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costume - cl16 smau
summary: a costume of charles and yn goes viral (based on that taylor x travis post)
face claim: madison beer & random girls from pinterest
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ynlover i donāt know any world in which yn + charles leclerc would be in the same room together, but apparently in this one theyāre married?
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ynlegend i love thisss
leclerc_yn my favorite singer and driver <3
selfishyn the sunglasses are sooo yn
ynupdates this is amazing, she has to see this!
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yn last show on the tour, thank you for coming my lovesā¤ļø
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obsessionyn not to start rumors but i was there and charles was in the crowd
sixteenenthusiast i can confirm, my friend was there and said the same thing
charles_leclerc hi, heard apparently we are married?
yn seems that way yes lmao
frzferrari cmon charles that was lame you can do so much better
preciousyn she did respond tho, there's hope
charles_leclerc you were great tonight! ā”liked by author
yn thank youuā¤ļø
leclercferrari don't be a coward slide into those dms
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yn posted a story
ā”charlesleclerc liked your story
āŖ charlesleclerc: how do you feel about dinner?
yn: love it, have it every night
charlesleclerc: and how do you feel about dinner with me tomorrow?
yn: i would love to
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yn today in redā¤ļø thank you ferrari for having mešļø
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ferrari ā¤ļøšŖš¼
tifosi16 we all know charles won today to impress her, right?
queenyn red looks so good on you
charlesleclerc seems like you are our good luck
yn guess i'm gonna have to come to every race then
charlesleclerc it's a plan
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f1gossip charles and yn seen leaving the paddock together
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normalpeopleyn quick someone dressed up as me and paul mescal for halloween
divineyn ynlover bestie i need your manifestation tips
charlesinmine they just met and she is already acting like a wag? pathetic
lvsleclerc girl i hate to burst your bubble but this is definitely not the first time they see each other
ferrarizz if she makes him drive like today she can stay as long as she wants
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yn posted a story
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charlesleclerc i donāt know any world in which yn + charles leclerc would be in the same room together, but apparently in this one theyāre dating?
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yn š¶ļøā¤ļø ā”liked by author
spinningyn they dressed up as each other this is the cutest thing everš„ŗ
ynlover i'm taking full credit for this, you're welcome ā”liked by author and yn
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like the thing about not getting social cues as an autistic person isn't "we can't obey clear rules", it's "you guys like to change the social rules up from person to person and you expect us to constantly make assumptions that aren't logical to us and that's hard to keep up with"
(with a side note of "i understand what this rule is but given that the reasoning behind having this rule makes no sense/goes against my moral principles, i've decided to ignore it")
but like. don't be a nazi is one of the clearest rules society has. and while there may be difference of opinion on what acts count as offensive/racist in some cases, this isn't one of those cases. there's no hidden set of assumptions baked into "don't be a nazi", it means doing nazi shit is bad and hurts people and it will make a lot of people hate you, for valid reasons
musk is definitely not sheltered enough to have somehow missed that. he just doesn't care
Idk, I have autism, most of my friends have autism, and none of us have ever done nazi shit. It's so bizarre when privileged white people with autism always have "being extremely racist" autism but no poc with autism ever seems to have that. I don't think it's your autism I think you're just a horrible racist.
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GRAVITY. chris sturniolo
ą¼£ summary: chris is on tour and misses his girlfriend .į ā”
ą¼£ pairing: clingy!reader & tour!chris
ą¼£ warnings: suggestive, just a cute lil oneshot tbh, pet names ( i think only one tho ), long distance ???? idk
ą¼£ authors note ā”: ok i rlly didnt know what to do for this tbh i js wanted to write for chris lol!!!! this MIIIGHT get a pt 2 tho. so twoshot!
you stand in your kitchen, your mind constantly filled with thoughts of your boyfriend while he's off on tour. is he sleeping? maybe he's eating something. i hope he's enjoying it. is he gonna call me? isnt he in new york? thats three hours ahead. three whole hours. so if its six pm here then its... seven... eight.. nine. nine pm there? so is he asleep? i dont know if tour's got him sleepy. gosh. can he call me? i bet he looks so good right now. fuck. then your thoughts are interrupted by a very specific text tone. it's chris! "Hey" "R u busy imy" you read, causing you to almost start jumping for joy in front of your open fridge. although you do a little squeal instead. "definitely not" "call me im begging" you reply. "I like that" he replies, making you giggle to yourself. seconds later, your screen lights up with a picture of chris with a big smile holding your dear friend, madison, 's cat.
"well hellloooo" you answer with a smile far too big. "hey sexy" he smiles back just as much. "i've been waiting for this call" you admit. "yeah? you been thinking about me?" he asks in a cocky tone. but it was lowkey doing things to you. well. highkey. "you'd like that wouldnt you?" you ask. "yeah." he proudly says. "i was actually about to rub one out since im alone. show me your tits" he jokes. "don't tempt me" you giggle. "i mean.. you're free to do whatever you want. you're an adult with free will in your own home" he babbles on. you take a deep breath, honestly debating it. why not? he's seen them pleennttyy of times. more so, touched them plenty of times.
"ya' know." he interrupts your debating. "i've had lots of time to think. especially to think about you. and ya' know, we're never really apart for longer then a week. and it's made me realize that you really hold me down. i feel like i need at least one night with you every week to function. not like night.. i mean one sleep. i feel like it's made me sleep not so well. is that crazy? i'm not making sense. but then also, it'll be like 10 am here and i'll argue with nick or matt and i cant run to you. you'd be asleep and i dont want you to be upset the moment you wake up. i hate this seperation. i hate making you wait.. like what if you stop liking me before i get back. fuck. you're not hanging out with that actor guy you like, right?" he goes ooonnn n on. well boobs wouldnt be too appropriate right now. "okay.. no" you reply for starters. "and i dont think it's crazy. i get it. but you're veeeryyy cute for thinking all this. i love you chris. i miss you so much." i say. "i love you. can i see your boobs?" he asks, a giggle escaping your lips at his very stupid words.
yet you lift your top up, getting a shocked look from chris. "oh.. i like those.. a lot." he says, a big smile on your face as you shake 'em a little. "just.. stay there for a second" he says, seeing him moving around, clearly pulling his sweats down. "join me, yeah?"
a/n: ohhhhh em geeee.... idk if i like this tbh lol. but lmk if u want a part two w phone sex hehe. im sorry its so so short sad face.. i actually rlly liked writing this tho idk. yaaay hope u like :') ā” lmk if there r any mistakes pls i didnt proof read!!!!!! (im in class..) š»āāļø
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The Story of Us: Chapter 3
pairing: logan sargeant x famous!fem!singer
summary: logan and you have been keeping a secret from everyone but it might be time for it to come out
a/n: while I do my best on most of my works to be race neutral, this one is very very very self indulgent š¤·š»āāļø
a/n2: this is part 3 of 4/5, which will be released when theyāre finished and Iām using pretty much everything from Taylor Swift
a/n3: I still donāt understand instagram so - no one but those that follow you can see a private accounts comments (even on a public post). Also I still hate twitter so Iāve replaced it with Bluesky.
a/n4: Also timelines? Never heard of them. This is set in 2024 but Iāve moved Miami to before Australia
a/n5: Iām pretending that the race schedule is known more then a year in advance soā¦
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y/n
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y/n: loving the tour, missing the simple days
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user1: never seen someone so fucking pretty
ā³user2: absolutely jaw dropping
user3: adding several things to my bucket list
ā³user4: same!
ā³user5: I just want to add her cloths to my closet
not_oscar: this is gonna cause so much trouble oh my god y/n
ā³not_y/n: šš¤šš
ā³not_oscar: i give it minutes before those losers start posting vaguely similar photosā¦
ā³not_logan: no bet dude. Itās gonna happen
alexandrasaintmleux: Tu es aussi magnifique que les Åuvres d'art sur les murs. You're just as stunning as the art on the walls.
ā³charles_leclerc: Comme tu l'as dit, mon amour. As you said, my love.
ā³user6: bringing in reinforcements??
ā³user7: well at least itās not cheating now I guess šš
pierregasly: On ne devrait jamais avoir Ć porter ses propres sacs pour faire ses courses! One should never have to carry their own bags when shopping!
