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puppppppppy · 1 year ago

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my attempt at making a fursona

#i never see any mole furries so i thought id try my hand at it ^_^#i was hungry making this and was thinking of dirt cup pudding so its partly inspired by that and mario grass blocks #i dont draw furries very often so this was a fun learning experience lol. also!! star nose moles are kinda cute!!!!#when i was coming up with a name my mind kept going back to that tiktok of dogs and the tts voice saying stuff like i like mulch #mulch is my favorite food! yippee mulch!! so if youre wondering where i got the name theres the lore for it #i also wanna make a sea otter fursona.. and perhaps a snowshoe hare or other winter animal. oh or a barn owl!!#im trying to free my mind when it comes to making multiple sonas bc im still trying to wrap my head around it #ive always kinda seen myself as my persona but i want to try and be silly with it. actually while i was making this i was a little doubtful #to call it my fursona bc it doesnt look like me but a little voice inside my head was like well. youre not a 5 foot tall talking mole eithe #so you might as well. and i was thinking abt ppl with their dragon wolves with wings and i was like wow.. youre right... i can do what i #want forever. and brother that shit was enlightening it was like my third eye opened when i realized that #my art #myart #my oc #oc #fursona #mulch #furry art #sfw furry #character design #oc ref sheet #reference sheet

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du-hjarta-skulblaka · 4 months ago

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Got an itch to play Sunless Sea again and it's always such an odd experience because. Like.

I know this game. Any other game, the level if knowledge and research I have put into this would make me a confident fucking master. And yet.

I can be reading text I've read dozens of times before and i still feel...not clueless, but absolutely off the mark. It all feels so familiar and yet I've never seen a victory condition. I've at least started pretty much every storyline but I'll still see something new each time I sink some time into it. I have a fucking JOURNAL of TRADE ROUTES and REQUIRED ITEMS and somehow that's only mildly helpful

That and the fact Fallen London's lore is so fucking batshit and honestly kind of hard to research (thr wiki's are frustratingly structured for me and the browser game is just. A bit inaccessible for me) means I can have a pretty solid understanding of what's going on in each port and what each faction is about and still ZERO FUCKING GRASP ON LITERALLY ANY PLOT

#to be clear! this is a big part of why i enjoy it #like...imo fallen london is kind of a perfect cosmic horror setting #bc you can learn everything there is to know and so much remains somewhat inscrutable #leaves me hungry for information which is a little frustrating but still enjoyable #also its so slow paced? so youre really left to juat kinda. stew in the atmosphere #anyway if anyones super familiar with it and wants to give me tips id love to talk about it asfgjgjf #im still trying to build up money early game #juat finished the salt lions and it seems the khanate has spawned on the fucking furthest north eastern corner #so i need to fucking find it so i can run the sun trade for a bit #sunless sea #also forgot you only get the sub unlocked in one playthrough so i gotta do that again #but tbh the unterzee stuff is what i know least about. ive done stuff here and there but not finished anything #i need to know what the deal is with the nook #also that fucking spider TERRIFIES me even tho its never caught me

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witchspeka · 2 years ago

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It's always "Shou and Ritsu need to blow stuff up with their minds for mental health reasons" or Ritsu and Teru or even Shou and Teru!

But what about Mob? When does he get to blow stuff up with his mind for funsies? For shits and giggles? He didn't go through all of those meltdowns and character development for nothing, let him go ham on a junkyard car or something smh

I believe in Mob's narrative given right to fuck shit up sometimes

#im hungry i should do homework i should also finish all of my other drafted posts BUT I AM LAZY #ive been starting to write fic tho at least thats productive. fic thats kind of relevant to this actually hm #listen i just want more Mob content where he does smth reckless or stupid with his powers he deserves it #or just in general tbh i need more content of mob being kinda mean or having arguments with ppl like to a healthy degree ok #but i still want him to. yanno. lash out and stuff. experience emotion. have him get angry over petty stuff #the first mp100 fic ive ever started writing/drafting had mob and ritsu having a proper fight post canon #i just need it for my OWN mental health. let them have dumb sibling fights and have mob express his annoyances #itd be funny and cathartic. for me at least. ill finish that shit one day its been assembled and disassembled but ill figure it out #eventually #let mob feel and express all of the ugly emotions he didnt allow himself to acknowledge for years pls #its my favourite thing #anyway.#mp100 #mob psycho 100 #shigeo kageyama #cine te a intrebat

