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floralcrematorium · 1 year

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it’s really funny that whenever i’m trying to do tags on a reblog from mobile, my phone autocorrects to “he’s norway” when i try to tag HWS

yes!! you’re right!! that is norway

but not what i meant, you over glorified pocket calculator

#i’m this close to throwing my phone in the bakery oven at work #last week on shift i butt dialed SOMEONE I HAVENT SPOKEN TO SINCE MIDDLE SCHOOL #AND WE WERE NEVER FRIENDS TO BEGIN WITH #AND IT WAS HER LANDLINE #didn’t find out until later but like. DAMN!#hetalia #soph’s public diary

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swinging-stars-from-satellites · 9 months

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holding hands platonically. reblog if you agree

#when I was like a freshman in high school I had one friend at church who was super tactile and extroverted #and she would come sit next to me and hold my hand at church sometimes #she eventually moved to a different church and we were never super close to begin with - just proximity friends #but I remember that bc it was really nice to hold someone's hand #sometimes I do it with my sister or my cousins or occasionally gurt #but I think we should normalize platonic hand holding yknow?? like everyone should know about this it's GREAT #Lu rambles #<3 #platonic posting

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hajihiko · 9 months

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(I had a nice evening)

#Fuyuhiko kuzuryu #Hajime hinata #Kuzuhina #I couldnt begin to count all the ways I'm lucky so I wont but its been a good time tonight #I'll never forget that time my short friend let me lean all over her when we were at a party and her head was so warm .... nice feeling #an art #Just a little vent art (the vent is happy)

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 1 year

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Was thinking about your au and realized that whichever neighbour wakes up last is in for a very awkward reunion

Imagine waking up to your entire neighbourhood being in an apocalyptic scenario, and you’re the last to find out about it-

technically the last neighbor is Sally BUT Julie is the last "normal-sleeping" neighbor to wake and yeah! she sure has a hell of a time! i mean tbh it's kinda her And Barnaby? they wake up within a week of each other (the neighbors wake via Pacific Rim kaiju rules) so their breakdowns overlap <3

#julie wakes up just in time for the situation to Start Deteriorating At A Rapid Pace #like 'welcome back julie! frank is very close to dying the neighborhood is quite literally beginning to crumble'#'tensions are very high and everyone is starting to lose it <3 also your memories and siblings and life and world was a lie <3 good luck!'#she and barnaby have it the worst smh #well. kinda the worst #cause sally wakes up to an (arguably) Even Worse Scenario and also tons of guilt etc etc #sally: oh so its my fault my friends are injured and/or dying/dead. cool. im going to cope with this so gracefully (lie)#(side note: the death(s) are Not her fault. they were going to happen no matter what)#(well. i say no matter what. they'd have been prevented if the lights had been turned back on but we all know that wasnt really an option)#rambles from the bog #wh lights out au #and julie does not really get time to adjust...#shit is already going down #but only a week or so after she wakes up Shit. Goes. Down.#the transition into act two occurs and thats a whooooole enchilada in of itself #and trust me a week is Not enough to adjust!#especially when frank passes out halfway through and then never wakes back up smhhhhh #julie: at least i have frank! right frank? frank? frank-#julie: ....#julie: at least i have eddie! and wally!#julie: wh- whats that? mhm. mhm. oh. really? oh...#julie: at least i have eddie!

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vaxxman · 5 months

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I have so much brainrot about Medic's wife, specifically the design from the comic doodles that Makani drew, I'm so ready to draw a whole comic about her, man I love hallucinating.

#60 seconds till mission begins rambles #But also I have so many things to do I could cry #I don't like engaging in fights about which ships are valid in the eyes of canon etc #I've seen many people try to ignore medic's wife's potential existence because it would invalidate the possibility of him being gay #insisting the doodles were drawn before Makani joined Valve; and Demo's domination line just being gibberish etc etc #That's sad to me because I think she's a REALLY cool character and I cry about her never ever coming to the official material #So listen to me; headcanon; what about #He's bisexual (and discovers he has a preference for men)#boom #we win🏳‍🌈#also the doodles where his wife appears are the same doodles where he's smooching heavy so why are you only reading half of the scriptures?#I'm just foaming at the mouth about the idea of Medic having a female best friend who he married and who understands him in a different way #I just like the idea of both of them being opportunistic and marrying for the societal benefits a marriage gave you back in the days #and like being the only other person to have enough blackmail material on the other #Ok no I cant talk more about this I'll give away the entire story I have in my head

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wormchaser · 5 days

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you are complaining about complaining too much while complaining about the fact that maybe people dont like you because you complain too much while complaining about being alone. just stop complaining and do something about it. talk to people. reach out. dont just wait for someone to come to you first.

i have tried reaching out to different people in the past year or so but it never works. i understand its my own fault for letting relationships decay because of my own insecurities and issues but that doesn't mean i can just will myself to think or believe different things about myself. it's a self fulfilling prophecy ; i think people don't like me so i don't reach out so people don't like me etc . i am sure you do not want to hear me list all the things i want to say in response so i will put them in the tags.

