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Japan Expo starting today and I can't be there this year pls hit me I'M GONNA CRY
#Loooook#I wanna playyy#And and buy allll#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#gojo#gojo satoru#gojo x reader#geto#suguru geto#aot#attack on titan#levi#snk
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the worst parent poll made me realize just how many ppl in the fandom are willing to jump straight into abuse apologia. bc on one hand you have ppl dumbing down crow's abuse to "him just being mean" and on the other end you have ppl saying that curlfeather didnt abuse frostpaw because she sacrificed herself and frost + her siblings love her so she couldnt possibly be an abuser. truly mindboggling stuff take these serious topics away from the fandom asap.
Part of me feels like it's because many in this fandom have a feeling that if a character's actions are abusive, it means you're "not allowed" to like them. Like there's an impulse where if you liked a character, it MUST mean they weren't THAT bad, because you'd personally never like "an abuser."
As if it reflects poorly on your own morality, as a person, that you connected with An Abuser. Understood them, even. Even if it was just a character.
If it's immoral to Like Abusive Characters, of course your reaction is going to end up being abuse apologia. To enjoy something isn't logical, it's emotional, so you will get defensive about it when questioned. When you do, it's not going to be based on logic because you didn't reason yourself into that position in the first place. It's an attack on you as a person.
I feel like that's often the root of abuse apologia in this fandom, and sometimes the world at large; "If I admit that this character/person IS abusive, it means I was doing something bad by liking them, so I have to prove to everyone else that they weren't or it means I'm bad too."
And to that I say... That's a BAD impulse! Grow up and admit you resonated with a character that did a bad thing! If that's an uncomfortable thought, sit with it!
Sometimes abusers are likeable! They usually DO think they're justified in their actions, or doing it for "a good reason," or were just too preoccupied to care. MOST of the time, people who commit abusive actions are also hurt or traumatized in some way. You might even empathize with them. None of this means their actions have to be excused or downplayed.
"Abusers" aren't a type of goddamn yokai, they're people just like you and me. You don't help victims of abuse by putting the people who hurt us in an "untouchable" category.
In fact, all it does is make you less likely to recognize your own controlling behavior. You're capable of abuse. People you love are capable of it, too. People who love YOU can still hurt you.
In spite of how often people regurgitate "It's Ok To Like A Character As Long As You're Critical Of Their Actions," every day it is proven to me further and further that no one who says it actually understands what that means.
All that said; I think it's no contest which one's a worse parent, imo.
They both mistreated their children, but Curlfeather did it through manipulation without verbal or physical abuse. She politically groomed her into a position of power so that she could use her as a pawn. It can be argued if this counts as child abuse-- but it's firmly still under the broad category childhood maltreatment, which is damaging.
(though anon I'm with you 100% at seeing RED when "but she sacrificed herself" is used as an excuse. Curlfeather's death does NOT CHANGE what she did to Frostpaw in life. I think it's a valid point to bring up when comparing her to another terrible parent for judgement purposes, such as in the context of this poll, but I really hate the implication that redemption deaths "make up" for maltreatment.)
Crowfeather, meanwhile, is textually responsible for putting Breezepaw through verbal AND physical abuse, as well as child neglect. His motivations include embarrassment from a hurt ego, revenge on his ex, and being sad because of a dead girlfriend. This abuse drives Breezepelt towards radicalization in the Dark Forest.
You could argue Curlfeather is a worse person for Reedwhisker's murder, but as a parent? It's not even a question to me. Crowfeather's one of the worst dads in WC.
