#AFTR-HRS

[djbetodiass]

SUPERSONIC #32 by DJ BETO DIAS

SET LIST 01 – Bolier – Best Friend (Never Let Me Down) (Extended Mix)[SPINNIN RECORDS]02 – James Mac & Vall feat. Rosalie – The Boy Is Mine (Extended Mix)[SWEAT IT OUT]03 – Apexape – You Dont Know (Extended Mix)[GOOD COMPANY RECORDS]04 – Rules – Saturday Morning (Extended Mix)[ANOTHER RHYTHM]05 – Dan Aux – Keep It Movin’ (Original Mix) [DISRUPTIVE DANCE]06 – Shermanology – Sometimes [DEFECTED…

[bimboalexisloves]

soooo, i don domme all th tym (in fact im mor ov a servic subbb), but I had @rorabird undr my thmb tnnn.

Firsttt i told her tu lemme cuntrol her lovense vibbbeee, and i told her tha we were gun do a dungie in ffxiv. I told her tha if she didn't cum by th end of the dungie, she wasn't allowd tu tnite at all.

So, we strted thru the dungie. Our fren (who waz in th call) ponted out tht rora waz th tank, and culd slo down to giv her more tym to cum, so i strted plling for her whnever she slowed down

I'd tez her, an turn the vibe all th way up b4 droppin it bak 2 50%. She strted beggin me tu turn it upps, so i tuld her to say 'Mommy, if it plzes u, culd u pls turn up the vibeee'. She said 'I need mor', so i tuyrnd th vibe dwn.

She begged n pleded for me tu turn it up, bu styll wazn't bein respecful bout it, so i kept turnin ity down. At that point i tuld hr if the vibe strngth gets down tu 0, i'm not turning it on agan (whch means she duzn't cum). She rlnted an askd thu way i tuld hr too, so i turned it up for a bit.

Aftr a few mins, I tuned it bak dwn to 50%. She beggd 'I need mor I need mor' so I turnd it dwn mor. I rminded her how gud grls asked fr things, and she asks prperly an i turned it all th wayz up, and kept tht goin till th end of th dungie.

she dinnt cum in tym so shez styll denieddd

[le-dormeur-du-val]

pookie save me... i got classes in a few hrs... serenade me to sleep (yap to me, i <3 walls of text)

mwah ok dear EHEEEMMM

OKAY SO JS RESALISING SMT i was explaining stormbringer to my cousin who i got into bsd (teehee) bcus they had questions

during this explaination i realised smt sould shattering

professor n's name n stands for nakahra

nakahara chuuya

obviously i knew that chuuyas name was like named aftr n but what i js realised is EVRY DAY HOUR MINNUTE SECOND OF HIS LIFE

chuuya is practically chained to the man who stole his humanity and childhood and he has no escape and even if he does change his name his original will always resonate with him becaus it was there.

also eod (empire of dirt) fic by @arkastadt on ao3 it haunts me every day every second capital h capital HHHHHHHH

i love it so much i wont ever reread it because itll kill me like i wont survive

good moment? eod.

happy ending story? eod.

eod. eod.

i lov it so much but AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

also funfact the inside of a ppenguins mouth looks like this

the spikey thingys are (i think dont count me n this) arent sharp but more like grips to hold their food in their mouch to catch like fish

close up btw

funfact penguin poop is apparentl red

[fuckin-pistol-whipped]

mid night whiny ramble abt my bs

i fuckn kno bettr than 2 trust nobody atp. esp irl. i got my homie & fiance & ain’t nobody else i should let round. stoppd talkn 2 th guitarist all tgethr & been cuttn out evrybody i can. reconnectd lots of ol friends th past week r so, but jst like that theyall gettn ghostd again. i evn debate keepn in touch w th fostrs i been tryna stick by. i evn ghostd this girl who's workd hr ass off gettn into touch w me & we been tryna work through th shit we went through tgethr, but i jst can't do it no mor. mb i'm a selfish asshole fr it & mb i'm irresposible coz i'm not gonn take th blame, but point it elsewhere. i spent yrs fightn tooth & nail fr th fuckr, swearn we'd b brothrs. he was a good fuckn keyboardist 2, taught me evrything i kno abt playn synths & shit. got distant from him like i did evrybody else. Dev & my sis died within months each othr, stoppd talkn 2 ppl aftr th funerals. but we got back 2 talkn aftr partyn at th trap tgethr. he wantd 2 b back in my life . i welcomd him back on in & days latr he's got me pinnd on th kitchen floor & has his way w me. i shoulda seen it comn. been fuckd ovr enuff it shouldn't b a surprise. it shouldn't hurt no mor. i love my fiance, but evn she ain't once care 2 make sure i felt comfortable or OK w sex. so it shouldn't hurt no mor. i should b usd 2 it. should like sex atp but i still only have vry vry selective & short spurts of enjoyment but othrwise it makes me feel sick & usd. he fuckn knew that 2. he sat w me through bad trips & break downs ovr th sexual abuse i been through. fr fucks sake aftr i was assaultd by my adoptd dad th 2nd time, i stayd th night at that fuckn keyboardist's place. he fuckn took care me aftr i'd been sexually assaultd then went & did th same 2 me. how am i sposd 2 trust anybody else 2 come back in my life aftr that? they're all fuckn sick & no mattr how they swear they forgivn me i kno they havent & they all jst out 2 hurt me

[throwingmuses]

hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii its been Quite a minute since i last postd huh . nothing serious going on 2 worry about thankfully im just uhhh Starting to think that we were Not built to endure thhe 40-hour work week ? But what the fuck ever i guess we ummmmm adapt!!!!!!!*grins nicely*

(""life update"" undr the cut for the freaks who r into tht kinda thing ...)

