#And making them feel stupid bc it was apparently such a simple thing
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
eissaphir · 1 year ago
Text
Nothing makes me more aggressive than the smug question "That wasn't so bad now, was it?"
If you ever ask me that, I will fucking stomp you into the ground
0 notes
daemonoferror · 2 years ago
Text
A date to Build-a-Bear with your Scarlet Hollow SO
Includes: Stella, Avery, Kaneeka, Oscar, Reese, and Wayne
Note: idk, earlier this year I got sad I couldn't just. Go to build a bear. So I started writing these. Reader is hardly mentioned but I did write it in the spirit of you being there.
Stella
• No clue how you got her there, but hey, you did it.
• Gretchen's going with you by the way, that's a given but I think important to mention.
• Go around Halloween, hopefully someday they'll have the mothman bear we've all dreamed of.
• Stella has so many ideas for what to make, though.
• Get a Halloween themed bear- no wait, a dog- no wait, this one looks really fucking stupid it's perfect- no wait-
• You have to go multiple times so she gets every bear she can think of.
• If she can make one look like Gretchen or a cryptid that'd be perfect
• But she'd also love to make a really screwed up, funny looking bear. Like-
• "Oh yeah, I noticed this one's missing an eye so. I'm getting this one." "This shirt has a typo on it, that's so funny i love it" "do you think they'll let me mismatch the shoes??" "a HOOK HAND ACCESSORY?! Well obviously I need that"
• You would not be able to tell a grown woman made this bear.
• She'll DIY it clothes later, it has it's own little wardrobe of wacky outfits
• She'll buy accessories she thinks Gretchen could wear.
• Lets Gretchen lick the heart before it's put in the bear
• Might get a sound effect heart but worries it'll be too annoying.
• If she got a scentiment it'd probably be the pumpkin one or... pizza? Because that existed, apparently?
• Names it something silly- an old man name like Harlod. Or give it a cryptid name.
• Absolutely fucking loved the date, she's already planning the next trip there.
--
Avery
• They'll think the idea is very cute.
• Make sure to go around spring/saint Patrick's day.
• Wants a flower print or green bear. (The point of going near saint Patrick's day is too ensure there's a shamrock bear to meet these requirements)
• Chooses the lavender scentiment for their bear.
• Will do that thing where you record a message for eachother's bear. They'll do a simple "I love you *kiss noise*" and it makes you swoon. They are SO perfect.
• You make a plant pun for their's, they love it no matter how stupid it is.
• They somehow make doing the heart ritual look cool?
• Finds a plant shirt and the bear's fate is sealed: they're gonna match :o
• The bear will be just as stylish as them (maybe more, I keep imagining Avery giving it a monocle accessory)
• Either names it after a plant- Like Magnolia or Clover- or names it the same way they name their plants (assuming they name their plants bc... who doesn't?)
• Very happy with the date and their bear, will show it off to everyone. Maybe it has a place at the diner- if they can find a spot garunteed to not get maple syrup spilled on it, anyways.
--
Kaneeka
• She probably came up with the idea, but feels a little silly about it at first because it seems so childish.
• Go around Halloween to once again ensure the pick of a spooky lil bear
• She takes it very seriously- this is gonna be the best goddamn bear ever.
• There are 2 wolves fighting inside Kaneeka: The goth and the nerd.
• So she's having a difficult time choosing between whatever collab buildabear is doing at the time (superheroes, sonic, Mario, whatever) or making the coolest goth bear you've ever seen.
• Please just let her get both 🥺
• Thin mints cookie scentiment for one bear, coconut for the other.
• Will do a cute sound effect for her bear. She would suggest recording one for eachother, but she doesn't know what to say.
• She's not mismatching the collab bear, it's getting the accessories that was made for it.
• The goth bear will get the nicest outfit ever, in all blacks and dark colors.
• She'll also DIY it clothes to fit her aesthetic better
• Gives it a very pretty, elegant name, like Celeste or Audrey
• The other bear, she fills it out the exact way she would for the character, which just feels like extra work.
• "Why does Batman need a birth certificate? He's batman." Proceeds to do the right thing and names it Bruce Wayne and changes the birthday to the right birthday.
• Thinks it was the perfect date, and is really happy you went together.
--
Oscar
• You'll be forced to take Rosalina and her friends with you, so not really a date. He'll see it as more of an outing for the kids, but it's kinda fun to participate.
• Gets the classic bear with brown, curly fur.
• Won't get a scent or a sound effect.
• Is a bit embarrassed to do the heart ritual, but turns it around quickly, joking that a teddy bear's heart transplant is no laughing matter.
• Won't want to get accessories because those cost money, but if you insist because you're paying, he'll cave and give it a dapper little suit and glasses. Maybe a top hat. A mini book to read. It'll be so cute.
• Gives it a bear pun or a book reference that no one gets for a name.
• Is very tired at the end of the day from being dragged around the mall by a bunch of tweens, but he gets home and still thinks it was a good day. Probably falls asleep with the bear. Though that will sadly be the only time, he keeps it on a night stand or bookshelf so it won't fall off and roll under the bed. He'd have a heartattack if he lost it.
--
Reese
• He never went to build a bear as a kid so this is gonna be so great for him.
• Picks out a very soft, cute bear
• Maybe like, the patchwork one with the sewed on heart? Idk why, if just seems right.
• He feels a little out of place, he's not used to cute things. He just sorta picks whatever he vibes with, and it comes out pretty cute and simple.
• He holds it very gently, like it could tear or fall apart at any second.
• Might buy a black or white shirt he can paint later, or a sweater so it doesn't get cold 🥺
• Paint brush accessory
• Blueberry scentiment, doesn't need any sound effects (unless there's a construction noises one LMAO)
• Doing the heart ritual heals his inner child
• Understuffs his bear just a little bit so it's softer
• Names it something absolutely BADASS "Nightmare" "Knight of Dreams" something awesome and cool idfk he's the creative one not me
• Has so much fun, might get sentimental about it. You can pry that bear from his cold dead hands.
--
Wayne
• . . . Why?
• A goop monster walks into a kids store. Screaming and crying insues. And then you're alone in the store.
• The employees might even be out of there, they don't get paid even for this.
• He's just happy to be with you, does not give 2 shits about the teddy bear at first. He adores seeing you having fun, is happier that you're not doing something dangerous.
• DO NOT let him touch the damn bear until it has some washable clothes on!! He can POINT at what he wants!! >:(
• Gets a simple bear, either a very old fashion basic one or just gets the same as you.
• Snazzy little jacket to parallel his. He's fine with you picking out the accessories for him though.
• You make him do the heart ritual even with no employees around to force you to
• Which ends up getting pus and blood in the bear. . . Gross!
• Stuff his bear full of scentiments. No, the scent doesn't matter just- just put them all in. Yeah, it's just to rival the smell of rotting flesh.
• Wayne gives it a very specific name, one you get the feeling comes from someone he knew long ago...
• Since the employees left, please just. Leave some money on the counter. It's okay if you don't pay for the 15 scentiments stuffed inside Wayne's bear. Yeah, no, it's really fine, trust me.
• Wayne will cherish this bear forever, and is extremely careful with it, even though it inevitably gets dirty a few days later anyways.