#every time i try to reach out or talk to someone it goes nowhere. i dont have any social skills anymore and have no clue how to keep a #conversation going. half the time even when i do people stop replying to me. which is fine theydont owe me a reply but still feels likeshit #when i tried to make one new irl friend it just didn't work because they have better options for friends. we spoke occasionally but never #messaged online like ever and would only talk when we happened to be in the same place. i tried multiple times to organize a time to hangou #none of which came to pass. i dont understand why this one didn't work because i thought this person was interested in being my friend but #i guess i was wrong or thought they were more interested than they really were.#i have a problem with reaching out anyway which has been a problem i have had since i was like 11. reaching out to people first doesnt come #easily to me - in the beginning when i was a lot younger i didn't want to bother people with my presence & thought if i were to come to #someone first they would feel pressured into talking to me when they didn't want to. this is stupid of course. but has still not left me as #something i feel is very core to the way i act today. waiting for someone to come to me first feels like my only option because i do not #know how to reach out effectively (my evidence being i have failed every time i have tried) & i am convinced people dont like me in the #first place and do not want me to approach them.#i dont really even know who to reach out to in the first place. my world is extremely narrow. the number of people i know has shrunk #significantly and my standing in their eyes collectively has also shrunk significantly in the past few years. i feel like every person i #was once friends with wants nothing to do with me. i feel as if i have burned every bridge possible.#when it comes to the fact i complain all the time . which i know of course is annoying. its because i cant find any kind of joy in anything #i do or see or whatever. nothing makes me happy - i only see things to complain about. all stimulus seems grating and the world seems #specifically catered to make me miserable. all i can really do is complain. i treat this blog like a stream of consciousness and when most #of that consciousness is occupied with how much i hate being alive the blog will mostly be complaining. its a vicious cycle lol .#anyway . i guess the key theme is low self esteem begets low self esteem in many ways. mental illness begets mental illness.#i am not really saying this to anyone least of all to you anon. i just felt compelled to recount i guess for myself the reasons that came #to mind for why i am like this. i am talking to myself here

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fluffs-n-stuffs · 1 year

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"yeah so I've started watching Horizons 'cause the plot looked interesting"

the plot that looked interesting:

#fluff binges !!!#I am horrifically predictable #my friend and I watched episode 18 on its own from a suggestion and we were just Instantly sold #SIMPING ASIDE it's actually really good!!!!!#about to watch the first ep to properly begin and catch up hehe #(no spoilers!!! I'll mayhaps update where I am in the series over time :})#I never actually watched the og pkmn anime (mainly from personal preference) but somehow I've felt drawn to Horizons lately #I think it helps being a new gen/cast so it's less intimidating to get into? if that makes sense #but hey shoutout to pokemon for making me actually watch anime for the first time in my decades of living lmaooooo #(^this is completely serious btw I genuinely don't watch anime regulary- though I was surrounded by friends who did sndfhsudhfns)#fluffs character development /j #pokemon horizons #friede #pokemon friede

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duchess-of-new-shire · 14 days

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"Does ford know about 9/11 whos gonna tell him" WHOS GONNA TELL HIM ABOUT AIDS. HUH.

#he was a *ahem* friend of dorothy who dipped out of our universe RIGHT at the beginning of the 80s #and before that he was a shut in for years I doubt he really kept up with the news #not that they were reporting on it then anyway #but like. he's a queer man born in the 50s #he definitely would find out a lot of his old college friends are gone #or ok maybe less friends and more acquaintances he was never the most social guy but anyway #at first he wouldn't be surprised cause like. they're old people die #and then he finds out they were all so young #and then he finds out #and he #and #ahsjdjsjs #and FIDDLEFORD #do we think he used the memory gun to forget how many funerals he'd been to #how many friends died #fuck im like cutting out my own heart the more I think about it #gravity falls #standford pines #ford pines #fiddleford mcgucket

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antiyourwokehomophobia2 · 2 months

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How do I even go back to being friends with her quite honestly lmao

