#AND THEN I HAD ANOTHER TEST
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i want to take my history textbook and burn it this thing is the BANE OF MY EXISTENCE AND KILLER OF ANY ENJOYMENT I COULD HAVE IN LIFE
#kiwi shares their thoughts#i have had FOUR TESTS TODAY AND I DIDNT EVEN KNOW I WAS GONNA HAVE 3 OF THEM#I HAD YO GET TO SCHOOL EARLY TO TUTOR#ANS THEN I HAD TO TAKE A MIDTERM#AND THEN I HAD TO WRITE AN ESSAY#AND THEN I HAD TO CHANGE MY LUNCH PLANS BECAUSE MY TEACHER RESCHEDULED THE TIME I WAS SUPPOSED TO MAKE UP A TEST#AND THEN I HAD A BENCHMARK TEST#AND THEN I HAD ANOTHER TEST#AND THEN I TOOK THE TEST I WAS SUPPOSED TO TAKE AT LUNCH#AND THE ASSIGNMENTS THAT BEEDED TO BE CONLLETED KEPT PILING UP#AND THEN I WENT HOME TO DO CHORES#AND THEN I DID HOMEWORK#AND THEN I WENT TO TAEKWONDO#AND NOW I STILL HAVE HOMEWORK#AND I HAVE A TEST TOMORROW#AND ASSIGNMENTS THAT ARE GONNA TAKE ALL NIGHT THAT I HAVE TO COMPLETE TODAY#BECAUSE I WONT HAVE TIME FOR JACK SHIT TOMORROW#BECAUSE I HAVE TO GO ON A STUPID FUCKING RETREAT#WHICH WOULD BE SO NICE IF IT WERENT FOR THE FUCKING FACT IM STRESSED OUT OF MY DAMN MIND AND THE ONLY WAY TO FIX THAT#IS TO LET ME FINISH ALL OF THE ASSIGNMENTS AND WORK THAT IS CONSTANTLY NAGGING ME BANGING AGAINST THE BACK OF MY MIND
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Little flower
#i am back studying for tests#u would not believe how happy i was that i had one day wothout#a test like OMG LIKE I CAN FINALLY HAVE A DAY WHEN I CAN STUDY IN PEACE FOR ANOTHER TEST WHI#AAAAAAA#anyways lil mob drawing#mob mob mob#nothingbizzare art#mp100#artist on tumblr#mob psycho 100#mp100 fanart#mob psycho fanart#kageyama shigeo#shigeo kageyama
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So apparently the symptoms for chronic fatigue include loss of memory, reduced concentration, and fainting/lightheadedness when sitting/standing up?? Why didn't anyone tell me about this 😭
#the last one about orthostatic intolerance is flooring me#i literally got tested for POTS bc of how frequently i pass out or get lightheaded from standing up#like its so bad that i got tested for POTS. and it came back negative. and i just gave up after that#but youre telling me that theres ANOTHER condition that can cause that??#and this same condition also causes memory issues which i also have and have been getting worse for years??#and the condition in question is 'tired all the time and sleep doesnt help' disorder#which is ALSO an issue ive had since at least middle school???#and the getting exhausted even after light exercise and mental work#and apparently even sore/swollen lymph nodes?? which is something thats been happening to me randomly recently???#what the fuck man 😭 why havent i looked into this before#'symptoms must last at least 6 months' brother my symptoms have lasted for at least 14 YEARS#...i think i need to talk to my doctor#rambling
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"Stillborn? No, no, still born." -- DPXDC AU
Based off a comment I saw where Bruce knew about Talia's pregnancy in the earlier comivs, and was ecstatic to be a father. So much so that Talia feared he'd give up being Batman for it, so when she gave birth she put the baby (Damian) on a doorstep and (seemingly) told Bruce that the baby was stillborn.
Instead of Damian, that baby was Danny! Meet Daniel Brown, the 14 year old foster kid whose been living with the Fenton family for the last two years. He's about two years older than Damian.
His last name, "Brown", was a generic surname given to him because the note he came with didn't have one on it. It just had the name "Danyal" on it, but albeit 'Daniel' was the one that had been put into the system for, I'll be totally frank here, racism reasons.
