#Am I a cruel writer?
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Do you believe your mother was wounded, and do you believe she passed on those wounds to you?
#do you understand. i want to kms#i hate these fucking writers fr. so fucking cruel and unnecessary and pointless#if i even end up watching part 3 it will certainly not be on ntflx#i am not giving those fuckers views#robby keene#cobra kai#cobra kai season 6#cobra kai spoilers#ck spoilers#shannon keene#sam larusso#zara malik
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Kit: I was ‘goodbye cruel world’ before going to bed last night and Jace was really worried
Ty: um yeah who wouldn’t be?
#shadowhunters#the shadowhuter chronicles#the mortal instruments#kit herondale x ty blackthorn#kit rook#ty herondale#ty blackthorn#the dark artifices#kit herondale#ao3 writer#ao3 author#poetpony#why am i like this#when the seasons change#queen of air and darkness#I don’t know#goodbye cruel world#jace morgenstern#jace herondale#jace lightwood#jace wayland#i hate putting each and everyone of his last names but I do it anyways
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#❤️#McDanno#stick a fork in me I am done#why writers? why actors w thoughtful faces? why any of this? this shit's cruel lmao
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I have Gravity Falls and Etc. fic(s) idea(s)
Which, I am going to write now while I am having this fic idea (probably going to be a short one, but in the future I might make a revised expanded version or something. Who knows).
I actually have multiple Gravity Falls and GF TAU and Reverse Falls and etc. stuff that stems from this specific The Book of Bill thing.
Specifically stuff exploring Dipper's nightmares.
(I have some other ideas for the other dreams and/or nightmares too. Sometimes even in relation to Dipper's in some way).
I love my boy, and his nightmares hurt my heart.
But also because I love him, I want to explore even more of issues/trauma/suffering and/or to do Dipper angst. And etc.
Because I want both happiness and/or suffering for my faves/the characters I love very much.
Like Dipper.
So he is going to be getting even more of that from me, probably.
Because he is great and I love him.
#chatxkilluaxnoir#i am a cruel god#i am kind god too#sometimes. and etc.#and this kind of stuff (like my fics and stuff) are some ways me#as a God (writer and/or etc.) shows my love for things#and characters#like dipper.#he might hate what some of my love for him sometimes makes him suffer through.#lol.#anyways. let's just say the fic i am going to be posting probably.#has me really thinking of some TAU lore (that isn't always used. but can be cool when it is used but also cool when it isn't) in connectio#to dipper having reoccuring nightmares.#i have a ironic; angsty idea that i am excited to write.#finally gonna be posting something again on ao3 hopefully. after so long.#also; usually i would want to rewatch GF before doing this fic.#but instead; i am just going to write. and then probably rewatch gf soon.#and once i do. i might make some revisions or additions to this fifc.#like better characterization maybe because characters are very important to me.#and i do want to try to get them well.#and maybe expand on the idea?#but for now. i am going to be writing this idea while it is still fresh in my mind.#gf#tau#gravity falls#transcendence au#tbob#tbob spoilers#the book of bill#the book of bill spoilers
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TBB s3 eps 10 & 11 THOUGHTS!!
Here we go!!
Ep 10&11
The fact that Hancock has a lab full of kids
Jesus Christ
BITCH i mean BANE
Is Emerie starting to realise that Hemcock is a cock?
Let’s hope
Oh shit both Emerie and Nala Se turning?
I like that
Where’s the batch tho?
Pirate you say?
Oh Clone X gonna see Phee and wake up from winter-soldierism and turn back to Tech
HERE FOR IT
EMERIE GIVING EVA OMEGAS TOY OMGG
okay entire episode without batch?
ew
I don’t like
Okay that one bored me kinda, but I gives it was necessary to round the story out a bit
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Phee <3
CLONE X YEAH
It’s gotta be a clone we know right?
Like the amount of screen time and plot armour this one seems to have
Like this one is getting a story line
My money is still on Tech but others have suggested Cody, which would also be cool but… TECH
AHHH there’s the batch :)
OMEGA LEFT TECHS GOGGLES FUCK
AHHHHHHH
also am i catching a vibe between omega and Lyana?
Wrecker and Gonky bitch fighting hahahahah
HE BLEW UP THE MAURAUDER
FUCK
SHIIIIIT
NOOOOOO
THATS THEIR FUCKING HOUSE
SHIT
FUCKFUCKFUCK
OH THOSE ARE RHE BABY CLONES?
