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Your Favourite Author's Favourite Fic
in no way is this me sneakily trying to get fic recs out of people, but here's my new tag game!
Rules! When tagged, reblog with the fic you've written that you love the most
Not the fic with the most kudos, or the most comments, or the most hits, but the fic that you're the most proud of. I'm talking about the story that kept you up at night, the one that you still think about, the one that you wish more people would read
So, it's time to show off! I strongly encourage - in fact, I demand - that you give yourself some compliments, a well-deserved pat on the back, and tell us all the reasons why it's your favourite!
Then tag five people and make them go through it, too 🥰🩷
I'll tag @wolfjackle, @tourettesdog, @gilbirda, @die-erlkonigin6083, and @thewritingowl to get us started, please and thank you!!
#tag game#fic game#fanfic#ao3#fic recs#look. i've had a summer where i've not been able to catch up on anything#so this is my not so sneaky way of asking for your best reads lmao#also!!!! the fic that pops off is not necessarily the one that you think is the best!#a lot of what gets popular on ao3 is pure luck (like anything!)#and what you like the most might not be what's popular#and i would really love to give the chance for authors to showcase a fic they're proud of but might not get the most likes#or w/e idk - again i just want to read things 🤣#please link something 🙏#also there's so many people i could have tagged up there#i decided on 5 so it would make it easier for other people to tag but like....#honestly might go back or reblog another chain of this with some more people 😅#there are so many authors i love in this fandom ARHGHG you're all so talented!!!#i am incensed!! i want to tag more people!!!!#i'm coming for you fic authors#i'm gonna get ya with me tag games#anyway i'm gonna go to bed my tags are getting too rambly i am sorry#have fun!!!! thank you for playing!!!!
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My Personal Headcanon On Why Amy's Love For Sonic Died Down Lately (and their dynamic)
When they were younger, Amy's love for Sonic was pretty extreme, and Sonic was, understandable, uncomfortable for the most part. He knows she means well, but that girl needs to calm down.
She can fight, but sometimes her hammer could only stun her enemies for a while. (It took her a long time to get rid of that robot that has been chasing her around Station Square.) She wasn't fully independent yet, even if she fought on her own a couple of times.
She often follows Sonic and his friends around. She is part of the team, but she was not a strong as she is now at the time yet.
She admires Sonic. A LOT. And Sonic knows that. Obviously, he could only run away from something like that, since he is NOT ready for that kind of thing, and whether Amy takes the hint or stop, she still loves him.
...BUT, I think things were slightly starting to change between her and Sonic after Lost World.
Remember this line?
You remember that? Okay, okay. Here's another totally unrelated question:
Before the events of Lost World, when was the last time Amy said "I love you" to Sonic out loud?
...YEP. 😈 (Unless I'm missing something, let me know lmao)
As more games and adventures come out, the characters get slightly older, and Amy is 12 to 13 now, and she is most certainly at that age where her body starts to change, but especially on how she views Sonic.
She knows she loves Sonic, but it was this moment during her change where she actually wanted to admit that she loves him.
I believe that Amy was all about sharing her affection to him not through confessions, but through obvious hints. Sonic totally got it, and there was no need to confess. Sonic knows she loves her.
...But she never said it. And she almost did, but she never did again for a while.
I think this was the moment in her life where, oh, God, she actually loves Sonic. SHE LOVES HIM, WHAT.
And she was looking back at all the times she had with Sonic that she can now see were unpleasant to Sonic (At least that's what she thinks) and that's probably why she isn't so expressive about her love to him than how she used to back then.
She wasn't sure what to do with this realization, and sets aside it for a while, and nearly stayed as her casual, peppy self... until the Eggman War happened.
During the 6 months of being with the Resistance, fighting Eggman's army all day and all night, all she can think of was Sonic.
She dreams that he still with not just her, but with her friends. She just wanted to see Sonic again, she just wants to be with her hero again.
But I'd like to think that she was also thinking about how she used to treat Sonic back when they were younger, how Sonic would almost always run away from her whenever she asks him out, or always look so uncomfortable whenever she gets so close to him.
Cringing at those memories big time, she wanted to change and hopefully when Sonic is okay and comes back, she can be better for him.
