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explaining jantonio to @vacantgodling and i made a diagram to explain my specific interpretation of these character dynamics. aka the correct version because i understand them perfectly
#talk to the bunnykitty#undescribed images cw#tftgs posting#jantonio#jackerry#jencer#<- kinda??? idk not the focus but they're all mentioned here#jack is just fucking vibing and every insane man on earth wants to fuck him#ALSO SORRY FOR THE TAG REN
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ive literally never interacted with the rats smp ever besides like once
but ren and martyn exist. and a lot of my other favorite creators. so we're going headfirst into rat yaoi. raoi, if you will. ratataoi?? ratatouille yaoi? ...ill work on it
#i also am one of the poor souls who misread ren's specialty as snuggling. sigh... dreamers continue to be dreamers#rats smp#mcyt#art#digital art#my art#rendog#renthedog#martyn inthelittlewood#martyn itlw#martyn fanart#is there a duo name for this. like.#rentyn#that sounds like renting thats kinda funny... cuz theyre.. theyre in a hotel.... yeah ok#okay how about this one#treebark#is that it. is that their duo name. is that a trafficblr only one i dont know how mcyt works despite being here for the majority of my life#hello#whatever we continue on with regular boring tags because wooahhh exposure woahh guys pay me in exposure (dont)#i formally apologize if you are really taking time out of your day to read these tags. you will not be receiving compensation#rats smp fanart#rats smp season 2#rats smp 2#rats in paris#ratshipping#i guess#yeah#yeah i can't deny it im sorry for trying#did you know this is the end of the tags#truly it is
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Thank you Marshal of the Central Altar for protecting me from the demons of artblock and procrastination
I compiled some Nezhas I know about. I embellished Nazha’s attire because I wanted to, tho I drew a version with more faithful attire. I wonder if Red will do a Miscellaneous Myths on him?
Avenue X on YouTube has a pretty good and comprehensive overview on Nezha for those interested in that type of video.




#illia draws#nezha#li nezha#overly sarcastic productions#monkey king hero is back#nezha conquers the dragon king#哪吒闹海#I guess I’m tagging all the origins#sorry if your fav is just a cameo#havoc in heaven#journey to the west#lego monkie kid#black myth wukong#fei ren zai#legend of nezha#hoshin engi#new gods nezha reborn#smite#I never played smite#my MOBA of choice was HON which apparently shut down in 2022 and is getting rebooted?#anyways I think I like smite nezha’s og look over the 2015 redesign#smite Nezha is also absolutely based on Nezha Nao Hai backstory wise and I think there’s maybe some animation references as well#I never watched new gods nezha reborn srry#I’ll probably watch the Yang Jian one tho#the only Lego monkie kid I’ve seen is the 22 min of nezha compilation#if I do an Ao bing version I’ll probably include the dragon daughter from 2003 since she seems to have inspired 2019 Ao abing#哪吒
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normal and happy dog couple…..
// as with literally all of my stuff (should go without saying) this 1 would simply not exist without @grandaddy-of-all-liars <3 i have only you to thank for completely and entirely bringing these characters to life for me…. together may we reclaim them from the shitass realms from which they were birthed…. (I have become infatuated with visions that only exist in my mind)
#my art#ren & stimpy#ren and stimpy#the ren & stimpy show#apc#forcefeeding the r&s fandom apc and im not sorry#also yeah ive been dead for months. unfortunately it is hard to conjure inspiration when life kicks ur ass but what can you do#also idk what to tag this. do these guys even have names ??? idk.#ren hoek#ren seeks help#rens parents#Spotify
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LINK CLICK POST-BRIDON/YINGDU ARC THREAD ᕙ( •̀ ᗜ •́ )ᕗ
I don't usually post my rambles on tumblr (main) anymore, but haven't found a link click discord server to spam my thoughts in so here we go!
BRIDON BRAINROT IN CHRONO ORDER
Disclaimer: I made most of these in the middle of watching the season. Might've immediately been disproven from some evidence from episodes straight after, and updated it in real time.
LG's nightmare in episode 4 suggests there might not have been an overarching missing persons case in previous timelines. And supports the theory that the twins are newly introduced variables.
