#Anata wa hitori ja nai

[kathaynesart]

Merch for sale! Thanks everyone for your opinions on the MD Logo! Black lines easily won out, though I added a hint of the white to help make it pop. Also made a colored version, a quick minimalist design and a spoof shirt. I know I'm going to be the only one who buys Leo's Brand and I don't care. It's for me.

They're all available HERE: https://teepublic.com/user/kathaynes

Suggestion to my fellow peeps with high sensitivity to fabrics, I highly recommend the Tri-Blend T-Shirts on TeePublic. They are super comfy and much softer.

NOTE: you can buy all these products on things other than shirts: totes, mugs, etc so check it out if shirts aren't your thing.

Hopefully I’ll make more soon, been crammed with holidays, birthday, and other projects. Still want to make a proper purple satin jacket design but did not want to rush it.

[hyacinthstears]

CALLING ALL FANS OF MUSIC AND 2012 MIKEY ANGST!!!!

🧡I MADE A PLAYLIST 🧡

TW FOR SELF H@RM AND ABUSE

Some of the songs are based around some 2012 Mikey headcanons of mine like:

Mikey Self H@rms

Has body dysmorphia

doesn't actually want to be a ninja

His brother (unintentionally) abuse him

he has Maladaptive day dreaming

Mild auditory and Visual hallucinations

spent longer in Dimension X then he said

He Masks

seeks love and approval even from enemies and people who hurt him

Trans fem/Genderfluid

AroAce

Internalized Transphobia

...

I'm not projecting what are you talking about???

(ok maybe a little but that's because I'm still overcoming all lot of my issues and while I have gotten A LOT better I still struggle sometimes and imagining and character I love dealing with with the same things I do makes me feel better and less alone)

To anyone out there struggling with anything like this, as someone how has been clean from a lot of these problems for over a year I can say it dose get better and you are not alone🩷

Anata wa hitori ja nai

You are not alone and you are loved.

[monkey-d-addy9000]

Did you understand that they jump off a cliff just to save Raph? Without even knowing if they were going to make it cause they have absolutely no power? They could've died but they didn't even thought about that, they just jumped. Its been months and i still cant get over this, sorry.

[aska234]

@zee-rambles

Rise April art challange day 3 - Casey & Casey Jr.

Sorry if the drawning seems rushed but I literally have to wake up in like 4 hours and still have work to do.. anyway ma priorities are sorted out what do you mean?

[wolfasketch]

Been a hot minute since I draw Lisa and I've been wanting to draw this for a while

SpeedPaint: https://www.youtube.com/shorts/Mss4wdAzhLs

[0ransje]

We may be going extinct but at least we have each other.

[donatellosfm]

He had no idea why he’d agreed to this. Things had been tense lately for the Hamato brothers to say the least. Time kept passing by and they were no closer to finding their father than they had been before. Frustration didn’t quite cover the feeling that came with that. Donnie poured over anything he could find about the Foot Clan, Shredder and the Hamato Clan and all he’d learned was that there was a lot to know and no one was willing to talk. Their somewhat normal lives here were nice distractions but it was clear that Raph and Leo had bumped heads. It was hard to keep secrets when they were so tight-knit. Mikey hated when they fought and Donnie thought it was counter-productive. Sure, he bickered with them but only so they could progress and when he was worried his brother’s were in danger. 

He hadn’t worn so much black in a while and he tugged at the purple bandana holding back his hair. Leo had said ninja stealth so here he was on a random roof in the city waiting for his brothers. He was watching their little colored dots move from different directions towards him on his tablet. He was hoping this would help ease the tension by pushing them into something more familiar. He had a feeling that’s what Leo was hoping too. He sighed and kinda wished he’d brought a cigarette but he wasn’t risking getting caught by Raph and maybe it wasn’t the healthiest thing to relieve his stress. Not that he’d ever admit he was stressed. Nope, Hamato’s didn’t do stress, they just kept going until they hit the wall and then they got up and kept going. It was nice to have a purpose, especially when that was all they had, but it wasn’t the first time he wondered if it was just too much for them.

( @leonardosfm​ @ohraphael @cowabungas )

[leonardosfm]

a joke was taken too seriously at 11 pm at night. [ x ]

[ducknotinarow]

⏰ - Rise Raph Casey

| Slip a ⏰to see a memory or a part of my muses' past.

"Guys, get everybody out head for exits!" Raph yelled out he hated the idea of pulling out of a fight but well they didn't have a choice in the matter did they? Snapping his teeth together as he growled under his breath annoyed and pissed off as the hideout shook and rattled from the impact of what ever the Kraang was using to break the place down. No matter what they did or where they hid they always seemed to find them at some point.

