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atlafan · 4 years

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Take it Slow - Part Eighty-Five

a/n: okay this is my first shot at a harry:y/n fic, and it will be multiple parts. y/n had a bad experience with an ex over a year ago, and finally accepts her coworker and good friend Niall’s invitation to go on a blind date with his friend Harry.

Warnings: Fluff and Smut.

Masterpost (all previous parts can be found in the masterpost)

You’re shaking while in line at the pharmacy, but Harry’s hand on the small of your back helps put you at ease. He still needed some makeup today, but his bruise was already starting to look better. You get the script filled and wait the fifteen minutes for it. You and Harry go out to the car, where Buster was waiting patiently like a good boy. You unscrew the cap on your water bottle and pop the pill bottle open. You look at Harry who gives you a reassuring smile. You take the pill and swallow it down.

“I don’t want anyone knowing about this. I know it’s more normalized now, but I don’t want anyone finding out that things have gotten this bad that I need this kind of help. I don’t even want my family to know.”

“Course, I won’t say anything. I’m really proud of you though. I know you think you’re losing control, or not strong, but you’re being so brave. You’re taking a lot of control back, and I think it takes a lot of strength to do what you’re doing.” He gives your hand a squeeze.

“Thanks Harry, that means a lot to me.” You smile at him.

“Let’s getcha t’work now, hm.” He turns back to look at Buster. “Wanna spend another day with mummy?” He yips at Harry. “Thought you might.” Harry kisses you on the cheek and puts the car in drive.

Between your period and the meds, you felt all out of whack. You weren’t sure if going out Saturday night was such a good idea, but you didn’t want to disappoint Seth or Isaac. They were both so excited, and you’d be damned if you let either of them down.

You put on a pair of white jeans with a few rips in them, and a blue short sleeve crop top. You leave your hair down, and straight, and put all your jewelry on. Harry was wearing a pair of tan trousers, a white tank top tucked in, and a floral short sleeve shirt.

“Aw, you look handsome sweetie.”

“Thanks.”

“I’m getting….Miami vibes.” You gesture to his outfit.

“Good, s’what I was goin’ for.” He grabs your face and kisses your forehead. Harry puts all of his rings and necklaces on, and grabs his wallet. “Come on, lovie, we need to go pick Isaac up.”

You both say goodbye to Buster and tell him to be a good boy. You pick Isaac up, and he looks as cute as a button.

“Oh my god, I can’t wait to meet him. You really think he’ll like me?”

“What’s not to like?” You say to him.

You pull up to the adult arcade and the boys head inside. You said you’d wait outside for Seth. Isaac and Harry put their name in for a table. You thought it would be good to eat and talk first before hitting up all the games. You see Seth’s car pull up, and smile when he gets out. He had a black t-shirt on paired with some nice jeans. A classic for him. He smiles and waves when he sees you. You both wrap your arms around each other and Harry squints at the scene from inside.

“Remember, he’s interested in me.” Isaac says.

“Mhm.”

“It’s so good to see you!” Seth says to you. “So happy we could finally do this.”

“Same here, and me too. Been a long time coming, thanks for being so patient. Harry and Isaac are inside seeing what tables are available.”

“Perfect, let’s head in.”

You put your hand on the small of his back and lead him inside.

“Seth, this is Isaac, Isaac this is Seth.”

They both shake hands and say hello.

“Hi, Harry.” He shakes his hand too. “Good to see you again.”

“Yeah.” Harry smiles a crooked smile at Seth.

You’re all seated in a booth, and Harry drapes an arm over your shoulders. You hoped Seth and Isaac wouldn’t mind sitting next to each other, you just needed to be close to Harry right now. Seth turns to Isaac slightly.

“So how long have you know these two for?”

“Oh, well, I’ve worked Harry for a few years, now I work for him. He’s the best.” Isaac blushes. “And I met Y/N a few months after they started dating. She started coming by to meet him for lunch. I used to live for it, she’d scare the shit out of our little interns.”

“Ugh, gag me.” You say. “I don’t ever want to think about them ever again.”

“Agreed.” Harry smirks.

A waitress comes over and take your drink orders. You look at Harry after Seth orders a beer and Isaac orders a cocktail.

“We’ll both just have seltzers with lime.” Harry smiles at the waitress and she nods. He looks at the two of them. “We drank a lot all last week…still recovering.” They both nod.

“Makes sense. It’s hard to go on these benders now. After the fourth I needed like three days to recover.” Seth laughs.

You all order some apps you can share and pick at while you talk. Seth explains to Isaac what he does for work and Isaac seems like his in a trance. It’s hard not to be. You used to be able to listen to Seth talk for hours. He had one of those deep, raspy voices. Sort of how Harry’s voice can be early in the morning. He talks about certain tattoos, the when and why. He talks about his lip piercing and he dreads the day he inevitably will part with it. Isaac talks about how content his is just being an admin. He loves doing what he does every day. Harry really talks Isaac up too. He explains how he just had to have him work for him.

All in all it was a good dinner. Things didn’t seem all that awkward, which you were grateful for.

“So did you two meet early on in college?” Isaac asks you.

“Yeah, like, sophomore year I think…”

“Mhm, and then you and Rachel went off to California second semester.”

“Which allowed you to get nice and close with Sarah.” You sneer at him. He flips you off and you laugh. “Just teasing.” You put your hands up.

“You’re always just teasing.” He smirks.

You square up the checks and walk over to the games. You and Harry hang back to let Isaac and Seth go off on their own. You watch as they play ski ball together and giggle. They seemed to be having a pretty good time, just as you hoped. You and Harry go over to play the basketball game. Just as you shoot a basket he grabs you by the shoulders and kisses you.

“Harry!” You pull away. “What are you doing?”

“We had our second date here. We were standin’ right here, and I couldn’t even shoot my baskets because I couldn’t stop lookin’ at yeh. I remember your shirt lifted slightly and I noticed this little thing.” He runs his thumb over your naval piercing.”

“A lot’s happened since then, huh?”

“Yeah.” He presses his forehead to yours. “I love you.”

“I love you too.” You kiss him quickly.

Isaac and Seth notice the scene.

“That happen often?”

“Oh god with them? All the time. Harry’s a really passionate guy.”

“Good, she deserves that.”

“Now that we’re alone, I need to ask, you really don’t care at all that someone you used to sort of be with-“

“I’ll stop you right there, cause I know where you’re head’s at.” He chuckles. “That girl was one of my best friends, right?” Isaac nods. “We had a ton of classes together, she helped me study. She was great. And then…we did what a lot of kids in college do. We hooked up. It was easy, and fun. I cared for her, adored her really.” He smirks. “But…I never…had those feelings for her.” He looks back over at you and Harry, then back to Isaac. “You know what I mean?”

“Yeah, I totally get it.” He smiles. “Just wanted to make sure I didn’t have any competition.” He nudges Seth.

“Not at all…and, uh…” He rubs the back of his neck. “I’m not really talking to anyone else at the moment either, just so you know.” Isaac blushes.

“Me…neither.”

“Cool.”

“Wanna go pinball?”

“God, I’m terrible at pinball.”

“Well, I’ll help you out.”