SO the new job has actually been going pretty good so far. Well as good as working any minimum wage job can be of course but it s certainly been a real decent gig regardless. surprisingly enjoyable at times even which is Huge. Definitely muchhhhhh better than evry single one of my previous jobs LOL. most difficult thing about it hasnt even rlly been related to the job itself but moreso the fact that this is the first time in FOUR whole ass years that ive like uhhh actually worked in the traditional sense i guess ? not 2 mention the other fact Which is that this is also the first time in my lyfe that i am workin full-time w/ an actually consistent schedule instead of like the spotty ""part time"" retail/restaurant shifts im used to having to put up with Oh also i work 10 hr shifts 4days in a row now so uhhhhhhh yeah theres been a lottt of adjusting ive needed to do lately To Say The Fucking Least 😀 on top that of course theres always 10millionbillion things that are demanding the money i hvnt even been paid yet beCause payroll has been a nightmare And also my psychiatrist turned into a total flake and general jackass out of literally nowhere so i gotta find a new one of those uhhh pretty soon actually LOL but i guess considering evrything that has rapidly changed in like every single area of my life recently i think ive actually been coping alright. or at least MUCH better than i hav in the past jesus fucking christtttttttttttt. mostly just been having a lot of sobbing fits and smoking a lot of pot but like whats new there right. so i would say thats pretty good given my track record :]

luckily my job does not require much if any real socializing as like a job duty or anything (THANK FUCKING GOD) But especially aftr spending a verrrrrryyyyyy long time isolating and essentially imprisoning myself in my home due 2 xtremely awful agoraphobia in conjunction with the fact of just like being Visibly Mentally Unwell and having to just embrace that as apart of who i am or whatever Any and every interaction i have with any other given person @ work makes me feel totally & completely socially maladjusted and PAINFULLY awkward and pathetic....... But at least im becoming more comfortable w/ the concept of being or at least being seen as a bumbling little freak and just feel like ive been coming back in2 myself finally once again and figuring out what all of that shit means now. the haze ive been kindof stuck in for several years by now has been clearing more and more as the days go on and im finding that im starting 2 move on from a lot of different things without even rlly intending to. ive just been generally letting go en masse but this time not in the self - destructive fashion. its nice to be able to say that and to finally have that previously unimaginable inverse experience where u encounter those things that typically rocket U up to neurotic levels of distress only 2 find yourself reacting to them as if u had never or had even entirely forgotten that you were ever tormented by those things in the 1st place . literally fucking unimaginable to me And yet somehow it just likeee happens. whut the fuck. But i dont really need or want to understand it cuz im just happy to b able to objectively say tht my life is getting better. also a previously unimaginable concept to me but one thats been seeming more and more plausible somehow despite all of the bullshit yknow?

ANYWAYS all that being said i also wanted 2 mention that over the next few days i will finally be able to go thru my inbox and share all the fundraisers ive been asked to share here since i am actually not busy as balls for a bit (For Fucking Once), but since theres quite a few ill be queueing them to post over the span of the next couple days or so to make sure they can be seen by more people!!!

okay thnx for reading(/glacing at) all of this love U now back to my typical bullshit

[kristalpepsi]

From one alter that might be swapping species to another, how did that feel?? How did you cope? How did you know?? - stressed in recent bunnification

Hllooo ^_^ oh gsh, i nvr thght i wld b askd thise :^0

THIS GOT VRY LONG SO I PUT THE RST IN A READ MOR,,, but TLDR: It felt WEIRD, n i was embrrssd. I kind of ddint lke it @ 1st b NOW i am in lov ^_^ i coped by tkng stps 2 accpt myslf: i may b cring b i am free mentlty! bc tht is the road to accptnce. As strssfl n mayb evn scry as it is nw, it wll b ok! u wll b ok! :^)

The whole thng belw

hrm,, wll, 2 gt str8 2 the pnt, i rlly,,,, i knd of wsnt sre if i lked it @ 1st! it ws dfntly RLLY EMBRRSNG. BC nw all of a sddn i hd a tl (tail) tht ws lke a wlkng callout!! b hnstly the bggst prt ws enjyng pets n scritchs n rubs ^_^ ik tht probbly snds weird b u gtta rmmbr tht im a catby nw, so im nt humn anymr!

How did it strt?? (How dd I kno) Well, I was designing a fursona 4 fn! SPCFCLLY A Catsona. I've desgns a fursna b4 (a possum) b my boyfrnd suggstd i mke a catboy sona 4 fun! Wht hppnd ws, aftr i finshd desgnng it, i suddnl notcd tht som hrs aftr tht, i hd a tail,,, thn i blnkd n BAM, CATBOY. it hppnd so fst, n i rlly ddnt lke it @ 1st! I ws scrd n embrrsd bc gsh i ws even in a VC !!!

