#ALWAYS SEND ME LOSCAR THOUGHTS!

[hollywoodsargeant]

*whispers* are we allowed to just throw loscar thoughts at you? Because I have many thoughts and no friends to scream at about them.

Your college AU really fucking changed me.

YES!!! please throw loscar thoughts at me!!! i loveee loscar and loscar thoughts and i am always here with an ask box or dms if you prefer All of that stuff. though sometimes i might gatekeep asks if i’m feeling greedy. shoutout

and i am So glad i love that fic very much. i actually don’t know which one you’re talking about but i love both of them a lot

[unformula1]

loscar prompt!: them with tis the damn season by taylor swift

’tis the damn season (LS2 x OP81)

oscar comes back to his hometown, with a regret he can’t find closure to. w/c: 3402 day 41 of loscar posts until we get a loscar podium! (series masterlist) masterlist title from a taylor swift song a/n: HI! whoever gave me this, if this isn’t what you wanted PLEASE do not be afraid to reach out and ask for a rewrite lol!!!

Oscar drives down the street he used to walk past every day. The town he used to call home seems a little emptier now. It’s freezing, which fogs up his car windshield glass, turning it a foggy, translucent colour. 

He gets out of his car after parking it, deciding to go for a stroll.

Oscar can’t remember the last time he came back here, it had probably been a few years. He throws on his coat and walks down the sidewalk, as he lifts his head, a familiar face comes into view.

Oscar avoids eye contact as he walks past, keeping his head down as he walks past him. It sends a shiver down his spine as he walks past; even with his jacket an eerie cold engulfs his body.

An ache covers his heart. Oscar wants to say something. He can’t.

He swiftly walks past, trying his best to suppress the flashbacks that keep coming back as the familiar perfume clings onto his jacket after walking past him.

Oscar can’t do this. He takes off, bolting as far as he can. He feels the eyes on him, piercing into his soul. 

Oscar remembers everything. He remembers it all. 

—

“You promised.” Logan says, an obvious attempt to hide his tears, “You said you wouldn’t go.”

“Logan. I know, but it’s a really big opportunity for me.” Oscar tries to reason, with both Logan and himself. 

“You said you’d wait for me.” Logan continues, a pool of tears brimming in his eyes.

“Logan… I will.” Oscar almost feels like he’s gaslighting himself right now.

“We should’ve been going together.” Logan cries, a heavy emphasis on ‘together’.

“Logan please-” Oscar gets cut off as Logan runs out through the door.

That was the last time they ever talked. Oscar didn’t even bother going back to apologise. He just left… like the jerk he was.

—

When the coast is clear, Oscar walks back to his car, quickly getting in without being seen.

He takes a deep breath and leans back against his car seat. 

He quickly starts up his car and drives further into the city, something in his body wants him to leave but he isn’t ready to leave yet.

He reaches somewhere nearer to the city, it has cafes, restaurants, libraries. It’s a simple life, which Oscar will admit he misses sometimes.

He gets out of his car, walking on a sidewalk which he vividly remembers used to be a mud path. They’ve really refurbished the place.

As he strolls around the place, looking back on the places he used to visit so often, and the people he used to always talk to.

Oscar can’t help but feel a wave of nostalgia hit him.

“Oscar?” his voice rings through and Oscar stones.

Oscar slowly turns around and comes face to face with the person he used to know and love.

He’s grown a lot by now, stubble and all. He’s definitely taller and slightly more buff, guess he’s been working out. 

He’s so much more… matured.

One thing hasn’t changed. His smile. 

It’s still… perfect. The smile that Oscar always loved, the things Oscar would do to see that smile forever. He missed that smile, he’s been missing that smile.

“Hi.” Oscar says as he gulps.

“I didn’t know you were coming back.” He smiles.

“Yea… uhm, well. Here I am.” Oscar manages. He’s not used to being this awkward.

“You have anywhere to stay?”

“My parents.”

“Cool.” 

“I gotta… uhm head off.” Oscar says as he quickly walks past him and back into the car.