You and Harry were in the middle of playing some random game when you look over to seeing Seth standing right behind Isaac, his hands over his, pressing the buttons on the game. It was the cutest fucking thing you’d ever seen.

“Harry, look at them.” You point.

“I have to say, that’s a pretty smooth move…respect.” You burst out laughing and nudge him.

Towards the end of the night the four of you re-group. You all agreed it was a lot of fun. Seth shakes Harry’s hand again, and gives you a hug.

“Beautiful as ever.” He says into your ear, and you smile.

“So…Seth said he could take me home…so I’m gonna let him.” Isaac tells the two of you and Harry’s eyebrows shoot up.

“Um…alright then. Have a good rest of your night.” As you’re walking out, lost in chat with Seth, Harry grabs Isaac by the back of his collar and pulls him aside. “What the fuck are you doing?”

“What…what do you mean?”

“I mean, like, are you gonna take him back to your place and…you know?”

“Harry.” Isaac laughs. “Why do you care?”

“Because I wanna make sure you’re alright, you barely know him.”

“He seems very sweet. I don’t know where the night’s gonna take us. I just know I’m not ready for the night to be over yet. I wanna keep getting to know him.”

“Yeah, well, how well do you wanna know him?” Isaac looks over to see you and Seth laughing about something. “I’d like to know what that ass looks like outta them jeans, I can tell ya that much.”

“Jesus.” Harry runs a hand over his face. “S’not too fast?”

“I’ll tell you what. Monday morning I’ll fill you in on all the juicy details.” He leans in a little closer. “We can compare notes on how we like it.” Harry’s face turns red, and Isaac bursts out laughing. “Relax, Harry. Haven't told anyone about your little secret, and I don’t intend to. Like I said, I just wanna keep getting to know him. I appreciate you looking out for me.”

Harry nods and they both walk the rest of the way to meet up with you and Seth. Harry watches Isaac get into Seth’s car and drive away.

“What did you say to him?” You ask Harry.

“I just…wanted to make sure he was alright, that’s all.”

“You’re so sweet on him.” You squeeze his hand. “I promise, he’s in good hands.”

“Well, you’d know.” He snorts. You take your hand away and cross your arms. “Shit! I didn’t mean it like that, Y/N!”

“No? How exactly did you mean that?”

“I just meant, like, you know how good of a guy he is, I wasn’t talking about-“

“Mhm, sure you weren’t.” You huff.

“I swear!” He sighs. “Please, we had such a nice night, let’s not get like this.”

“Like what?”

“Mad at each other.”

“I’m not mad.”

“Yeah you are!”

“You know, when I found out about you and Myk, I never said a goddamn word. I brushed it off. But I have a past with someone, and it’s like…you just can’t let it go.”

“Y/N, I swear, I did not mean it like that.” He rests his hand on your thigh. “I didn’t mean for it come off that way, I promise.” You feel tears prick at your eyes. Fucking meds, fucking hormones. He squeezes your thigh.

“Okay.” You breathe. “I believe you.”

“You do?”

“Yes.” You put your hand over his. “I’m sorry.” You start sobbing. “I feel like I’ve been trying to hold it together all day, and now…”

“Baby, it’s alright.”

“You don’t always need to be so understanding, you know? It’s okay to be frustrated with me.”

“But I’m not frustrated.” He shrugs.

“Even when I get like this? I’d be fucking exhausted if I had to deal with me all day. Oh wait, I do and I am.” Harry sighs heavily, and parks the car in the garage of your building. He turns to look at you.

“You’re making steps to make yourself better, and I know this. I understand it. Neither of us have any idea what this medication is doin’ to yeh, not really. We won’t know for a few weeks until you level out. You need to give yourself a break. Don’t feel like you need to hold it together for my sake.”

“But you can’t be my punching bag. I don’t wanna flip out on you.”

“So don’t flip out. Cry if you need to and I’ll be right there to hold you.” He kisses your hand and you both get out of the car. He wraps his arm around your waist as you head up. “I’m in this with you, have been from the beginning. If I didn’t want it, I would have copped out a long time ago, you have to know that.” You key into your place and greet your tired little boy.

“I do know that. And I feel so lucky to have all your support, Harry…” You both go into the bedroom. “I just feel like you’re always taking care of me, like it’s not 50/50, like it’s not an equal partnership.”

“It’s plenty equal, don’t start with this again.” He sighs and puts his hands on your shoulders. You look down at your feet. “Look at me.” You slowly meet his gaze. “I hate when you get in your head like this. We take care of each other.” He smiles at you reassuringly.

“Okay.” You smile back.

You both do your nightly routines and get into bed. Your phone goes off with a text notification.

Seth: I’m seeing him again tomorrow, going to brunch…I like him.

You: Are you still with him????

Seth: No…was a perfect gentleman actually. We talked in the car for a bit, and then I walked him up to his door.

You: Goodnight kiss?????

Seth: wouldn’t you like to know ;p

You giggle, and Harry looks at you.

“Who’s that?”

“Oh, it’s just Seth. He’s seeing Isaac for brunch tomorrow.” You smile at him.

“Oh that’s great! So he’s not still there?”

“Nope.”

“Good.”

“Harry, they’re both adults, if they wanted to…extend their evening then that would’ve been their choice.”

“I know, I just feel protective over Isaac and I didn’t wanna see him get pumped and dumped.”

“Pumped and dumped?!” You burst out laughing. “Jesus, Harry, that’s vulgar.” Harry laughs too. “Besides, how do you know Isaac wouldn’t be the one-“

“M’not havin’ this conversation.” He shivers. “Don’t need to think about that at all.” He looks at you. “Would you, um, spoon me tonight?”

“I’d be happy to.” You set your phone down and Harry turns the lights off. He rolls over and you hold him close to you.

You loved nothing more than nuzzling in close to his back. He always smelled so good.

Aunt Flow graciously left Sunday morning, and you were beyond grateful. You and Harry hadn’t gotten intimate since your black out. His cheek was all healed up, and you were happy to have a Sunday to just spend time with him. After a shower, you come out to the balcony to see him sitting with Buster and a cup of coffee.

“Hi baby.” He says to you. You sit down on one of his legs, getting comfy in his lap. He wraps his arms around your waist. “How’s my baby girl?”

“Good.” You nuzzle into his neck and plant light kisses on his sun-kissed skin. “Miss you.”

“Miss me?” He’s playing with you. He knows what you mean. “But I’ve been right here.” You look up at him with your big eyes.

You tug at his shirt and pout at him. He chuckles and kisses your forehead.

“Are yeh askin’ me t’take you inside, little girl?” Your mouth parts. “Just let me finish my coffee, hm?” You curl up in his arms while he sips on his coffee. It was a shame to waste such a beautiful morning inside.

Harry sets his mug down on the glass table outside, and picks you up bridal style. He whistles at Buster so he knows to come inside. He plops down on his dog bed while Harry takes you into the bedroom. He lays you down and just looks at you. You were wearing one of his t-shirts and a pair of his boxers. A habit you had gotten into on the weekends.

“Why are you the cutest thing in the world?” He climbs on the bed and straddles you. He takes his shirt off and tosses it to the floor. “No answer?”

“I don’t know.” You giggle. “Just am, I guess.”

