafia, they see eachother raely but write to each other, eventually when he's 14 he's put as part of the latest group of fresh recruits, but no-one wants him cause they see him as a spoilt brat or a lowly barstard, except Celia.
Unfortunately she's getting noticed and an up and coming pink haired prick decides he needs dirt on her to keep her under control, which ends up being the existence and safety of her dear half brother.
She raised him the best she could, there mother was sick, but only after diavollos death does she let herself call him her brother. While she's his leader he is her protege and the baby of the group, one of two that she's moulding into leaders themselves. She would do fucking anything for him and that's why her third colour is dark red- her love for him has caused the oceans of blood that stains her to her soul.
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crehador · 9 months ago
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brother crab's winter 2024 parting thoughts: kyuujitsu no warumono-san
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asanuma-san...........................
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fantomette22 · 5 months ago
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GIRL HELP, now we are both in the club of people whose caring for Miquella reached its FULL form because of the DLC hfgfjgdbh I think what I've lacked this whole time was a coherent idea on what his imperfections and flaws were! Because "well you see Bewitching Branch is kinda fucked up concept" didn't give me enough. And I feel like I've struck gold with the whole thing of him not being able to accept Radahn's character development and nature as a warrior. It is soooooo wrong and reminded me of one of the ways to look at Gehrman.
It took me a few weeks but finally me 🤝 you at having the time of our fandom lives with Miquella now
I KNOW RIGHT?!?!?! Yeah it's quite crazy. We took our sweet time but here we are! 🤝
I mean maybe I wasn't way too much invest in elden ring because of the huge bloodborne brain rot taking all my time too 😂 But also Elden Ring is really a lot to digest! You and I really like details and to care about every lil guys! In Bloodborne even if there's lot of characters it stays limited while in Elden Ring it's just SO enormous O_O there's too much and yeah I didn't got that savage brain rot yet while just playing the game a year ago+
And I knew dlc was coming so I guess I didn't get too much invested either? Or at least it was inconsciently.
So yes during and after the dlc and after digesting everything I somehow really learn like Miquella! We know way more now and idk but it's even more interesting now!
Before dlc I saw him like : poor lil guy tried smt to become a god (pls don't it's gonna be bad) screw up really big time & he's dead now 😔 you tried your best... he was too good for this world rip
But now it's more develop! there's actually a following to that! he didn't just fail big time! for now😰
I said a few weeks ago I was gonna wait to finish the dlc and then speak about Miquella and what I think of everything. Well maybe I will do a separate post later but I think it's finally time.
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So let's dive in (warning spoilers shadow of the Erdtree DLC)
I know it's a bit of mess between people thinking "I was right he's the ultimate evil!!! He's like Griffith!" (what 💀)"and people being very mad at other or distraught by it bc now this get shown into their face while they were just happy with Miquella being a kind lil guy, to good or pure for this world... I want to believe many people are actually very middle ground on this but hm yeah smt it's not good and quite extreme.
But if that can help (at least I will try here ) with everything we got I might have an interpretation that I hope, could help out a few people. I can't say I'm right, I'm probably far from it but I appreciate what I deduced and put together a lot! (in my head but still) It made me really like and invest more in Miquella character now! And it make me at peace with what the dlc brought to the table. I can accept that more well now. That made everything have more sense and made Miquella really have a bittersweet/tragic path & ending. And I am ok with that and I think others could be as well.
I like Miquella I think he was mostly good, the kindest between this darker lands. But he needed to changed, to grow to succeed in his goals right? Because he got stuck. But by growing up, discarding parts of himself to be a "better version" of himself that would succeed & become a god is what eventually doomed him in the end :
Miquella discarding part of himself tragedy.
This is just so sad and tragic. But it might be oblivious. He wasn't "strong enough" in his current position/eternal childhood etc So he probably thought that make the sacrifice to become a god would succeed in the end. A necessary sacrifice...that he would be stronger able to finally obtain his goals... But by doing that he loose everything that made him himself... without realising it... he abandoned everything. And the more he abandoned, the more he didn't realised he was loosing himself what he cared about... and how it was a mistake. (I suppose that Marika might have gone through the same thing now...)
Trina realised it at some point. That it was wrong,t hat it wouldn't work anyway perhaps. Is it really worth it? Is it really gonna work? Probably not... But it's too late to go back now. She knew Miquella before everything would probably not approve of what he became... of the dangerosity of what he could be...
That just... sorry it's just so tragic I don't know how to express it sadden me so much...
Bewitching people :
We already knew that he somehow "bewitch people" but it wasn't very explained in base game and really up to interpretations. Now we know more. And it sparks a lot of things...
I completely agree that you know, half mind control people and changed people thoughts and individuality, personality etc hm it's bad. it's no good to control masses. BUT but, I can kinda understand why Miquella did it! And I'm gonna try to explain that now.
Ok, imagine you're Miquella. You're trying to get people to join your cause. Of course like for exemple the crab hunter or farmer have other things to do than join your cause so sure you let them be. But then imagine you talk with smn and then they just hate you and is going to say shit to everyone about you and then they're gonna try kick your ass. Wouldn't it be better, even if that's bad on paper, to bewitching them? make allies your enemies?
You can't reason with some people at time even if you try everything, sadly. You can either go away or fight or ask a competent authority to stop them. But if you had a way for them to magically stop wanting to harm you and become more friendly / on your side wouldn't you use it?
Like it's bad but I can understand why Miq did it. But of course forcing people who were neutral bc you think "you're better" is hm... not great too... but it's not clear how much it happened and what went though he's mind. He probably thought it was a good thing. But no but can we blame him for trying to have better world?
And it's still not clear how his mind age but I do think he still have lot of quality/default of what any child mind have. He probably didn't see the wrong of everyone becoming allies and use kindness not violence to it. A child mind (mostly) is innocence, optimistic etc I do think he lost a lot by discarding parts but it has it's backsides. An adult would be more incline to find solution and act accordingly to treat but loose a lot of "childhood good sides" as well. it's quite complicated but nothing is perfect in this. You wanna agin smt you loose another you can't have everything and life's not black & white.
Also about Mogh. Yes he's not fuck up like that! But I understand why Miq bewitching him. Hm Mohg, maybe would have just kill Miquella to get his amazing blood for whatever purpose with the formless mother anyway. So of course Miquella did that to try to gain a potential ally that in other case is very dangerous for him. But still I think Miquella had to improvise after Mogh took him and then when the cocoon didn't work. Yeah I still think Mogh has a LOT of issues. He's not a saint and I don't think it went well with Miquella's plan to have been taken by him.