ā³francisca.cgomes: Je t'ai bien appris. Iāve taught you well.
ā³user8: oh boy the desperationā¦
georgerussell63: whatās you current read? Iāve been looking for some recommendations!
ā³user9: How Not to Flirt with Someone Not your Girlfriend and Dumbassery 101
ā³user10: šš
alex_albon: do you offer horse riding lessons?
ā³user11: donātā¦donāt you own a horse???
ā³user12: I think the drivers have passed from desperate into just being sadā¦
landonorris: visiting New York soon ā any suggestions?
ā³user13: getting a life maybe?
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georgerussell63: Love those London days
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user14: ā¦so this is blatant y/n bait right?
ā³user15: absolutely!
ā³user16: I think my favorite part of the season so far is how fucking stupid these drivers turn in the face of y/nā¦
ā³user17: it has been funny to watch
oscarpiastri: why are you posting London photos? Weāre in Japan?
ā³georgerussell63: its call a photo dump Oscar
ā³oscarpiastri: I think itās actually called stupidityā¦
ā³not_logan: šš please continue to call them out
ā³not_oscar: well someone has to and itās obviously not gonna be youā¦
ā³not_y/n: not yet at leastā¦
ā³not_logan: the next part of your plan??
ā³not_y/n: š¤
ā³not_oscar: you mean to tell me you actually have a plan for this madness?!???
user18: call him out Oscar!
ā³user19: fighting for his best friend reallyā¦
user20: you can tell these arenāt recent because itās still FUCK ASS cold in London right now
ā³user21: oh my god I didnāt even notice thatā¦š¤£š¤£
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sargeantnation: not the weekend that Logan wanted but boy did he look good while he was there
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user22: made it further than his teammate didā¦
ā³user23: barely
user24: youāll get it next week Logan!
user25: did you see the look on vowlesā face??
ā³user26: he definitely need acting lessons
ā³user25: right? Like dude can you try and act like you actually like both of your drivers?
ā³user26: I fear for Loganā¦it took so long for his contract renewal and vowles all but said he would have gone with someone else if they were an optionā¦
ā³user25: do not even speak that into existence!!!
user27: such a let down after last weekā¦
ā³user28: not everyone is max verstappen!
ā³user27: going from a podium to last place thoughā¦
ā³user26: and remember how lackluster vowles congratulations were for it??
ā³user25: š¬š¬š¬ not. good.
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pierregasly: Missing those summer days and beach dates š©·
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user29: hmmmmā¦not liking this
ā³user30: the blatant attempt to shoot his shot at y/n completely overlooking his gorgeous girlfriend? liked by francisca.cgomes
ā³user29: yeah that š
oscarpiastri: this isā¦not it
ā³pierregasly: youāre supposed to be Norrisā problem ā not mine
ā³oscarpiastri: Iāll be everyoneās problem
ā³user31: show them how itās done Oscar!
charles_leclerc: enjoying that sunset? š
ā³pierregasly: enjoying the company more š©·
ā³user32: hopefully itās Kika!
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y/n_gossip: Weeks into her tour, y/n has brought out multiple new outfits for her highly talked about Eras tour. Hereās a carousel of some our favorites!
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iamrebeccad: she could be a modelā¦
ā³carlossainz55: Ā”SabrĆas hermosa! You would know beautiful!
ā³user33: girl go back to your actual boyfriend and leave y/n alone šš
user34: is this a safe space? Can I say something?
ā³user35: do it regardless
ā³user34: Iām starting to believe user19ā¦
ā³user19: HAHA
ā³user35: you summoned them
ā³user34: brb putting on my clown hat š¤”
alexandrasaintmleux: Des couleurs si magnifiques ! Sur un magnifique modĆØle š Such gorgeous colors! On a gorgeous model š
ā³charles_leclerc: Presque aussi magnifique que toi. Almost as stunning as you.
ā³user36: ā¦šš»
user19: i have more proof for you people if thatās something that you need
ā³user53: how??? Neither of them have posted anything even vaguely related to them being in a relationship
ā³user19: after all this time you still doubt me??
ā³user53: of course not but really?
ā³user37: Iām gonna start my own crazy train ā you guys are dating
ā³user19: Iām gonna block you
ā³user37: MORE PROOF
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charles_leclerc: Iām laughing on the car ride home with you ā„ļø
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user38: oh so now weāre blatantly quoting y/nās songs now?
ā³user39: well sheās been ignoring her apparently many boyfriends š
alexandrasaintmleux: Toujours, mon amour Always, my love
ā³user40: girl heās trying to cheat on you
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ā³user41: anyone else catch that?
ā³user40: ššš
oscarpiastri: oh itās so good you and Alex are taking time together
ā³not_y/n: thank you for your service š«”
ā³not_oscar: I expect something for this
ā³not_y/n: summer break with me and Logan?
ā³not_oscar: sure
ā³user42: thank you king for your continued service
alex_albon: going shirtless? For free?
ā³charles_leclerc: anything for the fans
ā³alex_albon: is that what weāre calling it nowadays?
ā³logansargeant: šš
user43: user19 can you give us more proof please
ā³user19: I WOULD LOVE TO
ā³user53: please stop screaming
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logansargeant: a full heart and a full living room
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user44: I need more photos of boyfriend Logan in my life
ā³user48: I just need Logan as a boyfriend
not_y/n: š„°š„°š„° I love you so much Logan
ā³not_logan: I love you too. More then I can ever say
oscarpiastri: thanks for the sleeping place
ā³logansargeant: itās always open for you
ā³user19: āš»āš» LOVER CODED
alex_albon: when am I gonna get an introduction?
ā³logansargeant: soon I promise ā but she has a plan
ā³alex_albon: canāt argue with that I guess š
ā³logansargeant: oh I never argue with herā¦
ā³user53: user19 they have a plan???
ā³user19: well sheās a mastermind liked by logansargeant
user49: THATS NEW YORK, PARIS, LONDON
ā³user19: I TOLF YOJ
ā³user19: Welcome to New York, Paris, London Boy, and Lover! All in one post!
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iamrebeccad: race dates and date dates š©¶
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carlossainz55: Chicas impresionantes! Stunning girls!
ā³iamrebeccad: thank you my love
ā³user50: š¤®
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user51: user12 was rightā¦it didnāt take long at all for the wags to jump on the y/n trainā¦
ā³user12: ok but I am seeing a vision
ā³user52: is the vision a Carlos-y/n-rebecca threesome? liked by carlossainz55, iamrebeccad
ā³user12: yes it is
alexandrasaintmleux: lunch tomorrow?
ā³iamrebeccad: sorry plans tomorrow! Day after?
ā³alexandrasaintmleux: plans or plans š
ā³iamrebeccad: plans
y/n_gossip
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y/n_gossip: y/n and y/n_nation has been posting videos and teasers of these vaults ā thoughts?
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user54: music video?
user55: merchandise? Itās been awhile since theyāve dropped anything new!
maxverstappen1: new music?
ā³user56: car boy I know youāre used to being fast but we donāt demand new music around here
ā³user57: weāre gonna have put together a pamphlet on how to act arenāt weā¦
ā³user58: not a bad idea actuallyā¦
not_oscar: why do you keep doing this y/n???
ā³not_y/n: sorry not sorry š
ā³not_lilyz: ohhh new music??
ā³not_y/n: yes!
ā³not_lilyz: oh my god i canāt wait!
ā³not_y/n: Iāll send some voice notes for you my love š©µ
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alexandrasaintmleux: Voir lāart, cāest connaĆ®tre lāamour. To see art is to know love.
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user59: stunning
ā³user60: she really is
ā³user61: can charles fight?
user12: user52 ok this or the other?
ā³user52: definitely charles-y/n-alex liked by alexandrasaintmleux, charles_leclerc
charles_leclerc: Alors j'ai Ć©tĆ© bĆ©ni tous les jours. Then Iāve been blessed everyday
ā³user63: i am begging at this pointā¦
ā³user64: no I get it š¤¤š¤¤
ā³user63: what? Eww no. Iām begging them to realize theyāre promoting cheatingā¦
logansargeant
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logansargeant: Not how I expected Australia to go but we preserve ā letās go Alex!