BUT. bc of the ppl arnd me bein vry accptng (my boyfrnd is also a catby :^D he ws 1 b4 i ws) i hnstly lrnd tht i LOVD BEIN A CATBY!!! Or mayb- i jst lrnd 2 accpt it ^_^ @ 1 pnt, i cld swtch between human vs catboy, b hnstly over tme, i nvr wnt bck 2 bein humn again!

but nowdys, i associ8 bein human w TRAUMA, so mayb a lt tht i mite be telln u 2dy is smth i need 2 psychonlyze myslf abt 🤨 so whnvr i trn humn, im probbly havng a big trma momnt ^_^ its fnny hw bein awy frm smth 4 so lng,, knd of chngs ur perspctve on it frm hw it usd 2 b. i wrte abt my feelngs w thise discnnct here, n i drew abt it artstclly here!

I endd up feelng ,,,, lke ther were 2 sdes of me (not litrlly, b yk!) the humn prt of me stck in the pst, nt eh Prsnt prt of me tht lovs Fun n stff ^_^ i stll gt trma momnts AS a catby, its STILL me, but i notcd tht as i accpt bein nonhumn, its lke ive strtd associa8ng bein HUMN w HURT n PAIN. so its lke thise, sde of me thts still trying 2 procss trma (THT IM KND OF RUNNG AWY FRM ^_^) is begging me nt 2 leave him behnd

so mayb as i liv life as now a nonhumn, i DO hav 2 try n fnd the best of bth wrlds. bc,, jst bc i chnge nw dsnt mean i shld thro awy my pst. its lke my brain is usng thise chnge as an excse 2 run awy,,,

so anywy! While u go thru ur chngs, dnt b lke me! love ur past n b knd 2 it b also lov urslf 2dy!

HOW DID I COPE?? wll, a lt of the tme whn ANY1 trns in2 n ANIML (I am not the 1st 4 thise 2 hppn! Chara (DO NT TLL THNM I SD THIOSE) somtms gts a tail n H8S IT) we gt EMBRRSD! i smply encrge u 2 indulg urslf! indulge ur animl side! embrssmnt coms frm Shme n insecrty. sooo, instd of thnkng of urslf as cringe, try 2 OWN ur animlific8ion! How u do tht is up 2 u- mayb eat mor veggies? get stuff tht hlps w the new body dysphoria u mite gt? allw urslf 2 b bunny lke! build ur own sfe spce (tht my or my not inclde ppl u trst!) wher u cn jst b,,, urslf!

we also kno a lt of othr systm mmbrs in othr systms who get furrified (somtms its mostly permmnt, somtms they get triggrd (NOT trma triggrd, i mean the genrl DEFINTION of the wrd!!) in2 bein an animl, n we notc tht jst mkng the stps 2 accpt ur animl sde rlly hlps.

Rmmbr tht ys, u mite feel cringe, b wldnt u rthr b free!!

ALSO,, if u r an INTROJECT,,, bein a furry is VRY COOL bc u can drw urslf in public n ppl wnt even realze ur a fictive (SOMTMS, dpndng on wht u look lke)!!!! i rmmbr 1 of the 1st realiz8ions i hd whn i got fully furrified in2 a catby ws "oh,, wow,, woah, WOA!! ppl wnt be abl 2 tll im KRIS DREEMURR frm DELTRNE!!" the rsn y tht ws LOWKY importnt 2 me is bc ever sinc i splt, i grew up w the aggrssve sde of the UTDR fndm bein very afrd of ppl who do not use they/them on the humns (WHCH IS FAIR n i am nt syng they shldnt b upset whn ppl misgender thm!!) b i am NONBINARY!! we are trans so it it flt lke i cldnt exst w/o ppl accsng me of bein trnsphbc jst bc i use he/him as a trans n nonbnry prsn! so nw tht i am nonhumn, i am less recognzble n i cn b FREE!!!

anywy, i hope tht knd of inspires u! Im srry its vry lng ^_^" if u snd me an ask askng me ANYTHNG rel8d 2 my opinion, i wll eithr answr shrtly, OR VRY LNG!!!

jst rmmbr, u r sfe, nothng is wrng w u, n u will b ok! ppl wll stll lov u 4 who u r :^) if u ever need anythng els or need a fll "species swappd" prsn 2 tlk 2, i am hre ^_^

[posts-without-the-letter-e]

But wait this is actually fraking m out though, it raiss so many qustions about th othrwis incomprhnsibl maning of lif as a collctiv whol vrsus prsonal sustnanc and longvity

Imagin if on day you wr givn a choic: Bcom immortal and indstructibl for trnity, unabl to b harmd by anything vr again, and gt to liv forvr.

Howvr, in ordr to achiv that you must giv up whatvr your purpos in lif is. Whatvr it is that you wr always mant to do, what you wr supposd to contribut to th ovrall schm and futur of th lif of th univrs, your purpos… th whol rason you wr vn cratd, vn born in th first plac. You must giv that up. You don’t know what that is. You’ll nvr know; But, rgardlss, you say ys.