Radahn thoughts:
I mean I'm still a bit like : wu wut what but why??!!?!? confusion
But it's a bit better now XD I swear if the devs originally had another idea I'm gonna be mad! But it can maybe made a bit of sense. I don't really have much thoughts bc I'm still confuse about it but I think understand the point.
Radahn, when younger, was probably all the noble qualities that had Godfrey.
And Miq was probably like : When Godfrey was Elden Lord it was the golden age everything was great! Nothing was wrong! The lands between had stability. Radahn have the potentiel to be like Godfrey!
Also Radahn : Let's conquer and make war like lord Godrey!!!!!!!!!!!
I mean yeah everything was great between stability and war 😅 so jkefjf help like I can understand ou need smn to fight of ennemies just in case but Miquella that's not gonna work. Like at some point there's pb. Like who you consider anomy.. should you reprimand everyone?? Like Marika and her cycle of violence?! dzbkdsfbhkbhkld
Also I wonder if the great runes didn't made many demigods "change" as well. It gave them more power and maybe it screw their mind too. (And when Miquella great runes break the bewitching spells stop so..... before he got the runes maybe he never used that. And maybe that's why Radahn changed so much too) Power really does change people hm?
So anyway sorry idk if I succeed to organise everything coherently XD I tried. So yes I think Miquella is nuanced but was mostly good because of many conditions and he tried to fix everything but loses everything in the end... by discarding who he really was... a necessary sacrifice, that would ultimately fail...
I got very emotional after beating the final boss and going one last time to Trina. I really cried a lot. Because it's freaking sad. All the sacrifices in vain... they deserved so much but the world was cruel.
And even if we did nothing. What change? Nothing. He never came back in the lands between if we finish the main game. Did you abandoned everything Miquella? Did it not work out? Or like should we blame the poor devs. Idk it's very confusing now. The lands between still a mess, the lands of shadow too. He never came back...
The only ray of hope is us, the tarnished to try to make a better world for everyone. The one they couldn't make themselves...
(Ok so hope make sense 😅 and maybe it will put everything in a new light for people and give them a hand! I got way more invested and happy! Even if that's sad. I started to imaging little story and headcanons about his childhood I would never have before... it's confusing but if I am right the devs succeed! good job)
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memberment · 3 months ago
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HEY FRIENDS
IS ANYONE AROUND I AM SITTING IN THE HOSPITAL AND I AM SOOOOOO BORED
(wait thats eo ominous Im literally fine also no updates tonight bc obviously)
Okay it's only two in the morning I got home way earlier than expected no one's dead y'all might realistically get updates tn bc I'm overtired and extra yappy
(3:14) I am 6.9k into Revelations and am officially diving into hypothetical science (for an angel) regarding how electrons would act if they were large enough for a human to see them and I do not give a HECK if people don't like that.
I've decided that they WILL burn you. Like the kinetic energy and frictions those things would have/create would be INSANE. TELL ME I'M WRONG ABOUT THIS LIKE!!!!!
Whatever. Anyways. Stan's about to have an injury. LATER
(3:48) nvm Kenny took the hit. whoops.
(3:54) Can I just say it's fucking insane that I'm actually delving into real emotional experiences I've had in early part two with this whole arc I decided to throw Kenny into. Like, this is weirdly cathartic LMAOOOOO
(6:57) seriously who the shit let me stay up this late because I have 9k on Revelations and I am deadass abt to finish chapter two like WHAT. WHAAAAAAT. WHICH MEANS I GET TO WRITE CREEK. TRAGIC CREEK. THE SET UP TO TRAGIC CREEK. MY GOD. (I am actually going insane rn I need a proper amount of sleep fr I was supposed to go to bed after a tik tok made me ugly cry but I got distracted. (So is life.))
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qprpbj · 29 days ago
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do u think a reason Paul likes going to the Curtis house and being with Darry on the East Side is because he can talk about his art and be praised as opposed to hiding with the other socs or even from his parents?
i am soooooo emo about this. lil gay artist paul who hates his family and hates his friends bc they really don’t get him but greaser positionality does get him, and darry’s family does, and he fr just wants to keep close ppl who love him!!! and yet he fucks it all up and loses all of it anyway!!!! #my version of paul holden you are sooo tragic and so loved :(((
i also think he just loves the curtis house bc it’s so lively and lived in, unlike his where his parents are never home and has no siblings etc, and there’s always people coming and going, bc even if he doesn’t fit in there with these greasers, bc he’ll never be a greaser, he can still at least watch a family who actually loves and cares for each other up close right from the outside
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cdyssey · 2 months ago
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Agatha All Along (1.02) Reactions:
A couple of sober/somber notes play when Agatha opens the brooch and looks at the hair. I’m thinking it probably came from her kiddo. ;-;
Something that REALLY stuck with me in the first episode was that Agatha’s imprisonment was talked about in terms of lucidity. (She was sick, and the residents of Westview felt for her, CARED for her!!) So, like, seeing her “car,” which, of course, really wasn’t a car but a set up to allow her to safely act out her internal reality spoke to just how locked away Agatha was for three years.
Seeing “evil witch” graffitied on Wanda and Vision’s dilapidated foundation of a house broke something inside of me. SHE JUST WANTED A FAMILY 😭😭
Agatha throwing the teen’s pen out of the window ALSKDNSKSM. Also, loved the casual confirmation of his queerness.
This really is the gayest show ever <333
PATTI LUPONEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!
Agatha LOVES putting on a show, which we knew as early as WandaVision, but she seamlessly slides into the southern widow act.
“You’ve been under the influence of another. Someone you hurt. They took your agency for three years. It’s not the first time your witch-kin have betrayed you. But you survive. In a way few do.” HOT DAMN!!!!!!!!!!
Ooh, the betrayal is probably referring to her mother (and former coven) trying to execute her.
LILIA’S LEGGINGS SKSLDJSN.
HOLY FUCK, the way that Agatha’s eyes are glistening after that absolute read. The microacting choices that Kathryn Hahn is making are DELICIOUS.
Watching Agatha tempt Lilia with the Road is soooooo good. She’s a master manipulator even after all this time. You always have to watch out with her.
SASHEER ZAMATA!!!!!! FUCK YEAH.
