#ANYWAY i'm rambling asdfg

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starter call | @ninjassin encounters chiyo!

" so... that was my grandma. " she's a lil awkward in her delivery, gaze bouncing from timmy's expression to the sidewalk and back. " won't lie, i was more nervous for you to meet her than my parents. she's great, obviously, but she's more... well, she can put you on the spot. " even if the old woman waits till they're alone, even if it's in private, chiyo's well-acquainted with her grandmother's talks. she's the type of person to ask a question and expect an honest answer -- whether she has to wrestle it out of you or not.

her fingers curl around timmy's hand, and chiyo chances another glance at his face. " that wasn't too much, was it? "

[quietlyblooms]

guess who has to make herself ready for a water park tomorrow :' )

[diliqence]

akio and maemi's stats are mostly completed, and the canon roster is up! i'll be back later to write some headcanons and work on yuma's stuff next B) i'm itching to write and start circulating this blog around, but i do wanna try to have all my ducks in a row first!

[tvrningout]

yoshi has never dated a single person he's genuinely liked, be it in the beginning or long term. 9 times out of 10, he's in a relationship bc he can't bring himself to say no and disappoint someone, and the 1 time out of 10, he ends up realizing his crush was really just that -- a crush. and it's not all that surprising bc he's gone such a long time just?? letting others choose for him, letting others take the reigns. his type?? people who are nice to him. and the people who tell him what to do and all that? those used to be the only people he dated bc they were the most confident and pushy. it was just easy, even if yoshiaki wasn't happy.

now in his later 20's, yoshi has learned to avoid such personality types bc he knows they aren't good for him. it's too easy to lose himself again. he's been single for a few years, and tbh!! he's a lil scared to change that bc in the past, his significant other kinda just :' ) became his new personality :' ) he likes the way he is rn :' )

[tvrningon]

anon: what are some common words/phrases that your muse says during--

me: oh no

[rubyteacos]

Black Canary (formal variation) - at Katsucon Ball 2020 — Photos by S. Edited by Tea.

[tvrningout-archived]

my time in the shower has led me to realize that k.aigaku is s.asuke but Worse

[tvrningout-a]

the urge to rub at his wrists strikes him, but gaia's gentle touch stops cyrillo, clears some of the fog from his mind. his gaze slides down and over to gaia's face, realizing she's being careful with him, and it's... nice. makes him feel a little guilty, though. he's not often prone to bouts of melancholy, yet he can't help the tightness in his chest at the thought of walking the same streets his family once strode upon and being unable to recognize a single building. somehow it makes it all feel less real, like maybe he imagined it all.

" i lived here once, " cyrillo admits and casually takes gaia's hand in his own. even through his glove, the warmth of her skin keeps him in the present, like a charm against memories that might otherwise drown him. his tone is noticeably lighter, more like his usual voice. " when i was still mortal, actually. it's been... well, i'm afraid i've lost count of the years. "

a statue of sunna looms in the distance, a smile upon the goddess' lips as she holds out a flame in the middle of the town square. of course, out of anything that might survive the test of time, a religious relic would remain standing. cyrillo sighs.

" it is jarring how little i recognize now. i should have expected as much, but... " a small part of him expected the small, sleepy village he once lived in. he should have known better.

the way he speaks whilst they approach the town seems . . . off. a distance envelops every word that leaves his lips & the aura around him shifts. it is as if he is far, far away — perhaps a memory? a feeling? it is a situation that she recognized for she has been the victim of such far too often as well. "you've been here before, dear?" her voice is mellow & cautious whilst her gaze focuses upon the scene before them. carefully would she let her hand trail towards his, thumb tracing along the back of it ever so softly.

[yooglefics]

The Casual Type – 【 ᴘᴊꜱ ᴛᴀʟᴋ 】

I present you: Bogum, the crush.

At first, I was only going to use the name because I like it, I think is kinda cute. But then I kept getting reels and things from the press for the last movie he was in ( Wonderland ), and there was a particular one of him talking about saying 'I love you' to people in his life because he doesn't say it enough and he cried! in the middle of the interview! and I went: 🥺😭. And yeah, I just knew I wanted him as the face claim for my character haha.