“Just am?” He leans down and plants kisses all over your face. “Guess that’s a good enough answer.”

You continue to giggle as he’s sweet on you. He pulls your shirt up just over your breasts and leaves wet kisses on them. He kisses down your belly and tugs the boxers down.

“Maybe just use your fingers, I showered and all, but it like just ended so…”

“Noted.” He chuckles.

He pulls the boxers all the way off you and tosses them to the floor. He lightly strokes your slit with his middle finger as you part your legs a little more for him. He sucks on one of your nipples. You’re not getting as wet as you usually do though.

“Babe?” He looks up at you and lets go of your nipple. “Could we use some lube? Think I’m a little dry after my shower.”

“Sure, hun.”

He gets up and goes into the drawer and grabs the bottle of lube. He puts some on his fingers and warms it up. He slides his middle finger in you slowly and you groan with pleasure.

“Thank you.”

He smiles and goes back to sucking your nipple while he slips another finger inside. He curls them both up and you grind into his touch.

“Harry.” You moan his name as your back arches slightly.

He pumps in and out of you, going knuckle deep, and you gasp when he hits that spot.

“There it is.” He smirks.

You bite your bottom lip as he continues to hit it, getting you closer and closer. You grip the sheets when you feel your stomach start to tighten.

“Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god.” Your head was thrashing back and forth.

“That’s it baby.”

“Harry!”

You release onto his fingers and he continues to pump slowly as you go through the motions. He pulls his fingers out and wipes them on his chest. Your cheeks were flushed, but you had a smile on your face. You reach up to palm him through his boxers.

“Can I have this now?”

“Greedy little thing this mornin’.” He chuckles and takes his boxers off.

“Just wanna be as close as possible, dolly.”

He smiles and spreads your legs back apart. He rubs himself against your clit and you whimper. You were soaked for him now. He slides into you slowly, inch by inch and your head rolls back into the pillow. He lifts the shirt all the way off you, leaving no barriers between the two of you.

“C’mere.”

He snakes his arms under your back, and he pulls you up so you’re sitting on him. He sits cross legged, and you wrap your legs around his waist. He kisses you while his hands on your ass start to move you up and down on him. It was slow and sensual, and exactly what you needed right now. This was love making on a whole other level. You wrap your arms around his shoulders and help yourself move on him. You bury your head in his neck while he continues to do most of the work, not that he minded.

“I love you so much.” You say into his ear.

“I, fuck, love you too.”

“You’re my everything, Harry.” His hands press into you harder. God, he loved it when you said that.

“You’re mine.” He groans.

You rubbing up against him in the perfect way. You knew you were going to come again soon. You kiss on his neck and bite down when you feel it approaching faster and faster. He could feel his orgasm bubbling at the base of spine. Having you pressed against him like this was so nice, and he loved being this deep inside you. He moans your name a few times, and this sends you over the edge. You bite down on him harder as you release around his cock. When he come shoots up inside you, you cry out and so does he.

You cup his face in your hands and kiss him. Your tongue slips into his mouth and his molds to yours. You start giggling and he pulls back to look at you.

“What’s so funny?”

“Nothing, you just taste like coffee.” You kiss him again and raise yourself off him.

You both go clean yourselves up. You throw on a pair of shorts and graphic T, and he does the same.

“What do you feel like doin’ today?”

“I don’t know.” You shrug. “We did all our shopping and meal prepping yesterday…”

“Why don’t we take Buster to the park across from the studio? We could bring a tennis ball, let him get some exercise.”

“Oh, that’s a great idea!” You look at Buster and he perks up. “C’mere baby, mummy and daddy are gonna take you to the park.” He yips and comes trotting over.

You pack a backpack with some treats, a water dish, and a large bottle of water. You grab some sunscreen and your sunglasses. Harry puts his snapback on, and you both hit the road. You and Harry did a very good job with training Buster that you knew he didn’t need a leash at the park. He would never run away.

Harry takes the tennis ball out of your backpack and tosses it to Buster who catches it in his mouth.

“You boy!” You exclaim, making him wag his tail.

He comes over drops the ball at your feet. You pick it up and toss it a little farther for him so he can run and go get it. Harry takes his phone out and takes a video of you throwing the ball and Buster running up to you with it. When Buster feels a little tired you take out his water dish and pout some water in it for him to lap up. You and Harry sit down on the grass and he lays at your feet.

“Need to take him to the groomer again, his hair grows in so quick.” You say and Harry nods.

“I could just shave him, I’ve got the clippers at home.”

“Oh but he likes the groomer.” You look at Buster. “Right baby? You like to see Daniel at PetSmart?” Buster yips at him. “See?” Harry chuckles and rubs Buster’s belly.

“Feelin’ hungry at all? I could go grab us somethin’ quick across the street. Nice smoothie place down there.”

“Sure! That’d be great baby, thanks.” Harry grabs his wallet and jogs across the street. Buster sits up to watch him. “Don’t worry baby, daddy’s just going to grab us a snacky.” You pet his head and he lays back down.

Harry returns shortly with two smoothies and you kiss him on the cheek as a thank you.

“It’s so nice out today.” He says sipping on his drink.

“I know! Not too humid either, thank god.”

You both stay a while longer, tossing the tennis ball to Buster a few times, letting him just run around to his heart’s desire. You go home a little before dinner. You and Harry decide to grill some veggie burgers and eat outside. It was perfect. You loved your life with him more than anything in the world.

“Harry?” He hums his response. “Would you say technically next month we’ll have been together a year? Or would you say October since that’s when we became official?” You put official in air quotes.

“My inner psycho says our first date is our anniversary.” You burst out laughing and nod your head.

“That must make me a psycho too.”

“I’d say by our second or third date I knew I wasn’t goin’ anywhere.” He smirks. “Yeh had me from the get go.”

“Oh stop it.”

“I mean it! I certainly didn’t want anyone else to have you.”

“I can’t believe it’s almost been a year, it flew by.”

“Just cause we’ve been havin’ so much fun.” You both giggle. “I feel like I can’t even remember what my life was like without you in it sometimes.”

“I feel the same way.” You twiddle your thumbs in your lap. “Or when I remember what my life was like before you were in it, I sort of feel sad.” You look up at him. “Like, I was constantly living with a fake smile on my face, pretending I was okay for everyone else’s sake.” You reach out for his hand and he gives it to you. “Not that it’s your job, but you make me better Harry.”

He takes your hand and kisses it.

“You make me better too. I honestly didn’t think I was capable of loving someone.” Both of your eyebrows raise. “I know you find that hard to believe, but I’ve never really been in love before, and I’ve never really been a good boyfriend before either. You brought out somethin’ good in me.”

He rubs his thumb over your bare left ring finger. In a month or so he’d be getting down on one knee and asking you to officially spend the rest of your life with him. He had the upmost confidence you’d say yes. You were made for him. He spent his whole life waiting for you, and he was never going to let you go.

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imlostinsantacarla · 4 years

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(a/n: lmaoo i am deffo teen wolf trash rn! i think i’m especially trash for the hale pack? bc here’s a cuddling with boyd hc! i’m not gonna be stopped, i promise. also boyd deserved better and still to this day i refuse to believe that he died. - admin kat 🌙❣)

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Cuddling with Boyd Headcanons:

° hands down the big spoon 110% of the time. have you seen him? boii is tall and them arms? he’s so the big spoon, fight me on it.