The coven so far is just like a roll call of former teenage obsessions. (I was really into Yellow Diamond and SNL fnfnndnd).
“Hey, where do you keep your jade eggs? I’m fresh out of marbles, and my pelvic floor is all over the place.” AKWKDIWIEJKSSK
Teen is right. Jen DOES look amazing. Living for that nose ring and that fucking popped collar
“Historically, we as a group don’t do well in courtrooms.” JQOQJDORWOWD.
Teen’s taking a leaf out of Agatha’s book to get Jen to walk the Road. 👀
“I’m gonna take a jade egg to go. You’ll know where to find it.” JAKWJDKWJSJS.
Obsessed that Agatha can’t go five minutes without making a disturbing innuendo towards another woman. <3
EATING THE PAPER. FERAL
“She’s a tough nut to smash.” CAN’T GO THREE MINUTES WITHOUT MAKING AN INNU—
Ooooh, when the Teen talks about himself, Agatha can’t perceive what he’s saying.
AGATHA’S CUNTY WITCH OUTFIT.
WELCOME COVEN!!!! SKWKDJJD
Ooh, Lilia keeps randomly throwing out tarot card names. So Jen is High Priestess, and I forgot the other one gkdkfjdjf. Oh, well
A BLACK HEART ON THE LIST. ARE YOU KDDING ME. GAY GAY GAY GAY
IT’S BLACK AND IT BEATS FOR YOU.
“That’s because you used a black pen.” Lmfao
“I know you get confused sometimes, but my real name is Sharon.” I don’t know why, but the people of Westview treating “Agnes” so kindly has REALLY fucking touched me.
AW. Her husband passed away. :(((
Lilia blurting out her premonitions is going to be used for such a tragic effect, I just know it
this song slaps holy fuck
THIS DARK COVEN. TERRIFYING
mrs. hart/davis getting into the song 🥺
CALLING PATTI LUPONE PITCHY EKWKWOWKDJWKWKKA
THAT FUCKING JUMPSCARE FUCK OFFFFF. GODDAMN
“I’d die before letting you befoul it with your noxious mediocrity.” GOD SHE’S SUCH AN ASSHOLE SKSKSOIDJD
I love her dearly
“It’s not my fault only a true coven can open the door.” QOKQKWURIWIWKWKSKWKAKS
I LOVE WHEN WOMEN ARE EVIL. I LOVE WHEN THEY ARE MORAL CESSPITS
“OH, I DON’T HAVE TIME FOR THIS. JUST BLAST ME, YOU BITCHES!” WIQOOQIWIWIWIQPLQOWUDICIWIWKQJD!!!!!!!!!!!!!’nnnn
KATHRYN HAHN I LOVE YOU
I would die for this entire coven
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sparrowsupportgroup · 1 year ago
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soooooo my thoughts about The Unnamed/Ais/Ocudeus
Based on The Unnamed, I really hope we get to see a physical manifestation of a terrifying, eldritch Ocudeus. We can feel it’s energy pulsing beneath the city and throughout the wastelands until we reach the Seaspring. And then we feel it’s steady heartbeat in the water and we know something evil lurks beneath the depths of the Seaspring - it’s as if Ocudeus wants to pull us in. As if Ocudeus has always been there, waiting for us to arrive.
Also, since The Unnamed was mistakenly led to believe they were able to create Hiveminds with their curse then meets Ais who lords over a genuine Hivemind, I imagine a bad ending where an crazed Ais commands us or forces himself on our cursed hands to create, IDK, a super Hivemind in his warped mind. Self-indulgent thought here but it’ll be even more tragic if in his deluded state, Ais thinks being touched by our hands will induct him into a Hivemind where we’re bound together forever; similarly to how Ocudeus is in his head, Ais will be in our head, but that’ll only make matters worse :(
And it would be so fucking sad and true cosmic horror to see an angered Ocudeus emerge from the darkness of the Seaspring, using a half-dead or completely dead Ais as a puppet with its tentacles….
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bxriles · 11 months ago
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The Importance of Authors Fulfilling Promises to their Readers
Seeing people defend Gege's writing of jjk these over these last few months is WILD. Everyone is entitled to their opinion and that includes me. So here's my 900th unhinged rant on this subject because hoooo boy there are THOUGHTS on this topic.
Before anyone comes for my throat, these are my opinions. You get yours and I get mine. And this is LONG lmao.
I've seen all the justifications for Gege's current writing saying that jjk is about being different from the standard shonen manga and being more realistic in its storytelling (i.e., killing the powerful characters) and whatever and YES. All of that is true. I don't have a problem with any of that. I would say all of that is why most of us fell in love with this story to begin with. Examples of this (done well) includes:
Nanami's death. Tragic. Broke my heart. But I think Gege was right to kill him. Nanami had served his purpose at that point, he died protecting the next generation, and despite how sad I was to see him go, I thought it was good writing. There was no need to keep him around at that point. Gojo gets put in the box. This made perfect sense to me from a narrative standpoint. Gojo Satoru is a NIGHTMARE for ANY author to write. His very existence is a problem because he can solve all of the problems of the universe and remove all conflict from the story. Sealing away the most powerful character was a perfect way to take him out of the narrative while still leaving his presence lingering over everyone. This also deviates strongly from traditional shonen because no character that powerful would have ever been sealed with ACTUAL ramifications in something more "standard" like Naruto! It broke the mold in the best way possible. I'd also say that the way Kenjaku went about sealing him was excellent. There really weren't any ass-pulls to get him in that box. Kenjaku takes Geto's body (a strategic decision), hides that body from everyone at the school, executes an insane plan that he knows will exhaust Gojo and mentally push him to his limits, and then SURPRISE! Here's your dead lover's best friend's body! Now get in the box(((: I thought it was good writing and completely necessary for the plot to progress. Megumi's possession. From the very beginning, Sukuna has been interested in Megumi. Seeing that pay off? Watching Sukuna do the worst thing we can imagine to Megumi? Amazing. Wonderful. Loved everything about it.
So, I don't have any problems with jjk's previous storytelling. I thought that it was well executed, broke the previous Shonen formula, and delivered good story telling.
You know what I do have a problem with? Writing like this:
Higuruma is suddenly as talented as Gojo. Bro what? I like Higuruma, but this dude has been a sorcerer for all of what? Two seconds? He's a suicidal lawyer who just got magic powers and only VERY RECENTLY started working with Yuji and company and he suddenly has as much talent as Gojo Satoru? The man with the Six Eyes? Be. For. Real. What is the point of this? If you needed an OP character, you already had Gojo. So again. What was the point?