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alex_albon: thanks for the support!
ā³logansargeant: of course!
oscarpiastri: mom said to plan on dinner at our place this weekend
ā³logansargeant: yum!
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Jack definitely has a hidden folder full of hot facetime photos of you.
It would be a late night FaceTime call, with wearing a simple tank top to bed, laying on your side with your phone propped up. The way you lay has your tank top tight around your tits, nipples protruding through the thin fabric.
"You look so pretty baby," Jack smiles, loving how you look all freshly barefaced. He soaks in every little feature about you. The way your hair is falling to one side. The way your eyes crinkle as his compliment makes you smile. And ultimately how fucking good your tits look in that top.
Jacky Baby has taken a FaceTime photo.
"Uhhh Jack, what was that for?" You chuckle, raising an eyebrow.
"Like I said, you just look so pretty right now baby. Plus my girls are trying to say goodnight to me," he's biting his lip, his eyes focused a little lower on the phone. Looking down, you see your nipples now a little hardened thanks to the air con kicking in. Perfect.
"You're such a boy sometimes," a snort leaves your nose as you smile, cheeks heating up. Even with Jack being your boyfriend for so long, he still makes you feel coy.
"Lemme say hi to my girls. Need a picture of them for my collection, princess." Oh you could just smack that smug smirk off his face.
"You're such a perv, Jack," you roll your eyes, although internally you're preparing yourself to oblige to his boyish request.
"Oh, c'mon ma, you know they miss me," he sends you a sly wink, and you hate that he's so far away because it's true. You miss the way his warm hands feel when he fondles your tits. The way he bites them, and leaves love bites.
"Ugh, fine," you fein disinterest, acting like it's a bother although really, you'd do it for him gladly, no hesitation. Shifting a little bit, you pull up your top, pretty titties popping out and making an appearance.
"Fuck, I miss those things," you see his pupils dilate against his blue irises.
"They miss you more, baby," you start to grope yourself, giving him a little show. A little jiggle here, a little nipple pinch there.
"Fuck, I miss you even more." He sits up now, eyes focused on you being his own personal camgirl.
"Couple more days, Jack, and you won't need silly facetime photos to get off to. Gonna get the real thing again," you squeeze your boobs together, then let them bounce back to their resting form.
"I know, ma, I know. But for now..." He smirks;
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Manipulative!Jade?
Maybe he plays mind games with reader until the roles suddenly switch around on him??
(btw I love your writing š, but I 100% just googled adjectives until something clicked. Didn't want to use the same things)
I WENT A LITTLE OVERBOARD
Your weird manager tm (an eel man in a chiseled man-man suit) has no real right to ban your boyfriends from the workplace, but you do see what you look for, and as a observer it is exceptionally easy for Jade to point out missteps. Dress code and volume are two of his favourite policies to call out- But the boyfriends never mattered, theyāre just wallets and traps for the big fish now. Your new and improved passion project is figuring out why this guy hates you!
Manipulative!Jade that makes you drinks off of those āsecret menusā in front of customers who want it after rejecting their order, no matter how made up it is or how often you deny his āfriendly giftsā. You could say (to his face!) that youāll never eat something heās made for fear of whatever the hell he did to it, but he wonāt stop. He likes to see you flip between the choices, that face you make is to die for <3
Manipulative!Jade thatās probably not officially certified for this gig- But thatās exactly what it is, a gig, and if he can fry an egg thatās really all you need for this āfine establishmentā. He could do better, a lot better than this high turnover satellite joint. Heās the longest standing employee here, so if the creep can feel it heās probably high off nostalgia. (At least thatās what your coworkers say) You know better, you know him and the actual hard on he gets ādissecting the scum of the earthā. You felt it, the last time he kissed along the column of your neck in his too-clean car. Promising you a ticket out of here thatāll never come.
Manipulative!Jade doesnāt put the effort into lovebombing or being the white knight, youāre too smart for that. This game you play is between the two of you. Not some victim that he shapes (he could find someone for that anywhere), youāre different. Not quite special, just different. Heās obsessed with your fight- biting against his fingers when he tries to ease them towards your mouth, crushing his sensitive inner thigh beneath your heel.. At times he thinks youāll take the chance to bite his tongue off when you kiss. If you want it rough so badly, then heāll play rough tilā your heartās content :)
In the end you did find out why Jade āhatesā you (yay!), heās a massive idiot in love (awh! Or the closest he can get to it). At least youāve found a partner that canāt be kicked out, and you definitely donāt miss the other guys you dated, youāre just not sure how to get rid of this one? Or even if you want to? Heās practically ingrained himself into your brain, and maybe that was his goal the whole time. Maybe youāre just into massive weirdos, but thatās for future you to deal with. (Hopefully with the help of an engagement ring! Maybe then youāll have enough money to get out of this hellhole) <3
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This idea I've been reading that queer people are separated into Men, Women, and Freaks. Freaks being the worst one, of course. And that those assigned female can only be put back into "Women" while those assigned male can be "Men" and "Freaks" reminds me of some wildly misogynistic beliefs a lot of gay men would say to my face in the 2000s. Essentially they believed that female sexuality could never be transgressive or even really queer, because women weren't capable of being transgressive. Women couldn't be queer. They couldn't be faggots. No one was beating them up for their sexuality like they were gay men, you see. Their sexuality wasn't as hated because it wasn't really transgressive, or frightening to the establishment, therefore they weren't really oppressed the way gay men were, because they weren't really faggots, you see. They were and would always be, Just Women.
It was wildly misogynistic and a total misunderstanding of queerness and of the way female sexual and gender transgression has been oppressed. It erased the violence against queer women, which is pervasive today and definitely was back then.
I had experienced violence for my queerness. I'd seen a lot of women experience violence for their queerness. Corrective rape happened to people I knew. Their fathers, uncles, classmates. When my sister came out my mom slapped her so hard she fell. I'd been chased, harassed, and hit for my own relationships with women. And all of that was being erased with this rhetoric of "it's safer for women to be queer." And "women have it easier." "Lesbianism is acceptable in a way gay men are not." The violence enacted on us, the beating, the rape, the murder was all being erased while it was being enacted on us. We were told we didn't need solidarity, we didn't need activism because the things that were happening to us weren't happening to us and everything was fine, actually.
And this new rhetoric, while different, because it's about trans issues, is extremely familiar. It's basically the same exact rhetoric applied differently. And it's wildly sexist, just like the previous rhetoric. It doesn't bother looking into the actual experience of the people it's theorizing about. Because they're just silly women birthday boys after all, they couldn't possibly have anything worthwhile to say about their own lives.
And I'm tired of this critique being read as terf rhetoric or misgendering trans men. I can see what's happening, and all of this deflecting and gaslighting doesn't hide it. It's exactly the same rhetoric from the same kinds of people, people who don't respect people who were assigned female and don't see them as fully human, and capable of transgression. Who don't believe them when they say they are experiencing violence. Who think they are all liars with victim complexes who make things up for attention. This is just plain as day sexism barely veiled in progressive rhetoric. Same as it always was. And I'm fucking tired of it.
#transandrophobia#transphobia#trans#transmasc#transmasculinity#transemasculation#being a woman doesn't make you immune to being wildly sexist#a lot of women are incredibly fucking sexist#and in fact wielding your womanhood to excuse your own sexism#is kind of the signature move of sexist women
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This might be a reach since I'm a bit emotional about it but in response to one of your recent posts:
I've also noticed a lot of "trans friendly" cis people (who are usually not actually as progressive as they believe they are anyways, even regarding transfems) using "trans women are women" or equal shorthands to signal their support and in turn just... completely brush over the existence of enbies and mascs as a whole.
Like obviously the statement in itself is true. Trans women are women. But it's used as the end all be all of the trans community. Like that's the only thing that matters and that we're fighting to have recognized.
It sounds a little whiney, but I wouldn't be so bothered by it if those same people then didn't turn around and spew the most hateful shit about men either in complete disregard to trans men&mascs or, even worse, including them in their hatred.