° like his stature? he’s totally swallowing you in his hold.

° boyd loves to idly play with your fingers while you cuddle, it’s calming for him and gives himself something to focus on.

° all the forehead kisses galore!

° he grins into your hair and neck all the time, which makes you grin silly yourself.

° “why’re you smiling so damn much?”

° “because of you.”

° “me?”

° “isn’t that just what i said?”

° you’ve tried to be the big spoon before, but boyd just laughs at you, you can’t even put your arms around his waist properly. but he let’s you try to be the big spoon bc he knows it’ll hurt your feelings if he doesn’t let you.

° he totally get’s a dead arm every time you guys cuddle. you use his bicep as a pillow, he’s dedicated and will usually not move, but there’re rare - not so rare actually - occasions where he’ll flex the muscles in his arms and startle you awake. it makes him laugh. without a single word, he’ll pull his arm out from under your head and let you lay on his chest instead.

° he totally cuddles you without a shirt on. sometimes you cuddle him without a shirt on also. neither of you complain.

° boyd has this natural calm energy about him and whenever you’re with him, especially when you’re cuddling with him, his energy just rubs off on you. he always calms you down when you’re upset, angry, etc.

° he totally tickles you when you cuddle, pretending to bite your neck as you squirm in his grasp.

° after a fight has happened in beacon hills, he’ll come to you and cuddle you into his chest. he holds you extra tight bc he’s so protective of you. he’d be so hurt if anything were to happen to you.

° idk why i think this but on full moons you guys cuddle. you’re his anchor. just having you there, your presence, sight, scent, etc. just keeps him from turning. he’s so grateful for the fact that you have that affect on him. he never stops breathing the words “thank you” across your skin.

° he totally lets his hands wander when you guys kiss when you’re cuddling. you never ever seem to stop him so those times the cuddling leads to friskier activities.

° boyd is always comfortable around you, he’s always been that way from the beginning, even though he’s been a loner for most of his life and never really had many friends or dating experience. he swears you guys are soulmates of some sort.

° you guys will always tell funny stories from when you were younger with one another when you’re cuddling, and you laugh like a l o t !

° but you know what? even boyd feels vulnerable. especially when he feels a lot of guilt about his younger sister. he buries his face in your chest and wraps his arms around your waist. you hold him on days like that, so tightly that you tell him it’s you taking away his sadness. he pulls a soft smile when you say that.

° “what’re you doing? you know i can’t breathe, right?”

° “i’m just taking away your sadness.”

° “you know i love you, right?”

° “right.”

° he always tells you how beautiful/handsome you are when you’re cuddling along with how lucky he is to have you. you really take this mans breath away.

° he’s usually late to his training with derek because he’s cuddling with you. isaac rips into him about it, which is usually when boyd loses a bit of his cool, eyes glowing amber bc if lahey utters one more sexual innuendo he swears to god he’ll smash that boys head into the wall. erica and cora join in on teasing boyd too!

° when you both are watching movies at his house, you’re laying in between his legs, your back against his chest. he’s got his hands linked in yours and he swears he loves those moments the most. he get’s embarrassed when his grandpa starts teasing you guys, calling you love birds and all.

° boyd falls asleep 100% of the time, which doesn’t really bother you. it only becomes a problem when you’re the one having to wake him up otherwise he’ll be late for training sessions or pack meetings. he pretends to stay asleep for longer just to mess with you.

° he’ll totally sneak up on you from behind, wrap his arms around your waist, lift you up in the air and throw you over his shoulder before gently flopping onto his bed with you on his chest. there’s a sigh of relief that emits from him then and you can’t help but giggle every time he does it.

° you nuzzle your face into his chest all the time, especially when you’re extremely comfy.

° tangled legs are a must. if not, boyd throws his legs over yours instantly. it’s the only way he ever get’s comfortable.

° serious deep talks ensue when you cuddle with boyd. he’s an open book with you because he trusts you with his life. he hopes you feel the same for him. he never pressures you to talk about anything you don’t want to. he’s game for lighthearted talks too.

° plays with your hair constantly, even when he falls asleep. it’s just natural for him to do it. so there’s never any chance for you to nudge or beg for him to keep playing with your hair.

° “you’re literally my rock, you know that?”

° “you’re a big cheesy doofus.”

° “thanks, i appreciate that.”

° “i mean it with the mushiest of intents!”

° “sure, sure.”

° naked cuddling happens a lot bc why the hell not!

° you always trace the muscles of his arms or the veins and he shivers in delight, it really soothes him.

° he lays his head in your lap all the time, keeps his eyes closed and nuzzles into your belly only for you to start lovingly stroke the skin on his neck and back. he m e l t s when you do that!

° you guys totally kiss each others knuckles when you cuddle, it’s a habit now. but the cutest of habits.

° you guys always having music playing in the background when you’re cuddling and his fingers tap along to the beat on your skin softly. it’s usually really chilled out music playing, like slowed down versions of songs.

° also boyd’s an amazing singer? he’ll sing you to sleep when you’re cuddling. this is usually saved for when you’ve had a bad day though. he always puts you out with his voice, it’s velvety but also kinda husky and just so- so damn beautiful!

° sometimes you guys play fight and it just naturally leads to boyd wrapping his arms around you tightly, but not enough to hurt you or constrict your breathing in anyway. he says he won’t let go unless you tap out. you never do tap out, so he eventually loosens his grip and kisses the crown of your head.

° you’re both obsessed with listening to the others heartbeats. you guys always fall asleep with one of your guys’s heads on the others chest. boyd’s grandpa has walked in on you guys and started laughing, which wakes you both up and makes you flustered.

° doesn’t really cuddle with you around other people, like the pack. he will at his house when his gramps is around though. it’ll take him awhile to get comfortable enough to start cuddling you in front of his packmates.

° will rest his stinky feet on your lap and tell you to massage them. you pull a grossed out face before he laughs and pulls you on top of him to cuddle you bc honestly, he was just messing with you anyway.

° if you have a stuffed animal, you’ve totally woken up during cuddle sessions to witness boyd cuddling it. you took a picture and threatened to use it as black mail. but it’s okay bc he’s got tons of embarrassing pictures of you too so two can play at that game.

° boyd randomly presses his forehead against yours. sometimes he’ll say sweet things and other times you’ll open your eyes and he’s pulling a dumb face or says some of the weirdest things ever.

° “remind me again why i love you?”

° “because i’m genuinely the best boyfriend ever?”

° you guys have some of the most spontaneous cuddles ever.