2. LG's logical deduction seems to operate under the assumption that he is the only party with the means to influence small changes in the timeline.
The wording of "things related to him" suggests LG is referring to Vein. So I see it as LG being fixated on Vein as a threat, and not registering LX -- who Vein seems to be working for, or Shao Yuanyuan, who is also affecting time to defy an unchangeable node.
3. LG seemed like he was being loosy-goosy with how accurately he would recreate the past.
I think this season shows us LG's development from approaching his "save CXS" goal without a clear MO, to learning how to utilise his abilities to create butterfly effects to achieve the desired result. Which involves more gambling and educated guesswork than he'd admit. The pokemon learns adaptive planning. I think my initial theory abt it being LG's 1st attempt diving back to the very beginning isn't entirely off -- I think he's off his game because he's not used to being this far back in the timeline. I think every time CXS died, he'd use his ability to dive back to weeks or months before.
4. LG seems to reciprocate the intense words a CXS echoed to LG long ago in the high school flashback ver of events.
I operate under the belief that that s1e5 flashback is LG's, and it's the original events of their first meeting. The CXS in this flashback seems comfortably forward in regarding LG as a long term partner (in that context, it seems to take place right after their first basketball game together).
Notably, there was a theory I saw that suggested this CXS was possessed by a future him -- not about to tackle that here. What observations I can make are that b4 LG made any promises, Bridon!CXS wasn't going out of his way to get closer to LG, it's mainly third parties and circumstances drawing them together.
CXS isn't the one reaching out to him when LG happens to pass the studio a couple months after that first meeting -- QL invites him
Evidently they're not that close, w/ CXS pulling the safe dudebro "hey you can come w/ me to check out the hottie" offer when he's enlisted to photograph the popular cosplayer of their uni's anime club
And he asks about and absorbs the club president's treatment of LG to gain more insight into him outside of physical activity. Still feeling out how to act w/ him
It's during the anime convention -- where he and QL learn abt LG's "divination skills" and witness those skills help Shen Miaomiao -- that CXS becomes more confident in imposing his will on LG
We get a time gap of at least a couple days, and CXS has now gotten used to having LG around as a free pair of hands. And he learns that with enough cajoling, anime club leader-style, LG will reliably fold to help him
Then, of course, LG helping him through the date, and then coming to save him when he gets kidnapped by loan sharks. When Vivian threatened LG's safety, CXS promised murder, and he prioritised LG's safety over securing Vivian's safety, so he was already very attached by that point
These events display CXS's character very well. Coming from a background of being ostracised and isolated by others, he's not openly looking for deeper connections beyond the fragile home he's maintained in the studio and w/ QL. As inviting and friendly as he seems, he's adamantly not one to impose himself on others, and was plenty content having fair-weather friends that seem to go to him for favours (the audacity of that Zhou Xun, I swear).
So where does the CXS from LG's flashback come from with such boldness? Where does this "good partners in the future" sentiment come from when Bridon!CXS needed a near-death experience to express that he begun to regard LG so fondly that he's scared of him disappearing?
5. Someone in that class used their ability to disrupt CXS and LG's telepathic link momentarily.
My money's on CWM cuz I think it'd make sense that after that random kid in the bg smiles at WQ cheating, he would approach her because of that act (and not that silly moment where CXS creates that mirror device to cheat that last question).
Also, LG seemed unfazed* by this incident, so it might be another blind spot for him; feeding my theory that LG is legitimately in the dark about everything to do with CXS's parents.
(1)* updated info at the very end
6. LG deciding this very moment the sacrifice he's willing to make once he "confronts" Vein.
7. Xia Fei def got some Bahati fire trauma locked in there or sth. I wonder if he has a power, and what power it'd be...
Also, why Vein would ask a question in that phrasing is beyond me. Is it like a "you didn't have anything to do with that fire, did you?" line? I mean, my first thoughts are if WQ knew Vein's real name, could that mean Vein was also in Bahati? Then I think abt how apparently Vein doesn't have powers (confirmed in an interview?) Then I wonder what's in it for Vein when he's helping LX get CWM's book.
Thoughts spiralling. Too much unknown variables. Can't compute.