I don't know. Am I reaching? It's just been frustrating me...
you're not whiny or reaching, that's definitely happening in real time. it's okay to feel fucked up by this, it's not okay.
generally speaking whenever someone runs some kind of account on social media where they want to look like they accept trans people, they will immediately default to saying "trans rights!" and then "Trans women are women!" and then that's literally where the conversation dies. i do not understand why people continue to do this. yes it's important to uphold trans women but why does the conversation literally fucking die right after that?
i don't get why transfemininity and trans womanhood are seen as the entirety of/end all be all of transness by a lot of people but it's frustrating because it's used to put a blanket over a lot of other people to silence them for no good reason. like you can type a few more words. "trans men are men!" the silence is genuinely deafening.
some people don't realize that it's not what they say, but what they leave out that says so much about how they feel.
take care of yourself. i don't think this behavior is right at all. people really do think the conversation about trans acceptance begins and dies at transfemininity and trans womanhood. it's just weird i literally don't understand it. if it's malicious, i just don't understand why. it's not helping anyone
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No but being in Yuu's shoes and being in a relationship with Eric can be fun to torture Vil, of course depending on the relationship between you and Vil. Vil is your ex-boyfriend who treated you badly? Fuck his dad. Vil is being a little shit to you and your friends? Fuck his dad. Vil is your enemy? I think you know what to do. He'll hate you more. Also, you can break his heart if he has a crush on you. It seems like all those scenarios are the same but they have those little differences that make them all unique in their own way. Well, the only thing that remains is that Vil has to put up with seeing you at school while you're with his dad.
Also, can we have a sugar daddy fight? I think Eric has the potential to be one of the best sugar daddies. A great rival would be Crewel. He seems to appreciate Vil too.
(By the way, I love Vil. So this isn't hate propaganda against him.)
warning for intoxication in this post lolz minors dni etc
I love vil also but sometime you have to torture the blond man a little yk
orz the possibilities... I love revenge sex in stories, I love drama, etc, my favorite of these is definitely the first except this: vil was a really good (perfect) boyfriend, but he dumped you right before/after graduating NRC so he could focus on his career. he told you he just couldn't imagine finding the time for a relationship with his schedule, and school was one thing, but now he's an ~adult~ and he needs to get serious about his career. it wouldn't be fair to stress and burden you with his work, after all
and you let him because, well, it's vil. once his mind is made up on something, it's almost impossible to dissuade him. you have friends, and you try to talk to them, but nothing really helps. not even rook can cheer you up
and one night you're really feeling it, the sadness, the loneliness, the rejection, maybe you're scrolling through vil's magicam and looking at his perfect life, how your absence meant nothing to him, and you're desperate for his comfort but you can't have that, so you have the next best thing. next thing you know, your ex's middle-aged father is taking you out for a drink and a talk to ease your worries. in the blur of alcohol and laughter, you think he almost looks like vil, but not so strict, not so stressed
he's very charming, too. how have you never noticed? before tonight he was always so cordial, friendly but distant. perhaps it's only the alcohol, perhaps you had just been so wrapped up in vil's glamor you never gave erik a second thought. but he's really quite funny, isn't he? he keeps making jokes, teasing you, it's almost friendly. and he's a flatterer, too, you're sure he's never complimented you so much in your life
but he's only trying to cheer you up, right? this was the man who was going to be your father-in-law, you thought
...but now he's just a man, and one who happens to be buying you plenty of drinks and complimenting your smile, at that
you both end up a little more tipsy than you'd meant to, but you're having fun, and for the first time in weeks, you're not thinking about... what was his name, again? you can't even bring yourself to mope, everything is a little blurry, isn't it?
and you both end up in his house, somehow, and he tells you that vil is doing a shoot in fleur city this weekend, so don't worry too much about waking him, you can make as much noise as you want, it's just you and erik
and it's you that ends up on your back, or on your hands and knees, or bent over the marble counter in the stupidly expensive kitchen, or, more likely, all three over the course of the night, getting stretched out on his cock, his grunts in your ear and his breath on your neck, telling you how good and beautiful you are, how long he's wanted this-
I think he'd like to see you, your stomach or thighs or back, covered in his cum when he's done. such a lewd position you never should have been in
and you tell yourself, in the morning, that it was just a spur of the moment thing. you were just emotional, you were both drunk, and alone, and it won't happen again
it will. it does. vil is going to have a queen-sized meltdown when he finds out, of course, but for now, y'know, being a sugar baby isn't that bad
you still find it a little ironic how erik, who is just as, if not more career-oriented than vil, still has time in his busy schedule to see you >_>
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What irks me is why do so many zutara shippers also love dramione or reylo. Azutara is right there if the canon redemption arc is not that relevant to you guys. I personally do not get it, but it is probably because I do not care as much for enemies to lovers as I do for friends to lovers. Or maybe because I do not care for āI can fix himā love stories all that much. I do think that Katara played a role in Zukoās redemption arc, but to me itās so important that he changed on his own and for his own reasons. I feel like you get what I mean š
Iām gonna be honest Iām so tired I should not be answering this until I completely understand what youāre saying but-
Okay so I havnt watched Star Wars in years. And I never watched Harry Potter, BUT, one thing I believed that happened often was that we got to see enough interactions with these characters for people to say āoh, thereās tension here.ā Or āyeah I could ship thatā. Correct me if Iām wrong, I could be! But Iām pretty sure all those characters had a lot of time to get to know, understand, and grow together in some respect.
Now, Iāve never been opposed to the ātwo characters that barely interact should get shipped!ā Train. Iāve done it before, itās fun. You get to create character dynamics based on what you only know of the characters outside of their interactions. It makes for great character studies if anything.
My main problem is that Azula never demonstrates any emotion other than hate for the Gaang. For her brother? Idk, itās a stretch, but I believe in familial love, it couldāve been there ever so slightly. But she quite literally never sees them as anything other than the enemy.
I can totally understand the parallel aspect to their relationship, though. The parallels are define tot there, and I can see how that can influence a persons shipping preference. I first started shipping Zutara because of all the parallels i saw between them! So yeah, I get it.
I also totally understand not shipping Zutara, itās not everyoneās cup of tea and sometimes enemies to lovers isnāt for you. Iām not asking you to like Zutara or dislike Azutara. Katara āplaying a role in Zukoās redemption arcā also isnāt a large reason as to why people ship the two together. I mean, their talk in the catacombs was definitely filled with romantic tension if you ask me, but thatās aside the point. Almost all of Zukoās redemption, he fulfilled on his own with Irohās help.
Kataraās perspective simply helped him see the war from the completely opposing point of view without outright hate. And I think thatās beautiful.
Anyways, I went really off topic. Uh, TL;DR: I really donāt know anything about Reylo or Dramione. Azutara is still meh and I these mountains are getting really hard to climb in order to find that fuck I need to give. /lh (Iām sure asker didnāt mean any harm I just think itās funny)
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To be quite honest with y'all, one of my biggest frustrations with the Witch isn't the fact that she's portrayed as a bad person or an allegorical transphobe, but moreso with how... nasty, the responding attitude toward her is-- both in the podcast's voice and several fans' voices. I'm not saying that her hate and intolerance were totally excusable, but like. Relatively speaking-- in this podcast-- it's nowhere near the worst thing any character has done (especially in light of all the yonic/assault coding behind her character, but I won't go into that because it requires way more energy to respectfully talk about than I have rn)
Everything about Larson's background has pretty clear undertones of incest and rape, but we all still treat him as one of those "characters you love to hate" (and I'm definitely not condemning that fandom response btw, I do it too). Hell, even the podcast's voice itself portrays him as that entertainingly despicable villain. And even past Larson, let's be honest with ourselves, most main characters in this show have done incredibly fucked up stuff, such as Kayne, Arthur, and John. Still, Kayne also gets the entertaining villain treatment, and Arthur and John get praised for their imperfect nature.
The Witch though? It feels like the general response to her is unflinching disgust, a sort of "that nasty, lying bitch" attitude without any remorse or nuance. All of a sudden, harmful behaviors mean a character should only be despised, and nothing else.
And yeah sure, the Witch refused to budge from her intolerant viewpoint or whatever-- in this single conversation, after a lifetime of being taught only hate, despair, and loneliness. I don't know about y'all's experience talking to people raised in hateful environments, but it takes more than one heated conversation to change their minds. And again: no that doesn't excuse the harm they spread. But for a story that preaches the importance of giving people extended time to improve themselves from the worst of morality, even if they stumble or fuck up several times along the way? It feels entirely antithetical for this woman to get spat upon after a single impression of her.