Oscar drives off.

He turns on the radio, hoping the music would dissolve his thoughts.

They don’t.

Everything they used to do together comes back. They stay afloat, no matter how much Oscar tries to push them down. 

All the moments they shared, the memories they had.

The inevitable question finally surfaces in Oscar’s head.

Who replaced me?

“Shut up.” Oscar mutters to himself as he turns into his parents’ house driveway.

Stepping out, he’s greeted with a multitude of hugs. He chuckles as he returns the hugs to his parents.

“Ozzie!” His parents’ affectionate nickname.

They bring him into the house, letting him place his bags down.

“I’ll go get the cookies.” His mother says, “Make yourself comfortable.”

Oscar walks to the display case, it’s probably all really old stuff. It is. 

It’s photos of young Oscar with young Logan. They’re happy, innocent, naive. Oscar places his hand on the display cabinet, slightly grazing his hands over the photo.

They were just teenagers when Oscar left like that, how horrible it must’ve been on Logan.

All those memories, the moments they shared, the experiences they shared, everything they shared just shattered to pieces because Oscar was too afraid to face his nightmares.

The road not taken looks real good now.

Oscar feels a wave of regret wash over him. As much as he hates it, he remembers everything all too well, crystal clear in his head.

“He’s not mad at you anymore.” His mother says.

“What?” Oscar asks as he turns around, quickly wiping the tears off.

“I don’t think Logan’s mad at you for leaving like that anymore.” 

“He isn’t?” Oscar steps closer.

His mother just shrugs. 

Oscar takes one of the cookies from the plate and eats it. He takes a seat on the couch, staring into blank space.

His mother sets the plate of cookies in front of him and sits next to him.

“You should talk to him.”

“I can’t.” Oscar mutters, “I just can’t. I betrayed him, I can’t just go up to him again.”

“Logan won’t hold grudges.”

“He doesn’t look like he does, but I know he holds them close to his heart.” Oscar rants, “I know he doesn’t just ‘recover’ from me leaving without saying goodbye properly.”

Oscar’s mother places one hand on his shoulder.

“Logan hates me.”

His mother takes a deep breath before revealing.

“Logan hasn’t found anyone else.” 

Oscar almost freezes.

“He hasn’t gotten any new best friends or… anything like that.” She says, “It’s always been ‘I’ll be waiting for when Oscar comes back’.”

“What?”

“Logan hasn’t replaced you.”

“He hasn’t?”

His mother shakes her head.

Oscar doesn’t know what to think.

“Still has those photos of you two.” His mother says.

He does?

“I’ll talk to him… soon.” Oscar says. He doesn’t know when “soon” is but he knows it’s going to happen.

—

Oscar wakes up at 11am. It’s probably the latest he’s woken up in a few years. He looks into the ceiling. 

He spent half his night thinking about Logan, thinking about him and Logan. He misses Logan’s smile, more than ever.

It takes him pretty long to get his morning routine out of the way before he goes down for food. 

“You should go out for lunch.” His mother suggests, “Explore the city a little.”

Oscar nods as he picks out an apple and chews it.

He grabs his stuff and walks out the door, bidding goodbye first before walking toward the city. He’s decided not to use his car.

He reaches the city centre in a few minutes, it’s packed and busy. Oscar just brisk walks around the centre, finding somewhere which looks appetising. 

God forbid he gets any peace because he runs into Logan almost immediately.

“Good morning.” Logan waves.

Oscar awkwardly flashes a smile, “Hello.”

“Where you headin’ to?” 

“Finding somewhere to eat.” Oscar tries to maintain his calm composure.

Logan nods and smiles, “Okay.”

“Want to join me?” Oscar blurts.

Wait. What. 

Oscar takes a few seconds to process the fact that he just invited Logan out for lunch.

Logan smiles, “Sure. Why not.”

Damn.

“Do you know anywhere nice?” Oscar smiles, “Haven’t been here in a while.”

Wow. What a horrible joke.

Logan’s smile clearly falters for a bit.