Prhaps you assum you wouldn’t hav mad any sort of significant diffrnc anyway. That buttrfly ffct thory or whatvr thy call it? Nah, you call bullshit. It dosn’t mattr - you don’t mattr, at last not to anything outsid of your immdiat connctions - and it’ll all b fin, and you’ll just liv forvr with minimal (or mayb vn no) consquncs.

So, yay! You’r now immortal. You’ll nvr di or gt hurt vr again. W!

But thn, cnturis and cnturis latr (not to mntion that by this point you’v gon through horribl hartbrak and misry and dspair bcaus vry lovd on you vr had, vry frind you vr mad, vr prson you barly got to know, has passd away, did as you livd on long without thm, hlplss to do anything for thm as you watchd thm prish, unabl to vr go with thm or vr s thm again. But I digrss), now, you larn you actually wr important in th grand schm of things. You wr supposd to b a ky factor in th world’s survival, long ago; but, bcaus of th choic you mad (immortality ovr individual purpos), you wr nvr givn th knowldg or awarnss or rsourcs or ability to sav th world that you wr always supposd to obtain, bfor you unknowingly mad th wrongst choic to vr wrong.

Ndlss to say, you’v fuckd up big tim.

Th ntir univrs as w know it is dstroyd soon aftr this horrifying rvlation. It implods, collapss in on itslf, ssntially forming a massiv black hol or somthing. Stars, nbula, galaxis, solar systms and plants, worlds and worlds of living popl and things, and light-yars of tim and spac and lif, all suckd up into absolut, indfinit nothingnss.

But you rmain.

Just you. Floating amongst, spiraling around, rockting through, suspndd in… nothing. With a fling of such unblivabl lonlinss that your fbl brain can hardly prciv, can’t possibly hop to comprhnd. Not only ar you th only living thing lft, you don’t vn hav on inanimat objct to kp you company. You hav litrally. Nothing. And you ar litrally nowhr. I man, tchnically, you ar now th univrs - if it would bring you ptty comfort to think about it that way. You. Only you. With nothing, no on, nowhr. Forvr. And vr. And vr.

All bcaus you thought you didn’t mattr. That you had no ral, maningful purpos. That you could nvr possibly mak a diffrnc.

But you did. And now look what you’v gottn yourslf into, you silly nuggt. You’r gonna b prtty bord and lonly for that trnity, huh?

Or mayb it was out of slfishnss. Mayb this wasn’t bcaus you flt uslss, but bcaus you simply only card about prolonging your own lif and nothing ls. Hm.

Th moral hr? B slflss, and always know and rmmbr that you mattr.

Or ls, on day, you might dstroy th univrs. And b lft to suffr, and b torturd horribly and ndlssly by th void of nothingnss that has consumd you. With no way to scap. vr.

Othr moral bcaus I got sidtrackd from my initial point - all things considrd, would you choos longvity ovr purpos? Immortality ovr maning? 

OR, IDK, MAYB SOM IDIOT JUST LAMINATD A STUPID PIC OF PAPR TOWL FOR NO GOOD RASON

AND MAYB I SHOULDNT B LOOKING FOR TH ANSWRS TO TH MANING OF OUR SHORT, FRAGIL LIVS IN

A LAMINATD

PAPR

T OW  L

IDK MAN,

I D K

423 101s thrown away

I laminated a paper towel

[djbetodiass]

SUPERSONIC #30 by DJ BETO DIAS

SET LIST 01 – Pig & Dan – Better Than The Love I Know (Extended Mix)[DFTD] 02 – Vintage Culture & Sonny Fodera feat. SHELLS – Nightjar (Extended Mix)[DEFECTED] 03 – Crush Club feat. Amazonian Rockstar – Bohanna (Just Kiddin Extended Edit) [SOME OTHER RECORDS] 04 – Pansil – My High (Extended)[JANGO MUSIC] 05 – Nick Jay & Jean Luc – Silence (Mind Electric Remix Bootleg)[WHITE LABEL] 06 – Tensnake…

[thoughtsbeewild]

How full of shit are these Fitness trainer/head trainer/coaches? Whatever title they label themselves on IG to sound omg your queen? here comes the middle finger...

It was hard to work aftr Christmas...Hello people we only get 1 FUCKING PAID FEDERAL HOLIDAY by the damn govt, otherwise yo ass besta be taking that 32 hr PTO, PLUS 16 HR PTO FOR NEEW YEAR =48 HRS.. if you have enough saved.

I cant understand these bimbos who have all this time off? Like how?? Like fuck we dont GET A FREE RENT DAY OR MORTAGE DAY, OR FREE PASS TO NOT PAY YOUR BILLS/CREDIT CARDS, FOOD ETC. as trump said unless your other half is LOADED WITH MONEY, YO ASS IS A SUGAR MOMMA WITH A SUGA DADDY...CANT UNDERSTAND HOW THESE ATTENTION SEEKING HEFFERS ARE ON A NICE VACATION, TRAVELING 6 TIMES THIS WHOLE YEAR..

damn TRAVELING COST ALOT, HOTEL, WITH TOURIST ACTIVITIES, THE EATING , ETC...ESPECIALLY IN THIS SHITHOLE ECONOMY. how the fuck are people banking shitload of money, especially lazy attention online women? How do you sucker people into investing money into your account by selling your body as cheap titillation, showing that ass, constant selfies ? Why do we continue shape our world, our society into this?