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* 　　 *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

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that’s ISAAC TREMBLAY not STEPHEN AMELL. he’s 34 years old and a RUGARU. he may be empathetic, loyal, & trustworthy but he’s also cautious, single-minded & vulnerable.

idk why the admins keep letting me pick up muses but i am eternally grateful for it. we’re going to keep this short and sweet bc i’m sure y’all, like me, are lazy.

isaac is a rugaru. they’re basically cousins to leviathans and wendigos. i won’t go into the lore much but you can read about it here. TLDR? rugarus are humans with cannibal genes. you’re gucci until you taste human flesh and then it’s game over, homies.

his family is complicated. his mother had an affair with his father, resulting in him. she had a husband back at home and as such he had a sister named anne. they weren’t super close, his father made sure they weren’t raised together, but he always loved and adored her. whenever they did see each other they made the most of the time they got. when he was 18 years old though she disappeared. he searched for her for years, couldn’t give up hope, but eventually he made the decision to stop looking.

the origin stories of rugarus are all very similar. around 30, you start craving meat. first, as raw as you can get it, which eventually leads to — y’know. this gene has been passed down through isaac’s family for decades. to quote his father, who told him this when he was TEN, it ends one of two ways; a hunter does you in, or you do yourself in. either way, it ends bloody. in his defense, that has been the case. his great-grandfather was killed by a hunter, and his grandfather was killed by his great aunt when he knew he couldn’t hack it anymore and needed to be put down. his aunt never made it to thirty, car accident, and two of his uncles went out in a house fire. ( hunters, his father would later tell him after he’d slammed back a six pack. it was hunters that did them in. hadn’t even turned yet, either. they weren’t taking no chances. can’t blame ‘em. ) his father took his own life shortly after his fifthteenth birthday. no note, no explanation, but he didn’t need to. isaac knew why.

as far as he knew, he was the only person left from his father’s bloodline. if he has any distant cousins, or relatives, they’re off the reservation. he worked three jobs to put himself through college, throwing himself into work and education to avoid thinking about the future he was staring down. maybe it’s a foolish choice, or some unconscious form of self sabotage, but he decided to become a veterinarian. ( exposure therapy, much ? ) he also took measures to ensure that he never passed the gene on to anyone else and got a vasectomy on his twentieth birthday. happy birthday ig??????

his whole life, he watched his father and his uncles STRUGGLE with this curse. a lot of them turned to alcohol, or drugs, to try to numb the cravings. he looks at their deaths almost objectively; a how to guide on what not to do while he deals with it. he managed for four years by eating a lot of raw meat ( yes, he was on first name basis with the local butcher. ) and focusing on work, or mindless activities, to keep himself occupied. he’s somewhat celibate, sex can be a bit tricky when you want to sink your teeth into someone’s shoulder, but there are moments where he’s CHEATED on his diet so to speak.

a hunter actually tracked him down at one point. he was an associate of, or relative, of the hunter that killed his uncles. except he, like isaac, lived by different rules — he didn’t kill him but needed to make sure he wouldn’t hurt anyone. they swapped numbers and isaac agreed to check in weekly with him. if he missed a check in, they would kill him. no questions asked. weirdly enough, they became friends??? he couldn’t really say how it happened but one day the guy gets into a bind, needs an assist, and isaac helps. somehow he ends up hunting???? he’s not the best at it, mostly because he’s soft, but he’s good with a gun, lightning fast and could bench press a truck given his supernatural side. ironically it’s his day job that helps the most. if someone gets hurt badly, needs more attention than a few stitches and a shot of whiskey, he can usually help. he’s saved more than a few of them, even if he’s more used to working on animals than people.

okay this is getting long so let’s get to his death & personality.

he’s always been an optimistic person. his father tried to drag him down, crush the hope that he had, but he never let it. he likes to think he got that from his mother. he believes, despite it being impossible, that he can beat this. that he can be strong, can help people, and not give into his urges.

isaac is the kind of person who would give the shirt off his back to strangers, his kindness can often be misconstrued as flirty, or maybe even insincere, but he really is just that nice. he’s a chaotic good hufflepuff. he might be the fluffiest muse i’ve ever written. he’s just good, man. the only blemish in his history is that he stopped looking for his sister. in truth, he only stopped when he felt the hunger clawing at him because he figured she’d be safer far away from him. maybe he was right, maybe he was wrong. he has no idea that anne died or that he has a niece. and i oop.

so those hunters that he was involved with ? they were associated with natasha herrera and sam winchester. he was always trying to bring people together by planning movie nights, or bar crawls, or sunday brunches for friends and family. he always sensed that sam resented him a little, though he wasn’t sure why, but he broke through that tough cookie and ended up being the best man at his wedding. ( yes, i’m playing my own connection. let me live. ) so the wedding could have rivaled the red wedding and he was murdered by the demon azazel in 2026. he had his heart ripped out so he only experienced a second of pain before he straight up died. then he was in purgatory, though he doesn’t remember it, and now he’s here. he’s not sure how he’s back, or why, but he sees it as a chance to try and get things right. he’s back at work, trying to help people when he can, and isn’t questioning so much the why’s but rather the hows; how he’ll make it C O U N T.

yeah this got long. but if you wanna plot connections, hit me up on discord @ poor adam driver#2894

#apx:intro #tw: suicide #tw: murder #tw: cannibalism #tw: violence mentions #tw: child abuse (ish)#// just to be safe!

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sammydem0n64 · 5 months

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I HATE OC X CANON ACTUALLY I THINK ITS CRINGE AND DUMB AND I PUT OC X CANON SHIPPERS INTO CRINGE COMPS AND UH UH GRAHHH GRAHHHHdJELSJSKSHSKSHBZ PKMHJ [I AM RUNNING AROUND FOAMING AT THE MOUTH LIKE A RABID DOG)

#THE FPP DESIGN FROM THE FIRST TWO PICS WAS MADE BY NICO ERM. i dont think you posting them #BUT IF YOU DID. MY BAD NICO TUMBLR LOVESSSS HIDING YOUR POSTS FROM ME!#Anyways last pic is what Isaac would send to the Admin group chat if they wouldnt be flamed for it.#my art #demon’s ocs #art #artists on tumblr #SURE I'LL TAG THIS. WHY NOT. I KINDA ATE WITH THE FIRST ONE #The hex #the hex 2018 #fpp #the hex fpp #oc x canon #admin t. isaac #Isaac???#anarchy doodles

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hellyeahheroes · 5 years

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AGENTS OF ATLAS #2 (of 5) GREG PAK (W) • GANG HYUK LIM (A) Cover by JUNGGEUN YOON VARIANT COVER BY SABINE RICH PANDEMONIUM IN PAN! • Through stunning science-magic teleportation tech, the visionary named ISAAC IKEDA has connected slices of neighborhoods from a dozen different Asian cities into the cross-Asian portal city of Pan. • Is this new utopia a glorious pan-Asian multicultural dreamworld, free trade mecca, and tourism experience? Or is it a violation of hundreds of local and international laws, a magnet for monsters and maniacs, and a dangerous social experiment about to explode? AMADEUS CHO and the AGENTS OF ATLAS, as Pan’s new protectors, are about to find out! • Also: Love is in the air! Which two Agents are about to melt the ice? 32 PGS./Rated T+ …$3.99

Cover on the right is basically a homage to this

only better drawn and with Silk’s gay ass as Mary Jane. Amadeus is playing Black Cat in this homage, obviously.

Yes, I’m shipping Silk and Luna Snow, what gave me away?

- Admin

#Agents of Atlas #Brawn #Amadeus Cho #Mastermind Excello #Luna Snow #Isaac Ikeda #Marvel

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hollywoodfamerp · 5 years

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ALL ITEMS HAVE BEEN SOLD!