#We were never really friends #I mean of course we didn't start dating the very first time we met #But like #Our relationship always had an energy about it #It was extremely clear that we were into each other pretty much from the beginning #Our friendship moreso felt like us waiting to be ready to date one another #And I'm just supposed to reverse all of that #After everything we shared?#This is soooo fucking ridiculous #She hasn't spoken to me or our friends in a few days and I wanna check up on her but it feels inappropriate somehow #I don't wanna say her and I shouldn't be friends but I truly wonder how we can go back to just being platonic #We've gone through an insane amount and I truly thought we were gonna get married #I'm noooooot having a good time at all

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alluralater · 26 days

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11:22 — love letter

#she says things like this and it’s really no wonder we were never really friends to begin with.#ssimg

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cherrygarden · 4 months

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weon es que no entienden. nunca había estado TAN FELIZ después de un concierto

#tags in english so my mutuals can understand #but oh my god i've never been happier after a concert #bad things first:#we waited a ridiculously long amount of time and slept in the cold and the wait was bad and getting into the stadium was awful #bc the venue and the ppl scanning tickets were poorly prepared #and even though i was first on the queue i ended up on third row and lost my friend #and ppl were pushing but honestly it was only bad at the beginning #i couldn't breathe well by the third song (bc also i was wearing thermal layers bc outside it was freezing)#(it was so crowded i couldnt even move my arms least of all take layers off) (thankfully the girl next to me kept giving me water)#so i tried to get out but i couldnt even take a step sideways so i decided to stay and will myself to have fun #and not care abt people pushing me to get in front of me and just move wherever the crowd took me instead of holding my place #and i ended up a few rows behind but honestly??? BEST DECISION EVER #i couldnt see him well most of the time bc of the phones but when i did it was GLORIOUS #and the crowd was alive and all together i dont know how to explain it #not to compare but with harry the crowd was TOXIC all the way through like v individualistic #but with louis there was cohesion and companionship and idk!!! we were just all there having fun #and yeah some people were mean and ppl kept pushing and being selfish but it just felt different #and louis. oh my god #you could feel his love and his energy and his passion #when he sang silver tongues he sang ''i know nobody understands (GREAT LYRIC) me like you do''#like he said the words great lyric. i dont know if he did that in other shows but it felt like a hug honestly #like yes!!! me and you until the end!!! we made it!!!!! there's nowhere else that i would rather be!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i'm filled with so much love for him #and it honestly reinstated my faith in crowds #oh it was just all so lovely #im trying to think of highlights but the whole thing was amazing

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hanzajesthanza · 1 year

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combining (one of my) favorite short story with (some of my) favorite characters ❤️

#i want sigrdrifa to show up and yennefer to be like ‘oh. hey i didn’t think we were friends’#and the priestess turns her face towards her with molten-gold eyes and goes ‘hello yennefer’ and yen gets full body chills lol #female friendship is when [checks notes] the patron goddess of motherhood grants you her boon and shows you your imminent immense suffering #too many marriage comedies where the groom has no friends. what about the friendless bride who never got along with the rest of the girls #to be fair geralt’s party isn’t really ‘the guys’ it’s like one guy one woman one [lazy hand gesture that says ‘behold!’]#i would say ‘and the kidnapper of his daughter’ but i think cahir is in the audience for this he has like son-in-law status not groomsman #angoulême is in the audience striking up a best friendship with torque who decided to show up too #txt #f: a hansa’s a hansa #headcanons #story: something ends something begins #the witcher books #geralt of rivia #yes this is (checks timestamps) two months old but its still good #s: you’ve condemned yourself to me #and yes the vampire that yarpen throws garlic at is regis why not. or vereena if she regenerated and just wanted to show up bc #she and nivellen got back together because that dumb son of a bitch forgave her for the horrors

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coconut530 · 9 months

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Here’s two doodles (late night edition)