75 notes · View notes
plethomacademia · 10 months ago
Text
I am still writing modern influencer Maeve being healed via a firefighter named Labrys that belongs to @lamortwrites
Jump for it's a blowjob guys, 1074 words, I did not proofread bc IDK what these are yet!
They have their hand on the base of the cock to keep her focused on its head, but even with that, she is greedy. They put their other hand in her hair and pull her back. She looks up at them standing in front of her, her mouth still open. After a moment, she darts out her tongue.
Labrys shakes their head. “You have to relax.”
She moves her tongue to lick her swollen upper lip. “I feel perfectly relaxed.”
“You don’t know the meaning of the word relax.” They grip her hair tighter when she tries to lean forward to take them in her mouth again. “The whole point of this is that you let go.”
She is kneeling naked on the floor, her precious knees padded with every pillow that she could find in her apartment. Her hands are tied behind her back in the simplest way that they could manage. There is a pile of extra rope behind her.
“That’s a lot of rope,” she had said at the time.
“Well,” they had replied, “I was going to try something more interesting, but you won’t sit still.”
They watch now as she tests the knot with a simple flex of her wrists. It holds. Of course it holds.
She smiles. “I thought the point was to fuck me, Labrys.”
They twist their grip in her hair and see her flinch. Her gray eyes sparkle and they wait, but no tears fall. Not yet, anyway.
“I already fuck you,” they say.
They hold her firm in their hand, making sure she has no control over her movement as they bring her back to their cock. Her nostrils flare as she takes in a breath and just for that, they move their hand higher up to give her even less.
“And if you would relax, I can fuck you this way.”
She presses her tongue against the base of them and they shakes his head. “If I have to tell you one more time, I am going to leave you like this.”
She hums but it feels reflexive, a reaction to his words. Her tongue slackens and so they begin to move her head on themselves. It is shallow at first, making sure she doesn’t decide to tap out from being used like this, but when they see her squeeze her thighs together, they move their hand just a little lower, move her head just a little further. Eventually, they are putting enough of their cock in her mouth that they stop moving her and begin to gently thrust, giving her enough time to give the signal with her leg.
They watch her nostrils as she breathes through her nose, as her pink nipples pebble and strain. Most importantly, they feel as her neck begins to lose tension, as her shoulders ease. Her back remains straight, but her spine is not rigid. They let go of her hair, then run their fingernails along her scalp.
“Just like that,” they say. They let go of their length now that she seems less inclined to choke herself.
After all, they are the ones that will do the choking this evening.
“See,” they continue, moving their other hand to her hair. They take up the mass of it again, ready to use it to hold her back if she does something stupid. “You can manage to listen to instructions when you want to.”
They feel her mouth tense on them and her tongue shift, so they withdraw at the same time that they pull her head back. She pulls in a deep breath through her mouth. Apparently her nose breathing had not been enough to keep up and they let her take in a few more, enjoying the sight of her freckled chest heaving just a little. A preview of things to come, if she just keeps listening.
“Did you want to say something?” they say after a while.
She laughs briefly, a few staccato notes to break up the silence. Then she smiles again. Her mascara is just starting to pool along the corners of her eyes from her unshed tears. “I wanted to say that if you call me a good girl, then I will bite your dick off.”
They force her to tilt her head back, then bend down until they are right in front of her face. “I will remember that Maeve,” they say. They ghost their lips over hers and chuckle when she tries to kiss them. “If you ever manage to actually be one.” They kiss her, keeping their grip in her hair so that they control the pressure of it. Every time she tries to lean forward, they pull her back until she finally relaxes again. Only then do they pierce her mouth with their tongue.
When they stand, she is breathing heavily again and they are beginning to cool from the lack of her mouth. “Can you relax more?” they ask as they being to bring her back onto them. “I’m not going to give you more than you can handle.”
She opens her mouth to take them and just before they breach her lips, she says, “Fuck my throat, Labrys.”
They do not, not at first at least. They make her earn back every inch that she had before. Only when they are sure that she has dropped the tension in her body do they first try to push against the resistance in the back of her mouth. They feel her suppress a gag, but she does not give them the signal to stop so they press forward. They hold her like that, watch as a tear finally overflows one of her eyelids and a small track of black goes down the top of her cheek. They see her squeeze her thighs together again and they pull her back hard, giving her hair that sharp tension that they already know she loves.
“Are you sitting in a puddle yet?” they ask as she catches her breath again.
She tries to smiles despite her need to fill her lungs with air. Finally, she manages to make it stick. “I can feel it running down my ankles, Labrys,” she says.
They smile back at her. “Ok then. One more time and we’ll see if you’ve earned me doing anything about that.”
She nods, then begins to lean forward. They have to wait for her to remember herself, to sit up still and relaxed, and then they start the process anew.
15 notes · View notes
totaleclipse573 · 1 year ago
Note
I feel like I don't know Evelyn very well. Could you tell me a bit about her? (Also, do you have art of her?)
Oh sure! I love talking about my oc's :D
Here's some art of her to start (I need to draw her more)
Tumblr media
That one's a bit old, but it has all the colors and basics and stuff
Tumblr media
And heres a newer sketch of her that I drew just to compare her height to all my other oc's (she's the tallest one) I forgot the markings around her eyes in this one but WE CAN JUST IGNORE THAT
First, simple info :
Species : Silver fox
Age : 18
Ability : Gravity Manipulation (with the usage of her gem. Because if Sega will keep not using the variety of magical gems they have besides the Chaos Emeralds I WILL, AND ILL MAKE MORE TOO)
So in terms of alliance, she's on the villains side. In the past, she was a normal Mobian with a love for exploration. At some point she fell into a cave and lost all her memories but her name, the first thing she found down there as an amnesiac being that gem she has on her hand (gotta keep up with the “evil characters that can use magical gems” squad) She has no idea what it’s called, (Totally not bc I had no ideas yet.) All she knows is that it has the strange power to manipulate gravity around her (Think kind of the void wispon from Sonic Forces.)
Shortly after that, she ran into Eggman, who took an interest in her apparent lack of understanding who she is or how she got here, and the gem she has. He could always use another lackey. Due to now thinking she was part of the Eggman Empire before losing her memories, she "rejoins." There, she also meets and rivals with a very annoying platypus fanboy. Despite how similar they are to everyone else, they HATE ONE ANOTHER.
Nowadays, she's left the Empire as well, and hangs around and allies with Doleon and, MUCH TO HER DISAPOINTMENT, STARLINE. AGAIN. She calls the three of them "Team Gem" (mostly because it gets them angry, what a stupid name.) She's like the annoying little sister of the group 😅
As for her personality, I used the symbolism of the fox itself. She’s cunning, intelligent, a quick thinker and a bit of a trickster/mischief maker. She also has a bit of an anger issue, getting frustrated easily when nobody is listening to her or doing things as she planned them. She considers herself the leader of everything she does, and has high expectations for herself. She's also a BIG sass talker. Some extra things about her :
Sometimes she gets the slightest idea that maybe she WASN'T part of the Eggman Empire before her amnesia. Some things don't add up, but that doesn't mean its ALL wrong...right?
I imagine she drinks A LOT of coffee.