Hollywood Fame’s Date Auction raised a total of $7,685,000! The highest bid placed from the auction is Bruno Mars! Donating a crushing $5,500,000.00 for a date with Rami Malek! But because Bruno is played by Admin A - I feel weird giving myself an activity check pass (LOL) so I’m going to give the activity check pass to the next highest bidder in the game instead! Congrats @ninadoebrev you won the Activity Check Pass for donating $1,000,000.00 for a date with James Rodriguez!

Under the cut you will find the pairs from the date auction as well as everyone else who placed a bid on the celeb! Please remember from April 26th - May 3rd at 12am EST you have to tag the main (hollywoodfamerp) in your date para or tag us in your chatzy post when you post it on the dash. Gif chats and texts will not count. We will be marking it off and keeping track of this. We do not want to give out strikes, but if the task isn’t completed we will - which is something we don’t want to do. So please make sure to do it as it’s a great way to build a new connection. Also, to be fair, if someone bid the highest on two celebs, we gave it to the next highest bidder to allow more people to be involved. So if your celeb bid the highest for 5 people in the auction it means we paired you with the person you bid the most money on. However, we included all people who placed a bid just so you can still plot regardless if you wish! Also, just in case, IF the person who bid the highest on your FC leaves the roleplay or goes inactive - we’ll give you an additional week to get the para/chatzy done with the next highest bidder! :)

*Please note, if you don’t see your celebs name listed in the ‘other bidders’ section it is because you left the bidders name as your OOC/real life name and I didn’t feel comfortable posting it. There were quite a few of you who did that, so just know that’s why you won’t see your celebs name listed there. You can always send a message to the celeb you bid on if you wish for them to know since this post won’t be edited again <3

Charles Melton and Kendall Jenner Other bidders: Katie Cassidy, Madelaine Petsch, Anthony Mackie, Zac Efron, Selena Gomez, Emily Bett Rickards, Lauren Jauregui, Scarlett Johansson, Michael Clifford, Vanessa Morgan, Bruno Mars

Emma Watson and Winston Duke Other bidders: Hayley Kiyoko, Max T, Richard Madden, Fergal Devitt, Lily James, Sam Claflin, Dylan O'Brien, Michael Clifford, Caity Lotz, Maisie Williams, Bruno Mars

Garrett Hedlund and Margot Robbie Other bidders: Olivia Wilde, Scarlett Johansson, Zac Efron, Selena Gomez, Oscar Isaac, Lauren Jauregui, Emily Bett Rickards, Emma Stone, Taron Egerton, Bradley James, Bruno Mars

James David Rodríguez Rubio and Nina Dobrev Other bidders: Lisa Manoban, Emily Bett Rickards, Selena Gomez, Lauren Jauregui, Behati Prinsloo, Bruno Mars, Priyanka Chopra, Alycia Debnam Carey, Eliza Taylor

Jensen Ackles and Taron Egerton Other bidders: Arielle Kebbel, Bruno Mars, Selena Gomez, Zac Efron, Emily Bett Rickards, Nic Nemeth, Lauren Jauregui, Caity Lotz, Vanessa Morgan, Sebastian Stan

Jeremy Jordan and Lily James Other bidders: Lea Michele, Anthony Mackie, TJ Oshie, Bruno Mars, Taron Egerton, Nic Nemeth, Selena Gomez, Priyanka Chopra, Michael Clifford, Olivia Wilde, Caity Lotz, Eliza Taylor

Jessica Parker Kennedy and Melissa Benoist Other bidders: Lisa Manoban, Taron Egerton, Max T, Zac Efron, Winston Duke, Eliza Taylor, Bruno Mars, Bradley James, Caity Lotz, Olivia Wilde, Dylan O'Brien

Joseph Dempsie and Maisie Williams Other bidders: Olivia Wilde, Scarlett Johansson, Sebastian Stan, Selena Gomez, Zac Efron, Eliza Taylor, Emma Stone, Caity Lotz, Bruno Mars

Kim Jisoo and Priyanka Chopra Other bidders: Taron Egerton, Min Yoongi, Richard Madden, Selena Gomez, Zac Efron, Michael Clifford, Emily Bett Rickards, Caity Lotz, Maisie Williams, Bruno Mars

Mark Consuelos and Lisa Manoban (next highest bidder - the actual winner was Scarlett Johansson) Other bidders: Olivia Wilde, Priyanka Chopra, Emily Bett Rickards, Melissa Benoist, Alycia Carey, Bruno Mars, Selena Gomez, Caity Lotz, Eliza Taylor

Phoebe Tonkin and Nic Nemeth Other bidders: Richard Madden, Jake Gyllenhaal, Fergal Devitt, Sebastian Stan, Selena Gomez, Zac Efron, Michael Clifford, Emily Bett Rickards, Bruno Mars

Rami Malek and Bruno Mars Other bidders: Olivia Wilde, Scarlett Johansson, Sebastian Stan, Selena Gomez, Zac Efron, Oscar Isaac, Priyanka Chopra, TJ Oshie, Troye Sivan

Sam Hunt and Scarlett Johansson Other bidders: Lexi Kaufman, Selena Gomez, Zac Efron, Camila Cabello, Emily Bett Rickards, Olivia Wilde, Caity Lotz, Eliza Taylor

Shay Mitchell and Sebastian Stan Other bidders: Zac Efron, Emily Bett Rickards, Anthony Mackie, Taika Waititi, Camila Cabello, Richard Madden, Taron Egerton, Priyanka Chopra, Maisie Williams, Maia Mitchell, Caity Lotz, Hayley Kiyoko, Dylan O'Brien, Oscar Isaac, Bruno Mars

#hollywoodfameevent #hollywoodfamenotice

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vieuxnoyesrp · 7 years

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Magic hums throughout the city with all the incandescent beauty of a winter's snow and all the devastating potential of a nuclear bomb. The dead have come to claim what's theirs. New Orleans is a city on the brink, and when daylight comes, you may be surprised to see how few are left standing.

⚜ ~ T H E F A L L E N ~ ⚜

Beneath the cut, you’ll find an extensive summary of the character-specific plot drops that will occur during our event.

Please note that while we have laid out this guide, we are open to making changes and taking suggestions if anything doesn’t sit well with a player. It is up to the individual roleplayers to decide when and how to start these threads. In order to do so effectively, please makes sure to read or at least skim each other’s threads on the dash, so as to make sure your character jumps in at the right time (in the case of a three-way para, for example) and doesn’t interrupt the flow/chronological order that is roughly set out in the summary below. Also, please read ALL of the developments under the cut; not just the section that pertains to your character. This is especially important for this event.

This is the last stage of this event. Open/casual starters are permitted aside from the plot-threads listed below, though please manage your time accordingly so that the plot-threads are completed by the end of the event. Note that not every character got a role in this event. We tried to fit in at least one of each roleplayers’ characters, but it wasn’t possible to fit everyone (for those roleplayers with multiple roles). If you see an opening for an additional character, you are welcome to propose it to us so they can be included, but remember, activity is doubly important in a coordinated event, and no one will be penalized for prioritizing event-related characters.