...Or will he still find her uncomfortable regardless? Would he even be happy to see her at all if he did survive?
But, hold on! She can't just give up her love for Sonic! He made her who she is today! A peppy, nature-loving, hammer-swinging, confident, brave... loud-mouth... annoying... Sonic obsessed... weak... pathetic... lonely little girl.
If she gives up on Sonic, it'll be like she gave up on the one hedgehog who saved her life. If she didn't she'll still be the same ol' Amy.
I also like to think she had parents a long while before she met Sonic, and was even expecting a little sister, but a robot invasion happened from where she was and attacked her parents and instead of trying to save them, after getting hurt, she ran away, hoping that they'll come back okay. But they never did.
She was all alone, and needed someone, a friend, a new family, someone who will hold her hand, anyone, to be there for her. But she was ignored by lots, and at that point, she's better off by herself, but still longed for company.
Eventually though, her tarot cards told her her future hero, and there might be hope after all. She encountered Sonic, held onto the belief of the cards tight, and the rest is history.
So, with that headcanon in mind, not only did Amy loose her parents that she didn't save because of her cowardliness (she was only so little at the time that happened) and also Sonic, who she thought will be her only hope, but now gone.
She doesn't even care if he did come back, he'd probably hate her now after everything she did to him, always talking about their "future wedding" or forcing him to go to Twinkle Park.
For the last few months of the war, it was nothing but Amy mentally beating herself up for either refusing to change or moving on, and they are both not fine choices.
She loves Sonic, but he does not love her, and she finally, finally realized it. And it's probably for the best if no body loved her at all.
But of course Sonic did survive and all of her worries wash away in an instant, she's just not expressive about her love for Sonic AT ALL now, since she's still worried about it but rather not mention it to Sonic because it doesn't matter.
If Sonic doesn't love her, then her feelings don't matter to him, and according to Amy herself, that is okay.
But also, I'd like to think that Sonic was thinking about his friends a lot up in the Death Egg for the past months, sometimes it's Tails (worried for his safety), sometimes it's Shadow (because he's wondering why he would join Eggman.) At some point, for a few days, Amy was in his mind the longest, and he felt bad about how he thought he was rude and pushy to her.
He wondered if she's not thinking about it too much, and if she is, will she give up on him? Yeah, he doesn't feel the same and still not looking for a relationship, but it's so strange but interesting how anyone could ever like someone like Sonic the Hedgehog. Amy was never afraid to show that, and she probably might be now.
He couldn't help but feel guilty. They were kids when she was like this, but he was so... arrogant at the time too. Not a lot happened at the time yet. He'd always have trouble expressing how much he value his friends, until he shattered the Paradox Prism. (I'd like to think Prime took place before Forces. It makes sense.)
She is such a sweet girl, and he probably made her believe that he didn't care for her. Just because he doesn't feel the same, that doesn't mean he hates her at all.
He wished he never ran away from Amy... Worrying for his little bro and wishing to be a good person for Amy was when Sonic cried in the Death Egg for the first and only time.
Frontiers, in my opinion, is kind of confirming their dynamic now. Sonic is a lot more sincere and kinder to Amy and she is not all hyperactive and lovey to Sonic. There is probably a real reason for this now.
They are both hiding their feelings from them, and they are both unaware of this. Amy, hiding her mental issues from Sonic, and Sonic, hiding his guilt away from Amy.
None of those things are important now. Sonic is with Amy and Amy is with Sonic. They are here with each other. They can be finally be better for each other now.
They don't care if they'll ever be something more when they get older. None of that matters anymore. They are here with each other. They can be finally be better for each other now.
Maybe someday they'll both talk about it, but for now, the present is important. They care about each other too much to think about it right now.
It's the kind of love that is unbreakable. It doesn't even have to be romantic. It's just love. Love is important for everyone, in any form. It's something Sonic and his friends need. And especially Sonic and Amy.
Amy Rose is the living embodiment of love, and without her, a lot would go downhill for Sonic and co. Heck, if it weren't for her, Shadow wouldn't have never remembered Maria's promise, which lead him to save the world with Sonic, before he temporarily disappeared from their lives for a while.
She is always there to lend a helping hand for anybody, even bad guys like Metal Sonic, and despite what she had been through, both in Forces and headcanon wise, she still fights back, even without her hammer.