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radicalrobotz · 1 year ago

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i like hungry lamu but he is going to be the next freddy fazbear in the kitchen for me

#mine #artists on tumblr #hungry lamu #lamu #lamu the llama #indie horror #indie horror fanart #augghh the 3rd ending that one was the worsttt (for my paranoid lil brain)#btw i know thats not exactly how llamas sitting work. but you know. hes not. a Normal llama.#i tried to incorporate a bit of the true pov body horror into the cutesy design for fun #like hes still kinda cute but you can feel more that something is a lil wrong? the actual beginning style is fine i just wanted to try this #anyways if you havent played/seen hungry lamu before. its neat. would not recommend if ur not a big horror person im also not very much #but i sometimes just have phases of desiring the horrors #im interested in the proposed lore and im also checking out seamongrel made by kulu too #but like. slowly cuz i keep getting distracted and do not like watching those things at night and it is night XD

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chipjrwibignaturals · 5 months ago

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so on the plus side i won the fight against substance abuse. on the downside i only won because i was getting my ass beat by The Apathy so hard i never even showed up to the ring

#it’s technically not too late to lose but. eh #i got home and collapsed on my bed and it’s been like 2 hourd and im still just. here #im kinda stuck mentally but its fiiiine #also im hungry but its reached that Stage of hungry where the empty stomach feeling is stronger than the craving food bit #and like idk if it’s NORMAL but i like that stage so. idk im just here #i should get up and eat and do things but. eh #also originally i wanted sloth (the sin) not apathy but. I could NOT vent post abt The Sloth thats just an animal

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orcelito · 2 months ago

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This just in, local struggler severely overestimates how much they can eat yet again. Left with half a bowl of ramen and a sad, sad heart

#speculation nation #it's homemade at least so im not wasting money on fancy ramen #but i Hate this man it sucks 😭😭😭😭#i keep losing weight bc i can never eat enough #and i was like 'ok lets make a ramen thats a good sized meal' but then i cant FINISH it #forced myself to finish all the eggs at least and now im just picking at the peas. ugh.#at this rate im gonna have to start drinking ensures more regularly again #bc i havent gotten to the underweight phase yet but if it keeps going like this then i will #like it was. excuse me talking about my weight for a bit but im a tad bit concerned about it #but back before i started adderall back in uhh. september?? i think?? or october???#fuck if i remember. been a few months tho. but also not That long.#anyways i was at like. 140lbs at the doctor and like 137lbs at home (relevant bc clothes weight. rest of this will be at home weights)#and ive had such shit appetite that ive been watching it go down and down. like at least a pound a week. sometimes two pounds.#and now im at 123lbs. which is a solid almost 15 lbs lost in like 3 ish months. which is kind of a lot when ur small to begin with.#also a little alarming when u see this happen like a pound lower between every shower. bc i tend to check before i shower.#& i often shower every 4 days or so. when im in the Rotting Era and all. aka i dont rly go outside much.#and like 123lbs still isnt bad for 5'3“ but i think 107lbs is the cutoff for underweight. and im halfway there.#and now see i was about this weight a few years back so in one respect it's nice to fit into some of my older pants again #but at the same time..thats too quick!!! thats not healthy!!!! but when i try to eat more i Cant!!! it makes me nauseous!!!!!#so back in early 2020 when i was dipping under 110lbs bc of meds stuff i got onto ensure and it did help. so maybe i need to again.#just..blegh. i just kinda feel empty all the time. like stomach-wise. but not Hungry. it's a problem.#gotta come up with ways to eat that dont rely on my stomach to tell me when to eat. bc it's definitely not doing a good job at that.#weight mention/#and like see ive been eating 2 meals a day on average but i was doing that before too!!!!!!#but i think it's bc i cant Finish my meals half the time that's really causing problems.#staring at my half eaten bowl of ramen very grumpily. it has now been long enough that it's kind of gross.#and my arms hurt. just bc my bone aches have decided to flare up again. very grumpy.#negative/#i guess lol

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waitineedaname · 5 months ago