“I know somewhere.” Logan says, bringing Oscar to a restaurant.

It’s not any diner, it’s the one where Oscar brought Logan out.

Oscar can feel his heart clench. 

“I remember this.” Oscar chuckles, but the chuckle feels forced.

Logan nods and opens the door for Oscar, letting him walk in first… just like Oscar did.

Both of them sit opposite each other at a table.

Oscar clears his throat, in an effort to disperse the tension building up… or maybe it might be just him.

“I’m sorry.” Oscar says softly.

Logan looks up from the menu, smiling slightly.

“I shouldn’t have left like that.” Oscar continues, the flashbacks replaying vividly, “It was a dick move.” 

“It’s okay.” Logan says back.

“No.” Oscar takes a deep breath, “Please.”

Logan places the menu down as Oscar reaches for his hand.

Logan doesn’t shift his hand away, he lets Oscar touch it.

“I’m really sorry.” Oscar holds Logan’s hand, “I destroyed your life.”

Logan shakes his head as he holds Oscar’s hand. 

“I’m happy for you Osc.”

Osc.

“I’ll pay for your lunch.” Oscar says, “Least I could do.”

“We can call it even then.” Logan jokes. 

It’s a good joke but Oscar can’t bring himself to laugh, he doesn’t really know if Logan has gotten over it or not.

— 

When their food arrives, Oscar’s too preoccupied staring at Logan to start eating. Logan hasn’t changed at all.

All Oscar sees is that small teenager which Oscar destroyed in seconds.

Oscar feels like crying, he can feel the tears brimming.

Oscar circles his food with his fork, not eating any of it.

“Are you not hungry?” Logan asks.

“I’m… thinking.” Oscar says.

The years in the spotlight changed Oscar, for the better or for the worse. 

“Of?” Logan inquires further.

Oscar can’t form a reply, so he just shrugs.

Oscar doesn’t get many moments to think, he sort of just goes with the flow. Everything’s so fast paced and it all sometimes blurs. Nothing feels real out there, all his “friends” are really just people who will leech off him when he becomes famous.

He’s faked so many smiles, he doesn’t know which ones are real anymore.

Logan shrugs back before placing his hand over Oscar’s clenched fist “Well, you should eat.” 

Oscar smiles. This one is real, he knows it.

Logan hasn’t changed.

The lunch ends quicker than Oscar would like.

“Do you… maybe want to eat together for dinner too?” Oscar asks as he walks out the diner with Logan.

Logan nods, “Sure.”

“Where do you stay, I’ll come pick you.” Oscar asks.

“Same place.” Logan replies.

Oscar almost freezes. 

“Still… down the street?” Oscar asks and Logan nods.

“5pm.” Logan says, “I’ll be waiting.” 

Logan bids Oscar farwell, giving him a pat on the shoulder and a slight hug before running off.

Oscar can feel his entire face flush red. He’s missed Logan. Everyone else in the world couldn’t compare. 

He runs home.

—

Oscar is left with his thoughts for a few hours.

Logan’s not changed, everything else has changed, Oscar feels his heart beat faster every time anything reminds him of Logan.

They used to be in love. It can’t be happening again… right?

Oscar hasn’t felt love in a long time, since everything comes and goes so quickly, nothing is really constant, which includes anyone he’s ever tried to date.

Oscar doesn’t understand his own feelings anymore.

He’s only coming back for a week, he can’t possibly get together again and then break his heart again.

Oscar doesn’t get it.

He hates that he doesn’t get it.

—

5pm inches closer and Oscar has never spent this long deciding on an outfit.

He decides to go with casual wear, which is a sweater and long baggy pants. He grabs his stuff and walks out the door to his car.

He starts it up and drives off Logan's house.

It takes him a few minutes to get there. As he approaches, he sees Logan waiting by the sidewalk. It’s just like they used to do, except Oscar’s mum would be the one driving.

In Oscar’s eyes, Logan is still the teenager Oscar destroyed.

Logan gets into the front seat, right next to Oscar.

Oscar smiles as Logan gets in.