She will pick you back up on your feet, reminding you that you are important and that you are loved, and that you should never give up. It's pretty much the words of encouragement she herself needed also...
She is still the happy, hyper, butt-kicking hedgehog we all know and love, but she still need someone to pick her back up on her feet after so long. Thankfully, she has her friends and her blue hero. The hero who made her who she is today.
I think Amy has no idea how important she thought she is, but Sonic does. Sonic knows fully well how important she is to a lot of people. It's about time he returns the favor to her. It's his turn to remind her how much a lot of people love her.
How much he loves her.
And I feel like The Murder of Sonic the Hedgehog was the moment where their dynamic really shined, but also the starting point of their relationship not only healing, but also the next chapter of what's to come for them.
Everyone, friends old and new, gathered around for a special birthday. A birthday for the confident, unshakable, and radiant Amy Rose.
It was such a special moment in Amy's life. After years of chasing and following the people she look up to, she is part of the team, but most importantly, she is part of the family.
She is fully realized as someone more than just a fangirl, but someone strong, courageous, creative, kind and a big inspiration for others.
I feel like this moment here...
-is where Amy is eternally grateful to call her friends her family. A family she thought she'll never have again. She's not alone anymore, and as long as they're by her side, she'll never will be again.
Her chasing days are over. She's finally caught up to them. She's finally home.
And it's all thanks to Sonic.
If it weren't for him, she'd probably be alone forever. Her past moments with Sonic might be embarrassing to look back on for a while, but they are good memories regardless, because they involve him.
Sonic saved her life in more ways than one, and despite everything, he's grateful to have her too.
He cares about her. He really does... And in her eyes, that all she needed to know. As long as Sonic loves her in his own way, she'll be happy.
Amy hasn't given up on Sonic. As long as Amy always supports him, he'll be happy.
Maybe sometime in the future, they can talk about their problems, but that's a story for another time. At this point, they need to. Right now, they are happy. They are okay.
They are here for each other. They are finally better for each other now.
"You guys won't ever leave me, right?"
"Wouldn't dream of it."
#piko rambles#sonic the hedgehog#amy rose#Meant to be platonic but I don't care if you tag as ship lol#I've been meaning to post something like this for the longest time now but never really got into posting it-#-because you guys REALLY hate seeing these two together for some reason.#Well not for SOME reason. There are valid reasons why you don't ship them. Everyone has valid reason why they don't ship this or that.#But sometimes those reasons can just sound so petty to me. Like the reason why is because Amy is a stalker or Sonic hates her which is FALS#Also those age gap arguments are understandable but so goddamn annoying sometimes. Maybe when they hit their late teens or early twenties-#then they can be together if they want to. Besides a good percentage of Sonic ships are better off if they waited til they're old enough im#I love them regardless of whether they're just friends or an awkward older cringe fail couple lmao#But them being just friends and hiding away all their emotions towards each other just to keep them safe and happy with them- 😭😭😭#Son/adow is my favorite ship of all time and sonamy is my favorite childhood ship/platonic ship because they both have one thing in common.#ANGST 😀#I've been thinking about Sonic and Amy's dynamic as of late and MAN-#Mixed with some personal headcanons of mine and their dynamic as of late just makes me so emotional.#Sonic and Amy have gotten so close now and it's so sweet but so heartbreaking at the same time when you think about it.#I'm so happy they are getting along better and being there for each other but there is so much to dissect here. So much to think about.#I might be a little silly but Amy losing her parents and being alone for so long and being the reason why she's always hanging onto Sonic-#-explains SOOOOOOOOO much about her. At least that's my headcanon for WHY that is.#Amy with abandonment issues speaks to me on a personal level. I'm always afraid of being forgotten or left behind by my family.#I sometimes feel like I'm not good enough no matter how hard I try. I do not blame Amy. I relate to her a lot. It's one of the many reasons#-why Amy is my favorite character besides Sonic and Shadow.#She fights hard to prove she's a valuable member of the team and hates getting left behind but despite all that she wasn't afraid to-#-express herself and her love for people. But after the Eggman War there was some changes that made her less expressive about her love.#Yeah she still loves Sonic but she doesn't admit it because none of that matters anymore and she thought that not being loved by Sonic#-is better than being loved since she nearly wasted her life loving someone who she thought has constantly bothered. 🥲#But I think after TMoStH I think she'll be less afraid of being expressive about it. She and Sonic are just so caring for each other 😭#I love these two way too much that when I think about them for too long I'll start SOBBING 😭😭 I'M EVEN SOBBING RIGHT NOW LMAO
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Can I request a Raphael x angel MC please 🥺
The Gabriel x Michelle and Lucifer x Michael were so good 😭😭
I'm stuck with you and your scenarios now 😠
You're welcome, dear~! I see my total eclipse of the brain bring some good after all. I hope I will be able to fulfill this request. Rafael is on the verge of being a character I dare write for, but let's try.