These online bimbos, let me tell you a story..

This girl was like boo, im going to miami and costa rica, bahamas, i wont be back as a head trainer /personal trainer to my fitness classes, im winning and dining...literally markets herself like this, and people are suckers FINNERS TO WANT CRAVE THIS SHIT..i dont, i see how full of shit this person is..so she starts her traveling with this guy she kissed, made a post about...they were suppose to go to airport together, but he dodges her and goes on a nice private airplane with his boys, leaving her traveling all alone to Miami. She starts stalking her online Miami followers, lets meet up, and they meet up..then she buys herself dinner, then goes on a boat in miami(boat aka yatch, that costs lost of money), then goes to costa rica for beaches, dolphins, then heads to bahamas(more boat party, more site seeing)...she rubbing up on dude, putting her claim her territory mark..he doesnt strike as the person who wants a commitment yet alone have a serious relationship, dude looks like he just wants have good time and sex..which he got..so basically she was portraying as all up on dude, he was not even trying portray the she my lady, he my man deal...lol..so i knew after that, it was over, guess what it was. She deleted that kissing post...when you see her online, i cant stand her..but interested to see where that dude was going..so this is towards end of thanksgiving and near mid december..

usually she flys home for Christmas to see her family, but since she was so caught up in the BOUCHE, TRYING SHOW LIKE SHE A FUCKING INFLUENCER, UP ON THAT DUDES NUTS TRYNA MAKE HER CLAIM... HER BITCH ASS DIDNT SEE HER FAMILY FOR CHRISTMAS, BECAUSE SHE DIDNT HAVE THE FUCKING MONEY SPENDING SELFISHLY TO HERSELF ON TRAVELING TO ABOVE, SPENDING THAT BOUCHE LIFE TO MARKET ...NOW SHE POSTING LIVING MY BEST LIFE WITH FRIENDS, SHAMELESS MARKETING HER ASS, AND FISHING HARD FOR COMPLIMENTS..WHY DO YOU WANT WOMEN TO DRIVE IN THAT DIRECTION? WHY DO PEOPLE FOLLOW HER AND WANT BECOME LIKE THAT? WHY ARE PEOPLE CLAPPING FOR HER AND THAT? ITS BECAUSE SHE MARKETING THIS LIE AND FULL OF SHIT, PEOPLE ARE STUPID TO FALL AND ADMIRER, AND SHE CRAVES COMPLIMENTS TO BOOST HER EGO, AND SELF CONFIDENCE, AND SHOW THAT DUDE WHO DONT LIKE HER SHE BADDIE ON HER OWN,,GAGS.....AND ITS SAD..

WHATS SADDER, I SEE A FAMILY AND KIDS LIVING IN A CAR IN GROCERY STORE PARKING LOT WITH NO WHERE TO GO

A SINGLE MOM OF 2 KIDS WORKING AFTER CHRISTMAS BEING AN UBER DRIVER AS A SIDE HUSTLE TO MAKE EXTRA MONEY FOR HER KIDS TO HAVE MORE CHRISTMAS PRESENTS, FOOD ETC...

THEN YOU HAVE INSTA ATTENTION WOMEN HEFFERS MAKING FREE MONEY FROM THIER BODY, LOOKS, AND COMPLIMENTS, MANIULATING STORIES BY USING CUT, EDIT, PASTE TO MAKE IT SOUND LIKE A DREAMY LIFESTYLE AND THAT YOU SHOULD BE JEALOUS OF THEM, AND WANT THIER LIFE

(STRATEGIC MARKET GOAL ATTENTION EGO HEFFERS TARGET TO THIER FOLLOWERS). HOW WE SHAPED AMERICA BE STUPID EASY MONEY MAKING INCOME WITHOUT EFFORTS OF HARD WORK, JUST MARKET THAT BULLSHIT STEP 1? HERE IS ONE of MANY ANSWER..

GOOD DOCUMENTARY OF ANNA DELVEY, REMAKE OF REAL MONEY IMBEZZLER LIKE FITNESS INSTAGRAM INFLUENCERS. IMAGINE IF THE GOVT AUDITED THESE CON ARTISTS..CHARGE THEM

[letters-to-tension]

Dier Tenshun,

Aftr ye snt yer scroll on tae me, I went an mat tha prncs o yers. Fr sme rezon, hr gards trd t stp me bt I wnt past em an she sed she ws gnna pey me f I hlp.

Pieright lad ye menshuned in our tawks ws thre two. Thot he wud b talr. n ye dint tel me he wuz a coppr.

Dint met Fetver or Sfetlana, but we got cmpny frm a pgsus cald Torndo Trblnce n a younicrn cald Sharight.

Selesdia wasne very impresd wif us, bud she sed she wans us t go t grifonya wish is wer grifns com frm.

She sed tha th grifn empror wans t fite sum ponys who liv nex t th grifns, an she wans us t stp tht.

She also sed tha th buk ye fund on yer kwest wif Pieright ws stolen an tkn t grifonya by sum cltists wh liv ther. Sed dey r de mane grup.

