#ABT TO KAY EM ESS

[2econd2ight2yd]

these allegations make me want to rip my hair out

[changif]

190912

[lighthouseas]

reminder that this fucking banger of a track exists and im So Normal about it 😁😁

[chrisbangs]

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[mosspapi]

Anyways. It's been more than 3 months so this bullshit can officially b classified as long covid :))))))))

[nightmare8-420]

tw ed / alot of numbers

hggbbthd my father was making fun of my weight again (bc we were talking abt an old chair) and i said that in 115 lbs bc yk i am when i have no clothes on so he made me get on the scale and it said 118.2/4(? i dont remember) bc like. my clothes are kinda heavy plus my ed hasnt been eding latly and is killing me and he called me a fatass and tbh im abt to kay em ess!

like yea no shit dude im fucking working on it but when fucking 300 cals makes me gain 48392992747482 lbs you gotta gimme a bit godDAMN

lmao just thinking abt it ik damn well my metabolism is shot to hell and back, i can eat under what my cal deficit should be (and tbh do most of the time) and i still can gain weight 💀💀

hgghhhhhhhhbdhshfn i wanna fucking curl up and dieeeee 👎👎👎

[stuck-in-8th-grade]

fvck fvck fvck i left my bl@de in the bathroom at work. and everyone knows i was last in there. i swear if they find out abt my sh i’ll kay em ess

[tozakidoll]

introducing … indy ₊˚ʚ ᗢ₊˚✧ ﾟ.

hi! my name is indigo (or indy)! i also go by essie :D i am 19 years old, i’m a white girlflux lesbian, and i go by any pronouns, including bun!

this account will be dedicated to bts and twice! my ult is bts n my biases are jimin jungkook and jin. my twice bias line is jihyo nayeon and chaeyoung!

some of my interests include jimin (pls dont gatekeep him from me) rainstorms sanrio stargazing coffee city lights vanilla scented candles and blankets. some of my dislikes include bts antis milk tomatoes milk chocolate n being ignored :(

before you follow you should know that i am a btspopper and i’ll always prioritize bts. i talk mostly abt my biases, i delete posts randomly, and sometimes make semi nsfw jokes or kay em ess jokes (i dont make kys jokes so pls dont say that to me unless we are close). P.S. i have bpd with adhd and cptsd comorbid disorders pls be patient! keep in mind /srs: i am mentally ill and neurodivergent. depending on if i am triggered, having a bpd episode, overstimulated, etc. i May be Sensitve to certain things. i dont require tone tags or trigger warnings, althought i may ask for clarification on some things, especially if your tone feels harsh. dont take offense or feel bad!! its to make us both comfy.

please do not follow me if u meet the basic dni criteria -16 or +24, anti or solo, western stans or shippers! no multis unless i follow first, especially no blinks, stays, atinys or carats (note: i do Not follow back onces unless u ult or prioritize bts!)

[mauibabez]

hey guys… so for some random reason I want to eat today and I’m deciding it’s a metab day 😝 cuz yeah anyways i’ll be back on my bs tmr and worry abt the guilt LATER😇 bye tmblr for the day because if i see th1nspo after this i will kay em ess!!!!

#ednotsheeran #mealspø #th1nspo #4nablog

[dogjak]

"dont bind with tape it could damage your skin!!" dude i dont care abt a skin rash im teying not to kay em ess

[seobstarr]

keb! how has your week been? i started school and it STINKS! but thats not important, how have u been?! i am curious abt who youve chosen for the spiderman fic, it seems fun 😜

-🎧

🎧ANON!!! UR BACK!!<3 was starting to wonder why u haven’t sent anything lol😭 my weeks been okay my senior advisor has me reading beowulf😒😒 like if i read another page of that poem i’m gonna kay em ess but ANYYYWAYYSSS yk how i said i’ve been wanting to write ab zb1 cuz they’re my ults i was thinking ab a gyuvin spiderman au but i’m having trouble thinking of what it’s gonna be about :(

[tartsniffer]

the author passed away after chapter 49 which was literally a vague appreciation letter abt their supporters. Im gonna kay em ess she was so sweet she didn't deserve to die☹️

Reading a Chet/Johnny fic purely bc i need to eat in this lonesome ass fandom.

its so infuriating im honna kay em ess.

[storyend]

LESSONS ON DISAPPEARING AND DRAGGING YOURSELF BACK

andrés cerpa, the vault  /  richard siken, the worm king’s lullaby  /  angela carter, the lady of the house of love  /  marya hornbacher, madness: a bipolar life  /  natalie wee, our bodies and other fine machines  /  louise erdich, grief  /  richard siken, you are jeff  /  the new pornographers, adventures in solitude  /  sing-shong, omniscient reader’s viewpoint

kim dokja knows love in two languages. (1) sacrifice. (2) leaving. his mother was the one who taught this to him, the only person who loved him for the first twenty eight years of his life. she sacrificed by taking the fall for the murder of his father and had to leave kdj as a result. for a decade and a half, she saw him grow from behind prison glass. so of course, when he finds people to love, he does it in a similar way. he sacrifices his life, dies and comes back, so his friends can continue on in the scenarios. he plans for his repeated death and even has moments where he watches them mourn over his lifeless body. even then, the weight of what he was doing doesn’t click. he leaves for a few hours. then for a few days. and then he’s gone for three years. time passes differently for him, he hasn’t aged a day when he comes back. he learns, this time, of how his extended leave has changed them. they’re reckless, throwing themselves into danger without care the same as he did. it’s hypocritical but this is his thing. no one else should be pulling stunts like that. like this, he comes to a realization. he can’t continue to do this if he intends to bring everyone to the end. the next instance comes and he tries not to plan for his death, the cards are just drawn that way. he doesn’t want to die, he has a reason to live, he begs his friends to save him. they don’t. he comes back. they’re losing his trust in him, using their lie detection skill to test if he is telling the truth about what he has planned for next time. and then they’re standing there, the end is at their fingertips. he passes their detection test. he has two options: stay and everyone perishes, leave and everyone else can continue on. it’s an easy choice. he does what he knows best when he loves: he leaves, and this time there won’t be a return.

[akuutaguava]

shaking and quaking in my boots someone just came and told me that my teacher said i was v capable of doing external science .... like science is my worst subject.... what..... and that they were wondering why i didnt pick it .... like i literally suck and cant retain information and its really fucking hard idk what you want me to say wtffff .....

[999999999inadream]

plus my spotify just stopped working abt an hour ago and im p sure it might be because im using an ad block. kay em ess

its joever

[gothsins]

on vacation down south and god how i wish i was bed rotting in my OWN bed and not this blow up one