#Ahana 💕

[moonmeg]

seeing Kitty and Caleb AND Bree and Niel cuteness 🥺❤️ I’m now wondering if Ahana has a special someone?

Calyn and Breeil for the soul 🤧💕

As for Ahana,,

Maybe-

[rotting-gxrl]

Hey! This Ahana, or @cripplingparanoia

This is my writing account

I'll post updates, snippets and quotes from any and all of my writing projects that I might happen to be currently working on.

Thank you for joining me on my journey!

I hope you'll enjoy, and maybe read some of my stuff that gets finished along the way. Input, wether constructive criticism or if you love it,or even if you hate it, is always, always appreciated (just don't insult me or be mean/rude!)

My Ao3 is ahana_sapo_vnela_5_5_0_2

My fanfic insta acct:

Thank you, bye 4 now 💕

[simp-for-sunghoons-hair-tied-up]

look at my bby

Nah shit bro I'm just gonna cry myself to sleep 🥺💔😔✋🏻 he looks the same, and so natural 😭

Our** babie, to be precise 🤨👌🏻

[moonmeg]

Will we ever see more of Daraja??

One day I will spam you with Daraja and Ahana as I spammed you with Caleb and Evelyn, Breena and Neil and Robyn and Micah, I promise 😭💕

[cripplingparanoia]

Something Important about me:

I have briefly mentioned this topic in my about me, which is linked in my pin post, but I think I am ready to elaborate a bit more

I am Diagnosed ADHD & Autism. I was also Dx OCD & C-PTSD, but they removed those as "misdiagnosis" when I got my OSSD-1B Dx

There isn't much I can say for the other two right now, but since my blog is growing, I think it's important I cover this now

I don't run a system account because we find it difficult to maintain. We use Simply Plural and that's already a mess, and we've also just not always been the most welcomed in online plural communities for whatever the reason (it's happened more than once for several different reasons)

For a while also, before my Dx and even a little following, I hadn't fully had access to inner knowledge the way I do now, & my identity was t very solid

Now, we are the Clover Collective, consisting of 22 members currently (as far as we are aware)

As previously mentioned, we have a simply plural

I also have a board on Pinterest for us, with pictures of how we look and what ages we were formed at.

Our simply plural doesn't always get updated as often as we switch, and sometimes it won't be updated until after a few switches already happened, so it's usually not accurate, but we find its good to use it anyway.

I might make some introductory posts but we shall see. For now, my Pinterest is cripplingparanoia just like here, and my simply plural is -CloverCollective-

And, yes, "Ahana" is an alter as well, it is not my legal name. Ahana is not the core or the host, we don't have one, Ahana is just the main fronter currently and also formed the most recently.

If make intro posts they will be linked here

This post will be linked in my bio

✌🏻😎

[simp-for-sunghoons-hair-tied-up]

HELP BRO XIAOJUN WITHOUT HIS VENOM FACE MASK?? DID U SEE?? 😭😭

FUCK DUDE I WAS JUST GONNA SEND YOU THE INSTA LINK AND ASK YOU IF YOUVE SEEN IT!!!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[cripplingparanoia]

🩷About me!💕

• I'm not going to say my legal name, but you may call me Ahana or Ana, & my initials are JJSS.

•I am 🧿21🪦, and my birthday is on Oct 2nd, so I am a ⚖️Sun in Libra🛡️

•I live in the United States

•I have 2 favorite colors, green and pink

•I also like blue, purple, brown, grey, black and white a lot

•My favorite animal is Manatees

•If I could go anywhere, I would go to Japan

•My favorite place to go is the beach

•I am not married but I hope to be.

•I have a baby son. Mother of One👶🏽🍼

•I am Bisexual💜Slytherin🐍Decepticon👾

•I am monogamous with men aside from girlfriends. That is to say, I will only be in a relationship with one man at a time, but whether I am with a man or woman, I am open to more girlfriends. It's not exactly "ambiamorous", but that is the closest label I know of. I am a 💞Lover🩷🔒💘Girl💕

•I am a 🪽Female🗝️ and I identify with that, I go by 🪬She/Her🌊, but due to my ♾️ Dx AuDHD🦖&OSDD-1b👥, as well as my spiritual and personal beliefs, ✝️Religiously Christian⛪ 🕉️Spiritually Omnist🌀, ☯️Hippie☮️, Im not sure that there is a way I can explain my experience of gender that would work, so I find it easier to stick with the default, and I think identifying as cis female is an important aspect that complements the more mysterious aspects of how I experience my identity (I am a woman but in the way moss, rain, and crows are. Like I'm not nb, I'm a girl, but I'm a swamp girl, I am made of mud, but in a female way)

•I would love to publish some of my novels and poetry, and it'd be nice if I ever released any of my music

•If I did get famous for my music I'd be like female Freddie Mercury.