I didn’t recognise them earlier
They live on pabu now I forgot
Awwww
also poor baby wrecker <3
fuck
shit
I knew this do would be the one but fuck
PABU OF ALL PLACES
Okay now Clone X said “domicile”
Like Tech in s2 when he got injured
LIKE BITCH ITS TECH WE GET IT
Honestly, Hunter’s hand to hand is kinda hot (I don’t like hunter that much but can’t deny he got the sexy man vibes sometimes)
fuck tho, clone x killing one of his guys?
if he is Tech then de-winter-soildering him will be hard and painful and then he’ll have to wake up to all he did
shit
fuck
tbb s3 wtf are you doing to me
DAMN omega turning herself in to save pabu AND the other clones
GIRL IS GIRLING
GASLIGHT GATEKEEP GIRLBOSS
YEAH
also Crosshair trying to pull an excuse out of his ass that makes her not go hahah lovely baby I love him
The fact that it all hinges on Cross now and he still struggles with the hand tremor
But he steps up and does his part anyway the hot ass bitch
Ugh this episode is everything help
still no wet hair hunter, curse these helmets
MAKING OMEGA WALK PAST BURNING BOATS AND THE BURNING MAURAUDER
CRUEL FUCKING CRUEL
NO
CROSS DIDN’T MAKE THE SHOT
FUCK
SHIT
WHAT THE HELL
Okay so after ep 10 my dumb ass thought I’d be bored but NEVER FUCKING MIND WHAT THE FUCK
I’m sorry, this was too much for a random fucking Wednesday morning, I need to go sit in this for a bit
#let that shit marinade for a second#wow#and I thought I was a cruel writer#honestly too stunned to speak#I also have an important appointment today like how in the fuck am I supposed to focus?#star wars#the bad batch#tbb Hunter#tbb crosshair#tbb wrecker#tbb tech#clone x#tbb omega#tbb echo#tbb spoilers#tbb s3#tbb s3 spoilers#FUCK
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i know we are at the last leg of peaceful property, but i still cant help but imagine we get a cinderella ending.
which can go either way: original story v/s the disney version, and i don't know which is worst because the original version of cinderella is too realistic and the disney version is very romantic and fictional.
in the real world, it is easy for peach to go to jail, and somkid to walk free because of the power he has. and how power and greed work hand in hand while capitalism exists.
but, ik gmmtv wont kill its main lead. they cannot, right???
#peaceful property#it is honestly daunting because its easier for peach to be blamed and somkid to win and walk free#and honestly that can change the whole narrative of the show#i know gmmtv isnt as cruel as the original writers of cinderella#but they can take both type of turns and prove the point they have been trying to make#i mean they almost killed their leads once#or maybe i am just overthinking#peaceful property on sale#peaceful property pre finale thoughts#cinderella#gmmtv#thai BL#dome jarupat
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hey so that les mis shot of Jinx from the opening... if she's meant to be a stand-in for the Revolutionaries, does that mean Isha is Gavroche?
#arcane#season 2 spoilers#jinx#isha#yes i hurt myself with this revelation#yes i am in denial but at the same time the writers would be cruel enough#especially since we have that clip in the season 2 trailer of jinx with a match and she's clearly been crying#we thought that was silco's funeral scene but now we know that's not the case
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I hope we see Lucifer training Charlie in Season 2. Plus it'd be cute if Vaggie was watching and Charlie decided to see if she also wanted to join in. Because Cmom, you know if she asks him to train her too he's gonna fold like Adam.
