#AND i have to wait 11 more hours for it?
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Veilguard comes out 12pm EDT instead of 12am EDT and is also on EA Play Pro and not just the regular EA Play that comes with our Game Pass subscription. Why is life made of disappointments?
#i have to pay the $60 and not get it magically for free?#AND i have to wait 11 more hours for it?#SUCH HARDSHIP#i guess i'll do some batches of instacart this weekend so i can actually justify the cost#*grumbles*#lindira rambles
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seeing a bunch of yugitubers finally white knuckling teeth clenching admitting that links were actively detrimental for the game and that pendulums were not the core issue is so satisfying, actually
#i will fully admit pend has some mechanical flaws overall with card design but thats more komani being uncreative#i have no idea how people saw a mechanic actively restrict and break every other mechanic for 3 years#before needing to shamefully be changed didnt have anyone at the time going “hm maybe links arent good”#like ofc a huge issue is stacked af generic extra deck boss monsters. but fundamentally links mechanically are just too broken#you can turn literally all cards into advantage how were people ok with this. and this is coming from someone who thinks links CAN be good!#'uuuhhhhh pendulums are busted!!!“ hyou summon monsters for free!!!!!” turn 1 you can summon like#3-4 if youre being generous. and how is that worse than the 1 card starter into 37 special summon step combo#“but pepe!!!!” zoodiacs. spyral. firewall dragon being fucking banned. are you listening to yourself#its genuinely incredible how people whine about the card text but are like 'yeah i can remember a half hour combo line no sweat"#being made to wait at the airport for ANOTHER 12 hours so im allowing myself to be a hater#anyways learning that pendulums have less total cards than links is my 13th reason. its my 9/11#i have no fucking idea why konami hates pends so much but man do i want to dissolve them for it (alongside other reasons)
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I finished my stupid fucking final project at the last possible minute I never have to touch that thing again
#.txt#another epic procrastination win :3#had to pull 2 all nighters with like 1 5 hour nap in between I think I’ve been awake for 30 hours. my head hurts so bad#but a win is a win :333#wait no 27 hours. I can’t count#that feels. not right but I can’t remember sleeping in between 11 am yesterday and 3 pm rn#and it doesn’t even look rushed it looks decent. to me. so I might be wrong/too eepy to tell it sucks#I’ll have 2 wait for outside opinion @ the exam tommorow ig#I did have to make one shot substantially lamer bc I simply did not have time to animate it but. could have been worse#I’m not like super proud of it or anything but I mean it’s done. I finished it#I really wish I had something better/that I was more passionate about for my final project but it is what it is ig
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#kirby#daily kirby#my art#digital#hal laboratory#nintendo#the struggle continues#the clinic was worried enough to call and ask me follow up questions in advance of my appointment#but they decided it's 'not lifethreatening' which yeah. thanks. not technically.#so I gotta wait till tomorrow to get it sorted#I have not fallen asleep on the couch today#but I have also only been out of bed for like 10 or 11 hours and I'm already going back to bed#so it's less that I'm not as tired#and more that I've shifted gears back to being tired all the time. -n-
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it's literally not a good idea in any way shape or form but I want to get a second job in fast food
#it's not a good idea bc the wages are GARBAGE compared to retail#Macca's base rate for my age is less than half my sunday rate#and they don't get much beyond the base rate#whereas retail we have an incredible base rate AND more weekdays past 6pm and weekends (sat is the same as mon-fri 6pm#and sunday is significantly more)#and like yeah im not getting many shifts but if i were to ask for more I still wouldn't be able to work more than 4 hour shifts til july#bc my retail corporation is surprisingly ethical and extends the age limits by a lot#whereas my friend has a 7.5 half hour shift tomorrow AFTER school. on a week night 😁#which is actually horrifying and should nawwt be legal. thats school 9-3 (+20 min) then work 4-11:30 btw#like i should just wait til my birthday in july n ask for more shifts in retail but i want to try fast food#even though the pay is incredibly ridiculously bad (<10 AUD) (yes our adult minimum wage is a good ~23 but under 21 is a percentage of that#like the pay is so bad so i would earn the same or more doing wayy less hours than retail#but i kinda want to get the fast food experience bc it'll be more difficult to get hired as i age#bc i want to save up 20k for top surgery but at the rate im going it'll be difficult to have even thay#let alone savings after top surgery or money to get a car before#and as school gets more difficult it'll be harder to work more#so maybe i should just grind for a few months or til the end of the year then go back to retail exclusively?#and enjoy higher pay and some longer shifts?#but idkkk it's just such a dilemma bc i want more shifts than I'll get at retail but fast food pays so little#but i also really want the experience and to just try it out#im gonna. idk im gonna sit on it for a bit bc i want to get my legal name change sorted before i apply to any second jobs and that will#take a while#so i shall consider. draw up a timetable. write a pros and cons list#yes that sounds like a solid plan#whoop typo but im on mobile i meant 'wayy less hours IN retail'