#Malevolent #Malevolent Podcast #6 #WOW LIKE WHERE DO I EVEN START #First like them talking and stuff #John sorry bby you felt isolated but I mean come on friends never hurt anyone #And NOEL!!! Frickin’ love this guy #SO MUCH USEFUL INTEL WHAAAAT. CHARON TREASURER ORDER SIGIL LIKE SO CRAZYYYYY #AND JOHN WAS PART OF THE CONVERSATION!!! I have no idea why the second Arthur started talking I just burst out laughing for like.#So many minutes #But it was so wholesome and gratifying! Like we only get this type of freedom with Kayne bc he can hear John so having a trustworthy friend #Hearing us is nice #Unrelated but soundscapes were really good this ep like dang surely one of my fave eps of the season #And then um. Whatever Aldrich and Percival scenes were #That story was kinda cute I forgot about it way to tie it back to the beginning during the penultimate #JOHN STOP FORGETTING THINGS WE NEED TO BE PAST THIS #MARIE GIRL I’LL MISS YOU YOU WERE VERY FUN AND EPIC AND OUR FIRST WOMAN CHARACTER SO UHH YEAH #ALSO YOU TALKING ABOUT UR SON MADE ME WANT TO CRY OKAY HAHAHA #Noel!!! He’s just the best I tell ya #WHEN HE WAS LIKE UR OFFICE CUMMINGS DREAMLANDS KING IN YELLOW PRISON PITS THE CANA ADAM FRY LIKE OH MY GOOOOOOODDDDDDDD #I DIED IT WAS LIKE SO CRAZY HE LIKE KNOWS SO MUCH IS SO SIMILAR TO US IT’S CRAAAAAAZY #AND DUDE IT’S REALLY HARD TO NOT CALL YOU NOEL STILL #WE GONNA BREAK! IN! AND IT’S GONNA BE EPIC!#ANS THEN WE’RE OFF TO ENGLAND!!! WHAT I’M SO EXCITED #FIRST MIZU FROM BLUE EYE SAMURAI GOES TO ENGLAND AND NOW ARTHUR WHAT A TREAT #MALEVOLENT’S SO COOOOOOOOOOLLLLLLLLLLLL

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ghostbeam · 7 months

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The reason I said Dabi couldn’t pull me is because he’s literally soooo scared to talk to me and IM certainly not talking to him first so

#like realistically in my every day life #like I would one thousand percent see him and want him and go home crying to myself cause I couldn’t speak to him #and I would think abt him every day for the rest of my life and regret never trying #just like he would obviously #but #in my fantasy selfship life he obviously talks to me and is sort of a dork but ultimately charming and we fall in love forever #most of my self ship meet cutes w him begin w like Friends introducing us or like something where were forced to talk to each other #for like an extended period #but either way

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femmeidiot · 8 months

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#Trauma posting in the tags he he #I don't really think I had much of a chance to not end up feeling like that (previous post) just because I was a weird kid and #people were fake nice to me and people I thought were friends said they never liked me to begin with and I'm a people pleaser mentally ill #little bitch and whatnot but I think the trauma of my my dad saying the phrase 'you're a liar and the truth is not in you' when we fought #when I was literally a child like 12 and then continuing on.... I think that really helped those feelings along lmao

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i-could-be-so-much-more · 1 month

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It frustrates me to no end that everyone I talk to someone new my brain catastrophises to the point where even though I know logically it’s fine, and normal, and fun, I end up making it a bigger deal in my head that I know it is…I think myself into spirals that the logical part of my brain knows are ridiculous and dramatic and improbable, which stress me out more than is entirely necessary…it’s so tiring to exist and participate in the social world sometimes

#personal #night time ramblings #the potentially autistic side of my brain really comes to party when I begin a new social relationship in any capacity #my analytical brain is not compatible with the lawless wasteland of socialising with someone new #gonna just ramble a bit about this situation here where I don’t have to make a lotta sense #I’ve been talking to a guy I’ve known for many year but never been properly friends with #we were in the same friendship circle when we were teenagers #but in different groups #we’ve literally been talking again for maybe 5 days #it’s taken me a few days to be more or less certain that our conversations are more than 2 sort of old friends catching up #like I think we’ve been flirting a little we’re going to go for a drink maybe he jokingly called me babygirl earlier #it’s been nice to be in that talking stage with a guy but without the awkward first few conversations where you’re getting to know the basic #I’ve always thought he was a nice guy our political and moral leaning have always been pretty similar he’s alright looking #that’s the extent of it #but of course my brains going haywire #scripting conversations I need to have if this become serious #wondering how hell react to less fun things about me physically or personality wise #wondering if and when we’ll ever have sex and if hell be any good 😂#trying to work out if hell get on with my family #like the whole 9 fucking yards #and it’s so fucking silly #like it isn’t that deep in the fucking slightest #it has the potential to be #and if it’s not it won’t be that upsetting to me #I’ll be a bit bummed out for a day or 2 and that’s it #I know myself well enough #but in the moment my brain always speed runs times everything could go wrong reasons it could fail reasons things will never succeed for me #and it doesn’t help that almost every romantic partner or potential I’ve ever had has proved this dumb shit right #but at what point does it become a self-fulfilling prophecy?#I sometimes think deep deep down I’m just a hopeless romantic hidden under layers of cynicism and emotional repression😂

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