She can be both thoughtful and reckless with her powers. Depends on the situation.
She has a whole routine for her hair so don't you DARE mess it up
11 notes · View notes
bionic-penis · 7 months ago
Text
making t4t relationships w my partner so fun bc the range they have is so hilarious. like here r some of my faves. w pics bc they're my pookies
names in colour are my partners characters, find them @twistedtriscuitz OR @twistedtriscuitzart
montavaggio (montreal/caravaggio)- researcher x monster type deal and they get married like. a day after montreal breaks out of the facility and takes caravaggio with them. they're so wholesome. they're so silly and hot. one time montreal brought a slaughtered deer carcass into their house BECAUSE caravaggio thought it would be hot to see them in action EXCEPT he can't because if he does he'll see his worst fear but it's ok bc montreal thinks it's hot
Tumblr media Tumblr media
mnm (metric/muridae)- researcher x assistant with the added theme of cat x mouse. i hate them, if i had to work w these bitches i'd kill them. i love them. not fucking metric taking muridae on as an assistant just so they never get a promotion which sounds bad but is symbiotic in actuality because muridae can't stand the thought of advancing within the initiative and so they both stagnate together in the impossible position of managing arkshore's loose anomalies. and they love each other but they don't want to ruin what they have because jesus christ they always ruin everything. but also they want each other sooooo bad they want to fuck each other so bad it makes them look stupid as hell and everyone knows. oh yeah it's just dinner at a taco truck definitely not a date do you think i'm dumb
Tumblr media Tumblr media
peniscule (marlowe/metric/muridae/ward/silitha/someone else probably) - literally just look at it. funny as hell. no comment. they're all whores. theres a living doll, a bitch w light sensitivity, a sillay guy who hates their job and leaks info on ananke twitter, a bitch w daddy issues, and a spider thing who likes taking ppls blood and fingernails. like only one of them uses something other than they/them. no pic for this bc i haven't gotten around to it.......... yet..................
emirapel (emil/errapel) - tavernkeep x adventurer type beat except the tavernkeep hates adventurers except not really he just hates his sisters husband or whatever. mutual pining that can't be realised bc the world is ending but they want each other to live so badly and to be safe and it hurts them to know that can never be so. emil wanting someone to stay, someone to just come back and errapel doing just that. errapel throwing his life away needlessly until emil pulls away and he realises he has something he wants to live for. something to finally come back to.
Tumblr media Tumblr media
brynasha (brynn/sasha) - what do you even call this. hero x villain? it is NOT that simple they've got a 5d chess of shit going on. they're so sillay so goofy. they're the only ones who understand each other. like they are too good. brynn forces sasha to reconsider his choices and way of life while sasha forces brynn to take it easy and to think about themself every once in awhile. they both want each other not because of what they have to offer (brynn as weaving bell, sasha as a provider) but because of who they are. but also sasha is a FREAK and so is brynn but they're closeted so they're always bickering and sasha is always whimpering bc brynn won't let him kiss them until he washes off all that blood.
Tumblr media
food chain (duo/roe/warren) - erm! freak alert! tossing them all in together bc roe/duo and roe/warren are both so good. freaks. all of them. they should die by each others hands and maybe that will happen who knows. i don't. roe's obsession with death as a form of dominance and freedom (imo) slots so well w duo's need to be consumed by an herbivore and warren's need to kill and consume others as a form of control. duo scares roe just enough while warren makes them feel safe. they were all made for each other i hope they never involve anyone else in their issues (they will, everyone say bye kieran) also no pics for this one bc apparently i haven't drawn them all together! whadda hell!!
roerabbit (roe/jackrabbit) - my beautiful crack ship. they are so silly. the jackrabbit wants roe so bad and is so happy to be with this bitch and roe is standing there thinking about his limp, disemboweled body. what an asshole. it's okay tho bc roe helps the jackrabbit win claw games and they go on fancy dates and neither of them get into illegal activities bc they just don't. so sillay. no the jackrabbit isn't me what are you talking about. the fact i have art for this n not food chain........ interesting.................
Tumblr media Tumblr media
n i can't remember if cold case (amelia/john) is canonically t4t but they are to ME. they're not even canonically a couple but idc neither is roerabbit i need them together NOW.
Tumblr media
4 notes · View notes
uselessgay10101 · 3 months ago
Text
Just A Simple Question
Summary | Riley Brooks admits her true feelings to Drake over some Drinks
Warnings | discussions of feelings, unrequited love, gay for those who care??
W/C | 1145
Pairing | Hana Lee x Riley Brooks, Drake Walkex x Riley Brooks (Unrequited), Liam Rys x Riley Brooks (mentioned, unrequired)
A/N | This is my first writing so be nice?? A decent human being. This is my interpretation of how the events happen bc i have to imagine a whole ass diffrent book , ok? Nothing more than a headcanon of a story I like, OK?
AO3 Link | idk man I gotta wait apparently lmafo
Disclaimer | * none of the characters are mine … obviously. The characters were all created by Pixelberry Studios in their book “The Royal Romance” on the app called “Choices: Stories You Play” … idk go see it there ig *
Tumblr media
Johnnie Walker Blue Label. Rittenhouse Rye. Woodford Reserve Kentucky Straight Bourbon Whiskey. Bowmore 15. Alll of the “Real drinks” by Drake Walker’s definition. 4 bottles into the castle's personal collection they sat on an open field.
Riley, with that stupid overconfidence of hers, challenged drink master Drake Walker to a friendly drinking competition. Of course, she got ahead of herself like she always does and definitely drank more than she could handle.
Riley Brooks was now knocked out cold, leaning against Drake's shoulder as he tiredly sipped his drink. At least that's what he thought. He jumped slightly as he heard her voice, slurred by her drunken and sleepy state.
“Do you like someone?” Her voice almost whispered on his shoulder.
“I—” Of course he did. How could he not? Riley, whom he wanted to hate more than anything, somehow managed to claw her way into his heart. The way she defended him from anyone who dared say he didn't belong. The way her smile always seemed to light up his heart. The way her eyes looked when she got passionate about something. The way—
“I do.” Her whispered response to her own question interrupted his thoughts. “... They are amazing, y’know? They are talented, kind, so beautiful, caring. How could I not like them? How ethereal they look when the sun hits them just right. How the mere thought of them makes me smile.” Her words were as clear as the bright moon in front of them. As if she weren't drunk and what she was saying was the most true and clear thing to her.
Drake hummed in that manly way men do. On the outside, he seemed completely unbothered as his friend laid out her feelings for him to hear. And yet, with each word of adoration that came out of her mouth, the more he despised himself for hating his friend's true feelings. Why couldn't it have been him instead of—
“She reminds me of Princess Draupadi.”
She? It clicked immediately. Hana. How could it not? Of course… of course. How could he have been so blind? Here he had a full romantic relationship unfold before his very eyes and he didn't see. Every accidental touch that always seemed to happen too often. Every glance they shared every time they thought no one was looking. Every greeting that never lacked bright eyes, a toothy grin nor a hug that looked like they could die happy if it were their last day on earth.