8. CXS's first confrontation with reality
Reality being that LG is a savage lil shitster who'll tease him relentlessly even if CXS feels he's in an overwhelming or stressful situation. I also like to think LG did this cuz CXS seemed too flattered by Vein indirectly complimenting his appearance.
*note: the typed text in that image was not from anything in the show, I wrote a version of their exchange for fun
9. LG's mild expression... Resigned resolve, or detached acceptance? Why not both.
10. LG and Vein's back and forth exchange
For a guy who mastered keeping a straight face, it seems his eyes tend to give him away. Also I take it that LG is already beginning his plan, he's initiating conversation to get Vein talking -- revealing his clear disdain for him by asking why he lingers. Both give a non-answer to the other's questioning. Vein seems unfazed and rather amused by LG though.
Then with this question, I think answering the detective is a very sensible option -- if anyone ends up benefiting from the forest burning, it is the detective who's being compensated. Vein wouldn't be this enthusiastic over that. It's pragmatic and predictable in these types of story settings.
I think if LG were to engage with this question under a traditional clinical setting where he's safe to unload his feelings -- he'd take to the detective being the culprit.
11. Shao Yuanyuan did the "disrupt time to save my s/o" first
I'm thrown off by the line "If someone gets in, the timespace will be disrupted." At first, I assumed she meant if another person interrupts the timeline; i.e. LG. But she never specifies what she sought to do when she came to this time period to meet CXS, and apparently save CWM. It seemed whatever she sought to do is pre-destined to fail? Vein seems to interrupt in previous timelines, if LG's ability to plan around that indicates anything.
Another thing to note. As far as we know, she doesn't have someone like LG to cover her bases like CXS does. She seems to disregard hiding her personality from anyone -- so taking precaution for the safety of the possessed subjects doesn't seem to be a priority for her. All that matters is doing and achieving what she sets out to do. And if it's a miss, she'll facilitate other means through connections perhaps.
12. LG's speech to Vein seems very honest
LG villain monologued so hard, it only makes sense that he did so because he was very certain that he was speaking to a dead man. His last remark of "I hope we won't meet again" carries a tone of "I hope I won't have to dive back and meet you again" to me. Cuz LG has been in a reflective state for that whole episode (aside from the cute modelling montage).
The way he words it was very confusing, I had to type up the dialogue to digest it better. But LG basically says "I've been trying to figure out how to prevent CXS's death, but then I asked myself. What if his murderer was taken out of the picture? No need to fear the change. Just embrace it."
Implying that the reason LG fears deviation is point blank because deviation risks CXS's death being harder to prevent -- because he can't plan around unknown variables. But if such a deviation was for the purpose of eliminating a definite catalyst altogether, then he doesn't give a fuck.
I think after putting himself at ease with the belief that Vein has been eliminated -- this is when he's in S1, and is arguably less stressed and not forcing himself up flights of stairs to make sure events are recreated perfectly.
Everything should be hunky-dory, he knows most of the S1 events aren't lethal. That's why we can see 'Daily Life of Lightime' episodes -- LG thinks CXS's death node has been delayed at the very least.
"The future may not change due to a ripple of the past. Right now, I still don't believe I can come back here to change the past"
The Future: CXS's death a ripple of the past: killing Vein Right now: From LG's learned understanding change the past: sever CXS's death node
"All I want is to be with them and head to a new future. Because I know this is the last time."
a new future: a future that feels real. a future filled with hope. the last time: last time LG will be able to predict events. since he's locking in on letting paths deviate.
LG still has that jaded belief that things are hopeless. But he always chooses to chase after hope.
OPEN ENDED QUESTIONS POST-BRIDON CLARITY
Not like I can answer these questions rn, but maybe someone can! I'm up for suggestions!
Is SYY aware of LG’s interference with the time space? What could clue her in?
Is SYY’s secret she tells to CXS sth LG would already know abt?
Is LG aware of SYY’s exploits and influence as another time traveller?
Did Vein actually die in the Bridon arc or only by technicality?
What is the significance of Jack going missing alongside Xia Fei?
Is Bridon Arc seriously meant to be in the same timeline as S1 and S2?
In Bridon Arc, Shiguang meet in uni instead of s1e5’s high school backstory. Could this suggest that LG has spaced out checkpoints for opportunities to meet CXS between high school to uni (maybe even beyond)?