“Anywhere you’d like to go?” Oscar asks as he drives.

“Go somewhere, get takeout, sit by the lake and eat.” Logan says.

Oscar can swear Logan is playing with his heart. These are all the things Oscar would do with Logan.

Oscar nods.

“Okay.”

They get takeout and stop by the lake, both of them sitting on the trunk of Oscar’s car.

They eat in silence for a while, Oscar catches the occasional glance at Logan. The orange glow of the sunset makes Logan sparkle.

Oscar shifts closer to Logan and Logan notices it.

“How’s it been?” Logan asks, placing his food next to him.

“It’s…” Oscar thinks, “Been okay.”

Logan nods, “Mine too.”

Oscar knows it’s now or never, “I’ve missed this.”

Logan raises an eyebrow.

“I can’t stop thinking about how I left you.”

Logan nods subtly.

“It’s horrible, it’s been haunting me.” Oscar looks into the sunset, “Believe me I’ve been looking for closure everywhere, nothing has given it to me.”

“And what will?”

“I don’t know… but it still is.” Oscar can’t believe he’s admitting all of this.

Everything Oscar has done just led back to Logan and this stupid place. Oscar’s attempts at finding closure have failed miserably, each making him yearn for it more and more.

Logan nudges himself closer to Oscar and pulls Oscar’s head into his chest. Oscar can feel his cheeks heating up as his heart picks up the pace and butterflies flutter in his stomach.

Oscar sobs.

Logan continues hugging Oscar.

“Logan please…” Oscar says as he hugs Logan back tightly.

“I forgive you Oscar.” Logan says, “I’ve missed you too.”

“I still love you…” Oscar whispers.

Logan nods, which is a sign for Oscar to hug Logan tighter.

“I’ll be yours for this week.” Oscar says and Logan smiles.

“I’ll fix everything.” Oscar says between soft sobs.

Logan pulls Oscar back in.

A few minutes pass and Oscar finally gains back his ability to speak in full sentences.

“What now?” Logan asks.

“We could… go for a drive, in my car… and talk about life.”

Logan smiles and nods, hopping off the trunk. Both of them get into the car and Oscar drives off.

He can’t help but catch a glance at Logan every opportunity he gets. Logan’s never looked better.

Everything brought him back to Logan. Everything he’s tried made him yearn for Logan again. 

Now he’s got him back (for the week).

—

“Stay with me for tonight?” Logan suggests.

Oscar nods as he texts his mum about his updated night plans, he quickly drives home to get his clothes and all.

After that, they continue driving around for a bit as Logan talks about how he’s been and all Oscar’s focusing on is Logan’s little smile he has every time he says anything.

Oscar feels Logan’s head fall onto his shoulder and he melts. He feels like a teenager all over again, he’s reignited some old spark which he’s tried to hide for years.

When they finally reach Logan’s house, they both prepare for bed as the night sky gets darker.

Logan throws another pillow onto his bed for Oscar and Oscar feels like his legs might just fail him at any moment. At least Logan will catch him.

They both get onto the bed and Oscar feels like he’s in high school again. He shifts closer to Logan and feels Logan’s warm arms wrapping around him.

Logan pulls Oscar closer in and they hug. The warmest bed ever, the warmest hug ever. For so many years, he’s been hugging but they’ve all been cold and emotionless. 

He missed Logan’s hug. He missed Logan’s touch.

“I’ve missed this.” Oscar whispers as Logan chuckles softly. He feels Logan’s warm breath graze his skin.

Oscar melts.

“Goodnight.” Oscar says.

“Goodnight babe.” Logan says and Oscar feels his heart pound against his ribcage.

“You too Logs.”

—

It’s 11am again when Oscar wakes up. It’s his best night since he left Logan.

“I should’ve never left.” Oscar says groggily as he hugs Logan’s waist.

Logan woke up hours ago but stayed with Oscar. 

Oscar doesn’t deserve this, he cuddles with Logan. Logan lets him do his thing while chuckling softly.

This is teenage love all over again.