Higuruma's possible death. We're only up to chapter 248 at the time of me posting this, so this may change. But as of right now, we've been told Higuruma is dead. He may come back, but we don't know. Either way, we're told dude is gone. What was the point of this death? We already saw Yuji lose a beloved male mentor figure (Nanami) and we already saw someone who had the potential to kill Sukuna fail (Gojo) soooooo... What was the point? We've seen this done before and it's boring to see it hashed out yet again but with new characters.
Kenjaku's motivations and death. I personally think that making Kenjaku a mad scientist for the sake of being a mad scientist is lazy. With all of his hair brained schemes (guys, he like straight up fucked Yuji's dad, come on), you would have thought he had some legitimate motivation. I can admit this is my own personal opinion and some might like this, but I think this is a weak explanation for all the nonsense he's done. And his death? Like... Okay?? Some rando newbie sorcerer is the one to kill Kenjaku? Kenjaku--one of the top two Big Baddies? All right?? I wouldn't say this is bad per se, but I would say it feels very unearned. (And before anyone freaks out, yes I know it's technically Yuta who delivers the killing blow, but it really was Takaba who put the work in and got Yuta to that point. Again, it feels unearned.)
And finally, the big one. The one that most people are upset about and the one that most people reference when they talk about the decline in writing and one that's about to get a(nother) long ass rant from me.
The lack of any meaning in Gojo Satoru's death.
I need to be perfectly clear that I do not have a problem with Gojo dying. Again, he's a nightmare character for an author to handle so I get it. I have a problem with HOW he was killed. Sukuna using Megumi's body was great. The whole battle of the domains was decent. But the end??? Gojo hits Sukuna point blank with a hollow purple (after Sukuna said he would die if he was hit with a point blank hollow purple) and then...? Sukuna pulls out some BS world cleaving slash that cuts Gojo in half (off screen mind you), heals himself, and then is perfectly--PERFECTLY--fucking fine after getting hit by an attack that he said would kill him???? And then he isn't weakened at all? Bro what??? How is that good writing? Even if you're all about subverting expectations and JJK breaking the shonen mold, how is that good writing? How is that satisfying???
Gojo's death meant nothing. He did nothing. He didn't even weaken Sukuna. He didn't give the students a leg up. It meant... Nothing. And I know that some people think that's the point, that jjk has realistic storytelling and that it's realistic to have a meaningless death but I would STRONGLY disagree. You want meaningless deaths in JJK for the sake of "realistic" meaningless deaths? You have Tsumiki and Yuki. Sure, Tsumiki's death pushes Megumi into the pits of despair because Shonen manga loves a good bit of *man pain* but what was her real influence on the story? Outside of the Megumi thing, she had zero impact on jjk. And Yuki?? Killed off-screen for some reason??? To buy Choso some time??? When she is arguably the more important one??? All right?? Christ, fucking Junpei's death meant more to the narrative and he was basically a fucking footnote in the grand scheme of things.
The problem with Gojo having a meaningless death is that Gege as the author broke his promise to his readers. Gege sets up a story that tells us how influential Gojo is and spends quite a bit of the narrative showing us once again how important he is. Whether he meant to or not, writing a setup like that means there will be expectations from your readers that no matter what happens to that character, it will mean something to the narrative. A good example of this done both well and poorly is Game of Thrones/ASOIAF, which is another story that breaks the mold of a genre like JJK.
Ned Stark is a POV character in the first book. He's important. He's the Lord of Winterfell and becomes the Hand. He's honorable. He's good in a world that favors the wicked and people know it. And then he gets killed and his death haunts the narrative and it means something. Robb starts a war. Sansa becomes a hostage to the Lannisters. Arya has to flee. Jon has to reaffirm that he's a man of the Night's Watch and can't go help his brother. The Red Wedding. Catelyn becomes Lady Stoneheart. The Boltons take Winterfell. The North Remembers (it's being set up better in the books I swear). And it goes on and on and ON. We're told from book 1 that Ned is important. George completely deviates from the fantasy genre by killing off one of the main POV characters in Book 1, but he still fulfills the promise that Ned's death will mean something and that Ned will be important even though he's dead. Ned's death then haunts the story from that point forward. An example of this done poorly? The show. We're told Jon Snow is important. We SEE that Jon Snow is important. Jon Snow is the rightful heir to the iron throne. And what happens? We get a season of "I dun want it!" and then he kills Dany and goes back to the Night's Watch to live out the rest of his days with his boys. He's not king. Killing Dany had no real repercussions. D&D tried to show us that it was Jon's identity that made Dany snap but it felt half-assed since she was already heading down that path before she found out. A promise was made that Jon Snow would ultimately mean something by the end of the story and guess what? Absolutely none of it mattered. He didn't even kill either of the Big Baddies. And he didn't do anything with knowledge of who his parents were. He wasn't Azor Ahai. He wasn't the prince that was promised. So it meant nothing. A promise was made to us by George (and the show runners ugh) that Jon was important and then it turned out that he wasn't. And the public outcry that GOT S8 received speaks for itself on how bad that writing was.
To me, Gojo's death is no different. The narrative sets up his importance. Gege makes a promise to the readers that this character will ultimately mean something and then... Nothing happens. That isn't "realistic writing" or "breaking the shonen formula" at all. That's just bad writing. You're not any less of a fan of jjk or any less of an analytical reader if you don't buy the whole "this is good writing because that's the point of JJK--to break the shonen mold!" There are ways to achieve that sentiment that are good. And I would even go so far as to say that the people like me who are irritated with this writing have no issues with Gojo dying. We have issues with how he was killed and how poorly it was all executed. And I'm not going to be told I "don't get the point" of JJK because of it.
And then there's the fact that Gege has set his story so far apart from other shonen manga (like Naruto or BNHA) that the readers will no longer tolerate any sort of "lemme pull this out of my ass" writing that they would have otherwise tolerated from Naruto or DBZ or Bleach or BNHA. (Note: I do love those stories btw! But they're guilty of this storytelling.) So when Gege shows us that Yuji suddenly has RCT (that's fine ig, he's been training) or tells us that Higuruma has as much talent as Gojo or does some bullshit that saves Sukuna from Higuruma's sentencing or has a random explanation that he pulled OUT OF HIS ASS for why Sukuna will inevitably get his shit rocked by the students, all of which are CHILDREN, when the strongest sorcerer of the modern era couldn't do shit to him, then YEAH. I'm going to think it's bad writing.