(I looked it up to make sure, and it's generally not permissible for foster parents to change the names of their foster kids even if it's a permanent residency, and for that reason Danny doesn't have the last name "Fenton".)
Danny's got ✨~issues!~✨ He's been through a handful of homes growing up, most of them terrible for a variety of reasons. Which has, as a result, left lasting scars. He's generally a very sweet kid, just very distrustful and jumpy. He's got the signs of a kid suffering from PTSD, and a handful of other issues including attachment and insomnia. His inferiority complex could rival Damian's, and that's going to make for an interesting mutual hatred for when they finally meet.
(something I'll get into later)
He still has the blanket he was found in. It's made of a very high quality material and is a beautiful emerald green with little golden thread accents, it's high quality as a result has Danny clinging onto a desperate hope that his bio family might be out there, and the only reason they gave him up was because of some outside factor. It's been taken a few times in old foster homes, and he's flipped out each time.
While he still calls Jack and Maddie by their names, he likes them well enough. The bar isn't that high though, and while they're some of the better foster parents he's had, "better" doesn't equal "safest". Their laboratory malpractice. Basically, C- Fenton Parents. They're negligent by virtue of being engrossed in their work, but they do care equally about Jazz and Danny. So he doesn't hold it against them that much.
He kinda prefers it that way, their loud affection is overwhelming and Danny doesn't know what to do with their attention, even if he craves it. It's a bit of a complicated situation.
They took in Danny because they genuinely wanted another child, but didn't want a big age gap between them and Jazz. It was actually Jack's idea to foster, and they discussed it with Jazz beforehand. She was all for the idea. Thus, a handful of weeks later, a ton of paperwork, and inspection later, and Daniel Brown entered their household with a trash bag in one hand and eyes like shards of stained glass.
His relationship with Jazz is kinda strained, but that's by virtue of her constant psychoanalyzing and helicoptering. Like with the parents, Danny's overwhelmed by the attention and also just, straight up doesn't like the fact that she's telling him that there's something wrong with him. He knows that, thank you. He pushes her away when she does this.
Other than that though? When Jazz isn't smothering him and is acting like an actual sibling and not a third parent, they're pretty close, and Danny really likes her. They've hung out a few times on their own volition, and Jazz showed him how to take better care of his long hair.
His school situation,, pretty similar to canon with the bullying, albeit with a few more instances of him blowing a fuse and lashing out against his attackers. He's a rather angry kid, but it's quiet. It builds up, piles on top of itself, until eventually, like a volcano, it erupts and burns everyone within radius.
Danny's got a fire core, not an ice core. Phantom's hair is made of white magma; thick and heavy, setting itself on fire when his anger runs hot. When he gets angry, his skin begins to char and split open to reveal pulsating lava underneath, and he crackles and pops like a raging forest fire.
I haven't decided yet on how he meets the batfam -- i've got two ideas but they're both in opposition to each other, and drastically alter how the rest of the plot goes. But I do know that him and Damian hate each other in the beginning. And it has nothing to do with inheritance or "being the blood son" -- although their blood relation absolutely plays the major role in their disdain for each other.
Simply put, they're jealous of each other for the same thing: thinking that the other was wanted.
Damian hates Danny because, unlike Damian, Bruce knew about Danny since conception and wanted him from the moment he heard about him. He had a whole nursery set up, and still does. He never took it down -- just locked the door. Damian was thrust upon Bruce without warning, and he feels like he forced himself into the family. And while on some level Damian knows and understands that Bruce wants him and loves him as much as his other children, that doubt and feeling of inferiority still remains. He looks at Danny and sees him with what Damian always feels he needs reaffirmed.
Meanwhile, Danny hates Damian because he looks at him and sees him with everything Danny's ever wanted. He hates him because Damian grew up knowing both of their parents, with one of them for most of his life, and then moved over to the other. There was never a moment where Damian was (seemingly) left to doubt his place within the family. Damian was raised with the very same woman who left Danny on a doorstep, with no clue to his identity beyond a little green blanket and a note with only a first name. Damian was wanted everywhere, and Danny was wanted nowhere. Damian is Danny's replacement in his eyes.