It was all your fault, that you make Raphael feel so special, then forget about it, and after all, you died. Lowly, pathetic human being. How dare you? Do you think he will forgive you for this? Tsk. Not only stupid, but naive, too. You are lucky that you chose to be reincarnated in heaven. Maybe there's still a chance for your pitiful soul.
And *maybe* you will repent if stop teasing him and start to suck.
Even though you were below him, licking his piercing and letting him tug at your hair, you knew who was boss. Poor, unaware angel. Blessing? Being the chosen one? Good joke. Only few strokes and his tip was already covered with whitish ooze. You raised an eyebrow and snickered.
“And who is the pathetic one?”
He grabbed your hair harder.
“Shut... up. Do your work.”
“Truly pathetic…” Your tongue stroked his trembling manhood. “Swayed so easily.”
“Enough!”
As you opened your lips once more, he thrusted deep inside your mouth. Smiled vindictively as you chocked. He wanted you to lose your breath, to finally be quiet, and obediently end the act of his ascension. As cruelly, as holy. New madness hitted his insides as you murmured with a trickle of saliva ran down your chin.
“Better…” Those full cheeks, clenched throat and murderous intent in your eyes make you both dirty and perfect. Perfect to be used. Clouded with pleasure, he thought that he found his new favorite toy.
All Raphael stans! Let me redirect you to @livelaughlovesubs and her wonderful fics - here you got first and second part. I assume you've already seen it, if not, check it out~ She can write and catch his personality way better than me
#whb#what in hell is bad#whb raphael#skye's little talk#IGNORE MY RAMBLING IN TAGS#i know it may be not as good as previous ones#especially since Raphael is the seraph I have the hardest time empathizing with#I hope I didn't make it sound too ooc well oops lmao#i feel i'm wayy better when i can write in third person with actual characters#because mc must be more ambiguous and I can't go all in with them like with two characters that have established story and personality#ok established is a big word for characters we don't know yet#but i can make headcanons based on common ground#and for mc we may have the default ra-on but lets be honest most of us makes mc totally different from what we know in-game#especially when it comes to personality and that's crucial in writing#or maybe it's because i'm way more used for style i use in a book than for fanwriting cuz i got way more expirience in the first one#ahemmm i got a little carried away
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Have you thought of N getting his revenge on J for all the years he has been builled by her?
i don't think he ever would. N is a naturally very nice and forgiving person, specially so to a fault. i really don't think he holds/held a grudge against her or V for the way they've treated him prior to his meeting with uzi. the most negative we've gotten was his "J, you're sometimes kinda mean to me and I wish you weren't. Just some constructive criticism!" but even then, it was prompted by uzi and he did say "constructive criticism" lol
other than that, he has THANKED HER when she stepped on him, called him worthless and terrible and she'd kill him if company allowed it; when she LITERALLY almost kills him and never complained about her bullying in the manor. he stopped uzi from throwing (presumably) an insult towards eldritch J's appearance, was completely chill when she came back as a clone????
