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#had to fix this one before posting it#was supposed to be included in the last post - but didn’t exactly fit with the other images thematically#this building/sector is at the mouth of the entire park — I think it’s spot that manufactures/cans/pumps compressed natural gas?? not 100%#and it’s LOUD. not this building specifically but the 4 dozen other factories and assembly plants that operate on this block#similar noise level to working ground services at an intl airport; the passive noise level is somewhat-distant jet engine at best#hard to capture that aspect in the image — I should do a field recording tho#anyways yeah - it’s fun to drive through the heart of the park at night and listen to the whirrs and groans of machinery#I want to capture more but obv being oblique with a camera in this area or making frequent passes warrants a little more sensitivity#I do not want to deal with cops OR well-meaning-but-misguided working class folk who open carry to their shift at Dangerous Chemicals INC#my art#webcore#internetcore#glitchcore#artists on tumblr#night photography#distortion#noise#art#y2kcore#abstract art#glitch aesthetic#artwork#abstract#industry#infrastructure#machinery
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What the hell is that thing. Where did it come from. Put it BACK 😤
Mani isn't a "unit" in the traditional sense, it's more of just. Some sort of lingering apparition in the back of your mind. I really like the idea of it wielding half a pair of broken scissors as a dagger, though. Old fashioned brass sewing scissors... very on theme! (And VERY HARD TO DRAW!)
Compared to Moe, it's very... poised, you could say.
#kinda hard to capture it w feh sprites but! it's doing the downturned looking up at you w its big doe eyes thing#i love how i just have like. a deeplore summoner. iceberg ass character#i treat it exactly that way too tbh like. mani's existence is so cursed even on a 'meta' level you could say LMFAO#maybe not so much cursed as it is doomed???? but like. endlessly intangible fellow here#you have to find it.#also shoutout to moe being a craftsman and the transferrable skills of it all (sewing into medic)#like the kitchen knife is a classic. but thematically. the scissors go insane.#i have other thoughts on the matter but i shan't elaborate.... keeping it light-hearted! ☺️👍#mani tag#my art
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return of disasters for bolas :D
#bell.txt#bell.mp4#qsmp#qpurgatory 2#cellbit#sorry i keep clipping things bc cellbit looks hot and its hard to capture it in screenshots exactly#couldve clipped the gas bit but i forgor#.mp4
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omgg lol [guy who won't stop going "more like scapeGOATED" voice] now hold! on!! lmao [same guy just saw encanto voice] Hold on!!!
#& [it might be 5am but i'll still see if i can draw some] trackpad homemade reacts. inhales & hands to head/face x9 then walking off#site giving pretty random Suggested assortment there where i was like oh right sure. prob not tumblr keywords captures lmaooo#(plus happened to have it open in firefox) but my god Not the scapegoated literal seers lmfao. whoooo. my god#also it was just really good anyways like right nice. damn#the (queerrr) seerrr the perceiverrr the truth tellerrr the ruinerrr the scapegoat be-errr the internalizerrr the neurodivergerrr#& now i Know there is 0% chance ppl weren't putting ''always a gay cousin or it's you (avuncular edition)'' in that thing#family tree design not even leaving space for the hypothetical kids of this relative we mostly pretend is nonexistent hmm#also that necessarily. it's giving all intents & purposes Disability abt a dozen ways & it's saying [accept that] vs [we'd better fix him]#you don't cite said [it's giving disability] as part of the We All Hate The Horrible Little Freak scapegoating justification & then be like#''actually we don't have to do that anymore b/c he's sooo normal :)'' or not if you're serious about [don't scapegoat your family] anyways#which like oh ok they Are serious so The Weirdo's scapegoating / casting out / lack of support Isn't justified#so he's still weird & you just gotta get over that b/c otherwise. bye. having a natural rat affinity is such a slay btw#& we've all been there like ''you NEVER want two scapegoats talking it's Over if they do'' + littlest kid is like um. they're the best#plankton voice Correct! inhale i'm so impressed like. getting to go ''finally someone Normal'' (serious abt letting someone Be Weird(tm))#which also always counts as like mm hard time suggesting someone's Not queer & also autistic for a start lmao. an award#adding in suggested layers like talking to oneself; talking Oddly / w difficulty; physical uncoordination; rituals ; acting; animal friend#the layer of ''& all that's fine? like?'' again rather than him ever suppressing or even changing it so far as it's suggested#besides that it's observed as Weird like but so? or else what? nonrhetorical: hostility / rescinded support & driving someone off is what?#& that Truth like the [worse treatment / exclusion / scapegoat] oft recipe for someone giving the support they're not getting themself#again Never let the [ppl both experiencing this] talk oh it's So over. or the child who's all i like family support & kindness actuallyy...