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I think the thing that gets me about the LQG-LMY age gap is the implication that SVSSS martial sects serve to sever your ties from your family. This is admittedly skewed by our protagonist being SQQ, but at no point do we hear about any of the Qing Jing disciples getting visits from family members. SQH's family doesn't even get a mention. And so LQG is making a conscious decision to go back to meet this baby (a girl, even, in what isn't ancient China levels of misogyny but is still PIDW) and spend enough time with her that she chooses to follow him up this mountain away from everything she knows. I don't think it was For him but it was something that registered as desirable to her because he was there and able to tell her about it, you know? No wonder PIDW LMY is so ready to avenge him, when he clearly was the one to choose her first

actually, we do hear about the Qing Jing disciples getting visits from family members! Ming Fan mentions his family visiting during the fake jade fight, which is why he had his own little jade trinket to show off to Ning Yingying -- because his family brought it. I think he's the only one to mention getting visits from family though, so maybe that's just a Ming Fan thing lol

even still, it definitely seems like a big deal that Liu Qingge would have any relationship at all with his baby sister! I mean, he was head disciple if not peak lord when she was born, he was probably busy. he could've very easily responded to the news that his parents were having another kid by just being like cool 👍 and then moving on, but he apparently didn't since they have some semblance of a relationship! I mean, they're described as not super close but still having a good relationship, and she still ended up in the same cultivation sect at him, and still apparently teamed up with Bingge to avenge him in PIDW, so they definitely care for each other despite the age difference!

#asks #anonymous #i think if they were more central to the plot i would be absolutely crazy about them #give my tendency to be absolutely crazy about sibling characters #as it stands we don't know Much about them #but what is there is good!#i wonder if she grew up with stories of her brother being the bai zhan war god #and that's what inspired her to join cang qiong #i think them not being super close makes sense given the age difference and the fact that lqg is. kinda brusque lol #but they still have a good relationship regardless!#i wonder if he taught her how to hold a sword #also re: your first point #i think the cultivation sects definitely offer the Option to sever family ties!#it probably depends on the person #it's like. you have the option to sever ties bc now you have this sect to fall back on for support #that you are also supposed to be filial towards #but you probably don't Have to sever ties if you don't want to #or maybe ming fan is just an outlier lol #it could just be that he was still a kid at that point or that he's spoiled or something #i think i've seen it said that he came from a somewhat privileged family but i can't remember if that's fanon or not #it would make sense #okay i looked it up and he is described as a spoiled rich young master lol #and apparently his family makes tea. i forgot about that.#so maybe the members of the sect with more wealthy families tend to keep those ties #while orphans like lbh and sqq or people who apparently don't give a damn about their families like sqh #get the chance to get a support system through the sect #or at least. ideally they should get a support system. we saw how well that went for binghe at first #anyway. the liu family is implied to be pretty well off so maybe their family ties are closer?#this is all speculation #*banging on mxtx's door* hey can you give me more details about side characters from a novel you wrote a decade ago. please. im so hungry

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reinedeslys-central · 11 months ago

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so like sometimes it's only been a couple hours after you've eaten and you're wondering if you're wondering if you're hungry - but maybe you're just, like, hungry in your head, right? Not actually hungry? So you don't need to eat because that would be overeating, like at a buffet where you stop eating when your stomach feels like it's going to burst? wrong your stomach has an early warning system

no yeah fast forward to two hours later when you're kinda lowkey starving and you go, oh. huh. bodies don't lie.

listen to your organs y'all 😅

#also i think it's cool that sometimes when you're hungry or half-hungry you can kinda wade in the fog of it and find out what you're craving #like oh im really craving....rice #just rice #so I go #oh!! carbs!! you're low on energy and probably really tired and stressed atm!! here you go body!! have some good fast-energy glucose!!#and other times you just really want something cold and crunchy and kinda sweet and sharp and tasty and I go #you haven't been having your fruits son go pack an apple and some celery and some peanut butter with those nice fats to help with digestion #I have such a weird relationship with food and eating lol #we are Improving #listen to your body!! It's telling you what it needs! It's never overeating if you're giving your body what it Actually wants and needs #I wanted smth crunchy and salty did I want chips or grilled chicken #and yes 'junk' foods are useful too. I just have to remember to consider when it's an indulgence craving necessity or a crutch #I'm not a dietician but it still holds that no foods are bad!! just work with your body #it's hard sometimes but it's always there for you and getting you through the day so you gotta be there for it too!#take care of those daily functions!!#message to everyone and more to myself lol #food #eating #eating habits #self care #healthy eating

