#A Day In The Life of Grave

[floodleaf]

[54625]

"Have you no more memories?"

I am made of memories.

"Speak, then."

[bird-inacage]

They're going to be utterly INSUFFERABLE - I'M SO READY

How's everyone holding up? Is anyone truly prepared? I know I'm not.

[swan2swan]

Brooklynn's dads really went to her funeral twice, huh.

[finleycannotdraw]

can anyone hear me

[bloodurged]

"know that, when I'm braver, it's 'cause I learned it from you."

[patrickstumpenthusiast]

what yall know about the emo trinity

[candycryptids]

POSTED MY HAIR MASHUP! [XMA] Insomniac is now available for download ;w; Taking a preview image nearly broke me so sorry this is so ? hasty looking LOL

It doesn't support hats (but it won't explode, it'll just clip) or Hroth or M'roe, but you're free to do whatever the hell you want with it cos it's all Square assets.

also if you read webtoons give Eaternal Nocturnal a shot it's finished but I think it's a fun story and I like it ;v;

[it-is-theatre-my-dudes]

guys guys guys im losing my mind over episode 9 of the new season and i have nobody to even talk to guys guys guys GUYS

(MAJOR SPOILERS IN TAGS)

[starrydeww]

guess who decided to catch up on Nesaak's secret discoveries

haha....

hah......

some horrors have been experienced BUT ITS FIIIIIIIIIINE... right? ANYWAYS SHOUTOUT BOB I LOVE BOB YAAAAAAYYYYYYYY

[screechingfromthevoid]

Orym told derrig he didn't know why he didn't come see him last time he was home. That is a fucking lie. He knows exactly why.

He couldn't bring Dorian to his father and husband's graves.

Which. Is fine I guess. Grief is a bitch and not linear. But I'm going to write a fucking thesis on Orym and his inability to face the truly fucking hard stuff in his life.

Because sure. Being a widower and mourning your husband is super fucking hard. Especially when it came at the same time as the only home you've ever known no longer feeling safe. FINE. That is incredibly hard.

BUT. Orym will barely let himself admit that he has feelings for Dorian let alone navigate what it means to love again.

Orym feels such immense guilt about Will's death that he considers moving on to be the biggest betrayal. That survivors guilt combined with him swearing to put an end to the people that took Will from him truly stops Orym from actually feeling his feelings about even the idea of loving again. He can't process loving again because he feels like it's unfinished business. That he hasn't earned love again.

Which is bullshit you dumb little halfling man.

Then, holding love in your heart for your first love and spouse while finding yourself developing feelings for another is a hard thing to juggle. So he doesn't. Which only leads to feeling worse when he remembers Will.

If Orym really sat down and thought about how Will would feel about him moving on, he would probably come to the conclusion that Will would not want Orym to live his life alone for his sake. I feel like Will is the type to say "it is very sweet that you want to only love me. But you're not proving anything by not loving someone else"

Because Orym might want to be that guy? He always thought he would be? He was a widower. He loved Will with everything he had. He was not going to stray. He wasn't going to betray him like that.

But falling in love is messy. He couldn't help himself falling in love the first time. And he shouldn't punish himself for falling in love the second time. Because he couldn't help it. Suddenly he was just. In love.

And Dorian knows about Will. Dorian knows how much Will meant to Orym. He'd never make Orym get a cover up tattoo or stop seeing Will or tell him to never talk about him. Dorian understands that Orym will always love Will. He just hopes Orym might love him also.

If Orym was better at his feelings, if he was better at facing the hard shit in his life, he would have taken Dorian to see his father and Will. They would have mourned together. Dorian would have said hello like Fearne did. He might have left a stone or praised Orym. And Orym would have been able to see his two worlds together. He would be able to reconcile his past and future and anything in between.

[floodleaf]

[firstkillers]

Anyways this whole submarine thing has proven that people on this site aren’t actually able to commit to eating the rich.

[ai-higurashi]

Get in loser, we're going shopping

[reikunrei]

y’all fr just want someone to be mad at who will actually see it

y’all know you can’t get mad at the duffers in a way that they’ll see and listen to, so you decide to deride and belittle someone in a fandom space, minding their own business, doing stuff in their own little corner, bc it makes you feel good

you can “get away with” being nasty bc you’re on anon and you won’t “get in trouble.” you’re bullies hiding behind a self-victimizing facade because “i’m being hurt by this person i’m not forced to interact with bc they’re talking about things i don’t like in a space i had to find my way to on my own :(” literally just walk away. just walk away

how much free time do you have to have in your day to feel justified in sending paragraphs-long anonymous messages to a random person on the internet, spreading lies and rumors, deliberately trying to make them feel like shit? you couldn’t waterboard that behavior out of me. go do something worthwhile. there’s actual issues to be mad about that your energy would be better-suited for

if you can’t be bothered to cater your own space, to ignore things you don’t like, to stay in your lane and focus on what you enjoy rather than what you hate, then i fear you shouldn’t be allowed on the internet. or in public spaces in general. bc you make your problems everyone else’s problems simply because you feel superior in every way. and that’s no way to behave

[queerprayers]

sufjan stevens putting "ah, holy jesus" on a christmas album 🤝 me putting his "o come, o come emmanuel" on a holy saturday playlist