With every revelation he found, he felt both heartbroken that these words weren't for him and foolish for thinking Riley could never love him back. And yet, he couldn't bring himself to hate either of them. Truth be told, he saw Hana as his little sister, and Riley was… Riley is everything. He—
He was interrupted again by a watery, weak laugh as Riley wiped her eyes. “Forget I said anything. It's stupid anyways. I mean— I AM here for Liam, right? So it doesn't matter—”
“No.” He immediately pushed away his feelings to realign his focus on protecting Riley’s and Hana’s. That’s what “real” men do, right? Protect the women in his life he adores?
“No. No, they do matter.” Drake took Riley’s hand into his, giving it a supportive squeeze. “Truth be told, Brooks? Liam wants you to be happy. Whether that's with him or someone else. He isn't the type to hold grudges. Especially not with you...”
Riley looked at him with an expression of pure confusion. “You… you're not mad?”
“Mad? Why would I be mad?”
Riley looked down in shame. “Because I'm lying. Both to myself and to your best friend. I'm lying to everyone. I'm just dragging everyone down with me..” She hugged her knees close as tears fell.
Drake let out a long sigh. “... I'm no one to judge, Brooks. Are you human?” She was… confused but nodded.
"Then chances are the reasons you fell for her were out of your control. You didn't fall because you could, but because you did.”
Riley looked up at him in fascination. “...I”
Drake looked down at her with eyes brimming with emotion. With the eyes of a man who was willing to forget his own desires just to see the woman he loves happy.
“Why did you wait so long to say something?”
Riley’s eyes widened before she looked down in shame again. “I thought… I could go through with this. At first, I wanted to win Liam. I really did. Then I met Hana. And she just… changed everything.” She laughed joylessly as she leaned back on her hands, looking at the endless sky.
“Meeting Hana was like… seeing the true beauty of the galaxy after only seeing the stars and moon. I thought it was simple fascination at first, but I quickly realized she was as, if not more, beautiful inside as she was outside. I tried to stop myself. I promise I did but I—... I think I just fell for her harder.”
At those words, she covered her red face as she fell back on the cool ground, kicking her feet in the air while she screamed. Drake only looked down at her with a reminiscent smile.
He remembered how he felt when he admitted to himself that he was madly in love with the New York girl who was beautiful as she was quick-witted. It wasn't all too different from his current sight… minus the kicking feet, of course.
“So… what are you going to do? The Coronation Ball is next week.”
Riley let her arms fall on the grass as she looked up at the sky. Her eyes scanned the beautiful star-filled sky as if a Celestial God would appear and offer her a clear answer for her problems. However unfortunate for her, this was real life, so, after several seconds, she responded.
“I... I don't know. Maybe… maybe I can tell Maxwell? Tell him that … I may be falling for someone and … maybe he'll understand.”
“Tomorrow we'll be riding a lot… maybe try to mention it then?”
Riley nodded almost absentmindedly before letting out a loud groaned cry of both frustration and anger as she roughly wiped her still wet eyes. “When did this get so fucking complicated?! I just came here for the possibility of earning me a hot prince! I didn’t ask for all of this shit!”
Drake let out a loud, chest-filled laugh at the unexpected prophecy of the New Yorker. “I get you, Brooks.”
After staying quiet for a moment, he clapped his hand on Riley’s knee comfortingly. “It's alright, Brooks. It will all work out in the end… the story isn't over and all that, right?”
Riley laughed but nodded as Drake soon laid back on the cool ground, just as Riley was doing.
That's how they spent the night—stargazing and naming random constellations in the night sky.
2 notes · View notes
itsjaywalkers · 1 year ago
Note
gimme academic rivals and the feeling good one pls!!!!!
hiiii fra <333 i've talked about academic rivals here and posted a snippy here so . i'm gonna focus on feeling good instead
i think i've only mentioned this fic once??? bc at first it was supposed to be a silly brief one shot but when i started outlining it turned into a longer fic?? and since i wasn't planning on writing it any time soon it became my lil secret and i didn't want to bring it up in case it worsened the brainrot
unfortunately . i've been having thoughts about it . which means it's gone up on the list and i'm definitely starting it this year
but basically it's this idea of james being in really bad terms with his parents, he barely keeps contact with them, bc he's been running around with the wrong kind of ppl and doing not so very legal things to . earn money and basically survive . but now he's pissed off some very dangerous ppl and he owes a lot of money and usually he wouldn't worry too much bc he's pretty chill and careless in this one, and also a Prick, but his parents are at risk if he doesn't pay these guys back and . despite all the resentment and the fights he still cares about them y'know
he's searching for the quickest easiest ways to get as much money as possible when his good friend peter suggests seducing some foolish billionaire and rob them blind!! bc apparently he's done it a couple of times before, and it's simple and kinda fun !!! and james agrees immediately bc this sounds right up his alley and since he's soooo sexy and sooooo charming who could ever resist him right (picture me rolling my eyes so hard)
he begins to search for his victim right after, and he's about to choose randomly when he comes across a pic of the black family on the news, the article talking about this massive charity ball they're organising
at first he considers sirius, but discards him fast, bc he's the oldest, which means he's inheriting the business and he doesn't want to call unnecessary attention to himself. and then decides reg is the safest option <3
peter gives him this stupid list of rules to follow to make sure he doesn't fuck up but . i'm sure u can already guess james ends up breaking each and every one of them
8 notes · View notes
jeonqkooks · 1 year ago
Note
I seriously don't get it. Like, you can be a fan of an actor or a director and it doesn't mean you automatically love every single movie they've ever been in or made. You can talk normally with other fans about what you loved and what you didn't. And *gasp* you might have different opinions because taste is subjective! And just because it's not your type of movie doesn't mean you won't give it a chance or not be excited about the next one.
Why is the attitude towards BTS so different? Hell, sometimes they don't even love the work they put out or change their minds on it as their tastes evolve. You can support and love JK and wish for his happiness and success without vibing with every single thing he does. And it's ok to talk to each other about it without it being classified as a personal attack on the artist. The whole point of art is to provoke thought and discussion!
Tumblr media
i think the reason why the attitude is different toward bts is bc kpop fandoms (and maybe this fandom especially) are toxic as hell 😭 the kpop fandom culture sucks and i think we can all agree on this. literally anything less than absolute worship is considered “hate” and (as you said) “a personal attack on the artist”, which i think is stupid as hell because ??? make it make sense. 😑
yeah i don’t know why it’s such a “controversial” thing to have an opinion that’s different than the majority of the fandom, an opinion that doesn’t include always screaming about how much you love bts and the thing they’re doing. i say bts but honestly i only ever see this kind of stuff happening with jk. 95% of the discourse i come across is jk discourse.
i am literally a jk stan. we all know that. if i love a thing he does, i’ll proudly say it. i can yell about how much i love Stay Alive all day long. you guys KNOW how much this blog used to revolve around jk. clearly i am not “out to get him” and i am not lurking in the shadows with my little rat hands waiting for him to release new content just so i can dunk on him. 😑
as a fan and a literal consumer of his music, i am allowed to have certain expectations. he doesn’t seem to be going down the direction that i would’ve liked, and that’s perfectly fine. you do you, boo 😗 if it’s not my taste, then it’s not my taste. but i’m still allowed to have my opinions on this and i’m still allowed to express them.