bottom line is, N doesn't seem like the type to hold grudges or plan revenge against anyone, even if they've actively hurt him for so long. he's always willing to give everyone even a little bit of a benefit of the doubt
#N is cool and wholesome as hell#but he also makes me extremely sad.#despite being so kind and generous; always believing the best in others and giving everyone the benefit of the doubt#he was never treated the way he deserved until uzi came into his life#sighhhh. reason no.10301004 of why i love N and uzi's relationship#even as just friends because lovers are friends first and foremost for me and love isn't all about kissing and holding hands or something#it's about that connection and having someone who believes in you; supports you and respects you. someone who cherishes you so deeply#anyway woah rambling about Nuzi in tags? this is the equivalent of going on a tangent in the replies of our tweets LMAO#promise once we finish our analysis of Nuzi; I'm posting it here too LOL#ALSO CAN I TALK ABOUT HOW ANNOYING IT IS YOU CAN'T USE COMMAS IN TAGS??? as a comma fanatic; I'm outraged /j#murder drones#txt
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I know this is random but reading your blog and seeing your art made me so motivated I made my 1st animation ever (not counting pixel art ones), after not drawing digitally in months and it looks kinda basic and it isn't colored but I made it and I'm really happy with it so I guess what I'm trying to say is thank you for motivating me to make digital art again! I hope you have a wonderful day/night :)
MKJSJWJW HI!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR TELLING ME THATS GREAT!!! Animatics need time and patience so the fact you went straight for it is so cool!!!! I bet it looks lovely!
Hope you have the greatest day/night too!
#I'm gonna go in a bit of a ramble in the tags because this got to me#but this legit means the entire world to me#i had ups and downs and good and bad times so its something i even forgot about for a while#but all i ever wanted was to make silly things and have those silly things be of help to someone#that has always been like. my main objective and reason as an artist other than liking to draw#i always hear about the potential i got to helping out in the world and yada yada and i decided i wanted to make it in the unconventional-#and small ways. i wanted to make people happy. entertain them when they are going through something. inspire to see things in a better light#its stupid and simple and something anyone can do but it was a wish of mine#hearing i actually got to do that gives me hope this can actually work out so thank you so much for bothering on telling me this#for a while i forgot the little things mattered too. but you helped me remember it#I've had people do art about ideas i had. i had people laughing with an art i did. i forgot those things meant the world all the same#and i forgot those little things are what had gotten me out of depression in the first place lmao#it helped once so i guess it can help out twice#thank you for telling me and im happy i helped somehow!! i'd love to see it! but either way wooooo!!! you make that art#well this was a cringe ramble lmao#might delete later#(the ramble. the ask im putting in my wall)#but yeah this is nice :]#ask#anon
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clips from yt user Dragon_Nya's final part of s5 she-ra
crack videos hwuhwuh
tbh i dunno what that last sound i attempted to phonetically type was supposed to be. i opted for going abstract w it since i dunno how to attempt writing out a laugh where i accidentally snort like a dummy cause i literally can't breathe from laughing (which i do occasionally and which this mf'er on youtube has made me do on more than one occasion tbh - fuck)
so these are all my fav edits from Dragon_Nya's last part of s5 edits on yt; but unfortunately, it got removed tf out of by yt itself over and over till i think they may have issued him some kinda cease & desist warning lmao.
but like a true rebellion princess, he just went on to share a link in the description of a separate blank vid where one could download it, and even encouraged ppl in the comments to repost tf out of it just to spite yt lmao. so, above are my fav picks from it, and below is a link for his whole 5 part series of season 5 spop crack on yt.
•i love the serious side of this show, even when it straight up snaps my spine in half and then seems to just look at me and kinda shrug about it rofl - but i also love the humor, comic relief, and downright silly fuckin chaotic energy that's sometimes produced in many scenes~
•this youtuber riffs on that real well imo, i enjoy it, i hope you do too :)
ps prime will make america great again once he's done w etheria. fasho.