Are you me??? I literally left a reply on someone's post about wanting to see Lucifer more in season 2 and being scared it's not gonna happen cuz he's so OP and the main character is charlie and she has to solve her own problems
and I just went in with a reply like "OKAY BUT WHAT IF HE GETS TO TRAIN HER???" That solves both problems???? We get to see more of him AND Charlie gets to problem solve without him needing to just OP his way through the story
I didn't imagine Vaggie tho! :o
seriously tho the exact thought that's been on loop in my head is Charlie accidentally activates some sort of mega-angel beam or whatever, hits Lucifer in full, and she just panics CUZ OMG DAD, DID I JUST KILL YOU??? and then from the pile of rubble, Lucifer sticks out a thumbs up and you hear a muffled "THAT WAS AMAZING SWEETIE DO IT AGAIN"
#hazbin hotel#lucifer morningstar#lucifer#charlie morningstar#okay but can I be real with you guys#I am lowkey TERRIFIED that something's going to happen to Lucifer#not for narrative reasons#which like okay I can imagine them too cuz i'm a very cruel writer to my own characters#BUT#for meta reasons#it's terrible that Lucifer is my favorite cuz we're just not going to get to see him that much#he's way too OP#he can create whatever he wants#power sweeps everyone#literal king of hell nobody is going to mess with him#so unless they really nerf him with the depression (which doesn't seem likely given the finale)#they're (the writers) are going to need to come up with a reason#why lucifer can't just sweep in and solve all of his baby's problems with a snap of his fingers#which leaves only a few options for him#1) most of the problems onward are social/relationship based which Lucifer can't control#2) most of the problems are with heaven which he has no influence over#3) he's dissociating too much of the time to realize there's even a problem happening#or... my greatest fear#4) he's going to get killed off/have something incredibly bad happen to him that immobilizes him to raise stakes#or I guess 5) alastor manipulates charlie and Lucifer to transfer his deal over to lucifer instead of charlie Little Mermaid style#but still#ngl as a writer#I don't see very many GOOD options for his character in the future#which is very conflicting for me cuz I love angst and whump#but I also want good things for my faves so
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I am obsessed with how narratively convenient Lark's divinatory abilities are. She's the only one of the protagonists who is both pragmatic and has a working sense of self-preservation, so having some internal impulse that is actually the guiding hand of the cosmos pushing her into doing the REALLY stupid shit is both necessary and really useful.
Like, I am the type of writer who kind of scoffs at the idea that characters are beyond the writer's control and will completely screw over your outline, because on one hand, a sensible outline will follow the characters' personalities and tendencies anyway. Obviously in an ensemble cast you will need to do some wrangling, but in theory your characters are responding to varying degrees of stimuli in order to maneuver them into the places you need them to be for things to all come together in the end.
But more importantly, "curse from god" is the funniest and easiest way to push any character to do things beyond the realm of reason when necessary, and frankly, what the fuck is the point of playing god if you don't embrace that?
#midst podcast#midst spoilers#cr meta#anyway at all times I am advocating for taking full responsibility for your characters and overall story#this is also why I laugh at those posts like 'um if you're not going to treat your characters right then you shouldn't get custody of them'#sorry babe there is no CPS in my head. I am the cruel custodian and these are my poor darwinian orphans.#that's a joke but really like. look. yeah sometimes you gotta fabricate scenarios to make characters do what you want#but like... you do that by going 'who is this character and what would it take to push them to x'???#and especially in an ensemble cast sometimes that thing is 'curse from god' or 'divine insight'#fun fact: I LOATHE that post about 'my writing teacher made a joke that the characters are driving and the writer is locked in the trunk'#absolutely fucking hate it.#because THE WHOLE POINT OF FORMALLY LEARNING WRITING IS LEARNING HOW TO BE INTENTIONAL.#it is perfectly possible to write successfully without ever having a formal teacher but IF YOU HAVE A FORMAL TEACHER. UH.#like yeah yeah 'workshopping' but like. okay go build your own workshop group don't pay somebody jfc#(cuz it's not like most creative writing teachers know how to teach you to workshop. let's be fucking real.)#if you wanna learn how to workshop take a script class for the love of god.#ANYWAY rant over but I'm correct. the highest purpose of a writer is to be a control freak and to play god.
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hi!! maybe 🍬 or 🍄 (or both😉) for the ask game
hi liza!! <3 i'll do both because why not :))
🍬 ⇢ post an unpopular opinion about a popular fandom character
okay so this might not be unpopular, but i do not think charles is as manipulative/dominant as some want him to be and on the other hand he is not as submissive as others make him - he's the perfect balance of those two if that makes sense lol (explained it more in the tags for those who are interested)
🍄 ⇢ share a head canon for one of your favourite ships or pairings
my headcanon with charlos is that charles loves when carlos is hairy bc he can rub himself all over him. plus he loves when his hair is longer because it suits him more and he can play with his hair (is this me projecting? possibly.)
Writers Truth & Dare Ask Game
#i love me sub charles u know me but not the kind where he's there only for the narrative and it is his only personality trait. no#(which is not the case in charlos fics usually...)#and the overly manipultive literally to the point he's heartless is just too much sometimes...#i am guilty of writing him cocky and doing things for his benefit but never to the point he's being cruel. i just don't see him as that typ#writers truth or dare game
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The onesie
This was based on my post
Scully with William in tow has decided that she wants do some baby clothes shopping. She parallel parks in front of the store and goes to get the stroller and then William from her SUV.