#Recently I've been reading a book on verbal abuse by Patricia Evans#And something I really appreciate about it is the way that it explains the way that abusive people *think*#The way that victim and abuser typically have a WILDLY different view of the world#The most important thing about this book though it how much it stresses that *these impulses are still human*#They play these power games to keep a sense of control in their relationship. It feels GOOD to hurt and dominate their partner.#And even when it describes the worst of humanity and the behaviors that escalate into physical violence--#--the book keeps in mind that anyone could change. But not everyone will. And it is NOT your responsibility as a victim to change them.#Reading it is painful but also very validating.#I wish I'd heard of it several years ago when I was first leaving that relationship lmao#but. How do you reconcile it when one of the most traumatic experiences of your life was an act of love in their eyes?#When it *wasn't* part of a game to hurt you but something they legitimately did in the thought they were protecting you.#You don't even get the satisfaction of having it just be nice and simple. That it was bad and we allll agree it was bad.#Frostie girlie you and me are going out to Carvel's and I'm buying us both a milkshake#warrior cats analysis#child abuse
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wonderful
#there is a ranboo that goes withthis but i didn't like how he was looking imma restart from scratch tmrw😭😭#ctubbo#michael beloved#ctubbo fanart#Guys you have no idea what i went through today like it wa fucking crazy i need to share this#so i went to the mall after school right and im going home at like 8 on the train with my friend bc i was supposed to be picked up ay her#stop right but then im told to just go to my stop and take the bus and im like ok sure but the problem is my phone is on SEVEN PERCENT and w#hen i get to the stop my moms like u have money for the bus right and im like ueah and i check and i have NO MONEY#BUT I DIDNT TELL HER ANUTHING BC I DIDNT WANT HER TI GET MAD BC I KNEW SHE WOUDKNT WANT ME TO WALK ALL THE WAY HOME AT NIGHT (FOURTY BLOCKS#So im like ok im getting on the bus now my phone is on four percent i have to WALK HOME allll that way and there's this crazy ass upward hi#ll that's like ten blocks long ITS NOT EVEN THAT BAD but like my mom thinks im on the bus so im trying to speed walk as fast as i can and i#RAWDOGGED it too because MU PHONE WAS GOING TO IDE!!!!#I made it home at two percent U guys i was so proud of myself thank u for listening#IM SO MAD IT WOUKDVE BEEN OKAY IF I WASNT IN A RUSH And also if i had music uggghhh Whatever#I bought this really cute skirt at garage hold on let me find it#lexi pleated skort color Navy blue ITS SOOOO CUTE got some new leg warmers too yesss....#I NEED TO DOWNLOAD THE TRANSIT APP i woukdve been able to attach my apple pay and buy the stupid ticket if my phonewasnnt#too dead to do al that...#Guys always make sure u carry cash with yiu goodbye
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leo and jia doodle ft. my poor attempt at a parrot
#i draw skrunkly#i say doodle but almost fully render#i kinda like how jia’s shirt looks though LOL#id definitely buy it#THEY LITERLASLY LOOK RELATED#SOBBNGN CRYING THROWING UAAAPPP#oh my godf. eric please let us adopt him#ikeep dreaming about leo beign in my liottle family pleaseee#he deseresves allll the kisses and hugs and love#seriously dont look at the parrot its so bad#stardew valley#stardew valley farmer#stardew valley leo#getting my tags in sorry#stardew leo#stardew farmer#sdv leo#sdv farmer#stardew valley fanart#stardew fanart
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I just love this angle~
#helluva boss#satan helluva boss#helluva boss mastermind#i am looking respectfully#and lustfully#i'mma be buying allll his merch#helluva boss satan
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tired: bg reference from scratch layout/moodboard
wired: creating bg reference by modeling everything in blender
inspired: creating bg reference in house flipper 2 sandbox mode
#ever.txt#bro i hope they have a major free content update for this game#but if not ill be happy to buy dlc but yea#awesome base game but could definitely use dlc#which im sure is in the works#i loved allll the original house flipper dlc so much aslkdfj;als
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ohhh what i would give for another cringe fail eddie diaz speech with a weird metaphor for love
#i love when eddie is a loser#like yes tell your wife how being with her feels like drowning in chocolate#thats a totally normal thing to say when you have totally normal feelings about said wife#anyway#i need eddie to fail to another metaphor soooo bad#i need him to compare buck to juice and for it to not translate at allll#“i always choose water but its not what i really want and i guess what im trying to say buck is that i want the juice”#“you...you want juice?”#“yeah. i think ive always wanted it but never allowed myself to have it. but i want it more than anything...if its available that is”#“...uh okay...i think theres orange juice in the fridge. do you---do you want me to pour you a glass?”#“what no buck i dont want orange juice. i mean i want juice. im choosing juice.”#...#“...so you want me to buy apple juice? or just like a variey? oh how bout that nectarine juice that stuff is good”#but okay whenever eddie fully explained it yk buck would be all 🥺🥺🥺#“oh eddie 🥺🥺 you mean like youre saying that IM your juice youre choosing me 🥰🥰”#whatever weird ass shit eddie says bucks gonna love because theyre the same kind of insane about each other#eddie could be like#buck. youre the hallway light i leave on at night. lighting a path so i can find my way through the dark. warm and bright and always there#and buck would just#🥺🥺🥺 eddie 🥰🥰🥰
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Why the FUCK are Southerners under the impression they're even welcomed on the internet ANYMORE????? Sorry but this is genuinely fucking rancid I feel fucking unsafe knowing that my spaces are being invaded by you fucking people. Fucking disgusting that it's 2024 and we can't hold piece of shit racists and Confederate nazis accountable for literal fucking war crimes and slavery anymore.