And yes, I am aware that JJK is Yuji's story, not Gojo's. I understand. I'm not saying I want Gojo to be the main character. I'm saying that this absurdly powerful character who influences everything was wasted in the hands of the author's current writing.
TLDR: It's not "good" writing or "realistic" writing for an author to write meaningless shit that ultimately does nothing for the story when that author has already made a promise to their readers to do the opposite. Criticizing this type of writing does not make you any less of a JJK fan and it does not mean that you "don't get it." You are allowed to be critical of a work you love.
Argue with the wall if you disagree.
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ninesartblog · 5 months ago
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Please Read This Series
This is completely unrelated to anything I post and I know I haven't really posted here in a hot minute (I'm gonna try again I promise). But I am two books into this trilogy and the community feels tragically tiny for it on any site I'm on. I want this book series to be incredibly popular it is so beautiful. The few posts I've seen here so far, keep it up please!
Do you like fantasy? Epic fantasy with magic? Do you like queer/LGBTQ+ characters treated naturally within a fantasy world? Do you like awesome stories about gods and wars? Please read this series.
Between Earth and Sky is a series by Rebecca Roanhorse and currently all three books are available to purchase. I will say now I am not indigenous and can't comment on the accuracy of portrayal but I find her use of indigenous north and south American and Polynesian cultural influence in her worldbuilding to be soooooo refreshing in a sea of medieval/renaissance high fantasy. Not there is anything wrong with those, but it is so nice to see someone do something new and the way she describes everything I feel like I'm there, like I'm seeing these people. Rebecca's description, characterization, and overall writing is incredible in my opinion. This was the first book I haven't been able to put down since I was devouring books in high school. I struggle to remember characters in most content I consume but I do not struggle at all with this book. Every name sticks in my head and I can always remember the details of their motivations and goals.
Mild spoilers ahead!!!!!!!
The story follows Serapio and his destiny to become a god reborn, Naranpa trying to fix the corruption of Tova's leaders, however fruitlessly, and a disgraced sailing captain named Xiala, a teek woman who ferries Serapio and falls in love with him. Despite these three being the main characters, the books pull back the curtains on others such as scheming merchant lords and a matron's son trying to do his best for his clan.
There are gods fighting for power and a political power struggle between so many groups it feels dizzying in a good way. Everyone's striving for power over the city in some way or another. There is magic and a balance of elements and it honestly reminds me of the series Avaryan Rising, specifically the first book The Hall of the Mountain King by Judith Tarr in the struggle between light and dark and the push for political power. Except it doesn't have a weird pseudo-incest subplot in the second book and has actually queer characters. (Mirain and Vadin should have gotten together and I fucking stand by this)
Regarding queer/LGBTQ+ characters: Xiala is canonically bisexual, multiple characters have very fluid sexuality and it's mentioned frequently, and there are 'non-binary' characters, specifically Iktan's gender is referred to as bayeki and xe uses xe/xir pronouns. It feels so natural and accepted within the various cultures depicted.
If this interests you, then start with Black Sun. The other two books in the trilogy, Fevered Star and Mirrored Heavens are also available both in print, ebook, and audiobook formats. I admittedly have not begun the third book yet as I just purchased it, but the first two are so good that I have faith Rebecca can round off this trilogy near-perfectly.
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mediocre-noodle · 5 months ago
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recent reblog: tell about q!slime 👀 (i havent watched qsmp but i know crumbs)
HAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHA yippee!! im very bad at character analysis and articulating my words but its ok i got this
1. feelings: ohhhhhhhh my god. he literally has been my favorite character of all time for the past year or so? i cant get him out of my brain 😭 i think hes such an incredibly tragic character that deserved so much better than the shitty hand he was dealt :( i feel ill about this freaking guy.
2. romantic pairings: main romantic ship is definitely him and mariana! at first they were the definition of a toxic, loveless marriage (still pretty much are LMAO) but i think, especially after their conversation in purgatory, they were genuinely really good together. like, them joking around and being really sweet was so, like, augghhhh 😭😭😭 but like. the toxic marriage was so fucking funny to watch 😭 i laughed so hard i started crying during the trial of juanaflippa LMAOO
2.5: another romantic pairing is him and cellbit because. dude. their conversation during the dia de los muertos stream was SOOOOOOOOOOO omg. it lives in my head rent free 😭 i think they would only serve to make each other SO MUCH WORSE and i am here for it (yeah cellbit is married but like. slime had a mega crush on that man theres no denying it, and me personally i think their relationship (romantic or not) is SOOOOOO fascinating, especially during slime’s code arc)
3. non-romantic otp: slime and baghera!!!!!! they are the definition of friendship soulmates to me LMAO. baghera trying so hard to be there for him even when NO ONE ELSE WAS and the infection was getting so bad……. ough……! but also, their funny moments are EVERYTHINGGGG to me. the fish joke and the karaoke and all their silly little conversations… gah…….. AND PURGATORYYYYY!!! i cant articulate thoughts about them beyond OOOOGH🥰🥰🥰❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️😍😍😍 (platonic)
4. unpopular opinion: idk how unpopular this is but like. i wish purgatory never happened 😭 like it was SO MUCH FUN while it lasted, but the overall impact it had, especially on qslime, was DEFINITELY not worth it lmao. like, it completely shoved all of his lore and buildup out of the way in favor of the event, and then????? he wasnt ever told to log back on???????? (context xi: the admins on the qsmp handled a lot of lore for the players, and slime’s lore really started to pick up just before the purgatory event. when the event was over, multiple players were told to not log on for “lore”, but slime and one other guy (pol) were never let back onto the server 😭 like, they straight up forgot about him even though he was SUPPOSED to have made it out of purgatory) i dont really have much more to that. bolas was fun, wasnt worth my cubito never getting anymore lore tho
5. something i wish happened: i wish we got an ending… or closure……… or something………
because!!!!! like!!!!!!! his story was going SO WELL (in a pacing and interest sense, the character was SUFFERING lmao) and it was really coming together!!! the pacing and buildup were AMAZING and it really looked like it was going to reach its peak after purgatory!! but, alas. he was forgotten. and so was his lore. because we NEVER saw codeflippa again. or him. or his code infection. and im never going to be over it.
i really need to go back and rewatch the streams to brush up on my qslime brain but. yeah!! thank you for indulging me :333 (if any of this was confusing or smth lemme know and i can clear it up!!)