Please tag your starters with VNFallen and VNStarter! If you have any questions, ideas, or concerns, please do not hesitate to message the Main! We know there is a lot going on and a lot left vague, but we are here to help!

Most of all, remember to be inclusive to as many people as possible (without biting off more than you can chew), get creative, and enjoy!

~ The Admin Team @ VN

Jennifer Blake's powers seem to have gone to her head, literally, and she has wasted precious time gloating when she should have been finishing the ritual she had come for. Allison Argent, Cora Hale, and Lydia Martin are a bit worse for wear, but still alive, and luckily for them, their team of rescuers is hot on their trail. Derek Hale arrives first, and throws everything he has at the witch who would put his family in chains once more. It's a battle for the ages, and as he distracts Jennifer, the girls frantically try to escape their bindings. Lydia Martin has a vision the moment he enters the room, and begins to thrash, though she cannot speak with the duct tape over her mouth. Malia Tate and Tyler Lockwood find them shortly after and help the girls to freedom, but not before Jennifer exacts lethal revenge for the interruption. Derek is killed in the battle, and it is enough of a sacrifice to count for Jennifer's plans. Martyr, traitor, one is as good as the next. But the power she absorbs is too much for even her to handle, and the personalities inside her begin to dramatically destabilize.

Unable to console Cora, or get her to leave her brother's body, Tyler calls Hayley Marshall, who was already on her way to the scene, having felt something ripple inside her the moment Derek was killed. It's only with support from Malia and Tyler that the two women eventually find the strength to leave.

Allison has helped Lydia to get upright, and down to the street, where Stiles Stilinski finds them. Lydia has another vision before losing consciousness, and she and Allison are both rushed to the hospital.

After an alarming vision that he simply can't believe, Alaric Saltzman makes his way to the Lalaurie Mansion as well, stumbling in as it spits out all its victims. He finds Jennifer inside, raving mad, and losing control of her magic. Luckily for him, he came prepared. While helping Camille O’Connell pack for her departure from the city that brought her so much pain, he came across a box marked as belonging to her late twin brother. The instant he touched it, he knew the box carried more than nostalgic mementos. Unable to help himself, Alaric took the pair of powerful shackles he found nestled among dusty sweaters and knick-knacks. He knew exactly what they were. Back in the present, they’ve come in handy much too soon, as he confronts the witch responsible for the murders, the same one who spent the last few months warming his bed. He manages to apprehend Jennifer, voiding her magic with the shackles and ultimately ushering her towards the Mansion’s exit. He looks away for barely a second to get his car open for one psychotic witch, when suddenly she’s gone, leaving only the shackles in her wake. Unbeknownst to Alaric, it’s her most-hated sister, Mary Sibley, that she has to thank for the timely delivery - and Jennifer hates it.

Jennifer isn’t the only wayward sister Mary has had the onerous chore of dealing with tonight. She’s also managed to successfully co-opt Freya Mikaelson's attempt to contact her missing brothers. The spell has found Elijah, Rebekah, and Klaus Mikaelson instead, knocking them unconscious into their individual dreamscapes. Each sibling stands at a separate metaphorical proximity to the spell: On one end, the spell caster - the forgotten sister, Freya. At the other, the two brothers the spell couldn’t quite reach. As a result, each sibling finds themselves with a different conversational partner. Elijah comes face-to-face with a woman he hasn't seen in a millennium: his mother, Esther, the one closest to Finn. She warns him of what will happen if Davina is not sacrificed, and how it will spell the end of the Mikaelson family forever. Klaus finds himself caught between both ends, back at the beginning of it all; in the woods with his little brother, Henrik. The young boy speaks about the dangers of making promises to children who trust him to keep his word, but soon learn better. Rebekah, however, stands at the opposite side of the spectrum, perhaps from a thousand years of loneliness. She meets someone she's never met before; Freya has succeeded in contacting one sibling directly, but it's not any of her brothers.

As the Mikaelsons lay unconscious in the cemetery, Davina Claire approaches Marcel Gerard with the truth she's been hiding all this time: she knows she won’t survive this, and he needs to let her go. Marcel refuses to believe that's true and tries to convince her otherwise, but he is running out of time. Sophie Deveraux finds them then, followed by Frederick Egrid and Isaac Lahey, as well as Damon Salvatore, carrying an unconscious Mercy Lewis. Sophie is not taking any chances this time. Isaac's throat is slit first, as it should've been so many months ago, followed by Mercy and last of all, Davina. But for all her conviction, Sophie is once again left as the one who’s gambled and lost the most by the time the ritual is complete, because it results in... Nothing. Rather than strengthen New Orleans’ connection to the ancestors and revive all six of the Harvest Children - including her niece, Monique - the last of the city’s magic flickers out like a candle in the night.

Damon doesn’t give a damn, however. What he cares about is finding Stefan. But when he does, gagged and bound with vervain chains in a mausoleum, he finds his brother weakened and raving about a vision from The Beyond. Stefan Salvatore has had a bone-chilling encounter with his deceased best friend, Lexi Branson, who has taxed him with one very simple mission — purge the Crescent City of its Salem influence, and she will be able to return. Damon is as suspicious as Stefan is determined; after-all, what does a dead vampire care about a foreign witch coven impinging on New Orleans?... Unless it isn’t Lexi, unless it isn’t Lexi at all.

Quentin Herrera arrives too late to save Isaac, but just in time to catch Egrid as he leaves the cemetery in defeat, unfortunately for the ambitious witch. A few meters below the streets of New Orleans, Christopher Argent has managed to free his sister, Kate Argent, but they’ve yet to escape Marcel’s garden. What should’ve been an quick in-and-out rescue mission becomes something else entirely. One Argent will make it to the surface, but which one will it be? The fate of New Orleans may hang in the answer.

#active rp #established rp #vampire rp #werewolf rp #lsrp #vnfallen #vnevent

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new pgp machinery

If you’ve recently examined packuments in the Registry, you might have noticed a new npm-signature field in the dist section. It might look to you like a PGP signature, and that in fact is what it is! This field holds the npm registry's PGP signature of the integrity field.

Read on to find out why we're signing publications, what exactly we're signing, and how you can use this signature data.

Some context: how npm verifies package-versions

Every package has a package metadata document. This is a JSON document that describes the package and what versions have been published, and what their dependencies are. We refer to this as a packument—a portmanteau of 'package' and 'document'.

A package-version is a specific version of a package, along with its metadata and code tarball. You can uniquely name a package-version with its package-name + version. For example, [email protected] is a package-version.

Every package-version published to the registry has a dist structure in the package's metadata document. Here's the dist structure for version 1.4.3 of light-cycle:

{ "integrity": "sha512-sFcuivsDZ99fY0TbvuRC6CDXB8r/ylafjJAMnbSF0y4EMM1/1DtQo40G2WKz1rBbyiz4SLAc3Wa6yZyC4XSGOQ==", "shasum": "c305f0113d81d880f846d84f80c7f3237f197bab", "tarball": "https://registry.npmjs.org/light-cycle/-/light-cycle-1.4.3.tgz", "fileCount": 11, "unpackedSize": 25612, "npm-signature": "..." }

This structure tells npm clients where to fetch the tarball to install the package-version, and, further, how to verify that the tarball fetched is the same as the one the npm registry intended to serve. The shasum is a SHA-1 sum of the file. We've supplemented this to the side with an integrity field, based on the subresource integrity specification, to allow us to migrate to different hashing algorithms. For this publication, the client had sha512 available and used it to hash the contents.

