#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

[mizp-m-archived]

"...You knew me....you knew who i was "

It wasn't a question it was a statement, between the two it was like words didn't need to be said for them to understand what was trying to be convened .

"...."

The male did not speak , body tense and ready to run should he need to but they both knew she wouldn't hurt him. They had history yes but that matters little know with everything thats happend. With her memory loss and the rot of his soul none of what they had mattered.

Once she had been the one who let him say in her home and show him what it's like to have a family and possibly even a version of normal he desperately wished for, but the more that things hold on his soul gets stronger the less time he spent with her.

It wanted to eat her, core and all. Devour her like food much like the lost did with their poor victims and he couldn't hurt her like that. Everyone was in danger if they had no way to kill him if he ever did truly become something less ...kcalb.

" Say something ! If I'm wrong at least let me know ! I can't keep living like this! "

"Please I'm begging you , give me something ...anything...I just...need to know....i need to remember "

" Lucille Rodriguez....That was your name before you lost your memories "

[kunikiiida-kuuun]

NEW KUNIKIDA SSR!!!!!!!!!!

[pikaboi]

notice how- wait what is that. guys are you seeing th AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

[transgender-catboy]

Hey can I go crazy for a minute? Cool thanks

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okay I shall continue this freakout in the tags

[awatermelonstick]

ALAN IS GONNA POST AN AVA SHORTS!1!1!1!1!1!1! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I'M SO EXCITED HSHSIWJWBSHSUW8SBXBS

[feraura17]

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, I WANT TO HUG GORDON, SO FAT 💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙

Uni has been kicking my ass, so after kicking it right back a decided to destress with some headcanons and brotherly fluff!

Context- I adore reading fanfics about engines turning human, and I sort of have my own head cannons about the trope.

I think if an engine were to turn human, their human bodies would reflect their physical health before the transformation. Like Scotsman for example, his irl engine self is not in good health at the best of times, and if we're to believe that TTTE universe Scotsman also went to America I don't believe for a second that the guy wouldn't have some PTSD. So mentally and physically he'd not be doing so hot as a human. Then take Gordon, big G has been potentially pulling the express for over 100 years by this point, and still going strong. The fat controllers we know take care of their engines, so more than positively Gordon has been kept in pristine health his whole life. If Gordon were to turn human, I don't doubt he'd be a strapping human with an 8 pack. But then it turns to personal experience.

In the story of this image I've hinted that Gordon has been human for much longer than Scotsman has, and while Gordon did pop out of his engine to human transformation being absolutely ripped in the beginning, I like to think that once the engines discover more of what humanity has to offer they'd indulge more of their personal interests. James for example I imagine would like to model and maybe do drag, or hell, maybe even design clothing! Henry I think would adore gardening and maybe animals, I imagine him volunteering at an animal shelter or the one putting in the most work at a community garden. I think Edward would find pride in his community, he'd adore things that you'd find at the Earl of Sodor's castle, he'd adore history, and the slower crafts of humans like painting and join Henry in some gardening, maybe some cooking to. Thomas I think would find his competitive nature, finding the joy in sports, liking to race people on a track, seeing how far he can hit a baseball, dancing around players in basketball, or just simply working out and liking the burn. And Gordon I imagine finds his interests with food, enjoying the sensation of taste, and also more of what the mainland would have to offer, I think he'd do a little exploring and also find the fun in traveling with other modes of transport. Which leads me to the brotherly fluff! I think that after a while some mainland engines who visit Sodor often would eventually feel the effects of the engine to human transformation. Scotsman would have seen Gordon as a human many times by now, and the two would sit and chat at Vicarstown before Scotsman would have to go back on his return journey. This is over the span of many months and each week Scott sees Gordon he notices his brother gaining a little more in the human part of him that reminds him of a boiler. At first it concerns him, until he's told that's how humans gain weight, and how they become fat. Once that happens he begins to poke fun at Gordon, calling him "big brother" in a new mocking way. Gordon becomes more hurt at that because to him it's far more personal than Scotsman knows, so afterwards he distances himself from his brother for a few weeks that span months until Sir Topham tells Gordon that Scotsman is in hospital after turning human, which leads to now. Gordon catches the next train out closest to the hospital and is very surprised to find Scott looking the polar opposite to him. He's so thin he appears anorexic, and even if Gordon had been in his first body type he would have still towered over Scott if the pair stood up side by side. The doctor had been informing Scotsman and the museum director of what his diagnosis was when Gordon burst into the room! Scott was very happy to see Gordon, bursting into tears and crying into his shoulder when Gordon scooped him up and hugged him close. Scott had ended up being diagnosed with Crohn's disease, type 1 diabetes, along with many more mental health conditions. PTSD, depression, and anxiety, but the most prominent being extreme separation anxiety. Once Gordon showed up it was all or nothing, Scotsman wouldn't leave his arms and refused to even go back to the museum, even not wanting to go back into the hospital bed or a wheelchair unless Gordon was right next to him or the one pushing the chair. The doctor suggested that Scotsman go with Gordon so he could receive treatment without possibly going into a panic attack, Gordon was okay with this as he and the others had managed to secure jobs and cash pooled their money together to afford a house. So that leads to the picture of Gordon and Scott talking as they probably walk out of the hospital together. Enjoy!

[emerald-galaxy]

AAAAAAAAAARRRRRGHHHHH!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

[aquagustd]

yus your fics are AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH-T OF THIS WORLD

*DO U GET IT :D NO? OKAY :'D*

I GOT IT AND THANK YOU BB 😭😭🤍🤍🤍

let’s be friends

[max-julyfield]

DUDE

OMG

STRIKE BACK TRAILER

LADYBUG'S IN LOVE WITH CHAT, SHE USES THREE MIRACULOUSES AT ONCE IDK IF WHAT I'M SAYING IS TRUE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

LADYBUG'S WHAT?

GONNA WATCH THE TRAILER SGDGKSAGDKS

[therepudiatedimmortals]

TE ESTAS PARECIENDO A TU MAMA TE ESTAS PARECIENDO A TU MAMA

[milfsmackdown]

feeling useless 🤪✌️

[stilitana]

i just got attacked by crows. not like just one crow, a whole murder of crows. logically i know that this is because i unknowingly must have gone too near a nest but also my brain is deeply steeped in lars von trier imagery and the kind of christian fanaticism that insists birds are vessels for demonic possession. good times.

[oikawatoo]

Heyo

[wretched-hive]

30 seconds guys I’m freaking out

[kindathoughtprovoking]

This is the first time I've ever been actually online when something went down, like I saw the news hit my dash in real time. I never understood, before, the whole thing about "I hope X doesn't happen while I'm offline"... I totally get it now. Catching up later just isn't the same. :D

I KNOW! I was about to close my browser and write a paper! Which I still haven’t done! I hate everything! Fuck you One Direction! I love Larry! My larents are one step closer to being freed! What am I even saying anymore! I’m sorry I’m starting to lose it! 

[mangomangomangoman]

OHMYGOD IM GETTING NEW CLIMBING SHOES FOR MY BIRTHDAY HEADED TO REI RIGHT NOW OMG FUCK IM EXCITED