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maroonangels · 7 months ago
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hey guys I need to share my unhinged thoughts that yall might hate me for
chook & spider being blood cousins. In the most tragic way
explanation under the cut cause it’s long (promise it’s worth the read)
- so chook is like 2 years older than spider and to me cait has a brother who is chook’s dad and back before cait hated men chook probably got placed to be in charge of spider when they were kids
and they were close but also chook had already started to hang out with the wrong people so that kinda influenced how he interacted with spider
and spider is spider so. he didn’t give a fuck. he was that baby cousin that was soooooo happy to be hanging out with his older cousin and would listen to every word he said and blah blah all the little kid shit (+ spider being an only child so he clings harder)
and for whatever reason cait started to hate her brother, probably starting the men hating train she’s on, and also saw chook was going down the bad path so she went “spencer you’re banned from going over there and speaking to either of them idc if we’re related”
so chook & spider get distant and chook ends up picking cash up shortly afterward, he’s only a year older than spider so like- perfect, stand in cousin if you will- but spider still sneaks over to chook’s occasionally since his dad is never home & cait is lowkey neglectful so she doesn’t notice shit
and cait uses chook as an example for why spiders destined to be a bad person, his blood is chook and chook & his father are- not great. also cait is straight convinced he’s selling drugs like his cousin (maybe he does for a bit who knows)
fast forward to canon (s1) and spider still sneaks over to chooks sometimes bc he knows chook is bad but fuck you that’s his family and spider is nothing if not loyal like a dog - also free drugs
then the shit with harper happens and spider is actually CRUSHED. he cannot. his big cousin (that he still idolizes in a fucked way) is confirmed to be the nightmare scenario that cait has been telling spider he’d turn out like for YEARS now
and that lil comment spider made in ep1 s2 where he says something about harper “at least she didn’t throw dusty in jail” or some shit - he KNOWS harper isn’t lying but fuck is he upset about everything and he’s also a prick that only knows how to cope by lashing out so
- I have a lil fic idea in my head that I can share if anyones interested, idk if I’ll actually write it but it’s there -
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baby-xemnas · 6 months ago
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the weirdness and unconventionality of lawbepo are major charm points to me tbh!💕 i also really love how lawbepo elevates law’s character! it’s not that i didn’t like law before, but to be honest, i feel that a weakness of the character is that he is easily put into the “stoic badass with a tragic past and a secret heart of gold” stereotype. which is cool and fun, and it’s obviously a popular trope for a reason, but every anime/manga has this type of character tbh, and if nothing more is done with them, they can be kinda generic and one note. and it’s especially hard if the character is a side character, so it’s unlikely the creator will spend more time with them. unless it’s like for fanservice or something. so i like these types of characters but i don’t usually love them because of that.
that was how i used to feel about law, i liked him and thought his design was cool but that’s it. but everything is different now- like maybe it sounds insane to say, but considering “what if that bear is not just law’s vice captain, but also his first love from childhood? his babygirl? his ride-or-die wife?” has seriously like opened my third eye when it comes to law tbh lol, and i have you and your incredible art to thank for that! 🙏❤️‍🔥💕💯🔥✨
YOU PRETTY MUCH WENT THRU THE SAME JOURNEY AS MYSELF AND I LOVE THAT
yes so true all that....law by himself is only okay, yes hes sexy so ppl are crazy abt shipping him with whoever the fuck
but i really love when a sexy and intelligent character is WEIRD and its ignored by those around them cuz they are hot.
i like to bring him up cuz it was such a great discovery idk maybe someone will relate - i had that moment with akaashi haikyuu cuz i was like sure whatever, he is cute and bokuaka is FINE but when akaashis obsessive controlling calculative nature was revealed i had a real 💡!!! moment abt it and fell so hard for the character and the ship. like of you are pretty and WEIRD AF abt bokuto. gaslight gatekeepe girlboss. a dumbass' manipulative psycho boyfriend. perfect
and with Law honestly i cant commend japanese artists enough who saw Bepo day ONE and saw the potential of Law being very particular (pervert) about his bear - drawing dozens of comics of Law bleeding from the nose because Bepo is That cute. THEY REALLY HAD HIS NUMBER i meanwhile needed more convincing cuz im too canonfaggy to live off of Just the intro and the hug (all we had at the point where i got into op first) yes the hug was monumental and parially made up for the PH and DR lack of Bepo and having to tolerate the stupidity and insult of "law is gonna join SH/law is a honorary SH" no he wont, is not. die????
anyway yes it took me more fanservice to be like oh So we really ARE putting Law's softness for Bepo as one of the core characteristics? Not just a passing occasional thing like the hug was? Okay. BRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
weird is great weird is enriching and its fucking phenomenal that it's Just bepo. Not just cute things even tho he does love them - Bepo being a whole Person that gets Law's cuteness dokis in a bunch is soooooo sus and charming
idk how other Law fans see it but i dont think Law loving cuteness and fluff like the Onigiri moment - would be enough, its too circumstantial. But Bepo.... Bepo is always there, making Law better by being his spoiled rotten softie baby angel
sorry if my train of thought is all over the place. Thank you so much for the ask you the real one ❤️❤️❤️❤️
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lonestarss · 4 months ago
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wait, I misunderstood the assignment. BOOTHILL AND TIGHNARI FOR THE ASK GAME!
BLORBO SQUARED HOLY SHIT!!!!! sorry if this turns out to be like a novel i'm so normal about these two specifically i promise
my first impression
tighnari: i thought he was so cute and funny but also so goddamn pale. i remember getting really into his dialogue because unlike other genshin characters he actually had a backbone
boothill: it was love at first sight tbh. i was immediately like "COWBOY??? FREAKY COWBOY THAT HATES THE IPC??" because i'm gay and southern, and as we got to know more and more i got So Much Worse.
my impression now
tighnari: FUCKKKKK. he's my second favorite genshin character. i love how kind and caring he is and i love how he chooses to be that kind. i love how much he devotes himself to his work. i love his "do no harm, take no shit" mentality. i even learned to love his fuckass bob in time.
boothill: he got me back into honkai star rail after nearly a year of not interacting with it. i'm obsessed with him. he feels like an oc because of how tailor made he is for me. he's sooooo fucked up and soooooo goddamn tragic and i love how weirdly respectful hoyoverse was with coding him as indigenous. i just. fuck there's so much i love about both of them but i'm already yapping enough so.