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#honestly what is going on with me#i hate being so tired . this shit sucks#and like . logically i know that i did a lot of things today and despite the 2 month holiday i have been generally pretty busy#so why does it feel like i've done nothing at all in the past two weeks !!!!#today i did 2 loads of laundry i went grocery shopping i cooked dinner i went to my piano lesson#and yet my screentime is still at eight hours . im gonna kms#i feel so useless . what am i even doing#i should be applying to jobs but i'm not . i should be preparing for uni starting next week but the thought of opening the course schedule#already fills me with dread#i cannot wait to go back to a scheduled week but i'm already scared of the way uni is gonna fuck me up this time#like . the executive dysfunction is not going to get better ! and my courses are only gonna get more intense !!!!#fuck !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11#its fine im fine . i Will be fine i always am#but god . this sucks#also my body feels like it is constantly deteriorating . so thats fun !!!!!#today it was my knees . why were they suddenly fucking up ?? beats me !#can everything just be normal . for once . thatd be nice#ughhhhhhhhhh#whatever#s.txt#vent
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I keep waiting for a new hyperfixation to occur and each time my brain is like but check this out ……… Holostars Again and each time im like holy shit this is the most insane most amazing most interesting engaging thing of my life
anyways i can’t believe its been almost a year everyone should check out holostars im promise im normal about it—
#henry.txt#hyperfixation#holostars#i was looking through old ramblings and . yeah im just as fixated as i was on day one babaaaaaay#anyways who wants to hear me ramble about holostars on main . Doesnt wait for an answer#i can go on about magni and bettel for HOURS and still be like anyways i have more to say#adhd moment#month 11 of being unable to shut the fuck up about holostars /lh
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What if we… stayed up to watch chalice of the gods release on the digital bookstore together…. Jkjk bro- unless 😳
#killing time till midnight#why the hell is this book released on a Tuesday of all days#I have school tomorrow#this is a more important cause tho#Percy jackson#Percy jackson chalice of the gods#COTG#pjo#how dare Rick riordan release a book on a random ass Tuesday tbh#like#if bro released it on Friday I could complete it over the weekend and have all the time in the world#shitpostinf#I’m so hungry right now#wish I had some blue cookies tbh#I need more of my girl annabeth right fuckinf now#also Percy is just like me Fr and I need more Perseus jackson#I need my trio back already#I don’t wanna wait a while ass half hour 😭😭😭#but alas#tis 11:29#I’m an Apple Books user and I stg if apple doesn’t make it available the SECOND it becomes time I will commit arson#I stayed up for sun and the Star#this should be no different
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guys all the restraunts on campus are closed on weekends and the cafeteria doesnt open until 11 im gonna have to malnourishedly crawl there
#why would they design it like this... i have morning classes all week i dont fucking get up at 11#i thought that the on campus restaurants would surely take advantage of the fact the cafeteria is only open like 4 hours on the weekend#but no!!! they are all closed at the same time as the caf!!! we dont even get our db cards yet#i frew up last night so i didnt eat dinner.. drempt that my family had donuts... realized im not at homr.. woke up and#now i have to wait 2 more hours i woke up at 7:30 guys im not gonna make it
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my sleep schedule is s c r e a m i n g
#day shifts [derogatory] w h y can’t you just let me stay up for my manga simulpubs in peace—#just!!!!! 8 more mins of waiting to go!!!!!!! then i can plan to sleep by 11:30 and i’ll still get at least 6 hours of sleep aaaaaaaaaaa#w h y must o s h i n o k o ‘s latest manga chap and anime ep drop at the exact same time on the exact same day aaaaaaaaaaaaaa#pain. suffering. but i must know what’s gonna happen next in the manga or im gonna implode#my priorities are messed up i think. when it’s your hobbies vs sleep and your hobbies are winning—#but sleeping is kinda fun too in its own way. you don’t have to do anything but close your eyes and let your imagination do all the work~~~~#anyways 3 mins left gtg gotta refresh the manga app for the simulpub—#it is suiyoubi my dudes
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I have got to get worse at my job cus no way can keep letting them rely on me like this