Think about Yellow, too. Think about how he "grew up" in an environment (Arthur, then Larson) that taught him only hate and despair, which led him to be incredibly intolerant, violent, and hateful. And then think about how both the story's voice and us in the fandom treat Yellow. It's not with unflinching disgust and loud vitriol; most of us view him with sympathy, despite all the horrible things he says/does that aren't necessarily excusable, yet are understandable. Why is the Witch any different? Why does the disdain for her ring so much louder, sharper, and meaner than anyone else in this entire show? Why do we "love to hate" nearly every other antagonistic character we've met (Kellin, Butcher, Larson, Kayne, etc etc etc), but suddenly only do the "hate" half of it for this one specific character?
Why is SHE so much worse? What difference between HER and every other major onscreen character subconsciously shifted our viewpoints?
Obligatory disclaimers: Again, I don't think the Witch's physical/verbal violence was wholly excusable. I don't think anyone who dislikes the Witch is a terrible person, nor do I think Harlan or the show are terrible. I am not claiming that everyone in the fandom displays these attitudes, nor am I saying this attitude is some moral failure. This is a critical critique meant to spur critical evaluation, and not any sort of attack.
#*taps the sign* nuance in art/media engagement is possible if you make it#malevolent#malevolent neg#malevolent analysis#malevolent meta#cherrys rambles
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Ch. 13
Hit Me Hard & Soft
A/N- Hiii! Remember I will be posting a new chapter every Thursday. If youād like to be added to a tag list, please let me know! Donāt forget to like and repost! <3
Remyās POV
I smiled at my reflection in the mirror, trying on the costume that I ordered. I was going to be sexy Scream. Billie was going to her party dressed as Todd from Bojack Horseman and insisted that I dress up as Princess Carolyn, but honestly I just wanted to go for something moreā¦ I donāt know, sexy?
I take a picture and send it to her, hoping for approval.
Immediately I get heart eye and fire emojis, followed by a FaceTime call.
I answered, pointing the camera at the mirror and posing in different ways. āWhat do we think?ā
āHot. But youād look hotter as Princess Carolyn.ā Billie teased.
I rolled my eyes, reverting to front camera again. āToo bad, Todd.ā I stuck my middle finger up at her, then set my phone up on my dresser pointing at me from the waist up. āWhat time are you getting here tonight?ā I asked, unzipping my costume.
āAround 10, probably.ā
Turning around to face the other wall, I dropped my bodysuit around my ankles. āYou still coming over?ā I had to repeat myself, figuring she didnāt hear me. āBillie. You still wanna come over later?ā I turned around, clipping my bra back on.
āSorry, yeah. Duh.ā She finally answered. āAnd those cinnamon rolls better be ready when I get there.ā She emphasized.
āThey will be. I just have to make the icing.ā I pulled on some sweats and grabbed the phone, walking over to my kitchen.
āYou mind if I bring someone to your party?ā I asked, setting the phone down on the counter as I reached for a bowl and ingredients.
āNot at all. Do I know them?ā She asked.
Suddenly my phone started buzzing. āHold up, I gotta get this call. Itās work.ā
āCall me back!ā Billie said, before I hung up and answered the next call.
āHey, Rachel, whatās up?ā I held the phone between my shoulder and cheek as I mixed the ingredients together.
āHey, Remy, is this a good time?ā She sounded a bit sporadic.
āUhh, yeah, whatās going on?ā I hesitated.
āSoooā¦ Remember that interview we did for the digital article we were brainstorming for? The one for the app?ā
āThe one we did with RAYE?ā I put the whisk down and adjusted my phone.
āYes! That one!ā
āWhat about it?ā
āSo, Joe wants it up by tomorrow. Something about needing to beat People magazine? An insider told him theyāre publishing a similar piece with her.ā
āWell, yeah, sheās definitely getting more traction.ā I said, already knowing what comes next.
āI know youāre gonna hate me, but I really need you to go to the office, get on my computer, and finish the article out. Oh- And set it to be published by tomorrow in the morning!ā Her high pitched voice was fast and panicked.
āRachel, I had plans tonight and-ā
āIād do it myself but Iām all the way in San Diego at this conference thing. Its mostly done, and saved to my drafts. Itās really urgent.ā She pleaded, knowing Joe would be extremely pissed if she didnāt follow through.
āSure, Iāll be on my way in a little bit.ā
āUgh! Youāre the best! I owe you one! Donāt forget to credit yourself on the article too!ā She squealed.
āOh, trust me, I wonāt.ā I rolled my eyes. āIāll see you later, donāt worry.ā
āLove ya, girly! Thanks again!ā She hung up.
I groaned, finishing up the icing and shoving the bowl in the fridge. In my room, I threw on a yellow baby tee, some wide legged jeans, and put my hair in a red claw clip. I stopped by the round mirror next to my apartment door to check on my face, fixing the minor details, and walked out with my beige crossbody bag.
At the office when I accessed Rachelās computer, I quickly realized I had a lot of work to do. I sat for hours editing, deleting, then retyping her work. My eyes were shutting on me as I concluded the article, exhausting my brain to come up with anything impressive.
My phone began to ring, making me jump. I answered the call, my heart racing from the sudden scare.
āHey, I just landed!ā Billie sang.
āFuck. Hey, Iām sorry, I got so busy and Iām stuck at the office right now-ā
āRemy!ā She moaned. I could hear her disappointment through the phone.
āNo, donāt worry, Iām wrapping it up! Just head over to my place and wait for me in there. You still have my spare key, right?ā
āYeah.ā She said, monotoned.
āIāll be there so soon, just put those cinnamon rolls in the oven and by the time theyāre ready, Iāll be there with you.ā
āOkay, Rem.ā She said goodbye.
I cracked my knuckles and rolled my shoulders back, sitting up straight. I used every single one of my last brain cells to come up with a brilliant conclusion to the article. I let the interview speak for itself and included some quotes from the amazing Raye, but I found myself in the biggest case of writers block Iāve ever had. All I could think about was how much I hated Rachel in this moment for making me do this myself, knowing Joe would give her all the credit.
Eventually, after an hour and a half, I finished what could possibly be the worst article Iāve ever written. It wasnāt bad, just rushed, and I usually donāt work well under pressure. Before posting the article, I stared at the space underneath, where credit is usually given to the writer and editor. I hesitated to delete Rachelās name, and typed in my own. I stared at it some more, deleting my name and retyping Rachelās full name, then my name under editor. I sighed, setting the article to be posted tomorrow morning at 8am.
I shut the laptop and grabbed all my things, rushing out the door.
When I arrived at my apartment building, I pressed the elevator button a million times, ending up at my door and unlocking it as fast as I could.
I opened my door, psyched to see my best friend, only to see her passed out on my couch in her comfy clothes. I quietly closed the door, hanging my things on the tiny rack. In the kitchen, was a half empty baking tray with cinnamon rolls. The icing was poured over, and the rolls were starting to get cold. I put them away, covering the top with foil, and cleaned up a little.
I tip toed over to my couch, wondering how she was able to fall asleep on a two seater comfortably. She was curled up in a little ball, with my pastel crocheted blanket covering half of her face. I smiled down at her, feeling awful I made her wait so long alone. I wanted to welcome her home with open arms, and fresh, warm cinnamon rolls.
I turned off the tv, and turned down the lights, leaving only my soft, warm, reading lamp on. I patted her lightly. āBillieā¦ Iām home.ā I brushed the hair that fell over her eyes behind her ear, and leaned down to hug her tired body. I buried my face in her neck and took that sweet, familiar scent in, bringing a smile to my face. I wish I could carry her to my bed, but letās be honest, I donāt have any upper body strength. āYouāre so warm, and you smell like cinnamon rolls.ā I whispered.
She let out a slight moan and stretched out her curled up feet. Her lashes fluttered open, turning her neck a little as I sat up. āHi!ā I smiled ear to ear.
āRemyyyyy!ā She stretched her arms out, wrapping them around my neck.
āHiii! Itās me!ā
āI missed you.ā she pulled me into her chest. I crawled on top of her and laid there, propping my head up to see her.