pps if horde prime did conquer earth, what do you think he'd keep from our species to add to his disturbing collection of tyranny trophies? fr, if you have an opinion on that, i'm curious what people might think lol
:) 💕
#spop#she ra#spop catra#spop adora#spop glimmer#spop bow#spop ok just literally all of the characters in s5 alright#is this allowed? - a question posed more than once~#prime kissed on bow's wife and he pizzd ok#but also shadow weaver? 'so that was a fucking lie'#every single one of these bitches is gonna need all the therapy#perfuma will try to get by just being mindful and meditating#but catra will be the one to convince her professional help is requir'd after all that shit#scorpia will be there for the intervention too. i mean. she's the one who called it#after all#dragon_nya she ra crack#stupid is as funny does ok#misquote af but idc. more accurate imo#i just hit a new record for amount of rambling tags and then added to it just to point it out lmao#honestly not sure if i'll ever be able to stop leaning on spop for comfort-security-laughter- and everything in between#lmao the way the world is rn - i'm grateful af for shi like this. but also i knooooow..#can you say escapism#??#it's ok if you can't it's just literally what i'm doing/been doing/dunno if i can stop doing oook anyway~
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tagged by @roofgeese for this picrew and the last song i listened to <3
tagging anyone who wants to play too <3
#as usual tumblr won't let me format posts right#and i'm going ahead and posting this before i catch up on tags#so i actually post something for once lmao#also i am sad i cannot include both my pupper and my catto#but the cats were all way wrong colors#the doggo is technically too big but at least the color and ears are right#and yeah. i am always wearing some form of pjs or loungewear. shoot me#anyway. so tempted to paste a little pebble on the hoodie to match my real one#but i don't think anyone would get the ref anyway#rambling in the tags wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee#also also. yes. my music taste is old. idc so am i
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"reading under the red hood and it's pretty good i think" - jason todd fan who has only seen the cartoon adaptation of under the red hood
#getting my hands on the comic for utrh is cracking my entire brain open about werewolf fic like you don't understand#the cartoon movie was pretty tight but the comic is more robust. and yall the themes for werewolf fic...they're all coming together#now if only i could write the girls fighting FR I'M TOO SOFT YOU GUYS OTL#i'm just feeling insane over the first confrontation with bruce and how Jason tells him that 'gotham is evil'#and 'you have to fight her where she lives' and 'i live there' LIKE#it's only fueling my crazed impression that the end to Jason's philosophy has only two ends#when he's done what he's set out to do and rid the world of evil by cutting it out (which is futile; blind and toothless etc but details)#either: he changes his philosophy and becomes the very type of villain he hates or he dies himself. because he also deserves death#'i live there' ARE YOU KIDDING ME???#sorry if this is Not News to people or if Jason has had some serious growth vis a vis this entire mindset but like.#I'M INSANE ABOUT IT. I'M CHEWING ON IT FOREVER#and bruce is the wrong person to try to sway Jason off this path. theres way too much baggage too much history too many complicated feeling#but...tim...? >.>#tim i think has enough 'this is not my philosophy this is company policy and i'm the worlds okayest employee' energy to eventually do it#like obviously stuff would need to Happen for it to be possible lol but you guys. this is what made jaytim so tasty to me in the first plac#tim being capable of meeting jason halfway like bruce can't; tim being able to hold the conversation with jason without it collapsing#tim having rebuttals to jason's arguments that might actually get somewhere with him eventually...#i'm not saying it would be fast or easy or even make sense in canon lmao but think there's a lot of fic potential there owo#like tim's vicious streak is something jason would appreciate. :3c#local jaytim fic author rambles about jaytim in the tags once again more at eleven lol anyway#jason todd#dc
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dude...
#if I don't stop hyperfixating on my breathing... like... idfk how much longer i can live like this...#it's been happening since last august snd I'm so tired of it.....#it's not even only when I'm high anymore it's like... all the time#i just like.. stop automatically breathing once i think about it and it takes me *so* *fucking* *long* to start again#honestly I'm just typing this post to distract myself a bit and hopefully i just start breathing normally again but I'm still manually#breathing rn. and now im wondering what the normal amount of time in between breaths is and if I'm taking too long ??#i tried to time my breaths with N's but she's asleep so i know it's gonna be different than mine#hoooo boy wish me luck falling asleep this is so annoying!!!!#is this ocd??? I've had several ppl in the past year tell me they think I have it but thinking about it makes me spiral#but it would explain A Lot of my thoughts n habits#anyway. I'm very annoyed with myself rn i just want to breathe normally and not worry myself into panic attacks anymore#actually very worried about how bad my stress in general has been bc there's no way it's been good for my body#ok. time to snuggle up n try to fall asleep!! im v cold rn so i have to warm up before i hug N bc i don't want to wake her with my ice cold#skin lmao. i can't wait for it to be warmer so i don't have to worry/feel bad about that lol#OKAY BBYYYYEEE if you read these tags I'm so very sorry.#rAMbles