(It's the little revelation that Damian grew up with their mother that elevates Danny from being quietly envious of Damian to downright despising him. What did Damian do, that Danny didn't? He could live with Damian living with Bruce -- Bruce didn't know Danny was even alive. But him living with their mom? Are you fucking kidding him?)
Damian never outright attacks Danny physically, but it's not like he hides that he didn't like Danny. Meanwhile, Danny, in all his repressive anger, quietly despised him from a distance until finally one wrong snide side-comment has him blowing up and it becomes a screaming match. They're both just enough similar to each other that when they look at each other they really just see a mirror.
They'll work it out together, eventually. But it'll be ugly and cruel and explosive, and they'll start mending the bridge to become brothers in more than just blood relation in the end.
But yeah, stillborn Danny has... a lot going for him.
#dpxdc#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dp x dc#dp x dc crossover#dpxdc crossover#danyal al ghul au#danyal al ghul#dpxdc prompt#additions. opinions and brainstorming are encouraged!! i'd love to hear what other people's thoughts on this are and brainstorm with them.#the brainstorming is the best part.#stillborn? no still born au#poc danny fenton#stillborn au#long haired danny fenton#danny isn't surprised by the fact that the fentons were greenlit for foster parenting considering some of the foster parents HE'S had#those two ideas differed in who found out about who first. Whether it be Bruce or Danny. bruce finding out about danny first results in#Bruce seeking him out first and being able to explain his side of the story first without misunderstandings. this is the Happy Version#Danny finding out about Bruce first results in him getting an official DNA test done and intentionally seeking him out to introduce himself#except when he finds out about damian's existence his shit self worth results in him jumping to the conclusion that his bio family never#wanted him in the first place. that they weren't looking for him and instead just up and replaced him. This is the Fucking SAD Version#and includes a conversation where Danny looks Batman dead in the eyes and tells him that he was 'daddy dearest's fucking reject'#danny completely unaware that batman = bruce wayne btw. for the extra angst. bruce has to stand there and take it. rip#this poor boy needs antidepressants. therapy. and rehab. probably. i've thought about him having an old addiction that he was recovering#from prior to the fentons. but its not confirmed yet. if i go through with it its either gonna be nicotine or like painkillers. i need to#wait and think about it when i'm not on the angst train. i have a tendency to go overboard when i am. its the endorphin high#Danny calls Damian his 'fucking replacement' and Damian tackles him.#starry makes another angsty au
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The 'We need to talk' scene
but I've made it into a wet cat short comic
(and it only gets worse for him...)
Bonus secret 5th panel :
(intrusive thoughts so strong they make his brain crash)
#(help them)#invincible#mark grayson#omni-man#nolan grayson#invincible fanart#viltrumites#comic#artists on tumblr#invincible comics#invincible tv show#superheroes#fanart#mine#and there we go#another artstyle crash test !?#it was just for the fun of it :)#I had a good time but I'm not gonna stick with that artstyle#I mainly only wanted to try the template mode in CSP#and I'll probably use that mode again I think !#anyway I like adding tiny details that nobody will notice#such as the 'live long and prosper' Vulcan sign in the 2nd panel or that strand of hair flipping up in the last one#welll nobody will notice except the ones who read the tags#(hi there ! you're my favorites haha)#side note but I never know if the proper tag for Nolan is 'omniman' 'omni-man' or 'omni man' so I just go from one to the other randomly#dyou know?
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lambgame
#cotl#cult of the lamb#cotl spoilers#narilamb#doodles#testing Other Styles#remind me to draw Another Idea i had with the bunt thing because#a sheep headbutt. and a cat headbutt#are Different Experiences
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Hope-
Or tfw you touch grass for the first time in your life, and it makes you so sappy that you can't help it but pray for a brigther future.
If, in said future, there's also your best friend, well, who are you to not hope a little more?
Little comic without any kind of expectations and is showing I did to try the 8 page zine layout and it does work!!! I will do more of these because it was fun as heck and really made me happy to do it!
If you want to print it and have a physical copy, you can find the file on my Ko-fi for free!