Raph was so tried of leaving home after home. When was the last time they ever could call a place home? They need to go back to sticking under ground it's easier to hide that way. That was something to bring up to Leo later watching his brother take lead on a group along with Mikey to get this current set of people out. It made his heart sink these crowds were getting smaller and smaller every day. Raph jumped over to take the hit of metal projected out towards the crowd. Arms crossed over his face, as red aura slowly worked and form over his arms to shield himself with. She always got upset when he got hurt and would come back covered in new cuts and bruises. He could feel his feet slip a little, so he stomped hard to better plant his feet. Splinters voice in his ear about needing a wide stance. Got it pops. Mikey's voice was beside him next telling Raph they got everyone. He just grunted and nodded.

"Time to return to sender than!" He bellowed out as he threw his arms forward letting the random scarp of metal go flying back to the unit of Kraang trying to stay on their trail. They needed to take advantage of every second and keep moving.

"Oh that better not have been from my lab! I needed that!" Raph could hear Don complain about ready to grab them and run with the rest of the resistance as they had to fall back when he noticed Don wasn't alone. Cass arm over his shoulders as the purple banded turtle was trying to keep her up on her feet. Yeah of course the sight of blood trailing down her head was reason to worried. But that wasn't what had Raph freezing in place. It was the lack of Casey with her that had his eyes widen suddenly. "Where is he!" Raph yelled suddenly Donnie snapping to look at Raph eyes wide himself, he looked confused. it was all Raph needed. Cass opened an eye herself and shared in the same unsettling thought already trying to work to stand on her own.

He's not with you?

Raph's heart quickened.

Not again.

Please not again.

Turning to look back as the crumbling building. The fallen Kraang bot laid out armor suit priced by the scarp metal it chucked at them before. They never traveled alone though. "Take her to the others i'll meet you there!" Was all he said before rushing forward back into the building. Dust and debris falling all around him. Ignoring Don and Cass voices calling out to him. Eyes narrowed and sharp as he made his way in. Looking left and right letting feet carrying him. He couldn't waste a second, even a moment to stop and think was a second closer to losing someone again. It he ran faster then if he hadn't froze up. If he just moved without thought. Than how many lost would still be with them now? There group was growing smaller and smaller every day. But he wasn't going to let it grow small from losing.

"CASEY!" Raph yelled when he finally saw the small child. Cowering under a fallen support beam ramble stacked on top of it but with how it was wedge again the wall and the floor, seemed to be holding. It would for long. Raph moved dropping to his knees so he could slip under their hiding spot. Grabbing at the small child and drawing them to his plastron. "I got you. Dad's got you." Raph breathed out relief mixed with fear and adrenaline. Thanking his Hamato ancestors to himself he can't bear having to witness another lose. Splinter, Draxum...Yvoone.

Looking down he offered them a smile he didn't want Casey to be scared. But another shake to the building told him to move, one arm curl tight around Casey as he turned to his side hand firmly planted to the ground as he pushed off needing the boost. His shell smack against the support beam and punched it back causing all the weight it was holding to finally break it and crumble down. Fuck. Raph thought he shouldn't have moved like that, he thought as fall forward. Curling around Casey so they wouldn't get hurt. Raph closed his eyes as he hit the floor. He needed to relax and clam down or he'll make another mistake. Looking over his shoulder he can see his leg was trapped. And fuck did it hurt, hes not strange to the pool of red seemed to start sweeping around. His adrenaline must be working over drive cause he can't in the moment feel it.

Turning back to look down to Casey, he just offers them the same smile as before. As he looks them over, dark black locks of hair, and deep green eyes, little chipped tooth they were so excited for. Once more he pulls them closer to himself one arm planted to the ground he could do this. Focusing his best to form that red aura all his effort going towards his leg. Come on.

Enegry brust out he could feel his leg freed up as he wasted no time moving to stand. Only to regert the second weight with on that leg. It burned. Something wet was definitely trickling down it. He didn't waste time to look he just hobbled on the one good leg.

"Don't worry, Case, I got ya nothin' gonna you on my watch." He assures the small child in his arms, smiling down to them still. He insisted that no matter what, he would hold this smile for them.

Everything would be fine it was going to be fine. Casey would be fine. It was the only thought in the snappers mind. Loekly why despite the pain he could just force himself to move. Leaning against the wall for support as he was making his way back to the exit. Deep, shakey breaths of air were taken in and let out as he jsut worked past the sting and throb. It be a miracle if something was cracked or broken in his leg. Alarms set off anytime his foot touched ground he hissed under his breath eyeing Casey's expression.