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okay last post before i decide on what im going to do for the next couple hours but old lady crafting club is tomorrow and i don't have a crochet project decided on yet still fsdjkl
my options for continuing on WIPs are: dragonscale dice bag, isopod amigurumi, or a little stuffed pokeball
or if i want to start a new project instead of completing a WIP: strawberry hat i'm going to make for a friend, hand warmers/fingerless gloves, polar bear amigurumi, and idk if i have yarn for these (definitely not enough for a the second) but i also would like to make a junebug beetle amigurumi and a hood/scarf/hat combo garment thing
#i have a whole pinterest board full of ideas and i think a couple ideas in my ravelry queue but fsdjkl#these are what im feeling like making rn i think#they've got my interest at least fdsjkl#but AUGHHH its so hard to choose what to work on fsdkjl#the dice bag is going to be difficult bc i cannot remember how to do the crocodile stitch and it was hard to figure out#and the isopod is just... so difficult to work on sdjkl i have two more shell plates to do before i can work on smth a little easier w it#and the pokeball ... idk why i dont wanna work on that but i dont LMAO#i could easily frog it all the way back tbh i only put in like a half hour or smth on it so far#okay i am RAMBLING so much rn good lord sorry djskfl i'm going to draw or play stardew fdjskl#dandy.cmd#HEY i should probably make an ''off topic'' tag for stuff that is like... not directly related to selfshipping maybe LMAO#i'll implement that tomorrow perhaps fdsjkl i try not to post unrelated things too much but. sometimes a man's gotta ramble FDSJKL
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If Takaaki and Kiyotaka were Masterminds in my AU, they'd have matching Monokuma eye tattoos! And imagine Taka's armband having a Monokuma on it??? I'm going insane. Anyways, they'd be inseparable. They're so toxic with their fucking co-dependency, lollll. Not really, but they can't be in a different room by themselves, they need each other because Takaaki is afraid to be alone and wants his son to be beside him. Kiyotaka is afraid to be separated from his father again after being stuck in Hope's Peak with the other students for so long. (Taka joins Takaaki after Mondo's trial when Takaaki just appears and asks his son to join him. And Taka accepts, what else does he have to lose? He's also Kiyondo at this time, but he switches back to Kiyotaka. Yet, he still has one side completely Kiyondo-fied.)
And with them being kinda inseparable, they'd have an execution together. Because we're here for the angsty family feels. And because they've basically lost everything and only have each other to care for, they're pretty heartless and cold. But they have a huge care for each other.
They're both just sad and insane. My favorite father-son duo.
But Takaaki and Taka do tend to try and help each other with their grief or insanity (like when one of them goes a little too insane.) Takaaki is very much afraid that he'll lose Taka in the end and that if they're found out, they'll both die. He tries to get Taka to go into hiding if they're found out and only he'd get executed. But Kiyotaka doesn't just want to live without his only family. And with Mondo gone, he'd just be alone. And he stubbornly tells his father he'll die with him, for they were in this together and that he'll happily die with his father with him.
#Just wanna see them plotting lollll#mastermind takaaki and kiyotaka au#mastermind takaaki ishimaru#mastermind kiyotaka ishimaru#mm! takaaki au#sam's talky talks#danganronpa#I'm not okay lmao#I want them to be evil and silly fjdnen#Yeah it's kinda could be seen as romantic. But it's not. Sometimes children and parents have this weird thing like that#But it's not at all romantic in any way shape or form. Trust me#Because that's gross as hell :(#And I have too much trauma of them even being considered a ship to some#It's so ewww#Oh shit I'm rambling in tags sorry!#Just toxic dad and son co-dependency or however you'd like to see it#They're just afraid to be alone
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…..huh.
was not expecting that
at least not the voting numbers
but holy geez Frye winning sneak peak with the fewest folks is a massive w to them
good job, y’all
and good job to everyone for keeping their sanity throughout this whole ordeal and not threatening anyone at all ever in their lives /s
#but seriously y’all need to calm down#i get that shiver’s win streak is a bit too long for the amount of teams there are#but at the end of the day it all means nothing#it’s a game it’s supposed to be fun#not even gonna tag this with splatfest cause i like my head where it is#anyway off to go touch some grass after playing way too much over the weekend lmao#i dunno i'm just rambling at this point
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The knowledge that other people make aus like Milo Murphy characters as Wizard of Oz has me so relieved but so anxious
Relieved because I'm not an insane weirdo who has to hide it anymore
But anxious because now I kinda feel like I wanna talk about it??