Prntl sum unded kilt al de grifn kngdoms dere wen Selesdia faught hr sista n dey mai hab bin sent by dat clt.

Ekwus Mlus mae b bak.

Da clt xsts cuz Tennybrigh dint liek dat Stahswurl da breaded ws bettr dan hm.

Stahswurl assembled da Pillahs f Ekwestrya n dey evntly fund Selesdia n hr sistah. Tennybrigh an Stahswurl bof wntd t tiech da sistahs, bud Stahswurl bekem th tiechr an rgnt. Tennybrigh wus a soar loosah.

We saw hm kll too gards bt Selesdia dint do a fing. I fink we saw sumfing liek a memry. Siems he wsnt skared f th pillahs He cld bekom smok. Stahswurl n th pillahs trighd t prtct th prnceses bt wsnt abl t stp hm.

Tennybrigh hd a fncy nklase he cld th alikorn amlet he sed he maed.

Stahswurl n th pillahs n Tennybrigh wear fitin in sum kinda sndy plaes.

Stahswurl n th pillahs shod Tennybrigh wif a ranebow n he ws blstd awae. Stijyan ws hrt an Stahswurl dint liek tht.

Tennybrigh bekam Ekwus Mlus.

n now hes bak n raisin an armee. Selesdia gaev us a pies f papr t git wht we wanned, and Torn an Pieright ran of sumwear befour comin bak. Pieright brogt us t th gard hous n dey gav us sum healin potion Thy tuk us to a crt plld by sum gards n they flew awae wif us. We arived at a town kald Tal tael, an intradu intractio we tol each ofer our naems n wo we r. Sharight hs t do sum fings cuz o her rligin. We wer sposed tae met sumun cald Ruff Sees

We askd th pones arond twn were t fnd em We fund th hippcmps n Ruff Sees. Th hippcmps is a ship. No onna thm wooly uns, onna thm big wood fings wht ponys use t travl the sees.

We wnt on th ship an we wnt of t se th wurld.

Yer mate,

Wntrbrees

[introvertualy1111]

12 Aug 2023.. mrng I woke up around 6 6.30 am.. saw dad.. I said hudmrng daddy.. then went right into my room.. then got ready later.. I n teju went to fair for doing hair.. we waited soo much time... aftr 5 hrs they called us... when started, got call from mom saying dad isn't responding... we rushed to home.. n saw, dad was not responding n as per our understanding, he was no more... he left the world..

[yumenosakiacademy]

i hav a bad habit of drinking so much water aftr coming home from being dehydrated outside for Hrs tht i quite literally hav 2 steel myself lest i vomit up all the water i just gulped down like a maniac. funniest part is even during tht time, i still will sometimes take sips of the water or want 2 drink more despite literally feeling sick from drinking so much already lol

[thedjclo]

One day at a time! To the top!!! Tonight: rockin! inside @sugardaddysyn Friday: 1st @starletssofnyc & 2nd stop Aftr Hrs (hit me up for details) | Saturday: Live broadcast on Hot97 & 2nd we closing out @doncoqui.nyc 10yr Anniversary Party!! Sunday: We Celebrate @mister_mambo bday waiting on the flyer 🤣… !! Mondays 12a #Hot97 @flytrapradio let’s goooo! (at Manhattan, New York) https://www.instagram.com/p/CqJk1KIOZFx/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[mccarthymolly]

Not exciting dinners anymore hmuh

Ohno bad endings

My heart is in my foot, my head is in my foot,

Hm nvl so less pressure n js part n uh, can section b not poet prsr, bc wt is novelist, less hmuh hmkhmuh uh js movies uh khm, they can help hm uh bc movies nt say wt poet is

Uh,hullible gp

Hm, fam conflict, m nt acc grp lv, ws it lv, b she bad w him, sth w her fth n pol nuuh, yh nt sep n , distant ok uh n sth

Rsrch lvs of js rsch

Uh ed, fantasy, stake, hm uh.

Notes, musivian, org, uh

Is ed a game. I ok w being poured to or was? Good. Then ignore like a hollywooder. Okuh

Can you abuse or be bad or unclear w alcohol without addiction ir even much alcohol , just bad when do even if little?

All ed n bigr music, uhkhmuh,hm,uh,hm,uh

Tv voices, y u being a hardass,

Hmuh, no asks, n uh. Sth.

Fmly n hw lrn, b idk, nd rspc? Hm lf, hmkhm,uh, y notes nt help to take or read, hm,uh,hm, unless unclear, b then y use source, then need translation/second text

Fmly ha

Wt uh, encour to x? Uh kick out,uh,hm,uh,no, js want ltrs be around, feel less b hv sth, hmuhkhmuh,uh

Dark n nt w u

Hm teen vc? Can stay? Hmm, uro awk w penis ha, primary q? Dr abuse uh

Y kids nt like them n suck ish more uh

Adults say dmb sh nt gd mssgs, they are all jones, uh, toomch uh,

Tech, if it's about senses n not body utopia idk,hm,uh,long,uh, benefit of wuick sense? B others wring so, they want hollywood pitch, uh,