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nerdie-faerie · 2 years ago

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Its 6am I haven't finished my assignment and I still need to wash my hair. I love suffering from the consequences of my own willingly made choices

#Uni shenanigans #Biomed #ace is a mess #i have a sleep headache and my stupid topic is boring so i still dont want to write like fck i dunno man its spectroscopy google it #im also kinda hungry and it might be tinn ed peaches time again damn my head feels weird #guess now i get to experience spring sunrise irl instead of having to google it #i just dont wanna write sht its objectively an easy assignment im just bored and cant motivate myself unforptunately

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floral-hex · 2 years ago

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I’m out of town for a couple of days for my brother’s chess tournament and the internet in this hotel sucks butts and I only brought one book with me 😓

#sucks butts IN A BAD WAY #this is the same hotel that held the last couple of big chess tournaments my brother entered #so I’ve been here a few times but this is the first time I’m actually renting a room instead of driving back and forth each day #so positive: got a room and don’t have to drive a bunch. negative: no continental breakfast 😒#they have a little tiny starbucks but no free breakfast which is bullshit!#also all of my books are stilled packed up from moving bc I’m lazy so I couldn’t grabbed any one I really wanted to read #but I did get a free copy of Stephen King’s ‘On Writing’ the other day so I brought that #and yeah I am kinda pumped to peruse that. Mr King is a pretty cool dude and I def want his writing tips #but also… I just kinda would rather read something about a fucked up wizard or something ya know?#anyway I always feel weird or annoying saying this but if you want to send me any asks or anything to help pass my time then by all means #or not. it’s cool. really. I hate bugging people and I hate coming off as desperate & needy outside of the bedroom #im going to be mushy and say im kind of excited to spend the night sleepover style with my little bro here #he’s getting older and it’s getting harder to convince him to hang out with me #love this little dude so gosh darn much #oh man what if we get a pizza and watch a movie together? would that be cool? is that something teenagers like to do with their older bros?#i’m so lame #being like 18 years older than your younger brother means you get to fulfill your cool uncle/dad vibes without actually having kids #ok I have to stop myself from filling this with tags about wishing I was a dad or being whatever #what was I saying before?… did I even have a point?#oh yeah… bad internet… only one book… I’m hungry… yeah…#this isn’t important #you can ignore this #text

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jonny-b-meowborn · 2 years ago

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When I'm stressed out I either binge eat to calm myself down, or I just can't eat. I could have my favorite meal in front of me, but if I'm stressed for any reason it feels like my throat is closed. Or even I completely stop feeling hungry. Fuck

#one time i was at my cousin's and nothing bad happened i just feel awkward around her boyfriend #and for the entire weekend when i was at her place i ate only like a cookie and a cupcake #and only started eating again on my way back home #now im at my dad's and his gf made a banger salad #but i camt force myself to eat #i ate a lil bit. but i cant make myself eat any more and im still very much hungry #but just the thought of putting more of it on my plate makes me feel nauseous #and again literally nothing happened #but my dad told me earlier while we were alone that their relationship is getting worse recently and it stresses him out #and idk its just tense when theyre in the same room together #i kinda feel like an animal in a cage #and also i am. very hungry #i guess ill have to wait until evening for the next meal and hope ill be able to eat again #bee buzz

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todayisafridaynight · 2 years ago

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Sorry for ruining your posting kfjdj I also didn't know such a person existed but I ended up finding the post where they defended him because it was the same one in which they said they hated Park cos she was abusive and manipulative to Haruka 😭😭 like. The dissonance between what they can't accept and what they CAN just cos they find a guy hot really gets me

OH NO YOU'RE GOOD THE TIMING WAS JUST REALLY FUNNY the halo effect and misogyny can hold grimy ugly hands unfortunately

oh damn i aint readin all that. i skimmed it just for you but if i read it any more i was gonna feel my eyebrows merge as i pinched them together perplexed