“Jeremiah was a bullfrog, was a good friend of mine” she sings as she places William in the stroller.
She tucks William in “but I helped him drink his wine” she sings to him before headed towards to store’s entrance.
“Okay I can do this” she says to herself, already feeling the emotions of Mulder missing another moment in their lives.
She strolls through the store, picking up some socks, more bibs, and another baby beanie since cooler weather is approaching. She continues to distract herself from her emotions by continuing to hum the words to Jeremiah was a Bullfrog and then she hits the onesies section.
It's as if it was placed there just for her. The perfect onesies for the baby of Spooky Mulder. Holding back tears, she goes closer towards it. It is the cutest onesie she has ever seen. Baby blue with rockets, planets, stars, and a space satellite.
“Keep it together Dana” she thinks to herself as she takes the onesie off the rack. Her efforts to keep her emotions at bay are futile and she thinks about how Mulder would love it. Tears starts rolling down her cheeks as she realizes Mulder is missing out on another moment.
“William your father would love this” she says choking on tears bent over William’s stroller.
“Okay compose yourself” she thinks to herself as she heads to the checkout.
“Awe this is my favorite onesies” the clerk says as she is folding it up and placing it into a bag. “Yeah mine too” Scully says smiling, trying not to let the clerk see her emotions.
Scully places William in the car and puts the stroller up and heads back home fighting back more tears as she looks at William through the rear view mirror.
#xfiles fic#my first one so don't be too cruel#Dana Scully#baby William#xfiles#i am not a writer in any way shape or form#if there are typos I'm sorry#i only use my cell#fox mulder
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im killing and biting i need to write and i need to draw but i have to STRIP PAINT and SHOVEL GRAVEL
#crying and weeping#etc. etc.#velwy.txt#we're renovating ✨#and its. good because its like 20 years overdue but also IT SUCKS#i just want to spend an entire two weeks writing and drawing!!!! cruel of life to not let me do this#oh the artist/writer need to do everything at once#I HAVE GAMES I WANT TO PLAY ALSO.#it sucks so bad because there Are timea when im waiting but my god i am too tired during those times to do Anything
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Orithyia's Eternal Youth potion quest, at one point, brings her to a place where one of the ingredients goes "blood of a nymph".
Orithyia pales (which is impressive considering what a pale bitch they are already). They stare from the bushes at the playing nymphs giggling and splashing water at each other. The knife trembles in Orithyia's hand. Is this necessary? For...powering up a potion...? Draw the blood of a helpless nymph? Does she have to do this? Can't they just...politely ask a nymph to give them a blood sample? No, that's out of the question. The nymphs would know that she is on the way of brewing something forbidden... They would refuse for sure. Or at the very least, they would tell Artemis about the mortal who dared to ask for something so morbid. And that would be the end of Orithyia's potion-making.
The only way, is by force. Orithyia's stomach twists. They can't use their brains to orchestrate some sort of accident either, or ask someone else to do it and stab a nymph - the ancient text of the recipe clearly states, that the magic will only work if the alchemist themselves draws the blood.
What you sow, you reap yourself.
Later, Orithyia manages to catch a wandering, lonely nymph. Hiding her face behind a cloak so the nymph can't recognize them, Orithyia grabs the nymph's arm from the bushes. Swift slash to the arm before she can turn into a pile of flowers. Not enough to hurt the nymph too much, but enough to draw some of that glimmering blood. And then, immediate retreat. The nymph screams in fear and pain, screams for her sisters. Orithyia is already gone. Running through the bushes frantically while tucking the bloody knife into their pocket. The leaves rustle as they run, and Orithyia is SURE that a god must have seen them.
But somehow, they manage to make it out of the forest. Dusk is falling. Orithyia has succeeded. They look at the bloody knife, and tremble.
Is this the price of immortal life? Hurting an innocent being?
Orithyia thinks of their old life back in Athens - feeling small and helpless, stuck between a stove and an arrogant prick of a husband, having no way to practice alchemy unless it was in secrecy, because "that's not a woman's thing to do"...
They think of the fear in the nymph's eyes. Even if she was not harmed beyond a small wound. Orithyia sees themselves in those eyes. They lean against a tree, feeling nauseous, taking fast breaths.