#work tag#got on shift on Sunday and my manager pulled me aside when i clocked in to say thank god youre here i need you on front theyre an absolute#mess over there theyve got orders waiting nearly twenty minutes i need you to figure out whats going on and whip them into shape i know you#can just get all those order out right away just put them where you want them so you can clear that screen. and i did sort it in under 5#despite there having been 3 people on front before i got there which is more than enough people to deal with just 6 orders and yet#and today several people called in sick and one of my managers asked if i wanted some extra hours i said depends when she was like just#until ten tonight which is only an extra hour later than i finish but ive already expressed im not comfortable finishing at 9 for only a#8 hour shift cus its an hour walk back and thats far to go by myself in the dark but i agreed anyway one of my other managers then asked if#i was okay to get home if i stayed that late cus obviously there must be a reason i dont usually stay that late i was like im only walking#so it doesnt really matter but it is gonna be late to be walking back but its fine manager then comes back again and asks if i could stay#til 11 ive only done an 11 once before when they were understaffed again and she did the same but i was wary to agree to the 11 cus thats#reeeally late to be doing such a long walk by myself again other manager is like you dont have to agree to anything youre not comfortable#with then argued to the manager that ive got to walk home and i shouldnt stay however im thinking it over as i make my break and approach#the actual shift runner for this evening and suggest i stay until 12 instead cus thats when my work bestie is finishing and if we finish at#the same time i can then walk back with her instead of just doing the 10 and honestly i need the hours but i shouldnt be so relied on tbh
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aughhhhh i wish i had books 2 read i wanna read books so bad rn 🤓 <- i look like this. 2 pictures of me 👇
#IM SO CRAZYYYY its whatever. im half done with listening 2 ersatz elevator .. 7 more left.. ill prolly finish ersatz elevator tmrw innit. n#Probably i will finish vile village as well and potentially get started on . its hostile hospital after vile village roght.... i feel so#fakee im sry 9 year old me#bc let me think with my head im almost positive carnivorous carnival is the 10th. YES IT IS bc theyre on the mountain from. oh lord no wait#its all so evil let me check. bc theres 7 left#ok my prediction is. 7. vile village 8. hostile hospital 9. carnivorous carnival? might be switched with prev 10. slippery slope#11 grim grotto 12 penultimate peril 13 the end.#im pretty much positive on the last 3. now i check and kamille screams at me in my head Sorry girl.#> me being entirely fucking right im literally like god if he was autistic and haunted#sooo let me do some math rqq... the last few books r likee 4 hours each i think. and i work 8 hours a day 5 days a week...#ive done the math and its sort of dire it appears ill probably finish either thursday or early friday. what on earth will i listen to after#that.... sigh. oh well... + tbh i dont just wanna do audiobooks even tho im excited for the last half of asoue bc i dont rememberit as much#well. clearly i do idk if you recall but i just named the last 7 books in perfect order. but anyways. im excited but also Lorddd i forgot#that i love irl real life readingg 😭😭#i might say fuck it and read the 3rd miss peregrines on internet archive. miserable .. i want to have it irl but you know.#n then i can go ahead n put the last 3 books on hold Rn so i can read those next week#AND ill put 2001 on hold too bc im sososososo excited abt it :]]]]
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these last few days were literal hell bc of me having to cram 3 books worth of knowledge into one week due to my procrastination curse, but will i learn my lesson? no, since i still passed the exam
#personal#they asked the most random ass questions tho ?!!!!!!!!!!! like i memorized more than 300 pages for them to just ask the most random ass shit#they were also so moody since they had examined a lot of groups already before ours#and ALSO they asked everyone else in my groups at least 5 questions meanwhile they asked me 3 and a half if that half can even count#is my presence that small akjsjdjk#i answered 2 and couldnt answer 1 and half so techinacally i got what deserved with a 6 out of 10 BUT ??? helloo this wasnt fair#but out of 11 ppl in my group they failed 5 (!!) so me getting such an average grade makes me feel a bit grateful#everyone esle that passed got a 5/10 except for 1 who got a 7 good for her honestly but she was unhappy too since she clearly had studied#for more than that....not to mention we had to wait 2 hours to get in ....tragic BUT OH WELL#IM FREE of public law !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! now theres only criminal law and its gonna be over. for good. oh god#cant believe i will have the chance to graduate in a few months......if i fail the exam in summer and have to try again in fall i will cry
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I woke up at a reasonable time (8:45am) went to the coffee shop, got some work done on an important project, then called the psychiatrist office AND the bank. All in less than three hours. Who am I? When did a neurotypical ghost possess me? And can it stay forever?