expressing my disappointment does not mean that i hate him or i don’t support him anymore. it’s as simple as that, but apparently even that is still a very hard pill for a lot of people to swallow. “but they see everything!” okay lol i can guarantee you (not you anon, just people in general) that bts are not creeping on my tumblr blog and taking notes of every single thing that i’m saying about them. even if they are, i can still guarantee you that they do not care lol. me not listening to a song/album literally will not affect their streams at all. it will not affect their revenue in any way. jk is still a multi millionaire whether or not i listen to or buy jjk1. he does not give a shit about me because he does not know i exist lol.
with that said, a big reason why i am PISSED is because of the fans. jk doesn’t care about me, do you think he’s crying in his room because i said i didn’t like a song? do you think that he - a 26-year-old grown ass adult and global superstar with 10 years of experience under his belt - cannot handle criticism? do you think he’s a baby in an adult man’s body or something that you feel like you personally have to defend him against any and all criticism? that you have a duty to make sure that he doesn’t hear anything less than positive that people have to say about him?
if your answer is yes, then, well, idk what else to say to you lol.
but if your answer is no, and you still come after people for having different opinions, then lol sorry i think you’re weird 🤷‍♀️ why can i only speak my mind when it’s something along the lines of “OH MY GOD I LOVE IT SO MUCH. ALBUM OF THE CENTURY”? when i say something as simple as “i’m a little disappointed by this. this isn’t something i really vibe with,” i’m considered a hater, an anti, and told to shut the fuck up? why can i only say what i really think when it aligns with what the majority of the fandom is thinking?
i am not attacking jk by not being into his music. i am not attacking jk stans by having a different opinion than they do. i am literally just being honest about what i think, my opinions which only affect me. what is so hard to understand about that lol
another point that i would like to touch on is when people say things like “but why can’t you let people enjoy it?” erhm. i’m not going into people’s inboxes and screaming in people’s faces “I DON’T LIKE IT, SO WHY DO YOU? YOU SHOULDN’T LIKE IT EITHER!” 😑 if my not liking the music ruins your fun, if it genuinely hurts and upsets you, then maybe you should take a step back from all of this and reevaluate. if you are hurt by an online stranger having a different opinion than you about something as simple as MUSIC (which is subjective to everyone’s personal taste) made by someone you will never know, then i don’t think the internet is for you, honestly.
9 notes · View notes
foxgod · 1 year ago
Text
i really do hate old people though like i know old people are supposed to be wise yada yada but no really they are stupid as shit and blame everything on something else other than themselves. people that like old people are lying for some dumb reason or havent worked a job where ur required to be around them. i get that u like ur grandma but You Do Not Know Old People enough to make that jurisdiction... survive the retail mines for a bit and see how u feel.
but back to boomers themselves they are also just flat out stupid. like im surprised we even have the technology or knowledge we do today bc paint chip munchers have this complex about apparently knowing everything but dont know shit and need their hand held bc phone is hard :( they constantly believe fake shit, are always looking to be upset so they can feel in control, dont understand simple shit after being taught dozens of times but dare to talk down to younger gens bc they werent taught how to write the alphabet with curvy letters for a checkbook theyll never use
and so many other things upset me too like their boring humor "what did the cat say to the dog" and i hate how they behave socially in general. they are like a hivemind and all act the same way and are so emboldened by their behavior even tho they are 1 leg sweep away from death
2 notes · View notes
aromanticle · 2 years ago
Text
this is gonna sound really stupid but nothing makes me feel better than wearing a collar and acting like a dog/pet and i'm gonna try to explain why
i was having like a mild panic attack for no apparent reason just half an hour ago and the first thing i did was pour my food onto a bowl and put my collar on so i'd go into dog mode, then i laid down and cuddled trotsky for a few minutes while slowing down my breathing enough so i could activate the proper dogbrain and focus on getting as comfy as humanly possible to finish my shitty little dinner with no hands. by the time i got to start eating i was so much calmer i even got sleepy
i got my first item that resembled a collar about a year ago, it was a simple choker with an o-ring and i got it at the fair. when i got home i took out the bell from a cat collar (that doesn't fit me cause i'm a lot bigger than a cat) and put it on the back of my choker so it would feel more like something an animal would wear rather than just an accessory
months later in december or january idk i bought two actual dog collars from a pet store online and since then i've been wearing my collars almost every night
i like to sleep with one of them on and whenever i feel uncomfortable i put one on really tight and sit on the floor with my chin on the bed and it makes everything better p much instantly
it may be the way it gently presses down on the two neck arteries so after a couple hours i get really dizzy or the way it makes it just a bit more difficult to breathe or just the cosy vibes it brings tbh
later on i started eating popcorn from a bowl with my mouth like a dog, i'd just put the bowl on a folded blankie and get on all fours and eat food with my face inside the bowl and it looks ridiculous but it makes me feel so much more comfy when i'm overwhelmed and stressed out
sometimes at night i tie yarn to my bedpost and attach it to my collar (i don't have a proper leash or chains cause i think i wouldn't be able to explain it if someone found it) and i sleep while tied to my bed all curled up without a blankie over me cause it feels better when i'm just there
i feel like someday i'd like to be able to sleep in a cage but it's obviously not gonna be in my own house cause uh. that'd be impossible to hide i'd need a very big cage to get comfy. but if i move out someday and go live by myself i'd like to have a cage for me to sleep in or just go inside during the day
all of this has its downsides of course like sometimes when i'm out or when i'm with someone i get a bit overwhelmed and my brain immediately goes into dog mode without my permission and i have this urge to get comfy in bed or lie on the floor a bit and put on my collar and sometimes when i'm in dog mode i want to chew on things and end up biting my fingers because i haven't yet made a plan to hide the dog toys i want to get in a place where no one would find it bcs they tend to be quite colorful and not very small and like out of all the things i'd need to hide from people in my house the dog toys are definitely the most embarrassing like i don't think i'd be able to explain it even to my sister who sorta understands me
honestly all i want when/if i move out in the near future (other than a kitchen i could organize the way i want and fairy lights in every room) is a big dog cage with pillows, a carpet, a box of dog toys, a food bowl and a place for me to keep all my collars leashes and chains . that is literally The Dream
3 notes · View notes
diary-of-an-addict · 12 days ago
Text
Mental Limbo
Some days its as if my mind floats endlessly through countless abius, just wandering hoping to find some glimmer of hope that one day my soul will at last feel at peace.
Some days hell even some weeks and months are better then others, but it all alludes back to nothingness.
Its funny to me that I find myself once again back in this mindset of apparent nothingness and an inability to truly feel okay. I always think back to that night sitting on the cold cement bench looking out of the grass of the greenbelt on the far side of the neighborhood and the words of that poem just flow through my head like a haunting of who was, who will never be again, and whose to remain.
I think a piece of me was lost that night leaving the shell of a person you see today. It’s funny because I’ve felt this other times in life too. like the person I am is completely different then who I was. I don’t mean this is the spiritual growth way either, although there have been some cases where I felt it was almost an upgrade.
It’s like my entire body and soul are weighed down and it literally takes everything out of me just to complete simple tasks.