#obviously also like the complete opposite of billions. knowing what they're about & letting this Just As Beloved crucial guy be So Weird#but billions Also [hmm feels right for our scapegoated guy to Perceive / Tell Truths / openly want/need & then be hurt] now get his ass#anyway [guy who could always go way on could go way on but only has thirty tags & it's 6am & i still mean to try some drawing] voice#remarkable amt of So True & ''it feels like ppl on the same page w/exactly what they're doing are all behind this''#remarkable amount of concentrated My God That Is So A Slay located in bruno all at once. what a gift#sticking to ''sometimes someone In Your Group is Weird. Disabled. deal'' firmly enough there's no ;) oh u can bet we'll Fix Him in the end#everyone always assumes the worst so....me when i'm [always as a kid yearning for Living In Secret Passages]. emile gtmpota?#oh congrats to whatever rando who will be having his dramatic gay reunion w/bruno just out of frame obviously. i perceive#now imagine if That rando was....emile gtmpota! what a crossover event. haunting4haunting. do i have enough tags for this lmao. yea#& having 1 more tag to say: as though the [endless serving] isn't enough bruno's also as close to gender envy as it gets. incl rats; sure
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I just finished your New Wave fic. I’m convinced everything your write is gold. I loved your TMA fics, with the most heartbreaking demon AU imaginable and the hilarity of Fahrenheit 101. I loved your moon knight fics, starting with Steven talking to animals on the reg at work to the system growing closer with a focus on Jake, i- there’s- it’s sooo much packed into it. When I’m on burnout, of art or writing (maybe life in general at times) I revisit your work and am thrown back into a creative headspace.
You are my favorite writer, you cram so much meaning and thought into your work and it shows. The characters are dumbasses and say the most ridiculous shit and turn around the next chapter and say the most thought provoking thing, and I don’t get whiplash from it because these characters just work! They just do, and I… am very much off track!
Anyways I just got into Batman and reading your fic is fueling that flame! I can’t wait to see what you have in store next, and I shall now stalk your blog for writing tips! I hope you have a nice day broski 💙
Thank you!! This is so sweet thank you so much! This ask is so nice!
Trust me, if there's meaning then it's because I get obsessive over these fics and I massively overthink them. I honestly wish I was better at making simpler, more elegant stories. I feel like nothing I do is truly going to be good until I can find that simplicity.
"Dipshit who says stupid stuff and then turns around and spouts ridiculous philosophy" is just how I talk. But I habitually approach my life from a standpoint of finding humor in everything, if only to soften the blow. I was once told that it's really hard to tell when I'm joking, because everything I say is always half-joking and always half-serious. I feel like that's pretty evident from my narration too...
As for writing advice...um, I was just speaking about this with somebody. When you're plotting a story, the first thing I like to figure out is what I'm trying to say. Everything else should be built around that. The joy of writing is that I think we all have something we want to say, or something we want people to know, or that we have an aspect of ourselves and our lives that we want to express. Most of the time, trying to convey those things verbally just results in a frustrating approximation of your true feelings. I find that when I manage a successful story, the depth and scale of what I'm trying to impart is fully understood and felt. It's rewarding. I think if people aren't understood on some level, by somebody, they kind of die.
Thanks for the sweet ask!!
#dungeon meshi is the peak of storytelling and im not joking#my asks#my writing#(my writing tag is a good place to find my dumb essays!)#i dont consider myself a creative and i barely consider myself a writer#so i professionally have no fucking opinions on art or whatever#also im not sure you can call what i do art in like any meaningful way#but i know a lot of musicians and everything#and so much art is just a person trying to convey something that can't be conveyed through words alone#so much stuff is lost in translation between our brains and our mouths - its like translating english to a foreign language#the meaning can be conveyed but inherently it'll never capture the original meaning exactly in every way#i think art can help you achieve a more perfect translation more than anything else can#you just have to feel like that poor schmuck in j alfred prufrock all the time#'that's not what i meant at all; that is not it - not at all'#JASLKDF sorry for the pretentious tags and also pretentious essay#all i do is write fanfic i dont know shit about this tbh#i just think that idk. there's things in this world that only we know#things that only we can say or understand#and sometimes we have to say them ourselves in our own words#sometimes ppl focus too hard on making their writing sound pretty or correct or 'good'#and they dont focus as much on how pretty writing is a tool to say what youre trying to say more effectively#idk! im sorry for quoting ts eliot some things can't be forgiven etc
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Not maintagging because this is dangerously close to shitposting but her face as Nyn and Egwene walk in cracks me up:
About to indulge in a smidge of rhetoric mastery to persuade twenty-somethings to save the world.