Here some photos of my own little prints, tried both the A3 and A4 format and they are so cute! **
#trigun#trigun maximum#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d. wolfwood#chronart#hospital yuri arc my beloved#finished sometime ago and had the time to test out the result only today#posting it now before i die with another week full of nonsense#also don't notice how the A4 format came out strange the printer had a bad day lmao#also can't take a fucking photo to save a life my god#anyway hope you guys will enjoy it!!!!#i didn't throw all my heart and soul into drawing vash and wowo's lovely eyes nope nope!!!!
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LHFW 2024 graphics: Singapore Grand Prix
#f1#f1edit#formula 1#graphic design#lewis hamilton#lewishamiltonedit#lhfw 2024#roscoehamiltons.jpg#i have changed the formatting for the captions bc i decided that i wanted to include non-race weekend lhfw endeavours in this series#so having it numbered doesn't make sense anymore. i've had ideas for awhile to do smth for met gala and pre-testing for example#(which i may or may not have already started working on hehe. smth to look forward to perhaps)#but anyways. what do we think of denim on denim? i thought it was a good opportunity to do another collage style graphic#which i have been meaning to do for awhile. i enjoy making them even if it takes longer to gather all the bits and bobs for it
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hiii long time no art and I’m late but I’m not immune to skk 109 angst
#I do believe in skk’s power to execute a completely absurd plan tho#so I am a no skk angst for 110 believer#I just love the thought of tormented chuuya 🥰 that tiny body can fit so much angst#bungo stray dogs#bungou stray dogs#soukoku#chuuya nakahara#bsd chuuya#osamu dazai#bsd dazai#bsd#bsd fanart#bsd 109#there was supposed to be a panel between these two but I couldn’t get it to look right oh well#this look is veryyyyyyy out of my comfort zone#a few years ago everything had to be completely smooth and totally rendered out and I’m trying to fight against that perfectionism#another art style test?!? on this blog?!? who would have thought?!?#my art
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if i got the chance to interview oliver stark about 911, you bet your ass i wouldn’t waste a single question over something like ‘will tommy be jealous of buck and eddie’s friendship?’ after we have seen multiple times he isn’t, and most recently in the new episode. not to mention we’ve seen even eddie isn’t jealous of buck and tommy’s relationship, and we were shown that yet again in the premiere. there are so many more interesting things you could ask about buck’s actual relationship and that story, or even buck and eddie. but no.
#this isn’t aimed at that one interviewer but it’s just something i keep seeing#from people who clearly are holding out hope for buddie and will ask whatever they want to shoehorn it into buck’s relationship with someon#else#it’s just so boring and honestly predictable#you could ask ANYTHING???? and you choose…. that#i had to conduct a proper interview as preparation for my dissertation and i had to plan out questions properly that were fully relevant to#what i was investigating#there was so much consideration given to the questions#and once again for another research project where i had to#the questions were wittled down so much and tested and everything#obviously psychology and journalism are different but i just feel whatever we’re doing right now with interviews is just sad#911#911 discourse#fandom wank#911 spoilers
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a bystander: both of you are focusing on the wrong thing
anyway! this is a comic from the vault™! it was originally something goofy I drew for myself after I read a couple of different takes on this whole event (Crassus leaving Rome in 63 BCE, see Plutarch Pompey 43). like.
the phrasing is giving late night teleserye plot drama.
and this literally sounds like something a friend has told me about someone else's relationship drama with their sometimes ex. but like. on a less high stakes stage.
ALRIGHT, moving on. some stuff that was Fun To Read, To Me
Crassus' New Friends and Pompey's Return, Eve J Parrish
Crassus: a Political Biography, B.A. Marshall
speaking of titles, fascinated by how this part of crassus' life gets defined by pompey's absence/return. hello fellas!