Bogum from TCT is just like... Soft? Idk, like he is just nice and calm. And just 🥺 And actor Bogum gives me those vibes, maybe because the characters I've seen him play are like that.

BUT THEN— THIS GUY POSTED THESE PICTURES! And he freaking puts in the caption: ¿Por qué no vamos a Madrid? ( trans: why don't we go to Madrid? ) !!! And as you may know, my first language is Spanish so of course I get excited every time someone I follow speaks/writes in Spanish asdfg

Anyway, look at hiiim!!! This pictures are definitely giving going on a date vibes and my writing brain is thinking thoughts 👀

I'm curious if any of you thought about him as the Bogum in the fic just because of the name? if not, did you imagine him like this or different?

I love reading because you can just imagine how the characters look in your head, but as a writer, I love having references for faces, places, and all that, so I'm happy people are curious about things like this ( shot out to friend @yoonglesyeobo for encouraging the graphics for the rest of the characters ♡ ) and the calendar and all that. Thank you all for your interest, I appreciate you so much!! 🥰🫶💖

( P.D.: I think I'm going to post little rambles like this while my brain defogs and I get into the swing of properly writing again, so excuse the pause on new updates u_u )

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[good7luck]

My quick ramblings about VNC manga chapter 62 part 1

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Time flied again, and now ch 62 part 2 is coming or already out XD so I'm roughly writing some bits at least asdfg

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I wrote some depressing prediction for this chapter, and I'm glad things didn't go that (physically violent) way, especially for Noe :) Vani stood up (as he should, cuz he is part of the cause) and "solved" the problem...by being verbally violent asdfg Anyway, I still feel something similar to that might happen at some point, though ^^;

I'm anxious about Johann for several reasons, but for now...I feel so sorry for him that he had to perform that much to "smoothly" solve(TM) the uncomfortable situation and protect his family ;_; I just...don't know what (proper words) to say, and I hate it :(

I'm happy to be quite right about Riche X) It's a huuuge shame that the anime completely cut out her cute interaction with Noe in the Catacombs :/ It wouldn't have taken too many minutes ://

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a little or a lot negative from here, with some potentially triggering words

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Apparently...some people think it's a bad / problematic writing decision that "white" Vani enlightens "black" Noe about "racism" towards Dham...as if the narrative / context was meant to mock Noe or such?? Also, as if similar situations (not just about racism) never happen in real life?? Honestly, they seem to be the ones who are somehow obsessed with the skin color tone of fictional characters the most lol

Like...did Vani have to leave Noe ignorant as he was, then? Was there any other "better" person (ex. "black" Dham) to explain "better" at the moment?? It doesn't even look like what Vani said was particularly wrong, either - especially compared to the situation when Luca "explained" to Vani/Noe what the Book of Vanitas does(TM), and then Vani got annoyed and tried to fix his (Luca's) wrong idea/info (not to mention Blue Moon clan is a discriminated minority as well).

For some imaginary example in regards to real life - it's said 99% of people are allosexual and only 1% are asexual in the world. It may happen that some asexual person never realized oneself being asexual and suffered from it for so long alone, and some allosexual person who happened to know a lot could notice what's going on and introduce "asexual" to the asexual person in a sincerely kind / helpful manner, "saving / freeing" the one, even.

Isn't it a good thing to learn about something "new" that is necessary "in any way (not offensive!!)", rather than staying behind and unintentionally repeating the same negative situation, if not causing worse things? Not everyone is lucky to get to know something or everything "naturally" or "normally" by a specific "proper" age.