I can’t talk to anyone about it because I’ve always been the strong one and admitting weakness is embarrassing. I think that’s why I always identified with being a drug addict bc at least then you only have to admit shits not okay when you’ve gone too far and burnt your life to the ground until then you just numb it all and act like nothing exists.
I wish I knew what was actually wrong with me. Maybe I never will, or maybe I just have to admit that I am what’s wrong with me and finally end things.
I think about this often actually. what would it be like if I left this place. Would I feel happy, would I feel sadness, or longing, or would it be the same endless nothing I’ve been trapped here with. Would my daughter remember or would I slowly fade to an after thought only brought up on death anniversary’s and holidays. I’m sure my husband wouldn’t miss a beat just keep moving forward he doesn’t seem to need me now as it is. My work would probably have me replaced before the casket was even in the ground, and forget my so called friends who can’t even be bothered to reply yes or no to an invite from my husband trying to throw me a birthday party.
I hate living I hate everything about this life. Nothing makes sense, I’m stupid, and socially awkward. when I ask questions because I have this genuine to understand how things work I’m met with contempt and aggression as if I was accusing them of something. People in my life always tell me I need to set boundaries, stick up and speak up for myself blah blah blah hats all fine and dandy until those same people are who I have to use it with and I’m then met with the same treatment I get from others that make me feel like my personal opinions and boundaries don’t matter.
So which is it. Do I deserve respect and to be heard or should I sit down shut up and just do as I’m told and who gives a shit on how I feel about the situation.
I just don’t know anymore.
0 notes
imraespace · 3 months ago
Note
HIHIGIIGJijihihigiihihih dailt chekcin becofe i start my work
today was actually kinda okay ish i finally participated in my chem class and actually said something that wasnt as stupid than what i usuallt say AND THE TEACHER DIDNF SAY I WAS WRONG SO YAYAY
in my cooking class i was looking at… BOOKING FLIGHTS, HOTELS, RENTAL CARS AND RESERVATIONS FOR RESTAURANTS?? HELLO WHY IS THIS PROJECY REAL IM ABOJT TO WORK ON IT BUT I WANAN DELAY IT EVEN FURTHER CUZ IM A LITTLE UPSET RN
ididnt get jnto the graphic designer position and im like forcing myself to be upset over it or else im gonna be sad over it later and i feel like thats worse bc then at that point its gonna be irrelevant so BUT IM ALSO LIKE WHO?? CARES?????? ITS NOT THAT DEEP AND EVEN IF I DID GET IN ID BE PISSED OFF THAT IM MAKING A POSTER AND NOT STUDYING FOR A TEST OR SOEMTHING HELP and the club is actually irrelevant as hell so it doesnt even really matter
plus anyways theres another thing i signed up for so ill wait for that one instead mueheuheheh but i dont think im getting in that either but at least i applied idk …….
UMUMUM theres nothing else that happened today OH I FINISHED MY NAGI EDIT ITS BEEN FINISHED ACTUALLY HELP IDK WHEN TO POST IT EXCEPT ON SATURDAY WHEN IK IT PROBABLT WONT FLOP AS HARD 💔💔 BUTITS OKAY 😈😈 i need to think of another edit idea or finish that sae edit its been .. pending for like two months now i swear.
i have a test on friday and then another test next week tuesday for history I WANAN DROP OUT OF THE CLASS SO BAD WHY DID I CHOOSE TO TAKE HISTORY AND IM IN THE ADVANCED CLASSES TOO 💔 chem isnt that bad but im scared for the unit test but her tests dont seem as hard HELPME I FEEL LIKE IT SHOULD BE HARDER CUZ ITS CHEM BUT THEN AGAIN ITS ALSO LIKE IM HAPPY IT ISNT AS HARD ITS JUST I STILL DONT GET THESE TWO CONCEPTS AND I REALLT NEED TO LOCK IN FOR MY SUBJECTS
how do i even study for history cuz other than stuff like all i know is inflation, the fiat money system, and how my history teacher hates the united states and they can all suck his bald head bc they all suck and “EW AMERICANS!!!” apparently AND I SEE HIM FOR TWO PERIODS TOO HELP 💔 HE LEGIT ENCOURAGEd US TO DROP OUT OF HIGHSCHOOL AND IM LIKE HELLO ARENT U SUPPOSED TO MAKE US CONTINUE SCHOOL URE LITERALLT A TEACHER BUT OKAY.
im lowk tweaking because i reallt dont know how to study for history and my test on friday i feel so unprepared but to be fair I LEGIT HAVENT STARTED STUDYING YET AND I DONT PLAN TO UNTIL TOMORROW .. and i feel like i should start studying for my history test and im like erm maybe tmr ..! SO TECHNICALLY IF I STICK TO THE SCHEDULE I MADE FOR MYSELF IN MY HEAD WHCIH IS FINISH ALL MY ASSIGNMENTS TODAY (impossible) IT GIVES ME ALL THE TIME IN THE WORLD TO STUDY FOR MY TWO TESTS WHICH LEAVES TIME FOR ME TO STUDY FOR MY CHEM TEST IN LIKE ESTIMATED 2-3 WEEKS BUT THEN I KNOW I CANR STICK TO SCHEDULE 💔 if i finish my cooking assignment today somehow then ill be able to do this and i sleep at like 11 pm today bc momi got mad i slept at 12 yesterday HELP. IMSORYR MOM I FELT GROSS I HAD TO SHOWER AT 11 OR ELSE I WOUDLNT BE ABLE TO FALL ASLEEP
i usuallt shower once i get home from school but yesterday my dinner meal thign project was due so i wa slike ok i have to prioritize this over my own stinky AND I DID FINISH IT MUEHAUYAIEGAPBX NOW I HAVE TO DO IT AGAIN BUT FINISH IT IN LIKE 4 HoursHELP HOW LONG SHOULD THIS EVEN TAKE HE SAID ITS REALLT SIMPLE AND COPY PASTE BUT IM ALSO REALLY SLOW WITH ASSIGNMENTS IN GENERAL .. ☹️i get distracted too easily HELP.
i dotn even have a lock in playlist like i do my liked songs on shuffle and skip wvery songim not innthe mood to listen to i actuallt need to invest in playlists or else i cant do this shuffle liked method anymore ……
illcome baxk if i finish my project early ….. ILL ACTUALLY LOCK IN TODAY TRUST BUT DAILT UQRSTION TIME
would you rather be a gojo plushie or a smiski figure im just starign at them and theyre like right next to each other HELP I HAVE TWO FIGURES FROM THE CHEER SERIES??? IDK EXACTLY BUT THEYRE CUTE I WAS GONNA COLLECT MORE BUT 15 DOLLARS PER SMISKI MYSTERY BOX IS KINDA A SCAM FOR ME 💔
- 🐙
HAII today was okayish for me as well my typing class was kinda fun the teacher wasn't scary today!
YIPPEE!! GOOD JOBB
HELP WHAT ALL OF THAT INN COOKING CLASS??
LMAO i hope you get upset or something.. that sounds mean HELOME IDK IF I SHOULD COMFORT OR NOT
LMAO making posters sounds fun tho.. yet I make legal documents in class🙄🙄
DANG GIRL DO YIU HAVE A LIST YOU CHECK OFF WHEN SIGNING TO CLUBS?