AND FINALLY inspiration for Pompey's comment about perpetuating cycles of violence comes from this delightfully dramatic bit of writing
Marcus Crassus and the Late Roman Republic, Allen Mason Ward
bsky ⭐ pixiv ⭐ pillowfort ⭐ cohost
#pompey immediately: FUCK YOU i treat all of my wives great. you'd LOVE it#crassus without hesitation: you go through wives the way cicero will go through a house. NO.#komiks tag#drawing tag#roman republic tag#tris homines#there was another quote i wanted to add in but this is already too long and it's in an epub file and i have a detective novel up#i am loathe to close out of to bring up something else#ANYWAY. this is from my vault of comics i drew for myself but i took it out of the vault to letter it#because it's done on the canvas dimensions/dpi i have trikaranos set up for#and i needed to test out this new font on something comparable so i can make a note of it for my lettering settings. ehghgh. tech work#my vault of unposted comics makes them seem like leads in a very weird romantic drama if a romantic drama also had a lot of dead people#marcus licinius crassus#gnaeus pompeius magnus
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Bunny child ♡
#scheduled post#my art#doodle dump#undertale#undertale au#utmv#underwizard#frisk#uw!frisk#chara#uw!chara#papyrus#uw!papyrus#They'd definitely listen to Magical Doctor afjfkfw#Gosh darn it I couldn't find a moment to finish this#°Looks at the calendar° Hhhh another week full of tests-#I posted the wip precisely a month ago lol but it's here!#I had SO much fun drawing this q(≧▽≦q)#I love this lil babyyy
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"You know what I just realized? So, if you make The Sims 2 large address aware, it can use 4GB of memory. But back then when people used Windows XP, it was way more stable... and most people used 32-bit Windows XP since 64-bit was pretty much still in beta, which means that the game had a hard 2GB cap, you couldn't make it use more than that. And on top of that, the graphics cards back then only had a few megabytes of VRAM - MEGAbytes, we now use a minimum of 8GB! Yet, people used loads of CC even back then and the game was way more stable than now, so I just don't see how this is supposed to be a memory issue, no matter how you look at it."
#had another conversation with my brother#i hate it here#sims 2#pink flashing diaries#i still don't know what the cause is and it is driving me insane#but literally *all* tests we've run so far go against the idea that it has anything to do with memory#a little googling later and i am reminded of that playstation video that i linked a couple of days ago#it seems that every single time people did the usual memory allocation “fixes” it seemed to work at first#but 5-10 pages later it turns out that they don't work at all in the longrun#except no one seems to read that far and instead prematurely shares these “fixes” and the cycle continues
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Sami Zayn - Money in the Bank 2024
#wwe#wweedit#sami zayn#money in the bank#mitb#wrestling#wwe gifs#monday night raw#wwe raw#stuff i made#wwe is testing me#had to make another sami one to wash the bad taste outta my mouth
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it's kinda funny that i have all the symptoms of anemia to the point where my doctor prescribed blood tests to check but also iron right away cause it was that obvious just on physical exam, but then i don't even have anemia. im a poser for anemia
#i went to see the doctor because another doctor i met casually said i probably had anemia and needed iron and vitamins#the whole world agrees but not my blood tests
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Yuma Month: Day 20: Truth
The truth…is uglier than you could have ever expected.
tw // vomit (spoilers too)
...happens only if he ate a meat bun prior to this
(all vomit in rain code is censored in pink glitter ✨)
based on this post I made long back
#Yuma Month 2024#whumpcode#rain code#rain code spoilers#master detective archives: rain code#yuma kokohead#pixeldoodles#my art#tw emeto#okay the trigger is there but it is in a way censored XD#its kinda silly too but I will leave it there just in case#I'm emetophobic myself so I'd like warnings too#anyway yeah I had to do this for the prompt#yet another moment yuma nearly sickens himself#but this moment actually made me put my game down for 3 days#and I even contemplated on finishing it at all#I do NOT like cannibalism.. x-x even if its a giant meme now#it messed me up pretty badly playing the first time#and then after 3 days and a few walks to clear my head#i finished the game and yeah it made sense lol#anyway yeah the truth is pretty horrific#had to find another excuse to put yuma through hell lol#that pose was hard so it probably doesn't look perfect orz#dw tomorrow's prompt will likely be more wholesome#what's funny about this is they do get a solution key after this#shinigami’s like ‘huh did you cough it up master? mmm nope.’#anyway I hope I didn’t scare you all w this!!#very unlike me to draw this sort of thing...xD#I wanted to try drawing it once to test the waters ig??#that scene in Ch5 was kinda bait anyway lmao
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