#j'en connais au moins un et peut-être aussi les trois autres#le premier c'est Anatole#Le second c'est Croquignole#le troisième c'est Barbemolle#le quatrième c'est encore Anatole#Siuan Sanche#Clever as a pike#I've read up to a certain point in the books and I love her mind so bloody much#I love her so much in general#but HER MIND#nom d'un petit bonhomme I think I stop breathing when I read her chapters#she's a force of nature#if Moiraine is indomitable Siuan is inexorable#I cannot explain for the life of me why every tiny sliver of Siuan scene hits so hard but they do#she is deliciously unyielding and smart#her mind constantly in the fast lane#and everyone failing to catch up#ANYWAY this scene was so good and part of it is how much it shows about Siuan#her intelligence and steeliness and fragility and warmth and distrust and impatience and emotional acuity and presence#and the actress captures them all exactly
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just so y'all know inside (2021) and inside the outtakes (2022) still hits as hard as they did when they came out
#bo burnham captured the zeitgeist of 2020 like nobody else did#he doesn't say the word COVID once#and yet!#I think as the years went on watching them became worse somehow#to me at least#don't get me wrong: I regularly watch them#but bo burnham captured exactly what 2020-23 felt#especially 2020 2021 and 2022#I don't know#I'll always hold inside (2021) very close to my heart because it carried me through tough times#and then inside the outtakes (2022) came out and it felt like inside (2021) all over again#they work very well together but even better apart#I watched inside (2021) a couple of weeks ago and am watching inside the outtakes (2022) today#they hit hard watched back to back. they hit harder watched with certain distance. and they hit the hardest as we travel further from 2020.#I don't know if I'm using zeitgeist as the true meaning of the expression so forgive me#but inside (2021) and inside the outtakes (2022) are simultaneously different and equal works#I couldn't choose one or the other because they came to me at different times to different needs#I love them very much even if differently#but I love them both#I can open my heart and say that I needed them both#and rewatching is like being hugged by bo burnham#I feel very seen and loved and adored#I love bo burham#I have loved bo burnham for almost a decade now#from all his specials none hit as hard as inside (2021) and inside the outtakes (2022)#bo burnham#inside (2021)#inside the outtakes (2022)
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Trapper Tuesday has really changed my opinion of Tuesdays; I look forward to this day all week
(Reference under the cut)
#mash#m*a*s*h#mash 4077#trapper john mcintyre#trapper tuesday#my art#traditional art#screencap redraw#I'm still having a lot of difficulty capturing expression but I feel I'm getting better at something (don't know exactly what though)#Inspiration is hard to find but Trapper Tuesday keeps me drawing#If anyone has any drawing requests (either mash or star trek) please throw them my way and I'll try my best to do them as soon as I can#I had to redraw his torso over and over because first it was at the wrong angle; then it was too wide; then his arm looked out of place#Something still looks wrong with it but this is as good as its going to get
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e, n, & x from the fanfic writer asks? :3
Thank you for asking, friend!! c:
(Fic Writer Asks)
E: What character do you identify with most? Is there a certain fic of yours that captures these qualities particularly well?
Oh man, this is hard to answer. Each of my OCs is like a little piece of my personality, so I identify with all of them at different times lol. Right now though? Complaining long and loud about something of little consequence (for the bit), so Maria and Sportsmanship c:
N: Any fic ideas brewing that you’d care to share?
A couple percolating! I have another chess smut piece I've been slowly outlining and I had an idea click into place for this piece about Hawke falling into a crevice in Sundermount and Fenris falling after her (and it's weird because it's before they get back together, and of course they're both injured, and so on)...As well as some Exchange treats I'm trying to get a solid concept together for haha
X: How would you categorize your fanfic reading? Are you a voracious reader? Do you carefully pick and choose? Something in between?
Ooh I answered this here, but the short answer is I am very picky. It's compounded by the fact that I have much less time than I used to for reading fic (tragically) so I really rely on recommendations to find things to read!
#i am really particular about something feeling canon#like it doesn't have to exactly line up with canon but it should have the vibe/fit into the empty spaces#i struggle really hard with things that feel out of character or anachronistic#which is wild cus some of my favorite fics are aus with drastic departures from canon#but when you find a writer who can capture a character's personality it really doesn't matter!#anyways. that's my fic struggle haha#ask response#ask game response
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Working on some designs for one of my oldest OCs, “Cure” (Patreon)
I also managed to track down some of her initial concept sketches from 2018 - why 2018 considering I called her one of my oldest OCs?