The npm CLI checks tarball integrity when a package-version arrives in your local cache, which is a content-hash addressed cache.

The problem with shasums

The shasums above are invaluable for determining that your npm client received the data it was supposed to receive over the network without corruption. They do not, however, protect against man-in-the-middle attacks.

If an attacker has interposed a proxy between you and the registry, they can tamper with both the package JSON document that advertises the shasum and the tarball itself. This attacker could create a tarball with unexpected content, generate an integrity field for it, then construct a packument advertising this poisoned tarball. An npm client would trust the packument and therefore also trust the tarball.

We offer you a way to detect this kind of tampering by signing package integrity fields along with some data that uniquely identifies the package-version.

Note that verifying this signature only establishes that a middleman has not tampered with the contents or integrity field for that package-version. It does not establish that the npm registry itself hasn't meddled with package contents at publication time! You still have to trust us. (We intend to offer a solution to that problem in the future.)

PGP and Keybase

The npm registry uses OpenPGP to sign packages. PGP, aka Pretty Good Privacy is an encryption standard that offers ways to authenticate and verify messages. The EFF has a good introduction to public-key cryptography and PGP, which I recommend if you would like a general introduction to the topic.

We're generating signatures using openpgpjs , a pure JavaScript implementation of OpenPGP.

Our public key is at the end of this post.

We've also chosen to use Keybase to publicize our PGP key and give you confidence that the npm registry you install from is the same registry that's signing packages. Our account on Keybase is npmregistry.

Keybase offers two advantages over the core OpenPGP experience that move us to recommend it to you. First, the Keybase application and CLI provide an excellent user experience for PGP, which can be intimidating for newcomers. Second, Keybase manages and displays social proofs that the entity that controls a specific pgp key also controls accounts on social media and other places. These proofs help you determine whether you can trust an account.

We've established proofs on Keybase that we control @npmjs on Twitter, the domain npmjs.com, and the domain npmjs.org. Verifying these proofs won't tell you who owns those domains, but it does establish that the same entity controls them and the pgp key advertised on Keybase.

You can also observe that npm's executive and technical team are among the people who've chosen to follow npmregistry on Keybase. For example, I (ceej) am following npmregistry, as are Isaac Z. Schlueter (isaacs) and Adam Baldwin (adam_baldwin).

If you install Keybase and create an account, you can follow npmregistry yourself and keep a local copy of the registry's public key. The verification examples that follow assume you have done so.

What we're signing

The registry signs the following data for each new package-version published:

This string uniquely identifies a package-version in the registry and associates it with a specific package integrity field.

On package publication, we first validate that the data we received matches what the client thinks it published by checking shasums and the integrity field. Next, we construct the package-version + integrity string. We then generate a detached signature for that string—that is, a signature that isn't part of a full message structure. The detached signature is stored in the npm-signature field in dist.

Here's an example. When [email protected] was published, the npm registry created a pgp signature for this exact string:

[email protected]:sha512-sFcuivsDZ99fY0TbvuRC6CDXB8r/ylafjJAMnbSF0y4EMM1/1DtQo40G2WKz1rBbyiz4SLAc3Wa6yZyC4XSGOQ==

Verifying our signatures

The presence of a signature is not enough for you to feel confident that you got the package the npm registry saw. You must verify the signature as having been made by a specific key for a specific message. This process is a little fiddly to do by hand, but I'll step you through how, so you can do it without relying on third parties or the npm cli if you need to. This example assumes you've installed Keybase, but you can also use The GNU Privacy Guard.

Suppose I want to check the signature on version 1.4.3 of light-cycle. First, I fetch the signature for the version I'm interested in and save it in a file:

$ http GET https://registry.npmjs.org/light-cycle | json "versions['1.4.3'].dist.npm-signature" > sig-to-check

Next, I get the integrity field for that version:

$ http GET https://registry.npmjs.org/light-cycle | json "versions['1.4.3'].dist.integrity" sha512-sFcuivsDZ99fY0TbvuRC6CDXB8r/ylafjJAMnbSF0y4EMM1/1DtQo40G2WKz1rBbyiz4SLAc3Wa6yZyC4XSGOQ==

You can verify that this integrity field matches the tarball you have by calculating the hash yourself. npm uses the ssri module to calculate integrity fields, and it verifies that the hashes match when it adds a tarball to your local cache.

Now that I have an integrity string for my package, I construct the string that ties the two together: package@version:integrity. This is the message I pass to keybase to verify:

$ keybase pgp verify --signed-by npmregistry -d sig-to-check -m '[email protected]:sha512-sFcuivsDZ99fY0TbvuRC6CDXB8r/ylafjJAMnbSF0y4EMM1/1DtQo40G2WKz1rBbyiz4SLAc3Wa6yZyC4XSGOQ==' ▶ INFO Identifying npmregistry ✔ <tracked> public key fingerprint: 0963 1802 8A2B 58C8 4929 D8E1 3D4D 5B12 0276 566A You last followed npmregistry on 2018-04-10 21:21:57 PDT ✔ <tracked> admin of DNS zone npmjs.com: found TXT entry keybase-site-verification=iK3pjpRBkv-CIJ4PHtWL4TTcFXMpPiwPynatKl3oWO4 ✔ <tracked> "npmjs" on twitter: https://twitter.com/npmjs/status/981288548845240320 [cached 2018-04-12 13:18:31 PDT; but got a retryable error (API network error: Get https://twitter.com/npmjs/status/981288548845240320: net/http: request canceled (Client.Timeout exceeded while awaiting headers) (code=170)) this time around] ✔ <tracked> admin of DNS zone npmjs.org: found TXT entry keybase-site-verification=Ls8jN55i6KesjiX91Ck79bUZ17eA-iohmw2jJFM16xc Signature verified. Signed by npmregistry 7 minutes ago (2018-04-13 15:00:37 -0700 PDT). PGP Fingerprint: 096318028a2b58c84929d8e13d4d5b120276566a.

It's obviously inconvenient to verify by hand, and we plan to offer you easier ways to check version signatures soon. Note that it's expensive to verify signatures fully with Keybase, since proofs are rechecked and this requires network activity. This is not intended to be an action you take many thousands of times per second. It would be appropriate action to take when you choose to verify a deploy artifact, however, or when a package is stored in your cache in the first place.

Next steps

You'll notice that the signatures are only available on newly-published package-versions. We'll backfill signatures for all packages published earlier than our signing launch, but we'll do this slowly, so as not to destroy everyone's registry caches all at once.

We also intend to follow up with verification built into the official npm CLI, so you can check more conveniently.

Finally, we'd like to take the next step and allow package authors to sign integrity fields as part of publication, so you can have a way to verify that the npm registry itself hasn't meddled with package contents. (I believe we're a trustworthy steward of your JavaScript code, but I'd like to be able to prove that to you.)

The npm registry public key

Our public key follows. You can also fetch it from Keybase:

http GET https://keybase.io/npmregistry/pgp_keys.asc

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