I have a few for Amnesia that I really really like actually and I almost told a friend about one of them today but I chickened out skdjsksk
I'm shaking now gahhhh
(I apologize to my few followers who see these posts btw, I just use tumblr as a venting place because it's very easy for them to be lost in the void forever but also I got to get a little ranting/venting out of my system)
#just me rambling#i scream into the void#i have some for amnesia that don't fit the entire thing as well#like just a few scenes#gonna be fully honest 'cause i feel safer in the tags lol but#THE WHOLE SCENE IN PUSS IN BOOTS THE LAST WISH IN THE CAVE MADE ME THINK OF DANIEL#and then kitty and perrito are elise and hazel of course#they see him running and elise is just disappointed that he's gone back on all his character progression and hazel's just: ?#i also have a half-baked idea of amnesia as willy wonka haha#since they're both about morality in VERY different ways#weyer is willy wonka 'cause weyer sort of sees himself as the arbiter of who deserves to live and die by the shadow#oswald is augusts gloop 'cause gluttony of EATING PEOPLE ew#henri is violet because no one else fit her lol#justine is veruca because obviously#daniel is mike teevee because YES#and tasi is charlie 'cause she's the least morally reprehensible of all the protags#i could talk a lot about daniel being mike teevee but i won't lmao#i also have an amnesia pirate au with quite a few scenes straight out of potc haha but a lot of original ones too#i'm very proud of how it's coming together actually#lots of cool stuff and cool variations on the stories and character arcs we already know so well#the daniel and elise is chef's kiss incredible if i do say so myself#i feel like i made it different enough but also the same enough#okay rant over please no one ever see this post
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i made it almost the full way through duck tales being like wow this is a good comfy show i like it a lot! im pretty normal about it though and then the season three finale happened and i kinda sat there like. well fuck. no longer normal.
#i'm almost tempted to restart it bcus i watched the first half ages ago and gave up for awhile and then a couple days ago i was like#oh yeah that. i should watch it. and didn't bother starting from the beginning#so all my memories of the earlier stuff is. very vague.#rambles#its funny too bcus for a little bit i was worried it was gonna go in a direction i Was Not a fan of#but then it didn't. i mean it did but they did other stuff that made it clear they weren't trying 2 spread the message i was#scared they were gonna do#which honestly in hindsight was kinda silly of me bcus everything leading up to it made it pretty clear they weren't going for#that but im annoyed w 2012 tm//nt rn for similar reasons (except they are not handling it as well (more that they're not handling it in the#way i would like them to)) n i think that leaked over a bit#i haven't gotten 2 the end of that arc yet though so we'll see if it goes more to my liking#anyways. end of rambly tags that probably don't make sense even if you have watched the show#tbh theyll probably barely make sense to future me LMAO#*haven't gotten to the end of the arc im annoyed w in 2012 <- for clarification
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It's weird being that middle age.
And i mean middle age as in you're not near your 30s but you're also not near 13.
I go on tiktok and i feel like a parent, but i come here and i feel like I'm the child.
It's great lmfao
#the Instagram fandom suddenly got way younger too.... What happened lmfao#the insta fandom used to be around my age. then i woke up oneday and found myself with 14 year olds#nothing wrong with 14yo but- it's not the same#like besties. ik you have all been sucked into the world of work or uni. but I'm all alone here#a lot of my friends left their fan accs. we're all still friends. but I'm the only one carrying on the delulu antics publicly lmao#rambles tag
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so anyway i'm considering getting a mullet
#only problem is i would have to grow my hair out which i have several issues with lmao#it takes a long time n i'm impatient. also i hate the way hair feels on the back of my neck it's all itchy n awful :/#there's also very complicated gender feelings abt the idea of growing out my hair but that one's too much to unpack in my tumblr tags 👍#but also. cool mullet with lil front pieces. and i can tease it like robert smith and look all cool n stuff#considering v-shaped bangs too but i think i should take things a few steps at a time lmao#landfill rambles
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