OMG NAGII I'm gonna work on my drafts maybe on friday.. and rin smau.. I got a random rin spark of inspiration when reading these romance mangas..
OH WAIT THAT REMINDED ME THAT I NEEDED TO GIVE YOU AN EDIT IDEA ILK THINK OF ONE
ew I hate history ALSO YOU CAN DROP OUT OF A CLASS? I mean i heard of it but idk.. I'm too caribbean for this HELP
when I used to do chem I was so confused but I somehow passed history on the other hand idk what i did or if I passed or not THATS HOW UNINTERESTED I WAS IN HISTORY BC THEY DONT TEACH US STUFF THAT APPARENTLY EVERYONE SUPPOSED TO KNOW IT WAS LIKE LOCAL STUFF AND IT WAS kinda boring.. SAME WITH WHEN I USED TO DO GEO THEY DIDNT TEACH US STUFF LIKE THE DIFFERENT CONTINENTS N STUFF MY FRIEND THOUGHT EGYPT WAS IN EUROPE I wasn't that bad like him.. BUT THATS MY POINT THEY DONT TEACH US IMPORTANT STUFF HERE so luckily I had business! well I chose business bc I wanna own my nursery or maybe a pre-school I like children and I have patience I think.. everyone thinks I'm crazy heh.. maybe I am..
HELPME THAT TEACHER REMINDS ME OF MY OLD DRAMA TEACHER he saw my gc messages once and HE TOOK OFF WITH MY PHONE
DANG SM MOTIVATION I wish I have that LMAO I asked my momma for help and she said when she used to go to school when she comes home she just go n play games ans she never studied she just had a good memory😂😂😐😒😒😒 I DONT I FORGOT WHAT I DID THIS MORNING I have no motivation hahaha..
YOUR MOM GETS MAD AT YOU? well mine does as well bc since I'm anemic I need 8 hours of rest bur (I don't go to sleep early) so I always get yelled at when I feel lightheaded BUT I TAKE NAPS IN THE AFTERNOON sometimes SO I HAVE A BURST OF ENERGY IN THE NIGHT plus I'm reading so
LMAO I GET DISTRACYED EASILY AS WELL that's why I'm up at 11pm and haven't started my notes bc imON MY PH9JE
ou playlisys are my favorite thing ti make! I have like 20 playlists public bc apparently I learnt my friends use them bc one asked me when I'm gonna update it and I'm like whag ans I have a bunch more in private
i woukd rather a smiski bc i searched it up and it looks cutiepie!
IDK WHAT'S A SMISKI OR WHAT SERIES IR HAVE
0 notes
twotonedsuicide · 5 months ago
Text
My small yap session bc I'm bored
So spacehey just hit 1 million users and liek ,, it feels so weird 2 me
I joined the site 2 years ago when it only had around 480k - 500k users so I've seen a good chunk of the sites history unfold right by me
It's just such an amazing accomplishment I'm around 2 see happen and liek ,, it's nice that I've been on the site 4 so long ,, yet it makes me a bit more sad abt my plans on quitting / leaving it 4 a bit
My plan was 2 leave the site 4 as long as I wanted bc yeah it's a good site but the ppl on it r either super sensitive, super edgy or just not active
I get wanting 2 b a good person and positive influence ,, but obv there is such a thing as toxic positivity
I've also seen ppl harass users just 4 liking a simple movie or having a trait a particular person doesn't like
It's a good site and good idea but the ppl make it insufferable 2 b on daily
Another small issue I have w/ the site is the mod team
Ppl don't like the mods and it's mostly 4 good reasons
Yeah the mods have been cleaning up the gore spam and other nasty stuff off the site but they also unfairly ban/suspend ppl 4 little reason if any at all
I've almost got my acc on there suspended bc some1 reported my acc
I was confused y until a mod IMed me on there
Apparently some1 didn't like how I had a razor blade as my cursor and the graphic I added as a joke
(the graphic I was using below:)
Tumblr media
I've had that graphic on my profile 4 months before that person actually reported it and the mods thought it was completely fine
I 1st put it on my profile way back in early March so it was considered fine 4 5 months
That's what I don't like abt the mods
They will get pressed over little graphics on some1s page but the second some1 starts spamming actual gore it'll take them at least half a hour 2 get rid of the account
They will also ban you the second you piss them off / get involved in the smallest of drama
I'm friends w/ some1 named gia who has been banned over 50 times on spacehey just 4 popping up and making a new acc
He only got involved in drama once b4 his acc got terminated
And every time he just pops up on the site and tries 2 use it like any1 else his accs get suspended
Ik it's against TOS 2 not make multiple accs but banning him over some petty drama that happened way back in April is just a bit unnecessary
He doesn't even interact w/ the ppl who were involved w/ that situation anymore
Every1 but the mods moved on
So now he has 2 use burner emails and a variety of display names and such just 2 b able 2 stay on the site
I get trying 2 minimize the problematic content on your site but just straight up banning ppl for a small situation that happened 3 months ago isn't exactly the best way 2 do things imo
There's a block button 4 a reason
If you don't like some1 on the site just block them and move on there's no need 4 the mods 2 ban both parties 4 what's essentially no good reason
That reminds me of another issue I have w/ some of the ppl on spacehey
I've had ppl get mad at me and question y i blocked random well known users on the site
I've had angry IMs from ppl asking me abt some small stuff I was involved in
There's just what seems 2 b cult followings around some of the popular users on the site
Like I'm srry I blocked them but it's my choice
If some1 doesn't like me I will just block and move on bc starting up something over something so insignificant is stupid
I've also gotten blocked by some of the popular users 4 no reason
If some1 blocks me 4 no reason I'll just block them back
I fear it's just the best thing 2 do
I won't go and make an alt acc just 2 ask them y they blocked me
It's their choice and that's that
I also have an issue w/ the rumors on the site
I've seen so much misinformation/rumors spread around abt ppl and I'm sick of it
If I see something abt some1 and it's that bad I'll just str8 up go and ask them like "hey is what X is saying abt u true ?"
I won't go around spreading it unless it's confirmed or there's too much evidence surrounding that particular info 4 it 2 b false
I've personally seen rumors abt me such as that I'm a tcc (true crime community) member and that I'm an awfully rude person
The tcc rumor only popped up when I asked a certain bad person who's part of that community abt some rumor floating around abt them
Yes I admit I do like some crime cases but I'm not a part of the community
I've only interacted w/ ppl from that community a handful of times and I only know abt some cases
In order 2 b part of a community u have 2 b committed 2 it , active in it and u have 2 enjoy the community
I do not like tcc since from what I've seen abt it , it's a community that idolizes and worships horrible ppl who committed heinous activities
I would not enjoy being part of a space like that
Also I'm only rude 2 ppl if they're rude 2 me
I believe in treat others how u want 2 b treated
Maybe if they were actually a good person who treated others kindly I wouldn't b such a shit face 2 them
Anyways that's it of my yap ses I'm gonna go back 2 my important reblogging
0 notes
bisluthq · 1 year ago
Note
Maybe I’m too high maintenance but I would want more than just love from someone. I would want them to make an effort. They don’t have to spend money on me, but something as simple as getting me a Kit Kat when you’re picking up groceries because you know it’s my favorite chocolate bar makes me really happy, because I know you saw that and thought of me. Every time anyone gets me something small but very me I’m extremely happy because it’s something simple but it shows that person cares about you. I like pressing flowers and my mum sometimes brings me a flower from one of her walks to press it. I don’t think it’s that hard to make a tiny bit of an effort to make someone feel loved and cared for
I dunno if Taylor is like you and me (because I’m the same way lol like I’m extra pleased when my bf brings home sparkling water - which he hates and I drink like a big bottle a day - than I am when he does something hugely romantic lol bc I’m just not that into huge gestures) but the thing is Joe *did* do a lot of little things for the majority of their relationship. He gave her a lot of things she loved (many of them pretty little by Tay standards like the stupid J) and she said like it felt like he was building a fire to keep her warm and whatnot. Something obviously changed - I don’t think anything dramatic, but he just wasn’t as into it anymore and she didn’t feel loved anymore even tho he was apparently saying that according to her.