#snap chats #i always feel weird jumping straight to misogyny for hating a character or person but. but i have eyes. Sometimes #also edelgard was my favorite lord in 3H ok so i. i understand.#the halo effect is one of my favorite phenomena tho because of how true it is sorry i quote it every other post #like im not gonna lie i'm not the biggest park fan either but that's just cause she reminds me of my mom but even then shes less shitty #she's still compelling as a morally-grey character tho. also she's hot #ALSO WHAT PARK DOES ISN'T NEARLY AS BAD AS ODA???#like. threatening to shut down a kid's orphanage so she pursues your dream and becomes an idol ? p shitty but like #compared to sex trafficking that led to a physical ailment- nonetheless everlasting mental scars- yeah idk #the scale is SURE hard to measure on that one golly gee i just don't know which is worse #also i wanna try to clear the other anon's name cause i haven't seen this person in my notifs #i generally keep track who visits my blog or i recognize frequent visitors #tho i did just get notif spam from two people but still i'd recognize a name like that #unless fam's lurkin... i dont mind lurkers tho but this do be a crazy take #man all this bonkers shit makin me kinda hungry but i dont wanna eat any more meat or rice that's all i got #actual scurvy moment #they got mango juice for two bucks next door.... hmmmm mango juice.....

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rayvern-sheep · 29 days ago

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“Idk whats wrong w/ me, i dont even like the stuff i used to love, i dont have the energy to do the routine i need to do to keep my body functioning, im rlly struggling to get up cos i dont see the point, but then my mind runs too much at night so i cant sleep”

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“Wait thats depression”

#shut up ray #why do i keep doing this aljskjfksjf #even when i break out of the horrible suicidal doom-spiral #i still dont feel great #but because its not the doom spiral i dont recognise that its STILL depression #wtffffff man wtffffff #it’s manageable but im rlly struggling to get a healthy routine back #it is currently 4am…. i spent all day on like 4 hrs of sleep #getting a headache on and off. being generally kinda groggy from tiredness #then when its literally the assigned sleeping hrs and my brain goes ‘THOUGHTS THOUGHTS BRAIN AWAKE TIME’#so now im gonna have to set up fifty alarms again just to wake up at 10am #cos otherwise i will stay asleep until 4pm and then be miserable abt being asleep for a full day #oughaaaagghhh fuck you #i dont cope well w/out some kind of goal in life #and that is very apparent to me now #post surgery ive been so miserable cos leading up to it i was so focused #i had this tight schedule and i was cool sticking w/ it (for the most part) cos i had a goal #then when that was done the schedule suddenly became overwhelming???#i hate constant routine but i also need it cos days are too short to fit enough shir into #its hard to know if im doing better than i was in 2019/2020 #cos at least back then i had shit i was into #stuff i would rabidly draw fanart of and make stuff up in my head abt these fictional characters for fun #now all thats in my head is how overwhelming maintaining everything is #i cant think abt anything else cos im so burned out from just existing w/ constant discomfort and the threat of agony #and now im fucking hungry cos its 4am which is just gonna make it harder to sleep #i should’ve thought more abt my future growing up instead of being mortally terrified of it #cos now im stuck w/ nothing to keep going for (and i dont mean that in like suicide way necessarily. just going in the general sense)

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aria0fgold · 6 months ago

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I'M AWAKE BEFORE MY ALARM!!! 🥳 This is the first time I've ever cheered when waking up. Like, I opened my eyes still groggy but the first thing I thought of was: "I'm awake! :D" YAAAY! I'm going back to sleep again...

#aria rants #its 11 am and i changed my alarm to 12 pm but im still so sleepy might go back to sleep for a bit more #altho i might also just stay awake anyway cuz im kinda hungry now... tbf all i ate for dinner last night is just one cob of corn #and 4 bananas... ill prepare food later then cuz am still groggy and i want bed more than food

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125storejuice · 7 months ago

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#waking up in the middle of the night to eat some hummus and bread #migraine is definitely better #but so definitely still here #but i woke up so hungry #oh i amso grabbed some grapes #veru excited for my snack #have you ever had cotton candy grapes???#im kinda a little too obsessed #im also gonna hit that bowl so hopefully i fall asleep again after snacktime

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gifti3 · 10 months ago

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Miku ball im holding u im SQUEEZING you

#i stayed up too late and now i yearn #im also kinda hungry ngl #i gotta get on a new dating sim #or something #or read more ois #i actually started reading this book tonight #but its not romance #its about abusive men so yea #doind some serious rollercoasting here #maybe im finally gonna start up my book era #i loved reading as a kid #i still do read but in the form of VNs and comics #i wanna read my books again...#anyways miku help me 😭#and asmo get out of my head 🔫

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