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Went to a counsellor and
Diagnosis: gifted
#she also told me i have anxious personaloty#AV something#also said i wasnt living life just breathing that i was deeply suppressing feelings that i had deep insecurities that i was the perfectionis#t of perfectionists that i lived in fear all the time that i was afraid of failure that i was alwaya trying to prove myself that i used esca#pism and other Bad coping mechanisms that dont work#um...yeah#馃憗馃憚馃憗馃憤
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My most precious person, who's bloomed into a brilliant crimson
#seines art#bandori#bang dream#ave mujica#mygo#sakiko togawa#uika misumi#tomori takamatsu#rewatched ep3 again. everything hurts. had to draw something about it.
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like a month ago i was feeling the Anxieties cause i was moving to college soon so i just drew isat characters with a cool pen brush . except odile i drew her like a week ago. but im better now im just busy as freak So you can have some older doobles
second one is based off of a scene from in blood and stars
#college has me busy but we move#havent had much time for fanart....... but i may be working on setting up something that starts with c and rhymes with omissions........#isat#in stars and time#isat fanart#i dont think there are any spoilers ?#isat siffrin#isat mirabelle#isat isabeau#isat odile#isat bonnie#isat loop#aves art
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You'd been deep in conversation with Beckman for the better part of an hour when your lover sidles up behind you, leaning into the sound of your voice. Shanks says nothing, doesn't interrupt, simply presses a lingering, tender kiss to the crook of your shoulder, the scrub of his beard warm and familiar as he settles in against your back to listen.
You hum contentedly and lean back against him, hand dropping to rest over his when he wraps it around your waist; Beckman responds to you, the gruff man betraying nothing of his reaction beyond the slight glimmering of warmth in his dark eyes--he'd never admit it outright, of course, but he dearly loves seeing his captain happy like this, loves that his friends have found such joy in each other.
Behind you, Shanks shifts, something light like laughter rumbling through his chest and against your back at something you said. You smile and nestle into him a little more tightly, that seed of contentment blossoming into something more steady and full when he squeezes you a little tighter in return. His chin shifts against your skin until you can feel the softness of his cheek resting further out against your shoulder. When you turn your head slightly to kiss his chin, Shanks sighs softly, almost dreamily, breathing the same contentment you feel out into the air between you.
Beckman, sensing the impending loss of his conversation partner for the evening, lights another cigarette, hiding the curve of a smile behind filter and flame as Shanks lifts his hand from your waist to tuck your hair back behind your ear. Affectionate, gentle.
"Everything alright, love?" You ask him softly, sweetly, turning to properly look at him at last, sinking into the endless deep of his warm, brown eyes.
Shanks smiles at you, wide and easy, and nods against your shoulder before turning his head slightly to press another kiss there.
"Just wanted to be able to see you while you're talkin', darling," he says earnestly, unabashedly, complete adoration etched across his beautiful features. He feels it when you blush, even before the heat rises to your cheeks, laughing as you grin; he watches the way your nose crinkles in giddy affection, commits to memory the little peek of your tongue between your teeth and the way your brows draw together just before a soft peal of laughter escapes you.
Beckman kicks his feet up on the table and leans back in his chair, exhaling a plume of smoke up at the sky to give you a moments privacy when you turn in Shanks' grasp to kiss him, to slide your palms against his cheek and into his hair, to really hold him for a moment the way he's always holding you.
The conversation dies then, for a time, but not unhappily so, the silence and warmth that ensues just as comfortable as the talking had been. When Shanks folds you in against his chest, mission accomplished and well pleased, the thrum of his heartbeat beneath your ear sings to you a familiar song.
You're home, you're home, you're home.
#av writes#drabbles#op x reader#shanks x reader#Shanks#Benn#something a little closer to substance at last lmfao#I am in sinus infection misery and wanted something nice so here we are#he's just such a sweetheart to meeee :(#Benn who is long accustomed to his schmoopy captain and his captain's#equally schmoopy lover just melting into each other like this lmfao
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pygmalion and galatea for aroace people
you should tell your friends what I look like, riz gukgak.