“I don’t ever want to leave.” Oscar mumbles.

“Then don’t.” Logan says.

Oscar wants that too, but he knows he can’t break Logan’s heart a second time. He’s not willing to, he knows Logan deserves so much better. 

Teenage love burns strong like tinder, but it’ll burn out fast.

They’ll fall apart again and Oscar will break Logan all over again.

“Can’t.” Oscar says.

The mood of the room darkens but Logan just smiles and chuckles.

“I know, baby.” Logan sighs but still keeping a smile, “I know.”

—

The week is filled with emotional nostalgia, Oscar brought Logan out every day to every place, to fix every scar and to heal every wound.

They kissed in the moonlight, in the sunset. Oscar made sure he didn’t drop Logan’s heart again. 

“I’ve always loved you.” Logan says, “I never stopped.”

Oscar can feel time slow down and everything else becomes irrelevant.

“You never stopped?” Oscar says softly, and Logan nods.

“I never did either.” Oscar smiles.

“Love you.” Logan says.

Everything closed up properly, their chapters ending on high notes and the pages not burning up.

The emotional baggage was dropped where they left them. 

Long story short, they re-lived all their moments, but Oscar made sure he didn’t mess up the end this time.

Here was the end.

Oscar throws his luggage into his car’s trunk. The week passed by just like that.

“It’s time to go.” Logan says, giving Oscar a slight nudge as Oscar closes the trunk of his car.

Oscar smiles, it’s bittersweet. Logan smiles at him, as Oscar holds back his tears.

“Osc.” Logan says and Oscar looks up, “I won’t ask you to wait for me anymore.”

Oscar knows what this means to both of them.

“Then I won’t ask you to stay here for me.” Oscar replies.

It feels like the final end, the chapter which Oscar had always needed to write but couldn’t. The words in the final paragraph which always stabbed Oscar.

“Follow me to the exit.” Oscar says and Logan agrees.

Oscar’s family joins them.

Oscar drives to the exit of the town, passing through a place which used to haunt him and the place where he first saw Logan, where the ache was ever so present in his heart.

Oscar feels Logan’s hand touch his shoulder and Oscar holds back the tears.

As they approach the exit, Oscar’s family and Logan exit the car. Oscar bids his final farewells to them. Oscar’s mother winks at Oscar before giving him and Logan time.

“I’ll miss you.” Oscar admits.

“I’ll miss you too.” Logan replies.

Logan places both his hands on Oscar’s shoulders, pulling him in for a hug.

“Don’t forget me again. You have my number now.” Logan chuckles.

“I won’t…” Oscar replies, he shuffles his feet.

“Goodbye Oscar.” Logan says, hugging him tightly.

“I never thought I’d get a goodbye.” Oscar says, tears flowing out.

Logan chuckles and kisses Oscar’s forehead.

“Goodbye Logs.” 

Oscar turns around and he feels a sting in his heart, like he wants to stay.

He gets into his car.

His life will continue, he’s closed the chapter for this, he’s gotten his closure with Logan. 

Logan.

Logan who knew which smiles were faked and which smiles were real.

Logan who knew everything about Oscar.

Logan who knew Oscar better than he knew himself.

Logan who only wanted the best for Oscar.

Oscar smiles again as he looks at his feet, walking toward his car.

Everything just led back to Logan didn’t it.

Oscar stops, before turning around and running back to Logan for another hug.

Logan hugs him tightly, giving him one final kiss on the lips before they part ways.

“I’ll come back.” Oscar says, in tears.

Logan nods, “I know you will.”

It’s a bittersweet moment for them.

Oscar gets into his car and Logan waves goodbye to him as he drives off.

It finally felt like closure, like all the ache and sorrows had been drowned in love. It was their season. 

’tis the damn season that left Oscar with a healed heart.

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Mysterious or are you just oblivious?

i.e 4 times where Alex's relationship was questioned and 1 time it was put to rest [FemLogan btw]

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couplememes71 Her before she bites my shoulder for literally no reason at all:

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hoshjutcher lmao her everyday

geenobeeno Why do girls do this 😭😭

honkhonkbee ALEX WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE???