Is this worth it all? Is she doing a grave mistake? How low are they going to have to drop to achieve their goal...? She shudders, thinking of how this was only one of several ingredients.
It's all for Boreas... so she can be with him for eternity. So he won't lose Orithyia. A noble cause. For Boreas. For her dear Boreas, who saved her from the hellish life in Athens, who loves them despite all her flaws, who accepted being labelled by people of Athens as a "princess-kidnapping monster" JUST to keep Orithyia safe... who is always so gentle, loving and wonderful behind his mask of a cold cruel storm, who doesn't want to be alone again... Who Orithyia loves so, so much...
The least that Orithyia could do to show him their love and gratefulness, is this. And if it means they gets to stay by the side of the god they love, is any price too high?
Orithyia forces their heart to harden, their brows furrow, and they wipe the glimmering blood out of the knife, squeezing it to the little ingredient flask. Two ingredients, done. Eight more to go.
#🌪️🧮borethyia#Writing#Im not a good writer so theres probs tons of silly mistakes in this LOL but...yeah. A plot point i had been thinking about :)#Basically. Orithyia's potion quest is gonna cause them to do gradually more flawed and straight up cruel stuff#Something something about greek tragedy and the protagonist's hamartia :)#Immortality does not come for free!!#Also Orithyia's self esteem is not very high...they kinda see themselves as a burden for Boreas 💔#So they feel like they have to repay his love.#Anyway Hades is gonna roast the hell out of Ori when he is being held captive. Calling them out for their actions in his smug ass Hades way#Like 'oh I AM the villain now? Sure Mx. Nymphstabber'#Also Boreas doesnt know about any of this happening. Ori doesnt tell him the details :''')
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yellowjackets rant time :)
people whining that natalie’s death was “shitty writing” makes me want to bang my head against the wall. like are you seriously shocked that the show about tragedy and murder has tragedy and murder in it. are you seriously shocked that the show about fucked up people has fucked up people in it.
#same with people who hate van and lottie and tai and shauna and misty and ben and whoever the fuck else for being 'bad people'#'i can't root for these characters!!!!' like lmao way to miss the point of the entire show janet#they're all traumatized people (many of whom experienced that trauma as CHILDREN) and have done awful things and will do awful things again#INCLUDING nat like im sorry you believed that she was the moral compass when the show never explicitly told you that#she's just as fucked up as the rest of them. and thats what makes her interesting#that's also what makes her death compelling and. sorry. WELL WRITTEN#it's tragic and cruel and preventable. and that is the point.#sometimes characters die in media. lmao. and sometimes it isn't well executed#but this was. and it has been set up for a long time if you go back and watch the prior episodes#i understand disliking the finale or the season or whatever. not mad about that.#what i am mad about is equating a personal opinion as an irrefutable fact and proof that the writing is shitty#and sending literal death threats to the writers and creators of a show that have put a lot of work into it#like at the end of the day it's a tv show for entertainment. and you can and should be able to love a character#while ALSO understanding when said character's death is emotionally necessary in a story.#i love nat. but i also understand that her death fits the story. that doesn't make it bad writing by any means#okay im done now#sameera.txt#yellowjackets#yellowjackets spoilers
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Alexander awakens in a familiar embrace, and promptly freaks out. A trip to Darkwood leads him to a shrine to the Red Crown.
#cult of the lamb#cotl au#cotl lamb#cotl the one who waits#betrayal & sacrifice au#ao3 fanfic#weep for i am a cruel writer
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turning into a stone devoid of any positive feelings, slowly but steadily nothing is being enough to move me again but even a stone breaks under sharp jabs of pain right? but unlike a stone I need to sew myself back again and again, but even sewing is a time consuming process and in the process they prod and with a silent prowl they slash again, cruelly. at this point the inconspicuous scars are so gorey, oh I bleed, I bleed everywhere, I bleed in paper, I bleed in silence and I bleed in form of art and schemes. I am tattered and unseen, however I am ever-changing. I am evolving into something dark. mankind really makes a devil out of a saint. oh, you can be a saint with tainted hands.
#i just can't anymore#writing#writers#ramblings#poetry#rambles#rant#vent#kill my mind#why is god so cruel#i just cried#god is dead#i am empty#i just want to sleep#anhedonia#suffering#poetic venting#much to ponder#i need to be a devil#darkness#saint with tainted hands#i am so tired#i feel so unloveable#girlblogging#sylvia plath core#i am bleeding#broken beyond repair#invisible scars#quotes
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