#fantasy high#fantasy high sophomore year#fhsy#riz gukgak#baron from the baronies#fh class quangle#class swap babeyy! bard!riz that's whats goin on!#I really need tags for these now I think lmao#ask to tag#I feel like this should be tagged something. but I dont know what#in my brain after the initial kidnapping class swap baron's thing is every time riz keeps his story abt them up in front of his friends#they get a little bit closer. they send him pictures of where they supposedly are n stuff#theres a scene in my brain only of kristen and riz on top of the van and kristen is like everything kinda sucks rn can u tell me abt baron#cause what you guys have is so nice and beautiful. and riz almost doesn't but he ultimately can't deny kristen a little peace#lmao I feel like dipping into baron stuff with the class swap is like showing my whole ass online again I just. I'm a#horror person before all else... I cant stop myself. canon baron is Great and Cool but that is kind of the thing. for a horror thing theyre#Too Cool. I think cool is kind of the neutralizer of scary. when a monster is a certain amount of cool it overrides the scary#and now u just have a Cool Monster#its so fucked for bard!riz this year bc he doesn't have an office (he's mooching off the school wifi from the AV club room lol)#so there's no buffer between adventure and home life. so baron just shows up in the strongtower apartment lmao#sophomore year bard!riz looks like a slasher protag so I just leaned into it I guess. he gets a mr. x if mr. x is made up by leon kennedy#well. its worse actually. they can show up where he is at any moment theyve proven this. but they dont#they choose to punish him slowly as he lies to his friends instead. baron is mr. x if mr. x is made up by leon and also a bitch#I think its gonna pop up if class swap baron ever speaks in a comic I do but their voice comes from like. inside their hollow face#it sounds like it's a lot deeper in there than that skull should be#tbh what I have rn is kinda like a bag of loose pieces that Can fit together into something great but I dont have the energy to#really sit down with them yet lol. Im doing this inbetween other things#it comes or it doesn't! it's fine. funny how today's bad comic day also. I wont say this is for bad comic day bc all my comics are#flawless and beautiful and perfect and awesome and beautiful and the best#but u should. if u havent drawn a comic today or at all ever u should draw a comic
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#guys im going to do something really bad to myself if i dont see wakaba mutsumi soon.#bandori#ave mujica#wakaba mutsumi#vindraw
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Gearing up for the stat boosts
MDZS Disco Elysium AU Part 3 (Part 1 - Part 2 - Part 4)
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#MDZS disco elysium AU#It's not really disco elysium unless your protagonist is dressed up like they're going for the stat boosts#And coming out like a moderately deranged cyberpunk fashion disaster#The AV cable hair ties in particular were the answer to 'How can I explain wwx finding something to tie his hair up in a trashed hotel room#as well as 'How can get him to look even more like a disaster cyberpunk OC?'#WWX woke up after years of being in the eternal pale only to find himself in a different body -hungover and bleeding.#The lack of shirt is due to emergency first aid. The rest of the outfit is him finding whatever he can.#and what better way to pair a lack of shirt than with fishnets?#Lan Wangji doens't have the historical cosplay thing kim has going on but he does wear cute bunny socks. As a treat.#and YES it would be electrochem getting the boost.#It's the skills for *more* than just drugs and sex! Its also the one that goes 'YIPEE! I love solving cases! ^_^ I love a good sandwich!'#Electrochem is the skill for 'you deserve a little treat' and it doesn't care what that little treat is as long as it sparks joy!!!#Please keep that red memento in mind. I will be returning to that plot point.
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Artturi Lehkonen, 27.12.24, COL @ UHC
#op#avs lb#artturi lehkonen#sorry something reminded me i had this clip in my files. so now we can all look at his smile :3#he'd just missed an empty netter#my stuff#my gifs#hockey#nhl#avs
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NateMac saying gay rights at 16
#what a lovely thing to find a guy鈥檚 old teenage tweets#teenager sticking up for something he believes in#nathan mackinnon#natemac#colorado avalanche#avs#tweets
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total drama moment (4/8)
#total drama#noco family au#Package Deal (Noah's Day Off)#total drama noco#total drama noah#total drama cody#total drama raj#total drama wayne#I am so sorry#but then again they ARE babies in this au#and these ARE the same two mfs who both casually admit to taking shits in the outhouse CONFESSIONAL#lil rant about that idk where else I wanna put this but#I really hate that its implied that in tdi23 that the only toilets the contestants were allowed to use were the fucken confessional#like several characters mention it not just Wayne and raj#that was just the first ones that made me have this retched thought in the first place#cuz like#the communal washrooms were RIGHT THERE#like the whole time#and they were really like: nah#lets watch em ave a SHIT#like they had OPTIONS#and they willingly chose the wrong one#like with other seasons like World Tour and Pahkitew Island this implications make SENSE#like the confessional is pretty much the ONLY choice of a toilet they can use in the conditions they're in#but yeah nah fuck all that for this season lol#like as soon as the hockey bros arrived on the island they were like#yeah sometimes me and my buddy like to go to the confessional outhouse so we can take a shit while staring directly into the live camera#just to feel something yknow?
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Oblivionis
#sakiko togawa#bandori#bang dream#bang dream girls band party#wowie that is something i havent typed in a long time !#bandori fanart#fanart#art#my art#cloudy draws#avemuji#ave mujica
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She laughs at me in the night
#seines art#ave mujica#bandori#bang dream#sakiko togawa#uika misumi#uisaki#futatsu no tsuki i am SO normal about you#pose is something that happened at veritas btw
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commission for @actingwithportals of a scene from chapter 11 of vis isat fic In Blood and Stars !
also an alt i thought was neat below the cut
#isat#in stars and time#isat loop#isat fanart#isat fic#aves art#read this fic read this fic read this fic its so good . thank you for commissioning me to draw something from it <3
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okay BUT think about the way Shanks acts when you kiss him. The way he giggles into it at first, grinning against your lips with all the playful, casual joy that made you fall in love with him to begin with.
The way he wraps his arm around you, pulls you close, hums softly when it's clear you're not letting go, the way he breathes so slowly as the weight of it settles in his chest, soft and warm and soothing. The way he seems to pull all the breath out of you when he deepens it, the way the wind seems to tug at you like the whole world turns on your shared heartbeat.
think about the way his eyes glisten with something so tender it's almost wounded when you pull away just enough to tell him you love him. that of every soul alive and every treasure at sea, he's the one you want.
think about how Shanks is so easy and indulgent and giving with his affection, but rocked to his core by how freely and honestly you give him yours.
#c;#op x reader#snippets#OP#Shanks#in love with him again and here to make it everyone's problem#He knows how he feels#but I think he's so pulled in so many directions he feels a bit thin sometimes#and it really heals something in his heart to know the one person#he wants most#actually wants him back#av writes
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#uika misumi#ave mujica#bandori#my art#this was a quick thing between me and dani#also I drew her for the first time before this and it took me forever to get her how I wanted her to look GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR#UIKAAA!!!!!!!!!#shakes my head something deeply wrong with this girl
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Yes I posted this on TikTok. Yes I鈥檓 now sharing this here.
(I forgot to post here.)
Any ways hiiiiiiii peoples that I鈥檝e seen from the Corner of Lurking.
#sun and moon show#art#aves brain junk#something stupid.#trying this all over again.#(I am not consistent.)#sams#tsams#tsams sun
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