How does WQ's powers work?
How did CXS dive in and out of a photo to shield LG? The photo that was in front of LG was out of CXS's line of sight.
What did stalling Vein do to guarantee his death in LG's (usually paranoid) eyes?
Why does LX have a phone that read 2024 in it? What powers does this man have?
The director said someone in Bridon would actually die. Who would this be referring to? Was Vein's fake death actually fake? Or was he actually killed, but resurrected?
I think there's more to say, but I'll prolly reblog this post with more observations cuz this one's long as is. If there's anything I've missed or mistaken, leave your thoughts!
_________ updated edits: i went and fixed some grammar errors, missing text, and info discrepancies (1)*LG's reaction to losing connection with CXS during episode 5 is subtle on first watch, but on closer inspection, he is sweating heavily -- clearly having panicked
#my art#artists on tumblr#i am so not used to link click posting#i don't have tags automated for this#but the brain worms were not sparing me today.#link click#shiguang daili ren#yingdu chapter#时光代理人#shiguang#not tagging all the characters mentioned sorry#i also just learnt that syy was actually gazing at lg in that one scene where she was staring out the window.#so i already have more thoughts to update with (collapses)
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Persona 5 + The Onion Headlines (1/?)
#the last one is brutal I’m sorry LMAO#also I am so so so obsessed w Akira who meditates in his free time at a temple in Kichijoji. this boy is like no other#but that’s what he’s doing in the ‘getting his life together’ one. he’s reaching enlightenment bcuz he meditated so much LMFAO#btw the futaba one is canon. there’s mementos dialogue where she talks about hacking into government servers 💀💀💀#persona#persona 5#persona 5 royal#p5#p5r#persona 5 spoilers#akira kurusu#ren amamiya#goro akechi#futaba sakura#ryuji sakamoto#ichiryusai madarame#<- DO I RLLY HV TO TAG HIM LOL#shuake#akeshu#(it’s implied in the 6th pic)#mine
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The Persona 3 Reload version of Heartful Cry got me wanting to draw a certain scene...
#ffxiv folks will know what it is if they remember 5.3 BUT STILL#and also it might still be bad#BUT Y'KNOW#not as bad as it could be??#stars in the dark#fanfiction#ao3#persona 5#final fantasy xiv#joker p5#ren amamiya#akira kurusu#akiren#um... i feel bad tagging ryuji in this#I'M SO FUCKING SORRY RYUJI#I LOVE YOU I SWEAR#ann takamaki#makoto niijima#haru okumura#and... ryuji sakamoto too yeah#yeah#sorry man#:(#ffxiv#ff14#p5#WoL Joker#shadowbringers spoilers#cw character death#in a way
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i love seeing ur art,, can i request some rendog and lizzie :3 i miss them dearly and you draw them so scrunkle /pos
the sillies :)
#I think lizzie braids ren and cleos hair when the fairy fort is all still together :))#hair braiding is a love language I think#mcyt#life series#trafficblr#last life smp#rendog#ldshadowlady#jupiter's art tag#asks#also sorry this has been sitting in my inbox so long I literally forgor about it
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I met YOU in The SNOW
be cringe and free or wgatever guys
#persona 5#ペルソナ5#i don’t care about tags anymore#also they make me feel odd when i use them. like#i feel like I’m asking for people to look at this And i am but#persona 5 art#im using tags im so sorry#p5#its kind of fun to add tags#fanart#akiren#ren amamiya#akira kurusu#do you guys call him pego. I guess not there’s no tag#oc#I’m DONE.#oh btw this art was like brush testing#persona art
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Havent posted anything in a while huh..? Have this Disco @light-glue-blazed-terracotta and his completely normal appreciation for a certain diggidy dawg
#sorry i posted it so late disco i forgor ;_;#not gonna tag ren i dont think lol#court jester's art#also just got to me that i drew the hand wrong. i dont caare XD
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A Rating & Scathing Review of RWBY Characters:
Done by: Me (surprise!)
This is a serious review where I seriously analyze each character and rate them all seriously!!
If I hurt anyone in this, I’m sorry, it’s not you, it’s me. It’s nothing personal.