#a maintenance guy was coming to fix my ceiling this morning between 9 and 11am#i didnt want to be here waiting around for that#it gives me anxiety to have a stranger in my apartment at the same time as me#so i woke up before he got here and went to the coffee shop until 11:15#then i had coffee in me and i was already on a productive roll#so i called my psychiatrist. because i havent been there in a year. so they wont refill my meds until i book another appointment#fuck my psychiatrist. but i need my meds. and i want to ask her about starting with a therapist#but the earliest appointment i could get was March. so.#then i already had my phone out and had made a call so i decided to call the bank#because my debit card jas been missing for weeks now#and my online banking locked me out#so i had to get all of that straightened out sooner rather than later#first thing she asked when i said i lost my card was 'did you look for it?'#no maam. i looked in my wallet to see my debit card wasnt there and i promptly called you /s#yes i looked for my card before i had to go through the horrors of a phone call#but i should be getting a new card sent soon and i unlocked my online banking and i scheduled a psych appointment#damn. the maintenance guy should come more often. it made me do shit#im also doing all of this on about four hours of sleep#and im lucky i got that sleep#took some Vyvanse. last time i took it it kept me up for 28 hours. this time i was able to force myself to sleep at a reasonable time#gonna go take a shower now. isnt that wild. im gonna shower too after all of that
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today's sierra news is that im accepting that i almost definitely have contamination ocd and ive called my dr who in june said it sounded like anxiety and neither of us brought up ocd despite. i mean. fucking look at this situation it's obvious. anw we discussed referring to ppl for either therapy or meds and i started the process of trying therapy after that but even as early as research and the intake call i just know im one of those introspective bitches who hate that shit bc im already so in my head i don't need someone to tell me what i already know. and i had been against meds too bc i had so many side effects from adhd meds as a kid and birth control for my period more recently. but it's clear that it's hard for me to fix my sleep schedule BECAUSE i spend too much time cleaning myself so. i'll keep trying that but also we know my brain chemicals are fucked so why not give in and t r e a t that.
#im not even rereading that it was stream of consciousness and at minimum im journaling and that's all it needs to be. anw time for my one(1)#good bedtime of the week bc i start the routine earlier bc my dad's at hockey and will want the shower when he gets back wish me luck im#always late for the time he asks me to be done (11:30) but at least the last few times he was also late getting back<3 so technically i#have succeeded 3x in a row?) based on how far i am into what i need to do 11:30 is possible it is 2h10 away. but. last night i needed 3h for#shower and post-shower which is what i have left. i hate it here <3#last night was record breakingly bad though and i had to wash a new shower cap and basically every extra thing went wrong. ANWYAY.#i've got this. i just have to keep telling myself that and also not spend more time on my phone. i am going upstairs. i am hitting play on#naddpod. i've got this.#resisting the urge to go on a tangent about having waited to sign up for the patreon for short rest and now im on c1 ep 81 so i feel like i#should do it after i finish the campaign but i also feel like im missing out but I don't want to have 65 hours of listening before i#continue the story so. i did this to myself it's fine ive been getting through it so fast anw#oops that was not me resisting that urge. okaaaaaay rly going#vie
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