āI know, Iām sorry I made you wait. It was an emergency.ā
āYou know what else is an emergency?ā she said, lifting a brow, jokingly. āMe kicking your ass for not spending any time with me while Iām here.ā
āStop!ā I laughed, deep down feeling awful. āNo more. Iām all yours for the rest of the weekend.ā
She placed both her hands on my face, looking at me for a moment, before squishing my cheeks together. āYou better be.ā
I placed my hands on top of hers, taking in the moment. I had missed her so much. Nothing was going to keep me from spending time with her. She deserved my undivided attention for making the time to see me. I believe she felt the same, her eyes scanning me as I smiled up at her.
āOkay. I need to see this costume in person.ā She broke the silence.
I laughed, āOkay, letās go.ā I stood up, pulling her into my room.
I pulled out the costume and began to undress. Billie sat on my bed, her legs criss crossed. āSo, who are you bringing tomorrow?ā
āOh, yeah. Iām probably not gonna bring anyone anymore.ā
āAw, why? They cancelled?ā She leaned back on her hands.
āNo, itās not that. I just wanna hang out with you there.ā I pulled up my nylon tights.
āNah, bring your friend, Rem. We can all hang out!ā She shrugged.
āReally?ā I smiled, squeezing into the tight bodysuit.
āIs it Rachel?ā She asked, signaling me over to her so she could zip me up.
āNo. Itās this girl.ā
āAt least itās not some guy.ā She laughed, sliding the zipper up, adjusting my straps.
āWell, no itās not a guy, but itās this girl Iāve sorta been talking to.ā I admitted, nervously.
Iād never really been in a serious relationship with a woman, at least not in the way I had with a man. I donāt think Iād ever told Billie I tried with girls, despite them being some of my favorite interactions. They were too short lived to bring up. I knew how hesitant she was about my relationships, and didnāt usually bring them around her until it was serious. Especially because I had been used to get near Billie before. Especially by girls.
āLike, as friends?ā She turned me around, keeping her hands on my shoulders.
āNoā¦ā I pursed my lips.
āWow! I didnāt know you-ā She blinked rapidly, looking shocked. āThatās awesome, Rem.ā She let go, realizing she was still holding onto my shoulder straps.
āYeah, itās kinda a new thing, I guessā¦ā
āNo, Iām justā¦ Why didnāt you ever tell me? I mean you know Iām-ā She scooted to the edge of the bed, her legs hanging off the side. āIām sorry, this is just the first Iām hearing of this Remy.ā She giggled, her eyes wide.
āJeez, is it that surprising?ā I smacked her tummy.
āYes!ā She laughed. āWhatās her name? Who is she?ā She pulled me on the bed, desperately trying to gather as much information as she could. āShow me her instagram!ā
āHer nameās Stevie. She works at Variety with me. Sheās an intern.ā I pulled up her instagram showing her my favorite pictures.
āOuu, cute.ā She took the phone from my handed scrolling through her whole profile. āHow long has this been a thing? Is it like a serious thing?ā
āNo, no. Weāre just talking. Sheā¦ I donāt even think she knows I like her like that.ā I shrugged, laughing a bit.
āOh, well she definitely likes you. You look her type.ā She handed me back my phone.
āHer type?ā I looked at her.
āYeah, pretty girls with pretty eyes, long hair, and tattoos.ā She looked me up and down, pointing at my arm tattoos.
I laughed, getting up and walking over to my body mirror. āI hope so.ā
She stayed quiet, watching me look in the mirror.
āSo? What do you think?ā I looked over my shoulder at her.
āYou look stunning. Insane.ā Billie smiled at me. I could see her through the mirror, her expression turning blank once I turned.
āIs that why you didnāt wanna be Princess Carolyn with me?ā
āKinda?ā I turned to her, shrugging.
āYouāre such a loserrr!ā
āBut Iām a sexy loser.ā I held my finger up in the air, making her laugh. I took a couple pictures of myself in the mirror.
āHere.ā She offered to take them for me, pulling out her phone. I posed, the flash reflecting off the mirror behind me. She leaned back, getting my best angles, as always.
āWhy didnāt you tell me you liked girls?ā She asked, her voice soft and quiet.
She sounded a bit hurt, like I hid something from her. I couldnāt help but feel like I kept a part of myself from her.
āHonestly, I donāt know.ā I walked over to her, turning around so she could unzip me.
āHow long?ā
āMmmā¦ a while. You remember Cassie?ā
She nodded.
āWe did some thingsā¦ I think thatās when I realized.ā
āYou never told me about that!ā She crossed her arms.
āIām sorry! I just didnāt think it was that big of a deal.ā I shrugged, stepping out of my costume, pulling off my tights. āItās not like I had anything serious with any of them. Iāve only ever told you about my serious relationships.ā
āWell yeah, but-ā She stopped herself, looking disappointed. I put a giant t-shirt on over my bra and underwear, and hung up my costume for tomorrow. āYou tell me everything. I told youā¦ā
āI know.ā I climbed on my bed, getting under the sheets. āI thought you kinda knew, I guess.ā
āWellā¦ā She crawled over and made herself comfortable next to me. āNow that I knowā¦ You better not hit on me.ā She joked.
I laughed, grabbing my pillow and hitting her in the face with it. āYou wish.ā I rolled my eyes.
āOw! My eye!ā She held her face, wincing her eyes.
āOh shit! Iām sorry!ā I grabbed her face, moving her hand so I could see. āI didnāt mean to hurt you!ā
āGotcha bitch!ā She licked the side of my face and rolled away, almost falling off the bed. She laughed that crazy, loud laugh I loved so much.
āOh- Fuck you dude come here!ā I kicked my feet into her back, pushing her off the edge as she died of laughter.
I got back in my spot, fluffing my pillow and getting comfortable again. She stood up, pushing her hair out of her face and plopping back on the bed with me. āMy stomach hurts from laughing so much.ā She put a hand on her tummy, breathing deeply to catch her breath.
My full-size bed was just big enough for the both of us, as long as I kicked off a few of my many pillows. I turned on our show, letting it run in the background as we talked a bit more before falling asleep.
āIām so happy youāre here.ā I smile, still paying attention to the tv.
āMe too.ā She said, pausing to laugh at something one of the characters on tv said. āSo are you bringing Stevie?ā
āYeah.ā I nodded. āDo you think sheāll like my costume?ā
āSheās going to die when she sees you.ā Her voice sounded genuine.
āDo you think I should ask her out tomorrow?ā I looked over at her, putting a hand on my mouth.
She looked at me, not knowing what to say. She bit her bottom lip, shrugging with her eyebrows instead of her arms, since they were warmly tucked under my blankets. āI mean, maybe just wait and see what she says. You donāt wanna push things, you know?ā She advised me.
I nodded, looking back at the tv.
āThatās just what Iād do, you know?ā Her eyes stayed on me. āBut, do whatever feels right.ā She added.
āRight.ā Nod, snuggling closer to her, laying my head on her shoulder. She yawned, letting me know it was getting late.
A silent while later, I lift my head to see a passed out Billie. After turning my tv and lamp off, I lay my head on my pillow, facing her. She peacefully slept with her mouth slightly open and a furrow on her brows so soft, you could only tell if you looked close enough. I smooth it out with my thumb gently, watching her lick her lips and grunt. Her body turned towards me, our chests parallel to each other. She sloppily threw her arm over me, her fingertips resting on my lower back, which my oversized t-shirt had left exposed. I pulled the bottom hem, attempting to cover up, even though it didnāt matter anyway.
The last thing I saw before shutting my eyes and drifting off, was Billieās face. She always made soft angry or worried faces in her sleep. I had so many pictures on my camera roll of her funny faces during naps. I smiled thinking about the party tomorrow, and how I get Billie for the rest of the weekend.
I took a mental screenshot of my view and dozed off.