↪ alexis972 my EXACT thoughts

↪ xxfordoraxx is this... a clue?!? SOMEONE GET OUT THE CASE FOLDER

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alexalbon Happy birthday, Bigfoot. One year older, still 2 inches shorter. If you told me 3 years ago I'd be in the middle of the Atlantic because a certain someone wanted to watch fireworks while cataloguing sealife on new year's eve, I'd probably send them to hospital. But here I am and I wouldn't have it any other way.

tagged loggingin2

loggingin2 don't lie, show the real cake you got for me

esraons38 LOGAN REVEAL WHAGT

killainm wth does he mean cataloguing? is logan like a fashion designer or something?

↪randowando wouldn't be surprised. aren't blondes ditzy? fashion seems like something she'd pick she's probably a model too

↪hollybee CLEARLY you're not a girl's girl with the way you're acting.... And fyi, she's a marine science major, maybe idk do a bit of research first

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Excerpt from Athletes Insider:

Interviewer: On the roadway to Formula 1, were there people who told you that you were never going to make it or that your dreams were impossible?

Alex: Yea, yea there were people who did say that to me, which I found quite shocking because who are you, a 40 something year old telling me to give up on my dreams? But I guess I could see where they were coming from. I was essentially working towards something that looked so unattainable to others, vying for 1 out of 20 seats in, I'd argue, one of the most competitive sports in the world.

Interviewer: I'm sure there were people who helped you to overcome such negativity, right? Family, coaches-

Alex: My family has always been supportive from the start. My dad especially since he was a racer himself, he was always pushing me to be better and do better because he believed in me. Maybe it was him being biased since I was his son, but he always said that he knew I'd have a place in F1. My coaches when I was moving up to F3 and F2 were always guiding me, teaching me to hone my race craft.

Interviewer: You had a massive crash at the Atlantis circuit at the start of the 2024 season. First of, are you okay? And secondly, was your family scared? How did they take it?

Alex: I'm fine now, thanks- thank you for asking. My family, it was like 2 am back in the UK so they only found out about 5 hours after the crash. I think I woke up to like about 200 calls from them and even more text messages.

Interviewer: Understandably, because it was one of the first major crashes in your career.

Alex: Yea, I'd imagine it'd be shocking to wake up to that. But I think my wife was the one who was the most scared. She was with me, at the race and the whole being unresponsive thing definitely rattled her. She's a worrier. S-

Read more at www.athletesinsider.com/alexalbon

[Real cake that Alex got for Logan thanks to twitter:

[A/N: I know i have the band smau and a certain loscar hockey AU to get to so idk why I did this instead. In my defence, workload is insane and I was supposed to post the smau in late oct but yours truly has no self control. Feedback is appreciated]

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tell us more about sarzhou please 🥹🥹

HELLO DEAR ANON I AM SO GLAD YOU ASKED

Half of what consists of sarzhou is fanon FOR NOW… I don’t know much about their lore yet and I haven’t been digging into sarzhou lore hehe but there is my first very short thesis link here

I did save a few images and I know that the two of them were in this one image and they were both VERY YOUNG like probably in their fourteens-fifteens because Logan does look really young for his age back then and Guanyu looks 15-16 ish IM SO SORRY I COULDNT FIND THE IMAGE I will link it when I find it :D

Here r some images I think can contribute to the sarzhou thesis

Firstly, may be a personally bias but I love both their smiles, very sweet and unique grins and LOOOKKKKKK pre race interaction. I love pre race interactions I love when the drivers come together to gossip. I love friendships I love them!

Thinking about how Guanyu compared to Logan is the more fashionable one while Logan is just. Polo tee cargo shorts. Maybe Guanyu can do something to help with his fashion sense. Nevertheless both of them are perfect either way

(Also Logan playing with the buckle on his cap is so real I do that all the time with my caps too)

THAT NIGHT WHEN THEY WENT TO A PARTY TOGETHER. And many other nights, I think they went to post race parties together a couple of times and believe me or not when I didn’t know Guanyu might have a girlfriend I would have thought they were dating.