1 note · View note
junseoing · 1 year ago
Note
Any cute fluffy bl recs (preferably kbl)
i'm at ur service anon 🫡
idk what series you have seen so i'm going to include some popular ones and then delve into the obscure <3 btw its been awhile since ive seen some of these and my memory is bad. so take things with a grain of salt;;
kbl:
semantic error - very popular for a reason, its super cute w/ an enemies to lovers storyline, definitely fluffy at the end
roommates of poonduck 304 - rom-com style roommates/coworkers fall in love, honestly i just love jiwoong in this role, there's a third act fight i find annoying but it doesn't drag the series down!
the new employee - SO good. feels very genuinely lgbt as opposed to just bl (if that makes sense). refreshing communication.
love tractor - receives a million stars simply for having the cutest main love interest of all time. hes adorable. city boy meets country boy etc etc
choco milkshake - disclaimer: weird premise of a guy's pets come back as humans. additional disclaimer: i did almost cry. its really well acted and super cute and fluffy.
all the liquors - the plot makes no sense but the main characters are so charming that you look past it.
tinted with you - mr. park junhee goes back in time and meets a prince. its short but tbh one of the better paced mini kbls since it keeps itself contained.
nobleman ryu's wedding - another historical one, ft han sejin. i don't remember all of the details of this one but i do remember it being sweet. there is a random love triangle though so...be advised
mr. heart - han sejin is in this one too! sports/ track theme. basically the quintessential fluffy kbl mini-series.
love class - apparently a second season is coming soon?? anyway fluffy college bl.
others i think you might like! (under a cut bcs this post is getting long.)
jbl:
Cherry Magic! Thirty Years of Virginity Can Make You a Wizard? (aka cherry maho) - quintessential fluffy office romance with a hint of supernatural elements, very quickly cemented itself as a classic
kieta hatsukoi - quintessential fluffy highschool romance, i love aoki sm and all the characters are charming
Mr. Unlucky Has No Choice but to Kiss! - college romcom with supernatural elements, the characters are so earnest that you cant help but root for them despite their flaws
bokura no shokutaku - cutest fluffiest drama featuring food and warmth and found family
taiwanese bl:
plus and minus - my favorite hidden gem of all time. childhood friends to lovers and its done so well. disclaimer: the 3rd act breakup is stupid.
about youth - simple and sweet
0 notes
badnikbreaker · 2 years ago
Text
@spiinsparks : “  i don’t care how willing you are to die for me.  i want you to fucking live with me.  live for us.  ”  (...also for amy and yes the  swear is real bc oh boy oh boy he's losing his temper)     /     accepting.
Again and again Amy thinks it : talking with Sonic, now, is like going in circles.  And it’s because they’re never talking about the same thing — they’re so rarely talking about the same thing.
Again and again, Sonic wants to talk about people / about hearts / about WHAT ABOUT YOU, AMY?  Again and again, Amy tries to focus on responsibilities / on the calculus that’s most pragmatic / on SOMEONE HAS TO DO THIS.  He wants it to be simple, he wants it to be something that love and hope can fix, and IT JUST ISN’T.  It just ——— isn’t.
It isn’t that simple.  It hadn’t been that simple when Amy had thrown him into the escape pod on the Death Egg, and it hadn’t been when he’d found her, beaten and bleeding — her smart mouth — and bound — to keep her from using the piko piko hammer.  It hadn’t been simple when it had become apparent, once they’d escaped, that they were both ANGRY — he at her for getting captured for his sake, and she that he’d be stupid enough to come rescue her.
And it’s devolving into another argument that shouldn’t be one, because THIS IS SIMPLE : AMY IS WORTH LESS TO THE WORLD THAN SONIC.  THIS IS SIMPLE : ONLY ONE OF THEM CAN MAKE MIRACLES, AND IT ISN’T AMY.
He says, “You could have died, Amy!”
“I didn’t,” they answer, feeling along their chest for broken ribs.  They already reset their busted nose.  “And I knew that risk when I saved you!  You shouldn’t have come back for me!”
“What, I was supposed to just let Infinite and Eggman —”  His voice chokes.  “Just let you DIE?”
“If that’s what it takes to protect you and the world, then —” she takes a step closer, arms splaying out, it explodes out of her chest, “YES!”  Sonic’s eyes widen, and Amy keeps going, another step forward, “I’m willing to die for you!  If that’s what’s necessary —”
He cuts her off, voice a snarl, “I don’t care how willing you are to die for me.  I want you to fucking live with me!”  It’s Amy’s turn for her eyes to wide, Amy’s turn to takes a step back as he moves closer.  His voice almost breaks around, “Live for us.”
Again and again, Amy thinks it : we’re talking about different things.
Because it’s not that simple.  “It doesn’t matter what EITHER OF US WANT!”
They’re surprised to realize they’re closer to screaming than shouting, now.  They’re surprised, every time, after months without feeling anything this strongly — it’s like the argument on the battlefield, before, cracked Amy’s careful shell; emotions that were once smothered leak out.  Grief and selfishness and anger.  And anger.
“I don’t WANT TO DIE, BUT — BUT THE WORLD NEEDS YOU MORE THAN IT DOES ME, OKAY?!”  And that’s it own kind of misery — grief and selfishness and anger, I try so so so hard and it’s never enough, why isn’t it ever enough — but it’s TRUE.  THAT, AT LEAST, IS JUST THAT SIMPLE.  “And even if it didn’t, I LOVE YOU AND I CAN’T LOSE YOU AGAIN!”
And that, at least, is just that complicated.
Tumblr media
She stumbles back, as if struck by her own words — and the selfishness of that, the fucking selfishness of WHAT AMY NEEDS — and goes silent, head lowered, curled fists trembling at her side.
Amy wants to live, even if living hurts and breaks.  But the world doesn’t need Amy.  And even if it did — AMY WOULD DIE IF THEY HAD TO LOSE SONIC AGAIN.
A hand raises, scrubs at her eyes until they burn in their sockets.  They’re used to it.  They’re both used to it.
Quietly, quietly, it’s just this simple and just this complicated, “I can’t.  I can’t lose you again.  I barely — survived the first time.”
1 note · View note