"Gonna move again got ya bear?" Raoh asks. "Maybe next place ya ma and I can have a rooms closer then you won't have to walk as far to get ta me?" Raph says he's trying to keep Casey's mind on anything but what's going on now. "Maybe we can check around the stadium again." So much wasnt around anymore a lot lost to this on going war that seemed like it might never end. City full of zombie out kraang people and such. Scraping by and scavenging wasn't getting any easier. Helped that him and brothers grew up like that. "Maybe we can find hockey stuff for ya there? Be me and you nice father son trip." A promise to hopfully be kept.

Raph eyed the entrance and smiled more almost there. He could see Donnie and Cass still there likely waiting for him to return. Cass fave lit up at the sight of Casey. "Ya moms gonna need ya help Kay? She got a lil hurt. Promise to take care of her?" Course Casey would he loved his mom.

Just when Raph was sure they were close to getting outta of there though? He noticed something where was thar kraang from before? Why were Donnie and Case waving thier arms like that? He felt something land hard behind him. Slowly he turned to find it looming over head now. The look in its eyes screamed muder. There was no way raph could get him and Casey away. There was no way he could run fast enough to save him and Casey. Fuck Cass or Don even. There was one thing though.

Looking down to Casey he smiled once more "Anata wa hitori ja nai" a brief Kiss placed to Casey's head. "Tuck your legs and arms in and keep you head low."

I'm sorry Yvoone but I told you I will take any hit for them.

"Don heads up!" Raph yelled as swung with all he could on the one good let everything going onto this throw as he narrowed his stare on to Don who seemed aware what he was doing near dropping Cass arms held out to try his best. Casey flew out of his hold and went through the open air. Raph fell as he felt metal slam against his shell slamming him into the ground of the buildings Shakey Foundation. He felt the building shake again and the pressure on his shell was gone. Turning his head to the side so he could watch pry Donnie for once could catch.

Lucky for both of them, Leo came back and jumped into the air grabbed Casey. Well yelling at Raph for throwing to Donnie. He always missed laceface as it was. Raph found it in himself to laugh at the expression Don was wearing. Mikey soon came next to the two of them calling out I a panic at how close Raph was to a kraang. They all were trying to hide it. The fear. He just smiled.

"Guys tell him how much I loved him, take care of him, raise him, play with him. Make sure to read him stories and tuck him in with his bear." Tears sterling down his face." Ignoring them calling stupid that they were going to save him as Leo hand Casey off to Cass.

Not this time.

Raph turned to find the kraang stalled hands how to each wall it was holding the building up on its back one wrong more or pull would bring it all down

"Bring it." He dears them. Reaching up and grabbing on to the gross pink spongy body of the alien. "Guys....I love you. All of you."

Everything went quite he heard his name and mkre shouted but in tje moment he ripped that chewing gum prick from its host body. He could see the metal falling down. He didn't feel a thing after he should. This was it uh? Was this how it was for everyone else they lost? He gets it now leaveing is just as hard as being left behind. His brothers, his son. But he did it he saved them and he could smile for that alone.

"I'll see you again Casey." Was the last breath he spoke. Before everything faded.

[angelpuns]

Kid Leo Au: New Normal Part 2: "Training"

Part 6!

I didn't realize I had finished this part so I spent the whole day working on the next page only to find out I could have posted this at any time smh :/ Ah well

Anyway Raph giving Leo the 'Anata wa Hitori Ja Nai' talk without Lo really getting it is sweet :) He'll figure it out eventually!

Time to meditate LIKE A BOSS

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[ironinkpen]

anata wa hitori ja nai

once again i am getting emotional about Leo carrying on Karai’s legacy of hope and self-sacrifice and drawing strength from family

[rhinocio]

(2-3/?)

first - series

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気楽 に行こう. (kiraku ni ikou) - Take it easy. だいじょぶです! (daijoubu desu) - It's okay! ご愁傷様です,弟. (go-shūshō-sama desu, ototo) - I'm sorry for your loss, little brother. あなた は 一人 じゃない. (anata wa hitori ja nai) - You are not alone. 弟 (ototo) - Younger brother 濱戸リア (hamato lea) - Lea Hamato はじめまして, 弟. (hajimemashite, ototo) - Nice to meet you, little brother.

[raph-a-doodle1]

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『No asking personal questions </3』

『Nicknames are fine!』

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[zee-rambles]

This may be corny but you do have an army. The rest of us fans are an army banded together to express our love and infatuation with this amazing show and incredible characters.

And Iv felt similar frustration and anger about how this shows been treated and discouraged about the future. It’s understandable and it’s ok. It’s ok to feel that way.