Well, her design has always been rather elusive, even more so since she spent so much time in my head without being brought to paper - even these sketches make mention of it!
Pretty sure she got “Cure” in 2018 too - starting to take form!
#Doodles#Original#The quotes are very intentional lol#As stated under the cut I started designing her in 2018 but she's existed since around 2007-ish? Latest would be 2010#Part of her having such a range of uncertainty is that it took me many many years to consider putting her to paper!#She might've existed in 2007 but there's no record! She might've existed in 2010 but no record! I don't think I even wrote about her#She was a completely mentally-extant OC for many many many years#Partially because at the time I had just started drawing and knew I wouldn't be able to put down what was in my head to physicality#And then the longer she stayed in my head the more she became that kind of mental kaleidoscope ever-shifting impossible-to-draw design#But screw that! I have a few years of doodling under my belt now! Even if I can't get her quite right I can at least make an attempt!#It's especially funny because outwardly she is meant to be a pretty generic teddy bear lol - not Exactly but more like the vibe of one#Round and plush and innocent - innocuous#And really she's not like Nefarious or anything lol - she's not what she seems but she also is?? It's hard to explain lol#A lot of it does still come down to subtleties so it actually is still hard to capture but it'll only keep getting harder the longer I wait!#So at least pinning down Some things about her design that I'm happy with and can refer to helps the me down the line haha#The first one is actually pretty close! It's always a coin flip on whether the first one is a disaster or nails it haha#The heart ears and straight body are pretty good tho I gotta say#And honestly it was the little lace-ribbon bracelet that was the deciding factor for me to try drawing her again haha#I had an idea I thought was silly but to do it I needed a design to work with!#Getting there getting there - every little bit closer
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Lockwood & Co. really does have the best book to screen adaption I've ever seen. And the changes that were made not only improved upon the source material, but most importantly - felt true to it.
#like sometimes you watch an adaption first and go oh this is so great let me read the books#and the books are nothing like it lol#but going from show to books#the show captured the books very well#and not to bring shadow and bone into this (well nvm because that's exactly what im doing)#ive been thinking about sab recently#and even the difference with the creators behind the show#like with l&co you can see the passion these people had for it#sab has the cast but some of the writers have said some stuff :/#really sab never should have happened the way it did#netflix wanted it's two for one deal#and there's also a lot of discussion about when cancelation is likely.. do you write in a way that plans for that#or take the risk and let the story do its thing#sab is a show where they put in later stuff for the fans just in case#see: kanej#so like im grateful for it#but from the start it's almost like sab was restricted in a way it never would be able to meet its full potential#two conflicting series in eight episodes makes it hard#and i really enjoy sab when i watch it#but it's also true i havent even rewatched s2 all the way through#it doesnt have the same staying power as i wish it did#yet with all this being said netflix BETTER green light soc#it's cast and written and likely our only chance for it to happen#id love to see what theyre capable of when they can focus on one book#plus the cast MORE than deserves it#love them#flythepost
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I am experiencing... frustration.
#monster noises#why must the ideas you can see the clearest in your head be the hardest to capture?#I'm trying to make a new phone lock screen#(currently I'm using the drawing of laz and heis on the motorcycle and while I looove that image it's been there for a few years now)#and I have a very Precise Idea of what I want it to be#in the same style as I did my FaHI playlist cover#but I can't seem to get the thumbnail looking in anyway Correct#and it's really..... frustrating........... and disheartening#then when I try and like actually figure out what I need to Fix it's like my brain blanks out and I"m stumbling around completely clueless#and then I just start uselessly spiraling and just AUGH#why can't I have the kind of brain that hits a barrier and proceeds to problem-solve?#why do I have to have a brain that hits a barrier and just.. rolls over in defeat#not even a tantrum or a breakdown#just#0 resistance laying down and giving up#it's stupid and I'm mad about it but I still don't know what to do about it at all#I wish I could explain it in a way that would allow someone to maybe be able to help me actually#cause it seems every time I try there's always some fundamental misunderstanding about Which Step In The Process Is Challenging#like that one time I tried asking about it on twitter#asking if anyone had resources for How to be better at learning from and interpreting references/doing studies#or just learning for art purposes in general (in a way that won't cause me to Break Down)#and people linked a bunch of how-to's on how to Draw from Reference#and I know those /Sound/ like the same thing but they arrrrren't#and I know those people's heart's were in a good place but I know How to use a reference#I know How to do a life drawing or a study#I get it on a practical level#but there is something fundamental to the process of interpreting and understanding what exactly I'm doing that I just...#Don't Have#and That's really really Really hard to explain#it's like how I'm actually good at math I just can't do word problems because I can't glean what is required of me from a word problem.