Fanon wise Thinking of how maybe they might have asked oscar to come along. And oscar couldn’t (noooooooo 😭) so they went themselves. Silly

(That height difference though)

Was this F3 days? I think f3 or Prema. Yes they’ve come from the childhood friends trope as well love love love that trope so much (Hi Sean)

Currently I like thinking about how they bonded because both of them were so called “outcasts” as well, Guanyu being an Asian karter in Europe and Logan an American, they aren’t from Europe/England and I love thinking about how Oscar and Guanyu introduced Logan around when he first moved to England on his own (before meeting benny). AM I MENTIONING OSCAR TOO MUCH IM SO SORRY I just love the guy

(Also Logan I’m sorry that cut. I’m so sorry who did this to you)

CIRCA 2023 I don’t know which race this was. But we have a couple moments of Alfa Romeo x Williams boyband this year and aufufufifucifufu my favourite blorbos. Valterri looks like a dad

OSCAR HEYYYY OSCAR. I associate Guanyu a lot with being Loscar’s third wheel but BUT. what if the turntables. What if Oscar’s the one having to third wheel them

I always remember how Oscar is literally a common figure in both of their social circles, like omg remember the time he said he would go out with Logan and Guanyu to a party after Vegas. That’s one of my Roman empires thank you very much

I DONT HAVE MUCH TO SHARE OF THEM I TRULY APOLOGISE I think I need another season to see how this goes HAHAHA

thanks anon for sending this in it is ssoooo fun to do a much needed hunt for their content!! I love it when you guys send in asks :)

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🩵 anon's insights are so chefs kiss. but i can definitely see the dilemma that logan of liking primarily women in her previous time as a man and boom, suddenly liking men. so i always just assumed she would be bi? and the shovel talk with nico and jenson is so hilarious to me because i can never take them seriously sometimes. nico's shovel talk is definitely more veiled insults; passive aggressive; makes you second-guess if he's actually insulting you.

also 🩵 anon brought up an excellent point that we will probably see oscar be so down bad early on. i feel the second hand embarrassment already because logan isn't clocking it because she is just doing things second nature around oscar because he is her bestfriend! and fred thinking that they like each other is so funny to me. i can see loscar telling him that they're dating and he's like "i thought you've been dating 😟"

ALSO, never crossed my mind— yknow the grid's dynamic with logan changing because he was hardly seen hanging out with others outside oscar and alex. so, i do think that it'll still be like that since journalists will probably conjure up a dating rumor with every single driver and logan. and logan using yuki or liam or oscar (mostly yuki because those two will combust) as a maybe boyfriend as mentioned.

i will be sending more thoughts later! i am have classes (unfortunately) but i love reading more tidbits about this au !!!

also hope you've been doing good and enjoying your day <333

— sunnie ☀️

Let me tell you, Nico Rosberg shovel talks are no joke. There are the cutesy, sugarcoated passive aggressive ones at the beginning (on air or in person) and there are the "I will kill you and the next five generations after you" ones if you didn't listen the first time. Britney is the Godfather of F1. You cannot tell me, that this highly intellectual, incredibly well connected and very charming long time resident of Monaco wouldn't get away with grievous bodily harm or the occasion murder (is it obvious, that my favourite Nico AU is MafiaBoss!Nico?). Jenson on the other hand....yeah, not very intimidating 💀

Listen, Fred will one day officiate their wedding and wax on and on about everything they put him through, by first acting like a couple while not dating and later straight on acting like (in his opinion) best friends when they finally got their shit together. Also that they'll be served with court papers suing them for emotional distress after the ceremony.

Yeah, at one point Logan is so fed up how nobody outside her circle wants to associate much with her since the media is fabricating on-grid dating rumors (although she's openly dating a well-known athlete at the time), that Yuki and her just run with it and make a fool out of F1 media for three months.

give those classes a good ass-kicking! can't wait for your next ask! <3

[killerandhealerqueen]

ITS ME

Meta asks: 1, 16, 19, 20, 21, 25

Hi baby! I've missed you! How are you?