That being said, let’s get on to the ratings!
Ruby Rose:
Can I just say:
I really just love Ruby. Isn’t she awesome? Like. Man. What a lovable, strong, caring, amazing person! Had the weight of the world thrown onto her, and she didn’t care, she just kept doing what she thought was the right thing. And when she broke? It was still selfless. She thought she was doing the world a favor after all her mistakes. Then she came back because she knew she could do and had to do more for everyone. She needs a hug and all the love.
Rating:
Infinity/10
Weiss Schnee:
Weiss??? The way she opens up and goes from being all, “friendship? Who needs it.” To, “I! Love! My! Friends! Friendship is magic! I will fight tooth and nail for them! They are the most important people in the world!” And the way she became so open minded after learning from different perspectives? Gotta love her.
Rating:
Infinity/10
Blake Belladonna:
Oh my gosh and another of my favorites: Blake! She learns to let herself be loved by those around her! She learns that letting people in isn’t a weakness, but a great strength! She is a fierce protector and a whole civil rights activist taking the world by storm! She finds a way to show love now in any scenario when beforehand she didn’t because she was scared to get hurt. Gosh. Spectacular.
Rating:
Infinity/10
Yang Xiao-Long:
Don’t even get me started on Yang. Protector Supreme. The way she used to let her emotions control her to controlling her emotions??? I’m in shambles. From learning how to live for herself and not just her sister??? It’s important even though she missed rubys pain she’s only human and she’s beautiful!! The way she loves through her actions and defends through her words??? Just kill me now.
Rating:
Infinity/10
Jaune Arc:
Oh yeah and Jaune??? The character development??? Wowza. The way he’s always there for those he cares about??? Fantastic. The way he would throw everything away just to be there for his friends?? I am deceased. His fortitude and determination to keep pushing through?? Ugh.
Rating:
Infinity/10
Nora Valkyrie:
Nora??????? My Queen????? With her heart a beautiful storm that she projects to all those around her??? Her protective nature over everyone??? How she learns that she needs to love herself and know herself before she can truly dedicate herself to another???? Literally puts me 6 feet under.
Rating:
Infinity/10
Pyrrha Nikos:
Pyrrha??? Don’t think I’m leaving her out of this! Her heart was so strong with her convictions and her love for her friends that she literally did everything she thought she could to protect them. She wanted to define her destiny and save the world in the way she thought only she could. I will literally never recover.
Rating:
Infinity/10
Oscar Pine:
Oscar???????????????? My baby???? My precious little prince??? Innocent farm boy who keeps getting slapped in the face by literally everyone (seriously crwby this poor boy needs a break and a hug) literally losing his soul but wants to spend every second he has doing everything he can for remnant???? He didn’t ask for this???? And yet here he is??? I haven’t stopped crying since V5 thank you very much!
Rating:
Infinity/10
Lie Ren:
Ren????? My boy??? Who feels like he always has to be the strong one emotionally??? Who always has to mask his own emotions to take care of others???? Who literally developed a semblance, a manifestation of his SOUL that is empathy??????? Like what???? Who would literally rather be dead than without Nora?? Who tried to take up the mantle of Jaunes emotional support humanness???? Orkcmekwkqo.
Rating:
Infinity/10
I could go on for the rest of my life for these people and literally every other character.
Also, how come tumblr doesn’t have more colors available??? Truly a tragedy and quite rude if I might say! Hmph!
I really hope someone gets some giggles out of this like I did!
Let me know if anyone wants me to do another HIGHLY critical review (ahem) and rating of these characters.