•If my books took off tho, I'd probably just live alone in the woods in a cabin with a lil livestock and a garden, or just wherever I live before that, & occasionally do a book signing or something lol. Accept an award then disappear again lol

•When I was 13, my dream job was to be a Forensic Anthropologist after reading Deaths Acre. Now, it might still be a nice idea, but if I had to work, I'd either be in a daycare or pet store/shelter, or a funeral home, graveyard, or morgue. Lol, yeah, I tend to be starkly contrasting like that

•Other than that, it'd be nice to own a florist/plant nursery that also sells other lil stuff like crystals and fresh raw honey and dried flower crowns etc. or a cafe that has photo booths where you can have brunch and a photo shoot with the food & props

•My hobbies include baking, reading, watching TV, playing video games, watching YouTube, going on walks or runs, being in nature, going shopping, and making art or decorating. I'm trying to get into knitting, and I know how to sew, but I don't have a machine. I want to garden, and have pets and livestock eventually. I like hiking, swimming, camping, going on picnics, exploring, and going outdoors in general. I'd like to do more adventuring. I want to do ballet and belly dancing and karate. I'd need to exercise, do yoga, meditate and just relax more overall, do some spa or self care days... Aspiring Author🖋️📔

•My favorite foods are burritos, tacos, sushi jambalaya, pizza, and any soups or stews (beef stew)

•My favorite snacks are hot cheetos, cheese it's, gold fish, iced animal crackers, bread & rolls, mozzarella sticks, and charcuterie boards

•My favorite desserts are ice cream, cheesecake, chocolate cake, cookie cake, red velvet cake (I especially like those last 2 for my birthday), macrons, churros, sour gummy worms, sour patch kids, pie, snickerdoodles, peanut butter cookies, chocolate chip cookies, and iced sugar cookies (yk the ones)

•My favorite drinks are monster, black or sweetened coffee (mocha or pumpkin spice especially!), vodka!!! (w la croix), tequila, whiskey, mountain dew, dr. pepper, smoothies, and lemonade

•My all time favorite song is Puppy Princess by Hot Freaks, and the my top 4 (of 5) is Heatwaves by Glass animals, Cry By Cigarettes after sex, Treehouse by Alex G, and the lonely by Christina Perry

•My favorite artists are XXXTENTACION, Queen, My Chemical Romance, ICP, Marina and the diamond, Melanie Martinez, Lana Del Rey, Mitsuki, Lil Tecca, Juice Wrld, Lil Peep YNW Melly, and Joji

•My favorite movies are The Breakfast Club, Pretty Woman, Harry Potter, and Star Wars.

•My favorite shows are Transformers G1, Adventure Time, Gravity Falls, Regular Show, Steven Universe, My Little Pony, South Park, and Naruto.

•My favorite books are The Furthest Away Mountain by Lynn Reid Banks, The Girl of Fire and Thorns Series by Rae Carson, A Separate Peace by John Knowles, A Long Walk To water by Linda Sue Park, and Animal Farm by George Orwell.

•My other favorite songs are anything by XXXTENTACION (especially NEVER and KING) and Queen (especially Killer Queen and Good Old Fashioned Lover Boy) and My Chemical Romance (Especially Demolition Lovers, The World is Ugly, and The Light Behind Your Eyes), Piggy Pie & Sixicde Hotline by ICP, Something in the Way Dumb, Rxpe Me, and Polly by Nirvana, Money Machine, Hand Crushed By a Mallet, Stupid Horse and Dumbest Girl Alive by 100 gecs, Heyloft and Verbatim by Mother Mother, Hold on Till May by Pierce the Veil, I'm Not a Vampire by Falling in Reverse, all I want is you by Rebzyyx, TV by Billie Eillish, Lucky by Lucky twice, Go Ghost by Karlaaa, Mary by Alex G, Nowhere to Run by Stegosaurus Rex, and No Wind Resistance by Kinneret.