Artists, writers, the people who consume and share content, the ones who talk their friends into watching it, or rewatch for the 100th time in a row, those who message the network, and so forth. We are all here supporting each other in our own ways.

We are all working together for the same goal.

We’ve all got each other in this.

You are not alone.

Anata wa hitori ja nai.

(I really hope this message comes across as positive cause that was my intention when writing it. Thank you so much for all that you’ve done and everything you continue to do to help keep this show alive.💜)

I can’t tell you how much I appreciate it. It’s so hard to hold onto hope when it feels like I’m the only one still fighting while the rest of the world is moving on. Thank you! It’s good to know I’m not alone.

Don’t stop fighting for Rise. Especially now!

[14muffinz]

12 & 18 TMNT Leonardo shower thought I had.

bolding the beginning of each paragraph so you know which leo i’m talking about

I hope I’m not getting something wrong i haven’t watched the later 2012 seasons

12!Leo has been the leader from the start. To him, it’s his duty. His role. This only becomes more relevant when his father dies and he is now the new leader of his entire clan. He sees himself as the only one fit for the role, and has a tendency to not listen to his brothers until the last second, just because he is the oldest and the leader, both of which are things that he was assigned by Splinter to be, and once they may not have felt like cold hard fact.

12!Leo is still just a happy kid at his core, but it’s become buried under his responsibility and trauma and the fact that his childish side sometimes can’t show itself due to the fact his voice doesn’t always work. He feels like there’s no point in asking his brothers to help carry the burden, in his eyes he’s the only one fit for it, anyways.

Then there’s 18!Leo. He’s the 3rd youngest (I hc Don as the older twin, fuck off) and was appointed leader after the need for one had seemingly dissapeared. He doesn’t want to be the team lead, doesn’t think he should be, either. That’s always been Raph’s job as big brother, in his eyes. Yeah, he can make good plans and can take a commanding tone when he needs to, and maybe he’s good at motivating his siblings, but those are all things that he could do as the face man, and there wasn’t any reason why he had to take that from Raph, because Raph couldn’t be the face man, now he was just another teammate, and Leo hated that he’d done that to his big brother, forced or not.

And then the movie happens, and 18!Leo realized that oh fuck, he hadn’t been made the leader. He’d been acting like it this whole time. His father had just removed the burden that came with the word leader, and gave it to someone who didn’t also carry the weight of being an older brother. The reason Leo was the leader was because Raph needed to not be the leader. Any of them could take on the leader role, and the only difference it would make is that someone else would have the worse mental health. 

18!Leo knows that he can ask his siblings to take the burden, and he knows that they’d do it without a second thought, but he doesn’t want to. His big brother deserves a break, and Casey & Mikey sure as hell don’t want to lead the team. April doesn’t have time to be their leader, she’s in college now. Cassandra is too busy to be the leader, plus she’d probably say something about clan laws that means Splinter is technically the leader, even though he isn’t. And Donnie wouldn’t get anything done as leader because Raph and Leo would be constantly turning down his plans due to them being too violent. So, by Leo logic, this means that he deserves to carry the burden of being the leader, and hides the weight of it under well timed puns.

Now, put all of this into a crossover scenario.

12!Leo looks at his counterpart and he sees the kid that he never got to be. He thinks of a joke and then a few moments later, his alternate is saying it, and even if he had perfect vocal cords, Leo would have held it in. It’s... he’s not sure if he’s happy there’s a version of himself like this out there, or if he finds the kid annoying.

18!Leo sees what he wants to be, what he has to be, because he’s the leader now, and he hates that his ston-y alternate gets to slide into the role so easily. 

So, the Leo’s hate eachother.

12 goes on a tangent in the dusty Rise dojo about how much he hates his alternate, most of the things being lies he’s telling himself. 

And then 18 walks in, silent, maskless, and shaking. He goes over to a shrine, one with no photos, and the only thing that tells anything of who it’s for being the words Anata wa hitori ja nai. He kneels before it, the others lapsing into silence as they realise the kid had completely missed them, and watch as 18 begins to sob, begging for her to tell him what he did wrong.

And as his sobs die off, the kid clears his throat and says breathily “I’m sorry I couldn’t save you in time, Oroku Karai.”

And as 18 walks out of the room with a stone cold expression, they all realise at once that maybe, the Leo’s are more similar than they thought. 

I couldn’t resist writing this out I’m sorry. 

Check reblogs! There’s now a fluffy pt. 2

[bloodbath-au]

Karai, holding Mikey’s hand: I don’t have much time. Just remember— Anata wa hitori ja nai

Mikey: … Did you just call me a slur

STOP IT I LAUGHED