hey man. whats going on. this is such a weird thing to say to someone else on the internet life would be so beautiful if you stepped outside and talked to a real person for once. btw did you know the south is mostly full of poor people and black people and acting as if being from a place makes a person inherently a bigot is very weird almost as if it's pushing a classist narrative. Thats so wacky lol
#sorry i got this out on discord#but other parts of america love to pin ALLLL of their bigotry and crimes on the south. racism misogyny homophobia etc#so they dont have to reflect on themselves and do introspection as to what theyre doing wrong. bc make no mistake its rampant other places#<- europe does this with america too. lol. lmfao#but other places love to act like they're educating or modernizing or fixing the south when they just. want to turn it into where they#came from. when they move here and buy up all the cheap land and skyrocket prices and chop down huge swathes of forest#to build solar panels for 'eco friendly energy' despite THOUSANDS of acres of wood lost.#and its so weird that a lot of these attitudes about being better than them inherently and being lesser human beings are pushed in every ot#er area of the country. its almost as if its long rooted classism and racism#there are queer people living in the south. trans people. people of color. you cant just tell us all to leave to be redeemed#we deserve to live safe lives AND not have to leave behind everything we've ever known. what if we dont have the money??#but i guess you dont care abt that. lol. Lmfao#jamies bad posts#jamie answers asks#hate anon#jamies serious posts
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I can feel people's distain for me radiating off of them
#personal shit#because I am a nuisance and a burden in my lack of ability to function due to being terrorized for most of my life#resulting in debilitating mental illness#allll those people that always have to say “I wish my disabled family member was never born or would just die because it is too hard on me”#how if someone murders their disabled family member they get sympathy because it was soooo hard on them#how my mother just wanted me to kill myself and how eager she was to anandon me several times#*abandon#like I have been “wrong” to people since before I can remember and they treated me like less than dog shit for it and now it's made me this#that other people hate too#still thinking of that reddit post that's like “should I buy a used car or just kill myself#like I know my mother doesn't have the ability to treat anyone she's that close with kindly#but it's for sure me being neurodivergent that got me treated even worse
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gosh how I admire how ppl build and decorate so beautifully ;-; <3
#love simblr sm#feel like my builds r so mediocre skjand#currently sorting thru my ridiculous mess of a build buy mod folder...#head exploding#but I organized allll my makeup sliders presets details hair clothes accessories already WOOO#I wanna get under 10gb and im at 14 rn#and I plan to put it all on a usb too cuz I fear that origin is gonna shut down soon?? for Macs?? its a mystery to me rlly
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When is PS2 dropping in amazon prime? I yearn
#ponniyin selvan#I have no means to rewatch unless i take leave again and go allll the way to my hometown and buy a ticket and watch#Which btw is a 7h long ride to and fro so i got no time#I need prime to work it up for me ASAP
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so unfair i cant drink legally yet
#dib noise#i have it but i cant buy it. fuck my ldie#ALSO MY STEPDAD IS ON PROBATION SO THEY DONT HAVE ANY IN THE HOUSE AT ALLLL
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me: *wretched, wailing, crying* wh...where does..!!.where does the money keep going...?????
me: *suddenly sobering up* oh right, i am in massive debt.
#massive proportonal to my income#not counting the hotel fees#which are massive as well#proportional to my income#and then i get mad at myself for buying food its crszy!!!#crazy!!#uber was too expensive so i just got a bike and now use that as my primary mode of transportation#even if its raining. because uber is 2 way and i still get talked at for walking at night#so yippie!! sweaty allll the time#i dont make lunch anymore tho. its a hassel and im too depressed most times honestly#so ive started either skipping or maybe getting a small dollar store frozen food#which is good because i was told to.lose weight because of blood pressure so!! yippieeeee!!!!#it like. i want to cry. but my life isnt bad enough for that ypu know?#like the comic of the chipped cup and the broken cup#chipped cup for life i guessss#also i just think its strange that i got insurance to cover my medical costs and im still 5k in medical debt thats wild!!! it didnt even#cover 2 of my visits!! why?????????????????????????????????????#smile#but thats okay. its just some how increasing this year from 2$ something from my paycheck to a whole 35$ something :)#thats aweseome....;;; so cool!!!!!!! lovemy job!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#idk maybe this is normal. i dont really go out or reaserch or anything anyway#maybe i deserve this for trying to jusy exist#idk
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SQUEEEEEEEEEEEE ok so the meetup for gi cosplayers is on a day im nawt going to comicon . . . but the general gaming one IS so i can go to that instead !! :3
#➳ the fool speaks#paranoia telling me i shouldn't be saying when im going bc uu could prooobably figure out where it is . but there's like a thousand ppl#there and i'm nawt going alone so . i doubt i'll get kidnapped ?#or something like that erm#i'm taking a look at allll the things i wanna go to . . . which isn't many since there aren't any celebs i'm interested in seeing#so less stress abt also having time to wander around artist alley n the retail area#oh god i have to get more money to get as much merch as i can bc i know i'll want every#single thing vaguely related to my interests that my eyes pass over for 0.1 millisecond#......i also need to buy birthday presents for the 3 people i know who are aging this month#withers away why is capitalism like this i deserve to be able to get people kyutesy little gifts#as well as kyutesy little goodies for myself#and nawt stress abt all this raaaaaaaaaaaahghth#well either way just going to different activities will be fun teehee#even if i can't get allll the merch i want i still have saved a fair amount . . .