Gonna go cry now bye-
#I just love rwby so much????#like each and every character is so important to me???#I love all of them???#except maybe cinder and Salem and watts and Tyrian#cinder might find her way into my good graces some day but this is not that day#but I do love her whole character as a villain#as in I love to hate her sometimes#but oh well#I’m sorry I just needed to rant about everyone being amazing#also#i ship everyone with therapy#please give them therapy#they really need it#rwby#greenlight volume 10#greenlight rwby volume 10#greenlightvolume10#save rwby#crwby#save crwby#ruby rose#weiss schnee#blake belladonna#yang xiao long#jaune arc#nora valkyrie#pyrrha nikos#oscar pine#lie ren#how many tags can I fit in here
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@posebean and i have expanded yet again folks (shiina parents)
they're college-aged above :]
#enstars#niki shiina#if you remember my first mama shiina design i've changed her a little#she gets a mama title now i've gotten attached sorry.#sana who has been living in an au where they Don't leave their child(ren)#sana who has also been living in an au where hiki and miki exist#someone please ask me about any of them please please please please plea#they mean everything to me and bean#any of the oukawa or shiina siblings or#mamagi needs no change tho she's perfect and flawless.#mamagi i miss you.#uhhhh general crazyb family stuff will be tagged#famblee
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10 A Bunch of BL Boys People I Want Carnally Appreciate Aesthetically
"carnally" is not exactly my vibe so I adjusted the criteria to "think are pretty". presented in alphabetical order.
thanks @nieves-de-sugui (here), @rocketturtle4 (here), @waitmyturtles (here), and @williamrikers (here) for tagging me!
Akk from Enchanté (Force Jiratchapong)
I've said it before and I'll say it again, silly Force is the best Force.
Apo Nattawin
One of the most beautiful men in the world.
Choi Yuna (Song Jio)
Love her, love her vibe. She's so pretty.
Fah Yongwaree
She's so gorgeous. (also I'm counting Warp Effect as a BL for the purposes of this game. sorry. she's too pretty not to)
Gao Shi De from We Best Love (Sam Lin)
So pretty.
Mark Pakin
Pretty. I don't know what to tell you. Look at that smile.
Net Siraphop
King from Bed Friend had to be on this list in some capacity. As they say, I'm not arguing with a man with brown eyes. Whatever you say gorgeous.
Pat from Bad Buddy (Ohm Pawat)
My best boy. There's just something special about him.
Sean from Not Me (Off Jumpol)
The skin texture, the grime... this is the prettiest Off has ever looked (though Glasses Off from Cooking Crush makes a compelling argument).
Team from UWMA/Between Us (Prem Warut)
Something about his face is so pleasing to me. Also, skin texture!
Wen from Moonlight Chicken (Mix Sahaphap)
The sheen of sweat on everyone in Moonlight Chicken is tremendously important.
I think pretty much everyone has done this so I'm not going to tag anyone but this was a fun game! I loved seeing everyone's versions on my dash.
#sorry my commentary is just 'wow so pretty' over and over again. I mean... what else can I say#10 bl boys I want carnally#tag game#also thank you to the gif makers for making posts like these possible!#shout out to the runners up (there's too many pretty people in BL):#Jin Xun An from MTYL/Kim Nojin//Milk Pansa/Mond Tanutchai/Nanon Korapat/Neo from 3WBF/Ren Meguro/Tay Tawan/View Benyapa...
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Picrew Tag Game
Thanks for the tag @the-void-writes!
I tag: @tombstuck-writes @winglesswriter @vacantgodling @aether-wasteland-s (Only if y'all want! Open tag too!)
Rules: Use the provided Picrew to make one of your WIPs OCs, then provide a quick description of the character, and (optionally) a "funny/bad" version of a summary
XD For once y'all might not get all characters in a story I'm tired.
Greeter (Space Don't Dictate Fate)
Description: An older alien soldier who's been fighting for a long time. Brute, brash, and kinda gross.
Bad description: Atheist who kills people, other aliens, and gods. But is somehow a bit better than her religious counterpart.
Cosma (Space Don't Dictate Fate)
Description: Younger alien soldier devoted to one of many gods unlike most other soldiers she fights alongside. Though she may be finding herself hooked on Greeter more.
Bad description: Young menace and fellow god killer to the world falls for Greeter and is unfortunately making it everyone's problem.
#writeblr#tag games#ocs#Cosma with the hawk slicked down#also ren I kmow you are probably tired as fuck of picrew XD I'm sorry
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I dare you to draw a flunky
theyre real spunky :]

Here ya go!
I think he might get a lot of clout from this
#art#drawing#indy’s art#toontown#toontown corporate clash#flunky#idk if anyone actually uses that tag#digital art#also im sorry this isn’t shaded im not feeling too well Ren#RN#ttcc
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The circus was quiet, after the dinner. Far too quiet. So quiet, that the recently-dubbed Geminitay was left alone with her thoughts. Which, for the record, was not a very favorable situation given the dangers of mentally spiraling in the digital plane.