#billie eilish#billie eilish fic#billie eilish fanfic#billie eilish fanfiction#billie eilish wlw#billie eilish lgbtq#billie eillish#billie eilish ftl#billie eilish f2l#friends to lovers#bestfriends to lovers#billie eilish x oc#billie eilish hit me hard and soft#hit me hard and soft#Spotify
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š š²š³š±š® š®š”š²š¤š±šµš š³šØš®šš² #OO2. Żš„Ė
this one are observations based on people I know, after analyzing their birth chart.
again, if want to share your opinion on those, i would love read them!
leo rising really have hair that STANDS OUT. usually wavy, voluminous, shiny, just beautiful. the wish to dye your hair red always appears at some point, and I recommend it, it looks wonderful.
mercury ā uranus aspects can make someone have a unique voice.
aquarius rising are usually part of some subculture
venus in virgo and your need to please your partner in every way. always asking if you're feeling well, because you don't have a smile on your face.
moon in 5th house and their connection with children :'). even if you don't like it, children admire you, you'll just catch them looking at you like that š„¹
people with gemini rising have frog beauty. also, I love the aura of this ascendant, you are cute, youthful, there is a receptive energy coming from you, this ascendant's smile is beautiful too.
as a venus in scorpio (stellium in scorpio to be more specific), i would definitely say that Patrick in 10 things i hate about you is my ideal type.
libra moon really don't like arguments, they try to stay calm and not take sides. but if you offend us, it's over, the rage will come š¤
scorpio rising really have that penetrating gaze. usually, scorpios are really easy to identificate.
I realized that we generally get along very well with ppl that have their sign in our 3rd house. my bestie has my sun in her 3th house, and we are soulmates. also, my friend and his bestie also have that, and other couple of friends share the same synastry. this is because the 3rd house is the house of communication and everyday relationships, it's as if you and that person spoke the same language, exchanging ideas in a healthy way. furthermore, we can consider the person with whom we have this synastry, as a brother/sister.
I noticed that most of my friends are virgo, or birgo is prominent in their birth chart. they are clever people who I can count on whenever I need, they are organized, or at least give off that vibe lol and are very good company. i love u virgos š¤
gemini and aries in an chart, makes someone fiery, a leader, but at the same time, someone very humble, nice to talk to lmao. it's a very likeable combination.
saggitarius rising and their ability to lighten up the room they are in, i love.
that's not an observation from someone I know, but I noticed it. Michael Jackson had a stellium in the 6th house, and that makes so much sense. his life was about making physical efforts, dancing, performing in general, and he tried to be excellent in everything he did.
i met a aries mars boy and whoop. he was AGRESSIVE, got in a lot of fights (always winning). i don't talk with him in like 2 years, but i found him on instagram and now he is a bodybuilder.
ok, hear me out. 5th house is connected to hobbies that give us pleasures (includes films, music, books, etc.) and also to crushes. I've been noticing that the celebrities I admire have the same sign as my 5th house
MJ (pisces Moon and rising)
Heath Ledger (pisces stellium)
Andrew Garfield (pisces Rising)
Rihanna (pisces sun)
Ryan Gosling (pisces Rising)
taurus rising are so soft, down to earth, charming people. ppl with that rising are so attractive šæ
i made this in a RUSH, and i'm falling asleep, not the best one srry šš»
#astrology notes#astrology observations#astro notes#scorpio#venus#aquarius#virgo#aries#pisces#gemini#saggitarius#libra#taurus#cancer#capricorn#synastry#astrology aspects#uranus#mercury#sun#rising#ascendent#houses#5th house#3rd house#6th house#mars
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Rejection.
āYou are never too old to set another goal or to dream a new dream.ā- C. S. Lewis
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tfa! optimus x teen! senior! reader.
rejection fucking sucks dude. I hate getting those rejection letters. I really do. But honestly, I can't help but appreciate and be thankful for the schools I've gotten into. However, something about this is grief is only letting me cope through writing it. Share it with me, yeah?
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Look at you... A college-bound senior, getting ready to take on whatever comes your way.
You've made it thus far...what can stop you now? The challenges are getting good grades, staying on top of things, and doing well on every test. You stayed up most nights, studying or doing homework. You've skipped out on days at the base or to hang with the rest of your friends on days or weeks before tests.
You may have messed around years before, but this year, this is your senior year. No room for mistakes, no room for too much error.
You've impressed yourself and others with such determination to get good grades on everything.
If you were being honest with yourself, that really wasn't the hard part. The hard part was the fact that you had to apply to colleges, get the right documents in, and ask for recommendation letters.
The stress took and is still taking over the majority of your whole life.
If you didn't think the weekends were getting more like weekdays before, then you definitely are now. You could barely catch a break and if you ever did it was so hard to get back into the grind of things. As time went on, you found you had little interest in doing things you enjoyed before. You looked at your video games differently, you could barely stay entertained for a whole movie, and your homework wasn't getting any more interesting.
One day, you were sitting in base, telling Sari about the dangers that are ahead of her in the years coming, but when two bots came in just as you were talking about how you found no interest in things anymore, she couldn't stop but just stare back at you while staring at the bots behind her, working on something.
You honestly didn't care about talking in front of the bots about your problems though. You didn't think they'd care that much about the situation.
Sari couldn't get the look of worry off of her little face as she stared between you and the bots. You didn't care much about it until she got up and left as soon as Bumblebee came.
You sigh and lay back on the couch, looking to the side, hearing thumps behind you.
"We are no strangers to losing interest in what we may use to enjoy due to excessive stress, but that does not mean you can't try," Ratchet says crossing his arms. "It is always nice to have a hobby or something to distract you," Optimus chimes in, his deep voice making you finally look back. You sigh.
"Also we're here, it doesn't hurt to talk to others during times of struggle," He adds.
Ratchet then walks off, leaving Optimus and you behind.
"My communication issues suck, but not only that but it's hard for me to try to communicate my teenage feelings to a 8-year-old and alien robots who have little to no knowledge of what I could be going through in here," You point at your head.
"Yes, we may not know, but at least you know you have a support system," he says quietly. "You were talking to Sari earlier, yes?" he asks rhetorically.
You close your eyes, shaking your head, putting it down. "Yeah Optimus, thank you," you mumble. "It's just hard, plus not only do I have to stay on top of grades, but I'm really nervous about being accepted to these schools," you say, hands motioning how you feel.
You look up at him again. "I'm scared of getting rejected..denied..worse," I say mumbling again.
Optimus looked at you, living in his own stress and despair, it's not easy seeing such a young human like you stress like he does. Everyone has their own responsibilities, but it gets to a point. He doesn't want you to be scared of rejection, he wants you to accept it, to learn from it, to push you through it. He remembers how he was, getting kicked out of the academy, he felt rejected and denied. He was still trying to recover. He wants you to understand that it's okay to make mistakes, to make tough decisions, or to be okay with a school denying you. It didn't define who he was (partially) so it shouldn't defy you.
"I understand your fear, I was there once, I had the pain of being denied, of being rejected almost," He went on, sitting next to you. "You have to understand that rejection and failure make us stronger people," He finishes, looking at you. "Don't be afraid to be sad, but don't let it take over your whole life. It's one moment out of many successes you're yet to have." He smiles at you. You smile back, finding some peace in what he had spoken to you. Maybe he found peace in his own words too.
#transformers#transformers x reader#teen reader#platonic#sfw interaction only#optimus prime#ratchet#orion pax#tfp#ratchet x reader#optimus prime x reader
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if you have some rotating around in your head, perhaps spare us crumbs of Law and Cora's dynamics with the Heart crew? š„ŗ
I see most of the crew as being relatively close in age range (maybe a 5-6 year range, not including outliers), but somehow Law continues to be one of the youngest crew members. He has no idea how this keeps happening. Thank god Bepo is still the baby of the group.
Cora, on the other hand, remains the oldest by far until they pick up Jean Bart. Some of the crew will jokingly say he's the crew dad.
Because Cora is there, Law isn't as tense as in canon. Although Law is definitely the captain, having an older, more experienced first mate (and, crucially, so much less guilt) means that he's more comfortable accepting help and delegating.
Related: Cora puts a lot of work into supporting Law's position as captain. It's a reversal of authority for them, but Cora, coming from a Marine background, is very aware of how a chain of command works (and how it doesn't). Especially early on, he was careful to defer to Law on major decisions and not undermine him. It's an added complexity in their relationship, but it worked out pretty well.