No, mus,hm,uh,hm

Ohno, hindsight pop, hindsight not 20,uh, is there hindsight, n can look ahead w 20, foresight, or never 20 even present, no 20. Okuh, Dimitri ish, okhmuh,uh

No the advisey, hand, older,uh tones,uh,parenty, uh, hw tlk to kids or yngr

Im nt adult bc you cant handle older child. Broad n movey not make dilettante flaneur, that's trivia n fun n curious n wanttoknow n facts. Dont be smart be cutty , or shit n knife. Uh. Serious about emotional life not ignoring and noble about shits. Ok he hlp, ignoring, psy. Uh. Freu. Hm. Uh. UH ,hm, psyan too uh,hm,uh,hm,uh, website ug,uh,mntcl,uh,hm

N sth, geo weather am

Sth, wt, uh, ears? Face, developmentz ok, bye

An end. Smwr. Uh,ok,uh,mybe

Hmkuh, trying be student ir studenty, n looking, hh,hm,fme,ok,no,uh. Saying suck nw,uh. Fd n nt want tch,okhm,int,y,hm,uh,y look, pornish or wt,hm,uh,hm,uh,ok,gracious? Hm,uh,no,uh,gentlemany not gd? Uh,hm,uh, dont hit anyone y wmn, big egos on topics,ok

Can fo without being given, directly or indirectly js pockets e ambience, influence here there, b hm, uh. Music, psy, ed,uh,

Hmkuh,hmuh

No hmteen no uh hm uh ,no. Hv ur perspectv but your clientele is a demographic, divers nt in opinion. Dont be shamey toney

Ambivalence n efficiency, hm,uh,fght or turbulence uh,hm,uh big euphemisms uh

Hm, child n sense, n schl nt same or mean commtd,uh. Nt abt rsns? Aftr hr them?

Is lov gd if perosn w lv nt gd fr you or them n what they want nt gd fr you or them n they cant acc or respect wants n cant chng , so do wrds or feeling help. I cant feel it. Feels anxious like shy 10+ yr old, hmuhkhmuhhmuhhmuh

Hm, hm,hm, travel n where history is,hmkuhhmuh,hm,uh,hm,uh,no,hw dif,hmkhmuh,hm. Slow hmkhmuh,hm,uh,parts of no self? Hmkhmuh, hm,uh, nt smart , or intelligence not helpful n found for ed,hmkuhhmuh, nt do theory? Not consult, js everywhere. Hmkuh,hm,uh,hm. Do theories help nonorgs, hmkuhhmuh,hm,uh

Hm. Work for nar spply? Hmkhmuh,hm,uh,hm,uh hmuh,hm,uh,hm,uh,hm,uh,hm

Persoanlity, embarassing n hm,uh, fooled

Ok vengey uh ww hm oe, read soon? Uhkhmuh

Hmk, y talk tru, hate okuhhmuhhmuh,idk,uh

[pepprs]

anyways i stepped away from my switch for a couple hours to go be insane and i was outside so kk is still here and im just sitting in the plaza alone in the gusting wind while he gives me a little concert that i can’t interrupt / request things during and im applauding every time he finishes a song and i can’t tell if it’s making me feel better but it’s nice

[posts-without-the-letter-e]

I bliv th nglish phras is “odd duck.” Ys. Jan Kargad was an Odd Duck. H was born in 1922, right aftr Gorgia joind th Sovit Union, in a commun outsid of Batumi. But this was not a normal commun no. His parnts wr strang popl. A small group of Dutch fuckrs, vry protstant popl, startd a winry in th countrysid whr thy could rad thir bibls. You would think thy did not gt along with th Marxists, but you would b wrong. Thy lovd work. Th bibl lovd work. Thr was no problm.

Wll, that is not ntirly tru. Jan was a bit of a problm. H was born with a “wak constitution.” W do not know what that mant xactly, but farmwork would giv him sizurs and vry high fvrs. H was not a good child for farm work. So, thy taught him arithmtic. Young Jan was in charg of counting graps and bottls of win and so on. Mayb th Apparatchik did not mind a child doing all th counting, mayb h was bribd, mayb h did not giv a shit. I do not know. But Jan was in charg of all th counting and, what is th fucking word- logistics. Ys. Logistics. And h was vry good at logistics. 

Thr ar thoris as to his upbringing ys. Studying th bibl alongsid Marx and Lnin and so on. But I do not bliv this. In Chchnya in thos days many studid th bibl and Marx lik Jan Kargad, but w did not bcom lik Jan Kargad. I think prhaps it was th fvrs. On ss things with a fvr whn it is bad nough, ys. 

Kargad also studid th capitalists. H was vry good at this. H rad Adam Smith, but also Issac Nwton, th South Sas bubbl, and most famously th Tulip Panic. Thy say his journals wr filld with prssd tulips. H was a bit of a, what is th fucking nglish word- prvrt. A prvrt for organizing things and numbrs and so on. Jan Kargad lovs logistics lik a man lovs his wif, and tulips ar a symbol of this for him. Thy bcam a microcosm for him. You s how th bud unfolds into many ptals, its is vry similar to how capitalism unfurls into its many aspcts in th world. But, I am gtting ahad of myslf. 