favorite thing about that character
tighnari: i love how fucking mean he is at times! like i said his backbone and standing up for others was a big appealing factor for me.
boothill: HE'S SO SILLY........ LIKE DESPITE EVERYTHING HE'S KEPT HIS WHIMSY AND SENSE OF HUMOR.......... also his synesthesia beacon malfunctioning is the funniest shit ever as a southerner who swears like a sailor.
least favorite thing
tighnari: like acheron, it's unfortunately his design. i get what they were trying to do but they just... didn't execute it that well imo.
boothill: his stupid emo bangs and the way that some of his dialogue is written irks me a little bit. it's very "trying to make it Really Clear that he has a southern accent" especially in his character stories, which doesn't even make sense to me because his accent isn't even that thick??
favorite line/scene
tighnari: "don't be afraid to make mistakes. it's all part of the learning process."
boothill: "in this life, you gotta believe in some things and doubt others. believe in folks' good intentions, the value of courage, and all that other hodgepodge. but never believe that these good things will just fall into your lap— you gotta make them happen."
favorite interaction that character has with another
tighnari: i don't think i have to answer this one for him, do i.
boothill: he hasn't interacted with many characters thus far, but i do really love his dynamic with argenti. can't pick out a specific scene right now though.
a character that I wish that character would interact with more
tighnari: DEHYA AND CANDACE..... THEY COULDV'E BEEN SO GOOD AS BESTIES BUT THEY BARELY DID ANYTHING WITH THEM
boothill: if we ever got canon gallahill interactions oh i would've been sooooo insufferable. be grateful it never happened.
another character from another fandom that reminds me of that character
i'm unsure for both of them lmao
a headcanon about that character
tighnari: have i spread the demisexual tighnari agenda enough lately? i don't think so. WOE ACESPEC NARI BE UPON YE
boothill: he has pica and was that kid on the playground that would eat grass and sand. now that he has a cyborg body, he can indulge these whims without harming himself.
a song that reminds of that character
tighnari: pink + white by frank ocean
boothill: baby said by måneskin
an unpopular opinion about that character
tighnari: neither of his english voices are good. please hop on chinese/korean tighnari.
boothill: jokes about boothill being a cowboy/southern became stale and tacky back in may. why do you think him not being perfectly literate is funny? answer quickly.
favorite picture
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2 apples tall nari + boothill being cuntyyyyyyy. honorable mentions go to the tighnari sitting emote and boothill's battle pass pfp
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pyreofsunflowers · 1 year ago
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I dislike soooooo much of the writing in Ultimate and how they handled the characters n the plot but I think the WORST thing in that entire show is the way they wrote Alucard...
He's monstrous, sadistic and ultra-violent - sure, that's not my problem. My PROBLEM is that he's written in this stupid try hard edgelord fashion, which is NEVER interesting EVER.
I want Alucard to be sadist, I want him to be a violent monster who can kill people in horrific ways without remorse. But I also want him to be a character, and a well written one at that.
in MY mind - it's more like he's able to keep his demons in check (especially considering he's a government agent - ? and Integra seems pretty cautious about collateral damage - ?) under a suave, classy demeanor that's still ridiculously imposing and scary but not necessarily insane. When he chooses to go crazy - he goes CRAZY believe me. I'm not one of those people who think the gore in Ultimate is too much or try hard, it's the best part of the show. That being said ~ I also like the idea that he's lost an element of his control - or that it's not as good as it used to be and he (somewhat regularly) slips up and lets his emotions get the best of him. Of course, I imagine that he generally regrets these mistakes - either because it scares Integra/Seras or because he hates himself for loosing control and thinks he should have been stronger. Depending on the context.
oh and should I mention the whole edgelord thing really doesn't work with him being Count Dracula? Who's very much not an edgelord?
I just feel like he could have been such a complex character - especially if they had leaned more into a romantic plotline with him and Seras. How he'd be so afraid of hurting her, but how she so desperately wants to be corrupted by him. WHEREEEEE was them fucking on camera HIRANO - i KNOW you draw porn.
So desperately do I want him to have his monsters just below the surface, I want him to be scared of himself and to hate himself for it. I want him to try and try to keep himself from hurting the one he loves, to try and tell her this isn't what she deserves - that she's too pure and too innocent for this life. And I want Seras to tell him 'no' to become a monster like him and to love him every minute of it. I mean - if this is the character he should have, in my mind it makes the most sense that it's explored through romance. Especially one as tragic as theirs, one that has lasted centuries and has always ended in death.
Like ughhh just imagine how goood it would be when Alucard realizes Seras is just as fucked up as he is and he's able to be himself around her. how much havoc they can wreck together. how nasty he can fuck her <- sorry. But that's defiantly part of it. Like imagine how nervous he must have been to touch her for the first time, how much taking her virginity would weigh on him considering how rough and sadistic he is. Hellsing is like the one show I think that would have benefited from a consensual sex scene between the two leads. IT WOULD have been soooo good and could have given su soooo much introspection into there relationship.... Ugh but I can dream Ig, and it seems people generally really like edgelord-card but personally I cant stand him. where's my complex characters dammit. whatever. this is for a gorefest anime that isn't even supposed to be deep. But i wish it was better, If you even care.
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gaybd1 · 1 year ago
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What Am I Doing With My Life:
Chris watches Twilight New Moon for the first time
Okay “”new moon”” this must be the werewolf one then
These violent delights have violent ends omg don’t ruin a good quote Bella
Girl where are you is this the handmaids tale
Anyway she’s looking good
Suddenly having a delayed reaction to the end of the last movie when Jacob is like “my dad paid me to tell you to break up with Edward” like lmao what was that
Daddy Charlie
Nice to see an evolution to their relationship though
Also thank GOD the terrible blue color grading seems better
Digital cameras lmao remember when
Do her friends just like avoid Edward lol
Anyway the real reason Edward won’t turn her yet is he wanted her to be legal first
Oh no “Jacob” and the pushing her hair behind the ear
Yikessss
Hey aren’t dreamcatchers Ojibwe in origin
Alice and Bella are crushing on each other
Wait what can jasper do does he have any discuss ability or
Not to ONLY be nitpicking but usually Romeo and Juliet is part of the grade 9 curriculum in most us states, not grade 12
Oh my goddddd is that good omens guy, I’d know that nose anywhere
Bella’s gonna hurt edward so bad isn’t she lol
Her wanting to be a vampire is already getting so annoying though
why is she having a midlife crisis about being 18 like come on
Damnnnn they can’t even control themselves if she gets a paper cut like RUN girl
Wait is Edward like… a Christian? Lol tragic and awkward
He’s like “u wouldn’t be sexy to me if u were a vampire”
Nice (not) to see the terrible music streak continues into this film too
That shitty truck is my favorite character in this
Why does Edward keep dressing Like That
Lmaoooooo “I love you forever” “we’re skipping town, see u”
Definitely just dissociated a minute and came back like “WHY am I watching this??”