The first crew member to join was Ikkaku, who was trying to get out of a rocky situation. Her early days were a little rocky, as she was suspicious of them and they weren't quite sure how to fold a new member into the pre-existing dynamic. In the end, it was actually Doflamingo's takeover of Dressrosa that broke the ice. Seeing their reactions to the news humanized them to Ikkaku, and her help keeping things going while Law and Cora were trying to emotionally recover solidified her place in the crew. Since she was the only non-Swallow member on the crew at the time, she has the best sense of how much taking down Doflamingo means to Law. She understands, more than the rest, that Law hates him.
All the non-Swallow crew members joined after Cora and Law got their bounties, so those who kept track of wanted pirates knew of them by reputation. Reality didn't quite live up to intimidating expectations, however. Rather than terrifying, super powerful pirates, the Hearts are a cheerful, extroverted bunch, with a grumpy but kind captain and a goofy, charming first mate.
Related: it's something of a rite of passage among the Hearts to see Cora take the brakes off. When a fight goes sour, or someone threatens the crew, or they just need to make a show, Cora can go from 0 to 100 in a snap. Law might be the real powerhouse, but he's always vaguely threatening (comes from hanging around Doflamingo as a kid). Cora's anger always comes as a shock to new members.
Cora and Law are still the only members of the Heart Pirates with bounties. This is partly because they're the only members with Devil Fruits; partly because with their uniforms, most of the Marines they fight don't bother to try to tell them apart; and partly because Sengoku keeps "losing" any paperwork proposing bounties for the rest of the crew (read: feeding it to Holden the goat).
Every few months, the crew tries to get Law to participate in music night. They've never succeeded, but they're convinced that they'll wear him down one of these days.
#then somebody out there loves you#thank you for the ask!!!#and also your patience! it always takes me a while to answer these
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Chick Habit | Megumi Fushiguro
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I think you shouldn't have glorified, now you're wrong
Suck, suck, suck, suck
Suck, suck, suck, suck
Oh boy...
A part of megumi still refused to accept that he had screwed up, he kept wanting to think that it was your fault, that you were no victim and that you definitely deserved everything he had done but deep down he knew that he had been a fucking idiot, that he had taken things too far and that he had been doing for years the same thing that your former friends did to Tsumiki.
Megumi Fushiguro never regretted it, but maybe and only maybe at this moment he was doing it.
The more days went by the more frustrated he became and maybe, and just maybe, he was wondering what would have happened if he had figured out the reality of things before spreading all that shit about you, what would have happened if that first day of school he had responded to your cheerful greeting with a simple "Hi." You weren't the only one who had been wanting to do things differently.
"Did they hide what happened with that girl? It was horrible." Tsumiki brought up the subject in the middle of dinner, she only knew the story halfway and did not know that her beloved brother had been responsible. "poor girl, Mrs. Linwood told me she was a good girl, with all this she must not be having a good time."
"Why don't you shut up, Tsumiki?" Megumi was rude all the time to everyone, but he rarely had that attitude with Tsumiki.
"Megumi." Satoru scolded him.
"And shut up too, you have no idea what happened, stop acting like you care." Satoru leaned back in his chair and crossed his arms over his chest, watched Megumi for a moment, he had known him long enoughĀ to know that something is wrong.
"That girl, Yn Yl I think, she was in your class wasn't she? Maybe you can explain to us better what happened." Megumi hated talking to Satoru because he always felt like he knew everything, most of the time it was difficult to keep Satoru's secrets hidden. Megumi got up from the table and left the house slamming the door behind him.
They didn't know shit, no one did, you were just a fucking crybaby and he could have been so much worse. But God, he couldn't get you out of his head.
Although for a long time he saw you as the "enemy", the time he spent with you, those times when he wasn't being a bitch with you, he had really enjoyed your company.Ā
Because that smile that he had tried so hard to convince himself that he hated was actually the most beautiful he had ever seen, In fact, you were the prettiest thing he had ever seen.
You were pretty, funny, intelligent, you were full of good qualities, you were like a dream but he had broken you and there was no turning back.Ā
If he had to count how many times he had dreamed of you, the fingers of his two hands would not be enough. And it would be a lie to deny that his mind was repeating the two kisses he had given you over and over again because he loved remembering the feeling of his lips on yours. You were soft and sweet, the complete opposite of him.
Lately he had wondered a lot if he hated you or if he was just completely and deeply obsessed with you.
Yuji hadn't approached him since the Halloween party and Megumi really missed him but his pride prevented him from trying to talk to his best friend, Yuji missed him too but he was still angry about everything Megumi had done.
He was walking aimlessly, he was just trying to clear his head and forget about the small conversation he just had at home, he cursed that he didn't bring anything with him to help relax him.
The air was cold and his sweater wasn't helping to keep him warm But he refused to go home, he didn't want Satoru to question him again because he knew that he would sooner or later get into the truth.
That day he did not return until midnight and when he opened the door Satoru was on the sofa waiting for him.
"Where were you?"
"Don't start."
"Sometimes you forget who is in charge in this house." Satoru didn't seem to be playing at this time, even if his attitude was almost always playful and teasing, he looked Upset now.
"You're not my fucking dad Satoru." Megumi immediately cursed himself for saying that, but it was too late and he could only keep his defiant attitude as much as possible.
"I know." Tension filled the room, Satoru paused for a long time before continuing. "I know I'm not." Satoru preferred to keep his words to himself, he knew that anything he had to talk to him would be useless at this moment. "Go to your bedroom, it doesn't matter anymore."
That night was no different from the others where sleeping was almost impossible, now he was not only thinking about you and Yuji but he was also thinking about how he had been an ungrateful son of a bitch with the only two people who had taken care of him, Tsumiki and Satoru were his only family and yet he treated them like shit every time he was angry.
Sometimes he questioned why he was like that, what was wrong with him, to say that he hated himself would be too kind For what he really felt.
He was a cruel bastard too proud to admit his mistakes out loud, a motherfucker who every time he felt someone too close showed his worst side to puch them away.
The next morning he go downstairs to the kitchen And it probably wouldn't have been much different from any other day if it weren't for the very strange but recognizable figure that was on the couch between Satoru and Tsumiki.
Toji Fushiguro was like a blurry memory in megumi's mind, Although his voice was more than present in his mind because of all the calls he had received over the years, the way he looked was distorted among his memories.
He was strangely similar to him, Satoru had always told Megumi that he looked like his mother but he was also so similar to Toji that his stomach churned to, he didn't want to look like that man.
"Megumi." Satoru looked tense, in reality none of the three of them seemed too comfortable with the situation. "Sit down."
"What is he doing here?" but Megumi didn't try to hide his displeasure.
"Just Please Megumi." Satoru wanted to make things easier and although he knew that talking to Megumi would be useless, he tried to make him come to his senses.
"No. What is he doing here?"
Toji sighed and got up from the sofa, his expression far from the violent and strong face that Megumi remembered but still she was not going to trust him easily.
"I came to get my family back."
"You don't have any family here."
"Megumi." Satoru called out him.
"No, He's only here because he's old and finished, he doesn't give a fuck about his family, he doesn't give a fuck about changing."
"Just listen to him, Megumi."
"Shut up Tsumiki. Shut up, you three."
Megumi didn't go back to home that day, he didn't answer any calls, he hated Toji, he hated Satoru for accepting him into his house, and he hated Tsumiki for accepting back his father.
He felt stressed, tired and angry, he was fed up with everyone and couldn't leave his room because his fucking father was in the living room and didn't want to see him. After thinking about it a lot, he sent you a text message, he wanted to talk to you, he missed spending the afternoons in your bedroom.
You never responded, you didn't even receive the message, you had blocked Megumi's Contact.
Megumi was eating his breakfast when Toji arrived at the kitchen and patted Megumi on the shoulder.
"Are you going to talk to me, kid?"
"Never. touch. me. again." He got up from his chair with the intention of going back to his room but his father stopped him.
"Megumi, I really want to talk to you."
"But I don't want to. Look, I don't care about you, I don't want you in my life and you're never going to be my father. I lived without you up to this point and I prefer to continue doing so." Toji had never been present in his life, he didn't need him and he didn't care if this time he would change, he wasn't her father and never would be.Ā "I don't care what shitty story you tell me this time, but I don't want you to try to talk to me."
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