On day, aftr all of his schooling, Kargad has a trribl fvr, mor trribl than any fvr h has vr had. This is in th arly 1940s som tim. Aftr this fvr h bcoms strang. Wll, strangr than h alrady was. H spaks of mn with goldn dog masks, thir ncks chaind to th sun, tulips growing from thir ys, all of that shit. H nvr gos outsid again. H bcoms farful of th sun. H dos not lt it touch his skin. 

H writs intnsly for th nxt thr yars. I hav sn his original notbooks and thy ar staind with swat. This man is not wll, but h writs. H dos not gt hlp, bcaus h is vry good at analyzing agricultural output. I bliv it groundd him som how, to spnd days without slp, rading spradshts about graps and what and so on. 

H is no longr christian. H throws out all of th crosss in his hom, and rplacs thm with grap-cuttrs. Thy ar similar to a sickl, but with a long handl, for raching up and cutting off high bunchs of graps. H bcoms obsssd with this ida of th grap cuttr, and h bgins to paint. And this is whr many first larn of him. H influncs a group of artists who bcom famous in th southrn sovit union, though thy ar occasionally dridd as bing “mystical.” I prsonally? I lov th drawings. Many figurs raching up to pluck graps from th sun. It bcoms th cntral thm of his work.

Hr popl discovr his strang writings. But first h is considrd a strang mystic. His arly writings ar still vry christian ys, and this influncs how h is rad in th wst. Many think h is spaking of hypr-conomics or whatvr ftishistic bull shit th amricans ar calling it. But I do not think so. His work is vry sovit. Thr ar storis ys, of good sovit mn drinking coff and loving spradshts lik a man lovs his wif, and in this thy bcom a littl bit lik Jan Kargad. Thy ar –you do not hav an nglish trm for this– cutting graps from th sun. But this is not a srious phras you undrstand. Ths mn ar prvrts.

386 101s thrown away

I believe the English phrase is “odd duck.” Yes. Jan Kargad was an Odd Duck. He was born in 1922, right after Georgia joined the Soviet Union, in a commune outside of Batumi. But this was not a normal commune no. His parents were strange people. A small group of Dutch fuckers, very protestant people, started a winery in the countryside where they could read their bibles. You would think they did not get along with the Marxists, but you would be wrong. They loved work. The bible loved work. There was no problem.

Well, that is not entirely true. Jan was a bit of a problem. He was born with a “weak constitution.” We do not know what that meant exactly, but farmwork would give him seizures and very high fevers. He was not a good child for farm work. So, they taught him arithmetic. Young Jan was in charge of counting grapes and bottles of wine and so on. Maybe the Apparatchik did not mind a child doing all the counting, maybe he was bribed, maybe he did not give a shit. I do not know. But Jan was in charge of all the counting and, what is the fucking word- logistics. Yes. Logistics. And he was very good at logistics. 

There are theories as to his upbringing yes. Studying the bible alongside Marx and Lenin and so on. But I do not believe this. In Chechnya in those days many studied the bible and Marx like Jan Kargad, but we did not become like Jan Kargad. I think perhaps it was the fevers. One sees things with a fever when it is bad enough, yes. 

Kargad also studied the capitalists. He was very good at this. He read Adam Smith, but also Issac Newton, the South Seas bubble, and most famously the Tulip Panic. They say his journals were filled with pressed tulips. He was a bit of a, what is the fucking English word- pervert. A pervert for organizing things and numbers and so on. Jan Kargad loves logistics like a man loves his wife, and tulips are a symbol of this for him. They became a microcosm for him. You see how the bud unfolds into many petals, its is very similar to how capitalism unfurls into its many aspects in the world. But, I am getting ahead of myself. 

One day, after all of his schooling, Kargad has a terrible fever, more terrible than any fever he has ever had. This is in the early 1940s some time. After this fever he becomes strange. Well, stranger than he already was. He speaks of men with golden dog masks, their necks chained to the sun, tulips growing from their eyes, all of that shit. He never goes outside again. He becomes fearful of the sun. He does not let it touch his skin. 

He writes intensely for the next three years. I have seen his original notebooks and they are stained with sweat. This man is not well, but he writes. He does not get help, because he is very good at analyzing agricultural output. I believe it grounded him some how, to spend days without sleep, reading spreadsheets about grapes and wheat and so on. 

He is no longer christian. He throws out all of the crosses in his home, and replaces them with grape-cutters. They are similar to a sickle, but with a long handle, for reaching up and cutting off high bunches of grapes. He becomes obsessed with this idea of the grape cutter, and he begins to paint. And this is where many first learn of him. He influences a group of artists who become famous in the southern soviet union, though they are occasionally derided as being “mystical.” I personally? I love the drawings. Many figures reaching up to pluck grapes from the sun. It becomes the central theme of his work.

Here people discover his strange writings. But first he is considered a strange mystic. His early writings are still very christian yes, and this influences how he is read in the west. Many think he is speaking of hyper-economics or whatever fetishistic bull shit the americans are calling it. But I do not think so. His work is very soviet. There are stories yes, of good soviet men drinking coffee and loving spreadsheets like a man loves his wife, and in this they become a little bit like Jan Kargad. They are –you do not have an English term for this– cutting grapes from the sun. But this is not a serious phrase you understand. These men are perverts.