She hoped that this was some sort of messed up nightmare. That she’d wake up in a cold sweat, and return back to her dead-end job. A job she hated, really, but she’d rather take that over this.
Gem pinched her arm, and then held her hands in front of her face. Yep. Not a dream.
She sighed and pulled up a mental checklist. Pretending this was a dream would get her nowhere. Might as well begin to process it all, right?
Can’t leave? check.
Trapped in a body that is most definitely not her own? check.
New name because her memory got messed up and she can’t remember any of the important details of her life? check.
Yep. All the signs were there. This was Geminitay’s own personal nightmare, and she was stuck living in it.
Earlier today when she went to check on Ren, Martyn had called this place Hell. and Gem was starting to think he was right. Everything she had seen today, The Void (with the eyes so many eyes that were all watching they were watching-), The Circus that was covered in deceivingly happy colors, the abstracted (unnatural, horrifying, dangerous) form of the so-called “Red King”, the fact that she couldn’t even remember her own damn name-
Not to mention how that “exit” from earlier seemed to be mocking her. Laughing at her feeble attempts to escape. And hell, if Gem’s theories were right, said “exit” was the thing that drove Ren to insanity. The thing the ringmaster had created to try and appeal to everyone’s desire for a way out drove one of his own to Insanity. Pretty messed up if you asked her.
Gem sighed, sinking down into the chair. Honestly, she should have expected this. You can’t be that surprised when the circus’s ringmaster is an AI that has no foresight.
A similar sigh was heard next to her, and she whipped around to see Scott sitting on the floor, the two making eye contact for a moment before he looked away. The plush glanced her beady button eyes to the side, and sure enough, Martyn was sitting across from her. Right. She wasn’t alone. This was fine.
She should say hi, right? She barely knew these people, hell, she had just met them, but it wouldn’t hurt to say hi. This was awkward. The silence was awkward. She was awkward. The tension could easily be cut with a knife. So, Gem did the most logical and reasonable thing to do in this situation. She grabbed the knife and started cutting.
“soooo. What’s the deal with Scar and Grian?” Worst icebreaker ever, Gem! this is the worst one you’ve ever used in your entire life! And sure, you can’t remember most of your life, but still!
Scott seems a bit caught off guard at the question, but recovers quickly. He plucks a star out of his hair, twirling it between his fingers absentmindedly. “Nobody knows. There’s been theories, yeah, but we’ve never figured out what’s going on with those two. Something about a previous adventure. A desert monopoly and a cactus ring, we’ve gathered that much.” the celestial replies, not bothering to spare a glance at Gem as he answers the question.
Martyn sighs. “Scar’s been making sad wet cat eyes at our,” he pauses to do air quotes. “‘ringmaster’ ever since we were thrown into this mess.” The marionette adjusts his position on the bean bag chair, sinking down to Gem’s eye level. “If you’re asking me, i’m tired of it.”
“So something happened with a past adventure and now they’re being all weird about it?” Gem tilts her head slightly, celebrating a little in her mind. You managed to start a conversation with the worst icebreaker known to man! Score!
“They’ve been weird about it for years, but sure, let’s go with that.” the marionette shrugs.
“Maybe it’s trauma. With Scar, at least. Not sure about Grian, is it even possible to traumatize AI?”
“Oh no no no,” A previously unseen jester poked her head over the edge of the balcony above, earning a surprised screech from Gem. “Grian isn’t an AI. He’s human. from our world.” the jester—Pearl, Gem’s mind supplied—hummed.
“Wait, what? but i thought he was-” She felt something hit her plushy body, glancing over to see that Scott had flicked a star into the side of her head. Ow.
“A lot of us thought that, when we first arrived here,” He paused, “Mainly because of his involvement with the circus itself. But over time, his more human mannerisms became glaringly obvious. I’m honestly surprised you haven’t noticed yet.”
“No AI starts wars for no reason.” Martyn commented. “And no AI has an inexplicable fear of being watched.”
“He started wa-??”