She fell asleep in the woods and now everyone’s looking for her lmao
Okay one decent song so far across two movies
Why is she so in love with Alice
Why is she so pathetic
Charlie is just Done tm and like same
“It’s just not normal, this behavior” TELL IT CHARLIE
Jessica is so real
BELLA WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING
Keep talking to Alice soooooo gay
So was Jacob NOT a werewolf at the start of the first movie? Is that what these suddenly buff comments are about?
I’ve said it before but lautners voice is SO annoying and it’s just bc it’s my hometown accent lol
Another bad song
“What’s up with you and age?” Seriously
God this weird ass edgy act
Oof three way movie date with child Jacob and awkward ass school guy
Wow this guy must be puking for a long time
Wow Jake chill Jesus
Wtf did he like JUST become a werewolf
Why is it raining for drama and sexiness
What was with all the Romeo and Juliet in the beginning… there was like apparently no thematic reason for there to be that big of a push for it
Anyway yeah Jacob doesn’t believe in shirts anymore clearly
Is this whole franchise just a gay metaphor
What is he trying to get her to remember??
Lol “it’s a huge secret” *guy gets angry and wolfs out in front of bella*
But WHY do they all need to go around shirtless lmaoooo
And why did Jacob have to cut his hair about it
Such a gay metaphor oh my god
One more good song
Oooh a good song fading into a bad song
LISTEN I know they gotta pay rpats but these weird apparitions are so overdone
Yeah this wolf thing also sounds dangerous…. Like you change if you get angry??? RED FLAG!!! REDFLAG REDFLAGREDFLAGREDFLAG
Are any of the other movies gayer than this bc if so I gotta watch them when I was maybe planning not to
Bella’s super dumb
Oh her girlfriends back
Or is this a trick
Oh lolol
Why would she just give up Jacobs secret like that lmaooo
Fuck I gotta keep watching these movies just to see what keeps going on with Bella and Alice
Wtf why would Edward call them and wtf is going on why is he so dramaticcccc
The Romeo and Juliet tie ins are coming back I’ll give credit where it’s due. Wasn’t expecting anything to actually come of it lol
They won’t even let him die lmfao he went all the way to Italy for that??
So suddenly Alice can see everything the fuck??
But can she see why kids love Cinnamon Toast Crunch
EDWARD WHY are you so goddamn dramatic
Definitely would not have expected this aesthetic from a twilight movie. It’s very action thriller
BRUH they are so confused about each other
I liked this move so much better than the first one so far and I now realize that it’s because Bella and Edward were apart for most of it lolllll
Edward put your damn shirt back on
Wow such Vampiric Council vibe
Oh yeah right why CANT Edward read Bella’s thoughts did we ever talk about that
Wow damn van helsing blood????
Damn why does EVERYONE have to be so dramatic
Oh this old song and dance again Bella just BE a human damn
What if Edward and Jacob and Bella all just fell in love together huh what then, problem solved
idk man I’d be so bored if I had to live forever with the same partner lol
wow I can’t believe I’m a nearly 30 year old man who wants to know what happens next
Like is this shit GOOD no but now I Gotta Know
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bonesandthebees · 1 year ago
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[Where Wilbur was expecting to see a triumphant smile written across his face, instead, his mouth was pressed into a thin line.] You know what I really love about this revenge plot? It was always going to happen, it had been building for so long, but after it’s done there’s no release.
[“Look, I- I had to do it,” Jack said, although he didn’t sound all that sure of himself./“No, you didn’t have to,” Wilbur shot back, hands curling into fists at his sides. “But you did, and you did it when he couldn’t even fight back!”]
Jack chose revenge, he chose to get back at Tommy, to push him, to get even. But they didn’t get even. Tommy, while very much in the wrong and still intending to kill Jack, was trying to save him. Tommy was trying to get them out of a trick situation and made a very stupid decision under the panic and pressure.
Jack was fully intending to kill Tommy. He did not have to kill Tommy because they wouldn’t get out of there alive. He did not think he was saving him. He did not kill him to save himself. He didn’t even make it a fair fight. He pushed a choking boy with fucked up lungs into a pool while he was distracted.
And worst of all, you can’t even really call it impulse. Because Niki went to distract Wilbur, and then the room started collapsing. That gave them all a pause, but Jack still went and pushed Tommy after that. It could have shaken him out of it and it didn’t.
And he doesn’t feel good about it because that’s not something you can feel good about. What he did was horrible, but he only realises after he’s gone and done it because then the anger has died down, but there’s no satisfaction because again, it wasn’t a fair fight.
Oh and Niki using Wilbur’s name after that, trying to use it as a bargaining chip. And argument, look you actually told me your name, you trust me, I know you, please just pick me for once, please let me save you. And right after she threw her name rights into the flames too. It’s almost worse than her being complicit in Tommy’s murder. Almost.
Ending this her because I have WORDS about the Goddesses and Tommy death and this is already long enough.
(8/8)
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it was always going to happen! I've had this planned out for so long! chekhov's gun and all my beloved
the difference between this and when tommy tried to kill jack is soooooo aaaaaa. tommy was trying to help jack in a really twisted way. yes he fucked up, yes he reacted horribly afterwards, but it was coming from a place of caring about his friend and not knowing what else to do. this situation is so different. it's pure malice on jack's end. he wants to kill tommy, and he does it in a cruel and completely unfair way.
there's no satisfaction to it. jack is only left feeling hollow once he's realized what he's done
PLEASE JUST PICK ME FOR ONCE god. spruce do you realize how well you nailed niki in this moment just then. she's been trying so hard to be there for wilbur. she's the person he was closest to besides tommy. she cares about wilbur so much and wants him to be safe, but her own anger and need for revenge destroys everything between them in one fell swoop. it's just so tragic in a way.
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