1. Tell us about your current project(s)  – what’s it about, how’s progress, what do you love most about it?

Oh girl (gn)...I have so many wips. Currently though, I'm in my F1 era (if you couldn't tell), so the current project that I'm working on is my Lestappen hero x villain + baby au! In this au, Charles is a hero and Max is a villain and Charles has a son named Ollie. Max hasn't seen Charles for a while, so he went to check on him (just to make sure he's not dead because Charles is his rival, no one gets to kill him except Max yada yada) and is surprised to find that there is a baby in Charles' arms.

It's an angsty fic, as is my specialty, but it has a happy ending. And once I finish writing this fic, I'm going back to work on Rebel Moon (my K&H fic).

I also have other wips, so I'll just list them here:

F1

Lestappen hero x villain (yes, another one)

Loscar detective x criminal

Lestappen mafia au

Carlando hero x villain or mafia x detective....haven't decided

K&H

Afterglow

Hero x villain #1

Hero x villain #2

Kei x Yaku

Rebel Moon

Killer and Healer rewrite

So many wips...so little time. I do wanna try and write an omegaverse fic for f1 but I just have to figure out what sort of story I want to tell...and who the couple should be

16. Tried anything new with your writing lately? (style, POV, genre, fandom?)

Yeah! I think the only new thing is trying out a new fandom, F1. I never thought I would write RPF but oh my god, there are some amazing fics in this fandom that I swear I was reading art. But anyways, yeah, tried out a new fandom. People seemed to like my fic, so I'm happy about that...do wish I had more comments though

19. Is there something you always find yourself repeating in your writing? (favourite verb, something you describe ‘too often’, trope you can’t get enough of?)

I'm always describing people's eyes...or just describing people in general. But then again, I've been told that that's how people can tell the fics I've written and that they like it so...*shrugs*. Also, I write a lot of detective aus, mafia aus...omegaverses...I just like my aus

20. Tell us the meta about your writing that you really want to ramble to people about (symbolism you’ve included, character or relationship development that you love, hidden references, callbacks or clues for future scenes?)

I don't really have a lot of meta tbh...because I'll end up spoiling the whole fic and I like people to read the fic and not get spoiled

21. What other medium do you think your story would work well as? (film, webcomic, animated series?)

I always say that my fics would work well as a film/tv drama because that's how I write them. I see my scenes in my head like I'm watching tv or a movie so...i think it would translate well

25. What part of writing is the most fun?

The daydreaming and working out the scenes and how they're going to flow into one another

fun meta asks for writers | send me asks

[fireessie]

Aw I’m sorry to hear that, it’s always hard and confusing when something we normally enjoy all of a sudden feels flat for whatever reasons (though I’m guessing 2 fav drivers being out doesn’t help).

But if it’s any consolation just know that your writing - full length fics or little drabbles - have brought a lot of readers joy so thank you for that!

Anyways don’t worry it’ll get better and that joy will come back and even if it doesn’t that’s okay too sometimes life just works like that, either way sending lots of love and appreciation your way💙💙

Thank you so so much anon 💓 and honestly thank you to everyone who's messaged me about this, it genuinely means the world to me.

Losing Danny and Logan really hit me harder than I thought it would and it still doesn't feel right 😕

Thank you so much for your kind words about the series, I genuinely never expected anyone to love this series so much. I never ever expected people to follow it and care so much but it's so lovely.

I think part of my problem was that the loscar series hit such a depressing area and it was just really hard to write. Don't get me wrong, I love what I'm doing with the series and what I've written but yeah it was getting hard.

There's still the last chapter of "fire in these hills" to finish and then Oscar's 5 + 1 which is kinda sad as well so I've been writing little bits for Logan's 5 +1 which is slightly more light hearted to get myself back into it and it seems to be working and I'm going to answer all of my asks as well but we're getting there!

Thank you again for your message 💙💙💙💙