“-AI don’t take in other circus members as their own either!” Pearl cuts her off mid-sentence, the jester’s bells jingling as she jumps down from the tower, landing a bit to the right of Gem with an unceremonious fwoomph. “Grian saw us as family, siblings even, when we arrived. Well, me and Jimmy anyways.” Her voice drops to a low whisper, her uncovered eye darting around, making sure that nobody was eavesdropping. “Which was why he was so devastated when Jimmy. uh. abstracted.”
Gem could only nod. She noticed Martyn and Pearl have some silent communication for a moment, Martyn’s expression asking if he could continue. Pearl nodded, and the marionette turned back to Gem.
“It was something we hadn’t dealt with before. Nobody knew how to handle it. we didn’t even know it was possible.” Martyn added, frowning as he did so. The plush deer glanced over at Pearl, who sat in silence. Her gaze returned to Martyn.
“We tried everything we could to bring him back. Nothing worked.” Scott took in a deep breath before he continued. “He became too dangerous. People were getting glitched out left and right. The circus was a mess. And we had to put Jimmy in the cellar because of it.”
Well. That’s quite a bombshell to drop on somebody. Gem couldn’t even begin to imagine what everyone in the circus has gone through. And judging by Scott’s voice and the amount of crossed out portraits in the hall of doors, Jimmy was hardly the only one. Just how easy is it to lose your mind in the digital plane? How easy would it be for Gem to lose her mind? To actively harm the people she’s stuck with, no mercy involved? To be seen as a threat, and get thrown in a cellar with countless others? To experience a fate worse than death? She had to be careful. She had to be careful to never get too close, to always keep tabs on her mind. Because she’d never know when someone would get “abstracted.” She’d never know when she loses someone until it’s too late. She’d never know when she loses herself. Just one more thing to add to the list of reasons why she hates this place-
“Hello! Earth to Gem! Yoo-hoo! Hi! Hello!”
Pearl’s hand was flying in and out of Gem’s vision. The plush shakes her head. Better snap out of it. Dwelling in the possibilities would only make everything worse. Plus, this wasn’t even about her! This was about Jimmy!
“Right! Sorry. What were you saying?” Gem tilts her head as much as her stuffed animal body would let her. Which wasn’t much.
Martyn sighed. “As i was saying, Abstraction has become pretty normal for us nowadays. Yeah, I was a little bit caught off guard by Ren-“
“Extremely caught off guard.” Pearl chimes in.
“Extremely caught off guard, but someone getting abstracted is far from abnormal at this point. We’re used to it.”
“Mm.” Gem nods. “So, Jimmy was the first, right?”
“Yeah. Canary call, first to fall, forever caged in different walls and all that. That’s what They say about it anyways.” The marionette shrugs.
“Who’s They?”
A pause. Pearl, Scott, and Martyn immediately tense. A deafening silence blanketed the room, all eyes on the deer who asked the question.
A few seconds pass.
“Soooo, who wants to go drown in the digital lake?” Scott panickedly proposes. He glances behind himself, seemingly trying to make sure nothing was Watching him.
“Ahaha, I sure do love drowning! Come on guys let’s go like right now-” Pearl blurts out, a fake laugh tumbling from her lips.
Martyn nods. “I can’t wait to go dr-aha-own, byegemseeyoulater-”
The trio of circus members all but ran out of the tent, leaving Gem alone in a confused daze.
“Huh.” Weird.
#tadc au#the amazing digital circus au#fun fact i only really had grian be mistaken as an ai for this because caine is canonically ai and also because this was just me rambling#i’m so sorry if anyone’s ooc this is the first time i’ve written any of them#secret life#secret life smp#traffic life series#traffic life smp#life series smp#geminitay#scott smajor#smajor1995#martyn inthelittlewood#inthelittlewood#pearlescentmoon#jimmy is mentioned. grian is also mentioned. ren is mentioned as well (he got abstracted L bozo)#the amazing digital circus#not really but i’m tagging it for filtering purposes#mar writes#i don’t think i’m the first to have this idea but i’m putting my own twist on it anyways#watchers#mcyt watchers#watchersverse#idk what the most commonly used tag for it is so i’ll just tag everything ive seen used#very vaugely mentioned but theyre there#skyblings#<- mentioned
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