[simp-for-sunghoons-hair-tied-up]

bro i low key wanna start a blog dedicated JUST to xiaojun's hands LIKE THEY'RE SO PRETTY AND VEINY HE'S SO HOT OPRJNGB

BRO YOU HONESTLY COULD YK 😭💞🛐 BUT THERE AREN'T MANY XIAOJUN STANS 😔🥲 HES SO UNDERRATED DUDE!!! 🤧😩

[backtodecember-taylorsversion]

hi sakshi! i'm ahana :D

thought I'd introduce myself to a new moot, anyways HOW ARE YOU TODAYYY ?? <3

Hiiii Ahana!✨...I'm goooood, how are you my new moot? how are you doing?💜

[wortverlust]

Hello! I'm a minor and I know that I shouldn't interact with your blog. But I have my broswer settings done which just hide the NSFW stuff. And your normal SFW drawings just impressed me so much. Your Levi drawings are quite unique and very much attractive! I've fallen in love with our talent. All I wanna say is just thank you so much for gifting us with your art! I REALLY LOVE YOU!!! 💖💖💖❤️❤️❤️💕💕💕✨✨✨

Hi Ahana, hope you're doing well (: AND AAAAAW!!! <333 I am really grateful that you enjoy my drawings, too!!!

[ctrlemis]

HIII LOVELY NEW MOOT I'M AHANA NTMU 💕

WHAT CAN I CALL YOU? :O

HI AHANA!! YOU CAN CALL ME ART, ARTIE,, EMIS, EMI, OR ARTEMIS!!

[uygmoeb]

HELLO :D I just realised we both have been moots for a while, yet we've never really interacted I'm Anna/Ahana noice to meet you :) Which groups do you stan?

hello love!! it’s v nice to meet u! 💕

ahh yeah, i’m quite shy tbh so i never interact first it’s so scary to me for some reason :’)

but i’m a pretty big multistan tbh i love a lot of groups! but some of my ults are exo, txt, enhypen, ateez, nct, and skz !! what about you ?

[xiaojunsmintchoco]

Bro that motherfucker anon needs to take a fucking chill pill like you can't FORCE someone to change their sexuality?? What the hell is wrong with that anon istg, like IT IS AMELIAS CHOICE ON WHAT HER SEXUALITY IS MF, YOU CANNOT DECIDE IT FRO HER LIKE BITCH UDK AMELIA AND U DON'T CONTROL HER MF STFU AND GTFO OUTTA AMELIAS ACC OR ILL PERSONALLY HUNT U DOWN AND BEAT YOU UP WITH A PAN 😍😍

As for that anon saying that amelia writers slowly, honestly what the fuck do u expect ?? Her to post smthn EVERY single mfing day??? No bitch amelia is a human being too and she has a own life OUTSIDE OF TUMBLR, so dont be a bitch and stop hating on her, it will not help her in any way to write, APPRECIATE AND RB HER WORKS IF U WANT HER TO WRITE MORE !!! SENDING HER HATE WILL JST MAKE HER MORE DEMOTIVATED

plus every writer has a diff speed of writing, there is no ‘fast’ or ‘slow’ speed. Everyone is different, and you anon my friend, need to slap yourself. Periodt.

Amelia bff I love you and your writings, please ignore these mfs 😃💖

omg Ahana (is it alright for me to call you that 😅) THIS IS SO SWEET THANKS SM :(( 💕

no bcs first this anon hated on you for being straight and now they're doing the same to me for being asexual-

am i the only one who finds it funny that they used the exact same wording 💀

[simp-for-sunghoons-hair-tied-up]

BRO WHY IS XIAOJUN SO BEAUTIFUL I WILL CRY OVER HIM 😭

Yes. He is so beautiful and...ugh..idek what to say!! 😭😭😭

YES. YOU SHOULD CRY OVER HIM! 😭😭🛐🛐

Now I'm about to present to you, baby Dejun one of the cutest things I've seen in a while! 🤧

*plz don't die out of cuteness overload like I did!!!*

~UwU~

Xiaojun with his brother I'm assuming? No plz he looked so cute as a baby I cannot I'm gonna scream my lungs out!! 💚💚😭😭😭🤧🤧🤧

Especially the 1st and 7th picture-- his cheeks are so chubby and fluffy and just wanna pinch it like a fucking marshmallow i cannot-- 😭🛐🛐

[jeonqquk]

hihi i made smthn for you 😔

i was bored pls I'm sorry if u don't like it TT

no bc the fucking giggle i let out 😭 idk if i should be ashamed ab my excessive simping or not SDHSJDJS thanks a lot tho ahana this made my day 💕

[pockyandme]

HIIII LEONA HOW ARE YOU TODAY MY LOVE?!? 💕

HELLO AHANA MY LUVLYYYY, I’VE MISSED INTERACTING WITH YOUUU!!! so sorry i haven’t been able to reach out :(( i’m feeling pretty okay actually! which is great ヽ(･∀･)ﾉ how about you, i hope you’re having a good day <33