Besides, Noe is understandably ignorant (like us readers / audiences) in canon from the beginning, with all his unfortunate, traumatic, and isolated childhood backstories and extremely limited interactions with other people... Noe's such huge, naive ignorance indirectly tells something about the "Teacher" Shapeless One as well! which is quite subtle from MJ-sensei XD

IDK now I'm curious if they called it a bad writing, too (and called MJ-sensei racist), when "black" Noe turned out to have been treated as a chained slave / property in the black market and "taken" by "white" Shapeless One...as if it's all meant to look "pure positive"? What about the scene where "white" Domi put a chain on "black" Noe's neck? Was it only great because it's "female dominant"?? lol :/ I also remember that not so long ago - "white" Misha enslaved "black" Noe and violated him in multiple, stressful ways (including the rapey blood-drinking)...and yet, the fandom mostly felt so sorry for the "white assaulter" Misha much more and got sooo disappointed / mad at the "black victim" Noe for "daring to" fiercely fight back and hurt his face, NOT "gently" pushing him away or (just forgetting about kidnapped Domi his important childhood friend and) "angelically" understanding him (the abuser) and "eagerly" protecting him as a "mere obedient black slave" of his "poor young white master" aka Stockholm syndrome lol =_=

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This was not going to be this long and this petty, but it happened midway, sorry asdfg

Thank you for reading my subjective opinions so far!

[akuma-homura]

ever follow the blog of an old friend and you kinda want to talk to them again but you either don’t know or remember why you stopped speaking in the first place and are too shy/afraid to speak off anon but still want to let them know how you feel at the risk of sounding like a creepy stalker? no? h-haha yeah me neither that’s weird

Mood tbh, I know that feeling

From what I... remember I don’t think I’ve stopped talking to people for bad reasons recently? And by recently I meant at least since..... tumblr times at least, so it should be fine? I’m just really bad at keeping in touch with most people so asdfgfd it was likely my fault with that---

really as long as you aren’t a certain person from KPHQ like ten years ago who I did definitely cut ties with kind of obviously but still contacted me on my birthday a couple years ago which freaked me out and lead me to blocking them literally everywhere again, you should be fine----

[tvrningout-a]

so a lil heads up!! that i will probably be very scarce/quiet until monday! despite my efforts to juggle everything, this weekend is just busy and it's got me pretty tired. thank you for being patient with me and pls have a very lovely pre-halloween weekend!!

[quietlyblooms]

i'm banishing myself to my drafts and inbox for now, but i need y'all to know i just finished the lil licensing arc in m.ha which means i saw g.ang o.rca in action for the first time and i'm. hm. i think i love him.

[actuallysara]

Hi! How are you?

I haven’t been in 911 Lone Star fandom long, tbh, but I couldn’t help but read some of your replies today… You said that part of the fandom is projecting their dislike for Ronen onto TK and maybe because I haven’t been around for long, but why would anyone dislike him strong enough to hate the character he’s portraying? Is he that bad in real life, or something?😅 I don’t really care about actors all that much, tbh and prefer to focus on their characters and stories, so I thought that maybe people take their anger out on TK because they hate Owen’s character that much, or because they believe that Carlos (whom I love, I won’t lie) had never ever done anything wrong in his entire life; or that maybe some (sadly) feel that TK’s struggles and mental issues are just too much for them; but to dislike a fictional character so strongly, simply because of the actor, who is portraying him…? So what’s Ronen’s jam, then? Is he simply too hyper, or kills puppies in his free time, or something?

Anyway, sorry for the rambling😅 Love your blog and wish you all the best in the new year!

hii! I'm doing good, what about you? and thank you, you're so sweet! happy 2022 to you too! 🥰

please never apologize about that! I love the rambling asdfg I guess people have their own reasons for not liking him, included the ones you listed, but I noticed that that projection I talked about is really common. And Ronen did nothing wrong that I'm aware of, he's just over excited about things and the show and people find that annoying saying that he's exaggerating and that he's cringey on social medias. At least this is what I've been reading around. Definitely not a puppy murderer lmao

[tvrningout]

rn i wouldn't know where to begin with a promo bc on one hand, my love for chiyo is never-ending and i wanna feature her but on the other hand, i've focused on original fantasy lore and wanna promote that, and on the other hand, i got j.jk muses i'm trying to use more....... but chiyo is so cute y'know uvu

[tvrningon]

somebody: are you gonna be good?

chiyo: lmao NO

somebody, holding her jaw and pressing a thumb against her bottom lip: i said, are you gonna be good?

chiyo, choking a lil: n......... yeah okay