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ahhh the Penacony leaks are really coming in now.
*chuckles* I'm in danger.
#i keep going back and forth about if i'm skipping Ratio. I was 100% going for him but now. looking at whats coming#I like Sunday and Robin and Boothill and Gallagher and Misha and Aventurine and DUKE INFERNO?!?#okay. i just saw that Aventurine might be sustain unit. i NEED one of those so bad.#my accounts gonna be completely fucked if i don't get a good support sometime soon. so like. that moves him WAY up my priorities list#and moves Ratio down :( still dunno exactly what he does waiting for official release to make final decisions#but. if he's really an imaginary dps. i might... *dies a little bit* skip him#i just!!! i have DH!!! i WANT to use DH! he's my favourite character in the damn game!#and >_> is Ratio going to have story relevance? i thought Argenti would get more then just a companion quest but he hasn't#and that kinda... bums me out? i like the meet a character THEN roll for them not the other way around. i like character who matter plotwis#A!NY!WAY! putting that aside. i might just go for the 50/50 and take what i get. just to smooth out my pity if nothing else#i don't have most of the standard pool so chances are *knocks on wood* i'll have something new to work with#and like we are getting an absolute BARRAGE of hard skip banners coming up after him.#i do not care for these women at all. extremely mid designs i SLEEP#(except for the judge she fucks but. jades are tight right now honey im sorry!!)#so. i've got a little but of time to save afterwards#post: misc#game: honkai sr#these tags are long and disjointed but its *checks clock* almost 2:30 am so. i'm a bit. you know.#i could save this draft for tomorrow and edit into something resembling a human's train of thought instead of word vomit but#i kinda wanna capture the moment. this is how i saw the leaks. the essence of desperation of a f2p. aahhh gacha my beloved.
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I watched beau is afraid last night & honestly if ur mother was a monster u understand immediately why he's afraid bc my bf who has a nice kinda doting mom didn't get it at all
#he said he expected a traditional narrative not layers of both psychological experience & some narrative#but thats exactly how it is when u don't know what the 'right' choice is#bc there is no right choice with a mom like that ur always gonna be in thw wrong#& I didn't take the end scene as him dying or whatever its him finally refusing to engage w her anymore#she sobs & cries but he says nothing which means he removed himself from it & thats sometimes the only real good choice u have left#anyways i thought it captured what that dynamic is like in very well bc it is messy & confusing & hard to follow in ur own head#beau is afraid spoilers
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watching jigsaw and i was like it probably doesn't actually suck that bad and it does actually kinda suck that bad
#i can't put my finger on what exactly about it is not right but it's not giving#it's kinda... cheesy?#like it's trying too hard to be ridiculous but can't capture what about the ridiculousness of the original 7 was so charming#kyra's ramblings
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★ thinking about ex!satoru who still stubbornly refers to you in conversation as his girlfriend, even after a few long months have passed since your breakup.
he simply can't (or won't) acknowledge the fact that the two of you are no longer an item, even going as far as to frequently send you texts updating you on his daily life and then spamming you with facetime requests that you have to keep declining until you eventually give in and respond to his original messages.
and when you inevitably block his number? that's okay, he'll just pop on down to the nearest electronics store and purchase a new phone. no biggie!
so later that evening when your screen lights up with a suspicious looking notification from an unregistered contact, you unfortunately already know exactly who it's from.
unknown: can't a guy talk with his pretty gf anymore? :(
unknown: oops, that was a typo! i definitely meant ex gf
and you're rolling your eyes in annoyance, finger hovering just above the oh-so-tempting bright red block button before the sight of a photo appearing in the chat captures your attention.
unknown: sent [1] image attachment
unknown: i think he misses u almost as much as i do
curiosity overtaking your rational thinking, you find yourself clicking on the picture... only to be greeted with the overly familiar sight of satoru's lengthy cock, hard and leaking between his legs.
unknown: see? he's cryin for u and everything
unknown: [incoming facetime request]
and this time; instead of just simply pressing decline like your muscle memory frantically urges you to — and in what can only be described as a moment of intense weakness... you answer.
yes there will be a pt 2!
#!! hellokittyish#jujutsu kaisen x reader#gojo x reader#jjk smut#jjk x reader#jjk#gojo satoru#jujutsu kaisen#jujutsu kaisen smut#jujutsu kaisen x you#gojo#gojo smut#gojo satoru x reader#gojo satoru smut#satoru gojo x reader#satoru gojo smut#jjk x reader smut#jjk x you#gojo x you#satoru x reader
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