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➻ mha boys + how they eat you out
ft. izuku midoriya, tenya iida, hanta sero (pt 1 here)
warnings: 18+ content!! mdni!!!! reader has a vagina but no pronouns used, idk slight dumbification in sero’s, not proofread
notes: idk what got into me i feel like these are so much longer than pt. 1 😭 anyway i lovvvvevvevve sero sm ugh that’s my man
izuku is a closeted perv and literally cannot get enough of you. not only is he a panty stealer but he is in love with the way you smell and especially the way you taste. he likes to catch you off guard while you’re occupied with something and drop to his knees in front of you, nudging between your legs and kissing over your panties while looking up at you with the sweetest smile. he’s straight up moaning into you the second he gets a taste and this boy is SOO eager to please. he’s a messy eater like denki and will literally study how your body reacts to his tongue. he learns allll the things that get you soaked and will use that against you. he just wants to make you cum as many times as possible! he’s pulling your hips closer to his face the more you unconsciously scoot back from all the overstimulation and will massage your thighs to comfort you while STILL going at it! “you can do one more, can’t you baby? just one?”
tenya definitely buys “she comes first” and reads it all the way through before eating you out for the first time and it’s so worth it! after the first time he learns that it’s an incredible stress reliever for him and now he asks for it all the time. and how could you ever say no?? everything this man does to you is romantic. he lays you down on your back so gently and kisses you everywhere he can reach while he undresses you. he’s the type to spread your folds open with his index and middle fingers and he doesn’t understand why you get embarrassed when he stares. you’re just so beautiful to him! tenya is super methodical with his tongue and (hot take) could probably give you the quickest orgasm of your life if he wanted to, but he likes taking his time! he’ll throw your legs over his broad shoulders and hum against you when your thighs close around his head. he also likes holding hands during it and rubs his thumb over yours subconsciously, his eyes closed while he gently sucks on your clit. you swear he looks the most relaxed when he’s between your thighs. “does that feel good, my love?”
hanta is a bigggg fan of 69 and you can’t tell me otherwise. he doesn’t even wanna cum he just thinks it’s so cute when you lose your rhythm or stop sucking him completely because of how good he’s making you feel! he’s talkative in bed too and will tease you about the way you moan around him while he’s pressing up against your g spot with his long fingers. also lovesss bucking his hips up into your mouth to make you gag when you stop moving. he’ll tease you constantly to get you worked up but you know he’ll always make it up to you. this man is a real freak and i love him for it!! he’s like a perfect combo of katsuki, denki, and izuku - hanta will start out crazy slow to tease you but always ends up making you cum at least three times with his tongue alone and has to keep going if he feels like you haven’t made a big enough mess yet. sheet changes are frequent when you let him get between your legs. he really just wants you all dumb and pliable before he even fucks you, which isn’t hard when he’s as good as he is! “i know baby, i know, promise ‘m gonna fuck you after this one..”
#mha x reader#mha#mha smut#bnha smut#bnha x reader#hanta sero mha#mha hanta sero#hanta sero x reader#izuku midoriya#izuku midoriya x reader#mha deku#deku x reader#tenya iida#mha tenya#tenya iida x reader#hanta sero smut#izuku midoriya smut#tenya iida smut#mha x you#bnha x you#fem reader
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i am devastated. this ruined my week. ruined my month honestly. now i just have a stupid white fox mask that doesnt make sense or go with anything. it was in the center of my jacket. the main focus of the back of my jacket. now i need to remove it entirely and just look at it sit on a shelf
#and a replacement costs like $11.#without shipping :)#haha fun#love it#i just love rubber backed pins soooo much#rubber back pins are definitely just as good as clasping pins :))))#rubber back pins are very secure :)))#haha every pin should have a rubber back honestly cause who even needs them to stay on#gonna spend like $6 more to buy a bunch of clasp backings to replace allll the rubber ones#literally so insanely infuriating
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